#is anyone listening

[natjennie]

thinking about the captain's stupid fucking uniform again. because the sam browne belt is still backwards. and we have no answers for that. but I have to think about him putting it on for the last time. not that he knew it was going to be the last time. but idk, the exact timeline between the war ending and the veteran's event is unclear, so I imagine there was some time in the middle there where he got to wear his civvies. there were a few days, between the life that trapped him and the death that did the same, where he was free. right? there had to be. just enough time to loosen the tie and breathe for a moment, to see what life might have been like without the army crushing his heart in his rib cage. and then, the party. a victory celebration. a relief. he had to dress himself back in the costume of a competent commander, for the chance to catch a glimpse of the only person in the forces worth a damn. he had to wrap himself in his own funerary shroud. had to buckle every strap and thread every button with shaking hands. and then he pinned that god damn medal bar right above his pocket like the last nail in his coffin. everything that killed him he did to himself. and then havers pressed the god damn stick into his hands, still warm from his touch, as he turned cold on the ground. and then he was stuck, for 70 years, suffocated by every reminder that the only world he thought he belonged in wanted him dead. and yet still, when asked what he would wear instead if he could, it's his uniform. I need to lay down.

#can anyone hear me #i feel like im going insane #is anyone listening #bbc ghosts #the captain

[darlingdekarios]

can you please. stop talking.

#*taps mic* #is anyone listening #do you hear me going insane #I mean this in an unhealthy way btw #in a toxic I love him so much kinda way #but I NEED him to shut up #raphael bg3 #raphael #bg3 #baldur's gate 3

[rotten-dan-art]

Dissenter

I finished my first run of this game ♥ I wanna do it on hard now ´3`)

#rotten art #cotl #cult of the lamb #and technically... #spoilers #if u know what i mean #but is it that??? i mean i feel like anyone should expect it but im also not ur brain maybe u dont have any idea fof what i mean #is anyone listening #is this thing on #anyway dissenter eyes are cool

[ishmerra]

i’m aware of how this doesn’t matter on any scale of the universe but i am in love with the idea of the dynamic of these three. they are so cute!!!!!

#tbhk #jshk #is anyone listening #my three favourite characters #emphasis on kounene god i love them #non art post

[doodlebug-aboo]

scream from hsm3 is a fabian aramais seacaster song and you’re allowed to disagree but i know in my heart that it is true and right.

#dimension 20 #fantasy high #fabian seacaster #listen. just hear me out for a SECOND #it’s like sophomore year post fabian’s no good very bad day but pre i dance now fabian #is anyone listening

[xoadoratio]

there’s something beautiful about the lack of organization on this site. like hell yeah my mutuals are getting shock metal and plushies reblogged on the same acc within five minutes of each other because that’s my brain baby!!!!!

#shitpost #is anyone listening

[innateapathy]

I have no one I can talk to.

No one to bare my inner soul to.

No one to hide behind when I'm scared.

Of all these people that say they love me.

There's not one I can reach out to.

Not one who sees that I'm drowning.

No one who'll try and save me.

Will they at least mourn me?

#self expression #poem #poetry #micropoetry #bpd #bpd vent #bpd thoughts #borderline personality problems #living with mental illness #mental illness #im alone #suicide sunday #sunday blues #i write #living with ptsd #is anyone listening #cant save myself

[crplpunkklavier]

Alita: He was furious! He ripped his report up into shreds... Klavier: Incidentally, I had to request another copy to file as evidence. A bothersome chore, but one I performed without complaint.

guy who wants a pat on the head and a treat for good behavior sooo bad

#no reaction from anyone in the trial of course #unappreciated in his time. ignored. criminal #BY THE WAY!!! I DID MY JOB AND IT WAS SLIGHTLY HARDER THAN NORMAL BUT I DIDNT EVEN WHINE ABOUT IT!!!! #is ANYONE listening

[zombie-jed]

