#im super frikin tired now

[0225pm]

lmaO he probably knew i took these photos but yaaAsss look at this fine specimen *_* honestly i kinda wanna shoot him one day like for real with a proper theme and all i think it'll be fun!!!! anyway time check, it's 3:15am right now and i'm so damn bushed!!!!!! i just had a quick shower and removed my make up and shit. honestly im not sure if it's bc of my acne medication but my skin is becoming really dry so my foundation ends up looking really shitty and cakey at the end of the day. it just looks like my face is cracking and breaking apart wtf. i just moisturized using my nature republic's aloe vera soothing gel tho. idk if it'll help but i literally slapped on a rather thick layer and i'm just gonna head to bed in a bit, hoping that when i'm awake later my skin will be less inflamed and hydrated. so the beginning of my day started off really shitty and i legit almost broke down (though i still ended up tearing anyway wtf) when i finally reached lasalle. i guess maybe this is my fate? i don't know.......... i honestly have no idea where life is taking me right now and all i can hope for is for my parents to continue being as supportive of me as they can. in the meantime, self reminder to source for upgrading courses to enroll in, etc!!!! i asked han whether he had his lunch already and he shook his head no, so we decided to walk to bugis to grab a bite together. we didn't really have a plan in mind and han finally!!! picked something that HE wanted to eat (instead of always giving in to my tastebuds) which was wok hey and i ofc couldn't say no bc tbh wok hey's pretty darn good and their portion will keep you full till your next meal of the day. besides, i really wanted to try their shanghai fried rice after i got their egg fried rice the very first time. it was sOoooo good!!!! way more flavorful than the egg fried rice. we got some drinks at cold storage and then we walked back to bugis+ to sit down to eat (there's these area with red seats for people to sit down/rest for a bit). i bought a top and bottom today!!! i'm regretting the top a little now that i actually am home but unfortunately for temt they don't offer any refunds :( so i guess i'll just try to make it work one day! han was so tired he kept dosing off throughout the day and i felt so bad knowing he could have just head home and slept after going for the talk but instead he came all the way to meet me and keep me company T___T aiyo where to find such a wonderful bf like this i am so lucky!!!!!! also he was lugging around his uniform and boots that weighs a ton!!! after we were done eating, he suggested to accompany him back home so he can put the stuff down and then catch a movie after! he also suggested catching spider-man homecoming since we didn't manage to watch it the other day (ya ikr he actually suggest a lot of things today i am so proud and happy he actually took the lead HAAHHAAH). we took the downtown line towards bukit panjang and then took the bus back to his place before taking the train to woodlands to catch the movie at causeway point. i suck at giving movie ratings but i have to say, the starting was a little bit too slow for my liking and in some parts throughout the movie i actually found myself losing a little bit of interest until something cool happens. the real mvp of the movie is ned tho!!! his lines in the movie suits his character really well it's funny ^_^ but overall it was an ok movie, didn't really make me gripped my seat nor glued my eyes to the screen 100%. and then after the movie, han sent me back!!! we took the train to bishan and there was this weird dude who apparently was staring/glancing at me???? idk if he knows me or smth but i didn't realize that even han observed it bc he told me that the guy kept looking at me and then look away when han stared back at him. strange and the whole situation just makes me feel uncomfortable knowing that he probably knows me from God knows where, but i don't even know him at all. then we took 59 back (it felt so quick!!!) before dropping off and transferring to 60. we dropped off one stop before my block to get some takeout at the 24 hours indian shop. i got myself mutton chop and han got nasi pattaya. it tasted really good and i thought i wouldn't be able to finish it but lmao i literally swallowed every last bite and i felt like i could have eaten more. my eating habits are getting out of control and this happens every damn month when it's nearing that time of the month. it's annoying bc that's the period where i also gained some extra weight which i don't want wtf go away fats!!!!! :( han then took a nap and even snored haahah he must have been super frikin tired. i kept asking him to quickly book a grab so he can go home, rest and sleep at the comfort of his own place instead of feeding mosquitoes and becoming victim to other bacterias and flies that comes out at night. grab was so hard to book so i booked his trip home via uber!!!!

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