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peachy-opossume · 7 months ago
Some Writing Prompts I Wrote??
1-Group road trip, either with a bunch of friends in a group, or with a family that has a hella fun dynamic, and they're like headed to some kinda Beach resort but a shit ton of things keep making them stop
2-Camping trip! Spooky stories! Smores! 
3-AU where they’re forced into a Christian camp, only to find out someone who works/goes there is a demon, but like ngl it’s more fun than listening to bible studies
4-1800s cop and murderer AU
5-i’m trying desperately to sleep but my dumbass neighbor is blasting shitty music and i wanna tell them to STFU but they're hot so i stumble over my words and instead just have a normal, slightly awkward conversation, and i can’t physically be mad anymore
6-literally any time period AU, those are fucking gREAt
7-FERRIS WHEEL KISS (also just an amusement park in general)
8-highschool AU talent show??? Bc of course????
9-im in a band looking for new recruits and you have the perfect fucking voice but jesus you cannot think for longer than 2 seconds can you??? Where are the brain cells???
10-medieval fantasy shittttt
11-why is everyone calling me gay??? I'm not??? Idk who that person even is-but everyone’s saying we’re together, and i-oh damn they are kinda cute,,,okayimightbegay-
12-one is sick and the other has to help take care of them bc y'know...they’re just friends...friends who feed each other and cuddle when they’re sick...who fall asleep on the same bed/couch together...who wake up in each others arms and can feel each others breathing and think “wow this is perfect”...but in a platonic way
13-im a farmer not a goddamned hero wtf are you asking me for help for, ya dumb demigod???? No, I will not help you get this magical item, please just leave, i don’t care about whatever hero’s journey you’re on.
14-im a dancer and you're a musician and and we tend to perform together but God i wanna punch you rn if you make one more comment about how I'm "flexible"
15-assassins/hitmen AU??? Please???
16-cop, investigator, and a secretly inhuman killer, all working together on one case that is absolutely the monsters fucking fault but nobody can pin it on them bc they’re sadly hella smart
18-we share a dorm but we're so different that this can't end well, i’m either going to hate you or fall in love with you and oh god i think its the latter-
19-a mirror that will show you your worst fear, but if you tough through it, it can grant you one wish. Cool idea in theory, but like my worst fear is myself so its just a normal fucking mirror. Cool, where’s my prize?
20-ive never left this building, but now I have to go on some long ass journey to find someone who can tell me my past, and holy shit whaT THE FUCK IS THAT THING??? WHAT DO YOU MEAN "BEE"??? IT HAS A KNIFE???? ON ITS BUTT????
21-obligatory coffee shop AU
22-also the obligatory flower shop AU
23-everyone says we should date so let's pretend to, so we can break up, so this will stop happening, but then we never break up and it's basically like we're really dating, but it's secretly just a prank, like that kiss was a joke, we only fucked for the act, that proposal was totally not real, but I still accepted, haha lol got em
24-a major character who died comes back to life?? Because fuck you its my coping mechanism????
25-any major holiday celebration but with a found family bc those are wholesome as hell
26-a surprise birthday partyyyy
27-ice skating/roller skating/skateboarding AUs
28-Alice in wonderland AU??
29-they all wake up genderswapped bc why not? Ik thats an anime plotline, but it’s an excuse for me to draw genderbent characters don't judge me-
30-Nightmares and comforting afterwords bc damn I'm here for some fluff
31-past trauma just poppin up...survivor’s guilt? Absolute fear of something happening again? Yes please! (followed by comforting and getting help, bc i can’t have sad stories for too long or i will sob)
32-why didn't you tell me you were good @ (insert talent here)?? Or that you liked (insert obscure interest here)???? That's so rad???? Can i learn more??? Tell me????
33-Spin the bottle/Truth or Dare/Never Have I Ever/7 minutes in heaven at some shitty party bc its a dumb trope and i love it
34-snow days inside and missing their friend/crush/SO/family/etc, only for them to pop up with cocoa for a surprise visit (or snow days trapped WITH friend/crush/SO/family/etc, and cute wholesome moments insue)
35-Cant forget the Hogwarts AU, fuck JKRowling but love those stories sooo...
36-if they're not in highschool, highschool AU, and if they are, Adult AU, or maybe even childhood AU (i feel like this one is obvious, but its cute)
37-A masquerade ball where nobody knows who's who, and it plays out like one of those murder mystery dinner parties bc of course it does (or a romeo and juliette esque scene where they dance and fall in love but they dont know eachother afterwards)
38-is my house fucking haunted??? I just moved in and now I have to deal with a little ghost child terrorising me for fun??? Oh-oh wait they’re nice...aww, they just want a friend, okay, fine, I'll deal with this
39-major injury who? Possible major death who??
40-body swap (with specifically people who do n o t get along)
41-Hi your dog is cute can i pet him?? Oh thanks! Oh wait shit you’re also really cute-did you just ask my number??? Oh sure i’ll meet up with you for coffee some time haha
42-Zombie apocalypse AUs are always fun
43-hi, you aksed if you could have my name, and so, because I am well aware of what that means, I simply say "well you may call me (name)" and you look stunned and annoyed that I have found you out. Suck on that, you Fae
44-BeAch vAcaTiOn EpiSodE
45-dating sim AU anyone? Just me? Okay, yeah, fair.
46-movie niiiight!!!!
47-you're wayyyyy to drunk, here let me take care of you, you need to sit down i’ll let you rest at my place for now
48-its not a double date, we both just happen to be tagging along with our friends who a r e dating bc they offered and neither of us would pass up free food and a chance to third and fourth wheel, but also i dressed up nice and the way you keep smiling at me makes me feel weird holy fuck is this actually a double date
49-embarrassing doodles of their crush getting found by their crush, and then them having to awkwardly confess or try to write it off like “whaaattt?? Nooo, i didnt draw thaaattt-”
50-rivals who are hella pining but really also wanna beat the shit outta eachother and istg if you talk to me one more time im gonna have to kis-kILL YOU-IMEANTKILLSTFU
51-youre an alien who doesn't understand Earth's customs, so I've taken it upon myself to "help", and by that I mean fuck with you at any given moment with slang and vague statements
52-youre a vamp who just woke up after hundreds of years and has no clue what to do in the modern world, but because I inherited your spooky ass mansion, I'm the one who has to put up with it
53-you know what the forest holds. You know what lay beyond it. Your ancestors have warned you for millennia. Do you dare take that risk? You're beloved pet has run into the woods. Will you save him? If so, good luck, you are truly brave.
55-i just woke up in a room different than mine without many memories. What. The. Fuck.
56-the prophet of ages came to me in a dream. Warned me I'd be the one destiny has spoken of. Warned me it wouldn't all be justice and glory. Warned me there's heartbreak in peace, and pain in adventure. Then I woke up. And God fucking damnit, now I have to go on some magical quest, I just wanted to eat and pet my cat, fuck off
57-I accidentally summoned a demon, but I can try to befriend it so it doesn't ruin my life, right?
59-character death but wait is that them again?? What happened??? Tf you mean you faked your death asshole??? Dont scare me like that????
60-I didn't die I'm immortal, I just didn't need people finding that out, so i went off the grid
61-hi you look nice, and you’ve been very polite to me, i think you might be cute, but you meet up with a group pretty regularly and you talk about some weird beliefs and oh you sacrifice things, great i fell for cultist
62-wild west cowboy AU???? P l e a s e????
63-i study and work with mythological creatures (from any folklore or region) to explore more about them...why are Fae such tricky bastards??
64-is my new friend/roommate/coworker a fae?? They won't touch iron, like to play tricks, I've fucking seen a cat in place of them sometimes, and they will only ask f o r names, not a b o u t names...seems fishy (hi you can tell i really like fae lore can’t you?)
65-we’ve been best friends since childhood but at some point we drifted apart, now i see you all the time at some place you work and wow you look a lot cuter than i remember god i wish we could hang out again it was fun why did i stop talking to you again???
66-i was talking to my other friend abt how cute i thought you were but oh god you’re right there hi you weren’t supposed to hear that
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angeloroki · 7 months ago
hii, you wanna send me an ask, but you don't have a clue on what to say ? here's a bunch of prompts ! choose 2 or 3 or 4 prompts + the character you wanna read, and i'll try my best to write something cool :p
(most of them are not mines, i found them on internet)
1. « i think i love you. »
2. « can i hold your hands for a second ? »
3. « you're so comfy, you're my new pillow now. »
4. « how about a kiss ? »
5. « it is not morning yet. »
6. « you ramble and it's adorable. »
7. « they're such an idiot. my idiot but still. »
8. « we could run away. »
9. « hum, you're hot. »
10. « i gonna marry you one day. »
11. « just a friend ? really ? »
12. « i want your lips on mines. »
13. « are you jealous ? »
14. « it's always been you. »
15. « i got butterflies in my belly everytime i see you.»
16. « is it okay if i kiss you ? »
17. « you make me happy. »
18. « stay with me. »
19. « have you ever thought how much our lifes would be without each other ? »
20. « your cuteness is making everyone stare. stop it. »
21. « i miss you so much. »
22. « my heart belongs to you. »
23. « you look better in my clothes than i do. »
24. « can i play with your hair ? »
25. « quick, kiss me ! »
26. « you cancelled plans for... me ?»
27. « it was supposed to be fun, and you ruined it. »
28. « is it my fault ? »
29. « are you trying to make me hate you ? »
30. « i don't know how to love you. »
31. « i'm not some toy you can play with ! »
32. « you stole my heart, and i'm not leaving until i get it back. »
33. « i need you. i love you, more than anything. »
34. « if you walk away, don't even think about coming back»
35. « do you think about them when you look at me ?»
36. « nevermind, you're like the others. »
39. « forget about me. »
40. « am i not important to you anymore ? »
41. « i didn't realise i was such an inconvenience. »
42. « stop lying, you're not sorry. »
43. « how many times i'm supposed to forgive you ? »
44. « don't raise your fucking voice at me. »
45. « you're a terrible liar. »
46. « i'm just disappointed. »
47. « i think... i-i never loved you, im sorry. »
48. « get out. »
50. « why did you lie ? »
51. « do you even care about me ? »
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underthejoon · a year ago
20 Questions Tag
Tagged by my baby: @yeojaa . thank you, ily.
Tagging my loves: @kpopfanfictrash @baebae-goodnight @m00nk1ld @gukslut @suga-kookiemonster @fortunexkookie @bendthekneetobangtan @stutterfly @floralseokjin @jamaiskook @hobidreams @kigurumu @lamourche @mygsii @snackhobi @fantasybangtan @ladyartemesia @xjoonchildx @ppersonna @untaemedqueen (only if you wanna) 💜
1. what do you prefer to be called name-wise?
- Fal. I usually think people are mad or annoyed with me if they call me Fallon LOL. There are a few people who can call me Fallon though and it doesn’t bother me.
2. when is your birthday?
- On Thursday ahhhh
3. where do you live?
- Under Namjoon’s thumb
4. three things you are doing right now?
- filling this thing out, watching fresh off the boat, storyboarding for my Christmas fics
5. four fandoms that have peaked your interest. 
- i was never really a part of any fandoms before kpop so bts, exo, seventeen and got7
6. how has the pandemic been treating you? 
- i moved my whole life to a different city away from my family and a lot (not all of my friends) I started a new job that has been extremely taxing and trying and have had to learn new ways to deal with my anxiety. It’s had it’s bad moments, but it’s had it’s good ones too. I now live in the same city as some of my closest friends, i am adjusting to said city and am excited for the future here and have forged and or fortified some friendships i might not have been able to were it not for this extra time at home. It’s all about finding the goodness when you can.
7. a song you can’t stop listening to right now? 
- Dreams by Fleetwood Mac
8. recommend a movie. 
- watched Practical Magic the other day because I was missing Salem and my scorpio soul sister @baebae-goodnight
9. how old are you? 
- 27 ... for only a few more days.
10. school, university, occupation, other? 
- Executive Admin/Jack of All Trades for a top real estate team in my city.
11. do you prefer heat or cold?
 - Cold. Gimme blankets and fuzzy socks.
12. name one fact others may not know about you. 
- i have a white streak in my hair. It’s my birthmark and when i was a baby i looked like a little skunk.
13. are you shy? 
- zero percent of me is shy.
14. preferred pronouns?
 - she/her
15. biggest pet peeves?
- emotionally manipulative people, unnecessarily rude people, people who refuse to respect other people’s boundaries, comparative/back handed compliments, insincere people, repetitive noises, omg this list could go on LOL. It is very easy to get on my nerves truthfully. but I also move on from (most things) quickly too.
16. what is your favorite “dere” type? 
- no ❤️
17. rate your life from 1-10, 1 being crappy and 10 being the best it could be. 
- uhhh lol. I am very fortunate for the things and people in my life but idk. This is tough and i don’t wanna put a number on it. There are definitely things that could improve but I’m still grateful!
18. what’s your main blog?
 - this is it, baby!
19. list your side blogs and what they’re used for. 
- underthejoonrecs which is my rec blog and crabdaddynamjoon which is my to read blog (but im not good at keeping up with this) i also have a bunch of saved urls i will never use and also a different blog i sometimes write on when i just want to post but am feeling self conscious.
20. is there something people need to know about you before becoming friends? 
- i am very sensitive and not very quick to trust even though i will talk to pretty much any stranger at any given time on the street. I value the people closest to me more than anything. They’re like my family. I just wanna love and be loved.
