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#in the mood to write for Kuroo and sakusa but no ideas
milktei · 1 year
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When you write angst/fluff one shots, I love how you indulge more with your character's feelings and not just straight up jumping to the good part where everything's alright. Specifically during "Again" and "Fine". Would you mind writing the same stuff but with a bit of hostile management of actions whilst in a disagreement with the reader? Will writing for Kuroo or Ushijima okay? ( I think you've taken a liking to Sakusa so I'm not sure if you want the first two captains.) Anyhow, I'm frankly talking about a bit of viol3nce. In this view, how would they speak up their mind and resolve the matter maturely?
Of course when you're available, thank you for your time:3
Love Sealed in Gold
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Ushijima Wakatoshi x gn!Reader
Genre: Angst, tiny bit of hurt/comfort
Warnings: Violence (not towards reader), Possible oocness again. Not edited :P
The pace that i managed to get this out is surprising even to me :o But i had an idea the moment i read the ask!! Isn’t that crazy???
the fact that it’s obvious that sakusa is my fav is kinda embarrassing ngl HAHA BUT i just enjoy writing for haikyuu so don’t worry about requesting people i haven’t written on!
hope you enjoyed this anon! i couldn’t in good conscious add anymore “violence” than i did. what i wrote is really tiptoeing the line for me.
That being said anyone who reads this please don’t take this as me saying to forgive everyone who acts like Ushijima does in this, of course every situation is different but i don’t want it to seem like this is acceptable behaviour and something a person should have to deal with and accept. Violence is a scary and serious thing especially in a relationship so stay safe!
Anyways the idea of using Kintsugi as a metaphor in writing isn’t exactly new but i hope you guys enjoy my take on it and how i wrote it :)
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The Japanese art of Kintsugi is a method of fixing broken pottery that has been popularized all over the world, romanticized even. Something about using the precious material that gold is (among other materials), to put something back together seems to tear into the hearts of people all over the world. So much so that companies even sell their own Kintsugi kits where you can break the provided pottery and put it back together yourself.
How ironic, to buy something only to break it and go through the tedious task of connecting all the broken pieces back together again.
Many hold the belief that kintsugi hold its own deeper meanings. Some say it shows that something breaking and being repaired shouldn’t be covered up, but instead embraced, as it is a part of that objects history.
A more pessimistic view on the subject could be the fact that no matter how beautiful the broken pottery looks, it will never be the same again.
As you stand looking at your boyfriend with only horror filling your body, you could only think about the same could be said for your relationship.
You knew from the get go that getting into a relationship with the Ushijima Wakatoshi was going to be a tough mountain to climb. Anyone from family, friends, colleagues, and even complete strangers had warned you of that fact.
From his personality, to his schedule and the demands that came with being a professional athlete; it seemed that everything was put against the two of you.
But he was the one to ask you out, to court you, the one who crossed the line from friends to potential lovers. That was something that no one could deny being surprised about.
Yes your boyfriend was intimidating, seemingly expressionless and emotionally constipated. But you loved him, and he loved you.
You could work around schedules, you understood why he works as hard as he does, and learning who he really was something that came with time.
As your relationship progressed you could really begin to see what kind of person he was, and how the most subtle changes in his demeanour could signal a change in mood.
But this behaviour was not subtle, it was pronounced, loud, it filled the entire room and made it difficult to breathe properly.
You could barely remember what you two were arguing about this time. Perhaps how you acted during a charity event? How he was running late to a date and didn’t text or call to let you know? it seemed to be a trend for you two in the last couple of weeks. Pick at every little thing one found less than pleasing and then getting mad when the other tried to defend themselves.
This cycle had been going on for far too long and both of you were tired of it, but at the same time too stubborn, too proud to admit defeat.
It was late, far too late for the both of you to be awake, it was far from an appropriate time for you two to be arguing at the volume you were, but whatever exhaustion either of you felt was smothered by a whirlwind of emotions and stubbornness.
Ushijima wiped a hand down his face in frustration from where he sat at the dinner table. Across the room you paced, ranting about your point in the argument that had only been going in circles at this point.
“I-it’s like you can’t even bring yourself to care anymore!” you exclaimed frantically.
A piercing glare was sent your way and it took everything in you to not shrink away from it.
He stood up, with his size, the action in itself felt extremely intimidating, but you felt the way he talked down on you much more severely.
To further articulate his words, a palm would slam down on the surface of the table, so hard that you could feel the vibration in the floor. Each slam was louder and each time you flinched.
His words grew harsher, louder, and more pointed with each sentence. The look of pure, searing anger and hatred on his face kept you frozen in your place.
The man in front of you was unrecognizable, the man in front of you was not the gentle giant you loved. If anything, he was exactly like how many people would describe him upon meeting him. If not worse.
His words, which had now become shouts swirled in your mind, your eyes began to sting as tears began to well in your eyes. All you could think about was how you wanted this to stop, how if only your body would listen to you and move so that you could begin to ask for forgiveness. How you would give anything right in that moment for him to stop yelling and to stop looking at you like you were dirt on his shoe.
Your prayers were soon answered by the sound of shattering ceramic.
The gasp you let out was visceral, uncontrollable, you couldn’t hold it back if you tried.
The fire in his eyes seemed to die out all at once, his gaze moved to his outstretched arm and he look at it as if it had a mind of its own.
His arms were his prized possession even if he never said it out loud, some would go as far to say that they were something to be celebrated. His arms that can hit a volleyball with the utmost precision, arms that brought him to victory and through loss. Strong arms that held you at night and provided you with a great amount of comfort some could only dream of.
Arms that now only served to fill your body with dread.
A vase, along with all its contents was shattered on the hardwood floor.
It had chipped the paint on the wall beside him where the impact initially happened, water that splattered the surface had begun dripping to the ground.
You both recognized the vase, how could you not?You had gone out together to buy it when he had brought you flowers for the first time and you had realized you had nothing to put them in. After moving in together, you used it as a center piece for your dining table.
How sad that an item so fragile and small could hold so much meaning, and that it now lay broken, it was almost as if it were mocking you.
The room was silent as the both of you stared at the scene before you. Minds reeling as you both tried to process the events that had just unfolded.
Ushijima had thrown the vase at the wall in a fit of anger.
“y/n-“
“Don’t”
You looked up at him and wondered if the conflicted emotions that flickered across his face mirrored your own.
You looked away and took a shaky breath. “An apology won’t fix it. You can’t throw and break something, especially not that, and just expect me to be able to hear and accept an apology, not now, not for this.”
His mouth snapped shut and the tension that filled the room was suffocating. Every time you glanced at the broken ceramic the urge to cry grew and grew.
You wrapped your arms around yourself and took a step back, “I’m…” You swallowed roughly as your voice cracked, “I’m going to the bedroom, you need to clean that up and it’s obvious that we need time to cool down.”
With one last glance at the scene, you turned on your heel and made your way towards your shared room, not seeing the look of anguish that Ushijima held on his face as the watched you leave his sight.
You softly closed the door behind you and as it clicked shut, the realization of what had just transpired fell upon you like waves during a storm.
Despite popular belief, Ushijima had never been an intentionally violent man. The only harm he had caused was on the court, where it wasn’t uncommon for athletes to get injured no matter how good or bad they played.
But tonight, he had no reason to do what he did, there was no excuse even if it was the nth argument of the week. The Ushijima you knew was emotionally intelligent enough to know that he did not have to go through the actions of picking up the vase and throwing it at the wall in order to let his anger be known. He did not need to do that to show you how angry you made him.
His anger had been shown all throughout the night. It was practically palpable.
Your legs shook underneath you as you tried to make it to your bed but your efforts were in vain, you crumpled to the cold hard floor, feeling like you were in pieces, much like the ceramic on the floor of your dining room.
You desperately tried to hold yourself together as you replayed the what had just unfolded again and again in your mind. Not understanding why you felt so conflicted.
Fear. You realized.
Fear is what you felt, refused to believe. How could you fear the one you loved?
And yet every part of your body rejected the idea of your boyfriend and urged you to be afraid of him. Afraid of the only man who could make you as happy as he did.
The man who was supposed to make you feel loved, protected, and safe was the same man that made you feel the complete opposite.
Your chest ached and you breathing quickened, now fully aware of the situation you found yourself in. You were afraid of your boyfriend and didn’t know what that meant for the future of you relationship.
He was- is all you ever want, you couldn’t imagine spending your life with anyone but him, but how were you supposed to move on from this? You now knew how he could react in times of great anger, what if it only got worse from here?
It was then that you finally allowed yourself to cry. After all that had happened you didn’t know where your relationship stood.
It was only after a couple minutes that the door to the bedroom began to open ever so slightly, at a pace so slow you couldn’t even see or hear it through your sobs.
“y/n?” His voice managed to spit out. He was quiet, uncertain, he feared for what your reaction may be at him being there at that moment.
You didn’t respond to him but he knew that you knew he was there, even as sobs racked your body and you pressed a hand to your mouth in a feeble attempt to quiet them.
Slowly, as if not to startle a deer in the forest, Ushijima sank to the floor from where he stood. Keeping an eye on you as he sat down, angling himself so that he was looking at the far wall and you wouldn’t be forced to make eye contact if you could find it in yourself yourself to look up at him.
