#inconsistency is my passion

[gooboogy]

I have the opposite of same face disease where I cannot draw the same face twice for the life of me

#inconsistency is my passion #goobabble

[notsofrozt]

isn't it amazing how fast the time flies

My OC Zetian ft. her siblings ^^

(A friend and I have joint custody of the other two)

#shadowpeach kid #shadowpeach #lmk oc #lmk #lmk fanart #creating fankids is my passion #having an inconsistent style is also my passion #lego monkie kid #notsofrozt art

[rockintapper]

what if i told you

#rhythm heaven #kurei soshi #rhythm tengoku #idk. inconsistency is my passion /j

[nuclear-smash]

Damn das crazy @topsytop347 can't believe how good the AI generation of Clip Studio Paint timelapses was back in 2022, even showcasing characters drawn in each separate layer!

Anyways, don't baselessly accuse random small artists' work of being AI generated, not only do you look silly as hell but you also give a platform for people who hate artists to further bully folks for having specific styles (that were all fed into bots! Literally not their fucking fault their style was stolen!) or for just simply having imperfections in their works.

That was a genuinely insulting comment, really don't have much to say lol. Lmao even.

Here's the original post in question in case anyone's wondering what's the 'AI-looking' art we're talking about is: https://www.tumblr.com/nuclear-smash/693038436893999105/tragic-tale-of-michael-afton

#that comment genuinely brought on some unspeakable rage in me :skull_emoji: #seriously tho as an artist and even animator im fearing every waking hour that eventually what i do as a passion will become obsolete #we're already losing opportunities to fucking bots and comments like that are just.. very discouraging to say the least #anyways lesson to be learnt here; dont assume something is instantly AI just based on a feeling if you dont know the artist at all #sometimes we make mistakes in our real HUMAN made art #hell some of us have inconsistent art styles cuz whoa! humans arent consistent who would've thought #theres way better ways to clock if something's ai generative content or not #hope my words and english make sense tho #yuba talks

[brother-emperors]

Allow me, if you will, a moment to go absolutely rabid over your blog and everything that goes on here. I’ve always loved history but the USA hardly likes teaching anything that isn’t American History. I’ve forgotten how much I love WORLD history, specifically the rise and fall of empires.

I’ve been smothering myself in your posts and I love it ALL. JC, Pompey, Crassus, Sulla, Octavian, Antony, Cassius, and Brutus. Wow what a mood. You don’t miss on your references or your modern AU’s and I���m over here like- I’m trying to buy whatever web comic you put out, book you write, etc.

Also, if you’d be so kind to list some material with like themes to start breaking into these topics. Preferably materials in English or translated materials.

HELL YEAH LET'S GO

if you really want to start on the ground floor for breaking into something, I'd recommend my personal favorite approach which is picking the figure that's most interesting to you, reading through plutarch's biography on them (free! online! in english!) and then putting their name through a jstor search and reading whatever sounds fun.

other than that, the primary theme I've been wandering around in lately, so these are the materials I've been really enjoyed related to that:

The Deaths of the Republic: Imagery of the Body Politic in Ciceronian Rome, Brian Walters

The Game of Death in Ancient Rome: Arena Sport and Political Suicide, Paul Plass

Ideology in Cold Blood: A Reading of Lucan's Civil War, Shadi Bartsch

Statius and Virgil: The Thebaid and the Reinterpretation of the Aeneid, Randall T. Ganiban

Rome, Blood & Power, Gareth C Sampson

I also have a comparatives tag where I play connect the dots with texts that made my brain go brrr

#also thank u 💓 #ive been obsessed with history and historical non fiction since i was like. five. and my dad noticed that i liked watching documentaries #on pbs lmao #i lucked out: all of my history teachers through highschool were FANTASTIC but my sister's grasp on history #(w/ different teachers) is way worse and she was like. all honors and got a wicked scholarship to a very nice college #idk where im going with that. something about how history is taught with such inconsistency makes me feel :| #i feel passionately abt the subject so i want other people to love it too aughghhhhh #and the way history is taught in schools unless you get a good teacher. is not conducive to this. its a TRAGEDY #thinking about how my best favorite man mabini. ppl not knowing that polio was what caused paralysis in his legs #back when heneral luna came out. (head in hands) #like its good to learn! that was a learning moment for people! but also @ the education department: im fucking coming for you. #IM GETTING OFF TRACK thank u for sending this anon this ask made me really happy to read 🥺🥰💕💕💖💞 #i hope you're having a nice day! #ask tag

