#insomnia ramblings

[brightlotusmoon]

#I don't have friendship decay #i love my friends #i worry if i don't hear from some my mutuals #me hugging my mutuals #I love you #i need a hug #i'm tired #I'm old #I'm touch starved #please love me #head bunt #my gender is cat #adhd culture #insomnia ramblings

[onsecondandfirstplace]

Kant talks a lot about common sense for a person that has none at all

#rereading stuff for class #tbh i don’t might kant bc i know how important it is but reading him just feels ridiculous #kant #immanuel kant #enlightenment #enlightenment philosophy #philosophy #critique of pure reason #common sense #insomnia ramblings #textpost #philosophy memes

[monstarparker]

Fuck. I forgot about Grey’s birthday yesterday

Happy birthday, bitch

#insomnia ramblings #grey

[autumnwoodsdreamer]

no, but, Jango was chosen as the template for the clones after winning a competition against other bounty hunters… I’m just picking up shreds and shards here but… what if Din has just been chosen as the template for whatever clone experiment Gideon’s got ties to?

#the mandalorian #he won against the other bounty hunters in S1 #and gideon’s been delving into his past like how dooku did with jango #I’m seeing dots and they’re connecting themselves #the mandalorian spoilers #din djarin #jango fett #(ok but what if that is the case except it’s not consensual like it was with jango) #(and din has to escape. but he gets outta there with the alpha clone of himself and raises him as his son alongside grogu) #sorry. the insomnia won today (tonight) #insomnia ramblings

[ariiiiilynn]

Me: *can sleep during the day easily*

Also me: *cannot sleep at night easily*

#insomnia #sleep #nocturnal #relatable #night #night owl #nap time #tired #sleepy #no sleep #sleepless #sleep deprivation #insomniac #insomnia ramblings #insomnia blogging #insomnia my beloathed #insomnia thoughts #sleep is for the mentally stable #sleep issues #sleep insomnia #sleep deprived ramblings #sleep depravity #nighttime #sleep anxiety #insomnia anxiety #anxiety #tired af #exhausted #physically exhausted #tired asf

[baalzie]

So, if Kento starts his workday at 10 am and finishes at 6 pm, that means he has an 8 hour shift BUT, assuming he has 1 hr of lunch time, that means he actually works 7 hours. Which to me is heaven on earth.

Working 7 hours is the bear minimum you deserve bbgirl, my beautiful prince you should be working 4 hours and still be paid enough to afford 10 trips to Malaysia in 6 months 😭😭😭

Nanami nation is still alive and well. If Jesus resurrected why can't my beautiful husband do it too before the end of the manga.

#but like fr jujutsu sorcerers should work less than 8 hrs and be paid a fukin ton #they risk their lives on a daily basis it's the minimum they deserve #insomnia ramblings #nanami kento #jujutsu kaisen #fuk jujustu society

[spaceshipkat]

imagine what it must’ve been like to notice for the very first time that earth had become too bright at night to see the stars. imagine what it must’ve been like to see innumerable stars one night, then fewer the next.

#kat rambles #insomnia ramblings #sorry #space #i am having feelings #a mixture of sleep deprivation my goddamn hormones bc my period is refusing to start and thinking about Crowley and his love of stars

[brightlotusmoon]

*entire body screaming in pain all day*

*drugs kick in*

*entire body softly groaning in pain*

My sleep brain: fuck it, close enough, time to sleep.

My THC brain with ADHD (or the other way around): You fool, you think we're not going to read Whump fics for an hour and then dream an entire episode.

*drugs kick in harder*

Yeah I'm good now. Kick harder, drugs.

#skeletal muscle relaxant #cannabis and chronic pain #the boadicea method of chronic pain management #why i write Mikey with fibromyalgia #whoops I'm high #insomnia ramblings #sciatica #disturbia but it's sciatica #spastic hemiplegia #back pain

[heroinejinx]

nothing like shirking one’s responsibilities while listening to radiohead’s ‘how to disappear completely.’

‘i’m not here, this isn’t happening’ - yep.

#radiohead #insomnia ramblings #it’s nearly 5 am what is my life

[onsecondandfirstplace]

Humans are not really that bad after all; we say "bless you" after someone sneezes and we ask each other about what we have dreamt of the last night, we walk each other home. We offer each other pieces of gum and candy and we get easily attached to books and movies. We care about what our guests would like to drink. We ask ourselves "what is the meaning of life?"

#i often think about this when i am peeling fruits or when my mom makes me tea #life is not bad after all #it is really not #and i am really do mean this #even as someone who struggles with depression #human things #3 am posts #insomnia ramblings #humans are cute #everyday life #philosophy #existential thoughts #i guess #what is the meaning of life #mine

[reallycoolsoup]

Sitting in the dark in silence

Except it's not really dark cause the streetlights shrine through a kitchen window

And the silence is filled with the sounds of the furnace, the humming a fridge, the ticking of a clock

#something of a poem #insomnia ramblings #my sleep patterns are fucked rn #oh to be sensorally deprived #but even then there is no silence

[hypahfixations]

I don't feel wrong, per say, rather, like I'm existing a few seconds behind and slightly to the left; a non-committal disassociation, if you will

#It's been a day #But humor to cope with it #mental health #disassociation #Though more probably #depersonalization #insomnia thoughts #insomnia ramblings

[hauntedbythenarrative]

I still think that the peak of my miserable and boring lesbian life was when a tall, dark haired, tattoed girl, who also played volleyball, told me (I don't remember if on bumble or tinder, probably tinder) that I looked cute but also like I could stab someone. Sometimes I still think about it

#that was really my peak huh? #insomnia ramblings #emma and her stupid vent

[autumnwoodsdreamer]

Wanna know what occupied my mind at 3am? The fact that the first letters of July, August, September, October and November spell out the name Jason

#hey it kept me busy for like two insomnia riddled hours #had a whole dream about telling everyone in my family this incredible discovery (my sister was a jerk about it but irl I broke her brain) #but seriously. was no one gonna tell me that? you all just left me to figure that out myself? #insomnia #insomnia ramblings #random

[kalux-sims]

I probably need that shiftable everything mod too.

#insomnia ramblings