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#im stuck in a weird feedback loop of wanting to deny myself anything even vaguely comforting
vulcansenterprise
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3 years
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vent in the tags boisss
#personal
#im at a weird point where im financially stable enough to be like. FINE
#but mentally im so shitty lmao
#like. the person who gave me covid died so i have nowhere to direct all this fu king anger
#i think one of my best friends gave up on me
#we havent talked since like november???
#my roommate is talking to someone who makes me feel like dirt
#and i went from a fun engaging job to one that is mostly mind numbingly boring
#im stuck in a weird feedback loop of wanting to deny myself anything even vaguely comforting
#and wanting to drown everything im feeling in food and alcohol
#and ouid but its not legal here so like fuck me
#i keep on saying i dont know how to fix everything but like. this isnt rly sonething i can fix i dont think
#i know its stupid i just want gray back lmao
#but it was hurting so much to not hear anything ever and i have to hold out i have to
#but god all i want is to video chat with him and conplain about bee and hear him say he'd kill a man for me
#hhhhhhhh
#i miss people
#idk where id be without noell
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