#im still traumatized

[tearrstained]

I’m so sick of apologizing when I’m not the one who should be sorry.

#actually bipolar #self h@te #tw self destructive thoughts #sewercide #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #self esteem #$h tumblr #im still traumatized #kinda depressing

[girlyteengirl16]

life is starting to feel like praying to god to kill me again

#i want to die #it’s getting bad again #i want to relapse #i want to bleed out #i’m not okay #i want to die so bad #pls kill me #trauma #i wanna kms #im still traumatized #tw depressing stuff #mentally unstable #god why am i being punished #god please let me feel okay for once #mental abuse #tw depressing thoughts #mentally tired

[my-castles-crumbling]

nah babe it's just that the trauma is traumaing today so i might not respond to your text

#i literally joke about my trauma like it’s my job #trauma #im still traumatized #family trauma #help lol

[goodbye-to--a-world]

Can't you see it

In my eyes?

How little of worth

I am...

#tw depressive #tw #traumatized #tw trauma #actually traumatized #traumacore #dereality #im still traumatized #sadcore #i'm sad #my picture #my edit #trauma #tw eye imagery #derealisation tw #derealism #derealization #depersonalisation and derealisation #emptycore #empty inside

[cultintine]

I just think about him

#pelle ohlin #dead mayhem #dead #mayhem #mayhem fanart #pelle #art #art therapy ig #im still traumatized #doodle #procreate

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

We don’t talk enough about how love potions are canon in the Anubisverse

#at least in hha #i don’t think they ever used it in dha #and i know they didn’t get used in hoa #but the fact that it was ever used at all was cray #not to mention HOW it was used #im still traumatized #BUT the potential for future fanfics #and the fact that bc it’s a canon thing in hha it means it’s canon in the other two too #i’m thinking i’m thinking #het huis anubis #das haus anubis #house of anubis #sibuna

[battling-my-demons]

Who else is shocked that others are shocked when you talk about the trauma that you've been through. Like, it's not normal? Then you start to realize that it's not actually normal. Then you're even more shocked 😨😳😭.

#trauma #im still traumatized #actually traumatized #traumatic experience #post traumatic stress disorder #trauma response #mental illness #mentally unstable #lost #fake smile #numb #it's not normal #shocked #shock #trauma things

[borderlineangeldisorder]

Im so sick of this life

I didnt choose the abuse the trauma the circumstances of my family my upbringing

I was forced to endure

Im not stronger

Im so tired I dont want this life that was forced apon me

What am i greatful for

So many things

But every single one is darkened beneath the life i was forced to accept

#im still traumatized #girlblogging #actually borderline #bpd girlies #bpd splitting #chronic migraine #chronically ill #chronic illness #chronic pain #chronic fatigue #no spoons #actually mentally ill #borderline splitting #abusedandconfused #trauma

[anorexic-alcazar]

Guide to fanfiction tags

Has anyone ever seen a fic and wondered "hmm I wonder what that tag means?" And then end up getting traumatized halfway through reading? well worry not, here we have the guide to fic tags!

Ps: read certain fics at your own risk on AO3.

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Fluff- Stories that will have the overall theme ensuring cheerful and lively moods, usually a gentle and peaceful tone set between characters, this category is very wholesome.

Angst- Set in themes of sadness and despair, mainly tragedies such as certain things like character death, depression, miscommunication, etc, things that get the reader on edge or evoke empathy.

Smut- a separate term for porn, contains scenes or detailed descriptions about sex.

Crack fic- fics that are absurd, ridiculous and have the most unexplainable things that happen in them, generally has an illogical plot that doesn’t have correct spelling or grammar sometimes, mostly on purpose written by authors.

AU(Alternate Universe)- Storys where the the plot or setting is deviated away from canon and makes an alternative storyline.

Wlw- Short for "women loving women" particularly used in lesbian romance stories.

Mlm- Short for "men loving men" particularly used in gay romance stories.

A/B/O(Alpha/Beta/omega)- A sub genre of erotic fiction, A trope In which humans have more animalistic traits. This genre is called Omegaverse. Omegaverse is an alternate universe following the hierarchy of wolves. People are divided into 3 categories Alpha, Beta, and Omega. Alphas are the top of society and considered leaders, betas are just about regular humans and on the middle of the hierarchy, Omegas which are last on the hierarchy are at the bottom of the barrel meaning they’re frowned upon by society. This genre is very Kinky and mainly contain a lot of smut.

Modern AU- Fics where characters are placed in a more advanced or futuristic setting instead of their normal setting.

Oneshot- Fics that are one chapter. Usually not related to any other fics the author may have.

OTP(One True Pairing)- A ship between characters that is mainly preferred by the fandom.

OFC(Original Female Character)- An original female character created by the author.

OMC(Original Male character)- An Original male character created by the author.

Y/n- Stands for "your name" and inserts you into the story, this can have many uses as there could be romantic relationships, side characters plot, etc.

X reader- Makes you the main character In the story and involves getting In romantic relationships with characters.

