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spinalaves · 2 months
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hi! just finished the manga (misu misou) that Liverleaf (2018) was based off. can I say it is the most fucked up thing I have ever read
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widevibratobitch · 16 days
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#im so tired of this lalalalalalalalaa#something is Wrong lol#i really need this therapy on wednesday but guess WHAT im not going. im going to a funeral instead 🤡#and ill be singing in that stupid fucking church because have to but i dont fucking wanna i hate doing it and i hate churches#all i feel rn is the overwhelming urge to selfdestruct and like obv im not gonna kms now#but im so fucking angry that im not even *allowed* to do that anymore. like it was such a comfort all this time to know that i can just Quit#and now i cant because guess what someone has to take care of my mother 🫠 and im so fucking tired of being someone people depend on#to handle THEIR feelings and THEIR emotions and just take it all with humility and acceptance and kindness and never snap and bite back#like i dont WANNA hear about your dead husband i dont wanna hear about your stupid fucking boyfriend#i dont wanna hear about the new guy/girl who's hitting on you because you're so hot and perfect#i dont wanna be responsible for how people feel. i should just shut up and take it and be humble and never ask or expect anything back#but when is it MY turn to call at 1 am crying about how im tired and want to kms#or to start expecting shit of people and allow myself to get properly angry at them for not meeting those expectations#or to braggingly 'complain' about something the other person clearly lacks without any consideration for their feelings#or to just openly cry and say deeply personal shit without any filter not caring if that other person is clearly uncomfortable af#because *i* need it right now and i need someone to listen and let them worry about how to even respond to that stuff#im just so tired of people expecting shit of me im tired of being made responsible even tho i clearly cannot handle that responsibility#i wanna be mean i wanna snap and get angry and openly say that i dont give a shit and am tired and cant listen to this rn#but i cant because i have to be a motherfucking mother theresa and never dare to demand something for myself#and idk where that comes from. idk if it's coming from the fanatic catholicism of my childhood or my mother or just from myself and idc#i just feel so horrible and guilty and wrong for wanting anything for myself#and it once again feels like im making myself the victim and the tortured martyr here when i should just shut up and take it#i just wanna lie down and die and not care about who'll get angry or judge or blame me for it im tired and i dont know what to do#i want someone to take care of ME and reassure ME and make ME feel like i matter and that they really will help me if i ever need it#and that they'd be kinda sad if i were gone not because i had a role to fulfill that i failed at by killing myself but because i am a person#<- math calculations flying around my head as i come to the terrible realisation#of just why exactly im so deeply obsessed with my voice teacher (aside from her being literally the most beautiful woman alive lol) 🤡#like babygirl stop being so utterly overwhelmingly kind to me my knees are weak i would do anything for you queen and I MEAN IT
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stroebe2 · 5 months
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what's the news on covid. totally gone out of the media cycle. but it's still pretty active right like lots of ppl catching it rn?
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the-moon-dealer · 9 months
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bowser14456 · 1 year
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Going to bed. Night 😴✌️
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shoebillstork · 6 months
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Mutual 1: (An extremely extensive post detailing their trauma on their secret blog)
Mutual 1: (A picture of the soup they finished making) Eeatting penis soup grab a bowl
Mutual 2: (Cropped batman yaoi) This scene was so compelling in the comics qnd established so much for Bruce Waynes character as a bottom
Mutual 3: Just updated my comic (it is one of the most compelling pieces of narrative youve ever read. Its based off of a bad game)
Mutual 4: Ngl this omegaverse gacha life youtube video is more compelling than most shows i watch
Mutual 5: Finally cocking out i swear if one more thing happens today i will snap
Mutual 6: PENIS TYPO
Mutual 7: PENIS TYPO
Mutual 8: PENIS TYPO
Mutual 9: This yak tranquilizer weak af
Mutual 10: Come make my sinister potion (posts how to make a pipebomb)
Mutual 11: Do i get plastic surgery and change my name and move to a different country y/n (poll is in favor of yes by a huge margin)
Mutual 12: Mutual 13 is a lying fucking piece of trash and i think they should drop dead. They live at 308 Negra Aroya Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico, 87104 and im going to record me beating the shit out of them
Mutual 13: Aww my bestie is coming to visit me soon :]
(Mutual 12 and 13 are dating)
Mutual 14: who tf does she think she is (posts a sc of mutual 8 from three url changes ago. It is mutual 8 saying theyre going to the park)
Mutual 15: So in my latest session in dnd we rolled 1d12 for dick size and i rolled a nat 20 and idk what to do with this reponsibility now
Mutual 16: he looks so good im going to scream (a screenshot where said character is so far in the background he doesnt even have a face)
Mutual 17: eho up thinking about the moral dillemma presented in pokemon go
Mutual 18: take a look at my ocs :D (mona lisa if dhe was gay)
Mutual 19: i hadba really good day today i got to spend some time bonding with my entire family and we got to celebrate something we havent had the time for in 37 years
Mutual 20: (reblogging mutual 19) L + Don't care + 632146K~P PRC, dl.2146K~P, 5K > 2146K~P, 5K > JF 2146K~P, 2H, WS ([4]6H->P), 623H
Mutual 21: (Blurry photo of them running from police) they're after me for my stash kf yaoi cocaine
Mutual 22: (Miles long RP chain they started 2 months ago. You have post notification on for them because its awesome)
Mutual 23: Discussing the morality of liking bananas over mangoes
Mutuals 24 ans 25: having a dramatic wedding where theyre acting as a crack ship. They're on the verge of divorce
Mutual 26: She winding onbmy waker (is in the middle of intense controversy)
Mutual 27: (Callout for mutual 26)
Mutual 28: If Mutual 17 asked i would give them a sloppy toppy
Mutual 29: Anon get out of my inbox before j block you his ass is NOT flat. (His ass is fucking concave)
Mutual 30: Shes just like me fr (a picture kf a shopping cart)
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beaversatemygrandma · 2 years
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I just want to say one thing before i forget. Anybody who posts nothing but anorexia positivity (ex: methods, tips, some bullshit about feeling bad about your skinny weight) can stay Off My Page.
