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selkra-souza · 1 month

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I can’t wait to see her redemption ark

#fanart #selkra scribbles #my art #inside out #inside out 2 #inside out anxiety #inside out fandom #journalling #planner

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crimeronan · 1 year

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kind of a tragedy that ao3 didn't exist in the 70s and 80s. i know people say it would be a horror story to find your parent's ao3 but honestly as long as you avoid anything E-rated until you're like the same age they were when they wrote it you'd be fine. my mom has an old yellowed manuscript of the extremely generic high fantasy novel she painstakingly wrote on a typewriter at age 15 and i've read it twice. her self insert was a side character tough warrior catgirl named "catchild" who had a sword and always rode on horseback and could talk to feral cats in the main character's village. are you telling me you guys would find ABSOLUTELY NO DELIGHTS in the OP deviantart OCs that your disco 'rents came up with.......

#if you have a bad relationship with your parents to begin with you're obviously exempt #anyway the apple doesnt fall far from the tree where my mom is concerned #but imagine if she hadn't kept that out of nostalgia! boxing it up through endless moves around college and old boyfriends and #between europe and the US. between multiple states within the US. it would just be LOST #the women in my family have been preserving and passing down journals and love letters and postcards for over a century #pages over a hundred years old all bound up and carefully placed inside a shoebox #ao3 makes personal writing so much easier to preserve it's Unreal. especially when digital decay eats a lot of other online archival spaces #ao3

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denimnan · 2 days

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when i stop talking

don’t ask me why

been hurt too many times

i am just exhausted

for always being blamed

i will just be silent now

- N.R.K.

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horreurscopes · 8 months

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#dream journaling #last night was whack inside my brain

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heartyearning · 4 months

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@the3gracesshownattheirbath (don't think it's letting me tag you properly, soz!) basically what i use now is just a simple moleskine notebook in which i write down the title, author and date i finished the book, then a short summary in my own words (sometimes i forego this esp if it's a re-read) and jot down my thoughts on it, any quotes i liked from the book, whatever the lead-up to my reading it may have been etc. i also use it sometimes when i'm reading a play or smth for school, not always but on occasion just to make notes as i'm going through the text. i also compile little poems i like in there but i haven't done much of that this year!

it's taken on different forms since i've been doing this though, in my first official reading journal i also noted down DNF's or book acquisitions and sometimes made notes on audiobooks i was listening to, but i've found none of that really interests me so i ended up just simplifying it down to this which works lovely for me :)

#frankly its bc i disagree with goodreads on principle but i still want to be able to write about the books i read #i also prefer it though because nobody can see inside it unless i show people so i can like #fully write down exactly what it all means to me (perfectly shown here by my entries for sotl on the left and reddragon on the right)#at least the end bit for red dragon #i love my reading journal this yellow one im using now is compiled with i think the first 2 months of 2022 after which i stopped using it #i think i got too swamped w school or smth but it KILLS me that i didnt keep up with it #i read so many good books that year (and so many interesting ones) and the fact that i dont even know what my first impressions were... HEL

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f-rg-tmigej · 17 days

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lonely-night · 19 days

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I wonder if keeping a journal/diary really can help me ease my anxiety and depression

#rambling tag #a traditional way of yelling into the void #instead of bottled up inside my head #but does it work #try to journal since last year #hasn't feel any significant changes #maybe it still early to say

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toitlselfindulgenz · 7 months

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Anybody care for some spidey au capril with a bonus baby Junior?

#rottmnt #rise of the tmnt #rottmnt casey jones #casey jones #cassandra jones #rottmnt april #they are lesbians ur honor #in this au they meet bc April is starting her journalism career at channel 6 and Casey is kinda an errands girl #think coffee meet-cute except its just both of then taking orders of coffee for different floors #april is one of the first to see spiderwoman as a hero and Casey is melting inside bc she already has a crush on her #and april also has a crush on Casey but they are silly and havent gotten around to actually going on a date #and why is junior being held by Casey as she asks to be taken back? this is years after they started dating #my spider casey is like peter b as in life hasnt been kind to her and when she realizes she wants to have kids she asks Draxum to clone her #bc she doesnt want to pressure April into having a family w her if she doesnt feel ready(joke's on her april absolutely would've said yes)#anyways whew i could go on and on abt these losers but i wont right now #do ask me abt it if u want i like talking abt it lol #casey jr #au:spidey

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selkra-souza · 5 months

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Old pocket notebook got filled, so it was time for a new one

#selkra scribbles #fanart #my art #pocket notebook #notebook #weekly planner #academia #journal #journalling #osomatsu san #mr osomatsu #choromatsu #choromatsu matsuno #ichimatsu #ichimatsu matsuno #inside out #inside out fandom #inside out fear

