Insanity Blue English Lyrics (インサニティブルー)
If I had only come right out and said “I like you” from the start
Then I wouldn’t have to deal with my cruel, impatient heart
It’s cause I know you’ll never change, always staying this way
But I hope that you’ll soon be on to me
Come on, won’t you just look me in the eye?
Good morning dear, awake so soon? Tell me, did you sleep well?
I see you’ve made mistakes again,
did you think I wouldn’t know?
It seems dreams and reality are crossing too close for me to bear
Even now, I can barely tell anymore
Is this right or is this an oversight?
I’m sure that my interest in you is nothing more than dumb luck
Won’t be long before I don’t care anymore
That’s just the way that I am
I’ll strike now while I still have the chance, no worries if I hurry
‘Cause your smile is something that I only knew
if I made myself cut down my life for you
And so, I’ll go crazy forever
Further? Hotter? Hold the pain inside
A surprise, sunrise, right before my eyes
Hurting? Frightening? Surely that’s all lies
No more, I know the thing that I want
Give me, give me, give me all your love
Bitterly, sweetly, let me taste and see
All the truth, all the lies, give me everything
Begin the countdown
Say in all candor
I'm totally numb
Just you&I, forever
Begin the countdown
Say in all candor
I'm totally numb
Just you&I, forever
There’s no stopping, you’re still the one that I crave
There’s no meaning, can’t justify the way I behave
Deep inside, you still have some happiness, I see
Hatred, hatred keeps on burning up in me
No, now’s not the time yet for me to lose my mind,
I must keep calm and objectively inclined
for this beautiful solution that I seek
Everything I do, all for you
I just want something genuine,
but it’s all useless, you see
There are no rules, and yet I still remain
firmly guided by my principles
The majority, it seems, will never know
the true fear I hide inside
“I’m never quite satisfied” or something like that, implied
So, how long must we keep up this facade?
And so, let’s go and laugh forever
Somehow, somehow, please keep it the same
Ignorance, true bliss, leading to justice
Such intense sadness turns into madness
Calling me with that sweet voice of yours
Tell me, tell me, tell me everything
Pressure is thickening, tension running high
Do I want something more than words can satisfy?
Begin the countdown
Say in all candor
I'm totally numb
Just you&I, forever
Begin the countdown
Say in all candor
I'm totally numb
Just you&I, forever
Ah, the light, it streams down on your face,
revealing a side that I’ve never seen
Who do I see before me?
Who do you think you are?
Right now, break down, the world’s crumbling
It all, it all, finally makes sense
Can’t ever be free with these sins in me
No more! No more! I can’t bear to see!
No more, I know the thing that I want
Give me, give me, give me all your love
You’re supposed to just stay and sit quietly
Please, I just need a mere glimpse of your smile
I’ve been getting it all wrong from the start
It’s a process where we both play a part
You and I can’t deny
both of us are just nobodies
I can see now that being alone
is the only happiness that I’ve ever known
How could I know? You’re the real cruel one here after all
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just endlessly thinking about blue eye samurai.
thinking about how akemi, taigen, and mizu are if a coin had three sides or maybe just the two and mizu is the bridge of metal between them.
akemi being the ideal image for women, for the life they endure. she was simultaneously a princess, a prostitute, and a prisoner. her entire life was men making decisions for her, even the ones that had good intentions, and she believed her deepest desire was freedom. it still is, but she has been revealed to this heinous predicament of her gender, and she’s realized that to reach true freedom as a woman is to be the bird in the cage, to play nice and to earn the love of a man until he buys her a bigger cage and a bigger cage until he trusts her not to fly away. and it'll never be true freedom, but it will come with power. it'll come with the freedom of only one master rather than many.
taigen being the ideal image of a man. not all powerful, but not weak. he had a taste of what it'd be to succeed, and when it was taken from him, that easy success, he mistook it for his honor. he hunted mizu down to kill him, and instead he saved him. he saved him and saved him and he came closer to killing mizu when they were on the cliff's edge, and just when he gets to the point where he may actually fight mizu, he's tortured for information on him. he is tortured. Literally tortured within an inch of his life, enduring such a heinous violence, and he refuses to break. this man was a fight, was the torturer, and the victim of his torturing could've been his salvation from pain but he refused. mizu gave back taigen's honor but not by fighting him.
akemi wanted freedom and learned she would need power to have it.
taigen wanted power and learned that the violence that came with it was infinite and dishonorable.
and then there's mizu. mizu who wants revenge, wants acceptance. arguably the same things as them both. mizu wants acceptance, the freedom of living and the freedom to love and be loved. mizu wants revenge, which follows after violence and power, to get said acceptance. she thinks she must do both, have both, to live peacefully, and she's blatant about how she will not live without either.
she's given acceptance with the blacksmith, her "mother," her husband, but she sees the flecks of avoidance in it.
the blacksmith will not hear of her true gender. her "mother" will not acknowledge the crime of her birth. her husband can't find tolerance for the violence within her, the man of her.
and so she has to balance the woman and man of her, the ronin and the bride. taigen and akemi. and it's meeting mizu that they start to unravel their own identities.
mizu, who is both, and akemi and taigen who thought themselves one but turned out to be neither.
god.
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Test Tube Babies, Spleens, and Fruitloop Father?! NOPE. No thanks.
Danny and Ellie take a small, reincarnation, vacation from their duties in the Infinite Realms (King Danny and his most trusted Knight/Princess Ellie). Don't worry, they leave the Realms in good hands (Jazz, Pandora, Frostbite, CW, etc, basically Danny's main council takes over for a few years)
They both weren't expecting to wake up in an assassin cult though.... Nor to find out they're five year old twins now... Twin, somewhat clones of the leader and this guy Red Robin their 'father' is kinda obsessed with....
Great their 'father' is an insane assassin leader fruitloop and their 'dad' is named after a fast food joint... whose barely out of his teens btw.
Danny al Ghul Danyal, cast a glance as his full blooded and twin sister this time around Helen Ellie al Ghul who rolled her eyes as they listened to their 'father' ramble on and on about their 'dad' and how they were created to be his heir (Danny mostly, though he had plans on Ellie going to be trained to be his body guard by someone named Lady Shiva soon)
Yeah, no. Ellie dealt with one evil fruitloop father who cloned her once before, she's not dealing that again or falling for the 'I created thus I love you but not really' bs. They need to leave, like yesterday.
Hopefully their 'dad' is... okay he doesn't need to be okay with it at first but hopefully comes around to it, okay with the two of them showing up on his doorstep soon.
And you know what, they're gonna bring him a gift.
His spleen. Yeah it'll be good to give that back to him.
Since you know that was how they got clones to begin with... Maybe don't leave your DNA with people that can make clones next time.
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