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emilyjunk · a year ago
bemily hunger games au pt 27
(part 1) (part 2) (part 3) (part 4) (part 5) (part 6) (part 7) (part 8)(part 9) (part 10) (part 11) (part 11.5) (part 12) (part 13) (part 14) (part 15) (part 16) (part 17) (part 18) (part 19) (part 20) (part 21) (part 22) (part 23) (part 24) (part 25) (part 26) (moodboards) (playlists) (read it on ao3)
the days after the visit from beca’s capitol entourage, she’s restless and anxious. the momentary post-Games absence she’d had from that world had managed to numb some of the awfulness (not that she’d forgotten any of it), but now those feelings are bubbling back up in her, present and hungry
days are the worst. at night she dreams -- mostly bad -- but at least she’s asleep, not conscious of her thoughts. during the days, though, she has nothing to occupy her mind or her hands
emily’s at school, her dad at the mill. it’s just beca and that house, that too big, too extravagant house, her thoughts filling up every inch inside it until she feels crushed under their weight
sometimes she walks, just to have space to breathe, but there are always people, and her victory is still fresh on their minds. they always stare as she passes and sometimes they speak to her as she makes her way from shop to shop in the square, looking for anything emily’s family or her dad might need to get them through the winter. she’s got too much money and too many thoughts -- she can’t get rid of any of it
mainly she spends the day waiting for emily to get back from school. emily fills up that house with words and life and distractions. welcome, beautiful distractions, like her face, her laugh, her stories and her hands, chopping vegetables beca’d bought while she speaks, steady and confident from the many years spent looking after her sisters
she’s not just a distraction, though, beca thinks sometimes as she zones out in front of the tv, waiting, waiting. in the capitol, emily would be a tasty distraction to any person who can appreciate a pretty face
no. emily’s more than that to beca. she just doesn’t know how much more. emily is whatever she meant when she’d murmured who says i’m pretending against beca’s cheek. 
she’s a faulty radio broadcast stuck on repeat when beca wants to avoid thinking of other things. she’s a reprieve, a confusing but welcome dream. emily is an inhalation, taken deeply into the lungs, a reason to come home again
who says i’m pretending
she’s a warm presence in the night, she’s crisp winter air on the skin, she’s all limbs and soft eyes and inviting lips, a pretty pout, an easy smile, a magnetic mouth drawing beca’s gaze, constant yearning and uncertainty and wanting, wanting, wanting
who says i’m prete--
a knock on the door halts this incessant train of thought. but emily had to stop at her mom’s house after school and it’s too early for her to be back and, beca frowns, she wouldn’t knock anyway. not anymore
she opens the door warily, praying it’s not one of those other victors, what’s-his-face from three houses down wanting to see if she’s got any booze again
“hey,” chloe’s smile is bright, brighter than the autumn sun sinking lower in the sky behind her
“oh,” beca mouths, surprised and, without reason, suddenly on guard. she clears her throat. “uh, hey.”
chloe’s smile flickers, just for a moment, but then it’s back. “can i come in for a second?”
beca nods numbly, holding the door open for chloe to pass. she leads chloe to the kitchen, offering her some water. they awkwardly settle at the kitchen table, staring at each other
“so...” beca says without preamble. “what are you doing here?”
“what,” chloe chuckles, but it’s fake and beca hates it. “i can’t visit my best friend just because?”
beca shrugs
“right,” chloe clears her throat. “no you’re right. i’m here to invite you out actually. there’s a bonfire tonight before curfew. bunch of the old crew is gonna be there and i thought, i dunno, you might wanna come.”
“it’s gonna be small, just you know, like stacie and ash and jess and aubrey, and oh, hey! did you know aubrey is friends with emily? you should bring her along”
beca hesitates. “oh,” she says again, if only because she doesn’t know what else to say
chloe seems to realize she hasn’t sold beca on the idea and she leans forward, reaching for beca’s hand across the table. beca flinches, her hand twitching... but after a beat she relaxes, her fingers stilling between chloe’s
“please?” chloe says. “i miss you. and i think it will be really good for you to start getting back to normal”
beca frowns. “back to normal?” a bitter laugh escapes her throat “dude, i don’t think that’s gonna happen”
“of course it is,” chloe says plainly. “you just need to get out and stop moping around here thinking about it. what you went through was unimaginable and i can’t even begin to understand. but holing up by yourself and reliving it 24/7 isn’t gonna help you move past it beca”
beca twists her mouth. “move past it?”
chloe shoots her a small smile, still not getting it. “yeah.”
it’s out of becas mouth before she can help it “maybe i don’t wanna move past it”
chloe’s eyes widen and she leans back slightly. “what? beca”
“you dont get it,” it’s taking all of becas willpower not to shout. “i killed three people. even more died because of me. i can’t just move the fuck past that.”
“no,” chloe backtracks. “of course not. i just meant --”
“you meant that im not the same as i was and you want me to be because you cant deal with the fact that things are different.”
chloe huffs. “that’s not fair. and fine, maybe i don’t want them to be different! is it so bad that i miss you?”
“no but you dont just get to decide how things should be. how i should be!” beca’s vaguely aware of the sound of the front door opening and closing, emily’s shuffling footsteps in the hall. she takes a deep breath, knowing emily will call for her... but it never comes
she hears emily move down the hall, into the family room, quiet and cautious, and wonders if emily heard any of their conversation.
she pulls her hand from chloe’s and chloe leans back in her chair, face pinched.
“listen,” chloe murmurs, “i’m sorry if i don’t understand, but i just want to help. and i think doing stuff that will make you feel a little normal again might.”
beca scoffs. “nothing is going to make me feel normal again, okay? nothing is ever going to be how it was.”
chloe crosses her arms. “so that’s it then? you’re just going to hang around day after day waiting for emily to come home. you’re not going to have a life? friends?”
beca grunts. “that’s not what im saying.”
“it sure feels like that.” chloe hesitates, then-- “she doesn’t even know you.”
“maybe that’s the point. and sorry but neither do you anymore.” 
“fine,” chloe snaps, standing and putting on her jacket. “but i’m not just gonna stand aside and let you fester. she’s not the only one who cares about you.”
beca opens her mouth to respond, but a sudden noise slips into the kitchen, and the unexpectedness of it catches her off-guard.
“i..” she starts but can’t finish, distracted by the noise. music, she realizes. piano. 
she exhales, trying to focus but her attention is elsewhere. “look i appreciate what you’re doing,” she says to chloe, managing to look at her again. “but i’m not there right now and i dont know when i will be”
chloe looks at her for a long moment, and beca tries to dissect the emotions flitting across her face, but that’s when the music stutters, a botched chord, and beca’s attention dips again, her head turning toward the sound. 
is emily playing that? 
“fine,” chloe says and beca’s gaze flicks back as chloe starts to walk toward the front door. she follows, half of her attention on chloe and half in the other room. “but the offer is still open. and you’re welcome to bring emily.” she stops at the door, fingers on the handle, turning to look at beca. “i like her, despite everything.”
“despite everything?”
chloe’s face is unreadable, something beca suddenly realizes has never happened before. chloe has always been an open book. 
her eyes look over beca’s shoulder, toward the other room, before settling back on beca. “i just thought--” she frowns, cutting off, then sighs and opens the door. a gust of autumn wind blows into the entrance hall and beca shivers as chloe steps outside. “the games,” chloe says, eyes dark as they appraise beca from the front step. “us. everything that’s happened. I just hope she’s worth it all.”
she doesn’t give beca a chance to respond. just pulls her coat tighter around her and heads off down the front steps, turning into the road.
beca watches her go, mouth hanging open, until she’s nothing but a shadowy speck against the horizon
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coma-bby · a year ago
Nicole Dollanganger Q&A ( 4.13.2020 ) via Discord
Hello everyone! Nicole stopped into our Discord server to hold another Q&A! Below the cut is the full transcript. If you would like to join the server feel free to, the link is at the end of this post!
1. hamburger baby ` ͜ʖ´♡: Hi Nicole, I hope you’re having a good day ♡ what’s your favorite type of doll?
Nicole: thank u, hope u are too! my favorite would have to be german bisques
2. evancelion: hi nicole! I love the outdoors and urban exploring, especially at night. I love your album covers and on-location music videos and photoshoots. if i can ask, where do you find the pictures and locations that you use (excluding album covers that are drawn artwork)? For example, the flowers of flesh and blood, beautiful and bad EP, etc. etc.?
Nicole: for those u specifically mentioned (flowers of flesh and blood, beautiful and bad EP)- flowers cover was a victorian mourning photo, and the beautiful and bad ep was a photo of my friend matt's head actually haha - but  as for abandoned locations..for the sake of preserving those places, i don't want to disclose where they specifically are ( i just noticed that is generally a code amongst folks who enjoy exploring abandoned places).  generally the east coast tho. ♡
3. bratzaliciouz: do you have any favorite youtubers/youtube accounts you like to watch?♡♡
Nicole: i love lordanARTS !
4. cocobanana: hey nicole!! im like your #1 fan im so excited to be able to ask you a question omgomg. you are sooo cute and inspirational! you have NO idea how much your music means to me, its gotten me through some tough times. my question is what is your opinion on drakes song toosie slide? and if maybe we might see you dance to it?? i would love that!!! haha love you!!!!!
Nicole: that means so much to me!  Thank u so much.  Oh my god my opinion is that I have not knowingly (maybe on the radio unknowingly?!) heard that song.  I’ll have to listen haha
5. westernstars: does the uncertainty of how some of the more macabre aspects of the music is going to be perceived or possibly misconstrued by the listener ever concern you personally, or has it ever gotten in the way of your writing process?
Nicole: It didn’t before (like way way back), but I think at times it should’ve.  It does now tho, and sometimes makes writing a lot harder
6. kiki ♡: hi nicole! i was wondering who is an artist you want to collab with?
Nicole: Rosie Diamond & Ethel Cain ♡
7. Shrimp: Hi Nicole : ) what’s angels of porn about? I’ve heard many interpretations about it and I’ve just been wonderin
Nicole: it was abt an eating disorder feeling very tangled up with sexual relationships
8. missanthropocene: Hey nicole! Massive fan here, what is your favourite book in the flowers in the attic saga?♡♡
Nicole: flowers in the attic is definitely my favorite!  but seeds of yesterday is a close second
9. elendoll: i love you so much my darling! can you tell us when you're planning on dropping your new album
Nicole: its so hard to say with the pandemic and everything going on right now, but i've got 11 'for sure' songs for it right now and i'm using the quarantine to keep writing/work on new demos ♡
10. kieru: Nicole! idk if this is weird or selfish to ask, but I left some prints of artwork I made that were inspired by you with one of the merch guys at the Chicago Show in August, and I was just wondering if you ever got them!!
Nicole: omg yes!  i don't have them up yet (all my picture frames have been a mess since i moved) but i'm putting them up.  they are amazing!  ur so talented.  i remember when u shared the alligator blood one online way back ♡ Thank u so much.
11. coma-bby: Nicole! Im always fascinated by an artists process and im curious as to what album was most memorable/special to create? Or what album, if you can choose, is closest to your heart? Luv u + miss u!!
Nicole: hi!!! ♡♡ heart shaped bed is nearest and dearest to my heart bcuz i feel like it came rly close to being a swan song record.  it was made during very bad years/an intensely abusive situation.  so it will always hold this heavy weight 4 me!   also matt and i put so much blood sweat tears into that damn thing haha :heart:
12. archangelofteeth: Will you ever be doing covers again? I've been listening through a lot of your old ones and it's so cool to hear your take on them ♡
Nicole: i really wanna properly cover i've written a letter to daddy haha
13. yungnick: favorite meme at the moment? of all time?
Nicole: it has to be the guy crying smoking a joint
14. dollface: what makes you cry?
Nicole: recently my dog had an emergency surgery and i was crying nonstop all the time.  i would do anything in the world to be able to communicate a few things to him like, 'were gonna be back to get u soon' 'its going to be ok' and have him understand
15. dualiper: Hey Nic, dualiper from twitter here (we always talk there lol), how this whole covid-19 thing affected you during this process of recording the next album? stay save, luv u ♡
Nicole: hey!!  it put a lot of visual plans on hold,  but using the quarantine to keep writing has been fun, i feel like because of this it's going to be a really long record ..
16. Bunny: Is there anything you want to let your fans know? Like anything you've been excited about or enjoy and just haven't found the right situation to tell anybody?
Nicole: this is such a cute question.  one thing i'd like to let u guys know is that i fucking love u and appreciate u all so so much.  i have a lot of anxiety around most social media stuff (as im sure most do), and i feel like that makes it really hard to interact sometimes.   im so excited abt this discord bcuz it feels like a wonderful place to be able to talk  ♡ thanks for being such wonderful and loving ppl.
17. gray: nicole are u still close friends with grimes
Nicole: we live on opposite coasts,  but i love her so much.  she's an amazing, amazing fucking person
18. laudanumat33: One of the most striking songs you've written has been "Cement."  At first I thought you were addressing another person or possibly making a distant references to the film "The Cement Garden" (unlikely, but still).  However, as time has gone on I've wondered if you are actually addressing yourself, but wasn't sure how.  Recently I read somewhere that the lyrics might possibly be related to River Phoenix and letting the idea of him go.  Was that the case?
Nicole: Thank u ♡ it was about how u can't possess/own people
19. Space Angel: Do you plan on making physical releases for your next album? And is there a reason NBL and HSB didn’t have physical releases?
Nicole: Yes I do!  for both Natural Born Losers and Heart Shaped Bed, it was a decision mainly based on wanting to get the music released online first.  especially with HSB, it had  been so long since the last record, and putting off the release for even longer for vinyl felt like the wrong call.   but i have plans for both of them!!
20. ana: Hi Nicole! Love you, I’ve been a fan since almost 2 years. Was just wondering, are you planning on releasing Heart Shaped Bed album on SoundCloud?
Nicole: omg i should do this later tonight , its wack i havent already!
21. nathanresi: hey nicole!! i was listening to the new code orange record and was certain i had heard your voice somewhere on the first two tracks! are the backing vocals on ‘swallowing the rabbit whole’ yours?
Nicole: i did samples 4 (deeperthanbefore), Swallowing The Rabbit Hole & Cold.Metal.Place  ♡
22. ༓ shinigami ༓: would you redo or do part 2's or 3's of any songs?
Nicole: so far all the songs for the new record are all entirely new songs,  but the 1 that im always tempted to 'redo'  is only angels have wings.    the demo of it was way less watered down in terms of lyrics and when i went back and listened to it i regretted chickening out /taking out some of the lyrics 4 the album version
23. dollface: what do you do when you have writer's block? love you so much btw, the beauty of your art is just /chef's kiss/
Nicole: oh god, the only thing that really helps me i guess in the end, is to write even when i hate every word.  and to not obsessively edit and micro manage while i'm going...  i think usually my writers block comes from critiquing it while im writing it.   so i tell myself to keep going until i've finished 'the draft' .  ugh im sorry if this is not much help.  always having a book to read on the side definitely helps too!
Nicole: hey guys!  im so sorry i didnt get to all these questions,  but thank u so much for being here again!  im rly excited to come back and also to chat a bit more casually too lol ♡ u guys made my night.  hope everyone is safe and hanging in there.  there were a bunch of questions pertaining to favorite books/songs/artists things like that; im gonna get back to u on these and post later- in case anyone is hunting for extra reading material or some new stuff to listen to during these times ♡  . !!
