#im tired.

[mysticalsoot]

i logged out on my mobile devices but about to log out on my laptop, but before i do, i need to scream angerily for a minute. if you wish to send hate, sure, have fucking at it; i dont care anymore. for those of you who are kind and lovely, i hope you're alright, and i may see you again one day.

now onto the screaming.

FUCK YOU. fuck everyone who took my words out of context, fuck everyone who verbally attacked me, fuck everyone who told me i was a mentally ill parasocial dream stan person. FUCK YOU!!

fuck everyone who's ever EVER sent a damn threat to ANYONE for not jumping ship immediately, for not automatically believing twitter speculation.

FUCK YOU for telling wilbur to kill himself, to stick to the 27 muscian rule. and fuck you who SUPPORTED DOXXING wilbur. FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU!! fuck, you.

fuck you all for every shit thing ive had to see, hear or experience in the past fucking almost WEEK

fuck you for driving me away from what has made me grow, from what has given me reason to live. congrats, and fuck you.

#connorshitposts #if you think this is about you #it probably is #its clearly targetted #im tired. #exausted #wilbur soot #logging off #much love #in another life<3

[mr-doodles]

Just some doodles I thought looked cool but have zero desire to finish atm.

#doodles #im tired. #rise art #my art #rottmnt #art of rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles art #rise donnie #rise mikey #rise of the tmnt #colorsss are fun

[raggedy-dxctor]

being a full-time fitpac shipper is so hard bc shit like this happens and now you have nothing to do for a week

#qsmp #fitmc #pactw #fitpac #IM TIRED. #THEY COULDNT WAIT TWO MORE DAYS TO KIDNAP HIM???

[rainydaygt]

you all know i completely avoid all “politics” and main stream issues on here but genuinely if you use ai art you are anti-artist. you are not an artist. you are not creative. you are not talented. you are not skilled. blocked on sight

anyways, take this little Mouser sketch as a treat if you aren’t an ai “artist”

#im hateful tonight #hate ai art #fuck ai art #art from the river #g/t #giant/tiny #rain rambles #mouser #the river zone #blehh #im tired.

[smashlovesscream]

There's no way Stu and Billy DIDN'T quote Candyman as they made out, LIKE GUYS. YOU DO NOT GET THIS.

LIEK LOOK "With... with my uh..." Stu stumbles over his words as he walks Billy into his door. "my...hook for a hand," Stu creates a fist, sticking his index finger out, and dragging it down to the bottom of Billy's stomach. He pushes his knuckle into Billy. "I'll split you from your groin.." As Stu moved up he grinds his knuckle into Billy's body. "...to your gullet." He stops at Billy's jaw, his fist breaks and he holds his neck gently. "I came for you."

THE CANDY MAN IS A ROMANTIC.

"Be my victim. Be my victim."

"The pain, I can assure you, will be exquisite. As for our deaths, there is nothing to fear. Our names will be written on a thousand walls. Our crimes told and retold by our faithful believers. We shall die together in front of their very eyes and give them something to be haunted by. Come with me and be immortal."

"Why do you want to live? If you had learned just a little from me, you would not beg to live. I am rumor. It is a blessed condition, believe me. To be whispered about at street corners. To live in other people's dreams, but not to have to be. Do you understand?"

"What do the good know except what the bad teach them by their excesses?" "Murderer." "Allow me at least a kiss. Just one exquisite kiss."

#no tags #fuck it #IM TIRED.

[pcktknife]

oh I can never play baldurs gate again I blinked and it is 7am 😭

#kae.txt #im Tired.

[fantrollology]

APPARENTLY I NEVER POSTED HER???? UHHH <3

this is MYRIAD she is @sasster's and she is an adopt from @byrdtrolls

#mart #myriad #doodles #sorry the cropping on these is SHIT #im tired.

[ecstasydemon]

some people dont even know that the only reason my art tag is called "edgy art" is bc my url used to be edgymoss

#now it just sounds like im calling my art edgy for no reaaob #reason #im tired.

[cistematicchaos]

Black trans people are just getting murdered left and right in the US, it’s so fucking scary. When it’s Black trans women, it’s “just another murder” to some of y’all. When it’s Black nonbinary people, y’all will usually misgender them before going, again “it’s just another murder”. When it’s Black trans men, you think it’s an anomaly for a second and then go “it’s just another murder.”

Black trans people crowd-fund on here and get such absurd amounts of hate, just for asking for help and can’t get anything in comparison to a lot of white people who crowdfund on here. It’s almost like y’all don’t care about Black trans people at all. Which is almost more horrifying than the amount of us dying in mass from these murders. We’re fucking people. 

You could fund all our crowdfunds and yeah, that’s great, do that, but it’s not gonna replace us if we’re murdered. Black trans people in the US are some of the most likely to be hate crimed and it’s not just police brutality, it’s the fact we don’t have the same support, we’re fighting anti-Blackness on top of transphobia, we’re fighting some of you. It’s just. Some of y’all won’t even pretend to give a fuck about us once we’re dead. That’s unfathomably disgusting to me. There is no justice for dead people but y’all keep pretending you can dish it out by reblogging a post or two.