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centauryscrubs · 1 year

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only the silliest of men stay in my brain

#my art #inside job #inside job fanart #andre lee #dr andre lee #brett hand #andre using his walls as a personal journal is canon i was there #as well as the brett cardboard cutout #not a ship #unless…?#😳

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denimnan · 1 month

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being medically unwell and voicing out about it

if that is wrong then how do you expect the person to feel

instead you blame the person for having issues

but have you tried to put yourself in the position of that person

to know what the person is going through emotionally and mentally

the person does not find joy in how they feel

if you can’t sympathise with them

the least you can do is not say anything

sometimes saying nothing and just being there is enough

instead you do things to hurt the person even more

making them feel worse than the way they are already feeling

when they shut down and stop confiding in you or sharing things with you

again you blame them for having issue and for being secretive

so what are you wanting from the person at the end of the day

maybe you just feel the need to feel superior than them

or you find happiness at their pain

- N.R.K.

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brunettebabbydoll · 2 months

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Went to a poetry slam ft Plestia Alaqad

#this was surreal #from watching her stories online to her reading her journal entries in front of me #she was so beautiful inside & out #free Palestine #pics on my phone

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love-has-a-way-ofgrowingbackward · 3 months

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everytime i take a tiny triangle out of the cake i made my brother comes in and cuts off a trapezium, making the cut a single clean line. it would be vaguely funny but like i made the thing and like could he not eat it all without leaving some for me

#rant #i guess #it really fucking annoys me how i have to cut off my share in everything that comes in this house ever #like always stay on alert for your food and stash away your share or its gonna be gone by morning #i dont even know why its making me frustrated enough to cry #its just. nice good food has always been a treat and motivator for me and my brother has a habit of always grabbing my share too #it sounds so silly out of context but like. ive had a lifetime of going through a bad tiring day with nothing to look forward to but #a nap and something i like to eat. and always opening the fridge to an empty container #or worse the box is there but then i get in bed with a book and open the damn thing to find half a spoonful inside.#it would be annoying once or twice but its just. all the fucking time.#i hate this survivalistic shit #its not long before i move out thank god but still #he always did it when i was young and my mom hardly ever said anything #like now if i want i can get myself some treats but when i was younger i didnt have much choice.#i havent had the time to bake in two years and prep plus baking the layer cake took two days. i put so much work in it.#and he ate half of it by the time i came back from fucking peeing. i cant even say anything because he gets fucking angry and aggressive #at the drop of a hat so im. crying in my room about it. look my feelings are not as drownable and consuming now. i generally dont #let things like that affect me too much. but i feel so young again and like the entire world is so unfair. i don't know #writing my feelings out on a tumblr blog is so much better than journalling they should recommend this shit in therapy

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bloodsweatandpotato · 3 months

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I just did something triggering. I’m not going to specify what given it would make me extremely uncomfortable and is not something I want on the internet. However, I did it. I set aside a time, I did breathing exercises, I got through it without panicking, and now I have a Diet Coke and some candy to reward myself with. Exposure therapy sucks, but I did it. And this is what I’m gonna do. Because I deserve to be able to have a healthy relationship with (thing).

#fun fact I skipped bowling #another trigger of mine #to work on this trigger #this is fine #my ramblings #might delete later #what can I say the gay people inside my phone soothe my nerves #not me treating tumblr as a journal

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killjoy-prince · 11 months

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Please explain in the tags why you like using that kind of paper. I'm very curious about people's reasons and uses for the paper of their choosing

#prince's poll tag #tumblr polls #polls #this was brought on bc ive seen a bunch of journals that i would love to get but the paper inside isnt to my liking #i like using journals with blank pages and when i see that kind of paper not an option for the journals i wanna buy i get sad

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anotherpapercut · 7 months

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those of you who have been following me for a while may have noticed that I lose important things A LOT so as a quick update I left my favorite backpack full of very Personally Important items somewhere at the Aberdeen, MD train station last Thursday and have not heard word of its return o7

#it had the shirt i had just gotten at the gym class heroes show as well as my journal full of my thoughts + paper mementos like tickets #a custom made calculator t shirt bc im a fucking nerd a belt my partner JUST bought me my favorite (non tour) fall out boy shirt #my favorite shorts the copy of jacobin i was in the middle of reading + the stamps I stored inside #and most importantly of all: a stuffed dolphin that my sister secretly helped me buy when i was 8 that i have slept with every night since #so for anyone keepin track: i lost my cane at fob 1 my dead grandmother's ring at fob 2 and my favorite backpack full of stuff at gch #and thats just the concerts. ive lost a lot of stuff in between as well rest assured #the thing is i genuinely have no idea where tf it couldve gotten left. i dont know what happened at all #i have brain damage lol my short term memory is so fucked. its killing me not know what happened

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