#im still in shock its been that long

[havockingboo]

I’m severely Normal about this rp arc bro I swear.

@officialpapyrus @sansofficial @gasterofficial

#doodles #shitpost #shitpost doodles #utdr rp #papyrus #sans #gaster #long tags #i literally have NO words right like. EVERY MINUTE IM REFRESHING THE PAGE AND MORE IS ADDED AND I LOSE MY MIND FOR THE BILLIONTH TIME LIKE #ACTING LIKE THIS IS SO SHOCKING LIKE SJDDKFJDJV #broooooo #you guys are seriously KILLING me over here. . . …. all three of them got something going on AND ITS HITTING ME LEFT AND RIGHT #PAPYRUS TRAUMA RESURFACING. SANS GETTING HELLA SNAPPY LIKE. ISNT THIS MF STILL DRUNK #A LITTLE. IS HE SOBERING UP WITH THESE ASKS LMAO. #AND GASTER………G ASTER BRO…………LIKE IVE BEEN WAITING FOR HIS ASS TO GET OUT OF HIS HOLE AND DO SOMETHING.. #thank you for like. thinking your sons can handle themselves but uh. they’re getting their asses kicker #mentally and emotionally… #URURGHHGHH #IM SO EMO ABOUT THEM #URRUGUGUHUHJHGHH #I SWEAR IF THEY DONT RECOVER FROM THIS WHICH I DOUBT I DONT KNOW WHAT ILL DO . . .

[mikelogan]

i just got my long-term disability backpay for the last 14 months anyone else want to cry literal tears of joy with me

#ramblings #im still in shock that they overturned the denial tbh #i have to set a bunch aside for taxes but i might be able to find a car now 😭 #went from negative in my account to this im just!!! #its been so fucking long #spoonie life

[ourstarscollided]

You’re welcome to explain your answer in the tags!

#julie and the phantoms #jatp #jatppolls #dont ask me why the number categories are like this!!! there is no rhyme or reason to them!!! #been thinking bout this for awhile now. cause it didnt occur to me that I havent watched it since i netflix party’d it with Rosie in Sept #2021… which has been… a very long time. considering in 2020 after it came out i probably watched it over 100 times in full. #there’s just something that stops me from clicking play on the show and i cant put it into words. its just this feeling i get every time my #mouse or finger hovers over the show. i also got rid of netflix this past year too but that was quite recent and i do have a copy of it on #my ipad sksjsj idk #guess im just curious if anyon else is in this weird limbo. dont get me wrong. i am still enamoured by this show but rewatching it is just #smthg i havent done in a hot minute. maybe i should make Rosie do another netflix party with me 👀 #i feel like if i was more active in a discord or on tumblr i wouldve tried to watch it with mutuals but alas i am incapable of having free #time outside of work and life. #once again i am shocked that the answers are centred in the bubbles before u click on them and it bothers me?!? #alt option: i have rewatched the show aolely through gifsets 😌 #sunset queue #<- queuing this for some reason. idk what the reason is.

[guiltandrecourse]

a crisp 1/3 of the first chapter of this fic . god help me

#its lark/grant yippee #how is it still this bare bones after MONTHS? #the writing fairy didnt write my fic for me blame her #ive been working on this stupid fuckin (affectionate) series since december #started with the last fic bc i am very intelligent and im halfway thru and it is 10k already #will i ever shut the fuck up #but im like. i should write it all before i post but i fear we will be in limbo until the end of time #and like i forgot that doing a masters degree is actually really time consuming and hard #shocked and appalled #n e way i will stop yapping now #u see why all the fics r so needlessly long i just can’t stop talking fjfkfk #postsandrecourse

[skitskatdacat63]

Fanart for @mwebber's NAYQ!Seb

The outfit descriptions have been stuck in my brain, so I drew them!

