#in the last like two weeks to be clear

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

Hi I hate to be cheesy but I wanted to say that while a lot of people - very rightly!!! - point out how cool your art is and how inspirational it is that you showed art can be learned, not just a rare natural born talent, I also LOVE your sense of humor. The dialog and visual jokes are always so sharp and are guarenteed to make me laugh! Because I'm autistic as hell lol I like to bookmark things I can read through over agian when I'm looking for laughs and your blog is now high on the list! Thx!

Be not afraid to be cheesy; your genuine message has brought me immense joy B’*)

#ask #non mdzs #<-temp tag until i figure out a good sona tag name #I am currently living in a hazy state of exhastion so I cannot make my thoughts as clear as I would like - however #Thank you kindly for sending such a sweet message💙 #I am very glad to be the funny little creature that brightens someone’s day #Also very happy to have the autism brain brrrr seal of approval. A true honour B*) #I’d Love to know your favourites if you’re comfortable sharing. Sort of a cool littlt tidbit to know! #I hope you have a great day! Tha k you again for your support! #(meant to combine this with the jyl post - for the 27th- whoops! this is how far we have fumbled the ball these last two weeks)

[blujayonthewing]

pitched battle inside my brain between the part of me that's desperately shaking myself by the shoulders going "YOU HAVE GOT TO ACTUALLY LIVE THE KIND OF LIFE YOU IMAGINE INSTEAD OF JUST SITTING AROUND IMAGINING IT UNTIL YOU DIE!!" and the part of me that's clutching my face going "is this allowed? is this allowed?? is this allowed???"

#trying to plan a solo cicada pilgrimage and getting brainworms about it yeehaw #'making a lot of plans and never actually doing things in real life' has been a problem for literally as long as I can remember #but I also feel like I've developed a learned helplessness over the last several years that's gotten worse as I've gotten older?? #me age twenty: I think I'm gonna take myself to chicago next week because I feel like going to the zoo #me age thirty: am I allowed to go camping alone. am I allowed to do a solo road trip. I need a grownup #to be extremely clear I am very much allowed and this is not justin's fault and I don't know where it comes from #like I'll run things by him lowkey seeking 'permission' that I don't even need and he'll be like 'yeah that sounds good to me' #and then I STILL won't do the thing because like. my brain keeps insisting there needs to be a grownup in charge?? HELLO I'M GROWNUP #anyway I'm doing cicada trip solo BECAUSE-- the drive is so long I want to do five days because two of them will just be driving #and he can't get that much time off work right now #AND because I literally only want to Be Camping and Looking At Bugs but he'd get bored of a week of that he likes Activities #me this morning getting insecure and weird: what are your thoughts... on cicada voyage.... #him after at first not even understanding the question: I'm SO excited for you?? you deserve to get to go absolutely feral??? #I do.... ;n; 💕 why am I so scared to be a person....... #about me #cicada journey

[someoldfires]

my main thoughts about nandor/guillermo in s5 are as follows

1. i cant fathom that there are people who are disappointed they didnt ”go canon” when the last episode was easily the most romantic thing i’ve ever seen. Dont say you like slow burns if you cant take the heat

2. the whole concept of ”oh no you got another vampire to bite you if your master finds out he’s going to kill you and then himself” was way too sexy to only be properly explored for like half an episode. As far as i’m concerned there could’ve been an entire season of nandor hunting guillermo and dealing with the emotional complexities of that. I get that he loves him too much to actually want to kill him for very long but what if the vampire pride ran just a little bit deeper. I was a massive fan of nandor going to guillermo’s moms apartment to lure him out of hiding and them having to have like a silent dramatic moment with his mom in the next room. Great stuff should have been more of that

#wwdits #nandermo #im actually surprised that im seeing different opinions in the fandom on whether theyre gonna happen or not #guillermo being in love with nandor has been acknowledged for like two seasons now #nandor spent all of s5 either being jealous or worrying about guillermo or wanting to kill him but in a very sexy vengeful way #theyve also clearly put a lot of emphasis on nandor being into men in the last couple of seasons #as someone who has watched the whole thing in the past week there was a clear shift #so yeah excited to see where the next season takes us..

