#im sure shes a sister of the other two

[oldtestleper]

big spoilers for new info as of tonight's episode but eye am soooooooo curious about the extent to which galicaea is still opposed to cassandra in some way. obviously in her high elven form she was trying to get kristen as a follower rather than have her continue to investigate the nightmare king and find cassandra, like she was NOT trying to put her thumb on the scale in that way. and from the sound of it she and sol basically respectively absorbed/dissolved the domains that once belonged to cassandra and ankarna through numerous calculated efforts of their clerics and evangelists, with sol and helio acquiring exclusive association with the sun and summer, and galicaea acquiring exclusive worship of the wood elves and becoming a goddess defined by certainty and eternity, driving away doubt. so is galicaea still playing the game even after being "restored" by wolfsong, trying to keep rage and doubt out of the world that is so well set up for her. was she ever really restored or was it doomed to be a cosmetic overhaul after the high elves got behind it again. like how christian fundamentalists dress like hipsters and open really trendy and successful coffee shops

#crazy plot twist the big bad this season is NOT capitalism! it is imperialism and religious fundamentalism #.txt #d20 spoilers #d20 #also lets be clear i definitely don't think galicaea's being like played or piggybacked by sol i think they go hand in hand #like i think sol stood the most to gain directly by destroying ankarna as the only other major sun diety. we haven't heard of other dieties #of night/the moon so much. darkness yes mystery etc sure but not those specific domains. so sol surely had a lot to gain out of this. #but i think she elevates herself by elevating her husband & their union as sun and moon. when the sun shines brighter so too does the moon! #anyway i think perhaps what we learn from this episode (besides the obvious) #is that the 'corrupted' versions of the gods don't disappear so easily. obviously ankarna is still surviving in some form. #the nightmare king is still an aspect of cassandra. galicaea's wolf aspect is still tempered and her sylvan aspect is elevated over it #also interesting that the form of cassandra that was defined by betrayal from her sister is associated with mirrors lol. #presumably galicaea changed a lot after her marriage to sol. and then she had cassandra and her partner wiped from knowledge. so. #also crazy to think about how old the worship of these gods are and how recent the supremacy of sol/galicaea is. #when kristen died during the cataclysm that created the nightmare king her bones were 850 years old. #the menhir commemorating cassandra's marriage is 3000 years old. AND obviously that was a place that was sacred to the pantheon if they hel #a wedding there. AND galicaea drove the evidence of that literally into the ground and claimed it as a place of exclusive worship. #AND on a historical scale that happened like two weeks ago. #just saying im not surprised the nightmare king is back. and if i were galicaea i'd be terrified of rage and doubt as well. #dimension 20

[snixx]

mike wheeler in the fic I'm reading has exactly as much tact as I did in high school. what can I say sometimes you really do have to learn the hard way that you do not immediately ask your best friend who is also your soon-to-be ex's sibling "nothing's going to change between us no matter how much your sister and i hypothetically hate each other in the future right?" when you're LITERALLY still in the middle of your very messy breakup and they're furious at you secondhand because of #siblingsolidarity. not to mention he handled the break up itself like an ass like go off thank you author i love it truly the representation for us completely oblivious emotionally challenged idiots we're starved of otherwise NO ONE EVER GETS HOW STUPID WE CAN TRULY BE

#girlblogging.pdf #byler #mike wheeler i know what you are #willel #as someone who has a lot of mutual friends with my sister AND as someone friends with a lot of siblings #i obviously love all my friends to death and they love me but #if you have a choice. for future reference trust me do not befriend two siblings pick one if you must #it's an emotional shitshow for everyone involved #you have to give each of them exactly equal amounts of affection and love and everything all the time that's just the rule #you're an ass otherwise #also we will always pick each other over you even if you did nothing wrong #just know what you're in for when you befriend siblings okay it's not easy #you know my childhood ex best friend i keep posting about? we broke up over a fight she had with my sister #also my best friends are siblings and fighting with both of them because it was a both or neither situation in school was The Worst #i have like a zillion more stories just trust me okay #i love my sibling friends to pieces and the mutual friends i have with my sister and i wouldnt trade them for the world #but im sure as hell not befriending siblings simultaneously in the future #my sister and i are literally the tightest now too because our social circles barely overlap #anyway. that was another episode of me projecting way too hard onto byler fanfiction hope you enjoyed #vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com

