#is this a vent

[wandasverison]

#btw not glamorizing candy Montgomery irl at all #literally glamorizing how Elizabeth Olsen looks as a church girl #throwing up thinking about church Wanda rn #literally sinful thoughts #straight to hell #jail then when I die: hell #is this a vent #only cuz I’m drunk #wandasversion vent #Elizabeth Olsen #wanda maximoff

[pebiejeebies]

Talking to yourself is fun, but what I do with that is a bit odd..

I like to talk to myself, role play with myself, daydream while whispering/talking to myself

I’m a very creepy person… is what I would say if I actually listened to “these” kind of neurotypicals

I know im not 100% autistic / or have adhd,, but I am DEFINITELY NOT neurotypical… (and everything about my social interaction irl will explain everything :,] )

But there are just times I randomly talk.. you know?

Talk to nothing, like just talk and talk as if someone is listening to me

Talk with my cat, if he’s being annoying or too cute for me to shut up

Talk to my iPad, when I get angry that something isn’t working right on it

Talk to my.. tics..? Like when I get a tic and tell my self afterwards “it’s alright” or “calm down” as if it does something..

It’s kinda fun when I analyze myself, because now I’ve learned that I’ve become so lonely to the point I’m making up things for myself to talk to

it’s sad but I can’t help myself, I know something is wrong with me and the only thing I can do is just research and research until someone stops me and says what’s wrong with me

I know there’s something wrong, and it’s not physically, it’s mentally

I just wish I could go to some mental health professional so they can figure it out

or maybe I’m just fine

#Uh #is this a vent #i can’t differentiate.. #self diagnosed autism #self diagnosis #self discovery #self diagnosed adhd #autism #autism spectrum disorder #neurodivergent #audhd #asd #autistic #adhd #neurodivergence #neurodiversity #audhd things #self diagnosed audhd #self analysis

[toxic-codependent-yuri]

Do abled and neurotypical people understand the comfort we feel in the realm of horror? To finally be in control of a narrative rather than to just be trapped. Many of us are self aware but unable to change. To look at the nature of the horrifying and monstrous and say "I understand you. I see myself in you."

The unifying feeling of being seen and understood. Whether it's through a character, a monster, a concept.

And how much of a shame it is. That these are our options for comfort.

#candy chat #is this a vent #im mental health posting #should i tag this #i kind of want people to see it #horror #bpd #mental health #mental illness #mostly this is about doki doki literature club #but im also thinking about slay the princess

[theevilemster]

So I start a new DND campaign in a couple of months time and I want to test myself this year and try making something out of it. My friends and sister are playing (I care about these people so much so I want to create for them.) ALSO I heard the last one they did lasted 3 years so there'd be plenty of content...

Thing is though is this anything that people are interested in.

Cos I want to create, I don't want another unfinished project - I'm fed up of constant failure

#is this a vent #maybe #but it's true #I want to make something for my friends #and sister #my friend is an amazing DM #i think his hard work should be shown! #and I want to improve and work on art more than ever #dnd #dungeons and dragons

[7er1ch0]

let it be known that my therapist suggested i use a dating app just to get used to talking to people (exposure therapy for social anxiety and all that jazz)

I don't think she counted on a man that was old enough to be my grandfather messaging me "Hey sexy <3"

I have been scared back into my hole, i don't want to talk to people anymore

#I DONT WANT TO PLAY ANY MORE #THE IDEA OF PEOPLE VIEWING ME MAKES ME UNCOMFORTABLE #dating #dating apps #vent #is this a vent

[citrusitonit]

cant belive this slightly altered formula version of me be dragging me in her problems fr

#sister issues #grrrr #she goes emotional n irrattional #goin like “ur just like dad!!” uh huh n u just like mom !! #IS THIS A VENT #OR I DUNNO IM MORE MAD THAN UPSET #OR UH #I KINDA UNDERSTAND Y SHES LIKE THIS #GIFTED BURNOUT SYNDROME I CAN TELL #SO I UNDERSTAND WHEN SHE GOES ALL TANTRUMY N IRRATTIONAL #like uhh the thing that u act like a child now bc u couldnt before #kinda sad #idunno ive just got this warped up view of her cuz shes like traumatizor n trauma buddy at same time #wow #i dunno man just dont start a family when ur emotionally immature the end

[e-kamski-cyberlifeceo]

Dying sounds fun!

#dbh kamski #dbh elijah kamski #elijah kamski #Is this a vent #Things #Stuff

[polaris-con]

on today's (ie, our first) installment of "shit that hits different as a system": this fucking horoscope

#system #funnier as a system #except it's actually pretty sad lmao #is this a vent #i have no idea #i'm not even an astrology girlie but damn if that's not accurate to our experience #dakota

[sundere1181]

Currently freaking out bc I have a movie to get to in like 14 minutes but the girl who’s taking me (my godsister) is working her shift as a waitress and it’s really busy and idk if she’ll be able to take me and I can’t fucking drive and nobody else is willing to go to the movie with me and in the middle of all this anxiety I had to take a fucking PHONE CALL I’m gonna lose my shit

#is this a vent

[judiths-sequence]

If she finds out about any of my internet prescence I am going to kill myself. I am a disgusting individual and she would see it as even worse than it already is. I don't know what she'd think of me but it would be terrible and the much worse option than just putting a stop to it before she can fucking say anything

#is this a vent

[caktoz]

Its hard not get sad sometimes looking at the current internet when you were part of the gen who lowkey build it/saw it grow

Idk im sick and tired of how companies moved in and now theres ads and influencers everywhere. The internet was meant to be an escape from that, a place to share ideas and meet people, have fun get away from normal day life

Now its TV/irl but worse

#is this a vent #ir chronically online #idk bur i spend most of my life online because my life sucked but now the internet is less an escape and more of a headache #i just miss sharing art for fun meeting other artists through it #now its all about how u can make money with your hobby or stats to improve your like and voewer count or whatever #everything is a buisness now everything is about money being the best #a fight for the top #uhrg

[rose022]

i have like that feeling where you feel like youre forgetting something but i dont know what i could be forgetting but i think i feel very anxious and i dont like it

#is this a vent #idk #i feel sick? its hard to breathe

[olliesneweyes]

A conversation I had

(Ty for caring about me (Ik you will but ssbagjsvan) :DDDD)

#is this a vent #it's /lh but #ask to tag

[creelby]

normally i’m a very loud extroverted person but sometimes i just cant speak. like i try but i just physically cant. i get that that’s probably normal but i just hate it so much it’s so annoying it makes me feel weak

#word vomit #<another new tag #vent i think #is this a vent #idek at this point

[7er1ch0]

my dumbass after adding a few to many panels to a comic.

#im waiting for my step dad to go to bed so i can do dishes #theres nothing wrong with him im just so socially anxious that the concept of even being observed stresses me out #so im stuck here #doing art #until he decides to go to bed #so i can do the dishes #then i can sleep #maybe #is this a vent #fuck it

[kitsunebby-exists]

I sure love feeling guilty and disgusted about my own interests lol

#is this a vent