[front-facing-pokemon]

Why no female Frillish

Justice for F Frillish

↑ i said this in the tags. i.e. there was no female frillish model on the typical place i source models from. but there was for jellicent. case in point:

there just wasn't one. the image on TMR shows a female model:

she's considerably happier. but she's just not included in the contents of the zip file when downloaded. don't ask ME for justice for her. ask whoever uploaded these models onto TMR for justice

#not pkmn #maybe i wasn't clear enough in the tags. which is fair. it's getting into that True Finals Week‚ as i call it in college #where it's not Finals Week. where you take finals. but instead it's that One week of the year where every class assigns all their big final #projects at you at once. and it's faaar more work than finals week #and this one is killing me more than it ever has. it's my last two weeks of school Literally Ever right now so it makes sense #but holy shit i'm having a bad time! so tags are getting shorter. apologies to those of you who look forward to that #commentary but i'm a little Out Here rn. so a lot of the time the only commentary you'll get from me is in asks like these

[melien]

Ivy Lund for @arogaba's Swift BC

Eccentric / Green Thumb / Hopeless Romantic / Shy / Virtuoso

If Ivy lived long in the past, she would probably be a travelling bard. Her friends say that she is indeed an old soul that was born in a wrong century. She prefers to stick to her style and does not want to change to a more mainstream sound just to become more popular or appeal to the masses. And if she does break through, she wants it to be for her unique manner of ballads and forest nymph-inspired aesthetic, that she hopes will find its place in people's hearts. Participating in the bachelorette might be both a chance for Ivy to advertise her music to a wider audience, hoping for it to resonate with the viewers, and possibly get to know Nina better with potential for something more.

TOU: Don’t claim her as your own or reupload, don’t change her genetics and face features. You can change anything else in her look (hairstyle, makeup, clothes, your own defaults etc.).

Private download unless she's eliminated.

CC: hair / eyebrows (Ruby) / blush #9 / lipstick #11

#sims #ts3 #sims 3 #my sims #my bc contestants #I accidentally made a whole green-haired lucy gray before i even watched the movie #yeah I made her a couple weeks ago but only got to making a post now because I was busy mostly with flat hunting #also a clear folkmore coded girlie #I missed taking part in bcs! my last contestant was made in like 2021 #and I am still thinking of restarting my own bc with cornelia that I cancelled #which I will get to for sure but it's a bit of a busy time rn but I'm def in a better mindset for playing it than I was two years ago

[iwritenarrativesandstuff]

i might actually just start biting people i'm so done agggghhhhhhhh

#storyrambles #i'm very very annoyed in case it wasn't clear. some person spelled my last name wrong on an official thing #and now i can't get paid. for the work i'm doing. #this has been dragging on for two weeks #because they're like 'oh don't worry you can change your legal name after you sign in' :) #well i signed in. and now everything's messed up on my account and i can't do shit about it. #because you can't. change your last name. you can only change your first name. i don't think they actually read anything i wrote. #ughhhhhhh #and now i... wait some more. :))) <-brimming with anger

[caterpillarinacave]

“Oh, you’ll fall” Thelma replied nonchalantly, as if that was somehow comforting “Quite embarrassingly, probably. And quite painfully at least a few times.”

“Ah. Well. ” Matthew cleared his throat uncomfortably, the mild sense of impending doom steadily building. “I suppose we best be going then?” 

Thelma smiled up at him, a darling sort of smile, the type that lit up half the room, so genuinely happy that Matthew decided whatever happened in the next hour - no matter how disastrous and or embarrassing - it would be worth it for that smile on his sister’s face.

-Post TLH WIP Snippet

#Found this one scrolling through my drafts to answer asks. Which I will do soon-ish anon I’m going off like a feral cat <3 #Poor Matthew he’s about to get destroyed in a ballet studio by a ten year old #“Im a good dancer I’ll be alright” absolutely wrong his calf muscles will not recover for a week. but he would do it again in a heartbeat #If you’re wondering why our usually confident little bi disaster seems so unsure it’s because- #at this particular moment he’s very concerned that he’s still uncoordinated from the alcoholism and its gonna embarrass her #This a part of my on the surface fluffy Thelma tries to teach Matthew ballet over the course of like two decades #Which is secretly deep and emotional on matthews part #Also to be clear he isn’t *bad* at ballet. Thelma’s just really really good. And really weird. #He loves his sisters so dearly and doesn’t really know what to do with them bless him #Like what if he fucks up??? What if he fucks them up??? What if they hate him??? How could he possibly deserve to be around those two??? #Less crisis about Peter. Because Peter is just like. There. Peter is unkillable. Also technically the Lightwoods problem #Matthew Fairchild #The last hours #tsc #thelma Fairchild #Chain of thorns #My writing

[fatcowboys]

im done w moving and out of the shitty apt w the shittier roommate (who did not let move out happen without adding as Much drama as possible) and have just. been feeling so much better. living w my two friends who actually communicate well and all work together on our needs and gah. so less stressed and anxious now!!! and also in a week kitty introductions have gotten farther than they ever did w shitty roommates kitties (they were kinda bullies, so we had to move glacial speed even w oregano cat expert) and just. thank u the universe things are so much better now