[dutybcrne]

Gonna be lurking for the most part today as I will be in heckin TEARS for the rest of today

#//Bc it’s my little sisters coming of age party ;-; #☆ ┆ ( .ooc. ); #//Alright these tags are just me screaming abt it jdbfbw #//I just #//Shes my youngest; I love her so much #//My little baby ;-; #//Nearly bawled my eyes out when I first saw her all dressed up #//Am damn near ready to cry rn as she’s taking her photos #//And I am damn sure imma cry seeing her dances later; prolly during the mass too #//Havent felt this emotional since i helped my other sister fill out her college apps #//Why do these kids grow up so gottdam fast ;-; #//im out here vicariously experiencing parenthood through these two ndbfb

[shedidntevenswear]

Wait this is fun I want to confess my swiftian crimes

#before yall crucify me: I literally worked two streets over #the train was right there #and i NEVER go/went when i know shes in the city #its a site along my journey to other places never a destination #also the studio rumor lol i just blindly believed my sister when she texted me #and turns out she was also just guessing like a dummy #i also have lots of thoughts on the choice to date boring men #and im sure they are interesting TO HER lol

[cabbagequeen323]

anyway my daughters party went so much better that I could have hoped

#me and the two brothers in law and hubby played ultimate frisby with the kids #it was very healing from the trauma of ultimate frisby at homeschool group as a child #helps that im not being bullied anymore #hubby and the two brothers that came made a plan for which order theyre going to eat the rich in when the communist revolution happens lmao #sister in law that things are awkward with didnt interact as much as she might have in other days but we gave each other a long hug #that was good #shes not socially inept and i really really love her #all the cousins played so good!! #i want them to have one another as friends so badly #were going to all play frisby again in the future #not sure whether the two still with that awful place will participate and how #but thats hopeful #and brother in law whos struggling the most was leaning in #it was just really good

[fallout--alley--youth--zone]

What are two characters you think have so much chemistry. not necessarily romantically but like. you just KNOW if they hung out they'd be besties or at least have a really interesting dynamic. i'll go first: Howard & Albert, Howard & Albert & Brianna, Orc & Dekka, Caine & Astrid.

#caine & astrid mirror each other so well & NO ONE TALKS ABT IT!! #howard & albert r bitter old rivals. theyre like. two sides of the same coin (the coin being capitalism). #& brianna is everyone's little sister. an agent of chaos. she's got the mind of a businesswoman. #gone series #and orc & dekka... there's a connection there. im not 100% sure what it is but it's there!

[whoa-where-did-the-pancakes-go]

Omg I almost forgot. My awsome cousins are in town tomorrow.

#the two of them are some of my favorite family members #their mom. ehhh. last time she was here she tried to talk to me about her circle group thing #where she and a bunch of other ladies gather once a month to talk about the moon and womanly gifts and stuff #yeah hey im sure this teen girl would love that #no. no i would not. fuck the “womanly gifts” i do not want them #basically shes trying to get me to join her period celebration cis woman group. and shes talking about this- #- in front of my younger sisters and her amab kids. and my uncle. and dad. and also my mom. #respectfully shut the fuck up #okay maybe that wasnt the most recent time i saw her but it was a notable example of her character #anyway! my cousins are cool!! im exited to see them!! #this one time i helped the older one hide on a shelf and then i put the box back in front of them #we were playing hide and seek. it took my sisters and their younger brother like 15 minutes to find them #it was hilarious #the older one is almost exactly a year older than me and the younger is a day older than my youngest sister (8)

[danielnelsen]

someone was recommending an app for android and i asked if there was an ios equivalent and got the whole “apple sucks, just get an android” like…….buddy where am i getting this new phone from? are YOU gonna buy it for me? i’ve had one phone in my life that wasn’t second hand and that was my first flip phone. if my current phone died right now, i just wouldn’t have a phone until someone i know got a new one and was nice enough to give me their old one. are you expecting me to just turn down their offers until someone just gives me an android?