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Alright let’s get to the complicated tags

Warning proceed with caution ⚠️🚧

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Pro ship- notoriously problematic ships for instance MinorxAdult, Incest, Abusive relationships, bestiality, etc.

Non-Con(Non-Consensual)- This refers to non-consensual sex.

Dub-Con(Dubious Consent)- Sex scenarios that lack clear consent, The characters might be enjoying themselves while at It but the circumstances are relatively shady.

Mpreg(Male Pregnancy)- In the instance where a man gets pregnant instead of a woman.

Watersports- *Oh If only watersports was actually related to sports involving water well that isn’t the case here* Watersports in fanfics Imply Sexual activity involving Urination.

Dead dove: do not eat- Fanworks that contain morally reprehensible or unpleasant aspects, A way of an author telling you to read at your own risk.

Vore- A fetish involving consuming of another person.

"Inappropriate use of___"— using items not how they were supposed to be used, mostly used sexually

Oviposition- A kink that involves laying eggs into someone.

Emetophilia- A kink involving vommiting.

Necrophilia- Sexual intercourse or an attraction to dead bodies.

Gun play- Likely involving using guns in a sexual setting.

Knife play- Likely involving using knives in a sexual setting.

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Guys bare with me this my first post

But now with our guide to fanfic tags hopefully no one opens opens up a fic and halfway through realizing "HOLY SHIT I FORGOT THE SCAT KINK TAG" or anything like that

Anyways have a great day.

#fanfic #fanfiction #fanfic tags #ao3 tags #disordered eating in tags #tags #idk what tags to use #idk how tags work #proceed with caution #guide #hope you enjoy #actually traumatized #i'm traumatized #im still traumatized #i was traumatized #traumatized for life #traumatized child #ao3 fanfic #ao3 stuff #ao3feed

[tearrstained]

Staying silent knowing I have plans to kill myself.<<<<

#cw sh mention #self esteem #self h@te #tw self destructive behavior #i want to cvt #tw self destructive thoughts #cvutting #$h tumblr #sewercide #i wanna die #actually bipolar #i wanna kms #im still traumatized #cw sh #tw vent #tw depression

[girlyteengirl16]

idk how people are okay with telling their therapist everything like girl idk you how do i know you won’t use it back on me

#trauma #im still traumatized #childhood ptsd #living with ptsd #tw depressing stuff #mentally unstable #mental abuse

[hauntedcheesecakewizard]

Can you dislike a character but still wanna cosplay them? Cuz I have a plan to Cosplay Rachel King but GOD IS SHE A BITCH SOMETIMES.

Don't get me wrong, I love an independent woman who kicks vampire ass, BUT SHE CHEATED ON HER HUSBAND AND MANIPULATED NICK WHEN HE WAS VULNERABLE!!! I am not excusing Nick, but he clearly wasn't in the right frame of mind when Rachel and him started their relationship.

AND DON'T GET ME STARTED WITH WHAT SHE SAYS IF SHE LIVES- "I learned not to rely on anyone else. I'm stronger than all of them"

Girl. *looks at Salim and Eric. Two people Rachel needed to live*

This is a Rachel slander household.

#house of ashes #salim othman #the dark pictures #supermassive games #dark pictures anthology #the dark pictures anthology #eric king #rachel king #Rachel King is a hypocrite #Rachel is a cheater #im still traumatized #im still going to cosplay her tho

[apsarareads]

Saw people asking for age ratings and i remembered i never really cared for those things probably because life had f*cked my mental so much already that some words on a page by probably some weird authors won't faze me that much...........and then i went straight into shit and got more traumatized than life has planned to make me. I also wasn't monetized by my parents so well.........

#im still traumatized #i still go straight into things #and get more trauma #because i aint getting the required amount lately #god it's not a challenge #I'm not challenging you bhagwan #mereke bhaksh do yaarrrrrr #anyways #spilled thoughts #desi blr #desi tumblr #desi tag #desi trauma #bc why not? #desi blog #I've been copying tags if you haven't noticed 😴

[goodbye-to--a-world]

Can i please just be totally numb for 2 seconds please

#tw depressive #tw #traumatized #tw trauma #actually traumatized #dereality #im still traumatized #traumacore #personal vent #i'm sad

[my-castles-crumbling]

Anyone have a random memory that just altered their entire being because when I was in third grade my teacher read us a scary story about a murderer hiding in the backseat of a girls car and every time he would pop up to stab her the car behind her turned on his high beams so now every time I drive and see headlights I think I’m going to be stabbed.

#anxiety #im still traumatized #it’s fine

[sour-apple-juice]

People don't understand how deep the urge is to fall into bad habits amongst a world of good things happening to you because it feels normal. You know what to expect

#actuallyptsd #actuallytraumatized #ventcore #bpd #i'm dying #traumatized #trauma #actually traumatized #im still traumatized #complex ptsd #ptsdawareness #cptsdsurvivor #ctpsd #mental health #depression #sh #s3lfharmm #addiction