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featherymalignancy · 2 months
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Okay like if you agree, but….
here are 3 trends that I wish the fantasy genre would take a break from for a little while.
*Quick disclosure, this isn’t meant to feel overly negative, I mostly want to hear other people’s opinions on these trends and others!*
Hungry Games-esque “a competition with deadly stakes” plot lines. On the one hand, I get it, because like the rest of the world, I was totally enthralled by this premise when it was first introduced in the 2000 Japanese film Battle Royale and later, the Hunger Games. However, at this point the idea of the main character entering into a deadly competition feels a little tired and predictable, and unlike Battle Royale and The Hunger Games, the many of the latest iterations lack the searing social commentary which made the premise so compelling. Notable Examples: Serpent and the Wings of Night, Lightlark, The Jasad Heir
Motherfucking EPIGRAPHS. You know, that line or paragraph of text which proceeds every chapter. In the fantasy genre, often it is an except from a historical or religious text from the world in which the book is set. And here’s the thing—it’s not that I hate epigraphs, or that I don’t understand their purpose. They can be an elegant way to add context to the story without burdening the main narrative with too much exposition, and they can also help the created world to feel more “lived in”. Having said that, I feel like they are starting to get way overused, and for me, they’ve gone from feeling like a cool way for the author to provide context and add meta commentary to their story to serving as a slightly less clunky vehicle of info-dumping. Like…am I supposed to be remembering the characters of this lore which I only ever hear about through these epigraphs, because I can assure you, I am not. In other instances, they can feel like an authors lack of faith in the reader, as if they are afraid we might miss the point if they don’t include an unsubtle cue as to where we ought to focus our attention at the start of every chapter. I respect the role epigraphs have played in fantasy classics like Dune and Wheel of Time, but I currently feel the number of novels employing them has become fatiguing, and I hope the trend of including them decreases, at least in the short-term. Notable examples: Fourth Wing (Empyrean Series, Swordcatcher, Furyborn (Empirium series)
A [Blank] of [Blank] and [Blank] Not much to say here other than…when are romantasy authors going to let this go?? 😮‍💨😮‍💨 While you could argue the true genesis of this title naming convention could be GRRM’s A Song of Ice of Fire, I think we can all agree that—for better or worse—it was the popularity of ACOTAR that sent this title style into the stratosphere, and at this point, it has become ubiquitous to the point of literal disorientation. To me there is nothing inherently wrong with this title style (though I would also argue there is nothing particularly gripping about it, at least not enough to warrant a trend of this size) but it basically renders all of these books—which are already of a similar vibe and style—virtually indistinguishable. As a reader on the hunt for new books to scratch that romantasy itch, it’s nearly impossible to tell the dozens of titles bearing this title apart, which means I have no sense which which ones I’ve read, which I haven’t, which caught my interest, which I started and didn’t care for, etc. I have idea how much of this is a consequence of publishers trying to capitalize on a known entity in order to make the most money and how much is just the fact that naming a book is really fucking hard, but good lord, what is it gonna take to stop this madness? Notable examples: quite literally too many to name
What do yall think? Do you agree, disagree? What are some fantasy trends you’d like to see go away/make a comeback
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frannyzooey · 1 month
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Do you have any advice for new writers? It can feel a little sad when you pour your heart and soul into something and it feels like it isn’t being read. I definitely am experiencing a writers block and I can’t tell if its because it’s hurting me emotionally to keep writing stories that feel like they may be underwhelming to the fandom. I still love reading fics and am thinking of possibly just writing for myself but not posting anymore. I hate to feel that way, especially when this is a virtual space lol, but just trying to understand from other authors what kept/keeps them going.
BOY HOWDY DO I
First of all, give yourself a hug, okay? A nice big squeeze -- you were brave and strong and creative and made something from nothing and took the steps to share it and that takes fucking GUTS, okay? The nerves you have to overcome to even do that in the first place are immense, and YOU DID IT. ❤
Second of all, lemme hit on a few points here:
"It can feel a little sad when you pour your heart and soul into something and it feels like it isn’t being read"
Listen, I know this pain. I know it might seem like I don't since I do get interaction, but I didn't always (and still don't, depending on the subject of the fic) -- and I get this. It's really sad! Writing is something that can be so personal, by default it affects you emotionally no matter what reception it gets. But also, when feels like it isn't being read is a special kind of pain, because the whole reason we share on this site in the first place is to find the people who want to scream with us. If you don't have those people, it can seem very very lonely. I get it.
"I definitely am experiencing a writers block and I can’t tell if its because it’s hurting me emotionally to keep writing stories that feel like they may be underwhelming to the fandom."
If you aren't in a good headspace, it's going to affect your ability to create. Period. ESPECIALLY when you're hurting emotionally. Feelings like those take up all the brain space, and I would never encourage anyone to force themselves to write while they feel like that. Give yourself some grace, be kind to yourself, and take a break from the site. I have many, many thoughts on this place and how it has a direct correlation to self esteem and self worth, and if you're feeling these things, I can tell you right now, it's this site. Take a break, my lovely ❤ I take them all the time when I get this way! They help immensely.
"I still love reading fics and am thinking of possibly just writing for myself but not posting anymore."
Honest to God, this is legitimately the only way to go. You HAVE to write for yourself, because if you don't, what are you writing for? The story is YOURS to tell. The characters are YOURS to shape. The ideas come from YOUR mind and YOUR heart. No one else can write it the way you do. Everyone wants interaction and yes, finding your community to share these personal things with makes it all the more fun and satisfying, but it HAS to start with you writing it for yourself.
This might not be true for everyone, but what keeps me motivated to write is exactly that: writing for myself. I think "what do I want to read", or "what do I want to share", or "what scenario do I want to explore" -- and the entire time, I am only considering myself as the audience. That way, when I do work on it and write it, it's all the more satisfying because I am the only one I am trying to please -- if that makes sense? If you wrote it for yourself and you are happy with it, then you have accomplished the greatest, hardest part about writing and you should be fucking PROUD. "I'm gonna give myself everything I've ever wanted" is the theme!
Sharing it with others is a privilege you extent to strangers, and if they don't take to it like you hope, the blow will be softened because you have this cushion of joy and contentment that you wrapped yourself in before sharing. ❤
If you feel like taking the time to write for yourself and not post, do it! What I typically find is that a break from this site allows your self esteem to build back up, which decreases the bad headspace, which allows you more room for creative thoughts, which lends itself to better (and happier) writing, which makes it easier at the end of the day to share with a nice hefty inner heart full of self confidence and worth, which makes everything easier. ❤
This is very long lol and I am SORRY -- I have a lot of opinions on this topic. If you want to chat more, DM me!
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Swiftie Anon
Hi guys! I got an ask from an anon that might be triggering so I'm copy-pasting it here so I can put a 'read more' button. I'm naming them Swiftie Anon because they said Taylor really helped them.
TW: SH, SI
Hi Cas, hope you’re ok, because I sure as hell am not. Trigger warning, like mentions of self harm and stuff like that I think.