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therukurals · a year ago
Tagged by the very cool @dingyuxi​ (thanks fam!) 
and tagging some mutuals off the top off my head no pressure! @melonatures​, @deokmis​ @gimme-a-chocolate​ @forursmiles​ @digimoo​ @junghaesin​ @rain-hat​ @mockingjaypin @roarofalannister @seongwu
1. What is the color of your hairbrush? I have a couple, but one is red/black, one is blue, and the other white/gray
2. Name a food you never eat. Okra, my mom promised me I’d grow out of my distaste but im 26 and its still no
3. Are you typically too warm or too cold? too cold I am a tropics baby i thrive in heat (i know i live in the midwest) 
4. What were you doing 45 minutes ago? trying to unclog our pipes with a bladder and some amateur plumbing 
5. What’s your favorite candy bar? uhhh, anything chocolate but the kinder bueno ones
6. Have you ever been to a professional sports game? A couple, mainly basketball and went to one american football game because bb bro was too young to go by himself and i just sat and read a book
7. What is the last thing you said out loud? My roommate and I are dealing with a plumbing issue and trying to fix it and I have a call soon so I said let’s pause and come back to it later. 
8. What is your favourite ice cream? Green tea followed closely by coffee. 
9. What was the last thing you had to drink? Water
10. Do you like your wallet? Yeah, i like its. its long and solid
11. What is the last thing you ate? a chocolate chip cookie
12. Did you buy any new clothes last weekend? lol no
13. What’s the last sporting event you watched? uhhhh idk, not an actual match but i think some mbappe highlights? 
14. What is your favorite flavor of popcorn? ooooo classic butter or kettle. 
15. Who is the last person you sent a text message to? uh it was a group chat with my colleagues 
16. Ever been camping? Yeah, when I was young. It wasnt straight camping it was at a site and it was with my girl scout troop lmao
17. Do you take vitamins?  not regularly, sometimes some vitamin c if im feeling a little throat something coming up or iron before i donate blood 
18. Do you regularly attend a place of worship? Not in a religious way? and when you do community organizing/work you are in a lot of churches and they always pray at the neighborhood association meetings. 
19. Do you have a tan? lmaooooo. i am blessedly melenated and usually get a nice tan but its winter and lockdown so ive lost some of that :_;
20. Do you prefer chinese or pizza? lmao im with sam on this question, i dont like this question cause its a false equivalency and definitely chinese because the options??? and chinese food is so good???
21. Do you drink your soda through a straw? uhhh....not really? usually in a glass or in a bottle. 
22. What color socks do you usually wear? girl whatever socks i get, they range from black to white to pink to gray they dont match 90% of the time
23. Do you ever drive above the speed limit? wouldnt you like to know
24. What terrifies you? on a philosophical level seeing my loved ones hurt and failure. more physically? frogs freak me out, people in easter bunny costumes, clowns, and medieval plague doctors, actually the concept of existing in medieval Europe terrifies me 
25. Look to your left, what do you see? im on our large conference table and it has a bunch of stuff but immediately to my life is my phone, some pens, my bullet journal and my copy of “collective courage” 
26. What chore do you hate most? Washing dishes!!!! And compost 
27. What do you think of when you hear an Australian accent? idk??? steve irwin? 
28. What’s your favorite soda? Root beer and vanilla coke
29. Do you go in a fast food place or just hit the drive thru? Drive thrus, because im probably already out and around doing errands. 
30. What’s your favorite number? 13
31. Who’s the last person you talked to? My roommate, again about this plumbing issue. 
32. Favorite meat? I really dont have a preference tbh, depends how they are prepared
33. Last song you listened to? Do it on the tip by Megan thee Stallion ft the City Girls
34. Last book you read? In the middle of a reread for “Collective Courage: A History of African American Cooperative Economic Thought and Practice.” by Jessica Gordon Nembhard and just starting “Caste: The Origins of Our Discontents “ by Isabel Wilkerson. 
35. Favorite day of the week? Saturday 
36. Can you say the alphabet backwards? maybe if i tried really hard but im not going to try 
37. How do you like your coffee? With a little bit of creamer and sugar, like a decent brown color. I like the flavor of coffee so i dont want it too diluted. 
38. Favorite pair of shoes? uh, dont really have one but something i can slip in and out of lmao
39. Time you normally get up? around 8/8:30am but in my heart id like to wake up at 10 or 11 ;_;
40. What do you prefer, sunrise or sunsets? Sunsets!!! also sunrises involve me getting up early and im not doing that hell no
41. How many blankets on your bed? Two since its winter, a comforter and a thick wool one. 
42. Describe your kitchen plates super basic white round plates. 
43. Describe your kitchen at the moment messy, we havent been able to wash our dishes because of the plumbing issue so hopefully that can be fixed today
44. Do you have a favorite alcoholic drink? mmmmm, idk? i have grown to like a good whiskey, usually a bulleit bourbon or this one bourbon w get from a local distillery. really any dark liquors, i will not do beer that shits dissssssgusting
45. Do you play cards? not regularly and i have tried to learn how to play eucher and spades and each time ppl explain it to me i forget it the next day and i just dont have that kind of brain capacity. 
46. What color is your car? i live in a commune basically lmao and we share vehicles so i personally dont own one but the couple i share with some other folks is Black and gold
47. Can you change a tire? Yeah, one unique thing about my parents were they were very fair around gendered roles(especially for south asians), so my mom was strict with my brother around learning how to cook/clean and my dad taught me how to work on cars/maintenance work around the house. so i can change tires/oil/do other car work  
48. Your favorite state or province? i really like the pacific northwest and miss it.
49. Favorite job you’ve had? being an instructor for a course on globalization in college! also idk if i can classify what i do now as a “job” because its....unique but that too
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theycallmegothboy · 11 months ago
1-100 >:DDDD REVENGE!!!
FELIXXXXXXXXXXXX >:(( 1. Spotify, SoundCloud, or Pandora?  -spotify  2. is your room messy or clean? -it’s pretty messy i guess  3. what color are your eyes? -blue and grey
4. do you like your name? why? -yeah it’s fine 5. what is your relationship status? -single 6. describe your personality in 3 words or less -certified intrusive thot 7. what color hair do you have? -brown and rn it’s red 8. what kind of car do you drive? color? -i dont have a car 9. where do you shop? -hot topic, goodwill, target 10. how would you describe your style? -comfy emo 11. favorite social media account -of mine, probably discord or youtube 12. what size bed do you have? -twin >:(( 13. any siblings? -i have 1.5 brothers  14. if you can live anywhere in the world where would it be? why? -probably vancouver, idk canada seems lit 15. favorite snapchat filter? -i like the one with devil horns and a tail but its cute 16. favorite makeup brand(s) -i dont wear makeup 17. how many times a week do you shower? -i used to shower every day, but i dont do anything that gets me dirty so like maybe 3 times but if i leave the house then i shower 18. favorite tv show? -stranger things 19. shoe size?  -8 or 9 20. how tall are you? -5′6 with shoes >:(( 21. sandals or sneakers? -sneakers wtf 22. do you go to the gym? -lol no 23. describe your dream date -making some pie or something together and then eating the pie and then sitting on some rooftop looking at stars 24. how much money do you have in your wallet at the moment? -quite a bit actually but i’m saving up for a phone lol so soon it will be like maybe 10 dollars lmao 25. what color socks are you wearing? -not wearing socks but the ones i had earlier were white (ankle length) 26. how many pillows do you sleep with? -just one but it sucks 27. do you have a job? what do you do? -NO BUT IM TRYING TO GET A JOB BUT THE FUCKIN PEOPLE THERE ARE GHOSTING ME AND WONT REPLY TO MY EMAILS SO LIKE SBJHBJS 28. how many friends do you have? -like 4 lmao 29. whats the worst thing you have ever done? -idk nothing super bad but i do a lot of small shit that makes me feel guilty when i realize what i did 30. whats your favorite candle scent? -juniper rosewood 31. 3 favorite boy names -leo, clay, charlie 32. 3 favorite girl names -ivy, uh... idk thats all ive got 33. favorite actor? -no clue 34. favorite actress? -no clue 35. who is your celebrity crush? -not a celeb but i’d smash danny phantom 36. favorite movie? -nightmare before christmas or edward scissorhands 37. do you read a lot? whats your favorite book? -no, but my fav book is probably the prince and the pauper? idk 38. money or brains? -CASH MONEYYYY jk probably brains but if your entire personality is being “smart” like fuck off lmao   39. do you have a nickname? what is it? - a bunch of people call me son (see #49, #100), some call me rat, dumdum, goth boy many times have you been to the hospital? -just once i think when i was birthed. i also went once with my brother cause he kicked some scissors i left out on the floor and it sliced his toe the fuck open and he needed stitches and i watched him get the stitches and almost passed out :/ 41. top 10 favorite songs -please dont make me do this i dont have it in me 42. do you take any medications daily? -yea i take 20mg of vyvanse but i need to get it raised to 30 cause 20 is Not Enough 43. what is your skin type? (oily, dry, etc) -i got some dry fuckin skin yall dont even know 44. what is your biggest fear?  -it depends. the dark is a pretty constant one though 45. how many kids do you want? -like 2 or 3 eventually 46. whats your go to hair style? -in my face, looking stupid 47. what type of house do you live in? (big, small, etc)  -it’s pretty small 48. who is your role model? -i dont fuckin know lmao  49. what was the last compliment you received? - “i belive in you, my son, you’re an amazing human being“ (same friend mentioned in #100, not actually a parent of mine) 50. what was the last text you sent? -”no it’s a raccoon“ YOU GET NO CONTEXT LMAO 51. how old were you when you found out santa wasn’t real? -i dont think i ever hardcore believed in him, maybe i did though i remember sleeping under the tree one christmas eve waiting for him but i was like “oh yeah that makes sense“ i guess 52. what is your dream car?  -i honestly dont give a shit as long as it actually fucking works 53. opinion on smoking? -cigarettes? fuck no that’s nastyyy. weed? that’s fine i guess but wait till you’re like 18.  54. do you go to college? -no. am sophomore n highschool 55. what is your dream job?  -musician/palentologist 56. would you rather live in rural areas or the suburbs?  -fuck the suburbs lmao, but also im tired of rural, so like.. semi urban?? 57. do you take shampoo and conditioner bottles from hotels?  -no but i take the little soaps >:)) 58. do you have freckles?  -yes 59. do you smile for pictures? -awkwardly, yes 60. how many pictures do you have on your phone?  -dont have a phone but i have like 12 on my computer currently. 4 are of me, the rest are of my cat or random shit 61. have you ever peed in the woods?  -yes 62. do you still watch cartoons?  -cartoons these days kinda suck but like if they were good fuck yeah i would like gravity falls can come hang yknow? 63. do you prefer chicken nuggets from Wendy’s or McDonalds? -i had nuggets from mcdonalds today so i guess them? i dont really care 64. Favorite dipping sauce?  -i got sweet and sour but i dont like it that much. that schezuan sauce was great 65. what do you wear to bed?  -wouldnt you like to know? ;))  66. have you ever won a spelling bee?  -NO ive only been in two. the first one i misspelled the word “turmoil“ cause i had never heard it before and the second one i spelled the word “owed“ as “ode“ cause i was thinking like ode to joy and then i felt like a big Fool afterwards :(( 67. what are your hobbies? -lol what hobbies 68. can you draw?  -i am physically able to draw, but not well, no 69 (haha). do you play an instrument? -yeah i play a few 70. what was the last concert you saw?  -i saw Chicago in either georgia or tennessee i cant remember in like 2016 71. tea or coffee? -hot coffee, iced tea. NOT the other way around. (i love both though) 72. Starbucks or Dunkin Donuts? -starbucks 73. do you want to get married? -sure why not 74. what is your crush’s first and last initial? -dont have a crush 75. are you going to change your last name when you get married?  -idk maybe 76. what color looks best on you?  -i dont know but i wear black a lot and that’s pretty dope 77. do you miss anyone right now? -yeah  78. do you sleep with your door open or closed? -closed 79. do you believe in ghosts? -on the fence. not 100% “oh my god look at these gHoSt oRbS i need to sage my house!!!“ but i accept that there’s some things i wont understand about the world and that i have no answers to. i wouldnt be surprised if there are, and i wouldnt be surprised if there aren’t. 80. what is your biggest pet peeve? -whatever my adhd decides i viscerally hate with a firey passion right at that moment  81. last person you called -my brother (the 1 of the 1.5 from #13 and the one who sliced his toe in #40) 82. favorite ice cream flavor?  -chocolate is dope 83. regular oreos or golden oreos?  -regular double stuff. if you say golden, mint, peppermint, or thin oreos i’m gonna have to euthanize you, i dont make the rules.  84. chocolate or rainbow sprinkles? -rainbow cause it’s prettier  85. what shirt are you wearing?  -queen shirt from hot topic 86. what is your phone background? -i didnt get a phone between question 60 and now but my computer one is some mountains with the moon in the background 87. are you outgoing or shy? -really depends on who i’m around 88. do you like it when people play with your hair? -YES FUCK AAAAAAA (this girl played with my hair literally once in middle school and i was like oh shit and i had a crush on her until the end of middle school true story,,, so ashley if you’re out there-) 89. do you like your neighbors? -to the left they’re fine and their dog is nice but idk what happened to the horses so that’s sus but that’s where our cat came from so they can hang  guess, behind me they’re fine but their boys are loud, to the right they’re fine, and even further to the right are the dope neighbors and waaaaaaaaaay far to the right is a llama and he’s dope as hell 90. do you wash your face? at night? in the morning? -whenever the fuck i remember to/have the energy 91. have you ever been high?  -i dont think so but i wouldnt put it past myself 92. have you ever been drunk?  -not that i can remember, no 93. last thing you ate?  -sloppy joe from a can 94. favorite lyrics right now -”not gonna waste my life, cause i’ve been fucked up“ 95. summer or winter?  -fall. fuck you 96. day or night?  -night but i like it when it’s actually night and it doesnt get dark at like 4 fucking pm cause that makes me depressed 97. dark, milk, or white chocolate? -dark is good, milk is fine, white is only suitable for fancy stripes on chocolate covered strawberries 98. favorite month?  -i vibe with september 99. what is your zodiac sign -sagittarius (was almost a scorpio but i was holding out >:))) 100. who was the last person you cried in front of?  -in person, my mom like 6 months ago, on a discord call, my friend (i love you by the way, you’re the best,,, i dont think he has tumblr but im just putting it out there) like a month or so ago. i hate crying in front of people, i turn into such a hyperventilating snot monster which is not suitable for human gaze and thats the real tea :/
felix this took like 2 hours of my life i will never get back i hate you and i hope you’re happy with what you’ve done <3 <3
also anyone who wants to stalk me, enjoy this information that im handing to you on a silver platter :)) <3
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noahhernandez · a year ago
2/9/2015 v. 8/11/2020
1:Talk about the first time you watched your favorite movie. My favorite movie is Scream, and it started when I saw the midnight premier of Scream 4 with my dad back when I was in 8th grade, then Scream 1 came on AMC late on night and I just really like it
I still think Scream is one of my favorites, but Halloween has jumped up there just because I am obsessed with all things horror really lol. I started to love Halloween because of the new trilogy.