#only improvement would be if anjo Also lived here curse grad school!!!!!! #i moved out over a week ago but we just tuened in keys after cleaning day on sunday #and across just those two days bad roommate accused me of faking cleaning a part of something (that was not requested or clear) #tried to turn anjo against me by saying im a liar and manipulator and gaslighter (which. listen the last one i could say the fuckin same) #(which is also so funny bc anjo and i are so close. became codependent in a heart beat. why tf would u think anjo is gonna be on ur side) #then at the walkthru pointed out things that were damaged (which they are Alsonin on that security deposit what are u doing) #and the texted again accusing me of shit with a stupid fucking infographic on weaponized incompetance #thankfully like all of these i had my friends with me bc when infirst got there for cleaning i uhhhh had a panic attack lol #so i had good support thru everything and now never have to deal w them #its just. been So much lmao. and its so fucking nice how calm and smooth things have been #like i had that sort of shit. i in general am good at communicating and avoid shitty drama like this person #so its been So exhausting. but im done now thank god #and the new place is so much better and nicer and i love the friends im living w and Yeah :')

[essektheylyss]

I cannot believe creators I like keep announcing concepts I would love, in audio formats. You're really making me keep up with multiple podcasts? In this economy? With an adderall shortage???

#to be clear this is a jOKE #but midst sounds like my exact fucking jam GDI GUYS #I did just make myself an iced americano for the first time in MONTHS cuz this is where I'm at on the stimulant problem #four shots of espresso is equivalent to one pill right #to anyone who has had to speak with me in the last like two weeks: sorry. also please take it up with the dea. #I'm begging someone needs to and it sure af will not be me

[bluwus-art]

KAITOBER DAY 31: HAPPY HALLOWEEN

(Full cast :) ) Guest charas by @geragerawarau & @your-local-introvert

#kaito #vocaloid #vocaloid kaito #kaito (vocaloid) #kaito oc's #my kais #friends kais #my sona #cat #black cat #friends sona #clear blue sky and prince #sweetheart tiny jiangkai powder and yokai #with their favorite colors #close enough anyways #kaitober #kaitober 2023 #i'd like to give a special thanks to idolish7 for helping me power through the last two weeks #and thank you everyone else who helped keep me going #i should chop up that photo but i'll do it later #time to sleep #FIRST KAITOBER CHALLANGE COMPLETE! #<- as in i got something posted for every day of the month #very proud

[luuxxart]

COMIC FURY | TUMBLR BLOG

#penitence update #student council au #CHAPTER FIVE FINALE YALL #COME GET YALLS AKESHI JUICE #ok jk jk #u know it’s still a shuake comic at the end of the day #honestly at this point I’ve accidentally given more clear hints to hitonami which is NOT VIABLE but it’s funny #(it is not viable btw bc she is a million years old goddess and he is in high school) #((Marie is like. also hard for me to ship w anyone bc like. I don’t know how to rectify that she is. technically a million years old goddes #ANYWAY ENJOY THE LAST OF TJE CHAPTER #SEE U IN TWO WEEKS FOR CH6 #maybe 3 idk. I kind of want to wait til thanksgiving break to update again

[collgeruledzebra]

things i wish everyone a very shut the fuck up about in other tags this new year:

- barbie/oppenheimer

- the magnus archives

#not tagging this with anything in order to adhere to my own principles #space taker upper tag so people dont have to read any of my ranting... bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb #ok thatll do #but seriously i am so fucking sick of going into a podcast tag and all i can find are either completely generic posts the op has tagged #with every podcast under the sun OR jokes/polls involving t*m*a because ofc it's still popular enough to overshadow all the posts im #actually interested in seeing #like you dont have to compare everything to this we get it you listened to two (2) podcasts. just leave it alone #it's exactly the same with barb*nhe*m*r but what really pissed me off with that one was seeing it in the godzilla tag last week. THIS IS NOT #ABOUT YOU 'ooooouhh one movie is serious and the other has pink in it this is just like-' GET A DIFFERENT HOBBY. #honestly there was so much hype i was sick of it before the movies even released but it's still all over the place like i dont even care #if theyre any good or not just keep your shit in your own fucking tags it's not hard #UGHHHH whatever. #once again just so it's clear im censoring the titles in the tags so this post wont show up there it wouldnt change anything if it did and #im not interested in spreading negativity/getting people mad at me for nothing #original

