#im upset now

[soldier-poet-king]

I'm petty but also right and if I don't put this into words I'll ruminate and spiral about it all day but also I don't want this to be taken as mean I just FEEL too much and have the Think To Much About Life and Being Good disease

Okay okay maybe wild geese is quoted and misused to hell and back but that's not what the poem is ABOUT it's not about having no moral standards or indulging in selfishness, I am a person alive only for notions of duty and burden and responsibility and it's STILL a good poem and I /do not/ have to walk on my knees repenting

And like. People without OCD and scruples vs ppl with OCD and scruples reading that poem. You do not understand! We are not the same!!!! Leave my poem alone!!!

#franposting #IM UPSET NOW #i dont even disagree really #its just. i know best ofc and only i understand ocd things perfectly /s #my fatal flaw is i have to have the most right interpretation of everything #or at least of art that is deeply personal to me and my life philosophy and way of living #i also just finished a memoir on ocd and specifically scruples and hypochondria by a jewish author #and im a lil fragile rn #but just bc (most of) the internet doesnt understand the poem right #doesnt mean the poem ISNT correct #yall are just mean :( #its not even my fave Mary oliver poem #but since it gets used so often #i DO have strong opinions and feelings on it #and it DOES mean smthn important to me

[expatiating]

wait what happened to my ability to delete all the stupid replies/comments on a post????

Staff really loves making things Worse

#im upset now #tumblr things

[fishfingersandscarves]

Je Dors sur des Roses from Mozart l'opera rock as post-1889 Hob

Trop de bruit Pour mon esprit qui tangue Sur mes rêves exsangues Drôle danse La mémoire est un puits de souffrance

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Je hais les roses Autant que mes sanglots La vie s'impose Je crois à nouveau À mes rêves défunts Je veux enfin Oser la fièvre Du parfum Des roses

crying sobbing throwing up thanks for this nonnie

#im UPSET NOW #my asks #fishfingersandscarves #anonymous #putting my highschool french to use

[curioscurio]

I'm rewatching Steven Universe and I will never forgive Fandom for what it did to her

#also watching it at age 19-20 as it was released and experiencing the resulting clusterfuck online fandom response was a wild trip #im finally rewatching it again at 25 and really really feel lucky to have seen it at the age i did #i have completely different perspective on it now that i have 3 young nephews and a neice where before i was in college #the music is still as incredible as it was back then #and the animation #i cant beleive people got honestly and truly upset and violently aggressive about characters being off model sometimes #early stevens voice though kills me after awhile...... the yelling .... but his characters growth and development also being reflected in #his voice changing as he grows up #they also go crazy hard on some scenes #who am i kidding the show was a masterpiece and ahead of its time

[genderkoolaid]

jsyk there's been an update on nex's pronouns and it's been said they actually preferred he/him pronouns, although people did use they/them for him. (https://www.nbcnews.com/nbc-out/out-news/vigil-friends-remember-nex-benedict-fiery-kid-rcna140440)

Thank you for telling me! I'm also glad to see an interview with friends of Nex. Its good to see people remembering his life.

#im gonna add nex to the archive of transmasc violence now #i held off bc even tho the list does include people who dont self-ID as transmasc (such as a cis woman) #i didnt want upset people by seeming to put any FTX person on there #m. #ask box #nex benedict

[musical-lizard]

i wanna eat something good or get something nice but i know i cant afford it now and it sucks that just nothing will make me feel the same as buying something

#i wanna kiss #and a burger #im upset now #dom.com

[nonranghaes]

joshua stirs awake at the feeling of you climbing into bed. he usually does for a minute, just long enough to acknowledge your presence, and he's already shutting his eyes when you settle in. then he hears the quietest hiccup, and he's already starting to wake up.

"hey... joshy?"

even if your voice wasn't so uneven and wobbly, joshua would have known you were upset. he's never joshy to you unless you are. he's joshua when you're speaking to or about him casually, josh when you're on the phone with your mom, shua when you're tired, and my evil, pretty boyfriend pretty much any other time. joshy is when you're upset and need to say it without saying too much. he knows how much you hate talking when you just want to cry and be held.