2:Talk about your first kiss. It’s really not that interesting but really like embarrassing. It was with my first boyfriend and I had just turned 15 and we were at the school just walking around and we went into the band hall and I was like ok im leaving and he was like wait and we kissed and i was like o
the same ! 
3:Talk about the person you’ve had the most intense romantic feelings for. I never really have had intense feelings for anyone. I d k
One my exes- I mean we were dating for awhile so that’s pretty intense to me. 
4:Talk about the thing you regret most so far. I regret… Nothing really I mean, I have done really bad things in my life, but i don’t regret them
I regret failing like 2 semesters of college lmao and almost dropping out. If i didn’t then I would 1- would have been done earlier and 2- would have already completed a year of grad school but IDK also another is wasting lots of money in 2017-2018
5:Talk about the best birthday you’ve had. The best birthday I’ve had was.. Idk This year was was nice I saw Iggy Azalea in concert, then I celebrated my friends’ birthday then mine and it was just everyone got to get together so ya this year my 18th
For my 21st birthday I went to Portland, Oregon and spent the weekend there and it was pretty and my first time there so it was nice despite what I think about PDX now. I don’t even know what I was doing for my 19 and 20th birthday lol. 
6:Talk about the worst birthday you’ve had. My 17th birthday because I was stuck 2 hours away from home with a bunch of nerds doing a band competition 
That is still probably my worst birthday. I forget to mention that I was gone literally from like 7am to midnight. They werent a bunch of loser nerds, they were my friends, but I still wish I was just at home lol. 
7:Talk about your biggest insecurity. I am skinny, but not fit. If I eat anything I get this like stomach and it makes me so sad. and ever since I got a job I work odd hours and I eat a lot of fast food and I’ve gained 10 pounds in 2 years and I guess i’m insecure about my weight
I am still insecure about my weight, and I probably weight like 5 pounds more than I did when I made this post 5 1/2 years ago. 
8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of. We have band banquets for band, and I only went my sophomore and junior year, and seniors give out awards to underclassmen that are just jokes really, and both years 4 different seniors gave me an award for being the biggest gossip in the entire band and I was proud of that lol
Well since then I have graduated both high school and college. I am proud that I finished college !! A BS in Psych. Proud of myself that I got promoted (in 2017) at my job; i’m proud of myself that I have my own apartment, and blah blah basically just doing regular adult shit. 
9:Talk about little things on your body that you like the most. I like my nose because of how perfectly fixed it is. I also really like my freckles/moles/dark marks idk what they are exactly, but they’re on my face and they look great
I still feel the same way about this, maybe add my eyebrows- they’re not like clean and nice they’re just expression markers on my face that i love.
10:Talk about the biggest fight you’ve ever had. I got into a fight with my old friend Angelica and that was almost 4 months ago and we used to be best friends and now we never talk.
When Janett didn’t talk to me all summer of 2019 because I told our other friend Angel something
11:Talk about the best dream you’ve ever had. I cant remember one 12:Talk about the worst dream you’ve ever had. I can’t remember one
13:Talk about the first time you had sex/how you imagine your first time. The closest thing i’ve had to like sex was being locked in a back of an SUV with a stranger drunk as fuck and naked and its embarrassing
Just awkward and nothing to which I expected. 
14:Talk about a vacation. When I was 16, the high school band took a trip to Hawaii, and all my friends were in band so it was great. We did a lot of things, we toured Pearl Harbor and even played a few patriotic songs on the USS Miss. and our hotel was on Wakiki beach. I went snorkeling in some beautiful water and shit and idk just walked all around Hawaii having a great time omg we got on stage at the Hard Rock Cafe and sang with German people i miss it
Hm that was fun. But I.. went to NY with my ex and that was pretty cool because I literally love New York, and I went to NOLA two years ago (today actually) and got miserably drunk so that was fun too 
15:Talk about the time you were most content in life. Probably just in the middle of junior year when everything and everyone was going with the flow
I feel like 2016 was a very content year because I remember nothing about it. 
16:Talk about the best party you’ve ever been to. Idk which one to talk about the one where I had a lot of fun and risked my life or the one where there was a lot of drama stirred up and drank myself to sadness. 
I haven’t really been to a party? I have gone out and had good times. Really anytime my friends and I go out I am having a good time 
17:Talk about someone you want to be friends with. I am already friends with people I want to be friends with
18:Talk about something that happened in elementary school. I kissed a boy on the back of the head and i told I just fell onto his head
Let me think of another one. Back in like fourth grade my friend was in a wheel chair and his backpack was falling from the back and I was trying to grab it and i was only 3 feet tall i couldnt see over or wasnt paying attention and i crashed him right into the bookshelves at the library. 
19:Talk about something that happened in middle school. A girl was mad at me because idk why lol and she pushed me in the hall way and I fucking flew across that hall on the floor and hit the wall she’s pregnant now
When I was in 5th grade (which is considered middle school in my district) I was standing on the play ground and someone threw a stick at my head and it knocked me the fuck out and I was bleeding from my temple.
20:Talk about something that happened in high school. In Jr. Year I was pulling into the parking lot but I was texting and I accidentally put half my car on grass area near the side walk luckily it was 7am and only one person saw me do it lol
One summer going into our senior year we had a party at Michelle’s house. First of all we were very drunk and Coby’s parents were like we are coming over and we cleaned TF UP so fast and sat on the couch and turned on I Know What You Did Last Summer and his parents were like interesting and and left and then we continued to drink anyways- we started playing truth or dare and my friend Angelica was like I dare u to kiss Anthony (someone I had liked prior) and he wouldnt and we started attacking him and calling him homophobic and hitting him with pillows lmao- him and I are still friend-ish
21:Talk about a time you had to turn someone down. I can’t think of something right now.
Literally anyone on grindr.
22:Talk about your worst fear. I’m afraid of having no career and being stuck doing something I hate and living paycheck to paycheck
Yeah, I’m scared of that still but I.. think just like being broke and jobless. RN with the pandemic we aren’t really working and still getting gov’t assistance, so.  IDK being a real real adult scares me a lot. 
23:Talk about a time someone turned you down. I can’t think of a time :)
One time in like 2016 maybe idk - this dude told me to come over and he lived far like not that far maybe 25 minutes lol far for me anyways I got to his apartment and there was a gate code and i asked him what it was and he didnt answer and it was like 2-3am and nobody was coming in or out and so i was like damn this sucks lmao
24:Talk about something someone told you that meant a lot. Nothing really has meant a lot to me. Everyone tells me the same thing over and over again and its so surface level
I still can’t think of anything but I’m sure the friends I have met since this and my friends Faith, Michelle, Peter, and Alisa have said something supportive that meant a lot to me. 
25:Talk about an ex-best friend. Angelica Ramirez. She was my best friend for only 3 years, but together we went through A LOT of shit. We started out senior year just fine, but she lied about a few things and made a lot of us feel like crap in October. I won’t lie, I do miss her. We have too many memories to just forget, too many funny stories and great adventures. She helped me with too much, and sometimes I think about how I cut her out of my life and I mad a bad choice. But only time can heal things and I have moved on and truly found people that won’t make me mad every 30 seconds. 
Brianna Pajak, I don’t remember anything about her except she was poor and we stopped being friends because she always wanted to fight and be annoying. 
26:Talk about things you do when you’re sick. Lay on bed on my computer and watch TV
I normally just suffer and cry about wishing I was healthy again.
27:Talk about your favorite part of someone else’s body. Their…!!>>>??? 
I must have nice hands and ur nose must be nice too! so nose and hands. lol
28:Talk about your fetishes. none
yeah I don’t have any lol not that I can think of. 
29:Talk about what turns you on. Idk i really like kissing and touching and this is awkward. 
30:Talk about what turns you off. bad breath by
that and ugly/rough hands, acne sorry i know it is natural but, shorter than me lol, white people, long hair on guys, and thats about it i think hm i am single yes 
31:Talk about what you think death is like. I think its like idk its scary tho
um idk i dont like thinking about death because i literally want to cry when i think about it. 
32:Talk about a place you remember from your childhood. I remember being in trees a lot
My step grandma’s a lot because my parents were working and she would watch us. She passed away about a month ago :( 
33:Talk about what you do when you are sad. I usually only tell one person and that person is Alisa and I cry sometimes to her and expect her to make things better and she does thank u
I be doing the same thing, I text someone and that person could really be anyone but it happened the other day and I texted Bri and she was very helpful. 
34:Talk about the worst physical pain you’ve endured. I have no idea, I’ve never broken pulled strained twisted fractures or anything i have no life
I still haven’t done any of that stuff to my body. I also have burn scars but I did not feel those when it was happening. I would just say i guess my wisdom teeth coming in because I did not get them removed. I have 3 out lol.
35:Talk about things you wish you could stop doing. Pushing potential love interests away 
I have had some ‘love interests’ since this post, but it’s been about a year now since and I kind of push away the opportunity of getting close to someone. I also need to stop being a bitch sometimes. 
36:Talk about your guilty pleasures. eating 
I would say idk eating was a stupid answer. 
37:Talk about someone you thought you were in love with. never
I was in love and i didn’t ‘think’ I was in love. I don’t know what you mean by talk about them, they were my partner but we broke up hehe.
38:Talk about songs that remind you of certain people. Fireflies by Owl City reminds me of my 7th grade crush Fancy by Iggy Azalea reminds me of my two friends Michelle and Alisa idk anything else
um Idk. i rly cant think  39:Talk about things you wish you’d known earlier. I wish I would have known that
That it’s okay to tell people you’re struggling lol . That is okay to fail sometimes (school).  40:Talk about the end of something in your life. everything is just about to start
When I ended how to get away with murder I wish I never did I love that show with all my heart. 
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jostenminyrd · a year ago
Dig a little deeper
tagged by @strawberrylight and @theleavesoflorien thank you sm!!💛✨🌸
1. do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen? black
2. would you prefer to live in the country or in the city? def the city, i could visit the country but it’s too quiet for me to live all the time
3. if you could learn a new skill, what would it be? continue learning languages, also i really wanna learn adobe (illustrator/photoshop etc)
4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? nooo
5. what was your favorite book as a child? my first favorite book was goodnight moon. 
6. do you prefer baths or showers? since i probably only take a bath once a year...showers
7. if you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? vampire obvi!
8. paper or electronic books? paper/physical books for sure
9. what is your favorite item of clothing? anything i bought from balance athletica aka the best brand of workout clothes
10. do you like your name? would you like to change it? i’ve grown to like it more ya. elizabeth is a really pretty name but it’s way too formal for me so i’m glad i go by libby. 
11. who is a mentor to you? honestly i think my parents
12. would you like to be famous? if so, what for? yes, but for making a huge contribution to the field of neuroscience, id love to contribute to alzheimer’s or parkinsons research, find a better way to treat them...
13. are you a restless sleeper? mmm idrk??
14. do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? eh yes and no
15. which element best represents you? water 🌊
16. who do you want to be closer to? my friends
17. do you miss someone at the moment? a bunch of my friends...haven’t seen many in months😔
18. tell us about an early childhood memory. my earliest memory is actually when my mom and dad brought home my brother from the hospital...i was a year and a half old and remember missing my mom for a few days, my grandparents were staying at the house to watch me. but then when they brought my brother home I went over to the carrier to look at him and gave him a kiss on the forehead.
19. what is the strangest thing you have eaten? uhhh idk?
20. what are you most thankful for? my friends and family, also my job.
21. do you like spicy food? oh my god yes! gimme all of the spice! 🌶🌶🌶
22. have you ever met someone famous? nope
23. do you keep a diary or journal? nooo....i’ve never been able to keep up with it. i know it helps so many ppl but i’ve always found it to be such a chore
24. do you prefer to use pen or pencil? both
25. what is your star sign? aries ♈️ 
26. do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy? don’t come for me but......i don’t like cereal
27. what would you want your legacy to be? my contributions to science
28. do you like reading? What was the last book you read? ohhhh yes i do! currently reading tales from the shadowhunter academy and a clash of kings
29. how do you show someone you love them? just asking how their day went, sending links/photos of things i know they like, being happy for them when something goes well etc
30. do you like ice in your drinks? yes yes yes
31. what are you afraid of? heights, failing
32. what is your favorite scent? peppermint, rose, citrus, cinnamon, pine trees
33. do you address older people by their name or surname? usually surname. i only just started calling a few older ppl i’ve known since i was born by their first’s weird
34. if money was not a factor, how would you live your life? i honestly don’t even know....what’s it like to be financially stable??
35. do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? both! i love my pool at home, public pools are another story tho..and the ocean is my happy place
36. what would you do if you found $50 in the ground? Depends on the context. If I found $50 on the ground but I know that someone has lost it, I give the money back to the person. If I don’t know whose money is that, I keep it to myself. (keeping this answer bc same)
37. have you ever seen a shooting star? did you make a wish? yea, and im pretty sure lol
38. what is one thing you would want to teach your children? don’t every be afraid to express your emotions, let them out. whatever you’re feeling is valid
39. if you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? ik it’s like frowned upon now but i still really want a harry potter tattoo...probably the three stars in the books and probably on my wrist
40. what can you hear now? my ac unit and the princess and the frog movie
41. where do you feel the safest? my parents house, also my apartment
42. what is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? the next 6 years of my phd lol
43. if you could travel back to any era, what would it be? i’ve always been drawn to 19th century london...also colonial america idk
44. what is your most used emoji? “🥺”
45. describe yourself using one word. loyal
46. what do you regret the most? i have so many....
