#interests ive had and its just a way for me to procrastinate so i can give each blog a desktop theme HDHSJDJDH but then it goes almost

[mishapen-dear]

I read that same fic earlier and I just straight up muted the person so their works don't show up for me anymore lmao

there was also another one like that posted yesterday because the person was mad at something qBad did a couple of days ago while not at all in his right mind and amnesiac, it was odd (not shitting on the person just confused and slightly concerned)

yeah there’s. a lot of misconceptions around qbad rn lmao. It’s one of the reasons Im so obnoxious about him, tbh, so that it’s not JUST the negativity that gets spread. He’s a really good target for the hate rn, because he has a smaller fanbase and his pvp playstyle + lore lead him to all that antagonizing during purgatory, and that gets vented out into fics.

It’s genuinely really interesting, the dichotomy that seems to exist between tumblr and twitter regarding him. Ive heard nothing but slander about bbh from twitter (again, he is not faking his illness, that is a lie), but he’s got a solid enough foothold on tumblr that ive seen more hate towards the fans that the cc, here. which makes sense, given how we take over the tag almost ever day when he logs on. genuine o7 to people who find that obnoxious but thats one of the reasons i overtag so much, for blocking purposes.

anyway i think all the bbh mischaracterization means that we just need to write about him more >:D please this is a call for more bbh centric fics from people who do not hate him/know a little bit about his lore. blease he’s such a fun pov to write i promise

#mishapen answers #discourse #<- discussion of it anyway #idk maybe people are spreading lies over here too but i block anyone who doesnt filter their neg/go out of their way to make bad faith #arguments. #i think ita REALLY interesting how seeing all the hate towards bad had me finding myself saltier towards other fans/creators too #so i can understand why these vent fics are being put out yknow sometimes its just really fun to hate a guy #but that’s what neg tags and bashing [character] tags on ao3 are for #on tw/itter where a lot of this gets spread you dont really. Have that #dont mind me ive just been ruminating on this a bunch the past two weeks #ive never been so active in a fandom where discourse had the opportunity to actually reach me #its been p interesting to observe how thats effected the way i say and clarify things #<- rhats the main point of my other post ig because if my gifter is someone who has been seeing nothing but bbh neg after bbh neg comes her #*here and sees me swooning about bbh’s ‘only egg protector’ and ‘no one helps him’ complexes Getting Worse during the end of purgatory #then they dont have the context that im doing so strictly for fun and not putting it on other characters/blaming them for not also swooning #we have media literacy in this house i promise #i would like more characters to have flaws and feel alone and commit incredible sins #anyway. excusez-moi im verbose when im tired and procrastinating #anonymous

[aeoneskova]

20 questions for fic writers :)

Thank you so much @ulouism for the tag! <33

How many works do you have on ao3? 7 works are currently available to read on my ao3 :)

What is your total ao3 word count? 569,216 words - i’m honestly flabbergasted

What fandoms do you write for? So far only Harry Potter, though I've been interested in some spiderman or stranger things stuff which I might write for soon.

Top 5 fics by kudos? In order: Honey Honey, Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy, the Funny Tricks of Time, Seven Dials, Just in Case.

Do you respond to comments? The majority of them! I try my best to answer every one, or at least one if you've commented on multiple chapters in a row :)

Which of your fics have the angstiest ending? this is hard, all my halloween one shots are very angsty but which is worse? James and Lily dying, Marlene and Dorcas dying, or Mary obliviating herself? I'll leave that up to debate lol

Which of your fics had the happiest ending? I'll go with seven dials, considering that's the only fluffy fic I've actually finished, though goflb might take that spot once its done :))

Do you get hate on fics? I had an incident a couple months ago where I got flooded with some nasty comments, and I've had a couple things in the past. But so many people here came to my defence, it was lovely to see and I can't thank you all enough!

Do you write smut? Not yet... I get awkward... and scared someone I know irl will see it... but you never know...

Do you write crossovers? I have a couple marauder fic wips which take a lot of inspiration from other stories, like the Martian and httyd, but I wouldn't mark them as crossovers when I post them cause they're mainly hp

Has anyone stolen your fics? Not that I know of, hope it stays that way lol

Have you ever had a fic translated? No but i’d be open to any requests if someone did want to :)

Ever co-written a fic? No and not sure if i’d want to, i’m a massive control freak and procrastinator so I think i’d get stressed

What's your all-time favourite ship? I’ve gotta say wolfstar, my loves <33 though I do dabble in drarry and perciver, I don't think anything will top them

What's a wip you want to finish but doubt you will? I don't think I can pick lmao I have so many idea folders and half finished first chapters that I want to write but I can't balance them all. I suppose I'll go with my wolfstar pirate fic That's Life

What are your writing strengths? I think im good with characters and plot, or at least that's what I enjoy doing most and what comes most naturally to me. I waste so much water standing in the shower thinking through things... I'd say im quite a proficient editor too, but idk if that counts

What are your writing weaknesses? I'm gonna say dialogue cause sometimes when I read back over conversations, they don't feel right and I spend ages tweaking it. And can I say procrastination? I struggle so much in starting writing, but once I get into it i’m fine.

Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language? I don't trust google translate enough to write in another language unless I knew myself it was right, so in most cases i’d find a way around it. I don't mind dialogue in other languages if its for a reason, but if that means I have to translate every other sentence it can get a bit annoying

First fandom you wrote for? A Harry Potter x Percy Jackson fic on Quotev that we won't talk about ...

Favourite fic you've ever written? I have to say I'm most proud of Honey Honey, its the only full length fic ive finished but quality wise i’d say Seven Dials is my favourite

No pressure tags: @arakhnee @pretentiouswreckingball @residentrookie and anyone else who wants to join in :)

#questions for fic writers #asks #tag game #ao3 fanfics #marauders #harry potter #wolfstar #dorlene #marlene mckinnon #my wips

[paperbagsandwich]

that makes me want ros to be my friend!! (Ive been working on magical girl ocs because of my love for the genre, i think i might have too many wip because im planning on making a small animation as well for other stuff i like.)

That's more than fair! My little sister and brother are both on the spectrum (both have been tested for it, i haven't, my little sister stims a lot and runs around, my lil brother is more on the none verbal side unless it's something he likes, like sonic, kirby or mario kart). I know i stim as well (when the stardew valley update came out i was bouncing, clapping and waving my arms excitedly) its just lovely to see such attributes in characters.

please dont feel forced to check them out! Take as much time as you need if you want to tho! (Nausicaä has some of my fav creature designs in it honestly and there are lil apple people in stardew i needle felted some before)

!!! Yay!! Take as much time as you need ill be excitedly waiting for them even if you post them 200 years later, i don't mind i just wanna see more of your lovely art!

Ive done the same before! i like trying a bunch of different ways to make designs its always a bunch of fun to experiment, id reccomend trying if you also like just making random designs as well!

Aww thank you!! He had always tried to flirt with her before (he was just terrible at it) so she knew he was interested. She let him know she had feeling back when she kissed him on the cheek after he comforted her after a hard day (it made him happy cry and laugh as he hugged her tightly).