[obstinaterixatrix]

three block rule. so I’m inheriting an intern from someone who left my work and what I’m seeing doesn’t really… speak well to that former coworker because this intern has to like. redo two months of work. like two whole months. how do you let it get that bad. and I got along well enough with that coworker but upon reflection she did have a pretty loosey-goosey attitude so I can see her going like ‘oh you finished your work? you feel good about it? bet.’ no bet get back here and actually review what the intern is doing

#my ramblings #last week I spent like. I dunno two or three hours putting together clear and specific instructions for necessary revisions #and also making so many tutorials so I can be like ‘hey intern. read this first and then ask me questions.’ #and I feel bad for the intern too bc thats A Lot Of Work #but also #when I’m talking to the intern she’s like ‘I am so confident about my work’ #and when I look at her work it is straight up missing #maybe you need to be a little less confident. #sigh. trying to give her a fair shot while cleaning up after the mess former coworker left me with while also trying not to go overboard

[1000sunnygo]

Woah for whatever reason today's anime episode really emphasized that Law knows something about the man with burned scar, what's up with that?

#like in the manga it wasn't clear if robin was curious about the information or law's expression #here they clarified it and added two frames more #not like anime team knows a lot more than us but. huh so that's a legitimate possibility #whatever adds more plot relevance to him I'll dig that #also they redrew the trio captain scene from last week's preview lol it looked horrendous there I'm glad it was rendered #one piece anime #one piece episode 1083 #one piece #trafalgar law

[malledhrim]

the way that ratonhnhaké:ton keeps working with haytham even though he doesn't agree with how haytham does almost anything, and even though haytham calls him a naive child at every opportunity. the way he doesn't shrug off haytham's hand on his shoulder like he does with anyone else he's not close to. the way he spent the last eight years focused on destroying the templar leaders, including grand master haytham, and then hopes there's a way to unite the assassins and the templars. the way achilles instantly knows this hope comes from meeting haytham. the way ratonhnhaké:ton only stops working with haytham when he finds out haytham was keeping things from him about the burning of his village and his mother's death. the way he said "oppose me and i will kill you" and still thought that with lee out of the way there may be some way to reconcile with haytham. the way he wanted to spare haytham until the end, but haytham gave him no choice. do you see what i'm saying

#idk if this makes any sense #i've been rotating ratonhnhaké:ton in my head nonstop for like the past two weeks #well him and his daddy issues #mirage really kickstarted my ac hyperfixation back into gear #mostly focused on ac3 ofc #i've been replaying ac3 for my roommate to introduce them to the boy #we haven't finished sequence 11 yet so i haven't replayed that in almost a decade #asscreed #sometimes I forget Connor is only like 17-25 for most of the game #but other times it’s so clear he’s still a teenager/young adult #anyway idk #I’ve always had strong feelings for Connor and haytham’s relationship #but the last time I played this game almost a decade ago I was in a v different spot in my relationship with my own father #so it’s hitting different now #maybe stronger?? or at least I’m able to point at what’s hitting close to home this time idk

[khlur]

every time i talk w my parents i have to remind myself not to get swayed by their doting affectionate act.

#i mean see #becoming older has made me recognize and appreciate them for a lot of what they did #but to say that i am doing anything except lip service to them rn would be an exaggeration #our relationship has improved but i have made it clear that i never intend to live with them ever again #that the honeymoon period will last 2 days max #they'll cry their crocodile tears #and the emotional abuse will restart like it never stopped #that the physical abuse would have continued if i didn't threaten them by throwing chairs and a knife #like....these past few months have given me such fucking WHIPLASH #it almost makes me forget just how dysfunctional our dynamic has been #how i got away relatively well adjusted because i psychologied myself through clinical and counselling psych classes #how they refuse to take the blame absolutely for my brother's issues surfacing now in his adulthood #ever so often something so viscerally twisted will happen on a call or on the group chat which makes me want to hurt myself #and that serves as a wake up call abt how bad shit used to be #and how glad i am to be away from it all #but every few weeks i will be lulled back into thinking that maybe things weren't so bad #i'm also swayed so much by the people around me rn who hesitate so much to talk about anything that isn't small talk #either that or they're people who really love their parents and enjoy spending time with them #and i'm like....respectfully i cannot relate and neither can the bamboo rod that once broke in two bcs of how hard my parents wielded it <3 #and ofc when families come up in conversation everyone acts like it's a normal thing for there to be ups and downs #w so much unsaid and implied about how i'm actually an ungrateful POS who can't appreciate their parents sacrificing so much for me #hehe. no thanks. keep ur judgement to urself