47. last movie you saw? the princess and the frog 
48. last tv show you watched? currently watching hannibal
49. invent a word and its meaning yea no yea....means yes
tagging: @quaffled @mollyweasly @severusnpe @killjoylouis and @hathawaywrites
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vexalia · a year ago
1-69 for liz and memphis
im gonna answer for one at a time, memphis first, and then i’ll link to liz’s responses cuz. yikes.
1. why did they choose their class(es)? their subclass(es)?
If you recall, Mephistopheles wasn’t an adventurer in life. He was a farmer because his family were farmers. And then all of a sudden he was dead and also have magic, so he kind of had to be a sorcerer. I didn’t actually use any class rules or anything for combat tho because he has a 48 ac and +35 to any attack rolls and I’m a merciful dm :)
2. before they met their party, what was their main goal?
All he wanted was to kill asmodius take over the nine hells and then wage war on the celestial and prime material planes can u blame him
3. what is their goal right now?
Ngl he does still want to kill asmodius but I think the more immediate goal is get visitation rights to baccob’s plane so he can see his mom more often
4. if they could learn one spell that isn’t available to them at present, which spell would it be?
Vicious mockery
5. do they follow a higher power? what are their thoughts on divinity?
He’s got a newfound respect for Sune but he still follows himself as a higher power. Thoughts on divinity: even gods can die, and I have a Very sharp knife.
6. which party member do they relate to the most?
The dog
7. which party member do they understand the least?
8. what are three songs that suit them?
U have a whole playlist >:( and then Another, Collaborative playlist >:((.
godzilla, by with confidence
mama, by mcr
i’ll be good, by jaymes young
9. do they care about their appearance? how much effort do they put into presentation?
Yes. A Lot. He’s very careful with how he appears to each person, and even his human form is carefully constructed.
10. how often do they lie? what situations cause them to be dishonest?
He’s a devil, autumn. He lies a lot, just whenever he feels like it with the exception of a certain contract for a certain soul that stipulates he be honest with the current bearer of said soul. He also tries to be honest with this retired wrestler he’s befriended but it’s not contractually obligated so he slips up sometimes. Other than that though assume he’s lying to u 24/7
11. what skills are they proficient in? Why?
He’s a proficient in. A Ton of skills. Cuz he’s a prince of hell. Also animal handling. Not reading.
12. have they ever been in love?
He’s been in love twice, but it didn’t work out so well the first time. The second time remains to be seen.
13. what do they dislike about themself? Why?
He dislikes most of himself because I love an emo boy. Also he found out after death that his dad was the actual incarnation of evil and that’ll mess a guy up.
14. what is something they love about themself?
He loves his tenacity.
15. do they trust their party? why or why not?
Okay I’m assuming his party in this instance is his staff in the 7th circle of hell so: he trusts Kenny, his secretary. Mostly because he’s killed Kenny enough times that “I will kill you if you do X” is a good threat, but not so many times that death is old hat. Other than that, no. Everyone can be leveraged by Asmodius, and ya boy is trying to pull of a coup here.
16. what are their feelings on the people who raised them?
He would do anything for his mom, including wage war on the celestial planes just to see her
17. what do they dream about, when their dreams are their own?
He doesn’t really dream right now cuz he’s trying not to sleep but generally it’s really mundane stuff that happened in his mortal life. He’s got a recurring nightmare that his favorite chicken escaped the pen and he can’t find her.
18. do they see themself as a leader or a follower?
He’s a leader.
19. what haunts them? what doesn’t?
He did like choose to step up and be a prince of hell and he’s Certain his mom would never forgive him for it, so that haunts him sometimes. Mostly though he has really sick magic powers and a whole realm to do what he wants with which is like pretty cool and definitely makes up for parental disappointment.  He has tortured and killed a whole lot of mortals and that doesn’t haunt him at all.
20. which of the five senses do they rely the most on?
Sound. (curse u fantasy cracker barrell)
21. do they follow their head, their heart, or their body?
Oh head for sure.
22. what is a promise they’ve broken?
“Hilda, I’m never gonna eat you, even after you get too old to stop giving milk. You’re too good a friend for me to do anything but cherish you even in times of famine.”
23. how do they feel about nicknames, titles, or labels that have been given to them? how do they feel about their name?
He used to be ambivalent about his birth name but since the dying thing he really misses it. He took mephistopheles because he thought it sounded badass and it still does. He grew to like his title because it comes with a Lot of power and like. Who wouldn’t love a +35 to all attack rolls honestly.
24. which of the four elements speaks to them the most?
Fire :(
25. what stories do they like to tell? what stories do they like to hear?
He likes to tell tragedies. He really enjoys talking a hero up and then seeing the Devastation on the listener’s face when they fall. He’d be a good fic writer. He likes to hear fairytales, especially ones where the villian dies and never returns.
26. who do they miss?
His mom. Sylvia. Hilda.
27. how do they mourn?
Angrily, and publicly. If he’s grieving he’s gonna freeze some major cities solid, maybe start an ice age.
28. who would they kill? who would they kill for?
He kills kind of indiscriminately, so. Like I think he wouldn’t kill his mom, probably not the raven queen cuz that might be counterproductive, and like. Yeah that might be it. He wouldn’t kill for a lot of people though, Pepper, Aggy, and his mom might be uh it.
29. who would they save? who would they be saved by?
He’d save Aggy, Pepper, maybe Sylvia kinda depends. I’m not gonna speak for PCs but his mom, Kenny, Asmodius, and Kit would save him. Sune under duress probably.
30. what do they seek out from others?
He just wants to control everyone all the time
31. they’re given a blank piece of paper–what do they do with it?
I feel like I’ve answered this one before and I feel like the answer was “idk probably just poke a bunch of holes in it”
32. do they seek control, or do they want less of it?
Ya he wants control.
33. what makes them cry?
That time his friends popped down to see his dad and ask what whether or not he was trustworthy.
34. which party member do they go to in a crisis?
Apparently Pepper lol
35. which party member do they worry for?
God all of them. They’re so mortal
36. what’s a secret they’ve kept?
He’s illiterate. It’s been too long now. He can’t reveal himself.
37. what is their favorite thing to hold?
Ye Olde Ice Cream
38. what do they smell like?
Probably like. Teak. That one teak scent that’s in the target candles but it doesn’t actually resemble anyone else’s teak scent that one
39. are their hands calloused, soft, or something else entirely?
Calloused in his like human form but otherwise he’s a demon honey he’s smooth.
40. do they enjoy poetry?
In a big way
41. what are they attracted to in other people?
Kindness and fighting spirit. Also red hair.
42. what are three words they would use to describe themself?
Handsome, cunning, unstoppable.
43. why do they fight?
Cuz he knows he can’t lose.
44. what do they need to learn?
How to have fun. Also, reading.
45. how do they hug people?
Firmly. A full body experience.
46. what do they deprive themself of?
Not a lot tbqh.
47. when they meet someone, what is the first thing they notice?
Who’s got dibs on their soul.
48. what do they see in their future?
Either world domination or death. A lot of weekend hangouts with pals these days.
49. what makes them smile?
Getting his way. Also, the shrimp heaven now tshirt.
50. can they sing? can they dance?
He can sing and ballroom dance, but he’s so bad at like. Spur of the moment dancing.
51. what is the most beautiful thing in the world, for them?
Sprouts growing up out of the dirt.
52. from whom do they seek validation?
His mama. Occasionally Kenny.
53. which is more frightening to them: day or night?
54. what was their education like?
He was homeschooled so it was like. Practical? And now he just kind of interrogates people for what he wants to know. He’s got a lot of souls and a lot of time, he can find out just about anything.
55. whose hand do they reach out for?
56. what animal do they most relate to?
??? a dragon???
57. what makes them angry?
Most things lol. Not getting his way
58. what do they think their role in the party is? what is their role in actuality?
He’s certain he’s masterminding this whole operation. In actuality he’s glorified google and occasionally a harried first-grade teacher who’s pulled in as a “gotchya” to win arguments.
59. what is a quiet passion of theirs?
60. do they whisper or yell more often?
61. what kind of flower would they choose to pick from a meadow?
Dandilions :)
62. outside of otherworldly forces, what do they believe in?
He believes that might doesn’t make right, but it certainly helps.
63. what fight has scared them the most?
The fight against fen’harel that went down in his conference room-- he actually had something to lose that time.
64. do they value mercy or justice more?
65. what is holding them back?
He hasn’t realized that if u rely on people and u love them, you’re so much stronger than on your own. +35 to attack rolls notwithstanding.
66. who makes them feel warm?
:) the  3rd prince of hell (:
67. what makes them laugh?
The unexpected nonsense the party throws at him, drawn-out jokes.
68. what was the best moment of their life?
Family dinner with really good cornbread.
69. how would they describe their party members?
Obnoxious :). He’d say Pepper is tenacious and her steadfast knowledge of herself and what she wants from the world is admirable, but she’s so dumb sometimes. He’d say Aggy is the world’s most annoying mortal, but also that she’s always re-strategizing and he wishes he could have that flexibility.
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binkysteebnpewter · a year ago
All of them 😤
Ehehe 😂💗
1. What’s your middle name, and do you like it?
Grace is actually my middle name, and somewhat. I just don’t like it when my family calls me by first and middle together.
2. are you artistic?
3. Have you had your first kiss?
4. What is your life goal?
It’s cheesy and a little cliche, but I want to find Home.
5. Do you have any experiences with a famous person?
6. Do you play any sports?
Not anymore but I used to play football and I was on the wrestling team in HS
7. What’s your worst fear?
I have two that are sort of equal with another but I’m afraid of losing the people I care about and people seeing me the way I see myself.
8. Who’s your biggest inspiration?
My late Nana, Gloria.
9. Do you have any cool talents?
Answered in previous ask
10. are you a morning person?
Not at all
11. How do you feel about pet names?
I love them
12. Do you like to read?
13. Name a list of shows that have changed your life.
NCIS, Criminal Minds, and any marvel movie
14. Do you care about your follower count?
Not really, I’ll celebrate milestones but that’s just to show everyone I appreciate them following my trash pile. I didn’t start writing to have a high following, I started writing to better my skill and also make people happy.
15. What’s the best dream you’ve had?
I don’t remember most of my happy dreams
16. Have you ever kissed someone of your same gender?
17. Do you have any pets?
I have three dogs 🥺💗
18. Are you religious?
No. They only thing I actually believe in is ghosts.
19. Are you a people person?
Not really
20. Are you considered popular?
Nope, and I don’t care to be
21. What is one of your bad habits?
22. What’s something that makes you feel vulnerable?
Opening up my emotions to other people
23. What would you name your children?
No clue
24. Who’s your celebrity crush?
There’s a bunch ig
25. What’s your best subject?
Science and history
26. Dogs or cats?
Dogs, I love cats but I’m super allergic
27. most used social media besides tumblr?
I don’t use a lot of social media tbh, so tumblr is probably my most used unless you count youtube
28. best friends name
29. who does your main family consist of
My friends and my brother. Family isn’t just blood
30. Chocolate or sugar
31. have you ever been on a date?
32. Do you like rollercosters?
Absolutely love them
33. Can you swim?
Yes 💗
34. What would you do in the event of an apocolypse?
Clearly, I’d do what everyone else does. Panic and try to survive.
35. Have you struggled with any kind of mental disorder?
Yes, I struggle with anxiety and depression
36. Are your parents together?
37. What’s your favourite colour?
Dark green and Dark Blue
38. What country are you from/do you live in?
Unfortunately, the U.S
39. Favourite singer?
Uh... there’s too many to list? But my favorite people to listen to is The Oh Hellos
40. Do you see yourself being famous some day?
Nope, I run from being the center of attention.
41. Do you like dresses?
Not really
42. Favourite song right now?
Fly Me To The Moon by Frank Sinatra
43. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?
Sort of.
44. How old were you when you first got your period?
No clue, I don’t remember
45. Have you ever shot a gun?
46. Have you ever done yoga?
47. Are you a horror girl?
48. Are you good at giving advice?
I suppose I am?
49. Tell us a story about your childhood.
I don’t have a lot of happy memories but one that sticks out is: I used to go to a private Christian academy and I was in first grade when this boy in eighth grade (the entire school was k-12) came over to me during my lunch. I was super scared and shy as a kid so my schedule was tailored so I was able to eat lunch with my brother whose nine years older than me. Our mom forgot to pack our lunches so we were gonna just get some stuff from the vending machine, well my brother gave me my money to get something and this boy came over to me before I could put it in the vending machine. He hit me and took my money, buying himself something with it. My brother seen it and got into a fight with him.
50. How are you doing today?
51. Were you a cute kid?
I looked like Shirley Temple when I was a kid
52. Can you dance?
I can swing dance and slow dance, but that’s it.
53. Is there anything you do that you can’t remember ever not doing?
I always look for exits and bathrooms when I go somewhere, I’ve always done it 🤷🏻‍♀️
54. Have you ever dyed your hair?
No because I’m a ginger. I can’t just dye it back if I end up not liking the color I dyed it to.
55. What colour are your eyes?
56. What’s your favourite animal?
Answered in previous ask
57. Have you ever made a huge fool of yourself?
Multiple times
58. Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
My relationship with my dad is rocky but my relationship with my mother went up in flames a few yeaes ago 🤷🏻‍♀️
59. Do you have good friends?
I have some amazing friends🥺💗
60. Are you close with anyone of the lgbtq+ group?
61. What’s your favourite class?
My favorite class was Psychology
62. List all the tv shows you are watching.
I’m rewatching Criminal Minds right now.
63. Are you organized?
64. What was the last movie you saw? Opinion?
I don’t know if it counts as a movie but I just finished a Ted Bundy Tapes Documentary. I think Bundy was a little bit of an idiot.
67. Which tv character do you relate to most?
Spencer Reid
68. What are some things that stand between you and complete happiness?
Anxiety, Depression, overthinking
69. If you received enough money to never need to work again, what would you spend your time doing?
I would probably still work, I’m not a fan of sitting around and doing nothing for large amounts of time.
70. What would you change about your life if you knew you would never die?
Find a way to die, I don’t want to live forever. That’s just torture 👀
71. What would you do differently if you knew that no one was judging you?
Nothing. I’ll act the same as I always have because I am who I am, there’s no reason to change yourself from when someone is watching and when someone isn’t.