Thank you! I honestly think im just doing the bare minimum but thank you. Im happy to be here!! I enjoy talking to you and sending questions about your characters and you!! Plus as another creative person its nice to understand how you view your characters and how you explore different sides of them! Its something i want to do more (im still anxious about creating my own tumblrs/twitters for wg and nsfw content -these would be separate accounts-)

Ros does have that energy with people, she gets along with people a lot!

And OOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHH, THAT'S AWESOME!!!! Man I wish I had the energy for animation, that's so cool!!! Godspeed!! 🫡

I mean it's a long time coming, this was something I was going to check out on anyway for future characters so I can get people on the spectrum right and not just guess I've just been procrastinating JDKSHDKDISJS

Also, that's so cute!! 😭😭

And yeah, I'll get to the things on my own time, I like getting suggestions sometimes so I don't mind at all.

Also, AAAAWWWWWW, YOU DO FELT STUFF, THAT'S SO COOL!!! 😭😭

OOOH, that sounds so fun, maybe that'll help with Art Block!!

Making a Toon based campaign really helps with figuring out different art styles which is very fun to do.

Also, your patience is very admirable!!! 😭😭

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHH, I LOVE THESE TWO SO DAMN MUCH!!!!! 😭😭😭💕💕💕💕💕

And goodness, you're too nice, I really love talking about characters and other stuff with you!!!!

If feels so nice getting questions like these and I always get excited getting messages from you!!!

But don't force yourself to ask if you run out of things to say, I understand. You can only ask so much.

And I totally understand your nervousness when it comes to making a niche blog. It's okay if you're not ready, just do it when you're ready.

I'm sure everyone would love to see what you have.

And you can take the advice Lemon said by blocking people you may know online before posting your work.

#Nonfat #Anon #NonFat Ask #You do you Anon #take your time!! #I'll gladly wait 200 years if I have to HDKSBZKDJJDKS

[thesituation]

that aita anon was timed almost perfectly cause i had an uncomfortable discussion with my partner where i brought up how because of how different platforms we use and the different media/posts we see, i am trying my best to learn history and be thoughtful. and i am very serious about it, i dont think this is something similar to how youd believe in different religion, because when you learn the colonialism&oppression&etc it just is the most normal reaction to have to the world. i do not think im being "too sensitive" in any way. them on the other hand say that this is a matter of not being a personal problem... like they dont have the drive to read up and learn. TO CLARIFY neither of us are white and them specifically are brown (and raised in tough parts of the country), and not living in europe or america. this is driving me crazy because i both can figure out the reason for their closeted look (its like, something youd end up with after trying to survive for the past 20 years + their algorithm and people around us) and ive never ever been loved and accepted so dearly and delicately by someone besides my own mother. and we need each other mentally and financially. But this is killing me... i seriously need a 3rd perspective it doesnt need to be the correct answer i just need one. thank you

personally i think it’s one of those things that have to be more or less left alone. pushing the issue will only make them more agitated and less likely to seek knowledge, it has to be something they decide to do for themselves. if you bringing it up helps them decide to learn about the history of colonization then that’s great! but it’s also a more delicate matter than you’d think because insistence can oftentimes become an annoyance and drive a rift between you guys. i think the best thing to do is give gentle pressure, don’t insist upon anything but make some small observations every once in a while that might pique their curiosity on the matter. instead of “have you researched xyz yet? when are you going to do that?” just sprinkle in “fun facts” (horrible way to phrase it but i can’t think of a diff phrasing) you’ve learned about it that will organically entice them to learn for themself. to me it sounds similar to the final straw between my ex and i, he wanted me to watch devilman crybaby and i was actually rather interested in it but procrastinated watching it. and he got so insistent and aggressive about it that it came off as controlling and turned me off from the show permanently. obv this is a much less serious subject but the point still applies imo! if he had gone about it a different way i would’ve definitely started watching it eventually. be patient and understanding and let these decisions be their own instead of an assignment from their partner, even though you mean well🫶

#answers

[hyunjinspark]

Hi Jade, I always thought of writing here and I was thinking of waiting till the next chapter (like mate stop procrastinating) but here we go... I've seen some people bad mouthing fanfics here and you saying that Tumblr hasn't been a happy place for you but I want you to know that your writing was one of the few things that helped me during one of the hardest times I've went through this summer. This is a bit embarassing for some reason lol but since I'm writing anonymously I can talk freely. Let me warn I may talk about some triggering topics and I don't know if you even want to read such things but my depression and anxiety became worse and I was also diagnosed with an eating disorder this summer. I really felt like giving up a lot this year and I feared that I'd. Thankfully I found some things to hold on for in life especially with uni starting. But during the summer I felt really alone and hopeless. This is half joking and half serious but I spent most of my time online and everytime you updated I was like "omg thank god I didn't do stupid things, here's the new chapter." "oh i should hang on a little more so that i can see the end of the fic." I always look forward to new chapters and I can imagine how hard it is to focus and be inspired when life goes on, responsibilities shows up and people try to degrade your work. But in the end I really hope and believe that nothing breaks your soul and your love for writing because you can always be an escape from reality and a peace of mind to someone who's in trouble without even knowing. I even made goddamn streusel cakes lol (unfortunately I had no strawberries left but apples weren't that bad either). Sending so much love to you and pardon me if I made any grammatical mistakes while writing to the greatest writer <3

trigger warning; depression, anxiety, ed

oh my god. first of all, thank you so much for feeling comfortable enough to open up and share this with me. i can’t thank you enough for telling me something like this, and how your message turned my week around.

its definitely strange to not have it to be a happy or safe place at the moment, because tumblr, for me, since years, has always been a safe space where i felt like i could share the writing i like, in a form that’s interesting to me. i love writing fiction, films and building stories about love, and with something like fandoms and fanfiction, its so simple to share with people. but currently with the hate threats, it’s definitely not feeling like a space where im comfortable anymore, so your message really impacted me, because it reminds me what i write for.

im so sorry to hear that you went through such a time, and i truly hope you’re doing much better now. ive had people close to me who have been through such situations and im so proud of you for not giving up and for still holding on. for you to say that my story helped me is a lot, perhaps way too much credit than i deserve, but honestly if my stories make you happy even just 1%, that’s enough for me.

i have been writing my entire life, but only shared on tumblr for a couple of years, with reservations because when you share any form of art or writing on the internet, you’re always inviting hate and anonymous comments from people who may not understand the intent of the work, and i could always go back to not sharing my writing since first and foremost i always write to express my ideas of love and receiving hate for love stories kind of negates that, you know? this week has made me feel like not wanting to share my writing anymore in the future, so thank you for telling me this.

i am grateful to have been an escape and piece of mind for you when you most needed it, and just that makes me feel like i was successful in sharing some love into the world.

you made streusel cakes from slwy? im honestly going to cry, ive never made streusel cakes myself but i will for you, im serious. going to get the recipe and coerce my best friend into doing that with me, just to celebrate you and slwy, and love.

once again, im so proud of you for getting through this and im so happy to have been there for you, even if unknowingly.