I’m a seventh grader and recently I’ve been thinking about killing myself a lot more than I usually do. During the pandemic I was in 3rd grade and I kinda realized how much life sucked, but when I went back to school in 5th grade, I realized that this hadn’t occurred to anyone else. I kind of brushed it off bc I’ve always been sort of a pessimist but then I sixth grade I started having suicidal thoughts, I think. I just felt really done with everything, I didn’t want to draw or read or write, and my parents were pissed all the time, it felt like my friends were bored of me (I have abandonment issues from all my friends in elementary school leaving me) (I think)and I thought it would just be easier to not exist anymore, it wasn’t that good. I discovered Taylor, the angel that she is, she just felt…like a friend, like she was right there, you know, and I’ve been mostly okay-ish since. But school fucking sucks and in 7th grade I had to do a presentation in front of my class and I started crying and hyperventilating, I couldn’t even stand up. I think I have anxiety idk. I’ve always been shy, and I’ve hyperventilated before when my parents were yelling at me about stuff and my arms started bleeding because I was digging my nails into them. My parents found out at conferences and I got grounded. my brother knows bc he walked in on me crying and hyperventilating once but he’s leaving for college next year and idk how the fuck I’ll stay together without him. My younger sister and I are really close, but I don’t want to drag her in onto this stuff. And ik once I get to high school it’ll be even worse bc high school sounds horrible and I might be all alone again bc I might not go to the same high school as my friends
I haven’t said a word about this to anyone voluntarily and I know I can’t tell my parents. I always lie on those surveys you get at the doctor, and my parents are always saying I should have a more positive outlook on life and try to be happier and it makes me so pissed bc I am trying as hard as I can to be happening but nothing fucking works.
idk what do with myself anymore, a teacher mentioned college today and I almost broke down sobbing bc I don’t think I’ll let myself live that long. It’s just…really hard and everyday feels like years. Should I tell someone? I’m not as bad as I was in 6th grade, but I know I should be getting help somehow. But I suck at asking for things and I can’t trust any adults.
sorry for the rant, I just need some advice. And a virtual, pat on the head or something, idk.
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Hi hon!
First, (with your permission), I'm like to give you a virtual hug, because it sounds like you're dealing with a lot <3
I'm gonna be really real with you right now: You need to ask for some help. You have a lot going on, and some really heavy feelings, and you don't deserve to be dealing with them at ALL, let alone by yourself.
You're young, and you have SO MUCH life left to enjoy, and suffering through it like this isn't fair. So I'm going to share something about myself with you, okay?
When I was younger, I was very depressed. I was in a bad relationship and I felt very trapped, and I got to a point similar to you.
One day, I got so overwhelmed that I sort of realized that I either needed to ask for help or I would end up making a really bad decision. So, I asked for help.
Again, I'm going to be real: It was SUPER scary. I had to see a lot of doctors and I cried a lot. But after a lot of work, I was able to get better, and now, years later, I am in a (different) healthy relationship, and I have a job and a pet, and I'm here talking to you.
I know this sounds stupid because it's like some feel-good story and right now I'm sure you feel less than great. But I say this because you NEED to ask for help, even if it is difficult. Because there are real things past this feeling. A future job, a future relationship (if you want), a future pet, future kids (if you want). They're all very real and achievable and this feeling is temporary, even thought it feels so permanent right now.
So I'm going to give you some options, since it seems like you don't want to talk to your parents:
Talk to a doctor. Doctors are trained to help you, and they have a lot of resources.
Talk to a trusted teacher. Teachers can sometimes be amazing resources as well, and a lot of them want to listen when you ask to talk.
Talk to a different adult (aunt, uncle, coach, someone!) that you feel close to that will help.
Call/text/message a hotline. Here is an example of a hotline you can talk to via messaging, text, or phone, depending on what you prefer.
But you need to ask for help, because you DESERVE to be happy and living your best life.
It would make me super happy if you message/inboxed me an update, whether you're doing better, worse, or the same! I'm so proud of you for reaching out and I'm cheering you on!
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justatinycollector · 6 months
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Thank you for the tag, @wyrd-syster!
1. How many works do you have on AO3?
Five! I'm a newbie.
2. What’s your total AO3 word count?
A humble 35,362.
3. What fandoms do you write for?
I've only uploaded for The Rings of Power. A very, very, VERY long time ago, I started one crossover work between two other fandoms.
4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
#1: "swimming in the shallows"
#2: "if you're gonna play the game, you've got to learn to play it right"
#3: "crimson headache, aching blush"
#4: "exit light, enter night"
#5: "we could just kiss, like real people do"
5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Try as I might, I can't seem to stop replying to virtually every comment I receive. It's a problem. I just...get so flattered that I want to thank people for spending any second of time reading words I strung together.
6. What’s the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
Angstiest? That's a tough call, considering the route my stories usually take. I'll say "exit light, enter night" because that one is by far the darkest.
7. What’s the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I haven't written much with what you'd call a happy ending so far - my uploaded works tend to be on the darker side. But I'd say the happiest one would be "if you're gonna play the game, you've got to learn to play it right".
8. Do you get hate on fics?
I've been fortunate enough to not receive any hateful comments on my work so far.
9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
Yes! Not well, but yes. I usually write it with some darker elements thrown in. My beloved @thecoziestbean has told me that my smut perpetually leaves her in the following state:
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10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest one you’ve written?
My one and only (unfinished) crossover from LONG ago was a crossover. I am far too embarrassed to reveal what both fandoms were but...it was bad.
11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?
I have not. I think the AUs I write are either so specific that it's hard to lift detail or so general that I can't claim the details within them.
12. Have you ever had a fic translated?
I have not!
13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?
No, but I have plans to co-write one with the lovely @bad-surprise.
14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?
Oh this is TOUGH. Not including Haladriel because it seems like a copout. I...really loved Dean/Lisa from Supernatural. Me and my doomed ships, I suppose.
15. What’s a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?
"crimson headache, aching blush" is one that I get so excited about but can't seem to nail down. The other one would be the musician AU that will most likely never see the light of day in full, though I have posted it in some promptfills on Twitter.
16. What are your writing strengths?
Sometimes, when I hone in on the right details, I can make those details come to life in a fairly compelling way. I also have been told that I can create an atmosphere of dread fairly well.
17. What are your writing weaknesses?
There are so many I could name. I cannot, for the life of me, keep a concept alive for more than one chapter, so I've confined myself to one-shots. I linger too much on the wrong details frequently. My paragraphs aren't long enough; I separate my dialogue and supporting sentences too much. I reuse phrases and details and motifs like my work is my recycling bin. My dialogue is...boring? I think my work is fairly bland. I could go on.
18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
Speaking just for my own writing, I'm not fluent in any other languages and therefore don't feel comfortable writing in a language other than English. In other works, I very much enjoy seeing other languages represented. I just don't feel that I currently have the ability to use other languages well in my own work. I hope that changes soon!
19. First fandom you wrote for?
Okay, OKAY. I'll reveal ONE of the above fandoms. It was the Jumper fandom (originally a novel written by Stephen Gould, adapted into a 2008 film starring Hayden Christensen). You won't catch me dead revealing the other one, though.
20. Favorite fic you’ve ever written?
It's a tie between "swimming in the shallows" and "exit light, enter night". "swimming" is my first fic, and by far my best. Nothing I write ever seems to top it. It sings in all the right spots and just...works. "exit light" is not loved widely, but it is loved deeply, especially by me. I am so proud of it, of the ways that the translation from the original video game to a Haladriel AU worked so well and of the few, small details I was able to add that make it mine.
tagging @alicuntisms @bad-surprise @thecoziestbean @formerlyir @mostlydriedmango @sawdustandstardust @pursuitseternal and anyone else who wants to play! Please, understand how much I love reading these from every single author.
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moonjxsung · 8 days
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haiiii bb✨ i hope you had the best weekend!
i’m still not sure how he managed to do that tbh, i don’t think it’s too easy to achieve😅 so momo is prob safe from that. wasabi is an orange cat, we can’t expect much from him in the braincell department. im glad baby momo is getting better too🫶🏻 we stan her
frfr, idk how people abandon their pets. i’m literally so attached to every animal ever. i see a stray cat at a park and i’ll think of them forever and worry about them too. and people who don’t spay their cats and expect them to be outdoors are such assholes. i’ve had to spay/neuter 10+ cats due to overpopulation in the last two years and i have four more females to go (excluding my own 8 out of 9 cats). it’s insane and so so so sad. the fact that they took off the collar is so stupid too. it really sucks. i cannot comprehend.
star, idk how you do it!!! living where you live in the kpop era must be so hard😭 like, we love the exposure but my bank doesn’t. i sometimes wish i lived somewhere with a lot of kpop concerts but kinda not at the same time bc i just know i couldn’t afford most of them and i’d get the worst case of fomo. i wish you the best at your choice of concerts😂
anddd i didn’t know you stanned nct dream or itzy! follow up: which groups do you stan and who are your biases? i lovveeeee nct! i don’t really stan any ggs aside from twice and new jeans but i’d so love to listen to more so any recs would be gr8!!!
