#immypersonal

[moderatelydelusional]

I don’t know how to write sentences but do you want to do a 5 sentence blurb about spencer seeing ghost? Do you think his rational brain would try to use reason or would he just lean into it?

Immy, love, my dear, my wife. bless you <3

The team huddled outside the old double story weatherboard house, regrouping after an unsuccessful raid. The red and blue lights illuminated the darkness and cast odd shadows against every surface.

Reid was beginning to tune out from the conversation happening around him. He was peering at the house when he noticed a woman standing in the window of the attic. For an extended moment, Reid questioned if he was even seeing what he thought he was. The lights from the emergency vehicles were bouncing off the house effortlessly and casting shadows that danced through different angles which each set of lights commanding them.

“Guys, did we clear the attic?”

Reid’s sudden abruption captured the attention of the team.

“What?” Morgan asked, quickly following it up with: “Yeah. Why?”

Calmly, and with his eyes still fixated on the woman in the window, he informs them, “There’s someone up there.”

With revised energy in their steps, the team darted back into the house. Navigating the houses layout easily as they shot to the attic.

“FBI!” Morgan announced as they breached the attic with weapons drawn as a precaution.

They stormed the attic but found it entirely as Morgan had earlier. Empty.

He holstered his weapon and turned to the younger agent; who was scurrying about the place looking for the woman he’d seen.

“There’s no one here, kid.”

“No, there was! I saw her!”

“Her?”

“A woman. She was standing by that window,” Reid points to the window facing the front lawn. The red and blue lights peaking into the attic. “Watching us. She’s here.”

“Where, Reid? There’s only one way in and out of this attic and we didn’t pass anyone coming down.” Morgan tried to reason, but he’d be lying if he said Reid’s confidence wasn’t making him question trap doors, secret hiding spots, and any other means of disappearing quickly.

Emily holstered her weapon now and turned to Morgan. “I’ll go see if the locals have any ideas.”

Morgan nodded as she left.

“What did she look like?” Morgan asked when Emily was gone.

Reid threw his hands up and shrugged. “A woman. I don’t know. Long black hair, a white shirt or dress.” He stopped, regarding his memory of her. “Sad,” he added. “She looked sad.”

They never found the woman. However, a local officer told Reid an interesting story days later about the wife of the first owner of the house. She’d taken her life in the attic after she discovered her husband had been unfaithful. He’d left the conversation by suggesting perhaps that’s who Reid saw in the window.

The next few weeks, months, Reid cultivated his knowledge of the paranormal. He’d had a niche interest in all things supernatural. He loved Halloween, he beamed at a good ghost story, and he marvelled at the artistic lengths people went to create the most spooky atmosphere imaginable. But he’d always known it was mostly fantasy.

Despite the ghostly and supernatural accounts dating back hundreds, even thousands, of years, psychology would always be able to provide a reasonable explanation.

Sightings of mythical creatures, known and newly discovered, rose ten fold during times of great conflict such as war or depressions. It was the brains way of coping with the awful acts being committed around it, and to justify the reality of something so horrendous.

But Reid had seen this woman and he hadn’t been in a scene of great conflict. He hadn’t been more stressed than he was on any other raid. Nothing could plausibly justify why his brain would make up such an experience.

He accompanied his cultivation of the paranormal with a refined study of the human brain and why it does what it does.

He found no plausible reason. Nothing that gave him a solid answer. And what’s that famous saying?

“When you have eliminated all which is impossible, then whatever remains, however improbable, must be the truth.” ~ Arthur Conan Doyle

#immypersonal #asks #mooty toots #spencer #loren writes #this was super fun omg #i didnt even draft this i just wrote whayever my brain told me to

[will-on-the-internet]

Hey lovely. I sent you an ask a few days ago but I think tumblr must have ate it.

Anyway! 7 for the ask game?

Immy my love! Rest assured, your ask did not get eaten, I've just not been active that much nor have I had much concentration to get to asks.

And for 7 of the ask game:

Reid with long hair or Reid with short hair?