#i don’t get annoyed about it too often but my current phone is possibly the worst phone i’ve ever had #so like. i’m not just sitting here thinking hard about what phone to get next. i will take what i can get. #same with laptops. i haven’t had one in nearly two years and if someone offered me a mac i’d take it in an instant #no matter how much i’d prefer windows #like maybe consider that your phone-shopping experiences aren’t universal. i’d you don’t know an ios equivalent just say that #personal #sorry i’ve just had so many people criticise my phone recently with the whole tone of ‘get a new one’ and it’s getting to me #i’ve started just straight-up asking if they’ll buy me one to try to get the point across #but on this topic. hey does anyone have a phone or laptop they’re willing to give away 🙃 #kinda annoyed at my sister who said the other week that she might get a new phone and could give me her old one #and a few days later i asked what kinda timeframe that would be and she got mad at me for being pushy about it #like ‘i was just considering it you can’t just expect it’ like wtf i was just asking. if it’s not gonna be soon just say it’s not soon yeesh #idk im just getting overwhelmed and annoyed at people being so presumptive and also demanding of what i should do #my phone has about 4gb of space i can actually use so i have to spend half my time swapping which apps i have installed #and i don’t have a laptop so it’s literally my only portable device of that kind #DO YOU THINK THIS IS A CHOICE THAT I HAVE MADE? #like can you think for maybe 2 seconds about why someone might have a phone that sucks #‘why dont you just—‘ MONEY. the answer is MONEY. why tf do you think i ‘dont just’ #anyway. tips are enabled and i’m pretty sure my pypl is ashtonlove

[zeawesomebirdie]

i'm saving most of my comments on MASH for the next letter BUT i do want to say i wish i was up to speed with you so i could enjoy the liveblogging more haha

Im only ("only") on episode 9 of season 2, and now all my sibs are home so its going to take me even longer to get through episodes, youll have plenty of time to catch up!!!

But omg im so excited for your letter now 👀👀 (well, even more excited than i already was!!)

And ahhhh im glad youre enjoying it so far!! Its such a great show omg, im so glad youre getting into it with me <3333

#ahhhhhhhhhhh #it seems like im going fast but in reality im averaging 4-5 episodes a day #and thats only bc my sibs dont need the tv #but my other sister is gonna be here in two hours and she is v v #well #shes not a fan of anything mildly off colour #and given that this show was made 50 years ago ..... #so im not sure how much ill get to watch while shes here #but my liveblogging is all tagged so you can come back to it later!!! #and we have texts and letters so!!! #not to worry!!!!!!

[actualtoad]

today was such a day (negative, mostly)

#it’s my sisters birthday #she’s been really stressed because of my parents being so actively vehement at each other all week. she’s okay rn though #um #my friend teacher she/herred me like three four times while introducing me to somebody!!!!!! #and then???? my next hour teacher deadnamed me in front of the entire class because she doesn’t understand having multiple names in multiple #classes and yesterday she was bringing up how a different teacher had called me ari and i was like oh huh yeah okay i go by many names #like trying to be funny and vague about it but then today you know what she did? she called me ari-arthur-anya #she called me two school names and my FUCKING deadname because she doesn’t GET IT and im so FREAKING mad at her and she does NOT get a card #im so pissed im so mad at the two teachers that i thought were probably the most accepting teachers that i’ve ever KNOWN and now here they #BOTH of them on the same day one after another an hour apart!!!! im so pissed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! #and i know that mr hidaka didn’t MEAN it he’s talked to me about gender and stuff like!!!! i know it’s not representative of all of him but #it just hurts really bad that people who i know and love who are SO important to my feeling even a little safe at school #it hurts really bad knowing that they don’t even think of me as myself. that mr h can just forget to use my pronouns makes me want to cry #im so tired of it being something that people have to remember to do. im so tired of this other everything being the default #i need a fucking beard or something i guess. give me some time please!!!! i want to be a teenage boy please!!!!!!!! im so tired!!!! #i had a good morning with mr hidaka mostly like. basically i skipped my first hour class i couldn’t do it today i didn’t want to be there #and i couldn’t do it. so i went to his room how i do. and i said can i stay here. and he said of course i could but i would get marked #absent from my first hour but as long as i was okay with that i could stay. and so i did and i was working on stuff. and then #another teacher showed up. and okay something you guys for sure don’t know about my friend teacher is that he’s a frisbee coach at my school #like he’s in charge of the ultimate frisbee team shdhdf. he’s really into it it’s not really a sport feeling thing but it seems like fun #so anyway the other teacher was like hey (hidaka first name) me and some guys from the team are gonna go throw some frisbees do you want to #and mr h was like. yeah sure!! and he gave me the option between i could stay if i wanted but i could come with too and i said i’d come with #but i cant do frisbee. so it turned out to be the kids from the team and the other coach were doing fancy stuff together and me and mr h #just played some catch and he showed me how to do it and it was really fun and nice and it was really good #so it sucked when then the other teacher was like. so who’s this lovely person anyway? (exact words he said) #and my friend teacher mr hidaka said oh she skipped her first hour so shes here with me #and that hurt my stupid feelings pretty bad!!!!!!! i didn’t say anything though #and then the rest of the day happened. and now im home #all i have left for the rest of the school year is just my chemistry final so im not doing homework tonight #im still making finishing his book into a high priority it’s higher than the project