This was far from ideal to him. He wanted nothing more than to scoop you into his arms and bring you to bed, quiet your cries as he held you tight and told you that it would pass and by the morning it would be a thing of the past.
But he knew better. He knew that he was the reason for your tears and the last thing that you needed was for him to wrap his arms around you.
He was aware of your fear before you were. The horrified look you gave him would be something that would stay engrained in his mind for years to come.
He was only used to you looking at him with love and happiness in your eyes and he had managed to ruin that in one night.
“I know that you don’t want an apology right now.” Ushijima started, he looked down at his hands and clenched them together to prevent them from trembling. “But I just wanted to let you know that… I am fully aware of how unacceptable my actions were tonight, that was no way to take out my anger and I should know better than to display my anger in the way that I did.”
Your cries had stopped at this point but you still trembled, still it brought him the smallest amount of comfort knowing that you were likely listening to him now.
“You deserve better than my misplaced anger, and you have every right to be angry with me, to not want to even be in this room, in this house with me right now. If you wanted to leave-“
His breath hitched and he found himself looking down at the hands in his lap with disgust and sadness.
“If you wanted to leave right now I would understand, but that doesn’t mean I’m giving up on us, I’ll do whatever it takes to earn your trust again.”
Your head lifted ever so slightly and it gave him the confidence to keep going,
“I’ll get help, I’ll find other ways to channel my emotions. Along with that I’ll ask you for your feedback on how you think I’m doing, if what I’m doing makes me worthy of being with someone like you. It won’t start more fights I promise.”
He smiled at himself sadly “You seem to know me better than I know myself at times and that’s one of the reasons I fell in love you. I don’t think I could forgive myself for losing you if I didn’t put as much effort into trying as I could.”
The room was filled with silence once again as Ushijima finished talking. He sighed to himself. He hated this, he hated what he had done to you two, he hated that he was the reason for your tears and he hated that he was feeling completely helpless at the moment, and that you were well within your right to end everything, and there would be nothing he could do.
Your hand grazes his shoulder and he has to do a double take to ensure that you were there. Right at his side like you always had been for the years you had been dating.
Your smiled was coupled with sadness and exhaustion, and he couldn’t hold back the sound of surprise that left him as you wrapped your arms around him and let yourself press your weight into him.
He let out a shaky breath he didn’t know he was holding and allowed his arms to finally reach for you, the next thing you knew, you were being pulled into his lap and he held your head close to his chest, you could hear his heart pounding and could feel his entire body tremble. He kissed the top of your head and let his head rest on top of yours. When he realized how instinctively he was acting, he froze.
“I’m sorry I didn’t mean to act so suddenly I-“
You shushed the man and ran your stroked his arm soothingly in an attempt to calm him.
“I understand.”
Quiet filled the bedroom and for the first time in a long time, it didn’t feel oppressive, or hot with anger. It felt comfortable as it always should have.
Ushijima was the first to break the silence. “We’ll be okay y/n, right?”
The question was almost childish, naive, and ignorant of how many more questions would be raised answering it.
But it was purely Ushijima. Something that only Ushijima would ask in a time like this, he knew about the complexities, knew it would be hard to answer, but he asks anyways.
You ponder for a moment, knowing that no matter how you answered, there was still always the chance that everything could still turn out very differently that whatever you two could imagine.
“We’ll have to work towards it Toshi, and it might be a slow process, but from the bottom of my heart. I believe in us.”
Strong arms hug you tighter, filling you with that familiar warmth
“Thank you.”
Kintsugi is the art of repairing what was once broken by adding something precious to the mix. When used as a philosophy it encourages the acceptance of fragility, coming back from hardship stronger than before, and being proud of something imperfect.
Something that is repaired using this method will never look the same, but that doesn’t take away from the fact that it still holds a unique beauty to it and will continue to function, as long as it is done properly and handled with care.
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chaoticevilorange · 1 year
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Haikyuu x reader fluff
About us
This boy had a nightmare, he saw you with another man, you were laughing and flirting, when he wake up he made a mental note to confront you about this, he couldn't believe you would cheat on him, but there is a little problem....
Soon as he wakes up he texts you, he's still half asleep but this is urgent, you know? "We have to talk" He forgets about the text, soon he walks towards you looking quite annoyed, he takes your hand and drags you somewhere private "I love you too much, I can't believe you could be capable of doing such thing" after a few moments he notices your face going red and when he ask what's the matter you tell him you guys are not dating, his face goes bright red and he is a stuttering mess, you had to help him to calm down
Kyotani, Daichi, Sugawara, Yamaguchi, Goshiki, Aran, Osamu
This boy is hurt, couldn't believe, he confronts you immediately, he needs answers now, doesn't really care it's 3.15am, he doesn't waste time, he calls you, your voice is soft and sleepy, he gets distracted because you sound very cute, so he clears his throat and demands answers "I have been in love with you since we met, How could you cheat on me?" He heard your confused voice and when you ask when did you both start dating and he ended the call, this guy can't look at your face the next day
Iwaizumi, Kageyama, Yamamoto, Yaku, Satori, Suna
This guy gets depressed, he can't help but sulk in the bed, next day he sulks on his spot, when you saw him not being his usual self you try to comfort him, he gives you the most devastated puppy face ever and his voice is really soft and broken "how can I make you love me again?" Yes, makes your heart throb and you reassure this boy how much you love him, but when he ask why did you cheat on him you tell him you're not dating "yet" his mood changes fast and asks you out on the spot!
Hinata, Nishinoya, Tanaka, Lev, Bokuto
Drama king takes the most dangerous route of this relationship, this guy is plotting revenge, he's going to cheat on you because he's petty but.... after some evaluations he decides to speak with you as a civilized human being, he's straight forward and soon as he steps in your line of vision feels like a movie, he lifts your face and looks straight to your eyes "am I not enough for you? Why would you cheat on me like that? Haven't I loved you enough?" Your face goes red, stuttering you tell him you're not dating, he wants to hide from you forever
Oikawa, Kuroo, Semi, Atsumu, Terushima
This guy knows you're not dating yet, when he wakes up he felt sad a bit about 2 minutes but doesn't do anything yet, he starts to plan how to confess, starts to look up for cute ideas or even in wikihow because he's clueless, as last resort he will ask someone else...
Asahi, Kita, Sakusa, Akaashi, Kenma, Tsukishima, Ushijima
Thanks for reading 🐨✨💖
I know I've been on hiatus for a while but.... I didn't had any ideas to write, apologies to anyone who had made an ask
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Being MSBY's Manager
Period Troubles
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MSBY Black Jackels featuring the Schweiden Adlers x Female! Manager (she/her pronouns)
Warnings: period talk, swearing, MSBY being assholes, angst to comfort
A/N: This is purely self indulgent because I'm tired and crabby 😠 all I want to do is write angst and then for these men to make it all go away!
God I go between "I'm so jealous" and "God I'd hate being you" 😅
Literally MSBY (and the Adlers) are both such hot and cold teams
I feel like one day all would be well
But then mercury goes into retrograde and suddenly they all have their undies in a twist
Now your Queen YN is totally the pillar of MSBY
You take care of everything for these boys
You help Atsumu with his setting
Reassuring Sakusa that he, in fact, did not sprain his shoulder
You keep tabs on our feral children, Bokuto and Hinata
You drool over Meian 🥵
You help Inunaki with his receives
You reach low places for Thomas, Barnes and Joffe
Literally what would we do without you YN 👏🏻
But you see, even YN has her off days
Because PMS is a literal bitch and we hate her 😠
The symptoms had been building for a while and you knew this was going to be a bad one
Tired, cramps, loss of appetite, soreness, just general depression over everything
It had been an exhausting week and you knew your period was due to come on Saturday
You were looking forward to the weekend just to be able to rest and escape into your own world for a while
Seriously the guys had been testing you all week
Literally, you have been so irritable and on edge with everything but you've been trying to remain as professional as possible
Atsumu is the main cause of your annoyance per the usual 🙄
Literally I totally feel like Atsumu is the type to set something down, forgets where he set it and then get mad when he can't find it
Atsumu is me. I am Atsumu.
"YN where is my phone?"
"YN where is my nail file?"
"YN WHERE IS MY TOWEL?"
Literally all week it's been nonstop
On top of that, Bokuto has been extra Bokuto-y this past week
Literally 4 emo modes the past week YN!
Is it a full moon or something 🥴
ON TOP OF THAT the team had been preparing to host the Adlers, which gets everyone just all riled up
Literally you can't tell me these men just don't have pissing matches the entire time they are together 🙄
Literally Daichi/Kuroo energy the whole time istg-
Anyways, you woke up on Friday feeling extra crappy
Not necessarily sick, just gross
You know that feeling when you feel like your period is going to start but it doesn't?
Yeah that's it 😫
You've been depressed, having trouble sleeping and woke up with a horrible headache
You grab a coffee on your way to work, walking in like an extra from the Walking Dead
It's a good thing your team literally has zero boundaries YN 😃
"YN you look like shit"- Thomas says
"Damn YN what happened to you? Did you get hit by a bus?"- Inunaki jokes
You rn 👉🏻😐 🔪
"Alright everyone let's get busy, the Adlers are coming in 30 minutes!"- Meian yells
You head to your office, literally just stepping one foot in the door when you hear Meian
"YN what the heck are you doing standing around?!? Go fill the water bottles!"- Meian shouts
You rn 👉🏻 *deep breath in/deep breath out*
You take some Tylenol because lord knows you need it and get busy with your list
You are trying your best to avoid the guys today but oh my god they will not leave you alone!
