#introverts trying their best

[1zashreena1]

Did you happen to watch the new seasons of Law and Order SVU? See anyone you liked 😉

Unfortunately, I have not, and I don't plan to. It's too triggering for me personally, but no shade to people who are out there watching it of course (for any reason). Mind you, I am certainly enjoying the, ahem, visual content being shared here lol

Also, I'm fairly certain Diego would get his feelings hurt if I suddenly wanted to fuck a cop 😆 I could not deal with the sad puppy dog eyes fallout

#maurice compte #damnit diego #murder panther #introverts trying their best #thank you! #its not for me but i aint mad at it

[newbieineverything]

Wonder if Kaeya thought Diluc hated him, because when Diluc returned to Mond he was so different than when he was younger.

The Diluc he knew wears his emotions on his sleeves, be it anger, happiness, frustration, sadness,...etc.

But this Diluc is...blank. He's serious all the time. Blank face, annoyed frown, sarcastic/tired/professional voice it's only one of those three.

His brother who couldn't lie, who could only be described as sunshine personified who he could hide, be protected, bask and work in his shadow turned into someone who's always annoyed at worst or plain tired all the time at best.

How guilty could he have felt, to be a reason in this transformation. When did he start thinking that the three years away did more damage and that incident wasn't the only reason.

Does he stay up at night thinking that if he didn't encourage Diluc to leave, some of his brother's old personality, his faith in the world could have been salvaged?

When was he able to get close to Diluc again? To realize that even after everything it's still his brother. Yes, he changed but beneath all that he's still the brother who loved him.

#kaeya brainrot #like yeah there's also Diluc's pov on this #return home to find your introvert brother turned into an extrovert and now you dont know how to talk to ppl let alone your brother to #apologize #and the best you can do is let him do what he wants in your tavern #invite him to eat at the house bc addie misses you #try to protect him from the shadows #because you're still relearning how to smile #god i love them #genshin impact #genshin #ragbros #diluc ragnvindr #kaeya alberich

[shortnotsweet]

Love Lettered

In matters of love, the pen proves mightier than the sword. Or:

Ever since Lucerys turned six and ten years of age, Aemond has been sending him anonymous letters for the better part of two years. He finally gets one back.

End

Love Lettered: short comic alluding to Aemond’s socially awkward attempts at courting Prince Lucerys when he comes of age because he wants to be proper and non-lecherous about it, unlike his brother and father. He sends an assortment of small gifts with his ‘anonymous’ letters—notably: dried flowers, exotic and fragmented soaps, candies he knows Lucerys favored in childhood, large pearls heavy enough to heft in the palm, and an ornate black and gold dagger decorated with pearls as an acknowledgment of Lucerys’ “achievements” and indicating that he no longer resents him for it. The letters’ contents vary from awkwardly earnest love poems, curt comments, to expressing the desire to touch, see, and have him. Aemond is proficient in many things, but clearly not this. Luke deduces pretty quickly that it is his uncle, seeing as every letter starts with “My Lord Strong”, but he finds it endearing and the gifts to be sufficient.

#lucemond #aemond x lucerys #lucerys valeryon #aemond targaryen #house of the dragon #my art #meant to post this on Valentine’s Day but the posting schedule was derailed #plsss note the dagger design bc that was the most fun ive had in a while #i love drawing n customizing fantasy blades #it is a new passion of mine #anyway yeah back to my pathetic introverted aemond agenda. he is trying his best and somehow it works #much to the shock of literally everyone. everyone knows it is him and everyone knows luke gets new gifts and trinkets like every week and #that is where they are coming from. from some lovestruck weirdo. luke is into it tho

[waterfall-ambience]

neuvillette is so luna coded if you know what i mean

#when i made captain ignacio j luna i basically made up a sad old man (affectionate) loosely based on zhongli but given xisuma's position #and the cultural & socioeconomic background of wealthy/educated filipinos in the spanish colonial era #and uh. ngl neuvillette is kind of like zhongli a little to the left. its the refined gentleman who is also old and sad kinda vibe. #but neuvillette and luna are both trapped in systems they should have authority over and are trying their best #+ apologise a lot + fairly introverted & possibly intimidating but actually nice + disconnected from humanity #though neuvillette is not human while luna is almost painfully so (at least in my mind) #uh. the amount of x readers neuvillette is getting is mildly reassuring bc luna canonically gets treated like that by some of the gods.lmao #perpetua genshin au is gonna be fun bc some will fit really well while others are going to be gunning for the same character #neuvillette luna is an obvious choice (gestures) and avery could maybe do aether #childe phobos and rosaria riza work well enough but damien and cosmo are gonna have to fight over who gets to be scara

[sadbeautifutragic]

it still irks me how his side claimed he was devastated by the end of the relationship when he couldn't even do the bare minimum in terms of effort 🕴🏿

#i know ppl are like well he's an introvert! stop being mean to him! but as an anxious introvert myself there's not really an excuse to let #people you care about feel unloved and unwanted for extended periods of time #i have moments where i shy away from social functions but i still try my best to show up for those i care about and appreciate them #if someone writes a song like ylm after 6 years with you something is severely wrong in the relationship 😶

[stamour]

🚩 hit me!

