#im sorry for the rant

[topguncortez]

can i just… talk my ish real quick???

Tumblr is really not that hard to navigate.

it’s really not.

when you first create an account, like with any social media platform, there is a step by step on how to update your profile pic, your header, how to find content, how to message, how to reblog, and how to send asks.

i am getting real sick and tired of people saying “i don’t know how to change my blog” “how do i make my blog not blank” “why do i keep getting blocked” “why does no one write” “how do you reblog”

ITS NOT THAT HARD TO USE THIS APP.

and if you don’t know… ASK OR LOOK IT UP!!!

it takes less than 3 minutes to make a quick bio WITH YOUR AGE OR AGE RANGE, change your pfp, add some color, and reblog a couple of things you like.

it’s really not that hard

#im sorry for the rant #i’m just fed up #i honestly don’t even know why i still try #i’ve beat this horse to death and back alive a thousand times #and nothing ever changes

[mistergreatbones]

"the twins would be happier if Leia was sent to Tatooine and Luke got to be prince of Alderaan." No they fucking wouldn't.

Our first introduction to Luke is him trying to get out of chores to hang out with his friends, and you want him to be in charge of a planet?

Luke Skywalker, the guy who put his whole heart and soul into piloting and being a Jedi? The guy who blew up the Death Star and redeemed Darth Vader? The guy who risked his life to save a woman he hadn't met? The guy who chose a life of solitude to dedicate himself to teaching a dead religion? You think he'll enjoy discussing things in committee?

And you think Leia Organa, cut-throat, analytical Leia, would be satisfied as farmgirl Leia Skywalker?

The woman who called Tarkin smelly while being kept as a prisoner? The woman who resisted Darth Vader's torture as an adult and Reva's interrogation as a child? Who watched her home and her people destroyed and not even an hour later was arguing and insulting her rescuers? Who held a primed thermal detonator in her hand without blinking? Who strangled Jabba the Hutt with the chain he put around her neck?

You want that woman living in the same household as Owen Lars? They'd kill each other!

You want Leia Organa forced to stay home and do her chores instead of fighting the Empire? Be a farmer like Owen or a housewife like Beru? Never straying further from home than to Mos Eisley? You think she'd ever stand for that?

ffs, just cuz Luke likes fashion and Leia likes fighting doesn't mean they were put in the wrong families! Leia could have been a pilot or a Jedi, but she chose to be a rebel and a leader. Luke could have been General or a diplomat, and he chose to be a Jedi.

TL;DR: If we were to take Luke and Leia the way they are in the OT and switch their childhood circumstances, neither of them would thrive in each other's shoes.

#the twins are not opposite of one another! #just cuz leia is assertive doesnt mean luke is passive! #just cuz luke is stylish doesnt mean leia must secretly want to be a tomboy! #they are both angry and aggressive and kind and loyal and headstrong and fashionable and spoiled and loved and idolized and sad #theyre different people and theyre always going to be different people and you cant compare them like theyre two sides of the same coin #stop mischaracterizing them! #just cuz theyre twins does mean you have to compare and contrast every one of their traits! #luke skywalker #leia organa #star wars #original trilogy #star wars original trilogy #im sorry for the rant #just kinda annoyed about it #Realistically they are the way they are because of how they were raised #so switching them would just give you a Luke with Leia's personality and a Leia with Luke's personality (I'll always be team nurture>nature #but i digress #skywalker twins #bones' bitching hours

[frogchiro]

pls tell me i' not the only one who actually loves pulcinella ;; like i've seen so many people shit on him and his design but it's actually so cool and refreshing to me?? like he's literally the breeze of fresh air models in genshin desperately needed and so many ppl are so mean and degrading bc he's not conventionally atractive😶

yes i know that it's fiction and a game but his character, name and costume isn't so please don't be an ignorant shit, if you don't like him just scroll and be on your merry way instead of being mean and disrespectful, like you don't have to like him! it's normal and perfectly fine! but watch someone express that they don't like [insert conventionally attractive chara] and all the weird 'fans' are already pulling out burning torches ready to defend the character like they're being paid

also he's canonically so sweet??? like he takes care of childe and his family and he sends them treats and presents? he looks like this nice grandpa who sits in the evening in front of a fireplace and sips his expensive tea

anyways stan gramps pulcinella <3

#kin speaks #im sorry for the rant #but the amount of hate he's getting was so wild to me #like what did he do to you😭 #genshin impact #genshin impact fatui #pulcinella

[happypopcornprincess]

Our childhood, that our parents remember, all rainbows and sunshine... was eternal hell for us. Because we had no idea when they would snap after a fight with their parents and siblings over some stupid ancestral land and take it out on us. I remember being told to shut up at the dinner table when I would talk about how I'm getting bullied everyday at school because their life problems are bigger than us, and now that I don't talk at all, I'm being rude and 'disconnecting' from my parents.

