#in their kitchen lol! so my mom took me to a diff sonic that wasnt so backed up and on the way there she was like

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#meows #so long story short bc my summer class didnt end until tomorrow i ended up not going on vacation with the rest of my family #which apparently i dodged many many many bullets there bc my f*ther was being a whiny asshole the entire time #there must be some thing idk about where theres insufficient workers in tons of places both where my family went AND HERE #(bc the closest sonic was drive thru only bc they had near no staff meanwhile the place we usually eat on wed/thurs #was closed all week bc no staff and similar to places where my family was) #and my youngest brother did nothing the entire time bc he only wants to play video games or watch basketball #and all they really did was go to the beach a billion times and like one or two museums and an aquarium and a swamp tour #and since i had class they ate dinner w/o me and it was pizza which i had for most of the week bc i hashtag feel overwhelmed cooking #in their kitchen lol! so my mom took me to a diff sonic that wasnt so backed up and on the way there she was like #so its just the two of us anything you wanna talk about or tell me that happened while we were away without you?? #only for her to talk THE ENTIRE TIME about how my f*ther was using primarily her for his outbursts #and saying 'oh well he only does that [to all of us but mostly her] bc he doesnt trust most people so he bottles it up and explodes on us' #like really casually to. anyways he loves the beach for some reason and like i said they spent most of their time there #and he STILL complained on the few times they werent there. or if they were in the hotel too much bc the places they went to #had basically nothing there. and then for whatever reason his dumb ass bought my youngest brother a mini basketball n hoop #and were shooting it around in the hotel???? and when my mom said that was inconsiderate to others #my f*ther snapped how 'well ig we just wont have fun then ever again!' like he is such a big ass baby omfg #so anyways the semi freedom was fun while it lasted ig :)))))))) #now im back to being isolated in my room not eating or drinking freely and pretending to always be doing something important #to justify not being at work every day all day #and assuming i get this new job i might be here more often which is NOT going to go well w my mental health #anyways ive sufficiently worked myself up now at 2:12 am so uh. goodnight?