Literally everyone just has one problem or another
Sakusa can't find his arm sleeves
Bokuto can't find his knee pads
Hinata is lost somewhere who the hell knows anymore
Barnes needs help taping his fingers
Inunaki is rolling everywhere, purposely tripping people and causing drama 🙄
Meian is yelling
Thomas is just existing
And YN is on the verge of a mental breakdown 🥲
Literally the guys have noticed your mood and how you haven't been talking to them much
But they are idiots YN they have no idea why
So when the Adlers show up, it's almost a welcome relief in a sense
They greet the team, shaking hands and greeting you
"Hey YN it's good to see you!"- Hirugami, the Adlers captain says
"You too!" You say returning a greeting
You hear chatter behind you from Atsumu but you ignore it
He's top of the shit list right now we all know it
After greeting the team, Hirugami asks if you can help them tape up
You happily agree, doing so as Meian makes an off handed comment
"Wow YN, you look happy to be helpign the enemy"- he says as he turns to walk away
Please, that one hurt and honestly it was a low blow
But you don't say anything, Hirugami noticing your shift in mood
At the start of the practice game, Heiwajima asks if you can fill up the teams water bottles
Again, you agree because you are there to help out
It's your job 🗣🗣🗣
Unfortunately MSBY is petty and Sakusa just HAS to say something
"Geez YN you don't have be so happy, they asked you to fill their water bottles not manage their team"- Sakusa Kiyoomi, 2nd on the shit list
Low blow agaib ☹️
But again you ignore it, or at least try to ignore it
Because enough see, while you see filling water bottles, you start to cry
Because nothing adds more electrolytes to water than tears 💧
"YN get yourself together, everything will be ok! Only a few more hours"- you say, wiping your eyes and heading back to the gym
Unfortunately for you, the pain is only beginning
Because you see, the biggest jerk of them all has yet to speak and boy is he geared up 👏🏻
The Adlers had just won the first set and Atsumu is in a mood
When isn't he but I digress 🤚🏻
Anyways, you are walking around, handing water bottles and towels out to everyone
You finish with MSBY and head over to the Adlers
Then you hear it...
"YN you might as well just join the Adlers, you seem to like being around them more"- Atsumu says to you
You stop in your tracks because what did he just say?
The Adlers stop and look at you, MSBY stops and looks at you
You turn and look at Atsumu, "What did you just say?"
"Well you seem to like the Adlers alot better than you like us YN. I mean, you've honestly kind of been a bitch lately"- Atsumu Miya, #1-100 on the shit list
You felt the rage boiling up, on top of the hurt you feel from everything that has been going on
You start to breath heavily, trying to control your tears as you walk over to the Adlers handing them their water bottles and towels, you silently turn to MSBY and walk up to them
With tears flowing down your cheeks, you speak
"So you really think I don't do anything for you huh? You think I'm being a bitch. Well I'm sorry I don't feel good, I'm sorry I haven't been sleeping, I'm sorry I have a fucking uterus that is about to bleed and ruin my fucking life for an entire week. But oh by ALL MEANS let me drop everything I'm doing to cater to a bunch of fucking JERKS who can't even say THANK YOU!" You scream as tears run down your face
MSBY rn 👉🏻😐😳
The Adlers 👉🏻👀👀
The Coaches 👉🏻😃 crap she's finally lost it
"You know what, how about you guys fill your own fucking water bottles, oh and tape your own GOD DAMNED FINGERS! Oh and make sure you reassure each other because GOD FORBID ONE OF YOU MISSES A FUCKING RECIEVE OR BLOCK! Or even better yet, find some other willing person who will let you walk all over them because IT AINT ME ANYMORE!"- You scream as tears fall down your face and you turn to the Adlers
"I apologize for my outburst but I'm leaving" you say, stomping away and right out the arena doors
Honestly YN 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻 👏🏻
Literally MSBY feels like complete shit right now
AS THEY SHOULD!
The Adlers just look at them and shake their heads
"Shit"- Meian says sitting on the bench, his arms on his knees
"We really fucked up this time"- Barnes said coming besides him
"God I'm such an asshole"- Atsumu said
"Yeah you are!"- Kageyama shouts as Atsumu narrows his eyes at him
"Man you guys must have been real assholes to her"- Romero interjects
"Well we definitely haven't been the nicest that's for sure"- Inunaki says crossing his arms
"Well what are you guys gonna do about it?"- Ushijima says 😐
"What do you mean?"- Hinata
Dumbass 🙄
"Seriously? You guys were so mean to her without even asking her how she was feeling"- Hoshiumi
"Yeah, PMS can be a real bitch, I'm sure she's going through it right now"- Heiwajima adds
"You guys really suck with chicks"- Hirugami adds
Please they all turn and glare at him 😑
Meian stands up and announces "we are going to have to end this early"
The guys wordlessly nod, going to pick you the gym in silence as they contemplate what happened
Meanwhile-
You spend the entire train ride home crying, you managed to grab your bag from your office before stomping the rest of the way to the train station
Please you probably cleared a 10ft radius minimum YN
Love that energy 👏🏻
You had planned to go to the store, to grab what you needed for your weekend of self-indulgence but unfortunately everything had ruined that plan
The thing is, you knew you overreacted but you also knew you were right
The guys had been complete and utterly jerks to you and they deserved it
In fact, the coach had texted you telling you to take some personal time and that he would have a talk with the team
You accepted the time off, making your way to your apartment before making your way to the bathroom, stripping and taking a shower
You totally cried the entire shower YN 😭
Ok but me at least once a week 🙃
You got changed into your favorite pajamas, crawled into your bed and out on one of your favorite movies, silencing your phone and trying to calm down
Now our resident idiots are finishing up at the gym when the coach stops them
The adlers have left after giving any advice they had, including groveling and begging for your forgiveness
"YN is taking next week off and I want you all to think about what happened today. YN works incredibly hard for this team and you've done nothing but take advantage of her"- our true ally, MSBY's Coach 💅🏼
"We know Coach, we want to make it up to her"- Thomas interjects
"You idiots are in your twenties and you still have so much to learn about women and I suggest you start now by apologizing to YN and letting her educate you!"- Coach
"Yes Sir"- the team shouts as they all head to the locker room
"Should we call her?"- bokuto says, finally breaking the awkward silence
"Do you really think she wants to talk to us?"- Barnes added as they collectively shook their heads
"I think we need to form a plan guys, we need YN to know we are truly sorry"- Sakusa interjected
"Hey I remember her telling me about her favorite takeout spot, we could get her food from there!"- Inunaki says
"Yeah and she always brings that coffee every morning! Hey I'll go dig it out of the garage and get the order!"- Hinata :D
Please nobody is going to stop him or give him hand sanitizer YN HELP
"Oh maybe we can buy her candy! Girls like that right?"- Atsumu adds
"Wait! Remember she made us all fill out those stupid 'all about me' forms?"- Thomas said running to your office and grabbing the files, pulling out yours where you detailed everything you loved
"SCORE!"- Inunaki said snatching the list from Thomas and reading it
"We have everything we need! Tomorrow we will go and apologize!"- Meian says as the guys all shout in agreement
The next day, you wake up with a major headache and your period has finally arrived
You pop some pain killers and crawl back into bed with your heating pad
You slept like crap the night before, waking up often and thinking about how you yelled at the boys
The thing was, as much as they deserved it you knew your emotions were escalated because of PMS
You sighed, going to turn on your phone when you heard a knock
You looked at the clock, noticing the time was 9am
"That's weird usually Amazon doesn't come until the afternoon"- you said, getting out of bed before walking to the door and checking the peep hole
"What in the hell?"- You say, unlocking the door to see 8 giant men standing there with at least 15 coffees
"Ummm- I literally have so many questions right now"- you say
"Ok shoot"- Meian says the rest of the idiots standing behind him like :D
"What in the hell is this?"- You say gesturing to all that encompasses MSBY
"Well we wanted to bring you coffee, so I dug threw the garbage and found your old cup!"- Hinata :D
"Gross but continue"- you, intrigued
"So then we went to the coffee shop and the Barista recognized us"- Thomas added
"Yeah apparently you talk about us alot YN"- Atsumu 😏
"Complain... I complain about you alot Sumu, continue"- you, now crossing your arms
Atsumu 👉🏻😐
"Well the batista asked where you were and we told her we were getting you coffee. And then she said 'oh what is YN having today'?"- Sakusa
"So we told her and she just looked at us like we were stupid"- Bokuto
"Not really much of a stretch Ko"- you say, taking another jab 🙃
As you should 💅🏼
"She said 'YN only gets that on Fridays, and today's Saturday'"- Hinata adds
You start to smile, knowing exactly where this story is going
"So then we asked what your Saturday coffee was and she said 'she always does something random' so we just ordered one of everything"- Inunaki says 😬
You laugh, rolling your eyes and moving away form the door as they all file in
Honestly tho, you probably need a bigger apartment
"So what is this really about?"- You say turning around, arms crossing as you look at them
Please they look so guilty 😅
"Well, we wanted to apologize"- Meian starts to say as you stick your hand up
"You know bribing me with coffee, sorry 15 coffees, won't make me forgive you right?"- You say as Thomas steps forward
"We know, that's why we brought you these too"- he says handing you your favorite candies
"And these"- Barnes says handing you the biggest bouquet of your favorite flowers 💐
"And we brought this too"- Bokuto holds up your favorite movie
"Yeah and for lunch we are having your favorite restaurant"- Inunaki adds
"Wait- how did you guys... the get to know you sheets"- You 🥺
"YN we know we fucked up, really bad. You don't know how sorry we all are. The truth is, we took advantage of you and didn't consider your feelings"- Meian says
"And we know we are totally jerks and that we don't deserve you but YN, we love you so much and we would completely fall apart without you"- Barnes says
You rn 👉🏻😐🥺😭
Please YN, you are full on sobbing, ugly tears, snot the works 👏🏻
"Uhhh YN are you ok?"- Hinata, about to lose it, Bokuto right behind him
"You- you guys did this all for me?- you👁💧👄💧👁
"We wanted to show you how sorry we really are and we'll, this is the best thought of"- Inunaki
Before he can even stop talking, you have all but flung yourself into his arms
Inunaki 👉🏻😐😳🥰
The other boys 👉🏻😐😠 hey-
Please YN, get to hugging 👏🏻 🫂
After you've hugged them all, you break away as Sakusa hands you a tissue
"I love you guys so much and I'm sorry too"- you say as Thomas puts his hands up
"YN do not apologize to us! We promise we will be better!"- Barnes adds as all the men shake their head in agreement
The rest of the day is taken up by your boys, watching movies and enjoying their company
You end up falling asleep on Meians lap
Please he's taking so many pictures while the team just glares 😐😑
He totally sends it to Hirugami too 😜
Meian: *Sends picture* We made it up to her
Hirugami: Damn well I guess we shouldn't have sent that large box of roses to her apartment asking her to be our manager then 😏
Meian: 😐 you son of a bitch!