What my family needs is therapy. Like a full-on group therapy where they develop the sense to at least acknowledge what they put their kids through.

Sincerely,

The firstborns.

#im sorry for the rant #but i had to get this out #desiblr #eldest child #desi post #being desi #desi #brown household #desi tumblr #desi shitposting #desi eldest daughter

[minhosimthings]

Has Bang Chan made my life better? No he didn't. He saved it.

Chan took my hands when I was at the depths of Hell and gently guided me to come back to Earth. Chan never asked me what was wrong or what happened to the little girl that used to laugh when she was six . Chan just gave me what I needed and that was comfort. Chan told the little girl hidden inside of me to come out. He told her that it was ok to draw multicolored mushrooms to to think that the clouds look like a unicorn today. Hell, he told her unicorns existed. And that's when I say, I love Bang Chan, I mean I love the man who has helped me and many other people around the world feel comfortable with who we truly are. He made us feel like poetry when we felt like stale words. And I'm forever thankful to God for sending us one of his kindest angels.

And I hope that one day, one nice summer day, someone will make you feel all the emotions Chan did and I hope that person will stay with you forever.

#just needed to get this off my chest #skz #Bang Chan #im sorry for the rant #he's just so pure #a real life archangel #doesnt even need wings really #i love him so much #damn im gonna cry now #k cool gonna cuddle with my gf now #bye bye everyone #i hope you find your bang chan one day #Mona's sessions

[ferniliciousness]

I hate the American medical industry, just... So much . Recently found out my mom has the MTHFR gene mutation (also known as the mother fucker gene) and like, so many problems in my body have been instantly explained. I have two chronic illnesses directly caused by a lack of vitamins and nutrients in my body.... And what does this mutation do? Cause an extreme lack of b vitamins in your body 😑😑😑. The last time my folate levels were checked I think it was on the verge of being chronically low. I think I had a 4th of the average level. Quite a few of my b-vitamins were low as well.

And like... No one even told me. My doctor never mentioned it. Never looked into it, I had to find out on my own looking at my own test results. And like

GODDAMIT IM JUST SO TIRED OF THINGS BEING WRONG WITH ME

Fucking depression, autism, PCOS, hypothyroidism, chronic fatigue, PMDD, anxiety,

WHEN WILL THE FUCKING LIST END!! IM FUCKING 22!! AND I ACT LIKE IM FUCKING 50! I HAVE NO ENERGY, NO MOTIVATION, NO WILL TO DO ANYTHING ANYMORE.

I'm so fucking tired of this.

#im sorry for the rant #im just so tired of suffering #everyday #all day long #and having no one care #becuase no one in this goddamn country gives a flying fuck #unless your dead #and then they say #oh we wish we could have helped #all while they watched as i begged for help and did nothing

[kairithemang0]

Ok ok just a small rant

XEHAQUS???? I just... GAH I love them so so much.

When I first got into kh I wrote a 183 page Xehaqus fic that I never finished but they were my life for so long. And this was before Dark Road finished! I love them even more after dark road because oh my gosh they're so cute in that game. The graveyard scene???? It's a crime they didn't kiss. I wish they had better communication skills after what happens in dark road because it's a shame they became so distant. Like they went through so much together and the fact they didn't work through it together and instead went wildly different directions that lead them to hating each other hurts my soul.

I don't think Eraqus ever got over him though, and as much as Xehanort probably wanted to he probably never could.

Have any of you heard butterflies by leo? You should listen to it, I'll die on the hill that that is a Xehaqus song. Other than the first verse which doesn't fit with them too much I think it really is just so perfect for them.