frfr ive never been confident with myself (and ik that’s like my biggest problem bc confidence is so attractive). kpop beauty standards kinda took a toll on me especially after my surgery, grad school, depression worsening etc etc. but ive learned to make delulu my solulu and be like “minho would love me even if im not pretty or skinny” and all is well (what he wouldn’t love about me is that i only eat meat when i absolutely have to bc i hate it😂). i love skincare though so if you ever need to discuss skincare im ur girl🔥 aside from kpop, plushies & cats my ocd also manifests at compulsively buying hundreds of dollars of skincare products🔥
i love you my darling bb. i hope you have the best week!! i’ve never had cheese danishes therefore im so glad i virtually tried them with you💕
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HIIIIIIIII BBYYYY I HOPE YOU HAD THE BEST MONDAY 🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶🫶
Momo is doing so much better today (she’s currently napping on my freshly washed laundry❤️) so I think it might’ve been a weather thing! Hopefully her itching doesn’t come back but I’m still gonna look into bee pollen and see if it helps :’)
I KNOW I feel so very overprotective of every cat ive ever come across and it baffles me that people are just okay with abandoning their cats like that?? Especially after YEARS of owning them!??? How 😭 I don’t even like leaving momo alone for the day (despite her having an automatic feeder and a water fountain and cameras to watch her every move) so I don’t know how people abandon a cat indefinitely 💔 it’s fr so sad to me
HONESTLY it was so much easier to save money when there weren’t so many kpop things here but now we have kpop stores at every corner with v exclusive merch and preorder benefits and concerts every MONTH I can’t save money for the life of me 😭 I SWEARRRRR I buy some useless kpop thing at least once a week it’s so bad! I’m on a buying ban right now bc I just bought jhope’s on the street merch and that is ALLLL I am letting myself buy for the foreseeable future 🫡 hopefully
I LOOOOOOVE NCT OH MY GOSHHHHH okay list of my groups & biases (I might miss a few so bear w me):
Skz: JISUNGGGGG & Felix is my bias wrecker 🫶💖
Bts: jhope!!!!!!!!! Jin is my bias wrecker!
Nct 127: Yuta & Haechan! Wreckers always change but right now probs Taeyong (enlistment era starts today😔)
Nct Dream: I literally just started getting more serious about being into them despite listening to their music for a while LOL but deffffff Renjun & Haechan! 🫶
Wayv: Xiaojun!!!!
Shinee: Onew ofcccc 👼 and Taemin is my wrecker (he’s everybody’s wrecker tbh)
Ateez: Hongjoong & Seonghwa/Yeosang wreckers!
Seventeen: Hoshi & Minghao!!
Txt: Heuningkai 🫶
G-idle: Minnie! I need to get more into them but she’s defffff my bias oh my god she’s so pretty
P1harmony: I’ve also recently been more into them. Jiung!!
The Boyz: Changmin!
Ikon: Bobby!
Blackpink: MY GIRL ROSÉ 💞
Nmixx: Jiwoo & Lily!!!
Itzy: RYUJIN.
EXO: Minseok!!!!
Twice: Dahyun!
Blitzers: Chris!!
Aespa: Winter!
I also listen to Lsrfm and New Jeans but I don’t have biases (I’m more just a casual listener) but I think that’s everyone!! I LOOOOOOVE NCT THOUGH RAHHHHHHH when I tell you I have been crying alllllll day bc of Taeyong enlistment FUCKKKK IM SO SAD 😭😭😭 did you see Mark and Haechan tried to go to his send off and missed it because their flight was rerouted?? GODDDD I’m so sad for them 😭 I brought my Ty bby to today’s coffee run I miss him already 😔💔
PLEASE kpop beauty standards hit you in the face when you least expect it frfr like I always told myself I didn’t care how I looked in comparison and all of a sudden it was like oh nvmmmm 😀 It comes and goes in waves as of now and lately I’ve been trying to work more on just liking myself as a person (and being delulu because that’s the solution to everything) and I also find that’s the best way to combat it 🫶 ALSO SKINCARE YESSSSS I will absolutely bug you for skincare recs I have the worst habit of buying skincare just for the cute packaging LMFAOOOO I need to buckle down and buy actual cute stuff 😭
I love you so much bby have the best week!!!!! Here’s today’s pc I took just for you 🫶👼 I love u!!!!!
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wigglebox · 1 year
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okay, final predictions for the finale rant/ramble/whatever you want
Questions answered
i don’t believe literally everything is going to be answered simply bc there has to be a balance when you don’t know if you’re gonna get another season. i personally believe that there has to be a balance of some questions answered with some still remaining simply bc for every percent of a chance you have of NOT continuing, you have a chance OF continuing. 
So here are the questions i think will get answered:
We’ll figure out where they are in terms of space and time
We’ll figure out a LITTLE bit as to why Dean is doing what he’s doing 
We’ll figure out who the Akrida Queen is 
Here are some of my musings going into the finale:
I personally believe everything is taking place in The Empty. If you’re new around here, I am a BIIIIIIIG subscriber of the Chuck Won theory, and in order for this theory to work in my head, I need it so that Dean was never actually in Heaven when it came to 15x20. Neither was Cas. 
It’s my personal opinion, and I’ve chatted about this on @endofthebookpod with @jewishdeanwinchester and @evergreencowboy who also have brought this idea up, so i guess it’s a collective opinion lmao, that this is all taking place in the empty. 
There’s also the First Draft theory that @evergreencowboy has mentioned on the podcast way back in the beginning and that we keep mentioning because it can also coexist and blend with the theory that they’re all in the empty. 
I think theories of this taking place in The Empty were solidified with the last episode and Limbo and the circus and all that. Fake happiness, accepting and processing reality to snap out of it and break free, etc etc. 
So yes, I do believe they’re in The Empty. I’ve been hoping that Dean’s been in The Empty for a long long while, even before the show, given the Chuck Won theory. It will make me SO happy if this is where this is all taking place. 
I don’t believe Cas will be seen. 
This may be an unpopular opinon but I don’t want any Destiel reciprocation on screen until the continuation. I personally want the prequel to exist as its own thing with some character development for Dean in the background. 
Now, I don’t mind parallalels and threads to Destiel — we’ve even gotten those already — and I don’t mind Dean mourning or mentioning Cas. But, I physically don’t want to see him until there’s an Empty rescue primed and ready to happen in the continuation. 
I am aware of the fact that Cas is awake in the Empty, everyone and everything is, however it feels like it’s too soon to reunite Dean and Cas on screen and I wouldn’t want that happening on a spin-off — i need it to happen in a continuation. 
However, it would be very sweet if there were mentions/threads/insinuations to the relationship/how dean feels, etc etc — with just the knowledge that Cas doesn’t know it yet. 
But, above all else, I really want this show to exist as its own thing and as world building and rule building for how the Empty works if that’s indeed where they are. The Empty has virtually no rules for its existence other than a select few from OG SPN so if this is indeed The Empty, a pocket universe inside The Empty, what have you — then I would hope that more rules are established for it. 
Questions remaining
Here are my questions remaining and that IDK if they’ll get answered in the finale but I’m okay if they aren’t
Why is Carlos so associated with death imagery?
Was John talking with anyone when he ‘died’ for a hot second in the vampire episode? And if so, who?
Who is The Witness? [I think if they’re real it’s either Chuck or it’s Dean] 
Are these the real John and Mary? 
What exactly are the Akrida? Does The Empty hold them and since Jack woke everything up, they’re out and about?
Are Gabriel, Chuck, and Rowena OUR Gabriel, Chuck and Rowena? Or are they actually from the 70s? [my guess is that they are ours, and that’s why we’re in The Empty]
Is Betty an Angel?
Why does Dean have the samulet dangling from his car?
Why isn’t Sam there?
Where TF is Deanna?
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Okay I think that’s it for now. I probably have more. 
But lord I’m so excited for tonight. 