Thinking about the P!nk Funhouse Tour, 2009

#is anyone listening #p!nk #Jed post

[adrianlovesyou]

i like music. i like books. i like plays. i like watching plays, being in plays, reading plays. i like collecting playbills.

i like the piano, the violin, the harp. i like writing music, listening to music, playing music. i like a little bit of everything.

i like Mary Shelley, Oscar Wilde, Donna Tartt, Christopher Paolini, Rick Riordan. i like horror, mystery, fantasy, science fiction, thrillers. i like Frankenstein and The Last Man and The Picture of Dorian Gray and The Secret History and The Goldfinch.

i like coffee, i like tea. i like pomegranate black tea and matcha and hazelnut syrup.

i love pomegranates. the seeds, the tea, anything with pomegranates.

i hate pineapples. i haven't eaten one in years. i can't stand to be within five feet of one.

i like science and english. i can't quite sit through math. i believe there's a world where i would like math, but it isn't like this.

i like film. i like to edit films, to analyze films, to watch films with a bit of sweet and salty popcorn. i like sweet and salty popcorn. i don't like cheese popcorn, and i don't always like caramel. sometimes it's too sweet and too sticky.

i have a cat. she likes spending time outside, and she's rarely home when i'm home. sometimes at night, she sleeps in my bed.

sometimes at night, i sit outside with my cat and we look at the stars. i like looking for Perseus. i like looking for the Pleiades.

i like going outside. i like riding my bike at night and swimming in lakes. there are no good lakes near where i live, only pools.

i hate swimming in pools. i was on the swim team once. i swam a really fast backstroke. i miss feeling fast, but i can't have that anymore.

my sister swam on the swim team. she did cross country too. she rides her bike too.

i have sisters. i wish i had brothers. i wish i had a twin brother. i wish someone would keep me company. my siblings have their own lives now, and it gets awfully lonely at home.

i get awfully lonely at home. and at school. i have friends, plenty of friends, but nobody i trust, nobody i truly want to tell all of this to.

#i feel stupid #is this even poetry #is this anything #guys pls #is anyone out there #is anyone listening #is anyone even reading this #poem #poet #poets on tumblr #poetry #original poem #every tag i can think to use because i want someone to see this

[natjennie]

the fact that none of the ghosts that were there commented on caps death. we saw them outside by the car when he was trying to get in so like. yeah maybe they weren't there. but you would think the commotion would've made them come running. what I'm saying is if they were there, none of them piped up. they didn't tell his story for him. they didn't playfully chide him, reminding him they saw it happen. at every other emotionally charged death flashback, there is another ghost's opinions. but they let him have his. do you understand how much that means to me. they didnt talk over him they didnt belittle how much bravery it took to finally talk about it. they didnt joke they didnt pry they didnt make it about themselves. they let him say his piece. and stood at his side in the aftermath. is anyone hearing me.

#hello hello do you hear me. #is anyone listening #ghost5 #ghosts s5 #bbc ghosts #ghosts spoilers

[transexualbutchfagdyke]

someone sacrificing themselves to save your life seen as a purely selfish act. I resent you for dying without me. you took the easy way out, and now I'm left to clean up. I hate you for letting me live.

#is anyone listening #ratt squeaks

[sasster]

how the fuck does mantle have a conversation with maelias big ass at the important fleet man meeting

mantle is like a barbie doll to him

#hes so small he could put him in a baby carrier on his chest #is anyone listening

[conspiracyofequals]

driving the pig is like having sex with gansey. which has implications

#yelling #is anyone listening

[wichitalk]

not to be gay but oh my god. oh my fucking god oh my

#wilbur.txt #mcr #my chemical romance #gerard way #is anyone listening

[nagitoedit]

no one even cares that they put a metal collar and chain leash on him and started calling him servant.

#hes so f slur ♥ #literally called him a hard gay. leatherman. he was accused of coming out of the closet when he said he needed to return to his master #is anyone listening