#is he gonna lash out

[autisticsonic]

Your Fault.

guilt arc guilt arc GUILT ARC GUILT ARC

I know I may dream but I think Sonic should go through a depression/guilt arc, bc you know, he thinks he straight up killed everyone he loves + his whole world while at it. He’s a really neurodivergent kid, he can’t handle something of this magnitude.

Also the second panel happens after their  fight, I just wanted to get this finished quick. Anyway yeah they fought and the realization hit Sonic during it and he just froze, and Shadow decked him and probably kicked him to a new shatterspace

AU version where due to that guilt he begins to despise himself, and isolates from everyone, because he feels he’s a liability, and that anyone he comes close to will meet their doom because of him. EDIT: After reading some theories, I came up w an alt AU version! So if all the shatterspaces are in fact the prime world getting split into pieces, same going for the gang’s personalities and such, the change is that Sonic pushes through and reunites the shards, fixing his home world! But once done so, he disappears from sight, doing the whole isolation bit. The heaviest part of the guilt arc basically gets pushed back to until the prime world’s already fixed.

Of course he deals with a lot of quilt and depression in the meantime, but he learns to bottle up and hide his emotions. Prime!Sonic is very emotional, open and talkative, but in this AU, over the course of the series, he becomes more dubdued- again, hides emotions, talks less (tho not too much less, cuz boy’s gotta mask) and starts keeping to himself more. He’s doing the whole “talking about surface troubling stuff to appear open and honest, while in fact keeping all heavier trauma concealed underneath”. Keeps on a smile, but it begins to hurt.

#sonic prime #sonic prime spoilers #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #shadow the hedgehog #shadow #sth #fanart #my art #vinturong #gonna post sonic art from this blog but i'll keep signing with my alt #bc i want ppl to go there #anyway #there's more to the au #basically shadow's just straight up wrong in it lol #he thinks the shatter void thing is their destroyed dimension #and he's been just sitting there and also he swore to protect the world #so hes devastated #so he's lashing out at sonic #but their world is actually alright #i think itd be funny if in the primeverse everything's fine sonic and shadow just disappeared out of existence and the rest are tryna #figure out how the prism works #to save them #but anyway sonic really internalizes this and just. breaks really fucking breaks #and the rest have to go on a wild goose chase to find him once they figure out shatter...travel #these tags are from before the edit was added #aalso im reading ALL the tags im so glad yall like this

[rindomness]

normal "my dad told me to my face that he was never proud of me and wouldn't be proud of me unless i fit an arbitrary definition of normalcy even though that's the only thing i've ever wanted from him" oak vs scary "my dad who has no connection to me through blood and no obligation to even like me has been proud of me the whole time he's known me and i feel unworthy of his pride and guilt for his death" marlowe. fight

#dndads #dndads spoilers #im gnawing on cement. #right after i finished the normal experiences insane trauma about tony's death fic. ghhrhrhrhrhggh #normal's gonna explode i can feel it he's gonna explode and lash out Bad

[wizardnuke]

HE LOST EEELEVEN YEEEAAARS. LIKE THEY NEVER HAPPENED. HOW DO YOU COPE!!

#it's like the same effect as jester aging up however many years she aged. but twice that. and the last thing he remembers was his parents #burning to death and lashing out at his partners. do you ever think about how caleb is like. internally in his mid 20s. #he's 32 the same way that jester is ~26. he's 25 she's ~21. im gonna EXPLODE

[socksandbuttons]

I refuse to believe that one of the twins will die. Rather, they will be separated.

Anyways, BM and Jack being a chaotic trio ftw!

i need you know

my initial thought was my old ruin seperattes them post Which im staring at sometimes and going *we're gonna lose one*

But as u said.... seperation but who goes where.

#ALTHO IM STILL LIKE HMNNNN #idk frank was pretty vague but like they ARE gonna be seperate either by death or circumstance. #im betting on bloodmoon lashing out. obviously and clinging to whoever could bring their bro back #(such as ruin....) #or get attatched to whoever be it jack or fc or foxy because he doesnt have anything else #sun and moon show spoilers

[padfootastic]

Day 30 - Trust

written for @prongsfoot-microfic (angst!!!! reader beware!!! lil bit o’ death going on!!!)

“I trusted you.”

Remus’ heart breaks right in half at the past tense.

Trusted.

Such a small difference, but oh, how it changes things. How it changes everything.

“James—“

“No.”