Like THAT is a real issue and you should look into therapy instead of posting tips on when to force yourself to vomit or exercise. Or posting about how great you feel when you’re literally starving. I know I’m just some stranger on the internet, but just back away if you aren’t actively trying to get help for your eating disorder. I’ve already fought that fight. Trust me, it’s worth getting out of it. Just seeing that blog this morning sent me into a spiral. I used to have an eating disorder and my weight gain lately has been pushing me into bouts of not eating and, well, seeing that shit just made me mad.
Anorexia is a real issue and you all should not be making light of it like that. I never personally had that disorder specifically, but holy shit did it start making me wonder about myself doing it again. And dw, I’ve tamed those demons today. I won’t do it. But please, for your own health, don’t only eat 400 calories a day. You need at least 1000 just to have enough energy to walk around the house. Take care of yourself <3
#taks speaks#eating disorder tw#ugh. ugh. ugh. ew.#like girl. please eat something. you need those calories for energy#don't go posting about how hunger makes you feel strong#no no. you are weak and likely delusional from not having enough energy for your daily actions#this might be my own bias but seeing pics of somebody thin as a piece of paper boasting about only eating 400 calories a day is awful#like you don't have to be under 90lbs to feel good about yourself#i got up to 140 after spending so long freaking out about being over 100 and feeling overweight#and well? I'm happy at 140.#and here i was panicking about losing weight bc im going to see my mom next month and she's gonna give me hell about it#when i see this shit#and honestly?? that's not okay#at least eat some fruit and bread and you'll be happy#its just life not everybody will be scrawny gangly teens their whole lives#like i turned 18 and my fast af teen metabolism went flying out the window#its how bodies work and the more you starve yourself the worse itll be bc the body's natural defense to food scarcity#you build up fat once you start eating again bc your body is preparing you for the next time you'll have none so you survive it#food is important. please eat.#having a tummy never hurt anybody. don't listen to those damn influencers#you're gorgeous at 100lbs or 300lbs#just take care of yourselves please#but if you're like 70lbs and not a literal child or have some sort of medical condition. then. please. please eat or gain some muscle#you need it. trust me. you do.
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savannahsdeath · 8 months
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hiii i love ur writing sm and i had a lil request what’s ur take on reader thinking ellie’s working late so she’s using a toy (🤭) and doesn’t hear ellie come in how’d ellie react in your opinion
thank you sm!!💞 also im so happy i got this req because i was thinking about writing something like that for a while now and literally WAITED for an opportunity
ELLIE WILLIAMS X READER
mdni please<3
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warnings: 18+!! needy/desperate!reader, ellie is teasing and taunting af
writers note: send reqs send reqs pls!!!🩷
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you couldn't live without ellie and she knew that, so she made sure to take good care of you. one day she had to stay in work for a little longer - she even said she might not be home at all. you trusted her but you couldn't hide your worry and jealousness of her co-workers. no matter how much that annoyed you, you didn't complain - as long as she has the money to put something in the fridge. she, in fact, had way more money - she promised to spoil you in the weekend, making up for the lost night. still, you had to keep yourself somehow satisfied. and that's how you end up in your shared bed, getting wet over a toy, which feels nothing like ellie, not in the slightest, but you still imagined it's her. her name in form of quiet whimpers was the only sound leaving your mouth. your underwear, rolled down to your knees, was stretching as your legs moved apart.
the silicone couldn't compare to the touch of your beloved ellie. it was lifeless. as you moved it against your core, your imagination carried you into thoughts of the real thing, her hands on you, her voice in your ear. but it was only a fantasy while she was away. a weak, animalistic noise left your mouth as you tried to fill the void she left. you tried to make it real, but the toy couldn't fill the emptiness.
and the moment you realized that, the moment your whimpers turned into soft cries - from both pleasure and loneliness - you heard her clearing her throat. you squeezed your thighs shut, hoping to hide as much as possible. your fear quickly turned into embarrasment as you started mumbling nervous; "fuck, ellie, i thought you- i was thinking- shit, you know..."
you were trying to make an excuse while she looked nothing but amused.
she stood there in the doorway, a mischievous smirk on her face. she slowly walked over to the bed, still smiling. "that's fucking pathetic." her voice was soft, but her taunting clear. you felt your face flush as you tried to explain yourself, but she didn't let you. "you're a mess." she said, her tone playful despite her words.
she crouched down to join you on the bed, smirking as you tried to make sense of the situation. "who uses a... toy?" she asked, her hands running up your legs, past the underwear, sitting low on your thighs. "i leave you alone for one day, and you start playing with this?" she continued, pushing it aside with her foot.
she parted your thighs, clicking her tongue at the sight. you wrapped your arms around your face to hide it, knowing it's too late anyway. no matter how awkward you felt, you wanted that. that's what you waited for, after all - her touch. real touch.