LONG HAIR ALL THE WAY! Honestly @meganskane Nati and @spencersendgame Rucha can tell you how much I love long hair on Spencer, seasons 4-5 make me so happy, while I hate his hair in seasons 6, and 7.

CRIMINAL MINDS ASKS: THIS OR THAT

#immypersonal #will talks! #spencer reid #ask me!

[spookydrreid]

Spencer wearing the ugly as all shit sweater vest you knitted him to work even though it has holes and doesn’t fit right because he loves you as he loves it and he love that you would put that much time and effort and love into making him something.

That One Sweater – immypersonal

Pairing: Spencer Reid x gn!reader

Content warnings: none I dont think

word count: 639

REQUEST ARE OPEN!!!!!!

a/n: this request was so damn wholesome and made my cold little heart so happy!!!

Taking up new hobbies wasn’t rare for you. Your spare bedroom was filled with abandoned projects, things you tried to get into but, for one reason or another, you just couldn’t. Spencer was always supportive of the hobbies of the month, week, day, hour.

The hobby of this month? Knitting. Penelope had been trying to get you to knit with her for years, claiming it could calm you down after cases. And you’d needed a different way to wind down after cases. So, after lots of begging on her part, you took her up on her offer to learn. So, every Monday and Wednesday you and her stayed late while she taught you the basic aspects of knitting. And you took it home to practice.

Now, you weren’t the most horrible knitter to ever exist, but you certainly weren’t good by any means. But you tried and, in your book, that’s all that matters. However, in the eyes of your boyfriend, Dr. Spencer Reid, you were a master at knitting.

Obviously, he knew you weren’t. But it didn’t stop him from constantly telling you how great you were doing. So, when you finished a sweater in his estimated size, you decided to actually give it to him. What you didn’t expect, however, was just how much he was going to wear the horrendous thing.

“Spencer… you don’t have to wear it just to make me feel good.” You’d said after giving it to him. It was absolutely heinous and you knew he knew. It didn’t fit him all that well, and there was a small hole in the armpit that you knew would only get larger as time went on. Not to mention the color was the worst shade of brown you’d ever seen.

“Huh? I’m not wearing it to make you feel good? I’m wearing it because you made it and I absolutely love it.” The sparkle in his eyes told you he was telling the truth. But the last thing you wanted was him wearing it to work.

Spencer was a sensitive boy, years of bullying wearing him down. And while the team poked fun at the young genius lovingly, sometimes the jokes got to him. And you knew, that if he wore that to work, he would be subject of relentless teasing. You also knew how protective of you. Meaning, if someone makes fun of something you made? He’s going to be upset.

“I know but… it’s not the greatest thing I’ve ever made. Why not just wait till I can make you a better one?”

Spencer looks offended at the idea, “why would I wait? I am honored to wear this. You made it for me.”

So, you give in, “fine. But I don’t want you to get made fun of. I know how sometimes it can make you get in your head?”

He pulls you in for a hug, kissing the top of your head gently, “my love, I don’t care what anyone says. This sweater means so much to me simply because you, the absolute love of my life, made it for me.” He smiles down at you for a moment, “and if anyone makes fun of me, I will punch them.”

His statement about violence makes you giggle a little. Spencer didn’t even kill spiders, let alone punch one of his co-workers. But, none the less, his confidence and love for that ugly as all hell sweater warmed your heart. And, while you were sure everyone was thinking of making fun of him, no one said a peep.

Thanks to the threatening little text message you set the group prior to him leaving the house.

#Spencer Reid x reader #spencer reid x gn!reader #Spencer Reid x you #spencer reid x self insert #Spencer Reid x soft reader #Spencer Reid #Spencer Reid imagine #Spencer Reid fic #Criminal Minds fic #Spencer Reid fluff #Criminal minds imagine #Criminal Minds Fluff #Request

[reidslibrarybook]

-💦my lovely mutuals and their respective emojis:

⇢ @buckleyhans - alex 🌙

⇢ @samuel-de-champagne-problems - rosie 🪁

⇢ @shemarmooresfedora - dory 🦆

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⇢ @reidsbookclub - grecy 🍁

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⇢ @leahblackk - leah 🔭

⇢ @fightingdragonswithreid - ana 🔮

⇢ @ssa-m-187 - m 🐍

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⇢ @lil-stark - varsh 🌷

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⇢ @writer-in-theory - jay ☀️