I’m counting the seconds And waiting for you The sky sure looks pretty But you’re my favorite view

I’ll welcome the storm soon

But just for tonight

I’ll pretend that it’s still our room

I’ll pretend that you’re still mine

When will it feel okay

To know that you wouldn’t have stayed

Before mine flew away

I feel them

Please kill them

I’ll heal someday

I cried in the shower

‘Cause you’re not around

Quite funny how I’m still

The hot mess that you found

I know that they’re gone, dear

But picture my eyes

And tell me what happened

To your butterflies

Ok ok sorry but now this post is just me ranting about this song and these lyrics bcs I've thought about this for months. "The sky sure looks pretty, but you're my favorite view" I'd like to think that this would be Xehanort saying this, he does become obsesed with Kingdom Hearts after all, which is a moon in the sky. Although I do interpret most of the lyrics from Eraqus's POV, there are many I see from both or Xehanort's as well. "I’ll welcome the storm soon, but just for tonight I’ll pretend that it’s still our room , I’ll pretend that you’re still mine" a very Eraqus line personally. The storm could represent the events after dark road, and how Eraqus just wants to go back to the way things were before it all. "When will it feel okay to know that you wouldn’t have stayed before mine flew away" to me sounds like either of them could say it. After Dark Road they went on very very different paths, Eraqus going on the path to stay loyal to light while Xehanort walked a dark road (wow I'm funny) and became the person he ended up becoming. "I feel them, please kill them. I’ll heal someday" lets face it, they both still had feelings and died with said feelings. They never got over each other I'll die on this hill. They will never heal. "I cried in the shower ‘cause you’re not around. Quite funny how I’m still the hot mess that you found. I know that they’re gone, dear, but picture my eyes and tell me what happened to your butterflies." This is an Eraqus line to me, I've always pictured their fight in dark road as the final lyric. Just Eraqus wondering how Xehanort changed and how he wonders what happened to his feelings, his butterflies. The first part of it definitely could have been how Eraqus felt in the days following it.

WOW ok rant over, that was in fact not a "small rant". I love Xehaqus, they're my kh OTP (although I do love Akusai and Soriku, these 2 will be on top forever). I made a playlist for them and have written a decent amount for them, they just make me happy. I'm sorry to the people who went into this thinking it wouldn't be me ranting about a silly song I like and also one of my favorite ships.

#kingdom hearts #xehaqus #xehanort #eraqus #kh #they're gay i'll die on this hill #i like them too much #im sorry for the rant

[blubary]

I feel like some of the deaths should've been sadder in the dark pictures games. Specifically Little Hope.

When Taylor dies (rest in peace) Daniel gets really mad at Andrew, but I just really want to see Daniel cry and Andrew and John comfort him. But that's probably just because I love Daniel dearly. Daniel please just be sad your girlfriend died. I get it though, he thought Andrew let her die. But please Daniel calm down and just please. He only really gets sad for like 5 seconds and then he's fine. And when he gets sad he just makes the same face he does for the rest of the game. So he just looks scared.

I think that is the only example I have lol. It's just Daniel. Daniel should've shown more sadness.

#im sorry for the rant #i just thought of it #also #I think Daniel would lose his mind if Taylor and Angela died #the two people who he really talks to and actually likes #and cares about #I love Daniel but man he really has to just be a bit sad #maybe even more than a bit #dark pictures little hope #little hope #dark pictures anthology little hope #rant #i'm slowly going insane i think

[tilltheendofthelinepal13]

Does anyone else have times where they are feeling worried but there’s nothing to be worried about but it feels like there is an impending doom? It’s killing me.

I will chalk it up to my messed up hormones making me so fucking sad all the time

#sapphire’sramblingagain #im sorry for the rant #life is shit

[buggysuperior88]

I have some opinions on Boa Hancock and I want to talk about them. Im currently in the middle of watching one piece and I’m at ‘the island of women’ arc of the series. And I, sadly, have seen spoilers for the arc before I even began watching it. So I know of Boa and her sisters past… …and it is fucked up as SHIT…. BUT as I’m watching this arc, I can’t help but dislike Boa.

Im only on episode 414 and the arc finishes on episode 421. So my critiques are only of what I’ve observed since I have started the arc. So what I say may be something EVERYONE has observed and/or has said about this arc. But before I state my opinions, I wanna state the things I KNOW about Boa from what I’ve observed in this arc.