"awww, is someone embarrassed? look at me when i'm talking to you." she said in a teasing tone, gently pulling your arms away. she looked down at you, then at the small toy pushed out of the way on the bed. "i could help you get over this, you know. help you feel the real thing..." she whispered, her hands still running up and down your legs. suddenly, her smirk turned more playful. "but i'm so tired after a day full of work."
your face grew red as her teasing tone made the situation worse. the thought of her helping you forget about the toy in favor of the real thing made you weak, your arms sliding back down with her guidance. still, your eyes did everything they could to avoid her.
"please." you said between breaths before realizing you had to fight the urge to beg her.
the thought sent a thrill through you, adding to your embarrassment. she knew she had you in the palm of her hand, and she loved every moment of it. her hand smacked your cheek so lightly it was more like a pat, only for the impact to force your head to turn as she looked deep into your eyes. she kept her hand firmly gripped over your jaw as you tried to fight the urge to touch yourself out of desperation.
"why don't you play with the toy?" she whispered, making the mocking tone cut so much deeper. you knew what she was implying, but she knew you didn't have the guts to do it with her present. that's why you got embarrassed when she catched you and that's how you ended up like that in the first place. "do it." she said, forcing your hand towards yourself.
your eyes widened as you looked back at her, not expecting such a bold instruction to come from her mouth.
"please, el-s... i need you..." you begged, your legs clenching as you tried to resist.
you tried to fight the words, but they already escaped your mouth. your eyes searched hers for some kind of mercy, but you only got a smile in return.
your resistance only made her smirk grow wider, a slight shift in her stance putting her in control.
"told you i'm so, so tired." she said playfully, pretending to be exhausted.
she knew she didn't have to do much convincing to get her way, and your attempts at resisting were futile, if not cute. your body begged for release, and she knew it, but she pretended to consider your request.
"hmm..." she hummed, making a show of weighing the pros and cons. "not tired enough, yet..." she smiled and shifted her weight, pinning you down as one hand held your jaw, and the other gripped your hip. she brought her lips to your ear, whispering with a smirk: "you're going to have to beg harder than that."
you squirmed under her weight as her hand ran through your hair, her fingers teasing your head and bringing a soft, animalistic whine from you. your legs were spread wide, your underwear sliding to your ankles. her touch only made your desperation worse, making you forget all sense and allowing her control over the situation. as she noticed your devoid of words, she leaned back up to face you again and her smirk turned to a look of pure confidence, her eyes on yours.
"don't tell me you're satisfied with a toy." she sighed, her tone playful but her words cutting.
you whispered something so quietly, it wasn't really audible, but ellie knew what you're saying. and the fact that you weren't able to speak up louder was enough to make her more satisfied, than she would be if you'd simply say it.
"hmm..." she hummed as she shifted again, letting you see what her body looked like in this position. "maybe i can help you." she said in a teasing tone, slowly moving her hand back down to your hips. you tried to resist her, but she kept her grip tight as she moved to sit between your open legs. "such a shame my hands are so sore..." she sighed as she shifted in between your legs, leaning closer as her hand left your hips to explore.
she teased you with a brush of her fingers against your inner thigh, making you squirm and whine louder. your desperate pleas were music to her ears, as she kept her eyes on yours with a wide smirk, a glint of mischief in her eyes.
you could feel your legs grow weaker under her touch, and her words only added to the intensity of the situation. you wanted nothing more than to fill the void left by her absence, but your body and thoughts were being consumed by her presence.
"ellie- pleeease..." you whispered, your words strained, the begging coming out of you despite your efforts to resist. you wanted her to stop and to continue at the same time. you let your emotions take over, your mind clouded of everything but her touch.
she knew it. she knew she had you right where she wanted.
her hand lightly tapped your clit with each please, and by the fourth pat, she had you begging with your body too. your hips were trying to move towards her as if trying to get more of her touch. you couldn't resist, and she wouldn't let you anyway.
she leaned closer as your voice begged her for release. she could almost taste it, and she wanted nothing more than for your words to become actions. she finally placed a soggy kiss on your clit as you threw your head back, pressing it against the pillow. she started to stroke slowly up and down your wet slit before beginning to run her tongue over your swollen nub.
you quickly mumbled; "thankyouthankyou" and your eyes closed shut in satisfaction.
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lululandd · 10 months
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Cod boys x reader who struggle with self harm
vacant surrender;
pairing: simon ‘ghost’ riley x reader
word count: 397
warnings: self harm, angst, but the good feel kinda angst lmfao
note: loosely based on personal experience (im legit incapable of writing for people i dont have a hyperfixation on, so im throwing ghost under the bus for this one)
summary: scars and all
The first thing Simon does when he comes home is always to check on you. You might think you can fool him with your sweet smile and cheerful voice, but he knows you better than that. This is what happens when you willingly date the Ghost himself, you are always under his watch.
He can see you try not to flinch when he moves closer, chapped lips skimming your bare shoulder. Goosebumps exploded across your skin; he’s pleased that he still has that effect on you. An arm snaked around your waist, he bends down so his tongue can lap slow circles on your neck. You were too engrossed in the moment to notice he has been feeling around your arms down to your wrist.
He turned you around and placed his mouth against the back of your neck, he knows it’s your weak place, and as a low moan escaped your trembling lips, his hand travelled down your thigh. You gasped, and Simon’s lips drew into a tight line. He instantly knew it wasn’t from whatever he’s doing to you right now. 
Letting out a sigh, he knelt down to check on whatever wound he reopened on your thigh. 
“What happened this time, love?”
With experience, you know where to cut so people don’t notice new ones, and to place strategic ones so you can tell them you got it by accident. But he’s not most people, isn’t he? He always notices.