[lesbegays]

sometimes i remember the time that a professor told me my essay was the most interesting and insightful in the class and then i started skipping that class and couldn’t bring myself to turn in any more essays to her and i’m like damn i should go back to therapy and deal with that

#i really loved that class too and was passionate about the essay topics #it’s very frustrating thatbi sabotaged myself so badly #my response to compliments isn’t THAT bad anymore but it’s still genuinely pathological #ever since i was a little kid compliments have made me feel like i’ve set expectations that i can’t uphold and that i will disappoint #and like. i know it’s the neurodivergent gifted kid trauma or whatever #this knowledge that bc of what i later found out was adhd my ability fluctuates so drastically and i’m so inconsistent #the dysfunction was definitely at its peak in college lmao but it’s still there #idk like my church does this thing where once a month a bunch of old dudes go to a local brewery and drink beer and talk about theology #and sometimes i go too bc i miss talking about theology #and apparently the preacher told my dad he was impressed by how insightful my input always is and now i don’t want to go back lol #i know why i’m like this but i don’t know how to fix it

[kraniumet]

trying to figure out what it was that actually made me so obsessed with bbc johnlock back when it was airing. probably mass hysteria and being 14. but if I had a go again I could probably manipulate myself into having real pure unadulterated emotions and thoughts about it.

#by having my eyes open in a fixed direction for a prolonged time. #important context is that i was turning on it as early as season 2 because i had previously developed an allergy to bad irene adaptions. an #and was radicalized into a complainer by season 3. but today? i could incorporate the inconsistent narrative of s3 #into my worldview and tv mindscape #but i was swept up in the larger fandom in a real and passionate way that apparently also made me subconsciously go “never again”. hm

[virtualtale]

Here is my baby sim, I love him so much.

Starting @spacesuitsims challenge: Ascendant Legacy Challenge

Credit: Sim info template

The 1st house is the house of self, it represents the native (aka the person) – their personality and physical body, their interests and view on life, etc. The 1st house focuses on the individual, unlike many other areas of the birth chart. The Ascendant is always in the first house and their positioning sets up the rest of the chart – much like your founder sets up your legacy family. Explore, grow and create a legacy of your own. The goal of this Gen is to find your sims’ identity.

Capricorn risings are hard working and crave stability above all else. This can give them the impression of being a workaholic and stand-offish, but Capricorns don’t want to waste the precious life they have on the simple things. Ruled by Saturn, Capricorn can be lured into the false sense of maintaining aspects that don’t need to be. As a result, Capricorns can be seduced into the idea of settling into comfort, not reaching beyond to new pleasures and smelling the roses.

#ts4 ascendant legacy #gen 1 #ts4 #graphic design is my passion #wait for inconsistency :P

[opens-up-4-nobody]

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#other ppl: youll be fine! u r passionate abt what u do #no u dont understand. its not passion. im being consumed. im being devoured whole and alive. #its out of control and its killing me #stop trying to tell me im good. i can assure u its a problem and i want it to fucking stop. whats the point of being successful if u cant #even fucking breathe? #this has been my weekend in purgatory for some reason. but fuck u i got the fucking application 98% done so im gonna read it over tomorrow #when my brain doesnt feel like its gonna explode and thrn send it to the dude and idk see wtf he has to say about it bc im positive i #overwrote it bc im unhinged. whatever tomorrow im gonna spend another 4hr transfering algae #if i can. turns out ive given myself a headache and now i cannot sleep lmao #lol i wrote all that yesterday night. it appears i was having a bad time. and i continue to have a bad time bc my manuscript is 98% ready #for submission but i leave at 7.20 tomorrow morning for my flight and wont be home until 7pm in this time zone at the very least #which means ill have to fucking wait all day to submit i guess unless i use plane wifi or something. fucking idk #i also havent sent the application in yet and i havent bought any Christmas presents bc my brain is splitting into a million pieces #its 10 pm now. will is sleep tonight? who's to say i still have work to do on this fucking manuscript #at least my coauthor thinks itll only get sent back with minor revisions so it must look pretty ok #part of it is just me bitching abt inconsistent methods across papers bc it annoys me but also i dont give a fuck #i will fucking psychically control ppl to read this paper and use its knowledge bc the way they talk abt the topic annoys me so much #which is additionally annoying bc like i said i dont give a fuck #anyway im procrastinating #unrelated #my parents texting me today: yay we r excited to see u 🤗 #and im just laying on the floor eminating a demonic aura

