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exitmade · 4 years
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“ i’m trying my best and it’s not good enough. it’s never good enough. ”
MISC   //  ACCEPTING
                           hums in acknowledgement, unsure how else to get through that he gets it.  “ i know people will say they know how you feel a lot, when they really don’t  ...  but trust me, i know how you feel,  ”  he says, playing it off as something nonchalant, but he hopes that carrie understands how much he means it. he was no stranger to never being good enough, in the eyes of just about everyone.
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                           sure, he doesn’t know her exact circumstance, but he can still try his best to make her feel heard, understood, seen...at the end of the day, isn’t that what everyone wants? to know that someone, anyone, gives a shit  ?   “ i’m not too good at the whole...advice thing...or, feelings in general...but if you wanna, like, talk about it...  ?  i’m a pretty good listener.  ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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GENERATED AFFECTION  //  ACCEPTING
14. tickling them
                                      he splutters in surprise when her fingers poke into his ribs, his hoodie offering him little to no protection from her touch. it shoots through him like electricity, and he jumps as though he’s been shocked. but after the shock floods the blush on his face that he would vehemently deny to anyone but her, and the laugh that bubbles up in his chest and spills from his lips before he can stop it, curling in on himself. instead of doing the logical thing and pushing her hand away, his first instinct is to bring a hand up and cover his mouth, muffling the snort that escapes him before he can stop it.  “ what the hell, ange ?! ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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❝ i’d sell you to satan for one corn chip. ❞
VERY SERIOUS  //  ACCEPTING
                                            he nods, like this is a business meeting between two weirdos who could probably use a shower, and a greater color scheme in their wardrobes, too.  “  completely understandable, i wouldn’t blame you at all. in fact, do it for free. no, no, wait—i will give you a bag of corn chips if you sell me to satan. or just kill me in general.  ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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❝ why would you say something so controversial yet so brave? ❞ from alana!
VERY SERIOUS  //  ACCEPTING
                                             “  one of my very, very few talents in life is making controversial statements. i love pissing people off,  ”  he shrugs, his expression somewhere between self-loathing and smugness  ( and one of those halves is entirely an act ).  “  besides, all i said was that learning about mental health is as taboo as learning about sex in school. am i wrong ?  ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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❝ guess i’ll die. ❞
VERY SERIOUS  //  ACCEPTING
                                           “ mood. ”  he mutters, biting the cap of his pen before shooting a glance over to her.  “ but seriously, i’d prefer if you didn’t do that  !  you’re like, my only friend, so that’d, uh, kinda suck for me ... what’s wrong ?? ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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GENERATED AFFECTION  //  ACCEPTING
6. hugging them way too tightly
                                chokes on a laugh, the sound almost breathless, his arms around eliza’s shoulders much looser than hers are around him. it’s an incredibly sweet gesture, don’t get him wrong, but he can’t breathe. no one has hugged him like this in a long time, so despite the way his lungs are telling him to pull away, he stays and hugs her back, because it makes him smile, and it makes him laugh, and hey, isn’t there some cheesy saying that a hug can fix anything ? laughter’s the best medicine, and all that shit ? well, he’d like to believe in those, but he’s tried it all: except for the affection. maybe her hug will cure what the anti-depressants couldn’t. probably not, but he was relishing in the touch too much to really care.  “ eliza, i’m suffocating, ” he finally says, chuckling.
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exitmade · 4 years
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do you think we’re gonna die here tonight?
BUZZFEED UNSOLVED  //  ACCEPTING
                                          “ what ?!  no, no, of course not,  ”  he quickly reassured her. they were up at the murphy family’s cabin for the weekend, just the two of them, and perhaps the horror movie he’d suggested they watch the night prior had been a mistake.  “  my parents have security cameras all around the outside, and there are like, four locks on the front door. we’re gonna be fine.  ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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🥫 make soup for my muse
NON-VERBAL  //  ACCEPTING
                                                     he isn’t even sick. well, okay, not that sick. he’s been sicker. it’s just a little stuffy nose, the normal kind that the winter weather always seems to bring, like a fun little belated christmas gift, except if the gift was something you really, really fucking hated.
                                  “  you didn’t have to make me soup,  ” he says, cheeks warm for a reason entirely different than feeling under the weather.  “  but that was...uh, really sweet of you,  ” he adds, not wanting her to take his hesitation the wrong way.  no one other than his fucking mom has ever doted on him like this, and it’s...weird. but a good weird.