Simon’s brows furrow, twisting his expression into something severe, ten different scenarios have run through his head, each worse than the last. The darkness of his eyes seemed endless as he stared at your marred skin.
Loving you was a choice.
A choice he consciously made, something he fully understood and accepted. He chose to care, chose to adore you, he chose to be by your side.
When he looks up, he sees you coming back to reality, that he had noticed the new wounds, and sees the tear about to form in your eyes.
“I’m not angry at you.” He exhaled your name softly, “Will you tell me what happened?”
His hands are not clean; they’ve killed and mangled and will continue to do so. His hands are dirty with all the blood of his enemies and the innocents, they will never wash away. But if you let him he will use them to love you fully. 
Scars and all.
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hewwo! author here :3 please know you are loved and there are people that loves you and think about you; there will always be friends that are willing to listen to your problems and hardships. things might seem bleak and inescapable right now but i promise things do get better. ages ago i thought cutting would lessen emotional pain that i was experiencing and lmfao it took me a wholeass year to realise i was just feeling emotional pain and unnecessary physical pain so i started getting better friends and getting some other outlet for all the feelings bottled up inside. after a couple months i realised certain people makes me feel like shit so i cut ties with those and boy those felt liberating af. i hope your situation gets better soon. my dms are always open if you want to shittalk and vent :3
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Hashiras anddd their fav things?? 👀
hashira povs: their favourite things
note: i like how you put this in my rqs right before my exams 💀
w/c: 1k>
Kyojuro
fav food: tempura bento 100%. youd definitely make his day if you manage to cook up a hefty meal like this for him
fav hobby: probably watching television. like sumo wrestling - or anything as long as youre there to accompany him ^^
fav season: contrary to his fiery nature, i feel like he'll absolutely love winter because everything about it is just so chilly and snug and he'd love to embrace/cuddle you with his warmth if you get cold
fav green flag in a person: charismatic nature - i think he'd adore someone with similar traits to him, and also someone keen to impress; im sure he'd love to see someone playin it cool with an energetic personality
fav animal: probably a ferocious animal like a lion or a cheetah, because they represent bravery and strength just like himself
Tengen
fav food: something high-class, fancy, flashy and expensive af like sashimi 
fav hobby: spending time with you, ofc. but he does has a thing for hot springs, im sure he loves to go there and take a dip with you
fav season: given his extravagant personality, it has to be spring cause it aligns with his character so much, and he loves to see the newly bloomed cherry blossoms because its scent reminds him of you 
fav green flag in a person: it would probably be their confidence n those who embrace their insecurities and aren't afraid to show their uniqueness to others ^^ he would definitely adore a person with a positive self image and an exuberant personality just like him 
fav animal: peacock cause it resembles him sososososo much - like its flamboyance and majesticness and theyre both really flashy LOL
Mitsuri 
fav food: sakura mochi; it suits her persona so well. you noticed when she eats this, her smile would never disappear because it just tastes so good (even better if you made it) 
fav hobby: in the trivia, she raises bees for honey - so she definitely has a thing for animals and something that suits her aesthetic nature, or maybe like japanese card games which suit her really well
fav green flag in a person: affection and quality time - she loves it when youre always there no matter what she does, and eating together is such a turn on for her. she loves when youre around and constantly making her blush with those affectionate words of yours
fav animal: obv cats LMAO her breathing styles are literally named after it, and it just suits her graceful nature (im pretty sure she has a pet cat already)
Sanemi
fav food: ohagi (sweet rice balls) for sure, even giyu stated it in the manga LOL. i think his usual rough attitude will melt when he takes a bite out of that chunky rice ball
fav hobby: probably does some crazy shit like beetle fighting or just dragging someone into dueling with him - but nothing compares when he does things with you, it just makes him feel 10x better 
fav green flag in a person: it has to be their openness, honesty and their resilience. you obv have to be someone tuff like him (not necessarily in physical appearance) to gain his respect and oh my days words cant express when youre flirtatious with him - that's literally his biggest weakness hes gonna curl up into a ball and hide in the corner of a room out of embarrassment
fav animal: in the manga he does have a beetle, but i think his comfort animal would be dogs because his whole personality just swaps when he interacts with one - and he loves feeding them. its practically the only time you see him smile wholeheartedly
Iguro
fav food: nah bro this guy probably doesn't have a preference for food - he'll just eat whatever you eat, as long as it makes you happy
fav hobby: hear me out bro hes probably interested in some uncommon things like poetry or sculpting but hes such a quiet and reserved man its impossible to figure out what he likes or doesn't like - but whatever it is, he'll do anything if it meant being by your side
fav green flag in a person: i lowk feel bad for this guy; i think he dislikes women because his upbringing in the past but it was love at first sight when he saw you - he likes when people are commited and loyal, and someone who he can open about to without being scared of getting judged by them. but nevertheless, your wholesome personality just makes up for everything that he seeks in a person
fav animal: its pretty obvious (snakes)
Shinobu
fav food: due to her petite appearance, i feel like her appetite would be petite and to just a tiny adequate amount, don't judge me for this but i think she loves fruits (or mochi like mitsuri) 