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snaillamp · 3 months
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The tags. Oh my. I hope you're doing okay, Snail. Your shell must be so strong not to break under those. So you know what? Get a break. This is your space to tell us what you're so excited about, be it about your OCs or writing or anything. Tell us about your plans. Don't just drop hints because I'm EXCITED
~ Squishy. (Along with a big, virtual hug if you're okay with that)
Yay hugs!
Well squishy, let me say I am doing fantastic. I was in a bit of a life slump, but I’m doing great rn.
I’m definitely excited to go back to uni. It’s gonna be a brutal year for that, the works gonna be really hard but I’m so excited to be in my second last year. It feels like the home stretch and then I’ll be a full paramedic on the road! :D
My job at the mine has been nice. Waking up super early has made me more like Enjar lmao, I do not enjoy waking up, but the sunrises as I drive to work are like nothing else.
As for my ocs I’m about halfway through my backlog, and Cody has fully graduated to become an oc I’m just trying to figure out how I wanna end the most recent story I wrote for him. He’s a fun little character .
And finally, I’ll drop a spoiler. This coming chapter of When Hell Comes Knocking is callllllllllled
Gold, Frankincense and Pain
>:)
So thank you squishy. Thank you everyone who reads my work. You guys make my day when you enjoy it, and that’s the only thing I could wish for. I want my work to mean something, and every character is a little bit of me. The fact that they mean something to you makes me so happy.
I love all of you, make sure to drink some water, have some food and most importantly, tell the fuckers that you love that you love them <3
~ Snail <3
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faofinn · 7 months
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No.5 "You better pray I don't get up this time around."
@whumptober-archive
Debris | Pinned Down | "It's broken."
When Harrison had met Tai, he’d certainly not expected to grow so fond of him so quickly. But it had just felt… right. They’d somehow got good chemistry, hitting it off immediately after a slightly rocky start. Even though Harrison was busy with university, he still found time to see the Irishman, and they’d fallen into bed on more than one occasion. 
They’d decided to change things up a bit and go for a hike rather than their usual bars, and it was nice, the change of pace. It was a short enough drive out of the city, up into the hills, and they enjoyed the warm sun on their faces and good conversation as they walked. 
They’d stopped to eat lunch, taking in the views over the city, and when Tai had leaned in for a kiss, Harrison hadn’t pushed him away. It was nice, the casual domesticity of it all. It felt like the most natural thing in the world to kiss him. 
As they headed back down the hills, they had to pay attention a bit more as to where they were putting their feet, loose stones and dust easy to lose their footing on. Hars had already done it once, his knee giving out on him, but Tai had caught him with a breathless laugh. They were virtually back at the car when Tai stumbled, twisting his ankle as he went. 
He definitely heard a crunch, and the pain was immediate, red hot agony. He just about managed to keep himself upright, but couldn’t take any weight through that foot, gripping onto Harrison like his life depended on it, knuckles white. 
"Hey, hey, easy." Harrison was quick to take his weight, wrapping a strong arm around him. "I've got you."
“Fuck.” He whimpered. 
"What's wrong?"
“My ankle.” Tai groaned. He tentatively stretched it out towards the ground and recoiled almost immediately. “Nope.”
"Careful!" He couldn't hide his worry. "Let's sit, let me have a look."
“I felt something go.”
"I heard it." Harrison admitted. 
“You’re gonna have to drive.” He whined. 
"That's the least of my worries."
“Hurts.” He panted, feeling woozy. “Where are we sitting?”
"Just down, you look like you're gonna pass out." He said softly.
Tai nodded, and sat with Harrison’s help on the dirt. “Fuck.” 
"I've got you, you're gonna be okay." He soothed, rubbing Tai's back. 
“How bad does it look? It felt bad.”
Harrison pulled a face. "I've seen worse. But it's broken, there's no doubt."
“I was hoping you weren’t gonna say that.”
"So was I."
“I’m not gonna be able to stand.”
"I can carry you?"
Tai scoffed. “Really?”
"Hey, don’t be so mean."
“I don’t want you to hurt yourself too.”
"I'll be fine."
“Mm.” He mumbled. “Hurts like fuck.”
"If we get back to my car, I've got stuff in the boot."
He nodded. “Yeah, okay.”
"Or I can go get it, but I'll have to leave you alone for ten minutes." He absently pressed a kiss to his hair. "Hey, if I do that, you'll be high as a kite for the rest of the hike. You might enjoy it."
“I just want to go home.”
"I know, love." He rubbed Tai's arm, the affection instinctive. "I know."
“Can we go back to the car?”
"Of course. Want me to carry you?"
He nodded sheepishly. “I’m not gonna be able to stand.”
"You know, there are easier ways to get close to me." He teased, standing up.
“You don’t like the damsel in distress routine?” Tai joked weakly.   
He helped him to his feet, balancing himself s moment before looping an arm under his knees. He moved as gentle as he could, aware each movement would be agony for Tai. Concern covered his face as he frowned at him, eyes wide with worry.
"Is that okay?"
Tai had definitely paled, everything spinning a little, but he nodded. “Yeah.” He replied tensely. 
"Just breathe, you're okay. I've got you." He murmured. "You're okay."
“Didn’t know you were this strong.”
"Am I more attractive now?" He teased.
“Maybe.”
"This all a ploy to get closer to me?"
“Would be funny if it was.”
He grinned down at Tai. "Y’know, there's easier ways."
“Probably less painful too.”
"Oh, most definitely."
“Was a nice hike, though.”
"I certainly enjoyed the view."
“Yeah?”
He hummed. "And the scenery was nice, too."
“Oh, shut up.”
"I'm serious."
“So am I.”
"I'll be quiet then."
Tai leaned into him with a soft hum. “You can keep talking.”
"Ah, no. You've made your bed, you can lie in it, suffer in silence and all that." He'd barely made it a few steps before his act broke and he laughed. 
“See, you can’t resist me.”
He hummed. "Yeah, something like that."
He was quiet for a minute. “You think it’s definitely broken?”
"I'd put money on it." He said softly. 
“Ugh.”
"Hey, you'll have to come stay with me." He murmured. "I can look after you then, make sure you have everything you need."
“Oh, so now you’re trying to get me to move in?”
There was a hint of blush on his cheeks. "Maybe."
“Not complaining.”
"You're not?"
“You just promised to wait on me hand and foot.”
"Like a king." He teased. 
“Mm, perfect.”
"Only fair."
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Hi, I sent you an ask a while ago about Ken taking care of your wound. I hope I didn't overshare in the first part of the message. I just wanted you to know you're not alone in your feelings.
Hi sweetheart!!! No please don't worry!! I meant to respond to you (not as a posted ask ofc, but rather making a separate text post without any details/info attached for your privacy) but my depression hit me super hard the last few days and I wasn't able to get back to anyone in a timely manner the way that I planned. I got over 30 asks this week that I was hoping to answer but,,, my brain has turned into a burnt out baked potato since I've picked up so many extra shifts fjhgjfdgh
You didn't overshare, don't worry about that. I thought about you a few times this week and hoped you were doing okay, or well, as okay as you can be given the circumstances. Thank you for empathizing with my situation, and I'm very sorry for what you have to put up with. Literally as I was reading your message I was thinking "dude are we literally the same person or something??" I have gone through almost all of those scenarios, of course not EXACTLY but my god it seems pretty close. and uh. it sucks. It hurts and it sucks..... ughh. We deserve better. It will get better. It's completely normal to have periods in your life where you feel so unbearably lonely and sad -- granted, our lonely period has been. like. forever lmao but like -- we WILL be surrounded by love and acceptance and one day we will forget how it felt to be in our current situation we're in rn. It's gonna get better. It feels super impossible and really hard everyday but dude it WILL get better bc that's how the universe functions, everything is temporary, eventually something will shift and new opportunities will come, or new people who bring you joy.