Boa Hancock (if I spelled it correctly) is the captain of an all-woman pirate crew, the kuja pirates. She is known as the Pirate Empress and/or the Snake Princess. She is the princess and ruler of Amazon Lily, an island that is fully inhabited by women. She is also a warlord of the sea, and has a devil fruit that allows her to turn anyone into stone. She was, previous to being a pirate, a former slave who was captured by slave traders when she young along with her sisters. She and her sisters were abused, most likely sexually, for a long time. In this time she grew to resent and hate MEN.

(I don’t know how she escaped because I haven’t gotten to that part of the story yet, but I assume someone was able to break in and free her and her sisters along with many other slaves as well).

She has a mark on her back that she has to constantly cover bc it gives away that she was a former slave. So she protects her back at all cost, and since she became ruler, she since banned men from EVER stepping foot on Amazon Lily (but I could be wrong and men could have already been BANNED but she just implemented it more so after she began ruling). Amazon Lily is located in the calm belt, where sea kings are known to breed. And the sea kings scare off pirates, marines, traders and anyone else that she doesn’t want near her island. So she and all the women she rules over are protected by the sea kings. But she still has to scare off someone people she doesn’t want in her waters. Such as marines and other known warlord's. In the episode where Boa confronts the marines for being near her island, in short, she turns all the marines into stone and then leaves for her island. But in this episode, her crew members are intimidated by her and try to avoid making her mad. She kicks one of the crew members pet kitten(?) and the crew member apologizes and takes the angry kitten away. (From this scene on, I started to not like her). Then she heads home to her island, and to fats forward to where luffy is captured and put into the arena, she turns the women who supposedly ‘helped’ luffy into the island. (Technically they did but they didn’t know he was a man) Boa precedes to turn them into stone and gets luffy mad by tossing them around and threatening to smash them (which would kill them.) I’ve gotten this far into the arc so FAR, so I can’t state anymore than I have only observed and watched.

Now that I’ve stated what I KNOW about Boa. I can talk about my opinions on her character. Boa, to put it simply, is NOT a nice person. To men or her people, it doesn’t matter. She treats them both like complete and utter shit.

Yes. She is beautiful. Yes. She is the most gorgeous woman I’ve EVER seen in one piece. Yes. She is also VERY powerful. And Yes. She also has had a terrible and horrific past that can only be described as INHUMANE…

…BUT…

That still doesn’t, and I mean this when I say this, ever give her the right to treat whoever she wants as trash and inferior to her. From what I’ve seen, she has treated her people like trash. It didn’t even matter if they were doing something nice for her, she would still treat them horribly. I understand the hatred for men because she was treated horribly and didn’t deserve the shit she went through. BUT that doesn’t give her the excuse to treat the women of her island, who all but worship the ground she walks on, to be treated badly. I understand the fear that if men were infiltrate her island, everyone would and/or could possibly end up being in danger, especially her and her sisters. Boa, to put it simply, has some unresolved trauma (which is pretty obvious) that stems from her being a slave and how men have treated her in the past. From the way she acts as if she is inferior to every being in existence, is false confidence to put it simply. Maybe a coping mechanism to protect herself from being hurt by others. But idk, so I could be wrong.

But back to my point, that whole ‘treating everyone like shot’ does NOT give her the right to act like an immature, spoiled toddler/adult to her own people. Also from what I’ve seen how her people treat her, I’m guessing that they know about her past and sympathize with how she was treated and basically give her whatever she wants because she was a victim, and deserves whatever she wants. And if I was one of the women, I would probably do what they are doing and justify her actions and excuse them to her having a terrible past. And bc of her past, she has a right to treat everyone and anyone who she seems inferior like shit.

Now that I’ve stated my opinion, I wanna clarify that I think her character is amazing in terms of power and strength. She is, in all honesty, a very powerful women. The fact she was able to become the ruler of her island after the fact she went through some very traumatic shit, and was able to technically recover and become a warlord to protect her people. The fact that she wanted to protect her people bc she never wanted the woman of her island to ever experience the type of shit she and her sisters were able to endure and survive. This was a very big W on her part and I can respect her for putting her people first. She’s risking everything to protect them, if they even see a glimpse of the scar on her back, she would be captured. So she has to live in constant paranoia that no matter what, she can NOT let her guard down.

Anyways, the point I’m trying to make is that I can respect Boa Hancock as a powerful character and very powerful woman. But I CANNOT for the life of me, excuse her for how she treats her people and others.

I will probably be doing some more character analysis’s later, but I just wanted to talk about her character and rant.

