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#in need of therapy
aspiringdragonslayer · 10 months
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New what now?! They do realize that we need time to process things right? I mean constantly feeding us with content won't solve the abandonment issues we developed 7 years ago but all the members releasing music all at once isn't helping anyone. I was halfway creating a cult because of niall, now I have to take a detour and mentally prepare myself for new liam AND zayn music. In need of professional help tbh
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loverboydion · 11 months
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Giving head is therapeutic
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ao-ihinata · 1 year
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does anyone understand the feeling when the fandom is starting to become stagnant and your slightly disappointed but hopeful that we're all healing together as a group but then you find one of the authors that are definitely in need of therapy (possibly even more than yourself) has uploaded another questionable fic and of course your gonna read it knowing you just stuck in the same place ?
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ems-ru5 · 1 year
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me: don't talk to me or my son ever again >:( my son: meow >:(
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its-just-mads · 2 years
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no, no it’s fine! i’ll just kill myself then :) no big deal
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I hate them
I hate the way they smile,
whether it's at me down the street
or to greet me when they notice me.
I hate the way they walk,
like they own the fucking place
like nothing could stop their pace.
I hate the way they touch me,
want to feel me under their palms
and trace their lips under my jaw.
I hate the way they speak to me,
"you don't get this, you don't get that!"
who the fuck 'you think you are to tell me how to talk?
you're in your rebellious phase, they say
you'll eventually know your place,
they say
but one day
my voice like thunder
and words like swords
I'll grab my heart like a weapon,
and slice yours
And I'll try not to mind,
your bleeding and your weeping
as I'll be trying to recall,
how you didn't change at all.
-g.
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regulusandpandora · 2 years
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Life is misery. Religion is confusing. I feel everything, yet nothing at all. It's like I'm living half a life, only experiencing half of things. Half the happiness, half the sadness, never quite reaching that climax peak. I'm tired. I'm tired of trying to figure out a God who I have never felt a personal connection with. I'm tired of trying to figure out who I love. I'm tired of being a horrible person because of past emotional trauma and experiences that have affected me negatively. I'm tired of feeling inadequate and alone. Life is misery. I don't wish my life to end, because I feel it has yet to even begin. And that is that part of life I wish to escape from.
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wolxoltl · 7 months
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Time really is a flat circle.
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ispyspookymansion · 7 months
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BOO!
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oh sorry….come in…..hello…welcome to my halloween party ^_^ feel free to take a piece of candy and a goodie bag before you go okay? have a fun (and nostalgic) halloween season!!
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deadassjsawhitegirl · 2 months
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okay maybe i am an irritiable draining bitch to be around holy shit.
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inkskinned · 7 months
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what is with men being mad any time a woman raises her voice where did that even come from. someone posted a video of a small electrical explosion, and the top comment was of course the woman screams. the second comment is women try not to scream challenge, level impossible. i had to go back and watch the video again. there is, somewhat fainty, a little gasp emitted off-camera, more of a yelp than a scream. it is mostly lost in the crack of the explosion. afterwards, you hear her voice, shaken, say, are you okay?
i am helping one of my friends train her voice pitch lower, because she wants to be taken seriously at work. she and i do each other's nails and talk about gender roles; and how - due to our appearance - neither of us have ever been able to be "hysterical" in public. we both appear young and sweet and feminine. she is cisgender, and cannot use her natural voice in her profession because people keep saying she appears to be "vapid". we both try to figure out if our purposeful voice lowering is technically sexist. is it promoting something when you are a victim to it?
a storm almost sends a pole through a car window. in the dashcam, you can hear the woman passenger say her partner's name twice, crying out in alarm. she sounds terrified. in the comments, she is lambasted for her lack of calm. how is that even fucking helping?
in high school, i taught myself to have a lower voice. i had been recorded when i was genuinely (and righteously) upset; and i hated how my voice sounded on the phone speakers when it was played back. i was defending my mom, and my voice cracked with emotion. it meant i was no longer winning the argument: i was just shrieking about it.