Hirugami: 🙃🙃🙃
Please YN, these boys love you so much and will fight til the very end for you 🥰
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burningthetree · 1 year
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1, safe and warm for 5, 10, 34 (or really your favorite thing about your style), and 45 for the fic questions!!
much love 💖
Evie!! I'm booping your nose right back <3
1. What fic of yours would you recommend to someone who had never read any of your work?
I think either one of my Sakuatsu one-shots or my longer Sakuatsu fic. I wouldn't recommend the Bokuaka one because it's MCD and also incredibly long. If you like MCD, then by all means, go ahead with the Bokuaka one. Otherwise safe and warm.
5. What do you wish someone would ask you about safe and warm?
I put a lot of thought into the character constellations. I struggled a lot at first choosing which characters to write about – I had the idea for the plot, I knew I wanted to write the story, but I had like…I think nine or ten different character constellations for it and I couldn't decide, until I ultimately settled on Sakuatsu + Kuroo (with Iwaizumi and Ushijima as the side characters/antagonists (more or less)). For our main trio, I mainly connected them to their school banners (Atsumu -> we don’t need the memories, nasty of me considering he has amnesia lol, Kuroo -> connect, Sakusa -> effort; and this all neatly connects with their motives and actions in the story), as well as some canon elements (like Sakusa thinking that Kuroo looks like a con-man, so I made him a con-man because it fits his character best). For Iwaoi, I thought that love would be a great motivation, and for Ushijima, he just has a vendetta against Oikawa which is a fun play with canon. There’s going to be more characters but I’m not going to spoil it, but I spent at least two weeks on constructing the characters like this until I was satisfied with it lol
10. How do you decide what to write?
It’s always very much dependent on my mood. Like I need to be in the mood for a certain story in order to actually make progress on it, otherwise it’ll just be extremely frustrating (hence why I often have multiple stories ongoing at the same time). I also never write out of order for a story, so I go pretty much chronologically safe for a few dialogues that might come up at a later point, but never a fully fleshed-out scene. So if I’m in the mood for the next scene in a fic, I’ll write that. If not, I’ll write something else, and if need be, start a one-shot that I may or may not end up posting
34. What aspects of your writing are inspired by/taken from your real life?
I draw a lot of emotion from real life because it makes it much easier to write certain scenes. Like, if there’s a highly emotional scene (there were plenty in forget me not), I will connect it to something I had to go through irl and relate it to how I felt in that situation to make the writing process of describing those intricate and delicate emotions as best and relatable, and realistic most of all, as possible. That also leads to me massively projecting sometimes and trauma dumping in my writing but no one will ever really know for sure what is fiction and what isn’t lol
As for my favourite thing about my style, I use alliteration a lot because it makes me ridiculously happy, or any other literary devices like metaphors or similes or asyndetons/polysyndetons, all these kinds of things to convey subtle meaning through language use that I am absolutely obsessed with because of studying linguistics. So maybe that’s my favourite thing.
45. What's something you've improved on since you started writing fic?
I started writing fic when I was ten, so…almost 13 years ago so there’s a LOT that I’ve improved on because obviously age makes a huge difference. I got better at understanding the characters and their ideals and I also got a better grasp on canon, which (I think so at least) gives me the ability to write the different relationships better and draw out the scenes/story a lot more than I was able a couple of years back. I also used to write on a very irregular basis, and I am now actively trying to write every day or at least take notes on my stories each day so I don’t distance myself from it too much if life gets busy. Something I also learned is to properly draft and outline my ideas to assure that massive writer’s block doesn’t happen (it still does, sometimes, but not as bad as before).
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calllamander · 3 years
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Okay I'm ready I've made up my mind , here's a little backstory no one wants to hear: my sister just got engaged and I cried for about half an hour because I was so freakin happy for her sooo I'm in such a lovely mood , maybe you can pick that up and write a little engagement thingy ? :) idc if it's drabble hcs or else , whatever works best for you sweetie 😊 also you can pick the character ...... but we both know who works always for us lmao
Thank you so muuuch and take all the time you need ! 💖
ahhhh! this is so sweet! nonnie congrats to your sister!! when I got this ask I literally started smiling so wide in my online class that everyone was really confused 😂 I hope this is alright...and plausible haha I’ve never been proposed to (hurry up Tooru smh) - sorry for the wait, this is my piece de résistance and I wanted it to be as good as it could be ❣️
Hq boys proposing
KUROO smiled at you from the passenger seat, your hand in his as usual as you drove, Tokyo fading into the patchwork fields of country. “tetsu...” you ask, laughing as the wind tangled you’re hair, “where are we going?” it seemed almost as if he had been waiting for you to ask because he suddenly looked nervous, very nervous, the kind of nervous where he accidentally blurts out chemistry pick up lines on the first date (it’s a miracle he got a second one). he looked over, emboldened by your easy enthusiasm. “do you remember when we were still in high school, and you used to call me and just say ‘get me out of here?’ ” his voice is low and serious, and impossibly gentle with emotion. you nod, and your smile gets sadder at the memory, the memory of you. “well,” he stops the car and opens up his door, hurrying round to do the same for yours, composing his thoughts as you start the walk, down the path off the road, along the river, and he feels a flush of pride as recognition illuminates your face. it’s a perfect evening, the sky is watercolour pink and orange, and the water reflects it perfectly. “we found this place by chance” he continued speaking faster from nerves, “and when we walked down this- this exact path, i knew that this was different from anything else. my whole life I have had a good life, and I had been with good people and yet I‘d just felt...” he paused, and looked you right int he eyes, before sighing out: “restless.” your mouth opens slightly and you whisper his name. “And you know when I’m with you I just feel still” he continues, starting to blink back tears. “and I love you more than I’ve ever loved anything y/n l/n, and” he got down on one knee: in front of the setting sun, and the river refracting the light. and he did look still. he looked radiant and relaxed and so so happy. and you covered your face with your hands but stopped yourself because you didn’t want to miss any of this. “and this is my moms ring” he said, “and i wish she could’ve met you but I know she would have“ his voice cracked and he looked away for a split second, swallowing hard, “would have loved you almost as much as I do.” he grinned in spite of himself and you smiled too, even through your tears. “so,” he laughed, “after all this, I guess ill just....” he laughed again, messing his hair up agitatedly, “will you marry me?”
“yes!” you laugh and run towards him, “a thousand times yes!”