"c'mere," he's already sitting up and opening his arms to you. "it's gonna be okay... i'm here, my love."

my love is his way of saying everything he needs to say in moments like these: i'll keep you safe and i love you and you can cry now, i've got you. it's not the only name he has for you, but you always know what he means when he drops it oh-so-casually (always so in tune with when you're starting to get upset). one instance of 'my love' is enough to tell you he'll have the car waiting if you get your coat, or he'll make up a lie to leave early if you say it back, or he'll follow your lead if you fake sick.

you take refuge in his arms, and he's already curling them around you to hold you, safe and secure as always. you let out this quiet, shudder-y breath as you finally let go and break down in his arms. if you want to talk about it, you'll talk about it when you're done. he just strokes your back, his eyes fluttering shut as he holds you through this storm.

and he'll hold you when you resurface from underneath those waves, too, sealing the action with a soft my love just to sweeten it all.

#i just. wrote this to get feelings out haha #nonranghaes.thoughts #seventeen x reader #nonranghaes.svt #svt x reader #seventeen imagine #seventeen x you #svt imagine #svt x you #joshua hong x reader #joshua x reader #i was upset a few nights ago and i thought abt this but i didnt write it out #and now im thinkin abt it again for. reasons.

[clownsalot]

IVE HAD ALL OF TODAY TO GET OVER IT AND IM STILL SO SAD

#yuri on ice #ice adolescence #i mean im not surprised it doesnt take a genius to realize that 5 years of radio silence probably means something nuked it behind the scenes #but fuck dude i am still so so upset it's so devastating gettjng the confirmation that there's really no hope for it now #yuri on ice was revolutionary to me man im so upset

[ink-the-artist]

holy shit I did NOT realize how popular my "I will remove my teeth, for I want to remain kind despite my anger" quote is. I just googled it for fun to see what would come up, a bunch of people are quoting it not knowing who its from, an artist called Kuma made an album titled that, so bizzare

#also people are misatributing the quote to kuma and the first google result for the quote attributes it to them #which is kind of upsetting but not a huge deal whatever #its cool it seems to have entered culture like that #i get very mixed feelings about those instances where something I made got WAY more popular than i expected and #people are reposting it or using it without attributing it to me #i both feel bad when stuff isnt credited to me but also good that my art has expanded beyond my reach #its out of my control kind of and other people have it now #which IS what i want for my art and how i generally think art should be #but it is also obviously causes some anxiety to lose control and really full ownership of something that is yours #i think also there is anxiety about something of mine being taken by someone bigger than me #since they can just claim it as their own and most people will know them as the origin #not talking specifically about this quote btw just any of my work #ive definetly been thinking about that hbomberguy vid lol #i hope any of this made sense im a little high rn

[bluegiragi]

konig voice: *chuckles* im in danger

patreon (nsfw)

#i live for possessive ghost actually #and soap knows what hes doing #what can you do he has a type #ghostsoap #simon ghost riley #john soap mactavish #konig #cod mw2 #comic art #ghost #soap #simon riley #john mactavish #also i posted this earlier on tiktok and the comments are now flooded with cod dudebros upset that im turning the frickin frogs gay #i never feel more powerful than i do when i ruin a homophobes day #<3 #giragi art

[courfee]

“Regulus would be proud of us,” James whispered quietly to no one in particular, still gripping onto the painting like a life raft. 