                                                       he looks at her with the biggest smile he can muster without looking like a total dork  ( although he assumes he does look like a dork, anyway ).  “  thanks, ange.  ”
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exitmade · 4 years
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😴
NON-VERBAL  //  ACCEPTING
                                                  “  thanks,  ”  he murmurs,  feeling warmth almost instantly begin to settle in his bones.  after a fight with his parents  ( what else was new ? )  he’d ran off,  dressed in jeans and a hoodie,  aka,  not what you want to be wearing when it’s raining fucking cats & dogs outside.
                               the blanket which eliza provided him had been preceded by a towel and a dry, spare sweater, that only arguably fit him ( it was essentially a crop top,  with the height difference at play ),  but it wasn’t soaked and freezing,  so he would take it.  
                                                 “  y’know that feeling of wearing wet jeans ?  yeah, solid zero out of ten, would not recommend,  ”  he says, cracking a smile at his own dumb comment.
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exitmade · 4 years
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‘ never underestimate yourself. but also do not overestimate yourself, that’s bad too. ’
THE BIRD APP  //  ACCEPTING
                               head tilts to the side in confusion, almost like a puppy, as he furrows his brows in genuine  ‘what the fuck’  level confusion. 
                                                            “so...how much am i supposed to estimate??”
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exitmade · 4 years
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ALEXA, PLAY “TOUCH ME” FROM SPRING AWAKENING  //  ACCEPTING
➥: rub their back
                         it’s been a long night,   and connor doesn’t even know how to thank her. his face is still tear-stained and he feels his face flush with shame as he meets her eye. the feeling of her hand on his back grounds him, makes him feel a little less alone, and yet he still feels like a total asshole for wasting her time.
                        “thank you,”   he says, his voice thick with residual sobs, and he sniffles and wipes his face on the sleeves of his sweatshirt. “i’m sorry for making you witness my total fuckin’ breakdown.”
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exitmade · 4 years
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‘ you would think that wouldn’t you, always with your thinking things. that’s what separates me from you, the thinking. ’
THE BIRD APP  //  ACCEPTING
                             connor blinks,    not sure whether he should laugh or not. honestly, he can’t tell if she’s fully joking or not. he wouldn’t put it past the plastics to be incapable of thought, but damn. the reply he eventually settles on is an unsure: “thank you??” 
                            what a shame.    if he was gonna put money of one of those girls being secretly smart, he would have picked gretchen. more proof that you couldn’t judge someone ‘til you know them. but why is she talking to him?? he can’t help the unease that rises in him as he eyes her suspiciously. “no offense, but…why are you talking to me??”
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exitmade · 4 years
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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME  //  ACCEPTING!!
send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .
FRIENDS.   childhood friends /  work friends /  family friends  / recently friends  /  turning antagonistic /  turning into something romantic /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need /  friendship of circumstance /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners / other .
ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  / unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  / awkward  / fading  / turning  toxic  / toxic  and  destructive  /  other .
FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  / older sibling figure to your muse /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to my muse /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .
ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  / rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  / based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  / based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .
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exitmade · 4 years
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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME  //  ACCEPTING!!
send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .
FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .
ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .
FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to my muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .
ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .
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exitmade · 4 years
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PRE - ESTABLISHED RELATIONSHIP MEME  //  ACCEPTING!!
send a ♡ and i’ll fill this out for our muses !  i’ll bold what i want for their relationship, italic what i could see and strike out what i don’t .
FRIENDS.   childhood friends  /  work friends  /  family friends  /  recently friends  /  turning antagonistic  /  turning into something romantic  /  stable  /  falling apart  /  friendship of need  /  friendship of circumstance /  pen - pals or internet friends  /  coworkers  /  partners  /  other .
ROMANCE.   childhood sweethearts  /  newly entered  /  soulmates  /  skinny love  /  unrequited from my muses side  /  unrequited from your muses side  /  friends with benefits  /  awkward  /  fading  /  turning  toxic  /  toxic  and  destructive  /  other .
FAMILIAL BOND.   sibling bond  /  older sibling figure to your muse  /  younger sibling figure to your muse  /  parental figure to your muse  /  parental figure to my muse  /  guardian figure  /  legal  guardian  /  other .
ENEMIES.   dangerous to themselves  /  dangerous to others  /  unpredictable  /  passionate  /  rivals  /  petty  /  developing into a sexual tension  /  developing into a romantic tension  /  based off family matters  /  based of circumstance  /  based of professional matters  /  based of misunderstandings or lies  /  other .
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exitmade · 4 years
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tag dump part one  —  general.
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