[koheletgirl]

💜,💚,🍁 <3

💜 - What Label(s) Have You Identified With for the Longest?

oh that's an easy one. the label i have identified with for the longest was "?????????"

for a while it was "straight? i think? probably??" and then it was "pls dont make me think about my sexuality". for a while in 8th grade it was "???!!!!?!??!!!?!!???" (confused and very alarmed about that). but the most consistent one have definitely been "?????????" ive identified as that for most of my life

💚 - answered here

🍁 - When did you first realize you were queer?

i started seriously suspecting it in 8th grade, but i cant even tell you how much internalized homophobia i had back then. it literally kept me up at night lmao.

LGBTQ+/Queer Themed Asks

#FUNNY STORY #neta look away #i had a huge fight with my two best friends that year. one of them was the most lesbophobic person i have ever met. other than her dad #(they were fine with mlm ppl. they were only scared of the sapphics) #anyway i think i was in love with her. im like 80% sure #and then she and the other friend decided i was too depressing for them to be around and boom friendship gone #and she was also a huge bully #anyway it wasnt a fun time #her sister is a lesbian tho. my mom went to her wedding earlier this year. god works in mysterious ways etc #ask game #nycole tag

[sudokuplayer]

#one of my mom's friends is getting her husband (who is a psychiatrist) to get me a certificate so i dont have to go to vote #cause it's mandatory and i'm agoraphobic but haven't been to the doc since march 🥴👍🏼 #but like it's very obvious why 🤨 it terrifies me❗❗❗❗❗❗❗ #anyway if i dont vote i have to pay and it's not like an insane amount of money but i'm jobless and a loser so my plan was killing myself🫣 #and i know my mom and siblings would pay but it's so humiliatinggggg #it's also so humiliating that she told that friend about me i feel sick cause she was my brother's teacher #and my brother is so nice and brilliant and talented and well liked by everyone. and my sister is pretty and makes a lot of money #like i wanna die when i imagine my mom telling her friend about me the middle child who is the world's loserest girl 🫠 #like obviously she talks about me and my mess with her friends 🙄 even tho i always tell her to act like im dead #but now im CERTAIN she does talk about me 🤮 #... the other day she was on the phone with another friend and i heard the friend asked about my siblings and then about me and she asked #''does she eat with you or in her room?'' #🥴 it made me so sickk i dont know why #btw she asked that because my mom was telling her about dinner like what she was cooking and stuff #ok anyway i hope that thing works cause ive been so miserable since i found out the vote thing was mandatory 🤮 #and i'm sure it's illegal what the friendcs husband will do 🫣 so i'm scared #but like i have been diagnosed by two different docs 😭 and ive been on meds and i stop taking them all the time cause im paranoid but yea #the only lie is the fact that he hasn't been involved in my flop treatment.. #and that vote thingy is not like elections. it's another thing and it is important and all but 🫣 i just couldn't care less right now ❗

