An elegant dagger would look great in my hand
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I am sorry, but I don't have time to fight and treat dead things like if they were alive. I'll be the bad one you decide: The bad friend who gave up out of spite (in spite of trying to keep it real, ours), or the bad friend who uses "mental illness" to excuse all the crap.
I won't keep investing when there are no ears to listen the aches of my side. I will maintain my feet on my belief, where oversharing and overexplaining are just as painful and nonsensical as trying to validate myself based of your level (and choosing) of understanding.
Is it even fair to not respect what you can't seem to understand? Wait, I'm remembering just now about how badly we talked behind our friend's back, yeah, the one with a serious mental illness that bothered you just as much because she didn't fit inside your narrowed sight.
Do you expect me to believe that you don't think the same about me, when I've been scolded for been sick? Specially after trying to make me feel bad for "not writing you every day or night" just like "true friends are supposed to do" or "social people does", almost like if there is only one way to do it right.
I deleted all my alibis, forwith I don't seek to be right. I just want to live a healthy, humble and authentic life, and I will never ask you to change for that. I'll leave or I'll stay, but never demand you what doesn't come from your insides.
And yes, I can change my mind and my heart as much as I decide. I don't need anyone's permission for that. Hell, I can't conceive a life without doing that. I am who I am now, but there has been many more, and I am proud for that.
There is only one person who deserves to cut my tongue and keep my mouth shut. To kneel for and apologize (yes, I've been mean and unkind). And it isn't your eyes the ones the ones that come to mind.
I am sorry to be so personal this time. Yes, I've been unkind, but I'll remain loyal to my heart.
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Astrid tries to flirt her way out of a situation of her own making @ink-and-dagger
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"The tradition spans back so many generations that no one knows anymore who first started it. There’s an old wives tale, that the circular base of the fountain used to be smaller, but that it’s grown in circumference over the years due to the ever mounting layers of white paint they’ve had to add to cover the relentless markings."
I've been rereading "Drink With Me" by @ink-and-dagger to help get me inspired to finish TMSA. I felt compelled to bring the image of the fountain tradition to life, so I drew this. ("Drew?" I traced a Wikimedia commons fountain picture and then colored it. Does that count as drawing???)
Anyway, have some DWM fanart that doesn't have people cause I do better with objects than people lol
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Dagger- Day 15
Sasha Rackett my beloved ♥️
[ID: Ink drawing of Sasha Rackett from Rusty Quill Gaming Podcast- a pale woman with a burn scar on her face, with short messy dark hair. She wears practical clothes and a leather overcoat with studded lapels. She holds a dagger out with her right hand, and holds her left hand in a defensive position. The drawing is outlined in black ink, and is initialed "B.N." The top of the paper reads: "Dagger" October 15th, 2023. End ID].
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