[flamboyant-king]

Happy New Years!

I hope to show up more often on here with art to share!

Maybe just posting dumb stuff, but I also hope to see y’all more often too. 

\(^o^) Cheers!

#i want to be more disciplined this year and actually work towards something artistically #maybe making more comics or work on a game or improve my art even #maybe sell merch or consistently do commissions. Its so inconsistent because of all my doubt ya know #I gotta be my first fan and love eveything i do #i need to have something to show for my passions before my parents die #or they are gonna die knowing i have not achieved anything. In things they wanted orwhat i wanted #and i want to show them that i believe in myself for once #ive done nothing worth talking about. I have nothing to bring to the dinner table #i have n o t h i n g because no one let me choose what i wanted #My parents will not have anything to be proud of and its theirs and my fault #so i just need to do something. S o m e t h i n g #i could have been something. I could have had anything #but alas. My hands are empty. My legacy is blank. And my future is clouded. #but i need to have love for myself and what i do #i see folks who arent popular who arent that skilled doing things i wish i could do #and they have confidence. They love themselves. They are passionate. #i had passion but i dont have love and i dont have confidence #i tried. I did. I had a year i didnt self depreciate at all. But you know when you get crushed to bits you kind of fall back #for over a decade i wanted to table at an artist alley. For years i wanted to sell merch #for yearsi wanted to make a business card just to be like haha look at me im a professional #i have no confidence in myself. I have no love for myself. I have no faith in myself. Because no one had those for me. #my brothers had some faith in me. But when my wrist just died it just disappeared #they still send me art job openings opportunities contests internships etc #and i never go for it #because i have so little faith in myself that i just dont even try #i just want someone to be there right next to me and help me through it #I want my brother to be there next to me helping me apply. I want my parents with me helping me try #i want my friends with me to guide my hand to that submit button. That apply button. #i think yeah all of my faith died when i couldnt go to art college. They really wanted me i was ready and i applied there all on my own #but no. But no. But nonononono. I need a high paying job like engineering and comouter science

[pirateborn-a]

me: has so much going on while brain is currently just microwaved goop 

also me: hey but what if bard pirate oc real---

#[ ooc ] ✧〖 bid farewell to weaver’s town 〗 #tbd. #[ baldy and kai's post from earlier triggering something fr dsjklsdldsk #[ SIGHS. #[ head in hands #[ my ass already with two bard-esque muses......... #[ me: but what if. Mor. #[ i am just. saying. that i think we should be allowed to see someone who knows. ab the r.umbar pirates..... #[ someone from the west who's relative was member or fan of the crew or something......................... #[ sfdjklds dn.d movie and yorki thoughts got bard on the brain fr #[ i am simply not immune to charisma stat and passion for ones art /lh /lh #[ lies on floor #[ genuine apologies as well for inconsistencies w/ replies ic and ooc i am. still going through it fdklsd #[ cherishes yall fr though #[ continues to rotate possible pirate op oc and possible news photographer op oc in head #[ havent made an oc in Years

[hazycorvus]

The sad snowy regions of FFXIV always have a special place in my heart. Coerthas Western Highlands definitely hit that spot...

#well here is yet another experiment #when will i remember that the print is the mirrored version of the carved block #one day i'll anticipate #today was not the day #overall i'm impressed tbh #considering i have a passionate hatred toward drawing architecture #i kept the fluffy messed up first pic because it kinda gives the impression of snow/blizzard #finding comfort in the happy mistakes #take a shot for every inconsistency you find :D #linocut #traditional art #my artwork #ffxiv #final fantasy xiv #coerthas

[subconsciousmysteries]

writing a big post on trauma bonding and the whole 8-2-4 triad…

Stay tuned.