OIKAWA looked himself over once more in the mirror, he’d tried hard to look like he’s trying but also casual which makes him feel kind of stupid but that paradox of appearances and feelings is just how he’s wired. casual. not I’ve-been-planning-this-for-forever-and-if-it-goes-badly-i-don’t-have-the-faintest-idea-what-I’d-do. that’s not what he wants. it needs to be a total surprise. the rings already in his breast pocket, right above his heart. the ring feels like happiness. “princess?” he spins and offers you his arm, “ready?” And when he’s sees you he blushes down neck like when its genuine, because you look beautiful in that dress, and he might be getting a little bit choked up, and ducking down to hide it. because...because it’s you, because he’s actually doing this. with you. actually. finally. “lets go then” you laugh and he laughs back with a determination usually reserved for the court. because this is everything. the drive is a short one and the night air is cold against your cheek, the streetlights make oikawa’s hair a coppery halo round his head and the wind fluffs it up in a way he gets frustrated about but you could stare at all day. “i love you ” you sigh, looking over at your boyfriend, and he blushes and stutters and tries to focus on the road. “I love you too darling” and he gives you the gentlest smile that he‘s ever shared with anyone “te amo, mi alma.” he parks and takes your hand. the observatory is empty: long closed, and your heels clack on the tiled floor. the stairs are steep, but the two of you are young and you‘re boundless because that’s what love does to people. in no time at all you step out, into the round room that forms the top floor, and gasp. there’s candles set in the corners and there’s flowers and there’s your boyfriend looking utterly ethereal, his white shirt a buttery yellow in the candle light. and you feel your heart just ache with how much you love him. he presses a button, and, as the roof starts to open up like a flower, he takes a deep breath. “when I was younger every time I felt lonely I used to think about space” sliver by sliver the roof was opening up, and you could see a glass dome, snatches of stars, pinpricks of light. torus voice was gentle, and fragile, and proud and horrifically insecure and somehow everything because it was him. “theres more out there“ He glanceable up at the sky unfolding, “than we can ever comprehend...I liked it. I liked that it was infinite. i liked that I belonged to something that was chaotic and orderly and empty and full” he swallowed hard. “and then there was you. and you were the best person I had ever met. and I thought that maybe I would have to be something else for you, because i’ve felt like that my whole life. but you - you just...made me feel like I belonged. and I didn’t need the night sky anymore because this,” the roof finally opened all the way and for one perfect moment it was just you, tooru and the universe: the heaviness of him, and the lightness too. “this is infinite.” he dropped down on one knee. “y/n l/n I love you with everything in the solar system and I will until every last star is blown out, and a thousand years more. and this isn’t horrifically corny so I’m going to just ask: will you marry me?” You let out a sob
“yes”
SAKUSA leant into your touch the way he never had for anyone else. like a warmth he never knew was missing, a tiny puzzle piece in his soul. your hand was running through his hair, occasionally creeping down to rub his back. he blushes, because irritatingly he can’t stop himself (but does he wean them to?). you‘re off guard now, relaxed, eyes closed, breathing in the night air from the roof of your apartment block. his face is in your neck and it’s all very peaceful (so peaceful it makes his heart hurt). he takes a deep breath (its now or never). “...hey y/n?” you hum, opening your eyes to show you’re listening. he struggles to think of what to say. “i love you” he settles on. you kiss his hair, “I love you too omi.” you say it like it’s obvious and he shakes his head, sitting up a little more so he can look at you. “no, I mean...I- I didn‘t know what love was. and I didn’t realise how badly I wanted it, until I met you. and I just” he exhales, momentarily turning his head up to stare into the sky. “I want to spend forever with you. that. that’s what I want. and I don’t have a ring, or a dramatic plan and maybe that’s what you would have wanted-” he’s looking down now, he knows, getting nervous, and he forces himself to get back on track. “but” He realises he should be kneeling and goes to do so in front of you. “I would be the happiest man alive if you would marry me.” and there, on a camp bed that he dragged onto the roof and covered with bedding just because you mentioned you liked the night, under the cloudy 11 o clock sky with the love of your life. you said yes.
@anonanonymousanon
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suna-reversed · 3 years
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HQ boys finding out you’re a smut/fanfic writer
(Warnings- suggestive content! Mild language!)
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- gets all pouty/ bitter while reading particular “thirsts” or you fangirling over characters headcanons sent in by other people
- However, that changes as soon as you suggest that you can actually try some of the stuff you write about in the bedroom 
BOKUTO, Atsumu, Iwaizumi, Lev, Terushima, Daishou, MEIAN (6’5 man-baby istg), Kuroo
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- AN ABSOLUTE STUTTERING FLUSTERED MESS who’s a little scared
- Apologises for some reason and you’re just like- ???
- “You are an amazing writer baby and I support you...but I would still want to apologise for making you feel like you had to resort to such means.”  
- low key thought smut writing was the literary equivalent of an onlyfans- PLSSGGSDH
ASAHI, Yamaguchi, Deadchi, KAGEYAMA, Goshiki, Kita, Aran, Ennoshita
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- SUPER EXCITED ABOUT IT
- Wants to read every single one of your works, and for you to discuss your ideas with them going ahead
- would try to show off your blog to all their teammates and friends 
- “BABE NO- DON’T SEND IT TO YOUR MOTHER-” 
Hinata, NISHINOYA, Tanaka, Koganegawa,  BOKUTO (after he’s recreated every single writing of yours. you’re too slumped to even stop him from putting it on his insta story)
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- Looks at you like (-_-)
- Starts pointing out typos & technicalities
- “I do not think it is possible for a human to attain pleasure in such a position.” 
- “Why are they all having unprotected sex? Is this some kind of alternative universe where no one gets pregnant?”
- “‘cunny’ is not a real word-”
TSUKKI, Kunimi, Aone, USHIJIMA, Akaashi, Kita (is genuinely trying to help), OSAMU (shuts up as soon as you show him a food-play fic yikes), Hirugami, KUROO
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-  Has a wholeass tumblr/AO3/EVEN WATTPAD account where they write smut that is 10 times filthier than yours 
Sugawara (you can’t tell me otherwise), OIKAWA,  Ennoshita, TENDOU (some really messed up stuff but somehow always has the fluffiest endings), Sakusa (writes smut which always contains some kind of “purification” or “cleaning” um yeah- NE ways don’t put sanitiser up your cunnies ladies), Akaashi (writes those classic erotica fics that have such fancy words that they end up killing the mood instead)
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- “It’s okay”
- “It is?”
- “Yeah, it's just like when I play the choose-your-own story hentai games”
- “I’m sorry you play what now-”
KENMA, Suna
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- *cries the next time you sleep together because he can’t match up to “Toji Fushiguro’s thick phat tiddies”* 
TAKEDA
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- *publicly replies with the “go to horny jail” meme every time you upload something new*
SUNA , Kuroo, DAICHI , Ushijima (tendou told him it’s how you show appreciation on Tumblr), Oikawa, Osamu, UKAI
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cripplingaddictions · 3 years
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How the Haikyuu guys sleep
Genre: fluff I guess
Warnings: half x reader half general headcanons idk what I was trying to write
A/N: this may crush some dreams, sorry
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Karasuno:
Daichi: he snores like a dad I’m sorry, you can’t get a full night’s sleep when he snores in your ear like that. Stiff cuddler - you see the way he lies. He’s like a log
Suga: doesn’t snore but he whispers in his sleep, you have no idea what he’s saying because it’s very soft. He smells nice so his pillow always smells astronomically good. Cradles you like a baby if you have trouble sleeping. Wakes you up with tickles
Asahi: a soft snorer but he does that thing where he breathes in and chokes on his spit and ends up sputtering everywhere 😭 Latches onto your arm and his hair always gets in his way somehow
Tanaka: he grumbles?? like a bear?? Kind of like talking in his sleep but it’s really aggressive for some reason?? His bedsheets haven’t been washed in years
Nishinoya: you can’t even find his bed because it is so covered in clothes and other rubbish. He has to be a sleepwalker, come on. You’ll find him curled up in one of the kitchen cabinets in the morning
Ennoshita: loves setting the atmosphere with scented candles before blowing them out to go to sleep to the nice smell (has definitely forgotten to blow them out and almost started a house fire) Good cuddles, soft, very nice 👍
Kageyama: sleeps with his back turned to you and falls asleep as soon as his head hits the pillow. He just says “goodnight” rolls over and “😑” Wakes up way too early for practise or to go for a run
Hinata: has a smile on his face when he sleeps!! vv cute!! Curls into the tiniest ball too!! vv tiny!! You have to be the big spoon, I don’t make the rules. Probably hugs his pillow or a volleyball
Yamaguchi: bright red if you’re sharing the bed with him 🥺 probably doesn’t sleep for ages because he’s so nervous. I don’t know why but I feel that he needs to have like a hot chocolate or tea before bed
Tsukishima: sleeps with his headphones on and listens to music. Either that or he needs white noise. Sleeps like a pole, the only way you are getting cuddles is if you hug him 💀
Nekoma:
Kuroo: we all know he sleeps on his stomach with his head squished between two pillows. Don’t know how he breathes but ok. Latches you to him with one arm and strokes your hair. Ceo of breakfast in bed the next morning, with his cat/s of course 