fav hobby: this woman is the literal embodiment of "don't judge a book by its cover" i feel like she has a thing for horror stories or she'll just whip out some scary shit to scare you but generally she just spends most of her time experimenting in things but she'll definitely go out of her way to entertain you 
fav green flag in a person: someone who exhibits kindness & compassion - she'll definitely value someone empathetic and those who show genuine care towards others; it makes her happy when she sees good people in the world
fav animal: its either butterflies or her pet goldfish, but generally i think she'll treat any animal the same because shes such a sweetheart
Muichiro
fav food: i feel like this guy doesn't care about what he eats (maybe that's why he doesn't get along w tengen) but if i had to pick i feel like it would be radish sided with some sauce, just something plain yk
fav hobby: other than spending time with you, i think he'd do some papercraft or some peaceful activities when youre not around (he prefers being alone ig). by the time you come home there'll be like 10000 paper cranes folded by your bedside
fav green flag in a person: he really doesn't believe in green flagor red flags, just someone that can keep up with his forgetfulness and someone who isn't weak-minded and likes doing challenges with him
fav animal: i mean he cant really own one or his crow would get jealous, so i guess its his crow LMAO
Giyu 
fav food: either cold soba or salmon daikon (simmered salmon with radish). you notice when he eats these foods, a rare smile emerges on his face and it makes you feel happy as well 
fav hobby: i feel like he would kill time by doing some stupidly weird riddles and solving puzzles LOL cause hes quite a composed person so i dont think he would be into outdoor activities. he just enjoys being by your side
fav green flag in a person: due to his stoic nature he cant express much, but he deeply appreciates a person with a good sense of righteousness and integrity. he has immense respect for someone who'd stand up for something wrong no matter how difficult the situation may be 
fav animal: i don't think he has the time to handle an animal, but it would be like a panther or a wolf cuz of their stoic demeanor before attacking but i rlly don't know
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jtkys · 10 months
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I just- LOVE your shit
Hobie with a musical theatre rather whos in college for that? Cause I really don’t see him going to college I KNOW he didn’t even like regular school so why would he go to college? And theatre reader is into witchy stuff-
-Dice eater Anon
𝐇𝐞𝐥𝐥𝐨 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧! 𝐘𝐞𝐬, 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐨𝐟 𝐭𝐛𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐜𝐚𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐫𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡, 𝐚𝐥𝐬𝐨, 𝐭𝐲𝐬𝐦!!! 𝐈𝐦 𝐠𝐥𝐚𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐨𝐧𝐞 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞𝐬 𝐦𝐲 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 :)
𝐖𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: 𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐞, 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲. 𝐉𝐮𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐰𝐞𝐢𝐫𝐝, 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐲 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐤𝐢𝐝.
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✩☆ 𝐇𝐎𝐁𝐈𝐄 𝐁𝐑𝐎𝐖𝐍/𝐒𝐏𝐈𝐃𝐄𝐑𝐏𝐔𝐍𝐊 𝐗 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐂𝐇, 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐄𝐆𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐃𝐄𝐍𝐓 & 𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐓𝐑𝐄 𝐊𝐈𝐃!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 ☆✩
𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐮𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠 𝐰𝐨𝐮𝐥𝐝 𝐠𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐚 𝐦𝐮𝐬𝐢𝐜𝐚𝐥 𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐫𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 (𝐢 𝐚𝐦 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐨𝐲𝐞𝐫 𝐨𝐟 𝐡𝐚𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐭𝐨𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐝𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐚𝐧 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐬𝐞𝐧) (•̀ᴗ•́)و
★ 𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐥𝐨𝐰...
• honestly dice eating anon, you’re totally right!! He doesn’t believe in… the government. Nor the education system that’s set up.
• but that doesn’t mean he won’t support you in your journey to pursue whatever musical theatre-related career you choose.
• If you have a show? He’s coming to it. No questions. He will literally buy a ticket if he can’t sneak in, and that is SAYING SOMETHING.
• (he’s only doing it because he knows the money will go to something that you love. If it wasn’t he couldn’t give more of af)
• he might listen to musical songs with you, and if you sing- then he’s gonna be all over you. He loves every single part of you, so obviously something as sweet as your voice? He’s gonna love it even more.
• after a long hard day of absolutely torturing your vocal chords, he’ll make you some drink to soothe the burn or roughness in your throat.
• I mean he gotta take care of your throat
•… so that you can swallow food properly smh. If u were fr thinking anything else then I’m gonna bonk u over the head with my stick. DONT MAKE ME DO IT
• but anyways he will have u sing lullabies for him so he can fall asleep
• would lowkey jokingly as you to sing UK drill in an opera voice 💀💀 (imagine “bro shoulda neva let me, I tell a bitch be gentle” in an opera singers voice IM HOWLING)
• isn’t a big fan of musicals unless the songs are really over the top. Flashing lights, stage decor, special effects, etc. so he will go to some with you!!
• tries to help you practice when you ask for it. I mean I hc that he was prolly a bit of a band kid 😭
• as for the witchy stuff?
• he thinks it’s fucking awesome, dude.
• gets a bit confused when you go on about cleansing him (you mean with incense. His initial reaction is “wot?? I showered this morning love, what’re you on about???” Until you explain it
• he doesn’t know all of it, but he knows some stuff
• manifestation, crystals, spirituality, stuff like that he’s sorta familiar with.
• it’s not necessarily his kinda thing completely but he would gladly indulge in it if it makes you happy!!