In the meantime, I am mentally holding your hand through any bad day you have. Thank you again for empathizing with me, bc honestly I hear sooo many stories about how people have... great experiences with the subject you wrote about, and it just makes me feel so bitter and resentful bc like... I'll never have that. And of course I am SO sorry that you go through the same feelings as me and the same, uh what's the word [squints] situations? events?? I don't know how to phrase it. but your message brought me a little bit of comfort to know I wasn't the only person who has to deal with that. I am surrounded by so many ppl who are so, so close with their families and watching that kind of thing makes me feel so bitter sometimes, and it just makes me wanna walk directly into the ocean dfshlfhslfksdsfd
I also want to say thank you SO MUCH for telling me Ken would patch up my wounds 😭😭 that was nice of you to take the time to do that for me ;-; I always beat myself up so much after I hurt myself, bc as you are aware of uh. [gestures to our unnamed topic] I've had bad experiences where i've hurt myself and have just gotten yelled at or ignored altogether, so. I just assume my F/Os would hate me for it. I get extra sad with Ken especially bc he's a doll and he's never seen human blood before, so my thoughts are always "oh he'd be scared of me and grossed out and hate me sooo much" but you were the first and only person who said "hey actually he'd be concerned!!!" and I just. wept. in a good way ofc!! but dude I just bawled after reading that, it was something I needed to hear so badly. Especially the lines "Ken loves you, Keri" "You know he doesn't half-ass things when it comes to you" and my favorite "He would draw you a little horse on the bandage, if you asked him to (he hopes you ask him.)" Ofc I will ask him I will PLEAD with this man to draw a very sparkle horsey in a pink glittery pen :] anyway I hope you don't mind I saved that particular paragraph so I could go back and reread it to cheer myself. I read it again today while I was at work actually!
Virtually I am giving you a big hug and flowers 💐💕✨ be safe, be well. I am sending you love and stars across the internet 🌟
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waywardmillennial · 1 year
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Heyyy I have so many thoughts and feelings about Steven and his shows/content right now and I would love to hear alllllll your Steven thoughts! (if you want to share obvs)
I hope you are doing okay and I am sending you so many virtual hugs right now! <333
oh my beloved Noa *hugs back* 💜 I appreciate this question and I also look forward to hearing all of your thoughts too. I just got done drying all my tears from the final Worth It trailer and I have a jumbled stream of consciousness to share - and it got a bit longer than I anticipated so settle in.
First, the ending of Worth It is a bit of a surprise, but I also understand and accept it. They really do know how to dig the emotional knife in by ending the trailer like this though T_T
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Same, Steven. Same.
Interesting to note (as I write this) Steven hasn't shared the final trailer on his socials. The last that he said about WI was his comment about feeling overwhelmed on March 2nd. Makes me want to send him a virtual hug.
It was so weird how the timing of this announcement came at the same time as the Mystery Files news on Watcher - so I've felt like I've been sad while most of the fandom is celebrating. I hoped after announcing Survival Mode that the next show might include Steven, and that's not the case (and the Worth It news felt like an extra gut punch on top of this). I know we had both talked about trying to focus more on Steven in 2023 (to try to get him on the trending celebs by the end of the year) and now it's looking like that might be a bigger challenge. I jokingly said in one of my discords that Watcher is becoming the Ryan and Shane network, but it's sort of true? And as someone who is a huge fan of Ryan and Shane, and their dynamic, I am happy. But I can also be sad about the lack of Steven content. I contain multitudes.
I wish that Watcher would focus on a show that really highlights and includes all three of them (not just WW+ on patreon). Maybe that's too difficult to coordinate with all of their schedules? But it would be nice. I have seen some great ideas floating around the internet, like a travel style show where all three of them explore a city. Steven could show the boys local food, Ryan could be entertainment or local history, and Shane could find an off-beat tourist spot for them to explore. I don't know - just a thought. They all seem competitive in different ways, so maybe a game show style would be fun too.
I would also love to see a Steven and Ryan show, or a Steven and Shane show. I think there is some untapped chaotic energy in either of those pairings.
Okay, this might sound bad at first - but let me finish before you yell at me: It kinda seems like Steven is the third wheel of Watcher - BECAUSE - Ryan and Shane were making their content together and came over as a package deal, and Steven didn't have that built-in report with either of them from the 'feed. This isn't really Steven's fault. However, Watcher continuing to lean into the Ghoul Boys pairing so hard isn't helping to bridge that gap. I feel like they could do more to mix it up (also, like only Ryan and Shane going on the GMM and Smosh collabs was a little sad to me. I'm always gonna be "but what about Steven Lim" basically as often as I can).
NOTE: I do not think this makes Steven less important than either Ryan or Shane. Watcher would not be here without Steven and his business sense behind the camera, and I love all of the shows he has put on Watcher! Steven is an integral part of this channel and it would not be the same without him.
That's why his last season of Dish Granted worries me a little bit. That has always been one of my top three shows on Watcher, and I'm glad Steven has a solo show like that. But in the latest season he took such a big step back from cooking for a lot of the episodes, it felt like he's trying to phase himself out. Maybe I'm misinterpreting it, when really they're just trying to get the audience used to other faces before they premiere their own shows -- but when you pair this with the lack of new Steven shows, and him being so quiet about Worth It ending, it makes me a little anxious. Side note: I woke up with the intense desire to make a playlist of all the Watcher One-Offs and collabs they've done, and found a Steven Lim collab I hadn't seen before. I don't even think Steven ever promo'd it on his insta? He is sort of a private guy, when compared to the other Watcher founders -- remember how this fandom wasn't exactly sure when Steven's bday was? lol -- so maybe he's just a quiet little guy, and doesn't mind taking a backseat for a while.
All that to say, I know Steven is a grown man and he doesn't need me to worry about him. I get it, but I'm just an anxious person by default. Steven's content is always so relaxing and wholesome and a good time, that it's a bit scary to think of not having it as much anymore. Plus, I think that he's such a creative, thoughtful, and funny person who deserves to be seen by lots of people and feel appreciated for what he contributes to the channel (I was so excited when his Steven Eats Through Korea for 24 Hours Straight video jumped to one million views faster than most new Watcher shows do, and is still sitting at more views than the last season of PH). I hope that he sees that, and I'm sure he does because he strikes me as the founder who looks at their numbers more than the others.
I will always be here, yelling about Steven Lim's achievements, and hyping him up as much as I can. And I hope that we'll see more of him on Watcher soon!
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definitelynotshouting · 8 months
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heya i just wanted to tell you how genuinely important your arospec scarian thing is to me
the line "He's not sure what he wants, what's expected of him here" has just helped me solve a tiny crisis i've been having for the past month+ and on one hand i can't believe a fic about blockmen kissing is helping me figure this out but on the other hand im thinking of course it was your writing that helped me realize what is happening in my little feelings hole
anyway, just wanted to say thank you for how real and beautiful your writing is
sincerely, an aro/ace person who's feeling a little more okay about their crisis because you're an awesome human
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HEY ANON,,,,, THIS IS SO SWEET WTF..... holy shit im literally speechless. I dont even remotely know what to say to such a genuine and heartfelt message, except that i am so, so happy ive managed to help you like this with my writing
Writing the arospec stuff was really interesting for me, personally, because thats an aspect of myself ive never really... set out much space to think about??? Ive known for a while that im probably demiromantic, considering how close i have to be with people before i can even begin to catch feelings, but ive never truly and consciously explored that within my writing before until now. And the fact that finally doing so has helped someone with a personal crisis really makes me so teary-eyed like hello...... oh my gods.
Thank you for taking the time to tell me this, and im so glad ive managed to help out despite being a virtual stranger. That novelty is never gonna wear off for me. I hope you're having a good day, anon❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ take care of yourself!! :]
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purplehoodiesimon · 1 year
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Ep3
Wilhelm using meditation to try to calm his anxiety mood
Aaaaaaaand he ripped it up. Boy needs meds just gonna say.
God I love the title cards this season.
Wille and Felice's friendship is amazing
Hate to say it Wille cause I am rooting for ya here but honestly it's none of y US THAT SUN AFTER RAIN. EXCUSE ME. NO
Erik saw Boris as well? Hmmmmmmm
Oh man. Wilhelm. Ouch.