“But—“

“Remus,” James’ voice is simmering with rage and it’s unlike anything Remus has even seen from him. Of them all, he’s the mildest, the most even-tempered, quickest to bounce back. He’s never been one to…stew in his anger but now that he has, Remus doesn’t know where to go from here. What to do.

“I. Trusted. You.” James’ enunciated every word with painful clarity, digging the knife in deeper with each turn. “I thought, if I wasn’t there, then at least you would be to take care of Sirius. If not for him, then for me.”

“I tried, God, I swear I tried, Prongs—“ Remus begs, hands clasped in front of him as if praying. (Not entirely far from the reality—James was their deity, was he not? The centre of their universe, the source of their absolution)

“Don’t you dare lie to me, Remus, you’re already on thin fucking ice.” One shaking finger rises to poke him on the chest. It doesn’t hurt, he can barely feel it through his jumper but it pushes him back nonetheless, almost stumbling into the corner chair behind him. “I know you didn’t try.”

“I did—“ He tries again, though he’s coming to realise it’s futile. For James Potter, there’s no bigger crime than abandoning Sirius. It’s why he has a grudge against the entire Black family and now Remus is on the same list, with the dubious distinction of taking top spot.

“Ask me how I know?”

He stay silent, knowing he wouldn’t like the answer. But this is James Potter they’re talking about. He never gives up.

“Ask me how I fucking know, Remus.” James’ voice reverberates around the entire room, the echoes of his shout ringing in Remus’ ears. The only sound cutting across the deafening silence is heavy panting. Until Remus breaks it.

“How do you know?” His voice, in sharp contrast, is small, timid.

“Because he wouldn’t be dead right now if you did.”

Remus’ neck almost snaps clean in half at how quickly he looked up, both from what James just said and the utterly broken tone in which he did.

“Dead—?” he whispered, unable to believe what he’s hearing. There’s no way Sirius is—No. Just. It’s not possible.

James doesn’t give any more information, doesn’t say anything for a few minutes where they’re both staring—Remus at James, and James into nothingness. He’s never seen such a look of abject despair on anyone’s face, let alone his best friend, and it makes him wonder. How will James ever recover from this? Will he even?

“Do you know, Remus,” James says then, a jagged, sharp smile growing on his lips. It’s humourless, it’s empty, it’s spine-chilling. “Coming from back from the dead after a dozen years to find out your Sirius is locked up and dying, and then to see him take his last breath in front of you? I wouldn’t wish it upon my worst enemy.”

Remus gulps, because he can sense this isn’t the end, there’s more to come and when it does—that’s it. It’ll sever any ties they might’ve had between them at some point, will cut them off entirely.

“But you.” James finally looks at Remus. His eyes are red rimmed but hard as ice, lips twisted into an ugly sneer. “I wish you’d feel even a fraction of what I’m feeling right now. Maybe you’d realise what you did then.”

#remus lupin #james potter #bambibelle #prongsfoot #prongsfoot microfics #remus is just not having a good time is he in these micro fics #oh well #too bad so sad #i wouldn’t even call this not remus friendly or anti remus #because i’m really not bashing him #it’s just james lashing out #(which i agree w ofc but that’s not relevant) #so this was gonna a very diff route than the last line #but i left it midway for some work #and forgot what i wanted to write lol #there was one (1) specific line #so i was like ah well let’s do some Violence #these microfics are so fun #bc they’re letting me write stuff i normally wouldn’t #i typically don’t touch angst with a ten foot pole #and yet here we are #pen’s writing #tumblr works

[lesbiradshaw]

blah blah blah something about bradley shoving a hand at jake’s chest to push him away during a moment of provoked grief and anger blah blah blah something about that connecting to the moment at the end of the film where jake taps his hand over bradley’s heart right after he’s saved his life and they’ve taken the first steps towards peace with each other

#me when i (35m) have severe abandonment issues and give my nemesis (??m) a callsign that refers to his habit of up and leaving people behind #i have like. an essay in my notes app about their possible exes to lovers dynamic and why they would have broken up the first go round #and i will not stand for everyone just blaming bradley like Yes he pushes people away and lashes out but lbr… #jake is abrasive ON PURPOSE when hes trying to make a point so even if he is being pushed away. hes just gonna push back #and that is quite literally represented in their fight scene where he may not physically shove bradley back #but he doesnt back down either (ie: continuing to claim bradley cant fly the mission aka his initial point under the goading ab goose&mav) #i want to study these two under a microscope they are so interesting to me… #that moment when you a person w abandonment issues come across a person w commitment issues & discuss how to best maximize ur joint slay #sereshaw #hangster #no one jump me for talking to myself in the tags its what i do best

[the-owl-tree]

Sunbeam may be able to handle staying with Nightheart after he left her TWICE, but I couldn't.