Kenma: he doesn’t sleep
Lev: your blanket is his now 🙃 and his legs get in the way, you might even get kicked in the face. Other than that, I feel like he’s a really pretty sleeper. The blankets all are a mess and his limbs are everywhere but his face is really pretty
Yaku: finds it hard to sleep because he’s so stressed because of Lev. Needs warm milk to fall asleep and the conditions need to be just right. Help him meditate a bit and relax him then he’ll give you some nice cuddles
Yamamoto: just like Tanaka he grumbles in his sleep and has really crusty sheets. He doesn’t cuddle you, you’d have to fight his waifu body pillow to earn cuddle rights and establish dominance
Aoba Johsai:
Oikawa: fakes snoring softly because he likes you’ll find it cute, it’s annoying. It used to be that overdramatic whistling exhale but now its real. Immaculate cuddler tho, definitely gives you a shirt of his to wear to bed
Iwaizumi: he sweats so much in his sleep... it’s gross. Mucks around with the temperature of the ac way too much because he gets too hot. Then he gets too cold, you get it. Strong arms to cuddle with, only if he used them
Matsukawa: definitely snores, but not as dad-like like Daichi. Is the type to stick one leg out of the covers to keep his body temperature just right. That leg is used to hug yours when you two cuddle
Hanamaki: sleeps naked,, kind of uncomfy if you’re in there as well. Luckily he sleeps fairly still so that he isn’t flinging his stuff all over you if you get what a mean 😬
Kyotani: you’d think he’d be another growler, but he’s dead silent. If you didn’t sleep with your head on his chest to hear his heartbeat you’d think he was dead. Also a pretty sleeper, idky but I think he’s pretty 👉👈
Fukurodani:
Bokuto: it’s canon that this baby sleeps with the biggest smile on his face (like owl father like crow son) Hoots in his sleep!!! Inhales deeply and exhales like “hoooot~”. Biggest cuddle bug, please hold him close to your chest
Akaashi: ceo of pretty sleepers right here. Always reads before bed and sometimes gets lost in the pages that you fall asleep on his lap. That’s when he turns off the lamp. Loves playing with your hair or having you play with his
Konoha: keeps his window open to sleep, he likes the natural breeze. I reckon he’d get a little annoyed if you were a clingy sleeper because he likes his own space
Shiratorizawa:
Ushijima: canon that he sleeps with a volleyball on his bed. Definitely sleeps like a brick wall (to match his personality) but anyways. Thinks that bed is for sleeping, doesn't get why you want to cuddle him
Tendo: sleeps with his eyes open- I’m kidding that’d be terrifying. Sleeps with Pokemon plushies like the cutie he is 🥺 Hugs you with all his might the entire night, the plushies between you, arghhh he’s so cute. Please tell him he’s beautiful before he falls asleep, he’ll be in such a good mood the next day
Semi: sleeping playlists, one for every night of the week. Plays it all night and has his morning one queued up for you to wake up to. Also a very pretty sleeper with the best smelling sheets
Goshiki: restless sleep-talker. Rolls about, snores - when he’s not snoring he’s monologuing whatever is in his dream. Tiny spoon, not little spoon, tiny spoon, hug him
Inarizaki:
Atsumu: menace. Literally argues with Osamu in his sleep, even acts it out. Blanket stealer, but has to dramatically tug it off you to emphasise his argument you’re hearing every word of 🙄 Genuinely doesn’t know that he does it
Osamu: as quiet and brilliant of a sleeper he is, with the softest cuddles, the best part is how he wakes you up. Soft kisses, soft sunlight, and his cooking. Definitely insists that you wear one of his jumpers to bed
Aran: perfect man, soft as a teddy bear. Bit of a snorer though, but is trying to fix it because he thinks it bothers you. Like I said: perfect man. Big strong arms to hold you in
Suna: enjoys cuddles the most I reckon, he finds it comforting. A spinet sleeper also, but his breathing pattern is really nice to fall asleep to. instead of a pretty sleeper, he somehow is a hot sleeper
Kita: because of how much he values the process, his bed is so neat and perfect. The type to flip his pillow to the cold side. Plays a rainy-day podcast, and has ambient lighting. So relaxing to share a bed with, honestly
Date Tech:
Aone: soft boy, teddy bear. Very awkward at first but be patient with him please😇. Large bed for a large boy, plenty of space. But he tends to stay in one place holding you so softly like he could break you
Koganegawa: he’s such an inviting sleeper, I can’t describe it. He looks so cozy and happy that you just want to join him, ya know? Talks in his sleep too, but he says stuff like “can I be your friend?” and “you’re so cool”
Other Teams:
Sakusa: his bed is perfect, clean sheets every single night, especially if you’re sharing with him. Fifty-step skincare routine he does before bed. Let’s say he’s comfortable enough to cuddle you, he cradles the back of your head. Also loves to sleep on your chest and have you rake your nails along his spine 🙈
Terushima: another hot sleeper, great cuddles too. I feel that he parties a lot so he doesn’t sleep until 2 or 3 am when he’s not because he’s ruined his sleep schedule 
Hoshiumi: aggressive cuddler. Will hug you so tight. Sleeps halfway down the bed in a little ball surrounded by pillows. Coos like a bird, but he does that aggressively too
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skiyoosmi · 2 years
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What's the 2022 plan? 👀
this is a very late response but basically, this is "the 2022 plan" after i finish my current smau (and then, we fell apart):
sakusa smau/fic (direct sequel to atwfa) -- no explanation for this because if i give one, it will be a huge spoiler for atwfa ~~~
iwaizumi "soulmate(??) in every life" au (yes, he's the main lead AAAH second lead era is over) — this is the one i'm most excited of !!!!!!!
kuroo ghost(??) au (concept is heavily inspired by kdrama: hi bye, mama! but the plot is different)
more drabbles / headcanons (will probably open requests again when i get to this)
i'd love to include finishing "if fate permits" in the list but i haven't been getting some ideas and inspiration to write it lately (it only has 5 chapters left why am i like this lmao) but yeah, we'll get there sometime probably ><
anyway, this is a year long plan but it might still change depending on my mood !!! (i might lose interest in writing some of these but as of the moment, i'm very excited and i really want to start them already — it's just a sucker that i have commitment issues, figuratively and literally speaking 🥴😮‍💨 which is why i don't want to impulsively start them)
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myreygn · 3 years
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rey's tickle fics
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enjoy my fics and lmk if the links don’t work :)
a general warning beforehand: i cuss a lot, so there'll be (mild) swearing in most of my writing, especially fanfictions
~~~ [ler/lee] ~~~
HAIKYUU!!
♡ Stupid - [Mattsun, Makki, Oikawa/Iwaizumi]
Iwaizumi tries to study but is getting constantly distracted by his boyfriends who don't take his complains serious and cause an escalation of things.
♡ Grumpy Crows - [Kuroo/Daichi]
Daichi is mad at his freaky underclassmen and Kuroo has the more dumb than heroic idea to step in, trying to lift the other captain's mood.
♡ Don’t call me Honey, you donkey! - [Kuroo/Daichi]
Daichi is stressed with all of his studying, so Kuroo has to come up with a different method of getting his boyfriend's attention.
♡ Ten Minutes - [Tendou/Iwaizumi]
Oikawa wants to have a little fight with Ushijima in peace and bans Iwaizumi in a storeroom for the time being, leaving him alone with the Guess Monster who makes an interesting discovery.
♡ Nightmare - [Bokuto/Kuroo]
After experiencing a nightmare at a training camp, Kuroo searches loneliness in the hallway and finds Bokuto who gives his friend something to focus on when he attempts to get an anxiety attack.
♡ "What's so funny, huh?" - [Mattsun/Iwaizumi]
(sentence starters) When Iwaizumi makes fun of his boyfriend, Mattsun gives him something to really laugh about.
♡ Something Is Off - [3rd Gym/Kuroo]
Kuroo is not his usual self and set off by Akaashi's concern, his friends are more than eager to help him. But, well, to help him, they of course need to know what's going on first.
♡ Basic Hedonism - [Yaku, (Kai)/Kuroo]
Nekoma has a five hour bus ride ahead and Yaku makes it halfway through in peace and quiet. Halfway. He should've known that this was just too good to be true.
♡ What even is college? - [Kuroo/Yaku]
Yaku develops unhealthy studying-patterns when the final exams as well as college applications get closer and closer and as his friend and captain, Kuroo feels obliged to help him relax a little.
♡ monopoly sucks - [Nekoma/Kuroo]
Kuroo rules at Monopoly and everyone hates it. Time to kick him down a notch.
♡ n over k equals you going down! - [Yaku & Kuroo]
Kuroo and Yaku are studying math and, to put it nicely, it doesn't work all too well. Luckily there are ways and methods to clear your head and Kuroo has just the right idea - whether or not it works out for him is a different story.
♡ you're my idol! - [Lev/Kuroo]
Lev struggles with his confidence and in order to help his Kouhai, Kuroo resorts to drastic measures to prove that he, in fact, isn't nearly half as cool as Lev believes him to be.
♡ touching you - [Atsumu/Sakusa]
Atsumu has an unexpected wish and oh boy, if Sakusa had known what granting him this wish would lead to... he'd probably still granted him the wish, but that's not what counts right now! What counts is Atsumu in front of him. What counts is the hand on his arm.
♡ Get 'em, Guess Monster! - [Tendou/Hinata, Goshiki]
Hinata's visit at the Shiratorizawa gym sets off a series of shenanigans, which, while definetily not planned, end up making the day a lot more entertaining and fun for everyone involved.
♡ business secrets - [Tendou/Suga]
Karasuno just defeated Shiratorizawa and Suga played a not insignificant part in that. Tendou wants to know how he did it.
GAME OF THRONES
♡ Not your boy - [Theon/Robb]
While sparring in the yard of Winterfell, Robb makes the terrible mistake to sass Theon.
♡ Intimacy - [Sansa/Margaery]
Margaery gets a gown fitted and Sansa notices how she flinches and giggles at the touches, deciding that it's time to reward her girlfriend for all the good things she provides with some laughter.