Hah. Having to do a group project with Simon. This feels like a fanfic and I love it.
OH AND ITS GAY
Wilhelm has absolutely no chill I love it.
No
THATS SUN AFTER RAIN WHAT FORS IT MEAN UTS ABOUT SIMON AND MARCUS AND WILLE AND UTS ITS JDNNFJDJSJSJDJDJDJDJDJDJJDHDJDJDJDJDJDJDJHDHDHDHDHDHDHDJEJWJSKSKKSJDJDJDJDJD I'm going to have a fucking anyeirism why did I ever figure out sun After Rain is a foreshadowing song why what does it mean WHAT DOES IT MEAN
Oh Sara is about to throw hands with this dick
I really hope this choir lady lets Simon do this with the Hillerska song
Oh my god he wrote a love song
Oh my god
It's not about the school ma'am it's not about the school
God the use of music in this show it's all so important and meaningful and IS WHY I STILL WANT TO KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS UP WITH SUN AFTER RAIN WHAT DID IT MEANNNN WHAT IS IT FORESHADOWING
Vincent has gone mad with power ugh. August probably really was the better prefect.
SARA HE LIKES YOU. HE ACTUALLY LIKES YOU. THATS WHY HE WANTS YOU TO COME OVER.
Oh my god Marcus hasn't even seen the video.
WHY IS SUN AFTER RAIN BACK.
they're playing it so subtly too like if I was not hardwired to know this song after listening so intently to figure out the foreshadowing thing I would not notice it but like. why is it here.
August genuinely likes her this is so cute.
It's all about the hands it's all about the touches
Okay but the yellow bra?? Yellow is such a good color on her.
"I like to smell like him" hmmmmmmmmmmnnnnnnn double meanings
I did not know that digital(?) virtual(?) rowing competitions existed and this is so interesting
Aw they lost
OH. OH. OH MY GOD. OKAY. MARCUS KISSED HIM AND WILLE SAW. OKAY.
He's looking at their photos oh my god
Okay random analysis that does not have to do with whats happening in my screen right now but Sun After Rain is a foreshadowing song, but specifically it's about their relationship. It foreshadows because it's about their relationship. I will have to elaborate on this later but it's. It's about their relationship so it foreshadows but that's also why it's called Sun After Rain. There will be Sun After Rain.
Oh. Okay August would be next after Wille confirmation. Glad we've finally cleared that fandom debate up.
This is so going to stir up controversy but honestly if August
OH. NO.
This is not happening.
I mean this is happening. But this is not happening. THIS IS HAPPENING.
Wow b
Okay.
So we're definitely going to have Felice and Wilhelm fics now.
This is just the season of everyone fucking everyone apparently.
Anyways as I was saying honestly if he worked through his issues and became a better person, August would be a good king, definitely WAY better than Wilhelm who CLEARLY does not want the role
Anyways wow oh my god okay halfway through. Damn.
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anonymityisfunwriter · 10 months
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🥇 Comment Hall of Fame 🥇
I really like when people comment. What better way to encourage interaction than by rewarding it? Here's a running list of some of my favorite comments, the ones that made me laugh, the ones that made me cry, the ones that kept me going. I love all the comments I get but these are just some of my faves from AO3, Tumblr, and Wattpad. You guys are all the best. 💛
"This series has the same equivalence to the mini episode cartoons like teen titans go but like BETTER I LOVE THIS SO MUCH" - @/thatboyisagunn · I remember watching the OG Teen Titans as a kid, so I really loved this comment. Plus, it sort of gave me the idea to do like one-shots as 'mini episodes'.
"“…morally ambiguous, sarcastic, charming brunette“ I know this is supposed to be referring to Flynn Rider, but it sounds an awful lot like Bucky to me. Loved this whole story! I was smiling the whole way through." - @/bookish_irish_dancer ·I laughed for an hour when this lovely commenter said this, because, yes, that is absolutely what I was going for.
"T Swizzle is a national treasure and I will fight to the death for her." @/aswiftlytiltinguniverse ·I will too. Okay, maybe not to the death, but I will post a lot of fics with TS references.
"I GODDAMN LOVE THIS SONG DUDE. THE ANGST, THE PAIN, THE CONFUSION AND GODDAMN JOHN I HATE YOU. BARNES I LOVE YOU AND SAMUEL YOU BIG BROTHER. I'm LOVING this Tay Swift-ness author." @toomanyfanficsbruh ·I like inciting John Walker hate. Especially all caps hate. This just made me laugh so hard tbh.
"Sis, as much as i love your stories and this story.. THIS WAS A PUNCH TO THE GUT, WHY WOULD YOU DO SOMETHING LIKE THIS *VIRTUALLY PUKES BECAUSE YEAH, I HAVE A FULL STOMACH RN* (but whatever i still love you uwu😊🤣😭🤗)" @/youraveragehotmessofabisexual ·The "why would you do something like this" really had me cheesy grinning like I know I just hurt my entire audience, but wasn't it fun?
"“LeTs NoT gEt EmOtIoNaL” my ass. I’m emotional. Let me emote 😭" @/BuckySimp101 ·This comment made me emote. And keep going with the GrumpyxSunshine series after Two Sides of The Same Coin.
"I challenge you to a duel anonymityisfun. You hear me duel, I hope you have a blood donner cos you're gonna need it ( I'm hating where this is going but loving your update speed. Keep it up )( side note I moved to mars so you're going to have to come here for out duel. )" @i-wanna-burn-the-world ·I can say with absolute certainty that I'd never been challenged to a duel before this comment. It's happened a few times since then to be honest.
"THIS MADE ME CRY AND I DONT MEAN JUST TEARED UP I MEAN I FUCKING CRIED MAN" @/Jwritesstuff ·If you couldn't tell, I really love comments that yell at me about what I made people feel. I love it.
"WHY WHY DO YOU HAVE TO DO THIS TO US IM LITERALLY CRYING RIGHT NOW WHY OH GOD WHY ARE THEY TREATING HER LIKE HOW HYDRA TREATED WINTER SOLDIER 😭😭😭 THEY DONT EVEN LET HER TAKE HER BELONGINGS ITS LIKE SHES NOT EVEN HUMAN THE WAY THEYRE TREATING HER OH GOD YOU'RE PAYING MY THERAPY 😭😭😭😭 THE TITLE ITSELF GOT ME HOLDING MY SEAT LIKE WDYM LAST KISS" @/Marquiserose ·This comment always makes me cheesy grin. I love the enthusiasm.
"SAM YOU BITCH! YOU CANT JUST LEAVE US! RULE NUMBER ONE!!!" @/any_ways ·Now, you guys didn't know what I knew, but the visceral reaction everyone had to Sam at the end of Two Sides of The Same Coin was *chef's kiss*
"When I gave this story my heart it was under the impression that you wouldn’t tear it out of my chest and stomp on it" @/HopeMAnd21 ·I know it sounds silly, but I like knowing that I can make people feel things. That the words I write can actually impact a person warms my little heart.
"I always have no feedback, criticism or words, but…I once again am lost. This whole this has twist and turns, one right after the other. I really don’t know what to say. This should be a mini book that I can hold in my hands and it has that little penguin on the spine, and anonymityisfun written under the title. I’m going to cherish this. When I’m bored and want twists and turns and sorrow, this is what I’ll read. You should be very proud!" @/any_ways ·Listen, I am, by no stretch of the imagination, a crier, but this comment made me cry. Being published, being able to call myself an author, even the idea of ever getting to put something out into the world, it's been my dream since I was a kid. Ugh, it just made my heart swell.
"you really did take all these characters and made them your own. from all the fanfictions i've read, your version of marvel characters are by far my favourite. i also feel very happy seeing this full circle moment because i still remember very vividly how sad i felt when i read how alone sunshine was. thank you for this series and i hope this is not the end!!" @/khirtelt ·This felt so important because, while legally I own very little rights to these characters, they do very much feel like my characters and my stories. They all have little pieces of me, both good and bad, and I'm very proud of the work I've put into these stories.