72. If you could start over, what would you do differently?
A lot 😂
73. Would you break the law to save a loved one?
74. When was the last time you travelled somewhere new?
I went to Disney with my Chorus Class in Junior Year of HS, it was my first time to Disney.
75. When you think of your home, what immediately comes to mind?
Nothing, I’m looking for Home. Home will be someone I feel safe with, someone I can be completely myself with— someone I love wholly.
76. What have you done to pursue your dreams lately? How about today?
I— idk?
77. What did you want to be when you were a kid?
I wanted to be a nurse 🤦🏻‍♀️
78. If you dropped everything to pursue your dreams, what would you be risking?
Im not sure
79. When did you not speak up, when you know you really should have?
Ooh... uh, something happened to me all through 7th, 8th, and 9th grade that I should’ve spoken up about but was too scared.
80. Describe the next five years of your life, and your plans, in a single sentence.
I will work hard to love myself and pursue my dream job.
81. What would happen if you never wasted another minute of your life, what would that look like?
No clue tbh
82. If you could live forever, how would you spend eternity?
I don’t want to live forever but I guess I’d find a way to take away my immortality or find someone else who is immortal to love
83. How would you spend a billion dollars?
Id put a lot into important causes and then save some with interest.
84. If you could time travel, would you go to the past or the future?
I’m not sure, I think I wouldn’t go anywhere because I want to live in the moment. Except 2020, fuck 2020.
85. What motivates you to succeed?
Failure motivates me to succeed.
86. What dream that you’ve had has resonated with you the most?
I don’t remember most of my happy dream, I usually can only remember the nightmares 🤷🏻‍♀️
87. Would you rather live in the city or the woods? Why?
Woods, its peaceful.
88. Do you believe in life after death?
I don’t really believe in anything 🤷🏻‍♀️
89. What teacher inspired you the most? How did they?
I had a teacher named Ms Eagan and she inspired me to always be myself.
90. What’s your fondest childhood memory?
Meeting Lily
91. If you could have dinner with any one person, living or dead, who would they be and why?
Lily, because I really miss her.
92. What would you have to see to cry tears of joy?
Anyone being nice to me makes me cry—
93. What is the hardest lesson you had to learn in life?
Sometimes the people you call family don’t truly love you.
94. What do you think happens after we die?
Idk and idrc either tbh
95. What would you do if you would be invisible?
I’d probably scare some people
96. What’s something you can’t do no matter how hard you try?
Speak in public or ask for something at restaurants
97. Would you want to choose the sex and appearance of your offspring?
98. How did your first crush develop?
They were nice to me when no one else was
99. Is there a feeling you are trying to ignore? What is it?
Yes, I’m trying to ignore how upset some people can really make me.
100. Do you live or do you just exist?
I think I’m somewhere in between, where sometimes I’m just existing and sometimes I’m living.
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andromedicfish · a year ago
tagged by @oh-dear-im-so-queer
1. Are you staying home from work/school?  
No, still going to work. Not in school
2. If you’re staying home, who’s there with you?
My roommate Ben 
3. Do you have pets to keep you company?
Yes, two cats. Buster and Frankie. Annoying assholes
4. Who do you miss the most?
My ex. We’re good friends 
5. When was the last time you left your home?
Yesterday, for work 
6. What was the last thing you bought?
Five Guys Burgers and Fries 
7. Is quarantine driving you insane or are you finally relaxed?
I’ve been relaxed 
8. Are you a homebody?
I do like to stay home most days if given the chance but being in for too long makes me restless 
9. What movies have you watched recently? What shows are you watching?
I recently watched the movie The Week Of. Not really watching any shows at the moment. Steven Universe is done, She-Ra and The Princesses of Power is another month away, The Good Place and Good Girls don’t have their latest seasons on Netflix yet, and I finished Black Mirror and American Horror Story. So there’s nothing else that has really grabbed my attention yet. 
10. An event that you were looking forward to that got cancelled?
My dentist appointment lol
11. What’s the worst thing that you’ve had to cancel?
My hype party for Cyberpunk 2077 that was supposed to release tomorrow (April 16th)
12. What’s the best thing you’ve had to cancel?
Going to the Azalea Festival in my home city of Wilmington, NC because I have pretty bad seasonal allergies 
13. Do you have any new hobbies?
14. What are you out of?
15. What music are you listening to?
Eden, punk goes pop, the Hamilton soundtrack
16. What are you reading?
Still at the end of The Book Thief 
17. What are you doing for self-care?
Jamming to punk rock 
18. Are you exercising?
Nah, I do enough at work
19. How’s your toilet paper supply?
My roommate got a whole bunch from his boss who left town and couldn’t take the rolls with him on the plane
20. Have you made any changes to your hair during quarantine?
No, still a small ‘fro
Thanks to @oh-dear-im-so-queer for tagging me! I’m gonna tag @thedarkspawn @glorious-starlight  @detectivetwiggles  @mad-yog-hatter @myloveistoblame @theragingbluwaffle @melancholystarrs Stay safe and no pressure to answer it :)
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inkblots-agent-four · a year ago
Octo Expansion Song Opinions
Opinions on songs in the Octo Expansion soundtrack, despite me only having heard the soundtrack while watching Youtubers play. Track list taken from
Introduction - its a snippet of calamari inkantation, but starts quiet and feels... tinny and slightly bass-boosted... still good, though. radio 8/10
Nasty Majesty - does not show up until end, which makes the placement strange. super powerful and badass, like the queens who sang it. love the rapping. percussion line 10/10
Cap'n Cuttlefish's Theme (Octo) / Player Editor - pretty laid-back and calm. the rattle in the background makes it more militaristic though, fitting for him. then it takes on a weird wavy part at the end with a heartbeat (player creation?) before going back. snare 7/10
#5 thirsty - scifi feel. the melody feels like blips on a radar of something. i like the electro undertones. this one is fast, but doesnt 100% tell u to go fast, like ‘take short breaks every now and then.’ i like this one. speed 9/10
Deepsea Metro Central Station - like #5 but not rushed. this one is just background. there are weird clanks which imply activity elsewhere but nearby. really captures that metro station feel. ambience 8/10
Telephone Theme - really otherworldly at the parts that sound like a person but then regresses into a bouncy bouncy tune with autotuned static clips for a melody. could do with less of those weird sections like the very beginning. trumpet 6/10
Inside the Deepsea Metro Subway Car - very dj-like. the high-pitched voice caught me off guard for a second. this theme sounds almost curious, while still being bouncy and upbeat. there are audio clips of speech interspersed with it, which really nails the “inside a metro” feel. theres a small calamari inkantation motif in some sort of muffled metal xylophone interspersed with it, which i liked. chirp 8/10
#0 shell - kinda chill but also the pulsing melody makes it feel like its urging you to do something. i like the random clashes in the background, like woodblocks. this one is very ambience. perhaps being on a high area overseeing things, being there but separated. space 7/10
#1 progress - one melody sounds like a voice being dubstepped into oblivion, with low undertones. fast percussion though, so i think this is a very ‘go go go’ song, while still ‘enjoy the scenery’ vibes. a very determined sounding song. gotta go fast 8/10
#6 frisk - sounds like someone zipping and unzipping a zipper. very clean-cut. the melody sounds like an afterthought, its a little muffled. not a huge fan of this one but its okay. zipper 5/10
#4 dunno - ah, the box one. reminds me of weird jungle-ish music with an otherworldly feel to it. very xylophone/marimba heavy. i dont really like the long held-out notes tho. plucky 6/10
#2 ripped - the beginning did sound like some intimidating dude, the melody that intersperses itself is like the sidekick who talks a lot. slowly escalates. gangsta 6/10
#9 party - i like that guitar in the background. does sound rave-like. theres weird breaks every now and then for a riff. not something i’d really want to listen to for long periods of time but still catchy. aloha 7/10
Shark Bytes - the slightly more laid back escape anthem. pearls part has a funky backing melody, and i really liked her rap that time. (i think im a bit biased tho i like nearly all of pearls parts.) i like the melody part where marina harmonizes and pearl just raps, thats beautiful. action 9/10
8 regret - chill. sounds a bit melancholy, but that could just be me thinking about its title. its slower and more laid-back, which is probably why its played because the 8-ball levels are high-stress. the rests on 4th beats is nice. irony 8/10 (hah)
#14 crush - very swingish and jazzy. pleasant to listen to. i like the different voices singing, but the nananannaaaanana part is a little (tiny) bit annoying. theres a bit that sounds like an alarm. marching band 6/10
#13 shade - sounds like its ur enemies singing, not you. the low wavering notes dont help with that. the voices sound a little like donald duck. very aptly named though, like ur enemies are throwing shade. synchronity 7/10
#16 salty - very wavy notes, then a bit that sounds like glitching. this one is minorly foreboding something. very jumpy and checkery. okay but if i had a different song i would pick it. cha-ing 5/10
#12 awake - calming. its like being in a weird, weird garden, but still appreciating the nature and stuff. i like this one. oh this played during the pool one, right? staccato 9/10
#11 above - plucky and whimsical, with guitar riffs and low piano notes. very laboratory-testing-like. the higher melody reminds me of data being entered into a computer or something. metholodical 7/10
TEST PASSED! - triumphant. makes me feel like doing jazz-hands. jingle 9/10
#19 bless - this ones the thang station music. reminds me of deltarune’s fountain music a little, but with rap. very ambience, and also makes you anticipate something. bells 7/10
Thang Jingle - oh i like this one. tinny and brassy. winning with style 8/10
Completion - a victory fanfare-ish but gets lower in pitch, like the players sanity at this point if playing nonstop. at the very end, low bass riffs with the higer melody = yas agent 3, you go. saved at the last second 7/10
Splattack (Octo) - ok this is one of my FAVES. brainwashed agent 3 is easy when compared to inner, but the theme of this one was just really good. something familiar that you can still recognize, but its different and twisted. i really liked the erratic nature of this song, and splattack was just a good song in general. plus the narrative tension at this point makes this real dramatic. chaotic 10/10
Reaching the Surface - a quiet, reflective one fitting for the moment of awe for agent 8, and then fades into nasty majesty bc off the hook is here with their helicopter army. sunrise 8/10
Actually it's Commander Tartar's Theme - the telephone is back with its true intentions. a twisted, distorted version of the telephone theme. good name though. opinion of phone 3/10 
The Plan - marina’s a smart cookie with really good 2-second doodles. reminds me of mario kart for some reason. sped up and remixes a bunch of off the hook songs. i like it. hype 9/10
Last Battle Opening - like the opening of a splatfest battle but more wavy and metro-like. turf war 8/10
Fly Octo Fly - this ones super super good. i mean, a song repeating the victory motif but the scale and stakes are much larger? sign me up yo! the live versions of this are especially nice. hyperbombs 10/10
Ebb & Flow (Octo) - marina’s almost-solo but hurried to reflect the desperate stakes of the one minute left. beautiful opening, love the background music. culimination 9/10
Conclusion - pearl booyahs the statue to death. i like the fast beats that fade into ebb & flow a lot actually. but it sounds more magical and assured somehow... also that key change right at the end is just fab. killer wail 88/10
Grand Finale - this one reuses ebb & flow and lemme just say- its so beautiful to hear this choir. harmonious 9/10
Into the Light - the most beautiful, ballad-like one. i like it a lot. pearl and marina are singing more softly. it recalls color pulse really nicely too. emotion and reflection 10/10
#$@%* Dudes Be #$@%* Sleepin - very metal. much drum and guitar also really censored. it seems like she broke the speakers at the end. emo phase 5/10
Ebb & Fly (Demo) - marinas solo except shes actually soloing. i like the keyboard a lot. she sounds really happy. theres the mission complete jingle from story mode at the end. freedom 7/10
Blitz It! (Chip Damage) - when was this song ever played??? a battle theme?? its very... chirpy. sounds like an undertale song, almost. i like it! mystery 9/10
Wave Prism (Battery Full) - again. when did we hear this? is there a secret secret boss???? still very 8bit, very upbeat. like a mario kart track. but better. blue shell 8/10
thats all. im tired gn hi, so i went back to this and realized there’s a song that i know is played in the expansion but somehow either wasn’t on the list or i missed it? so
39. Calamari Inkantation (Inner Agent 3) - oh heck yeah, this song. i love the opening- it really sounds like agent 3 spinning around to face u then jumping down. it also sounds like it flows more than the original, but i may be misremembering. a bit echoey? memory 10/10
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that-anxious-blonde · a year ago
@tommo-stylinson tagged me to answer all these questions, which took forever but was also a lot of fun :) 
1. Do you prefer writing with a black pen or a blue pen? black black black
2. Would you prefer to live in the country or in the city? I think the country could be fun, I think I’d actually enjoy working on a farm a whole lot tbh. Will I ever do that? Probably not, but I pretended to all the time when we visited my uncle’s farm to go camping.
3. If you could learn a new skill, what would it be? I don’t have the focus, dedication or enough desire to commit (ask my teenage self and her clarinet) but I would like to play an instrument.
4. do you drink your tea/coffee with sugar? I do not drink tea or coffee… I do occasionally have an Ice Capp from Tim Hortons tho.
5. What was your favourite book as a child? The Magic Tree House series
6. Do you prefer baths or showers? Showers - I despise baths tbh
7. If you could be a mythical creature, which one would you be? I honestly don’t know, I like a whole lot of mythical creatures but I’m not sure which of them I would prefer to BE. 
8. Paper or electronic books? Either - I like paper if it’s like reading during a car trip somewhere, but electronic is good for like planes and in bed sorta deal.
9. What is your favourite item of clothing? Cardigans - I just got a new one that’s really soft and I’m in love.
10. Do you like your name? Would you like to change it? Yeah I do like my name, I dislike when people call me just “Kate” tho. Either call me “Kate-Lynn” or “Katie” - never just “Kate” please. I don’t think I would like change it actually.
11. Who is a mentor to you? I’m drawing a blank. I think I admire specific things in others that I try to replicate, but I wouldn’t say there’s one person who is like the perfect cut-out of a mentor, y’know? (this is Alex’s answer - I just agree strongly so im stealing it)
12. Would you like to be famous? If so, what for? This is a question my high-school bio teacher asked as like a ‘fun’ start to our day - and ever since he asked it phrased as “would you rather be famous or best friends with someone famous?” I’ve known 100% that I’d rather be the best friend of someone famous rather than famous myself. So… @tommo-stylinson, get on being famous! 