#star lost with you #the best message i have ever received #despite the circumstances #thank you for sharing it with me

[late-to-the-fandom]

Weird Questions for Writers! #5, 6, 7, 13, 24, 27, 28 annndd 37 ^_^

5. Do you have any writing superstitions? What are they and why are they 100% true?

The closest I can think of is I always have a glass of wine before I can post something, but that’s more that I need to be a bit inebriated before I can bring myself to let go of a story 😂

6. What is your darkest fear about writing?

My deepest darkest fear is that I am terrible at writing and anything nice that’s ever been said about my writing is just that, being nice. I have, however, pretty successfully worked past this fear. Like 65% 😅 Worst case scenario, my fear is totally true, Ive decided I would still write anyway because I want to 🤷🏻‍♀️

7. What is your deepest joy about writing?

There’s just so many… exploring the headspaces of other, incredible people, creating beautiful sound combinations (I love the sound of writing), and crafting plots. I love mysteries, situations, scenarios.

13. What is a subject matter that is incredibly difficult for you to write about? What is easy?

I do not like to write emotional death scenes or honestly death of any kind. I will do it if it is absolutely necessary to the story, but I take the killing of characters as seriously as killing a person in real life and I’m never going to just do it because I’m bored or don’t know what else to do.

Easy subject matter? Sex. I love writing about sex in its million different little nuances, purposes, meanings, and emotions. I love sex as smut and sex being straightforward and NOT sexy. It’s just great to write about all the way around 😂

24. How much prep work do you put into your stories? What does this look like for you? Do you enjoy this part or do you just want to get on with it?

I love the prep of a story! Outlining is half the fun for me. It’s like putting a puzzle’s edge pieces together. I usually do a full outline, make sure I have a beginning and end and the major points, then I flesh each point out in a first draft once, after which I go back and finalize each chapter one at a time and post them in that way so I don’t lose myself to procrastination or over planning.

27. Who is the most stressful character you've ever written? Why?

Probably the most stressful character I’ve ever written is my one time foray into writing a Y/N reader insert fic. I was nervous because those are so hit or miss, trying to give the Y/N character enough features to be interesting but keep them vague enough for people to insert themselves easily. However, that story is hands down my most popular so I guess i did ok in the end 😅

28. Who is the most delightful character you've ever written? Why?

Renathal for sure. I just love him so much. His headspace is so much fun, so interesting, and I felt like I just slipped seamlessly into it and never had to work hard to find it. Does this mean my spirit guide is a morally gray, immortal vampire-like Prince? Very possibly and im ok with this.

37. If you were to be remembered only by the words you've put on the page, what would future historians think of you?

Probably that I had way too much time on my hands, which wouldn’t actually be true so you can’t always trust history 😂 mostly I hope future readers of fandoms I’ve written for find my silly stories years from now and are just impressed that I sat down and finished things even though there was no audience for it at the time.

Thanks for the asks!

#ask games

[clumsyclifford]

okay i know you have a lot to do so please don't use this as a procrastination tactic but! i would like to know 6, 13, 23, and 28 please -hazel

sgnfkblgdfsj how dare you suggest i would use answering tumblr asks as a procrastination tactic

6. What’s a theme you find in your work? friendship! and also, the importance of kitchens! friendship is hugely important to me as a person with a shit ton of friends and also as a person who has never been in a relationship - considering i'm always writing fic that is about a romantic relationship i also always want to emphasize the importance of having people in your life who are not your Love Interest. and how much they can add meaning to your life in ways that are equal to but different than the way a Love Interest can.

13. Is there something you’d like to see created but you know you can’t/won’t do yourself? probably! although to be honest usually it's the reverse, where i don't know that i want to see something created until it is, and then i see it and i'm like damn i wish i had done this but also i couldve never done this. it's a great experience though because then once ive read it i can be like wow that was amazing because i got the same feeling i get when rereading my own work (the feeling of "this is exactly the thing i wanted to read") but without having to put in all the effort of writing it !! it's awesome. that is how i feel about @burstingsunrise's muke fic interlude. i also feel this way about most of @reveriesofawriter's writing.

23. Where do you find inspiration? EVERYWHERE no but really i find inspiration everywhere. often watching tv shows or movies will get me in a certain mindset that will inspire me to write something a certain way or in a certain genre, and literally anything and everything in life inspires me. i was just chatting with one of the senior techs i work with who was telling me about his time being a roadie and a tech for some very small touring bands and i was like. this could be a fic. so yeah. everywhere and anywhere

28. What part of your creative process do you enjoy most? reading my own work. i don't know if that counts but i have come to realize lately that the best part of having created something, for me, is that it now exists in its entirety for me to enjoy as a story or otherwise as content to consume. i LOVE rereading my fics!! i wrote them because they were stories i thought would be great to read and i love to find out that that is the case!!!

creatives ask list

#ask #fic talk #is this fic talk? actually probably not but whatever #hazel #allsassnoclass #i wanted pasta but the wait for pasta was ridic so im waiting it out and gonna try again in 10 #number one proponent of rereading your own work right here folks #i actually got a few really important time sensitive things done earlier on my shift #so im free to procrastinate a bit #plus my friend is coming over after the (other) acappella concert tn and we are gonna do homework i hope #so yeah ive got that shit covered #though i appreciate you lookin out for me hazel <3

[arlecchno]

lmao the blonde parts are supposed to be teal but i havent had a chance to redye them in foreverr … also yes ! my xiao jacket ! its not the only one out there though LOL

the wall youre seeing is actually my best friend roofs long lost sibling , wall /j

BEFORE 6 !? i could never i always go to bed at like 12am …. im so sleep deprived on school days lol

ME AND THAT FRIEND DID SO MANY SILLY THINGS IN OUR MATH/STEM CLASS LMAO we used to play genshin wish sim (im very young T_T) and say weird things to summon characters (i told the computer id help make kaeya dilucs brother again to get diluc , and BOTH OF THEM CAME HOME IN THE SAME PULL) tbh ive always complained ab stairs so ,,, i cant even take the stairs in my building anymore bc i live on the 9th floor itd take way too long 😭

we have a lot of the same top 5s , kaeya , diluc , and scara share #1 because … yes . my favorite gal is fischl i love her sm -

i have 11 5*s (not including aloy) , and im currently pulling for sir acting grand scribe himself ! im at around late 30 pity , if he does / doesnt come home i will make self ship art because i dont think he would like that >:)

GOOD TO KNOW ITS GOING WELL im actually making notes for a fic i wanna write on call w my previously mentioned friend roof LOL ive had the idea ever since the nilotpala cup event , i really wanted to make like an actual fic based off of it bc that girl from the yae publishing house was supposed to or wtv HAHAH but im procrastinating on a title so im just . UGH - yk ?