♡ It's cold, isn't it? - [Bran & Jojen]
Winter is eternal and Bran wants nothing more than to go back to how life used to be in Winterfell. But home is something different now and warmth can be found even beyond the wall.
♡ cubs and pups - [Tommen, Bran & Rickon]
Tommen doesn't like Winterfell when he first lays eyes on it but quickly finds himself warming up to the place and its people - especially Lord Stark's youngest sons and so he happily agrees when they invite him to play with them. What could possibly go wrong?
FREE!
♡ The Hottest Maid - [Seijuro/Rin]
The Samezuka school festival starts in a few minutes and the swim club's maid cafe is ready, but Rin just won't come out of the changing room.
♡ Flour Magic - [Nagisa/Aiichiro]
Nagisa helps Aiichiro baking for the Samezuka christmas party and to say that things get a little out of hand would be an understatement.
MONEY HEIST
♡ Sparring Partner - [Nairobi/Denver]
Denver helps Nairobi to improve her hand to hand combat and after losing for the hundreth time, Nairobi has to come up with a new strategy.
YURI!!! ON ICE
♡ “Come over here and make me.” - [Yuuri/Victor]
(sentence starters) Yuuri has to use a special technique to make Victor take off that horrible shirt.
♡ Peekaboo! - [Yuuri/Phichit]
Phichit visits Yuuri in Hasetsu and it brings back memories from Chicago. Memories, a catchphrase, and something else.
ENCANTO
♡ show yourself! - [Mirabel/Camilo]
Camilo has the audacity to hide Mirabel's knitting materials and disguise himself as Isabella to avoid the consequences. And he would've gotten away with it, if only he hadn't made one small mistake.
SK8 THE INFINITY
♡ Home is where your heart is. - [Reki/Miya]
Miya sleeps over at Reki's place and everything's great, except it's not. But Reki wouldn't be Reki if he didn't have a way to cheer Miya up.
♡ Master of Consoling - [Miya/Reki]
Miya is a mean little guy and Reki is always in a good mood, but sometimes things aren’t how they’re supposed to be and when that happens, someone has to step up and make them right again.
DEMON SLAYER
♡ moving the mountain - [Mitsuri, Tengen, Sanemi/Gyomei]
Gyomei humbly asks for help with his training and Mitsuri, Tengen and Sanemi more or less humbly agree to help him. Or rather, to take him down at whatever cost.
♡ Unhand me! - [Akaza/Enmu]
Akaza allows himself to take a day off from the mission he was assigned and decides to stay at Mugen train - surely he and Enmu can avoid each other for the time being. Only that Enmu seemingly has no interest in avoiding Akaza and Upper Moon Three isn't one to turn down a challenge.
♡ run like the wind - [Gyomei/Mitsuri, Tengen, Sanemi]
HOW TO TRAIN YOUR DRAGON
Mitsuri tries to run, Tengen is being a bit of a backstabber and Sanemi is thrown under the wheels. But that’s okay, because Gyomei will make sure that all of them get what they deserve.
♡ Cracks - [Douma/Akaza]
It's not often that there's room for fooling around and goofing off amongst Lord Muzan's elite troup, but every now and then, Douma likes to have a little fun. Every now and then, Akaza likes to indulge him.
♡ still the same - [ruffnut, tuffnut/hiccup]
Change is natural and a lot of things are different now. Sometimes that's okay, sometimes it's hard. Either way, Hiccup is glad to see that some things just stay the same - even if it means getting attacked by Ruffnut and Tuffnut.
BLUE LOCK
♡ All's well that ends well - [kunigami, bachira/chigiri]
Bachira is on a pranking rampage and Chigiri is collateral damage. That wouldn't be such a big deal if the day couldn't have gotten any worse already, but luckily Kunigami is there to get everything back on track.
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hornime · 3 years
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hq as my discovery weekly | part one
warnings: this is completely sfw, combo of fluff and angst
characters included: kenma, akaashi, oikawa, suna, koganegawa, ushijima, bokuto, kuroo, hinata, kita, terushima, iwaizumi, osamu, kageyama, sakusa
a/n: this was a random idea i thought of but i think it’ll be really cute haha. maybe you guys’ll find some new songs in the process! totally encourage anyone to use this idea if they want cus this was super fun to write!
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playing... one through fifteen / sixteen through thirty
↪ “cotton candy lemonade" by blu detiger: kenma kozume
i've been up too long, something's wrong / watch the rising sun / turning all my nights to days
i've been on my own, come find me now / i'm lonely to the bone / but I don't feel so low when you're around / let's run away from home
you'll bе my kaleidoscope, my color in this life / watching thе world fade away
kenma is not the most extroverted and he’s in his head a lot, so he’s someone that might not always see the ‘color’ in things that exist around him. but when it comes to you, well, you’re someone that makes him look up from his screen a little longer than usual.
↪ “love affair” by umi: akaashi keiji
don't overthink this is love / maybe it's just a crush
i hope what I feel is enough / maybe this is just lies
i wanna know how to feel, what to feel, what's right / i never know / 'cause when it gets real, I just run away / and hide from you
akaashi gets anxiety. he used to be certain about a lot of things—his intelligence, his skill, his happiness, but most important to him was his feelings for you. he’s overthinking again, he knows it, but he’s getting an uncontrollable itch that maybe this is all in his head; he doesn’t love you, he just think he does. but when you’re in his arms, breathing even and eyes fluttered shut, he remembers what you always told him: it doesn’t matter what he knows, it matters what he feels. and he feels like the luckiest man alive.
↪ “coke” by iii addicts, danice: oikawa tooru
come closer, i been eyeing you from way over / so it's time i come for some closure
had to let her know that you could lick this / shake it up, it's gonna probably gon' bust
why, tell me why / why am i not satisfied / every time i cross that line / i feel it, i feel it
oikawa feels like tantalus: a man constantly reaching for a goal just out of reach, straining his muscles and screaming his voice hoarse just for a glimpse of an unattainable destiny. he’s desperate to get ahead, and while he may be running at top speed at all times, the finish line doesn’t seem to be getting any closer. his worst fear is that, some time he’ll slow his pace and look back and realize he hasn’t gotten very far at all.
↪ “baby powder” by jenevieve: suna rintaro
i'll put up with you babe / there's somethings I won't take / baby don't feel me false / yeah that turns me off
you're making me so high now / you're everything I'd ever want / you're keeping me so dry now / you're everything I'd never want uh
plastic on the floor but it ain't for me / ima go up to the place that i'd rather be
suna is straightforward. he won’t deal with your bullshit, and he learns that you won’t deal with his either, which makes you so appealing. when he starts letting more and more of you in, he feels you slipping through his fingers. you wanted to be friends, so you treat him as one. he doesn’t remember when he started wanting more.
↪ “chandelier (instrumental version)” by paquin: koganegawa kanji
instrumental so no lyrics lol
koganegawa is bubbly. he’s a bouncer: he bounces between social circles, bounces colors behind his eyes, and bounces back after adversity. he’s an amiable guy, and it’s landed him plenty of friends and opportunities, but best of all, it’s landed him you.
↪ “l-over” by u.s. girls: ushijima wakatoshi
my lover has no heart / magic moving blood around that body / he's cool to the touch / i don't see him much / but when I do, he does nothing for me
can you imagine trying to get / some satisfaction out of a stone?
spare me any talk of your future life / i don't know what I'll do without you
ushijima is stubborn. he’s deadset on achieving his goals for the future, and if you can’t work with them, you better work around them. you’re tired of how he grounds you; you thought it was a blessing at first, having a guy that knew what he wanted and would always act as a constant in your life, but you’ve started to see that he’s not a lighthouse anymore, he’s an anchor. he’s an anchor that’s chaining you to the ocean floor and will drown you if you, even for a second, stop kicking your legs to stay afloat.
↪ “magic!” by リアムMAZE1981: bokuto koutarou
and when you smile at me that way / well you can warm the coldest day / it's magic
and all i have to do is think of you / to make the music start to play / then i dance down the street / and the people I meet stop and say hey hey
and when you want me you just clap your hands / and I'll be with you right away / then we'll float on a breeze / while the leaves in the trees softly say hey hey / magic ways, my friend / you love the girl with magic ways and it's true / i might as well give in
bokuto is bright. he tramps around the world with the light of the sun illuminating his face. there is nothing in the universe that could ever drag him down, especially not with you around. you’ve cast some kind of spell on him, he’s sure of it, because your very presence makes him certain that he’s immortal. he must be, because when he’s with you, he’s withstanding the heat of a thousand suns that erases the darkness in every shadow, corner, and crevice of his life. 
↪ “i hope that u think of me” by pity party (girls club): kuroo tetsuro
i hope that you dream of me baby / nightmares are what dreams are baby i-i-i / i think I'm fallin' out of love
you tell me that it's easy to be / you tell me that it's easy to be with me but you lie-i-i / why do you lie all the time?
kuroo is focused. he takes note of everything when he’s working on a task, down to dotting the ‘i’s and crossing the ‘t’s. he often finds himself with tunnel vision, unable to think of anything but the current responsibility at the top of his every-growing to-do list. somewhere along the way, he lost track of you—must’ve loosened his grip on your hand and your fingers fell through empty space. he’d look for you, back in the void, but he’s busy. he keeps moving, unaware that you’ve turned back, walking in the opposite direction as him to find the life before him that you barely remember.