13. Are you a restless sleeper? Ooooo yup - like literally the worst. It’s gotten a bit better since I got a weighted blanket tho!
14. Do you consider yourself to be a romantic person? Not overly, no. I can appreciate some acts of romance but too much sappiness or like touchy-feely stuff makes me uncomfortable. (yeah I stole some of this from alex)
15. Which element best represents you? I’ve always liked the water element best - but not for any specific reason. I just like being in water tbh - like a pool, the river, a lake or the ocean? Yeah, sign me up!
16. Who do you want to be closer to? Uhm… good question. I am blanking atm, though I’m sure there’s an actual answer 
17. Do you miss someone at the moment? Yeah, I usually work at a summer camp with a whole crew of people - but with the pandemic, it was cancelled so I’m missing my camp pals.
18. Tell us about an early childhood memory. When I was about 6 or so, I was about to lose my first tooth. I tried EVERYTHING I could to get it to fall out - biting into apples, flossing under it, the door tick - you name it. But instead, I lost it while at @tommo-stylinson’s house biting into a banana of all things.  
19. What is the strangest thing you have eaten? I am the PICKIEST eater on the planet & I hate it so it’s just recently that I’ve started being more adventurous with my food choices… so like Calamari? Its so chewy and weird in it’s texture
20. What are you most thankful for? This question makes me think of thanksgiving - and I dislike that the people in my life?
21. Do you like spicy food? Not usually - again im very picky about my food which kinda sucks
22. Have you ever met someone famous? Tom Felton, Karen Gillian and Bob Morley all at Comic-Cons. Fun Story: I accidentally hit Tom on the butt with my entire arm during a photo-op and it still haunts me like 6 years later. I was so embarrassed afterwards.
23. Do you keep a diary or journal? I do not, the closest I ever got was when my English teacher made us ‘free write’ for ten minutes at the start of every class & we had to just keep writing whatever came into our heads the whole time. I was not a fan.
24. Do you prefer to use pen or pencil? Usually pens but I don’t mind pencils
25. What is your star sign? I’m a Libra which is accurate because im very indecisive. 
26. Do you like your cereal crunchy or soggy? Crunchy obviously, soggy is just gross.
27. What would you want your legacy to be? That I contributed something to making a difference in the world (catch me stealing alex’s answers all over this post)
28. Do you like reading? What was the last book you read? I used to love it waaaaay more than I currently do, but I do still enjoy it. I just finished up Delirium because it’s one of the many books on my shelf I’ve neglected to read for years which is something im trying to remedy this pandemic summer.
29. How do you show someone you love them? Making them laugh, spending time with them, annoying the hell out of them (yup im stealing answers again but like... it’s no longer surprising)
30. Do you like ice in your drinks? Depends on the drink tbh. I wouldn’t like ice in my orange juice - but if its like iced tea or coke then absolutely! 
31. What are you afraid of? A whole bunch of stuff - I also tend to overthink things which led to fears developing that weren’t previously there so imma spare you all the full extent of this answer by not thinking on it too much. 
32. What is your favourite scent? I love the smell of the ocean or mangos.
33. Do you address older people by their name or surname? First names usually, although sometimes since I’ve spent x number of years as a child calling someone “ms.___” it still occasionally slips out.
34. If money was not a factor, how would you live your life? Doing the things I enjoy like travelling and hobbies and spending time with people (yep this was also alex... 20 years of friendship means i agree with alot okay?) 
35. Do you prefer swimming in pools or the ocean? The ocean. I don’t actually live anywhere near the ocean tho - so swimming in pools happens far more often.
36. What would you do if you found $50 on the ground? Leave it there probably...  I wouldn’t take it or try to find an owner or anything (unless I saw them drop it, and yes part of this answer was alex’s)
37. Have you ever seen a shooting star? Did you make a wish? Yes, and probably but I can’t recall any for a fun story-time at the moment. 
38. What is one thing you would want to teach your children? @tommo-stylinson‘s answer was genuinely what I would’ve said... again. so: to think for themselves and to be kind to everyone 
39. If you had to have a tattoo, what would it be and where would you get it? I don’t actually think I’ll ever get a tattoo… but if I were to get one, it would have some relevance to the last 12 years I’ve spent working at a summer camp.
40. What can you hear right now? My sister’s dog that I’m puppy-sitting snoring and Run Away by Ben Platt. 
41. Where do you feel the safest? With the people I’m closest to or at home, which is kinda the same as being with the people closest to me so y’know. 
42. What is one thing you want to overcome/conquer? Gaining an advantage on some of my social anxiety would be nice… or whatever y’know.
43. If you could travel back to any era, what would it be? Alex said the 80s in her answer and I have to agree because it’s aesthetics and such are great. 
44. What is your most used emoji? 😂
45. Describe yourself using one word. oof idk I dislike describing myself... but imma say kindhearted? 
46. What do you regret the most? Uhm, geez I dont know. I would’ve probably said a lot of things if you’d asked like…a few years ago but im starting to realize that sometimes regrettable things happen and you learn how to better your life from them or just not make the same choice when presented with it again. 
47. Last movie you saw? Aliens, the 1979 version with my dad
48. Last tv show you watched? I’m re-watching LOST at the minute - since I can’t remember anything beyond ‘a plane crashed on a deserted island’ and the ending.
49. Invent a word and its meaning I…. dont feel like it right now but I’m not gonna wait until I feel like it to do this and then post it so sorry imma just post it now like this because otherwise I will never post it lol 
I’m going to tag @hyper-fixated-princess, @chardwic, @towalkinyourlight, @thirlwallsjade & @littlesciencebabies.. only do it if y’all feel like it! no pressure :)
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klavierbi · a year ago
hehehe tagged by @jackofpantrades
rules: answer these 20 questions and then tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better. i will not do this bc i do not know 20 people.
1) name: inara!
2) nicknames: nya (mish...), narnar, banarnar (aech...), innoo >:/ as much as it hurts me to type it i legally i also have to say pope gorby krabs
3) zodiac sign: leo-virgo cusp but like. leo.
4) height: 5′3.5″ short kings rise
5) languages: english, urdu, high school french lmao, i can read arabic script phonetically but i Do Not Actually Know arabic
6) nationality: u.s. :/
7) favorite season(s): SUMMER
8) favorite flower(s): thinks about sunflowers and Cries
9) favorite scent(s): spices nd floral scents. not at the same time bc that would be awful. also that thick perfumey smell you get when you walk into a lush store, that hits different
10) favorite color(s): RED. and yellow! primary/bright colors are Very good
11) favorite animal(s): i’m partial to lions :big eyes emoji: also if it counts every few months i get back into my dragons phase
12) favorite fictional character: i’m on a huge kirishima eijirou kick right now im sorr
13) coffee, tea, or hot chocolate: tea 100% i like the taste of coffee but caffeine puts me to sleep in like two (2) seconds. i used to like hot chocolate vv much but now i sadly don’t drink it often
14) average sleep: normally about 4/5-ish hours but since quarantine’s started i’ve bumped it up to 7/8 hours babey!!
15) cats or dogs: cats!!! they hate me but cats
16) number of blankets: two on average. sometimes three if i am sad or cold
17) dream trip: right now literally anywhere... i just wanna Get Out Of The House on god i miss the central park reservoir so much... 
18) yeah
19) follower count: 81 here, 142 on my art blog @emomacbeth go follow it
20) random fact about myself: uhh one of my quarantine coping methods so far has been to try recreating a bunch of different starbucks drinks!! it’s been surprisingly calming esp considering my uh. hilariously extreme inability to cook. i also made boba from scratch a few times :0 they were very lopsided but still SQUISHY
i tag: @paladin-of-fandoms im sowwy, @ofcatsandstars, @yearning-hours, nd @crepuscular-shoelace
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karasunonolibero · a year ago
2019 writing self-evaluation
so i did this over on my main last year, and since i had what i felt was a productive year, i wanted to do it here! i’ve included all works, from every fandom i wrote for, so there’s definitely a variety but also a clear distinction of when i stopped writing 1d and started writing for haikyuu, heh. anyway, i’m proud of all the work i’ve done this year, so here’s to 2020!
1. Number of stories (including drabbles) posted to AO3: 50
2. Word count posted for the year: 147,038
3. List of works published this year (in order of posting):
two loves have i (5 january)
it’s only your imagination again (25 january)
the pain’s only temporary (8 february)
blow a kiss, fire a gun (9 may)
waiting to be found (14 may)
a swim with a shark (6 june)
sweet and lowdown (19 june)
one more time as if we planned it (24 june)
always be my thunder (23 july)
will your mouth read this truth (30 july)
tumblr drabbles & prompts (last updated 3 august)
I’m on my way up (’cos you make me bliss out) (completed 4 august) (collab with Rider_Of_Spades on ao3)
even mountains crumble into the sea (7 august)
we’re on each other’s team (14 august)
dangerous, tainted, flawed (20 august)
life can do terrible things (25 august)
the night before life goes on (1 september)
when the letter says a soldier’s coming home (17 september)
when the air ran out (19 september)
something missing tonight (21 september)
built castles from sand (26 september)
underneath the stars we came alive (8 october)
sweet talk and sugar (10 october)
got my name on this treasure (11 october)
just a little taste, babe (14 october)
iwaoi horror week drabbles (completed 1 november)
don’t let the tide come (31 october)
daisuga week drabbles (completed 24 november)
how (not) to put on a condom (26 november)
taste the tension, now i’m begging (2 december)
kiss the boy (7 december)
till tonight do us part (11 december)
i wish i could be there now (13 december)
on our way to twenty-seven (15 december)
for the dream far away (24 december)
a collar full of chemistry (25 december)
fall down and commune with me (28 december)
a little of love’s electricity (31 december)
the city is at war (last updated 31 december)
4. Fandoms I wrote for: (stats pulled from the ao3 filter feature on my works)
haikyuu!! (41)
one direction (9)
the legend of zelda: breath of the wild (3)
all time low (1)
crystalline (1)
5. Pairings: (i didn’t count side or past pairings)
iwaizumi hajime/oikawa tooru (14)
sawamura daichi/sugawara koushi (13)
oikawa tooru/sugawara koushi (4)
azumane asahi/nishinoya yuu (3)
kuroo tetsurou/sawamura daichi (2)
kuroo tetsurou/yaku morisuke (1)
akaashi keiji/oikawa tooru (1)
sawamura daichi/sugawara koushi/terushima yuuji (1)
sawamura daichi/terushima yuuji (1)
sugawara koushi/terushima yuuji (1)
link/revali (1)
mipha/zelda (1)
louis tomlinson/harry styles (5)
louis tomlinson/zayn malik (1)
alex gaskarth/louis tomlinson (1)
liam payne/louis tomlinson (1)
zack spade/pixel fade (1)
6. Story with the most:
Kudos: two loves have i (275)
Bookmarks: two loves have i (34)
Comments: two loves have i (25)
9. Work I’m most proud of (and why):
on our way to twenty-seven! i was digging into some identity and sexuality issues that i myself have dealt with in the past and writing about it was the first time i’d really dove into some of that stuff, so i really enjoyed writing it and i think it’s some of my best.
i’m also really proud of i’m taking back the crown and i wish i could say why. i just really like the way it came out. writing oikawa as this desperate dethroned prince trying to reclaim his kingdom at any cost only to be beaten at his own game in his own home was just...ugh. it was so much fun to write.
10. Work I’m least proud of (and why):
one more time as if we planned it, definitely. i just felt super rushed writing it. it was for the one direction rarepair fest, which was super fun, but i had Just finished a longer fic a few days before this one was due and i initially tried to drop out because i thought i wouldn’t be able to finish it, but i did, but i still feel like it’s rushed and just not as good as it could have been if i’d planned better and given it some more time.
11. A favorite excerpt of your writing:
im gonna do what i did last year and post more than one, because 1. i can’t decide and 2. i quite honestly am pretty proud of a lot of what i wrote this year
from when the letter says a soldier’s coming home —
Tooru’s squealing somewhere behind them, and Hajime’s gruffly trying to get out the door, and he’ll have to call the school and make up something about being sick so he can spend the day catching up with Daichi, but it can wait. It can all wait. Because Koushi’s waited long enough. It’s about time the rest of the world waits for him.
from strawberries on a summer evening —
Suga hums against him, licking strawberry seeds from between Daichi’s teeth, like he’s just as intoxicated by Daichi as Daichi is with him. Daichi could live here, in this feeling, ignoring everything except how Suga sounds (like bliss personified), smells (like sunblock and sweat), tastes (like sugar and salt). He’s the hottest part of the summer, high noon in mid-August, just this side of too much to handle, but addicting in how it leaves you at its mercy.
from on our way to twenty-seven —
“Sorry, what was your name again?”
Tetsurou opens his mouth to say his American name, but he catches Daichi and Suga looking at him, and he swallows it down. “My name is Tetsurou. Tetsurou Kuroo.”
“I thought you wanted people to call you Tyler,” Timothy says.
Tetsurou shoots him a glare and says it again, feeling his confidence start to grow. “My name is Tetsurou Kuroo. Tetsu is fine, too, but I don’t go by Tyler anymore.”
12. Share or describe a favorite review you received:
any time tasteofsummersnow left me a comment, it made my heart go doki doki!! her comments are so in depth and so very sweet and it’s so much fun to see her real-time reactions to my writing. i go back and reread them like once a week they’re so nice ;_;
13. A time when writing was really, really hard:
the spring/early summer in general was tough, like from march to june. i didn’t post anything between february and may, and i feel like i was struggling a lot creatively around like may/june of this year. i think it’s because a lot of stuff in the 1d fandom was really turning me off at the time and that’s when the burnout fully hit.
14. A scene or character you wrote that surprised you:
definitely sugawara in the city is at war. i was writing that first chapter and initially i just wanted to see him step up when daichi wasn’t around but he very quickly turned sadistic and ruthless and scarily sharp, which is just so much fun to write him as. and his relationship with daichi is just—ugh. love that violence-fueled romance. they would kill a hundred men for each other and be turned on once they were finished.
honestly, all of the city is at war has surprised me. the idea came to me in a dream on a long bus ride, of all the clan leaders having a meeting and being attacked, and i woke up and banged it out in 36 hours. i meant it to be a oneshot but as i wrote it, i realized i loved the au so much there was no way i could leave it at that. so now it’s got a whole plot and all that. fun!