— Tender Curiosities, Baby!  @otrtbs

#ive thought about this scene for so long it just took me forever to draw cause once again the anatomy of cars is the bane of my existence #like originally i wanted evan and barty holding hands to be visible to have the contrast of sad lonely james and sad not lonely rosekiller #but alas cars wont allow it #ahb just still has my entire heart you dont get it #i have a none blurry rosekiller and a just james in front of blue with stars version of this but i think ill only put them on insta... #tender curiosities baby #art heist baby #james potter fanart #james potter #jegulus #rosekiller #rosekiller fanart #marauders #marauders fanart #evan rosier #barty crouch jr #jegulus fanart #jegulus fanfiction #fic: ahb #art heist baby! #mine #my art #hp #ahb #(sneaky end notes: i do have to admit i am not too pleased with evan and barty but this was my first time drawing them) #(so i couldnt figure it out quite yet hency why they look a little. less efforty...) #(also the snake ring is the same design that i drew for chapter 34 of ahb in my little chapter illustrations for my typeset) #((nvm i just checked back and i am fully lying here i used a different one for my typeset and now im vaguely upset oops) #(i shouldnt make decisions only half awake im going to think about this for too long now i am sad)) #((like suddenly i was like. hold up. i had a different design there didnt i... it was an open ring goddamnit))

[obsob]

in other news. my frog family has expanded

#new frog got pjs bc i ..dont like his body colour #though now i am afraid the others r jealous #btw their names from right to left are pam. froggie. bobble and Big Man #im still so upset i didnt buy the pink one last year . and they hvnt brought her back since #come home to me.....come back to me.... #barks #also srry for not uploading for a lil while my juice has been a little low !¡

[trashworldblog]

also... hot take... but i think expecting to get entertainment for free is actually bad for artists

#ok im leaving now cus this is insane to watch actually #i understand being upset but... as an artist its already insane to rely on advertising rev #youre talking about watcher as if its netflix and its very much is not #if spotify is bad for indie artists i cant help but assume youtube isnt much better #do i know if it will work out? no! i dont work there! #but i will support artists trying their best to make their best work while making a living #because as an artist trying to make a living they inspire me ! and they make good work! and im damn proud of them for making this leap!

[plulp]

IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP

#my art #dol #harper the doctor #HIIIIIIIIIIII HI EVERYONE 👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋👋 #its a little bit off so that makes me kinda upset :( but ill figure something out. it might be the colors :( #or maybe the spacing? i left a lot in the top left :( but its fine #and im going to use every lyric of that song for every harper piece i make so that i dont have to think about making captions okay? #but HERE. a HARPER PIECE YOU CAN REBLOG #i give them the stupid messy sidebun because its cute. to me. #im so sorry about the radio silence but i DID warn you all i get artblock often #but!!!!!! i was also accepted into a zine despite my lack of internet presence :) so ive also been busy with that and other stuff too #accidentally made this while practicing for the piece because i couldnt get the style right :( but hopefully ill get a better hold on it #anyways. harper is not a doctor and i love them so much it makes me sick #harper my EVERYTHING. hes my PRINCESS. #MY ANGEL. #i want you all to remember this isnt just an art blog. its a harper fanblog #ohhh but i do have a few few few announcements to make in my next post okay? so dont ignore it alright? kiss kiss love you #IM GONNA BE FUCKING SICK HES HOLDING THE SYRINGE WRONG. AND I CANT FIX IT NOW BECAUSE ITS BEEN RBED

[foursidecity]

Here's a blinky while I loose my mind btw. Emotional support blinkous

#im soooo. upset ugh. i hate this stupid song now lol #dustbunnies.txt #ispy.png #trollhunters #tales of arcadia #toa #blinkous galadrigal #doodletag

[kitamars]

small trimax redraw (kinda)

(version without text bubbles under the cut!)

#IM SOOOOOOOOOOOO UPSET THAT #THIS IS THE BEST WOLFWOOD I’VE DRAWN UNTIL NOW #AND ITS LIKE THIS. #my life is a joke #he’s so handsome though #i love him so much #im so upset over him i’ll start crying if you ask me to talk about him #love of my liiiife #ue ue ue #sounds of crying #wolfwood #nicholas d. wolfwood #vashwood #vash x wolfwood #kinda? i’ll say it is #trigun #trigun maximum #trigun maximum spoilers #ok bye