girls meet each other after a long summer and let out a little joyful scream. this usually stops around 12-14, because people will not tolerate this display of affection (as it has the effect of being passingly annoying). something about the fact that little girls can't ever even be annoying. we are trained to examine each part of our lives (even joy) for anything that could make us upsetting and disgusting. they act like teenage girls are breaking into houses and shrieking you awake at 3 in the morning. speaking as a public school educator: trust me, it's not that bad, you can just roll your eyes and move on. it does not compare to the ways boys end up being annoying: slurs in graffiti, purposefully mocking your body, following you after you said no. you know, just boy things.
there's another video of a man who is not allowed to yell in the house, so he snaps his fingers when he's excited about soccer. the comments are full of angry men, talking about how their brother is unfairly caged. let him express himself and this is terrible to do to someone. eventually the couple has to address it in a second video: they are married with a newborn baby. he was trying not to wake the infant up. there is no comment on the fact women are not allowed to yell indoors. or the fact that it could have been really alarming or triggering for his wife. sometimes i wonder if straight men even like women, if they even enjoy being in relationships with them.
for the longest time, i hated roller coasters because it always felt inappropriate and uncomfortable for me to scream. one of my friends called me on it, said it was unusual i'm so unwilling. i had to go to my therapist about it. i don't like to scream because i was not raised in a safe situation, and raising my voice would have brought unsafe attention towards me. even when i am supposed to scream, it feels shameful, guilty. i was not treated kindly, so i lack a basic form of self-protection. this is not a natural response. it is not good that in a situation of high adrenaline - i shut up about it.
something very bad is happening, i think. in between all the beauty standards and the stuff i've already discussed - this one feels new and cruel in a way i can't quite express. yes, it's scary and silencing. but there's something about how direct it is - that so many men agree with the sentiment that women should never yell, even in an emergency - it feels different.
is the word shriek gendered automatically? how about shrill or screech? in self defense class, one of the first things they tell you is to yell, as loud and as shrilly as you can. they say it will feel rude. most women will not do this. you need to practice overcoming the social pressure and just scream.
most women do not cry out, even when it's bad. we do not report it. we walk faster. we do not make a scene. what would be the point of doing anything else? no matter what we do, we don't get taken seriously. it is a joke to them. an instagram caption punchline. we have to present ourselves as silent, beautiful, captivating - "valuable."
a woman is outside watching her kids when someone throws a firecracker at them. she screams and runs towards her children. in the comments, grown men flock together in the thousands: god. women are so annoying.
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starfruitsomething · 1 month
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After Neil said that they kept David Tenant in a box on set I couldn't get this image out of my head...
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star-remina · 4 months
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I want to be noticed by him,,,
He doesn’t even know I exist,,,
I hate having a crush on ppl I see online :((((
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slimylittlemaggot · 6 months
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If this gets 10,000 notes, then I'll go to therapy.
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zehecatl · 2 months
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no but i'm literally just thinking SOOO much about how Vox is obviously living a hollow and unfulfilling life, and how the only thing he shows genuine interest in is power and Alastor
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even with the other Vees, he's distant and muted- he doesn't really seem to engage with them, not deeply, or particularly happily- he does care about them, i think, considering he's willing to 'let his guard down', (which is a whole 'nother post, and only vaguely something i mentioned here) but i'd wager he finds the whole thing dull
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Vox is stuck in a rut. he's bored, he straight up says fuck my life, and then follows that up with putting on a fake ass smile for the masses. up until Alastor is thrown back into the mix, Vox's whole demeanour screams fake
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and then Alastor is back and Vox is emotive. he's excited, he's interested, he's energetic. yeah, the whole thing is based on some bitter ex drama, and it's probably not, like, healthy- but he's actually consistently acting alive
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compare his whole music sequence with the way he's acting before Alastor's whole ass came back, and there is such a stark difference. he's all over the fucking place, he's borderline manic, whereas before he just- he was very obviously bored
you can even see some of this when you compare the brief glance of Vox and Val during Angel's song, and then with the episode 8 song
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i think Alastor is the only thing in Vox's life he actively cares about, at this point. it's the only thing that interests him, that captivates him, and oh boy, i cannot wait to see more of them in season 2
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probablyhuntersmom · 11 months
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The healing and lasting love of a mom
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