• I headcanons that hes a cat AND dog kinda guy, so he prolly has a pet black cat (his name is Fritz. Don’t ask questions) so he jokes a lot that it’s fate that he ends up dating a witch and owning a black cat
• honestly he finds it super interesting, and if you light candles and incense while doing ur witchy things then he’ll love you forever. This man prolly goes weak when the scent of lavender or cinnamon even comes NEAR him
• overall, like he would usually, he loves you a lot and respects what you do and what you enjoy. He’s happy if you’re happy, and that’s that. Take care of my sweet bbg PLEASE
𝐀𝐚𝐡𝐡𝐡𝐡 𝐦𝐲 𝐦𝐮𝐦 𝐢𝐬 𝐩𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐢𝐧𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟 𝐬𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐟𝐮𝐧 𝐭𝐨 𝐰𝐫𝐢𝐭𝐞 𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐢 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐰 𝐮𝐩 𝐰𝐢𝐭𝐡 𝐢𝐭!! 𝐨𝐧𝐜𝐞 𝐚𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧 𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐞𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐧𝐨𝐧, 𝐭𝐲𝐬𝐦 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐫𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭!! 𝐘𝐨𝐮 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐥𝐢𝐥 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐩𝐥𝐢𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐡𝐚𝐝 𝐦𝐞 𝐠𝐢𝐠𝐠𝐥𝐢𝐧 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐦𝐲 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐧 𝐮𝐩 𝐧 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐠𝐠𝐠𝐠 ‼️‼️ /𝐥𝐡
𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠! 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐞 𝐚 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐥𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲/𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭, 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐲 𝐡𝐲𝐝𝐫𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐭𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫𝐬𝐞𝐥𝐟. 𝐈 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐝𝐚𝐢𝐥𝐲, 𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐜𝐤 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐮 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐧𝐞𝐰 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭𝐬!! /𝐧𝐟 \(^ヮ^)/
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loserdiaz · 25 days
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summarizing my WIPs poorly
tagged by the lovelies @tizniz and @spotsandsocks
buddie are so in love and domestic and grocery shopping and then BOOM buck gets taken hostage and maybe shot idk
somebody come get him, he's dancing like a stripper!!
im his lawyer, your honor, and i say he is gay and should suck my dick
buck is a menace to society but especially to eddie
there was only one bed and they fucked nasty
nosy gossipy neighbors dont know shit about us
single dad buck makes eddie sick with love. so much love
the thing about buck
dead buck! but oh wait! he came back to life with an important revelation!!
dead buck and he really is dead
hockey players are very gay for each other, actually
buck owns the rage room and eddie has issues. but he also has a crush!!
buck is a yoga instructor and eddie has a gay awakening (he is horny af)
divorced eddie tries grindr and buck is more than happy to guide him through it
actor buck is a hopeless romantic and eddie is weak when it comes to him
chimney can't keep a secret
eddie is horny for construction worker buck
MY DEAD BF IS AT MY DOOR FIVE YEARS AFTER HIS DEATH???? i need to sit down
buck for president !!! new law is eddie should go down on him
s7 spec jealous buck !!!
the last one i JUST started like five seconds ago lmao.
feel free to send me asks to get more info about any of the above but i cant promise if i can offer answers for all of these
tagging with no pressure; @hoodie-buck @monsterrae1 @underwater-ninja-13 @bigfootsmom @honestlydarkprincess @buddierights @devirnis @father-salmon @giddyupbuck @loveyouanyway @hippolotamus @athenagranted @wildlife4life @wikiangela @disasterbuckdiaz @eddiebabygirldiaz @exhuastedpigeon @the-likesofus and anyone else who wants to do this <33
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mbslost · 2 months
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hi. yes i came back for another yapping session, ironic.
i would like to express some of my feelings towards... some interesting things.
1. The Strade nazi drawing
i talked about his before, i am aware, but later (while reading other opinions as well) i got reminded about EP (Electricpuke for those who dont know him). did we all forgot HOW MANY nazi drawings he made? dont you believe that's an influence as well? if i remember correctly, Gato cut ties with him because of his abusive behaviour (there arent many people talking about this but some user are aware about his actions. sadly i wasnt in the community when that happened)
literally there are people calling Gato a nazi when she doesn't support the ideology. why did no one act the same with EP? different standards? the fact he left (probably) for good? still its not an excuse to call Gato a nazi. also she apologised multiple times. again MULTIPLE TIMES. even in the callout post in twt you can see the fact she IS sorry for drawing that. that she REGRETS it
edit: kay found a ss on tt from the user @/gorturic where Gato said this as well
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again, she doesn't support any nazi shit :/
2. The way others silence opinions that they dont like
im not saying you should be forced to agree with it, but when you make a callout account, normally, you let multiple people say their opinions over that thing. you can even show proof when you see someone is wrong. thats how argument work, crazy ik.
i start to see that if you defend Gato or just leave the community because the fandom its on thin ice, you'll be harassed and bullied for your choices. first of all, HOW ABOUT WE LEAVE PEOPLE THAT DONT WANT TO ASSOCIATE WITH BTD/TPOF ANYMORE ALONE. good? literally saw multiple users being harassed by this. its THEIR decision, suck it up. also can we stop SENDING DEATH THREATS???
or the fact that if you do have a point, they'll immediately cancel it with the "oh but its not important". it can be if you have some proofs for their misinformation (just like i proved the variety of poc characters Gato CREATED. didnt talk about Ren since he's another story)
3. Lack of proof for the side allegations.
if people noticed mods harassing people sm, why didnt they talk? why arent there ss of their conversations? we dont even know (most of us) what they even commented about (aside of Pussyspieler drawing). or the twt user that was wronged. that situation was like.. kind of a "im more autistic so you should shut up" (i have to add that i asked people on the spectrum about this and that was their point of view) of course the mod shouldn't have said it like that but.. its more of a misunderstanding really.. that doesnt mean you cant be upset. you absolutely can. everyone can react differently so dont harass them for feeling down or for being frustrated.
also the spanish (or mexican idk) users that just copied and translated @/renhanasgf posts with little to no new information. just the same thing. (although they said something of Gato not sending merch to latin America. probably because of the laws back then or the fact that the transport fee would be high af. im still searching for the reason tho so ill need some time for that one).