♡ 🥩 ˒˒ 🚩 unpopular rpc opinions

i feel like the "you don't owe anyone anything" mentality is kinda ruining the rp experience. i know it's not just me having the struggles of getting interactions and reminiscing on old rp days where you had fun building / developing your muses together. roleplaying is collaborative, it fundamentally is a 'give a little, get a little' experience. we stopped supporting and uplifting each other by saying "this is just a hobby" and turned it into "i don't owe anyone anything". i 100% agree that tumblr rp is just a hobby and should be fun; part of that fun is showing these amazing creations you have to people who are interested and encourage you to keep going!

tl;dr i think we all should love on our mutuals a lil more! you followed them bc you think what they created is cool, let them know that more often <3

#︵ ♡ 𝗚𝗘𝗡 ﹕ ooc ꒱ .ᐟ #as someone who is a chronically fatigued most likely adhd introvert i definitely get being too tired or too scattered to be around 24/7 #but i still try my best to show my interest and support for my mutuals even if it's just liking one of their short hc posts #at least i hope they feel my support! i'm trying my best!

[accio-victuuri]

On the road show of "Born to Fly" in Harbin, @布玉不是圆脸shared anecdotes about the the flying test team:

There’s a particularly interesting thing because we entered the group a few days earlier than Yibo. Yes, we have a good relationship. When Yibo first joined the group, we put Yibo together on the spot. The person himself looks a bit cold and he doesn't know how to join us haha and then he will come for a walk when we chat here. What are we talking about? I'm not ashamed to say that I don't care if people want WeChat or something, but Yibo finally couldn't help it on the third day. Ge, I heard that you have a group (the group of the test flight team ) I said what's wrong, so it's not convenient to pull me in (the test flight team Group) Yes, we lived together every day, ate, lived, and filmed together, so our relationship was quite good afterwards.

video source.

#awwww my little introvert trying his best to get along with his new set of bros #and now they are all besties and adore him 😍😍😍😍 #wang yibo #born to fly movie

[lanternlightss]

still thinking about nameless bard and collei and like. genshin hasn’t let bard back into the story through whatever means necessary bc they knew those two would be instant besties /j

no but their dynamic would be so!!!!!

#thinking abt colle i specifically talking abt how badly she thought of the gods and nb just getting this Look in his eyes #a broken. angry. slightest bit resigned look #and agreeing that the gods aren’t really the best. that they’re heavily flawed individuals #just like their people. theyre not all knowing and perfect #(no matter how they try to keep up that act) #normal abt them swear #also whenever coll ei gets awkward nb can just bard swag his way out of the situation #even if he is probably feeling just as awkward bdbdjf #(nb also being an introvert my beloved) #lantern says stuff

[sibelin]

honestly proud of myself for going out that much since the start of the year. i think i went to seven shows so far?? they were all either cheap or free and i didn't regret going to any of them, specially because the bands were all damn good. i still need to make friends here for it to be fully enjoyable but well, if i show up at the same venues often, i guess i'll end up finding people to talk to ? maybe ???

#the show this weekend was different bc i went with a friend in another city #and we may have talked abt making music together #as for next shows i have three more planned till may?? probably more if i can #look as that introverted tired woman trying her best lmao

[kimtaegis]

hate to say it but july kinda sucked

#please let me whine and list all the things that have troubled me this month #first off having to get serious about my master thesis and everything taking so much longer than I want it to (the anxiety. wow) #and mentally preparing to tackle two jobs AND finishing the thesis all at once soon (how......am I gonna do that) #well then ofc my car breaking down and having to spend my last savings on a new one #generally having to spend a shit load of money. all my money. gone within 2 months #wanting to have a big birthday party so badly only for it to get so stressful and Too Much for my introverted perfectionist ass #that I was the first and only one to feel (physically and mentally) sick about four hours in and had to leave my guests on their own #the usual old struggles flaring up again (as in too high expectations towards everything and everyone and myself that leave me disappointed #and on a more irrelevant note lmao: being one of the few people who doesn’t seem to have enjoyed barbenheimer that much? #same for jk’s solo and everything around it it's just not really for me #and thus feeling a little distanced from the fandom and from creating lately...I'll try again this weekend though I'll try #and last but not least my skin is being SO bad again rn that I just want to rip it off my whole body!!!!!!! #yeah! not at all how I wanted july to go! anyways august in a few days let’s move on and hope for the best #SORRY for being negative on here again. there were also nice things. like awi and al and all my other friends. #and birthday gifts and messages. <33

[xamaxenta]

Had to stay after work for a functuon and ive never adulted so hard in my life

My boss got drunk tho which was vaguely entertaining

#im like. introvert to the max yall know me and my elusive ass… #i was on life support trying my best #but the wine is fucking me up cuz i havent eaten all day

[1zashreena1]

choose between 2 secret compliments:

you scream like some kind of 🤬🐈‍⬛

you fuck like some kind of 👿🐊

Oh man, oh shit, fuck this is hard. When I was a teenager my physics teacher measured my scream in decibels and it was... inhuman. So I'll take the angry gator fuck!

