#inducing' like steven from the universeses feels awful relatable. so. probly not a good sign.

[thebuttsmcgee]

bleh. today day. I guess as an upside tho I did shave so that's something I think.

#the butts chronicles #not to sound like a kin kinda person but that whole 'Reacting to smaller problems in violently self hurting ways that are immensely stress #inducing' like steven from the universeses feels awful relatable. so. probly not a good sign. #I mean it kinda feels relatable. Our ac is kinda wonky rn and I feel an immensely amount of guilt and stress cuz of it. #and money. and the dogs. and this house. and job searching and keeping appearances and actually trying to be a good person. #I dunno!!!!! Im just tired 24/7 and sad and also very lonely and maybe touch-starved. #hell I did cry! but thats cuz I listened to el buho House's ending theme and that gets me super emotional. #sometimes i feel like Im probly being too dramatic but other times I think the whole suicidal tendencies may bring up cause for concern. #dude I just wanna go back to the counselor's office so I can say everything without having to worru about these people overhearing. #Ive already risked so much as it is. Ive been questioning a lot and if anyone knew about it I would feel uuuuunsafe. #Im tired. dw I just. I dunno tbh. just like dw I gues lol. have a nice day. eat cheeto. steal money. #today wasn't all bad I gues. ate cheeto. ate breaded chikn. uhh. yea. also looked at buho casa stuff. so. yea. rally for S4. #hope yall had a peaceful or an alright day tho