4. This fandom is messed up
people when fans of horror porn games are problematic 🤯. i agree that some people are being like extreme with their reactions, but no one is perfect here. just like i approached the situation completely wrong, they did the same. of course, now if you go around and be a racist piece of shit, you shoudl just stay off the internet for a while. luckily more approach the "like the art not the artist" thing.
look. you can always block users that you dont like (just like i do to those who are either into csam,thanks for telling me ab this term anon!, or incest). i know. shocking that people can block others.
after all these fandoms are not for the weak. there may be some safe spaces in it as well but... lets be real... its still going to be problematic. if you cant handle the community or how others act around here, then id suggest for you to not have a close interaction with others. like uhm, just, appreciate the content, not every person around here. just be aware of the users, stau safe okay?
5. Will i stop yapping?
not until i will see an agreement in the fandom. Gato is a human, of course she will do mistakes. especially if she's anxious or tired. having hundreds of people around you its hard and i can imagine it. having supoortive people only to wake up with people hating you. i hope she's safe and that she wont have to go to the hospital again. i pray for her well being, and to others that got spammed with those disgusting comments.
im not saying we should forget about this like.. her poor management and emotional way of responding to things, but is it truly worth it? to force a person to apologise just because they tried to fix things?
i also dont think ill stop because i just feel like im the only one that does talk here (trying to even prove wrong on some things). if others do it as well, PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TAG ME I WANNA SEE THEM😭 also because most people are still so confused about EVERYTHING. for some reason this drama its only getting more popular on tt for some reason.. which is a big no no since there are a lot of YOUNG people. i believe this should be talked here, and on twitter. (idk what to say about telegram)
ill stop here since my sickness got me. i will edit it later to add or correct myself but *sighs*
please stay safe and try to view more opinions over this. DONT SPAM OR HARASS ANYONE WHO ONLY WANTED TO EXPRESS THEIR FEELINGS. we'll see on Sunday how things will turn out.
(if i missed something out or said something wrong please correct me)
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madschiavelique · 8 months
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I actually read your initial post and I just knewwww that particular scene had inspired you😂😂 idk I just had that hunch for some reason (its been a while since i last watched it but doesn’t he also flip her and then slowly move the knife she has on his neck to hers instead bc 😱😱😱😱😱 im sorry I have issues)
I hope you’ll stay inspired to write it, it’s such a sexy trope tbh 🤌🏻🤌🏻😮‍💨 its peak forced proximity imo, bc despite the fact she’s a slave he isn’t exactly a free man to deny her. bonus points if there’s corruption involved bc I’m also soo weak for the “evil warlord/soldier takes the fair temple maiden as a slave but they fall in love along the way” 😩
(and while your prompt differs from these takes i just wanted to share them for shits and giggles, so consider these: 1.) I also live for the idea that the maiden in question is revealed to be the princess of the country that invaded and killed miguels ppl. The king’s daughter joined the temple anonymously bc she wanted to serve a purpose and ideals she stood for and not just live the life of a royal completely removed from the real world. Only the king knows of this and though their views differ he’s ok w it bc he wants to keep her safe from his enemies and her being a sworn maiden in the temple provides just that, but during the siege the temple gets raided anyway and she’s taken as a slave (as i write this i realise this is literally the story of the slave girl from troy lmao anywayyyy) and when miguel discovers this he takes her as his personal slave😈 win win, he was already planning on claiming the most beautiful one for himself, but she’s the daughter of the man he hates most as well??? Oh justice is gonna get served😈😈
orrrr take two, the king gives away his daughter as a way to save his own ass (but then again this is a different scenario) and miguel takes her as his wife, kills the king anyway and the daughter is distraught bc now she has to live her life as a slave to her father’s killer, not knowing that her father was responsible for the death of said man’s family in the first place. And of course he doesn’t tell her a thing about himself or his past at first bc my man is emotionally constipated af and only comes to her for fulfilling his marital duties and boy does he fill em🥴)
anyway wowww brainrot!!!!
YESSSS forced proximity omfg i love this
AND YES indeed he is not that much of a free man either in this situation
OKAY THE FIRST PROMPT IS DELICIOUS AND I THOUGHT OF DOING THIS INDEED but i had another thought for this : the king is really a huge bastard, and miguel doesn't appreciate much of what he does. he only wants revenge, and he is getting it in his blind hatred for other kingdoms.
but see the thing is (plot twist) the flag he saw in his village was put there by his king himself. why you might ask ? well because if many villages of his own kingdom start getting attacked by "another" kingdom then this is a sufficient motive to create a war, and that's all he wants. so he deliberately set fire to some villages in his own country and planted there the flag of the kingdom he wanted to attack to convince the population that other kingdoms were threats.
and when miguel learns that, he'll kill the king, and will escape with the reader to live a life of peace
i also kinda prefer the fact that reader is just a nobody kinda, like- she doesn't need to be of royalty to be considered as something precious
BUT YEA REAL GOOD STUFF NONNY AND YEA BRAIN ROT IS ROTTING GOOD
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Ok but I NEED you to discuss Noah’s breeding kink a lil more bc that shit makes me weak af. He makes me want to yeet my IUD to the sun likeeeeee knock me UP king 😩😩😩🫡🫡🫡
IVE BEEN AVOIDING ANSWERING THIS IM SORRY
i didn’t wanna face how much of a whore i am for him
bro idek what it is but noah ABSOLUTELY has a breeding kink. like we all know that motherfucker has an insane libido, so he’d wanna go all the time.
like even while he’s gaming, he might have his cock in you just because he can— “keep me warm baby, just for a bit. i promise i’ll make it worth your while” and “don’t distract me, you know good girls get to cum” OOF
okay sorry i got sidetracked
but he LOVES being inside of you, and having you get pregnant is proof that he fucks his girl well
noah loooooves when you’re overstimulated, cheeks sticky from tears, and a bit swollen down there. he’d pet your hair so gently and make sure you have water, but his wandering hands would end up traveling down to push his cum back in whenever it leaks out.