I made this tough decision to leave the clan I grew up in and even left my ex-girlfriend for you, only to be left again. Sorry man, I'm going to settle down with Finchlight instead.

Goodbye Nightheart, hello to your amazing sister.

the authors lost any investment in those relationship for me when their relationship start is nightheart basically showing up and proclaiming them mates. don't like that! especially since it really didn't have any decent consequences for him so far (come on, authors, two books left! don't shy away from having sunbeam dump his ass and date his sister!!)

#asc spoilers #like his actions will have consequences right authors? #please authors? on my hands and knees authors?? #i dont need him to be lashed or Disney Channel Style Called Out #i just kind of want cats to be angry at him. and the narrative has to show he was wrong #but i mean...they will right? theyre not just gonna build up sunbeam's growing resentment to drop it when nightheart makes flirty eyes righ

[hella1975]

im so easy when it comes to immoral characters like okay do you bear your pain terribly? get behind me

#fandom is looking at a traumatised guy and going 'they deserved better' #but let me fucking TELL you if that guy goes on to let their trauma absolutely mutilate them then im gonna be there #bad victims etc etc #bear it terribly. bear it ugly and mean. bear it with your teeth stained by innocents that had nothing to do with the slaughter #let it make you worse. lash out. kick down. become the terrible thing #im defending that guy until the end of time #touya todoroki #andrew minyard #touya is the closest anyone has come to andrew in a very long time for me when it comes to this #like andrew is THEE baseline of this ive never seen anything like the way he does it #he was treated terribly and it made him terrible. shamelessly. he took the bad thing and decided to be worse for it #and while it's unsustainable in a person it's so fucking cathartic for a reader to just see that happening despite the tragedy of it #it's touya stood over his abuser and ripping his world apart with his bare hands while laughing #because he spent 10 years in hell for this moment. this single moment. and the audience and the characters call him a monster #it's andrew threatening his own cousin at knifepoint to defend a stranger's integrity simply because that is one of andrew's lines #and you do not cross them. no one ever will again. and the audience and the characters call him a monster #it's watching people who were treated awfully refuse to swallow that pain. refuse to forgive. refuse to move on #it's watching them embrace the wreckage of it and self-destruct either in one glorious explosion or gradually over years #because they are willingly choosing to live this way instead of getting over it. they are rejecting healing with their eyes open #because they were hurt so badly that healing now seems like a denial of that pain #and then u get to read fanfiction where they heal and are acknowledged for what they suffered and u cry and cry and cry <3

[bichimney]

there's just something so sad to me about eddie's "is this punishment for leaving?" line in 5x11

#i can't really articulate but I'm blaming it on his childhood #and i know he lashes out at bobby but like. we already know it's just because he's struggling #and he was rejected at dispatch by josh. and he felt isolated from the rest of the 118 at the bar and just left. #and now bobby won't let him come home #and he thinks it's because he did something wrong by trying (in a semi misguided way) to help himself #I'm literally gonna explode #ALSO obviously I'm not saying bobby's the bad guy here at all. he was genuinely just looking out for eddie #but eddie has so many problems i love him so much #eddie diaz #911

[ninja-knox-ur-sox-off]

This is a little more personal here but “You can’t judge things by their worst qualities,” is actually something I’ve been saying to so many people for so long. And it actually means a lot to me to watch a character who I genuinely identify with, not in the way of situation but in the way of trying so hard to be kind and accepting even when people show me their worst qualities again and again means so much to me. It’s hard to be kind sometimes and it really does mean a lot to me to watch a show choose to have a character who is kind like that without like, putting up with the crap that comes with it. 

Mk goes through a lot, but through it all he still tells someone who has hurt him that they can be a hero, a warrior for something good despite all that. He still sits with someone who’s good intentions had ill effects and plays dumb to lighten the mood which ngl I do as well. He still opens a place for them with his friends and family and lets them come and go as they need. 