#this is amazing #introverts trying their best #thank you!

[captainimprobable]

the girl im talking to is genuinely trying so hard to communicate with me at the level I'd like and it's just such a contrast to my ex who would go MIA for hours or days at a time and then blame it on being an introvert

#also how she would tell me she had to be alone bc she was going through it #and then id find out she was spending like 3 days in a row at her best friends apartment #she actually made me feel guilty for texting her. wild. #dating tag #oh also on our six month when i asked if i could see her more than once a week #and she was like #uh im trying really hard seeing you once a week is a lot #bc im an INTROVERT #how did i stay with her for a year lmao

[wildflower-otome]

Boris Airay: 'As I thought, in times like these, it's better to get right to it. The queen may be a high class lady, but in the end, she's still a girl.' 'I'm the type to immediately go after the girls I like. Like doing ~~~ and ~~~ right from the start.' Nightmare Gottschalk: '.....!' Boris Airay: 'So, because the rook's here.....Mr Stationmaster will probably block with his bishop, but that's all part of the plan.' 'The truth is, I can aim for the queen from here. Once the stationmaster's queen can only move forward, I'll come in from the side.....' 'From the front is fine too, but doing it from the side and back is pretty good too. Going like ~~~ and ~~~, like you're doing something naughty.....~' Boris Airay: '——Anyway, something like that? Right, Stationmaster?' Nightmare Gottschalk: '~~~-.....!!' Nightmare Gottschalk: Y-Y-You...! I can't believe you! Not only thinking something so indecent, but saying it out loud!' Nightmare Gottschalk: 'A-a-a-aren't you embarrassed, don't you feel ashamed at all-?!!' Boris Airay: 'Hm~? Not really~?'

#asdfghk boris blocking nightmare's mind reading during chess #by coming up with strategies via sex metaphors #that's one way to do it... #ended up starting with boris's route first since that's what the guide recommended #preference wise otherwise i would have done hannibal's first #aka my fellow introvert just trying his best #snkna playthrough #spade no kuni no alice #boris airay #nightmare gottschalk #hnkna #heart no kuni no alice

[snixx]

you know you’re pathetic when your fucking dad comes up to you and tells you he feels sad looking at how desperate you are with people your age

#vagueposting the shit out of tumblr dot com #new resolution: I’m fucking done trying in friendships unless the other person reciprocates #I’m done begging I’m done pleading I’m done chasing #i don’t care if it leaves me sad and empty I’m worth more than that #I’ve already been doing this starting with my ex best friend #but yeah #I’m just. gonna try to be kind. live in my bubble. not care #step one of that is deactivating instagram #if I know nothing about what’s going on with other people it can’t hurt me #i don’t need a friend group I’m fine with my fellow loner introvert friends #I’ll distance myself stop going the extra mile #for real this time I’ve been burnt too many times #i have my people I have love in my life I don’t need… #yeah whatever #cant be sad if you’re not invested right

[rskbunny]

I have grown ✨ cynical ✨ towards any kind of social media that isn't to do things like ask for answers to questions

#text #mine #might delete later #like girl what if I delete tumblr does it really matter #kinda been sick of it anyways #I hardly even open it anymore. it has no value to me #ashame my usernames are fire tho #like do I really need to publicize my mental distress? #reddit is the only social media I even open anymore and it's more like research for shit I need to or wanna know #the online no friends life has lost its glamour. I just start to realize how it really is people still competin over the lack of sleep they #got last night just with new things and new coats of paint #it's either who has the best or who has the worst #my shoppin addiction recovery has kinda led me to just look around me and see how much of my life is constructed by me or by outsiders #and the root cause of it really was just insecurities and not wantin to feel like a failure #tumblr isn't even really that social anyways #I think tumblr is also just full of introverts and ngl I kinda can't stand a lot of introverts #they don't want to be around people so there's literally no reason to even try #and I get ghosted all the fuckin goddamn time #like I really mean nothing to you huh? #'oh but it's so hard to talk to people' girl then just say you don't have time for me so you don't waste my goddamn time #I swear sometimes as a narcissist I'm more considerate of others and that's really fuckin weird #the whole treat ppl how u want to be treated and then also assumin everyone operates like you subconsciously #social media is also just full of everyone discoursin over everything and there's no constructiveness to it #everyone is just complainin about everyone else with no one listening #it's just a fuckin echo chamber #I think a lot of you could benefit of a touchin of the grass #social media is only fun when I have severe mental distress and I think that speaks volumes alone