"110% babygirlification of Bucky Barnes" @/thesweetestheart ·I do not mind being attributed to the continued babygirlification of Bucky Barnes. It's now my life goal.
"I was thinking of you when the Taylor swift album dropped I HOPE U LOVED IT 🕺🏾🕺🏾🕺🏾 Also another Drabble masterpiece as PER USUAL" @buckbuckyoongs ·When you think Taylor Swift, I hope you think of me.
"I need a friend that loves me as much as Sam and Sunny love each other... AHEM, I SAID I NEED A FRIEND THAT LOVES ME AS MUCH AS SAM AND SUNNY LOVE EACH OTHER. please? (Now I just sit and wait until someone starts talking to me... I'm gonna be here for a while.)" @i-wanna-burn-the-world ·We all need a friendship like Sam and Sunshine.
"i ADORE THIS. I LOVE ITI WOUL KILL AND DIE FOR THIS. YOURE AMAZING AND I APRECIATE YOU POSTING YOUR WRITING, SO MUCH. I LITERALLY WIND DOWN AT NIGHT WITH YOUR STORIES-" @/ValerieQ "TYSM💜 AND OFC YOURE LITERALLY A GODDESS I DONT THINK YOU UNDERSTAND-" @/ValerieQ ·This was all one comment thread and when I tell you, I was having a rough go of it, I needed this. You all hype me up so much, but this comment just made my heart melt. I'm so glad that my silly little stories are a place you guys can go to unwind and hang out. I love that so much.
"another beautiful work from @/anonymityisfunwriter and i can’t tell if i love or resent them for the pain they put me through. every. time." @mediocre-daydreams ·I wonder if they decided if they love me or they resent me yet. Either way, I'm glad I make you guys feel all the feelings. It's my goal.
"Binged the shit out of this and fell in love. I cried, I weeped, my heart swelled with so much love for these two. Honestly this series felt like a hot bowl of homemade soup on a cold day." @kjdara ·"A hot bowl of homemade soup on a cold day" Please, the way that made me choke up. One of the best, sweetest comments I've ever gotten.
"I found the sound on TT literally just scrolling through and screamed "Bucky don't leave her! She's your sunshine"... Needless to say I have a meeting with the boss man about time theft" @/MandaRinne ·The time theft part made me laugh, and also worry, but I'll take it as a good thing you guys think of the Grumpy x Sunshine series while scrolling TikTok.
"I'm glad they made up and love love the twist at the end. Because it truly signifies that sunshine is a fighter. And I love sunshine and I try to strive towards adopting the better parts of her personality into mine everyday. Fr." @/youraveragehotmessofabisexual -This, and I'm not even exaggerating, left me a little speechless. It will never not blow my mind that anyone actually cares about anything I've written.
I'll be adding to this every now and then. I just wanted to do this to show my appreciation to everyone who's supported me, it's the greatest feeling in the world. If you're here, if you've ever left comment, I thank you from the bottom of my heart, I love you all so much. 💛
And please, take this as a sign to show support to other amazing creators and authors, comments, reblogs, kudos, it makes a world of a difference. 💛
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7 may 2023 "Also I'm not dumb. Jose still has a virtual machine so of course I wouldn't worry too much. He can run a malware if he wants to but as long as it doesn't penetrate through the virtual machine. I still remember the videos he did on that month of February. Pretty cool yet scary. Malwares are the most powerful. And are like gods. Monoxide.exe attack winmugen and boy that was crazy. I wished it attack minecraft though. Since I am a bit smart, I know that Dragon tiers are overkill cheapies in mugen. You can't beat them, but Avast Antivirus though.I still want to hang around before going. I don't have bad english and grammar at least I'm not a 1 IQ person, who just talks mixed up words and spread that fucking retarded non-sense anywhere and everywhere.Not to be rude or offend anyone. I know that was a bad joke. (even though it's actually true) Jose isn't worst dumb, he has at least 25 IQ or maybe 30 I don't know. We were friends for quite a while and I do understand him, we don't fight now.Nah, but how did Jose even meet with Alex Hou though? I fucking hate Alex Hou! Yeah no he really did piss me off as he did piss off Tyreki, he's a just focusing on gacha life and country humans that why he has 1 IQ and he English and grammar is so bad.Fuck this shit. I know I'm not going to calm down. But Alex Hou is the reason why Jose is quitting, and we're feeling miserable. He is a huge obstacle on our way, okay? I mean once we no longer use this platform I hope he can truly forget all of us.I can't stand him. Why does he come to Jose's channel? This was literally a bad choice for Jose to choose his friend's. Now I realize that we can't get along to well. Smarter or dumber. I mean what language does a Panama speak? I'm sure he understands more in his own language.Bruh, shut the fuck up! You are going to make him upset. Why do you have to say all of that? Not gonna lie has past is pretty sad you know? I understand that we should be nice and patient and go easy on Alex Hou. But you are just plain cruel, and you blame him!?He doesn't know what a virtual machine is, c'mon bruh. He is like not interested to learn about anything at all, just play games and watch gacha life. Look what he did, Tyreki is stressed (well actually it was kinda a mistake, to make such rank concepts of inflation)Jose is using virtual machine. Yet Alex Hou doesn't know what a virtual machine is! I don't why does someone with 1 or 10 IQ uses electronic devices.And the fact that he called you "Hana Chronicler" bro Alex Hou is calling everyone random names just so that we can't know that he is talking about us. But Tyreki did that to him too "dumb person" (he called Alex Hou that)But then Alex Hou tried to fight back calling Jose "stupid philippine user" and putting out nonsense even though Jose was not at that place.Omg. Nobody cares! You are a mid if you bully Alex Hou.Are you fucking stupid!? He put a link in that video. And it doesn't make sense!! And Tyreki now disposes his concepts of inflation ranks, his fanmade minecraft inflation ranks that are reference to mugen cheapies no longer exist. The document will be gone too.You don't get better at life, if you can't find friends who are smart. If you have a friend with 100 IQ he can probably help you with your hardest assignments. Having a friend with 10 or 1 IQ gets you nothing but play games and, that is you being a mid!THAT'S NOT THE POINT! YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO TREAT OTHERS EQUALLY AND RESPECTFULLY AND YOU SAY THAT ABNORMAL PEOPLE ARE THE PLAGUE OF THIS WORLD!? HOW ABOUT YOU GO CRY INSIDE A DUMPSTER FULL OF SHIT!!!" Pt1 next
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to my eunnie 🖤
˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥ aka the bestest girl ever !!!! ( usually.. )
⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧˚ @wngdate : 我爱你宝贝 :>
happy 3 months !!!!!! it feels like we just celebrated our 2 months last week .. time flew by really fast
i don’t even know where to start with this, ngl i feel like i’m always repeating myself when i write stuff for you, but it’s because i really mean it :( you’re the best thing that’s ever happened to me and i’m so glad we met when we did. i was going through . a lot . when we met, and you helped me get through it, n i can’t thank you enough for it !!!!!!! i love you so much, more than you know :>
you say you don’t know how i tolerate you ( bc i love you silly 😞 ) but idk how you tolerate me !!!!! :( but thank you for sticking with me for the past 162 days, i can’t thank you enough for being the bestest girlfriend ever hehe
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youre always gonna be the hao to my bin & milk to my mocha ( & every other 729822 things we are ) :”) i wake up every day thinking about you.. literally.. probably because i usually wake up to messages from you, but even on days i don’t, im always thinking about you. i didn’t think i’d be able to become this attached to someone so fast, but here we are !!!!! n i’m so glad i am :”( i adore you so so much, you’re my little baby forever :< i hope we get to meet one day, celebrate each others accomplishments & birthdays, holidays together, & so much more !!!!! i think it would be fun n cute :> i always think about us living together or just living near each other, close enough so i can just drive over to your place n pick you up 😞 you’re my #1 girl & i hope you know it !!!!!
