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Have some more of the 5+1 chronic pain fic. Still from the first scene, post tsunami, because I haven't had time to write anything else yet. Most of it is going under the cut since it's a bit of a longer snippet.
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"I'm sorry. I swear it wasn't this bad when I left the loft. It was only at a 3 earlier. I meant to take something for it, but I got distracted and forgot. I assumed it wouldn't get much worse before the night was over."
How could Buck assume anything? This isn't a common occurrence as far as Eddie knows. "How could you know that?" Buck ducks his head and alarm bells ring in Eddie’s mind. "Wait. How many times has this happened?"
"Uh, not sure really. I kind of lost count after a few months."
"Months?!" Eddie assumed this had been going on for a little while, a few weeks maybe, but not months. "Does anyone else know about this?"
"No! And you can't tell them. I don't need them all constantly worried about whether I'm ok and can do my job. I'm pretty sure the brass is close to writing me off as a lost cause. Please, Eddie, keep this between us."
Eddie is filled with several conflicting emotions. Anger. At the higher ups for leading Buck to believe that he has to prove himself. And at himself, with a hint of guilt, for not noticing anything was going on sooner. But mostly at the stupid kid who blew up the truck and inflicted so much pain onto Buck.
Sadness for how much Buck has suffered completely alone. Relief that Buck has finally told him. Worry about how Buck will manage if it happens at work. Concern that if it does, Buck will grin and bare it in an effort to keep doing the job he loves. Fear that Buck will overestimate or overextended himself on a bad day and end up in worse shape. It's that last thought that has him giving Buck an answer he'll probably come to regret. "Ok, I won't say anything."
Buck's relief is a tangible thing from the loosening of muscles and the forceful exhale escaping his lips. "Thank you, Eddie."
"On one condition."
Buck looks at him wearily. "Which is?"
"You tell me when it happens." Buck's eyes squint in disbelief, no doubt about to question why Eddie would want to know about his pain. Eddie holds up a hand to stop him before he starts. "You're my best friend. I want to know when you're in pain and what I can do to help."
Buck's eyes are narrowed further, head cooked to the side as he evaluates Eddie’s request. After a few moments, Buck asks, "That's it?"
Eddie’s answer is immediate. "That's it." He watches Buck's face run through a few complicated emotions, wishing he could crawl inside Buck's brain and yell that he deserves support and help as mich as anyone else. But since he can't do that, Eddie stares unwavering at Buck, willing him to understand that this condition is meant for his own good.
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the vood today: a gluttonous pred not realizing they had snatched up and swallowed a friend during their big meal, now they're feeling particularly feel and nursing a stomachache...wishing their friend was there to give it a rub and help it settle. wonder where they went?
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Steve wearing eddie's band tees and being invited to watch corroded coffin practice and perform. Steve sleeping with eddie's vest pressed up against his face even tho it stinks like weed and cheap cologne. Steve wearing eddie's rings even tho most of them only fit on his thumbs. Steve wearing hair ties on his wrists bc eddie seems to always lose his own. Steve keeping an extra toothbrush in his bathroom plus a few fancy hair care products meant for wavy hair that mostly sit untouched bc eddie would rather use that 5 in 1 shit. Steve learning to fall asleep to the sound of loud drums and the electric guitar bc eddie lives and breathes music and Steve just doesn't have the heart to tell him to turn it down even when the moon is high in the sky and he has work in the morning.
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