#the bee boxers especially!!! hehe did you guys notice *what* bees I drew? #im actually shocked at the plaid i drew i thought it'd would be trash but somehow its pretty okay?? pretty uggy tho... #ive realized that in order to draw seb's hair you really just gotta go it: fuck it we ball and rly not deliberate too much #hope you guys like!! im pretty happy with these :) and it was fun to draw for a fic i rly like reading!! #not turning into an art acct but #ive not been able to draw consistently in months bcs of burnout so now i am drawing as much seb for as long as my brain will permit #and im still very touched by everyone's compliments on renaissance seb so !! pls take my humble contribution #i wanted to draw smth from chp 4 but i spent [undisclosed] hours straight drawing these and now my hand and head hurt LOL #also having a big revelation abt drawing fanart #it was fun to draw these bcs i basically just tried to build off what already existed in the fic #so if can you notice specific references to scenes from the fic i will be pleased :) #sebastian vettel #sv5 #f1 #formula 1 #f1 fanart #f1 art #martian #sebmark #we do a little bit of f1 #new tag?: #catie.art. #*scheduling this post bcs now i must sleep for like 12 hrs as it is currently uhhhh almost 5 am

[thepinkseashell]

<3

#before its not boston2's birthday anymore i have to make a sentimental little post about her. because i love her. so here goes. #that day actually kind of changed my life a little bit. #i had been very deeply unwell for years and i think that was the day that a little switch flipped in me and the ice began to melt #and i started to be okay. #i dont think i had ever experienced that type of sheer joy and elation and relief and catharsis and it just sortof sent a shock to my system #like. this is real! you are real! you are alive! #you are capable of feeling and existing and being so do it! go. exist. be. live. breathe. and god did i fucking try #and i cant say it was suddenly easy after that. of course not. it is still not quite easy now. but its gotten better. little by little #i started doing things more. i started seeing myself more as human. #and things sort of snowballed and now i feel like im on the cusp of something. i dont know what. #the cusp of living. the cusp of being alive. the cusp of being human. #its the same but different. i was so very dead and just barely teetering into not dead and now im not dead and teetering into alive. i think #i am not substantially different than i was a year ago. not on paper. but i have hope now. i have a little sliver of something. #i have clawed at the wall long enough to dig a hole and goddamn it im climbing through it if it kills me. #boston2 was a catalyst for me. a celebration. an invitation. an apology. a love letter. a hug. a kiss. it was my permission to be okay. #and maybe i am. maybe i will be. #i love you boston2. thank you for everything. i will exist. i will live. i will breathe. and my first breath will be for you.

[collar-shocked]

//Great time to remind everyone IF YOU ARE UNDER THE AGE OF 18, YOU SHOULD BE NOWHERE NEAR HERE. You're only a kid for so long, you get to be an adult forever. MAKE IT LAST. FRIGGIN' WAIT TO ENGAGE IN CONTENT LIKE THIS.

//No one can protect you if you refuse to let them. These games and this fandom and content have 18+ tags on them for a REASON, and it's to PROTECT YOU. You're not cool, you're not edgy, you're not special, you're not grown up for ignoring warning signs that are set there to KEEP YOU FROM HARM, you're just an idiot for exposing yourself to that ON PURPOSE.

#//Someone liked one of my posts #//Who PROUDLY had “Minor!” in their bio #//Blocked them IMMEDIATELY but still.... Wth? #//Sorry if this is harsh but i just know in my heart that if teenage me came across BTD #//I would have loved it !!! it also would have messed me up #//I know this cause it happened already !! i was into MLP in the 2010's and lord knows how tragic THAT fandom was #//i have also ALWAYS been attracted to guro. especially after exposing myself to rotten dot com at a very young age online #//it took me Y E A R S to fix myself and get comfortable in my own skin again #//took me Y E A R S to believe im not a freak for enjoying the things i do #//i understand it and its NOT a black and white detail. its COMPLEX and CONFUSING and needs your understanding #//But teenage me didn't know that. She wasn't aware and couldn't figure it out for a LONG long time. #//and even without the gore and shock sites- the MLP fandom was BOOMING with adults who didnt know how to behave #//That was a whole separate journey for me!!!! #//P L E A S E just live your childhood. enjoy your youth. Strade isn't going anywhere. Come back later when you can really think about- #-W H Y you like these games. #//I am SUPER frustrated. #//Not to trauma dump or anything but this kind of media ISN'T NORMAL TO CONSUME AS A CHILD #//i only got lucky. it was just luck.

[springsteens]

I can't believe I'm actually going on a cemetery date this October lmao

#it's not really a date though 🤣🤣 #still though i love to prank my friends im going on a date bc ive been living like a hermit for so long that its a shock #posted by me

[despite-everything]

it can be so fucking hard to be close to people who have very different understandings of time and respect than you.

