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#im wondering if maybe this isnt the healthiest coping mechanism for me right now
squiddleydiddleydoo · 3 years
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oh noooooooooo...
yall this is bad. I've been ~coping~ with some extra stress recently by dissociating a whole lot more than usual, mainly daydreaming about Majima. this is fine. the problem is my brain is so deep in this fiction that when I was playing yakuza 4 and something bad happened to Majima I became physically ill.
I am not joking. my face flushed, my whole body went tense, and I got this awful pit in my stomach. I'm still nauseous. my brain no longer sees Majima as a fictional character. he is real to me now, and while this is very fun for daydreaming, it becomes a problem when something in a video game triggers an incredibly strong reaction as if it were reality
...anyway, selfshipping is great, but I think my brain is taking it a little too far
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