15. How did you grow as a writer this year:
last year i said i felt i grew writing angst and exploring different emotional themes, and i think i built on that even more this year. i did a bunch of shorter pieces this year and i feel a lot of them really explored emotions and characters more than plot, and that’s been so much fun. and then as well, like i said before, i’ve branched out into the crime-action genre with the yakuza au. and! iwaoi horror week was my first real attempt at spooky/creepy/horror-type writing, and, it was a fun challenge for sure.
i also said i wanted to just keep writing and be spontaneous and i definitely did that this year. i posted so many fics not caring how long it had been since the last one—sometimes it was less a day. numbers stopped mattering to me. i posted just because i wanted to put my writing out there and share it with the world, knowing there had to be someone out there who’d like it.
16. How do you hope to grow next year:
i feel like 2019 was a year of trying a lot of new things, so in 2020 i’m hoping to explore some different ships and tropes. the sheer number of characters and ships in haikyuu means there’s a ship for just about every trope and au out there, and i want to play around with some dynamics i’ve never written before.
17. Who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc):
as always, a shoutout to the loggies, who have been a fantastic source of inspiration and support all year even after i retired from 1d fic. and i would also like to thank the people i met via various hq discord servers—you know who you are!! thank you for the sprints, the encouragement, the inspiration, and the friendship. as someone brand new to the fandom, the support and sense of community has been nothing short of amazing, and you guys are part of the reason i felt so comfortable in this fandom so quickly.
18. Anything from your real life show up in your writing this year:
actually, yeah. even mountains crumble into the sea was written the night before i broke up with my ex. i wrote it as an exercise to get all my feelings out, lay them all on the table where i could see them and pick through them, and then imagine the best possible way the scenario could go.
19. Any new wisdom you can share with other writers:
honestly—just write! write what you’re happy with. write even if you don’t post it. write, because everything you do is practice that’ll help you improve.
and don’t be afraid to write out of order or write more than one project at a time. i know that won’t work for everyone, but for me, if i didn’t immediately write what was on my mind, i probably wouldn’t have posted half of what i did this year.
20. Any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year:
hey remember last year when i said i was gonna finish the breath of the wild au?? L M A O i’m really gonna finish it next year i swear!!
i have a fic posting in the spring for the nsfw big bang which i’m ALSO very excited about! i’m lucky to be working with such a talented artist and the end result is gonna be amazing and i’m so so excited.
i also want to keep going with the city is at war, because that plot was a pleasant surprise. and there’s an ever-growing list of fic ideas and aus that i’m so excited to write—some of them were originally for larry aus but i’ve repurposed them for haikyuu pairings and that’s helped breathe new life into some old ideas.
21. Tag some writers whose answers you’d like to read.
anyone who sees this and wants to do it! just tag me, i wanna read your answers!
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kinkymagnus · 2 years ago
tagged by @iactlikegarfieldonamonday​ sorry i took forever lmao
20 First Lines and you just copy the first lines of your most recent stories. Bonus: Look for a pattern.
im doing the first three lines or so, and like... okay so i have like 5 fics actually published so imma give y’all a little sneak peek into 15 of the prompts that i have written ;)
1. mercy (here)
Magnus trembled in his arms, moaning as Alec slid a little deeper into him.
The angle was perfect—Magnus was sat on top of him, grinding his hips down so that Alec’s cock went deep into him.
Magnus still wasn’t ready to submit fully in bed—lately, his life had been so out of control, and then with the loss of his magic, he had felt completely powerless. But this… this was the perfect amount.
2. pose (here)
Alec was having a great day.
Really! He was.
He and Magnus had a nice dinner planned tonight, so he was looking forward to that. They'd had some amazing sex before even getting out of bed, leaving him in a relaxed and good mood all day.
3. sitting on the throne (here)
It was quite a sight.
The throne room was closed: it was a large, grand room, and thankfully soundproof.
They were alone, but Magnus felt exposed and watched: it was spacious and there were many shadows to hide in.
It felt like anyone could be watching.
Alec, his personal servant, sat sprawled lazily on the prince's throne.
Magnus sat on his cock.
4. goldenrod (here)
“God, you’re so beautiful,” Alec says lowly, raggedly, his voice breathless and rough with want.
Magnus moaned softly as Alec bit down gently on his neck, nipping and kissing at his skin.
Alec had always had a fondness for marking Magnus up, leaving hickeys all over Magnus’s body (but especially his neck. and his thighs. and his collarbone. and his chest. fuck it, yeah, his whole body).
5. playing with toys (here)
Magnus was dangling between pleasure and pain. The feeling was intense and wonderful, leaving him shivering on the bed.
He was squirming against his tight bonds, wrists pulling helplessly at the silk ties holding him in place. The silk ropes were enchanted to hold back his magic so he was left completely helpless under Alec.
Every part of his body was tingling and burning with pleasure.
none of them have official titles and these are all subject to possible change so. just take them as a teaser for some of the stuff in the works. 
(this isn’t a guarantee these will be posted, though, unfortunately. also, there are several that i have docs full of ideas and brainstorming on, but aren’t like, concrete with lines, so they’re not included. 
for example, the daddy kink oneshot--i have several pages of ideas and blurbs but no “first lines”. so if your prompt isn’t on here (although it’s probably hard to tell) or if there’s something you asked me about or whatever and you don’t see it, it’s still on my drive, just not here. sorry!)
6. “The TWI AU Where Alec Just Uses Cheesy Pickup Lines Nonstop”
“There are 265 bones in the human body. How would you like one more?”
“Oh, that’s a good one,” Magnus said, huffing a slight laugh.
“Why thank you,” came the reply. “You know how they say the skin is the biggest organ in the human body? Well, not in my case.”
Magnus couldn’t help but laugh a little at that, although he ruthlessly suppressed it behind his fist. “Do you really think these cheesy pick-up lines are going to work?” he asked, lowering his hand once there was no trace of the smile on his face.
He only got a shrug in response. “You seem to have a good sense of humor. Besides, I like that in a man. You know what I also like in a man?”
“Your dick?”
“Got it in one.” he winked.
7. “Angry Sex All Over the Apartment But They Love Each Other So Much”
Magnus and Alec had been a little tense for a few weeks now.
It wasn’t really anyone’s fault, but their conflicting schedules were taking their toll, and it was only getting worse.
Alec was always busy and rarely seemed to be home, off on missions and doing paperwork at his office.
Magnus was similarly busy with clients and spells and potionmaking.
They both were running out of patience, always just missing each other, only having the time to trade quick kisses or the occasional fast and dirty fuck in the shower.
And as they saw each other less and less, they each grew more and more antsy. They fought, even over little things.
They still love each other—indeed, more than anything—but there were moments where it was all too much.
It all came to a head on Saturday.
8. “The Mpreg One With A Side of Breeding Kink ;)” 
Magnus felt a pressure on his asshole, teasing.
He was on all fours, swollen belly hanging down low, his hole loose and wet. Copious amounts of cum and slick spilled down his thighs.
And his alpha was getting ready to fuck him again.
9. “That Sweet, Sweet Overstimulation”
Magnus was completely fucked-out, mind-blown and dazed with pleasure. His gorgeous golden eyes were hazy and unfocused, his pink lips parted.
His whole body was flushed and trembling with pleasure, his cock (which was painfully hard and had a ring wrapped around the base) twitching on his stomach.
Alec’s hands were tightly gripping his hips, anchoring him in place. Magnus—despite his trembling and squirming—couldn’t move, trapped in place.
10. “The Waaaay Too Long One Wherein Three Alecs (Consensually and Lovingly) Gangbang Magnus”
“…Are you sure about this?” One of the Alecs asked, voice low and soft, looking down at him with concern and fondness in his eyes.
“I’m sure,” Magnus said firmly, knowing that the other two were listening, too. He wanted them to know that he wanted this, too. Honestly, three Alecs was like some sort of wet dream come true.
It had been an odd mishap, to say the least, splitting Alec in three. Well, splitting wasn’t quite the right term—they were all wholly Alec, but diverged. They would all merge back into one in a day or so, memories intact, but for now they were like three separate people. Three of the same person, but separate nevertheless.
And they were all Alec Lightwood, Magnus’s loving boyfriend.
Really, they had a day to kill, and Magnus was outnumbered three to one. What else were they going to do?
11. “The Way Too Indulgent Omega!Magnus AU That’s More Angst Than Smut and Involves Time Travel, of All Things”
Magnus stared into the crystal ball, swallowing hard.
The heavy scent of incense was clogging his nostrils, making his head swim. 
"Do not look away," the fortune teller said somewhere behind him. "Do not close your eyes."
Magnus did as he was told, staring as intensely as he could. Even as his eyes burned, he didn't falter. 
His vision began to waver, black spots crawling from the corners of his line of sight.
The crystal ball seemed to grow hotter, brighter, and Magnus swore he smelt burning---
The black spots crowded his vision and completely overtook him.
His head was pounding and he couldn't see and--
he fell back, sightless eyes rolling into his skull.
His fuzzy mind was buzzing with panic, and he vaguely felt himself flinch as he prepared to hit the cold, hard ground.
But instead, he landed onto something soft and warm, and then finally he blacked out completely. 
12. “The First Prompt I Ever Got, I’m So Sorry It’s Not Done Yet @cinta-bane” 
Magnus was flat on his back, whole body pressed to the golden sheets.
Alec was on top of him, warm weight pinning him down, leaving open-mouthed kisses up and down his neck. He paid special attention to the marks he’d already left, kissing and licking at the mouth-shaped bruises littering the sides of his throat.
Magnus could feel his boyfriend’s warm breath, feel the way his skin tingled under Alec’s touch.
13. “The Trippy Dream Sex One That Has Way Too Much Plot”
Magnus didn't know how it started, or when.
He just knew he was lying on something soft, and he felt warm, and he knew he was safe.
Someone was with him.
Magnus felt hands trailing up his sides.  Warm, large palms, stroking him gently.  Soft lips made their way up his neck.
He still didn't open his eyes.
He could smell Alec's aftershave. He could feel his warm weight.
Magnus wanted this to be real.
"Do you want this?" Alec asked. His voice was low and breathless.
"Yes," Magnus breathed. "God, yes. Please." 
14. “Magnus Gets Fucked By a Bunch of Dudes in a Club While Alec Watches (And Helps!)”
Magnus had done a lot of things in his long life, especially in the realm of exploring his sex life.
But this… this was admittedly a new one.
He knew that he was in no danger, that he was in for nothing but a night of extreme pleasure and hedonism. But there was a still slight anxiety tingling across his skin, his breath caught in his throat.
He was currently stark naked and cuffed to a stand. He was bent over, comfortably cushioned by the stand, arms tied in front of him and ass in the air and exposed.
15. “A Continuation of Prince Magnus and Servant Alec in Which I Combine a Cum Kink Prompt and my Deep Need for Alec to Fuck Magnus Doggy Style”
Magnus looked fucking beautiful.
On his hands and knees, ass in the air, thighs dripping with cum and littered with hickeys.
The crown prince, trembling and pretty for him, ass all nice and ready to use.
16. “More Prince Magnus/Servant Alec, with Plot This Time! Say Hello to Lingerie, Tournament Fights, Arranged Marriage, and Angst.”
Magnus had never felt so relaxed, curled in Alec’s arms, head resting on his chest and snuggling happily into his embrace.
Alec had just thoroughly ravished him—he was well and truly debauched, despite the surprising lack of anything particularly “kinky”—and Magnus was just… content.
There was a sharp rap of knuckles against his door—Magnus would know that knock anywhere.
His eyes snapped open. “Shit,” he hissed, sitting up. “Alexander, wake up.”
17. “In Which Omega!Magnus Has Never Been Knotted Before and He’s Very Nervous About It. It Actually Gets Good During the Lightly Angsty Smut”
Magnus lay on his stomach on the bed, trembling, completely naked and vulnerable.
“You’re shaking,” Alec said gently.
“I’m sorry,” Magnus said, biting his lip.
“Are you sure about this?” Alec asked.
“Y-yes, completely. I just… I’ve never done this before. With anyone.”
18. “Yet Another Angsty Omega!Magnus AU Because That’s Just My Jam, Guys.”
Magnus had been on the receiving end of a rut before, and he wasn’t eager to do it again.
But his boyfriend—the first alpha he’d dated since… in a while—was due.
And Magnus wasn’t sure he was going to be able to bear it—his sweet, considerate, wonderful, and gentle mate… becoming rough and violent and cruel, uncaring, completely focused on getting what he wanted, what he needed from Magnus.
He knew, of course, that under normal circumstances Alec would never, ever hurt him.
But he’d witnessed firsthand what ruts did to alphas.
19. “Office Sex with Spanking and Oops They Get Caught”
Magnus moaned as Alec’s angle changed, his hips pumping even faster, balls slapping against his ass.
“A-ahh..aah… harder…”
The words were out before he could stop them, just springing from his lips. He couldn’t help it, the burn was so good and he felt so full…
Alec’s grip on his hips tightened and he thrust roughly into Magnus, then slowed his pace. After a few thrusts, he’d stopped.
“What did I say about speaking?”
“N-not to,” Magnus whimpered. “A-ah… please…”
20. “My Super Self Indulgent Monster AU, Wherein Werecat Magnus and Sea Monster Alec Netflix and Chill. (Yes, This is An Excuse for Alec to Fuck “Catboy” Magnus with Tentacles. But Catboy is a Weird Term, Okay?)”
Magnus hadn’t exactly expected this end to the night, but he certainly wasn’t fucking complaining.
The movie was still playing in the background—Magnus could hardly remember what it was through the haze of oh my god Alec is gonna fuck me and he has fucking tentacles what the fuck—
Admittedly, he’d known Alec was like him—a “monster” as they affectionately called each other, a supernatural being—but he would never have guessed sea monster.
He felt a tentacle slip under his pants, curling around his thighs, and his ears flattened against his skull as the one already curled around his cock squeezed him and stroked upwards.
Magnus’s thighs were spread wide, one leg practically hooked over the back of the couch, and he was pretty sure Alec was about to rip off his pants.
I TAG: UHHH @tenderalec @enkelimagnus and i just know i’m forgetting a bunch of people so like, anyone who wants to do this????? sorry im tired slkgdflkg
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