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i know i said it already, but thank you for everything as always. you always make me feel so loved n comforted n safe, and i hope i make you feel the same way :”( i hope i’m the best for you ( or at least close to it.. ). falling in love with you was the best thing that’s happened to me, and i’m happy i’m with you. we haven’t even known each other for a year and i feel like i’ve known you forever ( we probably were together in our past lives hehe ) !!!!! i’ll do whatever i have to to marry you one day 😞 even with paper rings :> n just remember you’re mine only >:( okay? only mine </3 i don’t wanna share you with anyone ever. idc if it’s selfish !!!!!!! i love you so much 😣 宝贝 hehehe :> sending u kisses virtually mwahmwah
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love, your jaeinnie :3
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Camping (Frankie)
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Santiago // Benny // Will
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- Frankie blurts out, “do you have any plans this weekend?” You turn, “not that I know of. Why?” He shrugs it off, saying nothing else, leaving you to wonder what he’s up to
- He sets his book down on the nightstand once you lay down beside him. “You know how you said you always wanted to fly a helicopter?” “Yeah?” “What if I said I could make it happen?” “Seriously?” “I said maybe.” “Okay.”
- “We’re gonna have a lot of fun, I promise you.” “What about our baby girl?” You ask, bouncing your guy’s daughter in your arm.
- “Favorite uncle reporting for duty!” Benny shouts, throwing his hands up. “He means uncles. Where’s my favorite girl?” Santiago chimes in.
- “You really had this all planned, I take it?” You ask Frankie as Santiago takes Isabela out of your grasp. “Maybe.”
- “He’s been planning this for a while, maybe like a few months,” Benny says before he takes Isa out of Santiago’s arms, leaving the two “kids” laughing until the shorter man starts chasing them.
- You turn back to look at Frankie, “months? You really are a sweetheart, aren’t you?” His cheeks become a rosy pink as he stutters out a reply. You kiss his cheek, “you’re too sweet to me sometimes.”
- Frankie takes the bags out to the car while you go to the backyard and say your goodbyes to the two boys
- Isa giggles as you kiss her adorably chubby cheeks. “Be good for these two, yeah?” “Mm-hmm.” “I’m gonna miss you sweetie-pie.” “’M gonna miss you too.” “Can I get my niece back?” Benny asks, reaching for the toddler. “No. Me and Frankie are gonna be gone for God knows how long. I won’t be getting my special Isa hugs,” you say with a pout.
- “We won’t be gone for long, just the weekend,” Frankie informs you all.
- “Weekend? I thought this was gonna be a day thing?” Benny complains. “I planned on staying here for the weekend,” Santiago chimes in. “Suck up,” the young Miller says. “If he says we’ll be gone for the weekend, we’re gonna be gone for the weekend. Unless one of us misses someone too much, then we’re coming home,” you add. “She’s talking about herself,” your boyfriend adds, holding little Isa. “He’s right,” you point at Frankie. “I am talking about me.”
- Santiago wraps an arm around your shoulders, forcing you out of the house. “Have fun. Enjoy yourselves.”
- “Did he just kick us out of our own house?” You ask. “I think he did.”
- “We’re here?” You ask. “Yeah.” “We’re camping?” “Do you not like it? We can go somewhere else and find-” “Frankie. Frankie. It’s good. I like it. I can’t wait to see you build a fire.” “Did you only agree to this so you could watch me do everything?” “I’ll have the hardest job.” “And what’s that?” “Sitting still while I try not to jump your bones. I’d prefer if we had a nice space and fire ready before we do… anything.”
- “This is not what I meant by jumping your bones,” you snuggle further into him, getting any body warmth you can. “You’re not the only one who’s cold.” “I was hoping we could warm each other up,” you say with a suggestive tone. “Are you serious?” “What? You brought me here knowing full well you’re hot and virtually anything you do makes me feel some type of way.” His cheeks slowly flush pink
- “I think we’re safe to leave now,” Frankie says, looking out of the tent opening. “It’s still raining.” “Yeah, but not as bad.” “You know how I feel when I have frizzy hair.” "I know, baby, I know. But if we stay here, we're gonna get even colder and we'll be stuck out here for- god knows how long." "We'll what are you waiting for, let's go."
- The two of you walk through the door and hear your sweet little girl’s laughter
- You two set your bags by the door and walk closer to the living, wondering what’s going on
- Isabela giggles as she watches her crazy uncles (in costume) perform bits and pieces of her favorite book
- You pull out your phone. 
[YOU] Don’t say anything when I facetime you. 
[WILL] Why? 
[YOU] Your brother and Santi finally did crack and now my baby is up past her bedtime 
[WILL] That’s what you get when you put those two together 
[YOU] Shut up and answer. 
- “Are you recording?” You whisper to Frankie. “Oh, yeah. They’re not living this down.” “Perfect, I’m calling Will.” You quickly answer the call, facing the camera in their direction.
- Isabela turns at the sound of her parents snickering and quickly hops off the couch. “Mama! Papa!” Her adorably chubby little arms wrap around your legs.
- You coo at her. “Hey pumpkin! Do your uncles know what time it is?” You pass your phone to Frankie; he easily holds it up for Will to watch the two idiots. You pick her up. “Uh huh,” she leans in to whisper to you. “They said not to tell you two when you came home.” “Oh,” you glance over at the two, who are wrestling one another. “Did they?” “Uh huh.” You notice she’s quiet and playing with the collar of your shirt. “Is there anything else I need to know?” “They were making me feel better while you and papa were away.” You pout and her forehead before nuzzling your nose in her hair. “Did you miss us?” She nods, resting her head on your shoulder suddenly feeling tired. “I’ll put you to bed while papa takes care of your uncles.” She yawns.
- Frankie kisses yours and Isabela’s cheek before you disappear to her room. “Seems like you two had fun,” Will says, teasing his friend. “Shut up.” His cheeks are pink, “we’ll see you tomorrow.” “There’s no way I’m missing it.” “Yeah, yeah. Best lunch ever, better than my cooking. Later asshole.” Will smirks while saying his goodbye’s.
- “Are you two done?” Benny and Santiago freeze, nervously chuckling as they push the other off them. “He- hey man! What are you two doing home early?” Benny asks. “It was raining so we cut the trip early.” “We should go, right?” Santiago points between the two of them. “You can. You don’t have to. I know a little girl who’d be happy to wake up with her uncles already here,” he snickers. “And in costume.” “Hey! We did a beautiful rendition of Beauty and the Beast,” Benny says defensively. “Yeah, says the beauty,” Santiago adds, removing the wig and beard set. “I make a beautiful Belle. And I didn’t hear you complaining when I let you be the beast.” “He has a name, and you didn’t let me be anything. Plus, I’m obviously the better choice.” Benny scoffs, “yeah right.”
- “Alright, boys. Here are your blankets and some extra clothes so you can get out of your costumes,” you set the items on the couch so they can fight more, this time about which blanket they want once the two of you walk away.
- The two of you settle into bed.
- You lean closer to him, resting your hand on your boyfriend’s chest as you look up at him, “I know things didn’t go so well today but I hope you know I appreciated it. I sincerely appreciate you and are very much in love with you... even though my hair is frizzy because of our adventure.” He smiles, rolling his eyes, “yeah I know, your hair.” Frankie bends down, kissing you before scrunching and un-scrunching his hand in your hair. “I’m kind of happy we came home early. We would have never seen Beauty and the Beast tackle each other,” he picks up his phone pressing play. The two of you laugh.
- The movement of a tiny body crawling up in your bed brings your attention to your side of the bed. You pick up your precious little baby and sit her between you two. “Hey pumpkin.” “Hi,” she rubs her eyes. “What brings you here, little missy?” “I thought mama put you to bed?” Frankie asks. “Uncie B and S are snoring.” You pout, letting out a sympathetic, “aww. Frankie, do you hear what our poor baby has to listen to? Those morons.” “That’s mean,” the precious baby laying on you mumbles.
- You glance over at your boyfriend, “looks like someone’s tired.” “She’s not the only one,” he mumbles, kissing the top of your head. You smile, covering your mouth when you feel the need to yawn. “Next time we want to go out, let’s just stay home, yeah?” “I like that idea,” Frankie says.
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