#im just going to bitch in the notes so i can get it out of my system #it fucking hurts my feelings when my friends are significantly later than they said they would be #they are driving up and visiting me which i do appreciate #but its like. 95% of the time im the one meeting them wherever and whenever works for them #and theyd made it sound like theyd be coming hours ago and they werent #and finally got on the fucking road and their eta was 13 minutes ago and they still arent here #and its like. i get that they have their own lives and traffi and shit #but ive told them many times that it genuinely upsets me when this happens #to the point that if they werent already on the road id just tell them to fucking stay home #its the biggest stressor in our relationship and it seems like theyll get better for a bit after we talk about it #then it gets bad again #and it sucks because i was excited! and now im feeling bitter and upset and i either have to swallow it #or bring the mood down #and im sure they have more shit to do at home so its not like they'll be sticking around for a long time tomorrow #if they do i'll be shocked #but like. id thought of fun stuff we can do and im cool with not doing them but a better fucking heads up would be appreciated #i shouldnt have to ask 3 times to find out when youre coming #especially when i give a very long time between asking to not be a bother #and it just feels like they dont respect me or my time. i couldve done so much more this afternoon #but ive been here fucking waiting for them. #and i told them i was worried this shit would happen once i no longer lived right near them #and they said it wouldnt be a fucking problem. well guess what. #and i have had to defend them to my dad who i live with as well #and then this shit happens. it sucks #anyway. i thought they'd be here 2 hours ago. #whatever. nothing i can do about it now. #tree talks

[wield-the-mighty-pen]

It’s been like two months since “Multiplication”, and it still doesn’t feel real that Adrien has reciprocal feelings for Marinette

#maybe its the three years of being in the fandom #and hearing 'shes just a friend' over and over #my brain is still in shock #ive waited so long #the change just isn't computing #but im probably just being dramatic lol #i cant imagine how it must feel for those who have been watching ml from the start #not to say that it isnt satisfying #just also kinda surreal #ml season 5 spoilers #ml multiplication #ml season 5 #adrinette #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng #ml #miraculous ladybug #mlb #miraculous

[b-lack-p-ink]

BLACKPINK 2nd Album 'BORN PINK' Teaser Poster

2022.09.16

#blackpink #yg entertainment #Born pink #Im still shocked its happening like its been way too long like its happening

[be-lie-versneverdie]

sometimes im struck by the fact that like. theres a studio version of lake effect kid. theres a studio version of lake effect kid and they played it live. theres a studio version of lake effect kid and they played it live and i got to see it. what the fuck.

#jess says stuff #its been like. four years (JESUS) but im still like. shocked by that sometimes #yknow. like. lake effect kid was just the shitty demo for SO long it was like this insane deepcut #and then they were like. okay lake effect kid ep and lek is on the setlist now

[lecliss]

Hold on hold on hold on dont fucking do this to me. Dont do this to me. Im not mentally stable enough to handle compliments like this. I'm gonna bawl my fucking eyes out but at the same time its so embarrassing cuz of how old this fic is. I started writing it in high school and its based off an AU I've had since probably early middle school AND I haven't updated in YEARS. Some parts of this fic are the most embarrassing things I've ever written and they physically hurt to reread. But at the same time a comment like this just makes me wanna go back and update again so my improved writing can make it better. And outside of that, regardless of how good or bad the writing is, someone saw this much worth in my story. A huge and positive impression. In for a treat. A wild ride. Beautifully written. Written perfectly(I hesitate on that one cuz I think I didnt include enough ADHD moments, but still). Something I wrote had this level of a positive impact on someone and once again it's something that's so hard to just accept. But hearing it in the first place like. Makes me believe my dreams might actually be attainable. Please don't hesitate to leave comments like this. You never know just how much it may actually help and encourage writers, even if its hard for some of us to hear, lol.