i did have a good day both the day you replied and today ! i am injured but its not bad (only hurts when i move certain ways) , i went on a field trip for school today and got to go in a ✨stream✨ and pick up a little crawfish >:D i hope youre doing good as well !! its so nice talking to you lmao youre so cool

i might start sending doodles every ask , so heres a sketch of my genshin oc !!

my “question” issss guess what region theyre from ! or who they live with LOL the hint is that there are already playables from their region , and there are technically two regions theyre from ?? you can guess just one though ill give you the answer next ask :P

- jellyfish

i think it's because i'm already used to waking up early... even tho i'm a very sleep deprived student that sleeps at 12-1 and wakes up at 5 😔 i'm fairly a light sleeper so no matter what time i sleep, whenever my alarm goes off i'm always up by the second 🥲

and LMAOO i've played a ton of those wish sims to prevent myself from rolling whenever i'm saving up for a character, it works wonders

i didn't really expect you to like fischl!!! i like using her in events where we have her as a trial character lol using oz in her burst and flying around is so silly but i always have fun with it!

seems like we're both on the run for alhaitham :D currently have 72 pity and he still has yet to arrive... i do not have a guarantee whatsoever so the next time i pull i'm gonna be praying for him to come home 😔 i've already explored most of the new area for him

and that fic idea sounds interesting! i briefly forgot about that event so when you mentioned it i'm suddenly reminded of how fun playing with the fungi was!! hope you'll find many inspiration for your supposed title, and who knows, next thing you know you're hitting the post button for your fic 🤭

hope you're healing well from your injury also!! have lots of rest and don't overexert yourself too much, resting is very important hehe

it's nice to know that you went on a field trip :O i haven't been to one in a while so hearing it from you reminded me how fun it always is to go on one and escape school (tbf i think we can agree at least half of the students that volunteer on field trips only do it to skip classes LMAO #guilty)

i think if i had to guess, it's a mix between mondstadt and sumeru, maybe? i'm either really wrong or really right since my basic skills of knowledge on each regions' outfits are very minimal 😵‍💫

a question for you; how was your week? tell me all about it!! hehe i honestly like hearing people talk about their day and week because it's undeniably so interesting to know what others have been up to and how different some people's lives can be from ours! hope i'm not rambling too much... i just really like listening to people talk and talk about their life

#h answers #jellyfish <3

[smithsibsceo]

ask questions: 18 / 27 / 30!!

18 - do you like reading? if so, whats ur favourite book?

oooh this question..... wow. my relationship with reading is complicated. on one hand, i will literally consume hundreds of fanfics a day, and not get bored. however, reading an actual physical book is quite the bit harder for me, especially if i don't find it instantly compelling. i have undiagnosed adhd (trying to get a proper diagnosis D:), so things that don't give me instant dopamine rushes = hard to focus on. with fanfics, im reading things targeted directly to my interests, with the characters and tropes i enjoy. the characters i read about i've formed a connection with, watched them develop over seasons etc. with a new character in a completely new book, it doesn't have this sense of familiarity, which, given that im so used to fanfics, i can sometimes find difficult to get through. when i was younger was a whole new story - i got through like a book a day. but now im older, with more intense special interests and more internet access, so that doesn't really happen anymore. the whole things a bit weird. and, if im being honest with you - i don't have a favourite book of the top of my head. ive read a lot of books i enjoy, but im afraid i could NOT list you my overall fave ndjwnbejncken.

and WOOO. sorry for that LONG ASS RANT NONNIE NKDNKWJKXJKC

27 - who was your childhood crush?

now, im aro, so i've never really had a crush crush. i have celebrity crushes (cough cough maya hawke cough joe keery), and i have people i see as rlly rlly attractive (cough cough maya hawke cough joe keery), so if we're going off that basis i'd probably say... maybe like kai or nya from ninjago they were awesome. ninjago was my first ever fandom fandom, so i guess it all adds up. i was also rlly into gogo from big hero 6 B]

30 - what are ur hobbies?

ooh this is fun!! i love baking, its so fun and happy and aurgh!!! love it. i want to say writing too, but i procrastinate way too much. once in a while i like making stuff with clay at like midnight - eg its currently ten past one in the morning and i just finished making a clay ring and badge so. yeah sjedkekj!!! and obviously fandom stuff :)

AND TYYYYYYY NONNIE IM SO SORRY FOR RAMBLING NSNDKJEJD. THANKS SO MUCH FOR THE ASK DUDE HOPE U HAVE A LOVELY DAY <333333333

#miz talks #nonnie <33 #ask game

[pepprs]

i feel like i can’t post or rb anything abt it until 2022 bc i don’t want to spoil the l*ak for anyone who hasn’t watched it and wants to wait but. bee and puppycat good

#purrs #b&p #? #i watched all of season 1 on sunday and it took me until this morning to finish season 2 / lazy in space and. there are definitely things i #didnt like abt it but overall i thought it was amazing. idk if i have a favorite character (maybe moully?) but my favorite thing abt it was #definitely like. the atmosphere w the music and the designs of all the planets and their inhabitants.. and bee’s outfits for each one 🥺 like #there’s so much i wanna draw and rb for it i almost wanna make a sideblog but ive already caved and done that for like the last 363847397 #interests ive had and its just a way for me to procrastinate so i can give each blog a desktop theme HDHSJDJDH but then it goes almost #unused so idk. we’ll see and im not like OBSESSED w it but it was rly good and i wanna try drawing stuff from it over break if i can #this week has been so stressful and i haven’t rly had free time to watch it so ive been squeezing it in as ive been falling asleep and it’s #made me feel rly dreamy this week. like not as in I’m Dreamy but it’s like.. im just feeling dreamy and like nostalgic cuz somehow it’s #nostalgic for me even tho this is the first time im seeing it. idk im rambling i need to go get ready but i liked it a lot

[thecontumacious]

Hi!! I rlly love ur acc and ur writing is so good!!!!!!! Can i please request for luxiem on how they would motivate their s/o to do works? TT its my project week today and ive been doing so little on my activities that its starting to pile up!! I need me some motive from the boys lol. Also feel free to skip if u'd like if ur not comfortable with it!! Thank u so much i hope u have a great day!! (｡•̀ᴗ-)✧

Luxiem's Gun Bear for You 🔫 🐻

a/n: uwahhhhh this ask came in a little while ago and i hope i'm still in time to send you the support you need for this dire time of yours, anon ;A;) i'm currently in the middle of midterm week too so this was much needed!! good luck for ya'll who's going through the same thing~~

you stare ahead at your laptop, who is blinking in a very mocking way at you. your papers are strewn about, varying in its contents from ones most manageable to completely deserted due to its impeccable complexity. you groan, tired and frustrated, absolutely in need of some relief.

so you grab your phone, readily swiping through social media. you flip back and forth to answer messages from your friends, or refreshing your youtube page to see what your favorite creators’ nijisanji en have posted. as the clock continues to tick by, counting the time you’ve decided to waste away, you stay seated in your procrastination. it eats away at you. you don’t scroll through social media peacefully but it’s your only hideaway from the stress.

and as you’re deep down into a rabbit hole somewhere on the internet, you don’t remember the time you’ve spent being unproductive.

then you feel a tap on your shoulder. you look back and see your lover, seemingly finished with his stream and looking at you cautiously.