I truly believe that the 8-2-4 path is where trauma bonding lives. Not to say that other types can’t get involved in trauma bonds — every other type has a connection to 8 2 or 4, do they not? — but this 8-2-4 triad is really the center where the whole addiction vulnerability (8) and the romanticisation of interpersonal chaos (4) occurs.

#7s also romanticize chaos lolllllll but it’s different #they romanticize the excitement of chaos… they don’t romanticize pain and suffering of chaos like 4s do #Every time a 4 says Love Is Pain Love Is Suffering a kitten dies #like 4s are really the ones responsible for GLORIFYING toxicity as romance #4 = BPD in its extreme manifestation… and this is exactly what borderlines do too #they go on about how their toxic inconsistent behavior and their cycles of idealization and devaluing is just Passion and Intensity #No it’s abuse. #Anyhow I’ll explain this in more depth in my post #being brutal to 4s as always because they’re truly the most evil type #I keep trying to find evidence to the contrary but there is none #Everyone can be evil but no one quite forces everyone to think their evil is good like a 4 does #you know all those things you hate about 1s #yeah that’s coming from 1 —> 4 #Meaning that’s what 4s are like in their regular state #Hypocritical… holier than thou… abusive… forcing their standards onto everyone else #Standards which are often super perverse and fucked up #Playing the victim whilst they victimize everybody else #The diff is that 4 is withdrawn and 1 is preachy superego so 4 is more sneaky about their terrible behavior #1 just splurts it all out there #And yeah I’ve seen 4s be abused by others before as well #obviously no one is invulnerable to being abused (and no one is immune to being abusive) #however I’ve never seen a 4 who didn’t take their misery that they gained from others out on undeserving people #And we all have 4 somewhere in us #it’s the part of us that mistreats the people who don’t deserve it whilst you glorify and suck up to the human personifications of fentanyl

[strawberry-crocodile]

Sometimes people get their start in fandom with something like, idk, the MCU or light action shows like Supernatural or children's fantasy like Warriors (this last example said with love), where the writing is an inconsistent mess, characterization can change on a dime, there's no themes stronger than like "family" or "stop the bad guy from changing our way of life". And their fandom experience is taking the hints of interesting ideas presented and dropped and spinning them into something interesting, or just fluffy and fun, and then discarding the rest.

And then these people come to a piece of art that like. Actually has themes and good writing and a coherent vision, but they're still trained on The Giant Trash Heap That Must Be Sorted Through, so they start their routine of excising fun yaoi moments and throwing the rest in the trash, except now the rest is like. A professionally made passion project by a group of skilled writers with a hundred years writing experience between them, and this fan is writing the same coffee shop AUs as ever. And it makes something that feels same-y and fandom out of something unique and well-made and, well, interesting.

And like. That's their prerogative, more power to them, but it makes me wanna pull my hair out to talk to these people about a piece of media I actually care about beyond that Trash Heap level.

And if you're someone whose only fandom experience has been Trash Sorting and you're running into people arguing with you abt their favorite piece of media, give them a second thought I guess?

#dalucaray #fandom #remember that post thats like ''you really love chess and you wanna talk about chess #but the fandom is a bunch of people slapping each other with fish'' #? #This is p much what that's describing.

[loverboybrightsideghost]

this writing fanfiction thing is HARD!

#bluebird.txt #i love it though #this is my little passion project now #i'm still on chapter 1 of my 'i make clark SUFFER' fic #superman #i think i need to read a few more comics and maybe rewatch some l&c but so far so good #i just need to make it the right shape and double check that there's no dumb stuff or inconsistencies from scene to scene #but WOO am i excited for the rest of this fic once i'm done w this part #will i post it.....Perhaps #anyways

[raven]

i love u qifrey i love u orugio i love u coco and agott and richeh and of course tetia .. ❤️💜❤️💜

#the way i began with the translation and ended with the localization. inconsistency is my passion #<- tags are an edit i really didnt notice atfirst