As much as I talk about the story aspects of Monkie Kid, it’s the messages that the story writes that keeps me with it and keeps me watching the show. It’s an incredible show in every aspect, in animation, storytelling, characterization and character development, but that one means the most to me. Life’s rough. Everyone makes mistakes, sometimes do horrible horrible things, but there is always the potential to be good, y’know? And it’s nice to see a character ready to accept people the moment they're ready to try, no matter how many times it takes. Even when they might not deserve it, even when it’s hard. Mk brings out the best in the people around him. And I want to be like that. 

Shoutout to Monkie Kid for giving morally dubious characters, kind characters, gruff characters, silly characters, complex characters and characters I wanna be like. I love this show a lot. 

#knox rambles #i've seen a lot of crap lately in my personal life #a lot of really horrible stuff done to me and other people #so i'm just #holding this show very gently right now #not saying i want Macaque to be around Mk much still he's still got a long way to go but #the fact Mk's willing to still be kind #to send him noodles #to tell him he can be more than what he is #kinda hit really close to home #along with the just him knowing Wukong's sorry and accepting it #there's a lot of bitterness around me sometimes #people want other people or characters to lash out and hurt the ones that hurt them but I just... i never want to do or see that #and I'm so grateful to Monkie kid for giving me Mk #yeah okay gonna go #see if Kai Sand's free yet now I promised him I'd vc bgsdfjkmowef #Monkie Kid #LEGO Monkie Kid season 3 special spoilers #Monkie Kid Season 3 special spoilers #monkie kid special spoilers #just feeling a lot i think #i'm tired but #you know what monkie kid is definitely a bright spot #and it means a lot to me #even if i'm taking a bit of a step back from the content making for my health bel;kdsfm;aone #okay yes that's all for now o7 #making sure this is all i'll post for now so i don't pull myself back into burnout bgfmkwe

[synodic-lupine]

BPD Tenth Doctor

#tenth doctor #doctor who #just the way he does relationships in general pings that way to me #how he needs someone as his anchor point and they become his whole world #the clinging but then pushing away or lashing out when scared of losing them #the way he seems to stop caring about his own wellbeing when someone he cares about is in danger or gone #the 'no second changes' mentality #while also going way way out of his way to offer people a first chance even when they don't deserve it #the whole harriet jones situation #and really a lot of how he interacts with jack #the type of way he messes things up with martha #and how he just sort of assumes every time donna asks for a break she is gonna leave for forever #how he clams tf up when people DO promise him forever #the 'always on the run' attitude where it feels safer to never settle down #bpd is a presentation of trauma and an adaptation to survive it #and it's like how he's adapted to deal with the trauma of losing literally everyone and everything in the time war #his relationship with Rose is what made me think about bpd 10 in the first place tbh #she's his Favorite Person and he's different around her than anyone else #and he's riding the high of being with her while petrified of losing her while also doing things to push her away out of fear #then when he loses her it's like he's fully lost himself too #and he's so much more defeated and weary of caring after that

[scalproie]

YOU PRESSED THE KAZUYA BUTTON

#my good sir if the hypothetical man had been in that house youd be scared shitless drunk or not #also jun doesnt lash out and actually apply her own advice all while putting a hand on jin's shoulder bc she know its gonna set him off #but hjhdldhgd her going >:( nice reminder she failed to save her baby daddy from evil and that hes dead. jackass #tagging later

[dai-nana-han-agenda]

What's your response to people saying Sasuke viewing Team 7 as his family is “unrealistic” because they only knew each other for a few months?

Ouuu I’m sorry this is such a late response, I was drafting it out and I totally forgot to finish it!

Figuring out the timeline of Naruto is HELL, but from what I gather, Sasuke was a part of Team 7 for about a year. For plot purposes, we don’t really see how Team 7 bonds, but we know they basically meet up / train / go on missions every day. During the Wave arc, Kakashi gives the whole “abandoning your teammates makes you worse than scum” speech to a group of impressionable 12 year olds. Not only that, he’s been drilling the idea of teamwork since the very first meeting. On top of all that, it’s established at the academy that it’s essential for teams to gel if they want to survive on the field (the team becomes your second family, wink wink.)

Considering all of that, no I don’t think it’s unrealistic to believe that Sasuke begins to cherish Team 7 (something that is CANONICALLY proven, and I’ll prove it after this.) His time with his team provides structure, routine, and an escape from his relentless thoughts abt revenge (and if there’s one thing I know, kids need routine and structure, even if regrettably, that comes from being a fucking child soldier.) Team 7 becomes Sasuke’s support system. I’m not pulling this out of my ass btw - after seeing Itachi again, Sasuke himself acknowledges that because he spent so much time being with his team, he forgot abt his revenge (for clarification cos I’m too lazy to find the manga page, this is when Kisame and Itachi come after Naruto while he’s training w Jiraiya.)