#one piece #boa Hancock #monkey d luffy #i respect boa but man she has a shitty personality #Do I still think she is hot? Yes #one piece is a fucking roller coaster man #im sorry for the rant #the one piece is real #believe me #also wtf boa #WHYYYYYY #I believe in the luffy aroace agenda #not All the time bc of film red but yk people like what people like

[messy-little-mouse]

So today I went to my local pride event... I was a bit apprehensive at first as big events aren't really my favorite thing to do these days.

But!! I had the most amazing time, I got to see almost everyone I know and I danced until my legs hurt (not just a little but alot, I'm not sure I will be able to walk tomorrow) I stayed out all night in my favorite bars/clubs till there was nowhere left to go surrounded by people that make me feel happy and healthy when I'm with them who encourage me every day to be my best self and help me see the good when I only see the badness.

If you had come to me in 2021 and told me I would feel this perfectly content with life I'd have laughed in your face but after 2 years of working on myself and identifying my triggers and flaws and finding ways to work around them, i can finally say that i am the best (so far) version of myself I can be right now. I can honestly say I am the HAPPIEST I have ever been. I am thriving, and I love myself again.

I never thought I'd say that out loud again and mean it. And this is me just rambling on in writing so apologies for the long text post. But I needed to put this somewhere and just writing it has helped.

I am so proud of myself, I will never again be the me I was when I decided to change, and I love myself fully and unapologetically. Because I have worked so hard to be here and I will continue doing that every single day if it means I could improve even a teeny bit!

#tw mental health #mental health #self improvement #self awareness #im sorry for the rant #i love yall #i just needed to vent

[einstetic]

sometimes i check the #studyblr tag to queue some content, and i get absolutely furious when i see one certain user post what they have done during the day, almost on a hourly basis. nothing wrong with that but what gets to me is the listing of the foods eaten, including the nutritional values and making it obvious that they eat way too little

like yes, everyone can post whatever they want, but that could be considered incredibly harmful content for e.g. minors in a vulnerable position, comparing themselves to others and getting the impression that is the amount of food you are supposed to consume

#literally no one cares emma #im sorry for the rant

[minhosimthings]

Alright the necklaces. It's giving mafia husbands who would burn down the world for you.

HIS FUCKING NECK AND HAIR SOMEONE STAB ME I WANT THIS MAN ON AN UNHEALTHY LEVEL.

The belt is doing something to me I can't explain alright. DOES THIS HOE HAVE TO POSE LIKE DAT. WITH THOSE GORGEOUS HANDS AND SKDUSBSHHDBDV

#jake sim #park sunghoon #sunghoon #sim jaeyun #jake #jakehoon #Cosmopolitan korea #tiffany #my bois #im sorry for the rant #but theyre so pretty #like nom nom #if they were vampires i would let them kill me #bye bye now #mona's sessions

[mokeonn]

I think at some point in time we need to sit down and start explaining to artist who want to make a career out of art that there are FAR more options than just "living off of commissions" and "posting my art online and praying I get paid for it".

#simon says #im sorry but rant incoming

[lesbian-disaster-academic]

i used to be so good at writing strong, thoroughly-researched, thoroughly-edited essays.

as a kid in hs, my teacher literally came up to me, holding my 40 page essay on the intersection of the European witch hunts and capitalism/exploitation/gender roles (it was supposed to be 7 pages...whoops) and went like "this is literally a master's-degree level thesis. what are you doing?? you could literally use this as your final dissertation in a master's program, what the fuck."

NOW??? NOW?? you'd think I'd be oh so skilled. but alas. i can barely piece together two ideas. adhd skill-regression is so so real. im SOBBING

#this is just me ranting sorry #im very tired and hungry #and i want to sleep but brain go brrrrr #well i used to be nice and smart and now im neither of those or however the song goes #pretty sure he was exaggerating cause looking back. it was good. but some of the wording was a lil wonky #adhd #actually adhd #executive dysfunction #actually neurodiverse #adhd paralysis #adult adhd #attention deficit hyperactivity disorder #adhd hacks #academia #neurodivergent #adhd skill regression #confessions of a burnt out gifted kid #<< i guess #former gifted kid #burnt out gifted kid #gifted kid burnout #realizing i sound rly pretentious here sorry -- formal speech patterns i picked up as an autistic child and never put down again haha