“i thought you last told me it was project week for you,” he said, leaning over. you groan at the mention of it and you can’t help but feel like that same burden had been dropped onto you again upon the reminder.

your boyfriend notices your distress and also sees your open phone, then sensing your lack of motivation.

Vox Akuma 👹🌹

“come on now,” he says, grabbing your phone. you reflexively whine and go to reach it, but who were you kidding?

your phone has disappeared to only vox knows where and you’re left with your due responsibilities

“ahhhh but i don’t wanna,” you say, pouting at the demon

“refusing to do it won’t change the fact you still need to do it, love,” vox then leans down and places a kiss on your lips

you’re startled by the sudden gesture of affection, so you blush

the exact expression vox wanted to see on you

he then moves next to you and grabs your things, from your papers to your laptop

“v-vox? what are you doing?” genuinely confused, you watch him pile them up in his hands and he’s off to leave the room with your things

“you need a new environment to work in. come with me,” he tells you, gesturing with his head

you stand up, sighing and does as he told you anyway. admittedly quite interested with what vox has up his sleeve

you follow him down to the living room and you find him neatly placing down your items on the coffee table, papers in its own place, laptop on the center and your writing instruments by itself

“how about a playlist? i personally recommend a dark academia playlist for its effectiveness and the aesthetic,” vox chuckles and he sits on the other side of the coffee table and you realize just what he’s going to do

he’s going to.. help

( •_•)

were you really complaining though?

of course not

“sit down, my dear,” vox rests his elbows atop the table and leans his chin onto them, waiting for you eagerly

you’re both nervous and excited at what he’s going to do

you sit down on the empty seat and await his next command

“okay, now what, sensei?”

vox chuckles, “well, my smart and talented student, i want you to do work. for real this time. i’ve stored your phone somewhere. you won’t find it unless it's break time.”

his more strict nature sort of scared you honestly but us kindred love it when he scolds us amirite

“i know i’m very charming and sexy, my love, but right now work is more important. now stop staring and get that pencil moving,” vox smirks

you shake your head, taking said pencil before forcing yourself to do the work you needed to do

vox’s way of showing his support is just that tho

he makes sure that you’re doing your work properly, reminding you to take your water every fifteen, twenty minutes

and when you get distracted, vox will tease you as the following:

vox grabs a ruler and makes you turn to him by pushing your chin towards him with said ruler

“are you going to behave and focus?” he’ll say, in a voice the exact opposite of his words

you gulp as you stare into his menacing yellow eyes

“y-yes sir,” you say

wait isn’t this supposed to be where he’s motivating you to do work?????

you’re doing the exact opposite, voxie🤡

if you do manage to focus though, not wanting to disappoint vox, you’re in for a shower of praises

you put down your writing tool after jotting down the last words of your work

you cheer while stretching, “that’s it for this one!”

“oh good job, my dear,” vox will lean over, bringing in your face towards his to kiss you. “i’m so proud of you.”

you giggle, “thanks vox.”

as a reward, he’ll give you back your phone but honestly, your phone wasn’t as interesting as your study chaperone

he’s hotter after all <3

cuddles and kisses for you!! 💋

butttttt if you only get distracted by him more; you’re messing up your work; nothing is getting inside your brain

vox will know, he’s a demon bestie(●´艸｀)ヾ

“what is this? can't concentrate?” he says, cocking up an eyebrow

you huff, collapsing on the table “it’s your fault for being too hot”

vox will then have to resort to directly helping you this time

if you’re studying, he’ll pick up your book and start quizzing you on the materials needed for the exam, scolding you for real if you didn’t get any of them right

please don’t take this as a joke, he’s serious about this໒( ⇀ ‸ ↼ )७

“y/n, my dear, you have to get this right. else you’ll fail tomorrow’s exam.”

you sigh and promise to actually study this time

if you’re doing an assignment, vox is going to guide you on how to do it, even if it meant basically treating you a bit like a child

“this number, here. it should be about this sub chapter, yes?” vox points to the corresponding text and you are forced to read it, finding the answer per vox’s instructions

once you finally got the answer down, the demon will smile, flipping a page expectantly, “there we go. good girl/boy. let’s move on, shall we?”

yes this will be annoying and it’s draining your energy so much but vox’s gentle manner (albeit still terribly strict) is a big, big help

after you’ve finished everything, vox will reward you with a huge feast with anything you craved and basically do anything you wanted to do after that

but first, ✨praises✨

“you did such a good job today, my dear,” he says while kissing your forehead. “i’m very proud of you, you know that? i know it was tiring and it took a lot out of you. but i’m so proud you pulled through.”

his first asmr stream flashbacks im sorry（＞д＜）

other boys utc!

Mysta Rias 🦊🔶

“you know you won’t get anything done by playing on your phone, right?” mysta says, leaning against the desk

you roll your eyes, “yeah don’t remind me.”

your boyfriend can only be silent as he looked over at your work, seemingly piling up more and more

honestly, mysta didn’t know how he can help. he wasn’t fond of these things either and if he threw himself in with you, it’d look more like a blind person guiding another blind person (‘-’*)

but not helping you out wasn’t an option either as mysta disliked it when you weren’t all smiles and laughs

what can he do to help…?

💡

“what if…” mysta trailed off, piquing your interest. you gaze up at him, cocking up an eyebrow with wonder.

“i get you anything you want every time you finish an assignment!”

“and what is it can you offer to me, mysta rias?” you grin

mysta hums before saying, “anything! i’ll get you food, do that one weird stream idea you had!”

you smirk, crossing your arms, “even wear the maid outfit?”

for a good second, mysta is about to back track but since his determination to help you however he can settled deeper, he sighed with red dusting his cheeks

“f-fine, that too. you’ll work though, right? i can’t wear a skirt for nothing,” he pouts, still evidently embarrassed

mysta: (ง •̀_•́)ง

you giggle, nodding as you picked up your pencil, “i will. i expect you to be wearing it after i’m done with this, okay?”

to hell with wearing a maid dress when he can see you smile again

with mysta now as your permanent source of serotonin and motivation, it’s almost impossible to resist not doing your work

with that being said, mysta does not leave your side

he’s there to accompany you work, peering over your shoulder to read it over

yes, he might not understand and contribute anything

but he will definitely occasionally slip in an appropriate (sometimes unseiso tbh) joke

honestly, with mysta there, it took much longer for you to finish your piling work

but compared to when he wasn’t there to lighten the mood, you would make no progress at all┐(´ー｀)┌

“mysta i’ve only done one page so far, shut up for a minute already!” you laugh, your stomach aching from the sheer entertainment mysta provided

“no, you shut up! you know you’d rather have me here than do your work alone,” mysta responds nonchalantly

and he was right

you’d rather he stayed there by your side than do things alone

and when you do manage to finish one, you faced mysta with the brightest and probably the most stupid grin on your face(~‾⌣‾)~

“alright, you got one done. what do you want?” mysta asked reluctantly

you can only giggle, poking his cheek out of spite. “can i just ask for some cuddles?”

mysta looks at you, confused. “didn’t you want me to wear the maid outfit?”