During the invasion arc / Naruto’s fight against Gaara, Sasuke calls Naruto and Sakura his “precious comrades.” (Even without the words, if you read the manga, it’s clear from Sasuke’s body language that he cares about/is very protective over his team.) When Kakashi is trying to convince Sasuke to forget about his revenge, Naruto and Sakura are the people he thinks about.

Somewhere between the formation of Team 7 and Sasuke’s defection, Naruto and Sakura have become important people to Sasuke, so much so that the thought of leaving them behind almost convinces him to stay (but of course, in the end, his hatred for Itachi and need for revenge wins over.)

I’ve seen the criticisms and I’ll admit that the execution of Team 7 as a family is not as strong as it could’ve been. But I do think that if you read the manga, you can see Kishimoto’s efforts. And canonically, Sasuke cares deeply about Naruto and Sakura, and anyone who tries to argue against that is wrong 🤷🏻‍♀️

#i always see people say shit like omg nrt and skra don’t rly care abt ssk cos they never actually supported him #like let’s get something straight #nrt and skra supported ssk killing itachi even if they didn’t understand it #what they didn’t support was ssk going off w orochimaru’s psycho ass and being consumed by his hatred #i’m gonna touch on skra and ssk’s relationship specifically bc i feel like nrt & ssk’s is strong on its own #but as much as the fandom shits on skra’s crush on ssk there’s something v innocent/protective abt skra’s love for him #lemme explain: after ssk gets the curse mark skra threatens to tell kakashi abt it. ssk lashes out at her #skra continues to express her concern abt ssk and the way his hatred/desire for revenge is consuming him #when she confronts him before he leaves the village she tells him that getting revenge won’t lead to happiness #this is basically the same discussion kakashi had with sasuke earlier that day #all skra rly wants for ssk is for him to be happy #is that naive? yes probably. but i don’t think her crush on him was as superficial as people make it out to be #let me remind y’all that skra was one of the first people that saw firsthand what the curse mark did to ssk #all she wanted was for him not to fall deeper into that darkness #team 7 has always been compassionate to ssk. they just didn’t want to see him destroyed by his hatred. #which is essentially what almost happens to him in shippuden #I can keep going but for the sake of readability i won’t #team 7 #pro team 7 #dai nana han #ask #thanks for the ask!

[ariesbilly]

I feel like a lot of people, when writing billy sad/crying/upset, forget his anger

Like yes he cries yes he’s sensitive. But he’s also deeply angry. He will cry but he will rage while doing so and so many times in fics or headcanons I see that taken away from him and I just…don’t like that

#that boys anger is more than deserved let him have it #he’s not just gonna sit and cry when something fucked up happens to him he’s gonna yell and scream and throw shit and lash out #look at his reaction after neil

[skythanlmao]

me when will byers beat the shit outta lonnie byers

#will byers #mike wheeler #hey lonnie you can DIEEE!!! #he deserves to lash out he deserves to just yell and to get angry uk? especially at lonnie byers #the amount of anger will would have internalised is fucked up #he's gonna thrive!!!! #i can resonate with the anger he would have for his father #byler

[missunderstood-with-ideas]

Otto: Daemon sent a us a message “hell hath no fury than mother scorned”

Alicent: what is he talking about?? He has no reason to be scorned!!

Aemond:…….soooo 👉🏻👈🏻 bout that…..

*rhaenyra is the distance screaming cuz in 48hr she’s lost the throne, her father and 2 kids*: I’VE BEEN MORE THAN FUCKEN SCORNED DEAMON

#lucerys velaryon #house of the dragon #queen rhaenyra #team black #i will support all of rhaenyras war crimes #not blood and cheese tho #arrax #deamon targaryen #aemond the kinslayer #alicent hightower #otto hightower #aemond really thought taking his war dragon to play a “prank was gonna turn out fine? #really? #u fucked around and now u gonna find out #arrax was just a baby and so was luke #arrax is a baby dragon who has never fought #have u see baby animals when they get scared they lash out obv arrax is gonna attack first he’s getting chased by a dragon 1000x bigger #can u tell I’m angry that people a blaming arrax for ‘starting the fight’ #house of the dragon incorrect quotes