HE WOULD DEFINITELY PUT SOMETHING IN YOU TO KEEP IT IN WHETHER ITS HIS DICK OR A PLUG
“poor baby, you did so well pretty girl. cant wait to see if it worked. you’re my messy girl, aren’t you? you’ll be so pretty with my baby inside of you, i promise i’ll take such good care of you both”
like he wants to make a little family with you so fucking bad but also he just really loves seeing his girl strung out so it’s honestly the best of both worlds
(the best part is that he would absolutely pride himself if you had a limp that the others called you out on, or if the others heard you moan. he wants to show that he keeps his girl satiated)
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literaphobe · 8 months
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no but SPEAK YOUR TRUTH re: fandom Marichat... I see so much of Angsty Forbidden Lovers Pining Sexily and I am confused??? Why make Chat Noir a strong dark brooding dude (I mean yeah he is brooding but he also is goofy af about it) and Marinette a damsel in distress (she IS dramatic BUT she is also a Disaster Baby Girl and Everyday Ladybug and Literal Ladybug, she can handle herself). It seems like some people need this 'romantic' hetero dynamic so badly to work that they change characterizations that are well established in canon. and like, no shame for that, but I feel like it takes away what is so precious about their relationship/s and the whole love square dynamic. IMO the truth is that Marichat are silly bisexual friends that bicker and go to the movies and sometimes they fake date or practice love confessions. Marinette gives Chat Noir shit but in a friendly way because she doesn't have to be 'professional' and Chat Noir wants to impress Marinette because... you know. Even as Chat Noir he thinks Marinette is brilliant and the funniest person ever. And they are in love (see Elation) but so are ALL sides of the love square so duh. thanks for coming to my TED talk let me know what you think!!!
chat noir is so dark brooding and strong but hes ALSO got a serious case of the SILLIES!!!!! he's got all this repressed fury and rage but he's also full of love and tender care. sweetness. he is a complex character that the Larger Fandom Space likes to hack away and throw archetypes onto. similarly, marinette is a one-woman wrecking crew. whether she's transformed or not. she IS constantly in distress and god help her someone save her. but NOT in the way that Larger Fandom Space thinks. those people saw chat carry marinette away from danger and run away Once and decided thats all they were and that they are the only side of the love square that does that. dsghs
marichat actually contains multitudes and is so fun to work with, think about, and analyze. but they get hit with the no fun straight people beam and suddenly All She Is is some weak helpless girl who can't do anything and needs to be saved and All He Is is some guy who won't stop calling her Princess and like idk growling and. whatever else they want. and then they say stuff like True Selves and act like the other sides are unhealthy and only marichat is healthy or whatever. and then depict them unhealthily. i just dont know man. im like everywhere bro except for like wattpad and i do not wanna know how they depict marichat THERE
in all honesty, marichat AREN'T by default their 'true selves' around each other. obviously this is due to the fact that all sides of the love square have stuff to hide from each other. but i would even go so far as to ascertain that (especially in) Early Stages of marichat interactions, they are trying to portray their most INAUTHENTIC selves and that makes them BRILLIANT
okay so marinette -> she knows chat noir right? very well. but at the same time she CANT show that she knows him well. she has to pretend that hes just some guy. or that shes a bit of a fangirl. very much Expert Pretending To Be Novice vibes. similarly with chat noir -> he totallyyyyy doesn't know this girl all that well either. she CAN'T know that this super cool superhero is actually one of her Good Friends at school. so its like they're both actors in a play but they BOTH think they're the only ones acting. but at the same time, for marinette, the facade starts to fall because she can only pretend this isnt her best friend for so long. the best example of this for me is glaciator 2, where she just starts yelling at chat noir like he's HER chat noir, like she's the one who knows him. the chance of him arguing back drops bc it likely throws him off but is also refreshing bc whoaaa marinette can yell at him like that? only its not the him SHE knows. marinette can yell at him bc she's a little bit insane and also bc he isn't in love with THIS her so he'll be fine!! and he likes it bc he can sense her comfort and also be entertained by it at the same time and its fun getting close to her without her like freaking out and escaping from him. blah blah blah they r in love!!!!!!! but the point is inevitably there are feelings on all sides
i feel as though when the reveal happens none of the sides should be dating tbh. bc that would be too easy. oh yay my gf/bf is also another person i know and love! epic! but imagine if there was pain on every side. some form of feelings, some form of love, some form of heartbreak. thats where we get the part where they have to reconcile that all this pain and failures happened because of all the identities and secrets and their inherent connection and chemistry. they SHOULD feel doubt over whether they were meant to be together at all. and then realize that this couldn't be any more perfect. because they were never meant to choose. and after finding out, they'll never have to
yeah idk where im going anymore LETS KISS ANON UR SO WOKE THANK U FOR SENDING ME A JUICY ASK :D
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