↪ “the leanover” by life without buildings: hinata shoyo
kiss me, break my mind, close the door / black steel, break my mind, close the door
if i lose you in the street / i say, i say, i say, i say, i say, i say / wassup, wassup with you? / wassup with your friends?
hinata is unfazed. he knows that, when things go bad, there’ll always be something there to right them. so when your paths diverge—maybe your schedules don’t work out, your dates get canceled, your nights home become more and more sparse—he’s not worried. not one bit. because at the end of the night, he knows that you’ll always find your way back to one another, and you’ll always greet him with open arms. and he’ll always do the same.
↪ “ladyfingers - edit” by funding secured: kita shinsuke
instrumental so no lyrics lol
kita is polished. he works hard during the day to be with you at night, dancing in little circles in the small kitchen of your shared home. he looks at you with fondness and appreciation, thanking his stars a million times over for granting him with someone like you. he’s a tree, stable in the harshest of gales, but even trees like to sway with the wind sometimes.
↪ “black madonna” by cage the elephant: terushima yuuji
makes no difference here, so let's be real / black madonna, my black flower / nowhere left to run, nowhere left to hide / you're not havin' fun, i think that you should ride
climb so high, don't hear a sound / don't you forget what goes around, comes around / climb so high, tell me how to feel
call me when you're ready to be real / black madonna, my hallelujah
terushima is hedonistic. he’s never concerned himself with thoughts of the future, or of the past, or of anything, really. all he can think about is making each moment as willing to be lived as possible. you, on the other hand, are practical, too practical in his opinion, and he wants you to let loose, lighten up a little bit. maybe in the long run, it won’t be the best idea to let him take you by the hand and on a midnight adventure, but you haven’t thought that far ahead yet. guess he’s already rubbing off on you.
↪ “mother nature’s bitch” by okay kaya: iwaizumi hajime
everybody / please give a warm welcome to / to this current mood
here i am / easy to please / here i am / okay with it
here i am / desperate for attention / here i am / being mother nature's bitch
iwaizumi is hardworking. he does the best he can with everything he tries; sometimes that amounts to something and sometimes it doesn’t. most times it doesn’t fulfill his expectations, as high as they are. when you’re around, his borderline hatred for himself disappears. when you’re there to tell him how great he’s doing, the tension in his shoulders dissipates. 
↪ “smithereens” by rasharn powell, ab001: miya osamu
found my power / and my brethren / in a tussle with the world itself
see if I’m david, you’re goliath / there’s some power in defiance / put my heart in a slingshot / we been cycling away for days
searching for freedom always / likeness of an orgasm been had / empty with a peace that just don’t last / petite mort, then born again
osamu is pioneering. he opened a small business and eventually branched out, managing chains of his restaurant across the nation. it may not be a flashy job, but it’s a solid one, and a draining one. there are days of back-to-back shifts, afternoons overwhelming catering orders, and nights spent sleeping over on a cot near the kitchen. when he dreams, curled up with the smell of onigri still lingering in the air, he can only think of ‘what if’ he’d chosen another path, a path with a more obvious end, a more obvious definition of glory. but he still wakes up at dawn, conquering his own corner of the sky, knowing that his life, while it may be small, is not insignificant.
↪ “must be” by lou phelps: kageyama tobio
must be the henny on the ice / must be the diamonds that I buy / might be the shit that I write / whatever a n**** do and say, that's what I like
i'm on the cloud as i walk the front door / that's a boost, that's true, that's loo
yeah, um, i'mma need my space / 'cause you's a bum-bum, can't be standing next to me, uh / forgive me for my sins / don't tell me this is wrong if it feels right
kageyama is cocky. he’s good at what he does, amazing, actually, and he sure as hell knows it. he’s surrounded by people that make him better, people that he makes better, and he can’t think of a place he’d rather be. he’s on his way to carve his way into the moon and he’s not going to tolerate anyone that wants to keep him on earth.
↪ “jealous” by eyedress: sakusa kiyoomi
you could have anyone you want / why would you want to be with me? / you know, I'm nothing special
don't tell me about your problems / if you're not trying to solve them / don't ask me for my help
sakusa is independent. he’s not one to see himself as part of someone else’s orbit, opting to act like a random rock, floating in space with no origin and no destination. he’s worried that, if he gets too close to you, he’ll end up getting drawn in by your gravity and either crash land or burn up. neither seems appealing, and the idea of a safe encounter hasn’t even crossed his mind, so he’s going to keep moving on an endless trek towards the stars.
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to-do list!
so i’ve got a lot of requests and a lot of my own ideas, so i thought i’d put together a little list. there’s no particular order to this (i don’t write requests chronologically), and i can’t promise i’ll get to all of them (inspiration is fickle). that being said, this should helpfully let you know if your request got through? 
the formatting of this may change, but without further ado: 
italics means that i’m working on it in some capacity
iwaizumi 
watching a movie [headcanons or fic]
4 times he thinks ‘i love you’ + the 1 time he says it [fic]
falling in love at the club [fic]
w foreign reader [scenario]
f!crush is on the volleyball tam [unspecified]
argument w s/o crying [scenario]
summer road trip [unspecified]
small iwaizumi has a crush on reader [unspecified]
with an extremely spontaneous s/o [headcanons]
oikawa
part 2 to the fake ex-gf scenario [now that’s a blast from the past]
returning home from argentina [long-fic]
post-timeskip!oikawa with the manager of san juan [fic]
kuroo
part 2 to falling in love with kenma’s best friend [another blast for the past dskj]
pirate!kuroo [long-fic]
his sad girlfriend comes to a game [scenario]
with a liberal arts s/o [headcanons]
barista!kuroo [fic]
based off ‘let’s get married’ by mitski [fic]
aquarium date [fic]
based off ‘even if a fool knows’ by stray kids [fic]
falling in love with the foreign exchange student [fic]
tying out salsa with his best friend [fic]
office romance with timeskip!kuroo [fic]
showing his s/o a funny video [fic]
red string of fate!au [fic]
kita
with an s/o who loves to cling to him all the time [unspecified] 
inarizaki’s manager & kita reminiscing about their time on the team [fic]
showing up to practice & the team sees kita soft for the first time [fic]
with a shy fem!s/o [fic]
being surprised by an s/o who went abroad to study [fic]
unrequited love OR adult!kita + childhood friends-to-lovers [fic]
dad!kita [fic]
tsukishima 
what he listens to [headcanons]
fake-dating [scenario]
sugawara
cuddles [unspecified]
akaashi
partner has a nightmare [fic]
pausing an argument [fic]
angel!akaashi [long-fic]
kenma 
narcoleptic s/o [unspecified]
s/o sits on his lap while he plays games [fic]
babysitting s/o’s sibling [headcanons]
atsumu
falling for a childhood friend [fic]
the friendship between osamu & atsumu’s partner [headcanons]
tendou
rainy day fluff [unspecified]
dad!tendou [headcanons]
partner is afraid of lightning [headcanons]
ushijima 
getting broken up with [headcanons]
partner who plays basketball [headcanons]
dating the star of the track team [headcanons]
shirabu
post-timeskip headcanons
konoha
first sleepover w s/o [headcanons]
dating fukurodani’s manager, but in secret [fic]
keishin 
fluff w a reader who buys cigarettes & strawberry milk [fic]
ennoshita 
the manager of karasuno has a crush on him, so the second years tease them [unspecified]
multiple characters
tanaka & noya + first date [headcanons]
atsumu & iwaizumi + being protective/jealous over crush [unspecified]
bokuto & kuroo w a crush who plays volleyball but got injured [headcanons]
suga, oikawa, kuroo & bokuto w an s/o who likes drawing them [headcanons]
kuroo & lev w an f!s/o who has bad mood swings on her period [headcanons]
kageyama & noya + their volleyball playing s/o has a secret hobby [headcanons]
kiyoko, alisa & yachi w nekoma’s manager [headcanons]
akaashi & boukto + ballerina s/o [unspecified]
akaashi, daichi, asahi & kuroo + s/o w acne/acne scars [headcanons]
unspecified haikyuu boys vs. cockroach [headcanons]
kuroo, bokuto & oikawa + an s/o with tiny hands [headcanons]
tsukishima, bokuto & kuroo + fem!s/o with stretch marks on her legs [headcanons]
seijoh third years + comforting a reader who’s been cut from their volleyball team [headcanons]
kageyama, kita, bokuto & kuroo + caught in the rain with their partner [headcanons?]
boyfriend series
sakusa
goshiki
saeko
lev
aone
shirabu
futakuchi
hinata
kageyama
matsukawa
suna
character analyses (yes, these are still happening! just waiting til i have time to read all the manga & re-watch the series)
daichi
ushiwaka
kuroo
oikawa
bokuto
kita
tendou
lev
kenma
sakusa
atsumu
osamu
akaashi
manager matchups (closed!)
anon (5′6″, kinda shy but not really...)
wackatoshi
kawaiikraykray
1800-go-away
the-hungry-stingray
erin
frowzygreen
anon (entj-a, 8w7...)
punkfeathers
janellion
anon (enfp, 5′0″, etc.)
anon (infj-a)
miyatsu
popsnacc 
  total: 106
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