⇢ @spencerreidat3am - aditi 🥭

⇢ @breedablespencie - luna 🧍🏻‍♀️

⇢ @unmitigatedsuperiority - rj 🦷

⇢ @arsonhotchner - alex 🧳

⇢ @mercy-burning - mercy 🔥

⇢ @spencerslibrary - joce 🎧

⇢ @anothermansjeans - anne-marie 🪝

⇢ @writaylor - rose 🐐

⇢ @lilacprentiss - neveah ☁️

⇢ @sadgirlml - mely 💌

⇢ @boldlyvoid - emily 🐚

⇢ @eoieltilavans - man whore

⇢ @simplyparker - kierstin 💜🍳

if any of you want a new emoji hmu

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[gold-onthe-inside]

tagged by @moderatelydelusional

appearance:

I'm over 5'5 / I wear glasses/contacts / I have blond hair / I wear sweatshirts a lot / I prefer loose clothing to tight clothing / I have one or more piercings / I have at least one tattoo / I have blue eyes / I have dyed or highlighted my hair / I have gotten plastic surgery / I have or had braces / I sunburn easy / I have freckles / I paint my nails / I typically wear makeup / I don't often smile / I am pleased with how I look / I prefer Nike to Adidas / I wear baseball hats backwards

hobbies and talents:

I play a sport / I can play an instrument / I am artistic / I know more than one language / I have won a trophy in some sort of competition / I can cook or bake without a recipe / I know how to swim / I enjoy writing / I can do origami / I prefer movies to tv shows / I can execute a perfect somersault / I enjoy singing / I could survive in the wild on my own / I have read a new book series this year / I enjoy spending time with friends / I travel during school or work breaks / I can do a handstand

relationships:

I am in a relationship / I have been single for over a year / I have a crush / I have a best friend I have known for ten years / my parents are together / I have dated my best friend / I am adopted / my crush has confessed to me / I have had a long distance relationship / I am an only child / I give advice GREAT to my friends / I have made an online friend / I met up with someone I have met online

aesthetics:

I have heard the ocean in a conch shell / I have watched the sunrise / I enjoy rainy days / I have slept under the stars / I meditate outside / the sound of chirping calms me (sometimes) / I enjoy the smell of the beach / I know what snow tastes like / I listen to music to fall asleep / I enjoy thunderstorms / I enjoy cloud watching / I have attended a bonfire / I pay close attention to colors / I find mystery in the ocean / I enjoy hiking on nature paths / autumn is my favourite season

miscellaneous:

I can fall asleep in a moving vehicle / I am the mom friend / I live by a certain quote / I like the smell of sharpies / I am involved in extracurricular activities / I enjoy Mexican food / I can drive a stick-shift / I believe in true love / I make up scenarios to fall asleep / I sing in the shower / I wished I lived in a video game / I have a canopy above my bed / I am multi-racial / I am a redhead / I own at least three dogs / I am lgbtq+

tagging: @thatsmydanish @immypersonal @bus-kids @boldlyvoid

#tag game #rucha's tag games

[moderatelydelusional]

Okay so everytime I’m watching a show I google what happens to make sure my fave doesn’t die or fave couple stays together. So I did this for criminal minds and it’s super unclear online whether Reid lives at the end of cm so I was unsure about it for a long time.

Why do you think he’s dead?