[perereiii]

hahahah self inserts to cope with exams

the gay house™

#oh mein gott! she's gay!/j #strictly speaking a friendship between me and luz would be 100% plat #1. aroace 2. huge lumity shipper over here #that is one of the two only ships I partake in. the other is a platonic leaning raeda #bc they only split up when raine joined the bard coven #and they clearly still have some sort of loving (v broad term over here!!!!) feeling towards her #im sure after the collector does their thing they could vibe together. maybe not date but at least vibe #this got grossly off topic whoops unbnnfmmf #actually 3. theres an age gap thats as bad as hu***ow ships #im putting too much in the tags anyway I'll leave it at big sibling/younger sister relationship ok bye

[arolesbianism]

It's soooo gnarly how much Akito and Ena care abt each other they should explode actually

#rat rambles #sekai posting #like they both dont say it out loud but like they do know that the other would die for them probably (even if akito knows more lol) #tbf thats because ena is better at showing that care than akito in the sense that akito shows most of his care from afar #ena isnt that blind tho I just think shed be caught off guard if she knew the extent of it #and then shed proceed to give him shit for it and he'd yell at her lol #theyre just two neglected kids still managing to take care of eachother despite not quite knowing how all the time #and akito especially values this care sooooo so much #like theres so many little moments of ena doing something nice for him or helping him that clearly meant the world to him Im not ok #ena'd probably have more mixed feelings on akito standing up for her when shes not around but I think it'd be more embarrassment than anger #but anger would be there if only because it involves her dad lol #like he did legitimately help and its rly good that ena has someone like that to stand up for her directly #but I could see her first instinct being a defensive one as it tends to be #I mean it makes sense the ppl that she initially trusted to support and love her betrayed that trust pretty violently #shes been spending a good chunk of her life defending herself which tends to make a lot more feel like an attack #but any anger shes ever had towards akito fades pretty fast and thisd be no different Im sure #cause that's her little baby brother and shes his big sister and they care abt eachother sm #like she knows shed stand up against their dad for him too in a heartbeat and she likely has already #this is a bit all over the place sorry it's 1 am and Im half dead fjfndkdjd

[todayisafridaynight]

class was Basically cancelled today so im looking at the next two sabu ttm movies i wanted to watch and i stg sabu really does love putting ttm in bad situations <- this is a good thing

#snap chats #idec at this point let me talk bout my movies im gon talk bout them anyway #after like half an hour one of my classmates just got up like 'ok its been well over fifteen minutes we can leave' and then we all did LOL #i hope my professor's alright.. this is unprecedented and she didnt send an email sayin class was cancelled... #im sure she's fine and something came up but i'll send her an email anyways just to make sure. moving on. #Our Little Sister was a really cute movie i really enjoyed it as a haver of two older sisters and a bad relationship with our mom #their banter was so cute with each other.. and them trying to ease suzu into their new home... wholesome.. #oh but right. anyway LOL NO I WAS LOOKING UP MORE STUFF TO ADD TO MY WATCH LIST #AND IM JUST READING THESE SUMMARIES AND IM LIKE 'i swear to god if i look in the cast list and see ttm is The Guy' #and wouldnt you fuckin know it He The Guy In Peril HEEEELP #i just imagine ttm walking on set and sabu handing him the script with a smile like :) Hey :) #and flippin through the script its just The Most Unfortunate Set Of Circumstances LMAO #its good for me tho I Repeat im an enjoyer of watching ttm scream and cry and have a terrible time. he does it really well i cant explain i #he always manages to look cute while doing it so </3 either that or so depressed/haggard im obsessed #the movies i plan on watching next are Postman Blues and Drive. they both sound goofy as hell and since its a sabu film ik they will be #trying to decide which one to watch.. they both sound good... plus drive was released my birth year lol.... #i prob wont watch either of them tonight since i wanna finish a comm at least but still.. just choosin for the future.. #ok bye i told mysellf id make myself mac and cheese. maybe a grilled cheese... im consuming cheese tonight is all i know

[traumabuddies]

,,

#okay so i'm really gutted #i'm supposed to see harry live in a week #and i was supposed to go with a friend except well. life happened and now she can't come. i get it #except i only have two other friends and neither do them can get time off #and my sister has exams that week #and my mom has medical exams on that day #so there is literally no one who can come with me #and i kinda don't want to go alone #but also i'm not even sure i could sell my tickets cause it's not sold out so not sure who would buy them off me #like idk what to do!! #im just. frustrated. i've never seen him live because there was always something wrong #and now well. guess the curse isn't going away #lex says things