Support the funeral crowdfunds, sure, but that doesn’t mean jackshit if you don’t support us while we’re alive too. Why can’t you just support us while we’re alive. 

#just read about mar'quis jackson and- #i think i have a friend who knew mar'quis #like #they not even going to arrest anyone #i'm glad their crowdfunding went well but also #that's not gonna replace mar'quis #it doesn't replace any of us lost to this violence #it's just. #im tired. #anti-Blackness #racism #transphobia #hate crimes #transmisogyny #i'm sorry #i know this is heavy #i'm just. #i don't want this for us #i want better for us #but we can't HAVE THAT if y'all don't work with us #im not begging for any of y'alls support #but still. #why tf can't you just support us. #not some idea of us #not our funerals #not our occasional crowdfund #support US #chaos is speaking #exorsexism? isn't that the word for like bigotry against nonbinary ppl specifically? #i think it is

[herosplatling-replica]

please do not spam my notifications asking me to update tea and gladiolus or do side order art. it gets very exhausting when I try to work on something while my motivation isn't there, and I don't want to make any art half-assed

#talkin talkin #im tired.

[theboarsbride]

One of those days where everything is so overwhelming that I wanna cry 😭

#just...wagh... #im tired.

[parttimesiffrinfulltimeproblem]

a poem i wrote musing on being a trans teenager in england, march 2024

I’m sitting watching the TV, a crooked bend of legs and spine on a too-full sofa

When I see the news. 

No longer shocked, I falter away too unsurprised to cry. Heavy chest-ache. 

I’m past the cutoff, that sloppily scrawled line— but what of when I wasn’t?

That faun-like no-longer-girl, stumbling for confirmation. And now (myself tucked away like the faux binder sewed as a 12-year-old first flickering over the thought)

What of my trans little sisters/brothers/neither-others, 

Ruffling their hair through too-big hoodies and promising ‘don’t worry, chick, it’s just a tory vote-grab– 

–crying wolf on us, it’ll pass’.

The words taste like spun sugar,

Pink, white, blue, melting under eight years of rainfall.

Where do I go now? Wear this unravelling thread for five more years

Then take to the waves,

Waltzing through Barcelona or Chueca, resew myself,

Qué chico tan femenino, abogado o peregrino.

There’s no connection of who I want to be, the body or face or voice yelping sugar, we’re

Going downhill as a nation, anti-trans stickers slapped over the background of my hills, my home.

There’s the self that exists and the self I desire, and no path in between,

No give between the mirror and the mind. 

Bears and otters will find salmon as they swim upstream,

Jaws and teeth catching, gently halting the involuntary transformation into something

Unrecognisable, irreversible. 

Sleek, crescent-sliced, bursting pink from the apertures,

An aimless, wavering escape of a creature now far larger, stronger, different than what it once was destined to become.

I hope someday that can happen to me.

Strong, forthright body against the current,

River-soaked muzzle pointed to the sun.

[plain text of title: a poem i wrote musing on being a trans teenager in england, march 2024]

#poetry #trans poetry #trans #just yknow. had to get this out there. #wrote this before the recent report came out which makes it almost out of date now #and doesnt that just make me want to cry. #my writing #queer poetry #trans rights #im tired. #queer

[kosmogrl]

if I have to go through another rainy day I think I'll explode

#IM TIRED. #can I please get some sun

[soldier-poet-king]

Thank u bullshit double standards for reminding me why I absolutely need to move out no matter how much I fear the urban isolation or the cost of rent

#franposting #ughhhh #thE SHEER SEXISM OF IT ALL #ik ik eldest daughter parentified child js maybe exaggerated on this site #but in MY case? every single stereotype is true and im so fuckin angry #im tired. #i cant live even a little #and my brothers continue to pull such shit and get away with it. and even be CODDLED #and all i ever got was harsh criticism and higher expectations #ive never been coddled in my entire goddam life #im the only one of the adult children who even REMOTELY has my life together #and yet. they can do whatever they want. bc my parents feel bad and like them better #and im being compared to the teen who is being a dramatic butthead. bc yknow. a teen #as if me being explicitly suicidal for my entire teen years is comparable to my brother throwing a hissy fit over an iPhone #thanks. glad to see im being taken seriously. that all the work i put into myself and my recovery and my academics are being appreciated #thanks ://// #i am going. to meal prep. shower. scream a lil. watch arcane. read. ignore these mfs

[triedpklove]

i do think the situation with quinton reviews is def a "hello?! hr department?!" situation because other youtubers who arent fat men will make long ass analysis videos and no one bats an eye but god forbid

#im tired. #anyways im like an hour and a half into his new video yayyy i love longform content

[oh-tobeafrog]

i think all colleges who host loud activities in dorms owe a public apology with financial compensation to autistic and/or adhd ppl who have sensory issues

“go somewhere else” there’s no where else to go. this was supposed to be a safe place.

#autism #adhd #audhd #actually autistic #actually adhd #im tired.