“oh don’t worry, i’ll be asking for that for when i finish my last assignment.”

mysta lets out a whine but he doesn’t exactly protest. so he indulges in your request for cuddles first

“alright, come here then!” he smiles, opening up his arms to which you collapse into easily

you shift around to find a comfy spot in mysta’s arms and just like that, you wish you could stay there for the rest of the day

mysta lets you snuggle against him as he placed his arms around your waist, kissing the top of your head when you finally found yourself a good spot

“comfy?”

“mhm”

mysta leans back, pecking your head

“thanks mysta,” you mumble

“it’s no problem, love,” he insists, patting your head in a gentle manner. you look up at him and kiss him in gratitude

“i love you,” you smile. mysta can only blush as he reciprocates.

“i love you too, you dork.”

“you’re a dork too! don’t deny that, mysta.”

“shut up, right now, you’re the dork.”

there’s a dangerously big chance you’ll get too comfortable cuddling with mysta and just end up doing only one assignment that day

“hey, we’ve been like this for a while. shouldn’t you get back to work?” mysta would point out

you groan, “but you’re comfy, mysta…”

mysta will try his best to coax to get you back on that desk again

when it doesn’t work, mysta will try to be intimidating and strict but it’s pretty much futile

“come onnn, you have so much left to do,” he says, trying to push you off

but you only shake your head, holding onto mysta tighter than before

“you know i won’t get you anything, right? not even the maid outfit?”

“yeah, don’t care. mysta body pillow much better,” you mumble as you smile innocently

mysta can’t resist your cuddles either

oh well, at least you did one thing, right?

and when the day comes where you have to pull an all nighter, mysta will have no choice but to be your personal cheerleader once again₍₍ ◝(・ω・)◟ ⁾⁾

but if he does manage to get you to get back to work, he’s not letting you go

what i mean is that he’ll have you sit on his lap with him back hugging you while you continue working

yes, mysta wants you to work your ass off and get as many things done as possible

but he never said he won’t stop cuddling you :3

he’ll just snuggle into your back, enjoy your warmth and occasionally cheer you on, slipping jokes here and there, praising and complimenting when he can

“you’re doing good, love,” he would say, placing a chaste kiss on your shoulder.

at one point, he’ll offer, “do you want me to get any snacks for you? don’t ask for food though unless it’s delivery.”

and when you’re all done, mysta is going to be ecstatic and basically drag you to the bed for some extra cuddles

“thanks for working hard,” he’ll smile, kissing you.

“thanks for being with me the entire time, babe. i love you,” you reply.

“no problem, love.”

“hey, mysta?”

“yeah?”

“i expect to see you in that maid outfit soon.”

Luca Kaneshiro 🦮🔆

“work does suck, huh?” luca comments, tilting his head. you nod, agreeing far too much with him. then he sighs, “but i hate to break it to you, y/n. you gotta finish these, don’t you?”

“i mean, of course i do, but… there’s just so many to go through and i can’t even bare to look at them another second,” you slump in your chair and rub your face out of exasperation

luca hums before he proceeds to take another chair in the room to drag it next to you

you turn to look at him and gape at him curiously

sure, luca was interested in what you were studying but you knew he sure as hell couldn’t teach it you

no offense luca

“what are you doing luca?”

“helping you out, duh!” he makes himself comfortable on the chair before looking at the papers as though he’d found gold, a point of view you wish you had to look at them T-T

“okay, so where are we starting?” he grins, looking at you expectantly

you can only stare at him in absolute wonder though

this man who wasn’t even in school anymore, free to do what he wants, is more excited about doing your assignments than you yourself

you both felt endeared and terrible at this(｡•́︿•̀｡)

“you know you don’t have to, luca,” you frown but he only shakes his head.

“you say that, but a little help is something you need right now. you clearly don’t have the energy to do this,” he laughs before picking up a random piece of paper. he reads it momentarily then asks you, “are you finished with this essay?”

you shake your head, “no, i’m about halfway through.”

“okay, tell me where you’re stuck. talk about the topic,” he says, handing the paper back to you.

you receive it but can’t help but feel worried as you gaze up at luca

upon seeing your expression, luca immediately understands and sheepishly scratches the back of his head. “hehe, i know i’m not rly good at this and stuff, but i just want to help you however i can. if you just want me to copy down an answer for you, help quiz you on something, then i’m glad i could do that!”

luca was aware of his limitations. he knew he couldn’t help you out as much as both you and him wanted.

however, he set them aside or more so faced the fact he couldn’t offer much aid just to alleviate your stress as much as you can

“procrastination sucks and at this point, you really just want to get it over with,” luca comments. “and getting behind on work is even worse! so yeah, i’ll be helping however i can! if you’ll let me, of course.”

you blink

then a smile easily decorates your face before you proceed to crash into luca’s chest, reveling in his bright and contagious positive energy💛✨

“thank you so much, luca,” you say and what was once a shell of your unmotivated self, you are replenished to its full capacity once again

with how luca brings himself around you and his genuine enthusiasm (+a real no cap pogchamp too!), there’s almost no way you’re procrastinating, right???

if you are what are you even(╬ಠิ益ಠิ)

depending wholly on what you’re working on, luca’s contribution can vary

if you’re doing work that is relatively easy and can be done even people outside of your study program, you’ll let luca lend a hand and fill in the blanks for you

“okay luca, you should be able to find the answers on google,” you say as you show him the list of questions

luca nods, understanding before taking over

killing two birds with one stone POGG

and when you both finish your task at hand

yall know whats comin

“POG!! that’s two done!” luca cheers, offering you a high five. you return it with a big grin of your own. “ready for another one, babe?”

“sure, luca,” you say and before you can even turn to look for another assignment to do, luca is looking at you expectantly.

“anything else i can do?” he asks innocently

you heart is both heavy and light, heavy because he’s making himself do your work and light because your load is basically lightening by the tons

“you know you don’t have to, right?” you pout

“i told you before i’m willing to help you! plus, i can hang out with you this way!”

if you’re working on something that’s way too out of luca’s league, the best he can offer you is himself

im just kidding by half

if it’s a test, luca can definitely help quiz you on things or read out the answer key for your exercises

for essays, he’s more than willing to read it out for you and point out any mistakes. a proofreader if you will!

presentation preps with luca make you way more confident for them because he comes up with plenty of questions that can help you revise your topic

and once you’re all done and have some energy left to do things:

“DATE NIGHT POGGGGG!!” luca will declare, grabbing your arm and out the door to wherever he felt like going/doing that day

it could be a trip to the arcade, a walk in the park, playing with augustus, visiting his casino if you were up for it?

guys btw have u seen his casino background + overlay from his dark deception stream??? that was so cool?????

it’s like luca has no resting time unless someone switches him off

ahem you⊂(▀¯▀⊂ )

he just wants to get you out of the house for working so hard today and pushing yourself past your limited motivation

seeing you finally smile and laugh after a hard day is such a reward for him <3

but if you’re too tired to do anything, luca is more than happy to spoil and pamper you at home

“wanna do skincare together?”💅🛁

i can definitely imagine that as one of his suggestions since i do think he wouldn’t be embarrassed to ask for it

he finds it therapeutic too!