#its always my yugi0h fics. well people like Love Interest too. but that serv@mp. Catharsis and Those Damned By Destiny #and even Last Reunion First Semester are the ones people always compliment like this #and those are yugi0h. im shocked theyre so well received #it warms my heart honestly. god i NEED to keep writing TDBD. i still had way more of the spinoff written than the main fic. lol #id like to actually be able to post it since i think its better written #but still. i need to make TDBD better first! #i wanted to finish the next Love Interest chap since its 90% done. but.... TDBD.... #also them complimenting adhd b@kura actually makes me worried about how theyll receive autistic y@mi m@rik #cuz that hasnt been revealed yet since hes undiagnosed #spoilers i guess???? #no one here cares #personal #long post

[arolesbianism]

Shakes the bars of my cage I need to draw soooo bad I need to draw I need to draw let me draw I have to draw I need to draw I must draw (<- has been too sick to be on electronics much and doesn't like doing traditional art)

#rat rambles #Im starting to feel better tho Im betting within a day or two Ill have made a full recovery #but I just have so many things I wanna draw all the sudden and its killing me #its because I've been thinking abt ocs again and that gives me a lot more options lol #in particular I've been thinking abt marci and toon more again recently #its just the two of them flirting in their mutual workplace environment with toon being dead serious and marci doing it ironically #the main thing is that marci was rly under the impression that toon like. hated her and was taunting her since they're friends with loonie #who long story short is marci's ex childhood best friend who she fell out with after the death of loonie's mom #the two are not on good terms in the slightest and marci knows very well that loonie would want her dead if she had been more honest #so as toon starts to like get more casual and like genuine with marci as the two spend more time together marci warms up somewhat but still #doesn't rly see toon as a friendly figure until they take her out to a museum and marci kind of snaps a bit and asks toon to stop beating #around the bush and is caught off guard when toon seems genuinely kind of hurt and meekly explains that they were just trying to help her #because she had seemed rly stressed and sad all the time and they thought that their lil dates had been helping her relax a bit #that confrontation left marci initially feeling confused but after the initial shock she was mostly left with a sense of dread and guilt #partially because she had just snapped at someone who she had grown to care abt for no reason and partially because she now felt that she #was hiding stuff from toon that would cause them to change their mind on her immediately if they knew #aka that she and loonie are divorced and that she thinks its mom sucked absolute ass (which she did) #oh and also that she used to have a crush on the guy that killed its mom who was also his mom which is also the reason she hates said mom #said mom treated him (aka midas) like shit and tried to get him killed several times #so when all hell broke loose marci at the end ended up mourning midas much more than his mom who everyone else was mourning #including loonie since it actually had a very positive relationship with its mom and a very distant relationship from its siblings #now marci never admitted all of this to anyone but she did act on those feelings to eventually lash out at loonie causing a huge fight #basically she yelled at it for being pushy and clingy and forcing her into a job she didnt want and expecting her to solve all its problems #the two dont necessarily hate eachother but they definitely heavily resent eachother #they still often long for eachothers companionship but not nearly enough for either to wanna make ammends #so toon quite liking both of them causes some internal conflict for the both of them #loonie is fully aware that toon has a big ol crush on marci but doesnt stop them from being friends with her even if it makes it sad #and marci rly wishes that toon wasnt friends with loonie but feels guilty for feeling that way #its a complicated situation and one that rly isn't helped by the fact that one of the three has the dead god queen mom #loonie could get away with a Lot and everyone knows it

[starfilled-galaxy]

writing fluff is actually angst TO ME!!! /j

my hopeless romantic arospec ass writing cute fluff scenarios before slamming my hands against my desk cause im so jealous of a bunch of fictional kids

- @space-captkin / lovfurboy

😭 real ik what you mean

when I was younger I use to be like that bc I was so horribly touch starved so thinking ab fictional characters hugging and cuddling made me jealous

#niko.txt #asks #im still horribly touch starved but its been so long that i genuinely get shocked whenever i do hug someone other than my mom #cuz i forget what it feels like #aNYWAY WE ARENT HERE TO TALK AB ME BEING LONELY

[diah-the-demon]

i kinda forgot how much hair i have now until i saw my hair in the mirror this morning

#mostly cause it was still bed head hair so it was sticking out everywhere #but once i got it styled to normal i just realised on long it is now omg #if my hair was straightened it would def be past my shoulders #but since its not straight its like inbetween chin and neck length #its only been like.. a year and a half? roughly since i started growing it out #im insanely shocked at how fast my hair grows #sadly that also applies to facial hair and body hair but i can live with that i guess