*stretches fingers* immy, my dear friend, buckle up

let’s take ourselves back to that dreaded night in the cemetery shed. after being dozed no less than five times with dilaudid and being thrown onto the floor, reid had an overdose induced seizure and coded. his heart stop. when your heart stops, the rest of your body quickly follows suit because no blood is circulating. ok we all know this so idk why im explaining it.

the important thing to note next is within 3 minutes of your heart stopping, your brain begins to shut down. within 5 minutes, brain cells begin to die and permanent brain damage begins. even if we believe reid was successfully revived by tobias, how long was tobias outside debating with his alters until he came back and started chest compressions? since there’s no timeline indicators during the episode for this moment, we can believe there was at least a few minutes between reid coding and being revived.

so. heres my theory. reid was never revived. he died. HOWEVER he hasn’t accepted it. he can’t accept it. so the next following seasons are reid thinking he’s living his life but actually it's a bunch of spirit guides trying to convince him to pass over.

emily is his main guide and her 'death' is one of the many, many extensive and elaborate ways they try and get reid to come to terms with death and accept his own.

he finally accepts his death in s15. he collapses when he gets home after that explosion and he hallucinates a bunch of dead characters as he's in a coma in hospital. in actual fact, his guides have just rly had it. they've been at this for so long. in real life his mum has also passed away so when reid wakes up in 'hospital' and asks 'is this heaven?' to his mum, that's him finally accepting it.

the party at rossi's at the end is his heaven. at first he's at the mansion and it's just him and gideon. then it's rossi. then hotch. then morgan and emily and jj and slowly everyone joins bc they die in real life. time doesn't move in the same way it does in life. it's all layered so it only feels like he's been at rossi's mansion for like an hour before the whole place is full of his friends and family.

reid is dead, have a nice day <3

#immypersonal #asks #spencer hc #matty g #loren writes #lorens dumb hc

[moderatelydelusional]

As a gift here is the first pumpkin I ever carved at 15 y o.

CAN WE CARVE PUMPKINS TOGETHER?

#ok now im officially pissed we don’t live in the same city #we would be having the BEST time omg #immypersonal #my wife #mooty toots #asks #spooky season #gosh so many tags

[moderatelydelusional]

Me: I’m not really a jealous person

Everyone: *is in love with you*

Me:

^ them on your front lawn

#immypersonal #mooty toots #my wife #asks

[moderatelydelusional]

Heart eyes for you! Hope you feel better soon my love. Xxx

<333

#immypersonal #my wife #asks #mooty toots

[moderatelydelusional]

If you could go to a dinner party and have 5 people there from any time/universe/real or imaginary who would you pick and would it end in murder?

Omggg ok wow this is so good ok um

WE would host a dinner party with Prince Hamlet of Denmark, my accused witch ancestor from 1640s, The Mad Hatter (tim burton version), MGG, annnnnd Maisie Williams

Ok this was hard

Anyway, I say we do a vegetarian and gluten free and dairy free menu and serve wine :)

#immypersonal #mooty toots #my wife #asks #i was gonna add ap to this but i kinda like that no one (i think) knows each other #it would allow for great conversation and new friendships or enemiships being made :)

[moderatelydelusional]

This is a good morning message for my son. I hope he had good dreams and gets lots of pats today!

!!!! HE IS GETTING ALL THE PATS AND CUDDLES <3 i even sneezed so its more realistic that you’re here lmao

#immypersonal #mooty toots #my wife #loren x atticus #asks

[moderatelydelusional]

when she makes you a playlist and its all of your favourite songs <333

#immypersonal #my wife #actual goddamn tears bloody hell #mooty toots

[moderatelydelusional]

I have never seen the back of this shirt before and I want it more than ever! BRB sewing this onto the back of all my shirts

(Just delete if you have seen this ahaha)

OH MY GOD

SAME

come over with all your shirts and we can do it together? 👉🏼👈🏼 👀

#this would probably be better as an embroidery project #BUT ALAS WE CAN SEW #immypersonal #mooty toots

[moderatelydelusional]

Would you love me if I was a worm 🪱

since youve wormed your way into my heart, absolutely <3

#immypersonal #asks #mooty toots #my wife

[moderatelydelusional]

Okay consider this.. you are a ghost and the only day you are visible to people is today! Bi visibility day! You’re visible! 💙💜💖

the worst day of the year 🙄 i like being invisible

lmao jk jk

#immypersonal

[moderatelydelusional]

Family portrait

OMFG WE’RE SO CUTE

Are you so far away from the rest of us bc you’re allergic? lmao

#immypersonal #mooty toots #asks #my wife #no i did not get this before lmao