“oh oh! wanna multiplay? the last game i showed you was super fun right? or you can just watch me finish some old games!!”

either if you’re playing next to him, or just laying on his lap or even doing skincare together, luca is so very proud of you

at the end of the day, luca will just pause, give you the biggest and most comforting bear hug with a very sweet kiss on the lips

“hey, you did good today! i’m so proud of you, babe. now, you need a proper and relaxing break because you deserve it.”

Ike Eveland 🖋💙

“procrastinating are we?” he lifts an eyebrow as he looked at you, and you instantly get the feeling of being watched directly by your teacher｜−・;）

ike is many things, and being intimidating is one of them, despite his soft and gentle features

yes, he’s a fantastic lover but you rly don’t wanna see an ike eveland angry

“come on, do your work,” ike leans over and sets your phone aside, a little farther than you can reach

you look up at him with a deep pout, but ike remains unaffected

“i know you don’t feel like doing it, sweetheart, but don’t you think it’ll be easier for you later?” ike wraps his around you, lowering his head so he could kiss your forehead.

“but there’s just so much and they’re not easy to do,” you sigh

“exactly why you should be doing them, sweetie,” ike pulls away from you, much to your dismay and chooses to lean on your desk with his hands crossed. “okay how about this? grab your things.”

you give ike a look, one of confusion and wonder but he only urges you to do as he says with a soft smile

you take your necessary items and ike offers you his hand which you take

he leads you out of your room and out, into the living room and on the present coffee table

there you see ike’s belongings consisting his laptop and work papers then you realize what he intended on doing

“sit here with me,” ike says, sitting down and gesturing to the empty spot across from him. “we can work together and keep each other company. you can keep an eye on me and i’ll keep an eye on you. sound good?”

no matter if you felt more motivated or not, ike is staying there to basically supervise you(⌐▀͡ ̯ʖ▀)

if you don’t feel much effect from the change of scenery, ike is going to act much like vox

strict and very serious on making you work your ass off despite the lack of motivation

be gentle ike-senpai ;A;)

your pencil will roll off every now and again from boredom or plain reluctance to do your work, and ike will casually put the pencil back in your hand

“sweetheart, come on,” he’ll tell you, which only makes you groan as you force yourself to jot down a couple more words

when you’re very, very stumped, that’s when ike will finally let loose and help you however he can

“do you want a snack? i’ll get you something from the kitchen,” ike will offer. you’ll most likely agree to it and when ike returns, he has more than a couple of snacks

cans of cold drinks (including his red bull ofc), some scented candles and a fluffy blanket

“here you go,” ike places your preferred snacks and drinks down, before placing his in his workspace. then he’ll proceed to light the candles and wrap the blanket around you.

“ike?” you’ll call out

“hm?” ike says, still busy tucking the fluffy covers in. “just wanted to make sure you’re comfy, sweetheart. working on a full stomach and nice environment makes for good productivity.”

you roll your eyes.

in the end, this man cares nothing more than making sure you’re doing your work but you appreciate his efforts anyway

you know ike is super busy as is with being on nijisanji and having his own personal projects

him making this much time to make sure you’re doing well is honestly enough

ike then presses a kiss to your cheek

“ganbatte ne,” he’ll smile

idk bout you but jp ike hits different

if you manage to pluck up the motivation, especially with ike by your side working just as hard, he’s going to hype you up more and you see less of his scarier teacher-esque side

with each document you save and submit, ike notices

“finished another one, love?” he’ll ask you, smiling

“yeah,” you nod

“good job,” ike won’t hesitate to lean in for a kiss, but the moment you get too comfy, he lets go in the most menacing way possible

he won’t say anything but he knows what he’s doing

you: ☜(`o´)

just like that, you’re back to madly typing and or writing away at your work, determined to finish as many as you can

ike appreciates hard working people, especially when it came to you

so bet, when you finish another assignment or a relatively big task, the rewards get better every time

a kiss on the cheek becomes a forehead kiss, then one on the nose, to the point where it’s just super sweet kisses that help hype you up more

“you’re doing good, sweetheart!” ike praises you💙

when you’re both in silence and your hands aren’t busy, ike will by default hold your hand

after a while, you need to work again and have to move his hand away but you don’t have the heart to let go ;-;

in the end, you finally finish a good pile and decided to call it for the day

“ahhh that’s enough for today!” you announce, stretching

ike then closes his own laptop, taking off his glasses. “i’m calling it too. my eyes are starting to hurt.”

you then crawl over to him, reaching for his face with genuine worry. “are you okay?”

“i’m alright, sweetheart. what about you?” ike smiles, his turn to touch your face. “i hope you haven’t tired yourself out too much.”

“isn’t that supposed to be your fault though?”

ike chuckles and pecks your nose, “i suppose it is. how should i compensate then? will cuddles and kiss do for you?”

honestly, just some time alone to hang out with him is enough so you nod excitedly, collapsing onto ike as he held you

as you snuggle into him, you feel ike patting your head and a kiss at the top of your head.

“i am so proud of you for working hard, even through your procrastination. get some good rest for me, sweetheart,” ike whispers and you continue to dissolve in his lovely presence.

Shu Yamino 🔮✨

with a swift hand, shu plucks your phone out of your grasp and when you start whining to give it back, he grins and only holds it higher

“maybe i’ll give it back once you actually start working, babe,” he’ll laugh, watching you struggle

you pout, protesting, “but shuuu i don’t really feel like doing anything. everything is like so hard and there is so much to do”

but no matter how hard you bargained, shu can only offer you a smile

“all the more reason you should be doing your work, right?”

you groan, collapsing onto your desk. “you’re not really helping, shu.”(¬､¬)

then you hear the dragging of a chair against the floor, before realizing that shu had already sat next to you, making himself comfortable

“alright, you, what’s making this so hard?” he says, beginning to sort through your papers and occasionally looking at your laptop screen

“what, are you gonna help me?” you ask him

shu hums, “depends how much i can help, babe. i’m not a genius.”

but that’s just it

shu yamino is a genius

maji tensai 川o･-･)ﾉ

he can say all he wants about not being able to contribute much to your work, but let’s just say you wouldn’t have gone so far without his aid

bonus points if you’re studying computer science, there’s a huge chance that shu might as well have done it himself

and it’s so very satisfying to have someone like shu who can explain it pretty clearly

shu’s patience makes it all the better <3

“okay, so this is ineffective. just remove this and use this function,” shu will guide his pencil towards a certain line of code, to which you finally see the error and immediately fix it

but even if you don’t study computer science, i feel like shu can catch on pretty easily to classes he’s not used to

he’ll study through your materials himself if he needed to just to make you understand better, pointing things out in your essay that don’t seem right or need some revision

contrary to what you might think if you’re studying a class shu doesn’t know anything about, his questions actually do help you develop your essay and master your materials

it comes to the point where you feel terrible for making shu work hard for you, even tho he’s already got a lot on his plate as part of nijisanji

you poke his arm, “hey, you don’t have to help me out this much. aren’t you busy?”

shu will look at you and just smile, “yeah, busy taking care of you. you need help, so why wouldn’t i be here?”

“but you don’t have to! aren’t you tired or something?”

“no, not really?” shu tilts his head. “you sound like you don’t want me here or something, babe.”

as he laughed, you frown, “no! that’s not what i said and you know it. you’re doing so much for me already is all.”

shu sighed upon seeing your upset expression, looping an arm around you so now you’re leaning against him.

“i’m doing this because i want to. i don’t want you to get burnt out, and procrastination sucks,” shu leans in for a kiss on the nose. “doing everything alone sucks even more. isn’t it way better to have someone else there with you?”

he does have a point…

“i can always just ask you to buy me food or something, easy,” shu chuckles and you nuzzle your face into his.

“that’s not much of a comparison to you helping me though,” you grumble, reluctant to let shu off the hook for his genuine kindness. “but thank you, shu, really. you’ve been such a big help.”

“no problem,” shu smiles, kissing your forehead. “come on then, we still have work to do!”

If you remain unyielding in terms of concentration, you’re in for more of the annoying side of shu

can’t think of shu being annoying? take off those rose colored glasses bestie

shu is pretty determined at what he does so if something isn’t done, he’s doing his damnest to see it all the way through

despite your protests and lack of motivationヘ(´－｀;)ヘ

“okay this should be the answer according to google and the text book here,” shu points at a specific passage, but you only sigh and shake your head

“this much will be fine shu. i don’t have to write really long answers.”

“i’m not telling you to do long answers, i’m telling you to do the correct and complete answer. i don’t think your teachers are gonna appreciate it to be this short, y/n.”

deep down you knew he was right but your laziness kicked in, groaning in denial

shu will sigh, “come on babe, we still have more to go. the sooner we can finish, the sooner you can get back to your phone, okay?”

with a defeated frown, you sit back up right and pick up your writing instrument, noting down the answer half heartedly

if it gets too much though and you’re practically lagging, shu will have to stop because he can feel the pain of being unmotivated

besides, he wouldn’t be able to handle forcing himself to work on a bad day either

“okay, let’s take a short break then,” he says, closing your book. your eyes soften with relief at the mention of some rest and you just dissolve. “are you okay?”

“mhm,” you respond, mentally exhausted.

shu will then feel bad for even forcing you to work so hard when you clearly couldn’t do it, “hey, i’m sorry for pushing you too much. should i leave you alone?”

as much as you didn’t really like shu nagging you to do work, you appreciated his support and effort

after all, he learned a subject he wasn’t familiar with just so you could understand it better

if that isn’t love, idk what is 😔❤️‍🩹

“no stay here, shu,” you insist, grabbing his hand. “it’s good to have you ground me like this. i wouldn’t move an inch if you hadn’t pushed me.”

truer words have never been spoken

shu smiles, “i’m glad you think so. but tell me if i’m doing it too much okay?”

you nod, “i will.”

at the end of the day, whether you did it smoothly or had to go through some obstacles, shu will be so so proud of you

“look at that, we’re all done! lessgo!” shu cheers and you grin upon your achievement. he pulls you in for a tight hug before kissing your forehead, “great job today. otsukare, babe. this calls for a bit of celebration!”

“like what?”

“up for (your favorite food)? i heard there was a discount from them today,” shu whips out his phone and you are quick to agree. “alright cool! i’ll get the order in and you can go rest up, babe.”

shu looks at you for a moment and pats your head with a gentle gaze, “i’m proud of you, okay? don’t be afraid to ask for my help when you need it. i’ll be right here.”

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story time: it’s armani, not polyester.

this is where talk about a certain fic and its in-the-making process!

warning. spoiler alert!

i. title

just as the title suggests, it’s heavily based off conan grey’s heather. about being second best. but set a few years into the future with oc being the one ‘singing’ and jeongguk being the guy she’s into and heather being the best friend.

i’ve always thought it interesting to write stories about someone who’s not ‘the main character’. 

ii. message

the message that i hoped to deliver from this fic is self-healing. the things you do to nurture the child inside you that’s been hurt in the past. and traumas doesn’t necessarily mean physical, sometimes it can be an event that you witnessed, sometimes something that someone does without realizing it and so on.

and i believe the first step to healing is being aware that you could possess a toxic trait that affects someone as much as their own toxic trait could affect you. and removing yourself from that setting is a feat, especially when put into consideration the things you’ve been through together and the feelings you shared - obviously, some must have been filled with laughter, right?

but it’s also important to know when to remove yourself from that toxic setting - and yes, whether you’re the toxic one or the other person.

and this applies to every kind of relationship.

iii. oc and jeongguk

that’s why you see oc and jeongguk’s friendship phase after reuniting once again. their toxicity - namely jeongguk’s - didn’t show up until the annual dinner because it’s only a trait of his that comes out in front of a romantic interest. sometimes someone can be an amazing friend but a terrible lover.

after his sort-of confession and seeing oc in a romantic lense, jeongguk was suppressing his feelings for oc until it blew up like a volcano and that’s not okay

but oc was calmer compared to the little snippets and hints about of how she used to react to jeongguk’s cheating - i’d like to believe that’s what a good therapy does to someone.

and i hope i portrayed the version of a ‘healed’ person as i did with oc.

iv. oc and jimin

the both of them had different stages in life where they went to therapy. but the end result is an understanding, healthy relationship. they’re well aware that they have reciprocal feelings towards the other - whether it’s just sexual attraction that translates to familiar touches or genuine romantic feelings weren’t obvious until the 3rd quarter of the fic when jimin hinted that he wasn’t just in it for the sex.

and it may or may have not been the reason why oc chose to pursue a different side of their relationship. but they’re both in the same wave length when it comes to being self aware about their wants and needs.

their sexual dynamic, as seen in the last part hasn’t changed much from the way oc addressed jimin. they’re just more involved in each other’s personal life as they are sexually now.

v. why i wrote this fi

class just started for me and i was feeling somewhat empty. my days felt robbed of its hours. when i’m not having class, i’m waiting for the next one anxiously for some reason and that ended up with me wasting away my hours and procrastinating on the things i should be doing (light reading to prepare for calss) and want to be doing (writing). i couldn’t focus on either! 

so by friday, i decided to dedicate my time to writing at least one whole fic - it’s entirely for my self indulgence but i hope you guys get fed too!

so yeah, that’s all for story time. thank you for reading!

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