#is this gonna be abt when camille got w john and he's trailing his fingers along the skin of her back and she feels comforted by it

[ayyponine]

me, cracking open my copy of Sharp Objects

#gotta reread!! #its late may and i live p close to an abattoir/meat processing thing so when it's hot out the immersion is there baby #im rereading the copy i annotated last year and just seeing my own little scribbles and highlights is like ah so true bestie!!!!! #esp already knowing the themes n recurring motifs as well as what little details will be of importance later it's just like.. aaa here we go #some of the associations ive written down like.. poisonous caress.. doodzwijgen.. purity.. strangling intimate personal.. lotgenoot.. #im like damn girl ok chill out.. the occasional jotted down ''bitch'' or ''wtf'' is totally justified though #sometimes ill also refer to other passages mirroring smth.. i see camille pulling up to the Nashes and the boy running off screaming as if #she had pinched him. ref to p122.. im like girl you didnt!! i skip to that page and sure enough it's the passage of adora biting the baby! #im like aaa girl yes hive mind! (at myself) #gets to the keene eulogy and theres a page ref next to the mom saying she'll never tickle her fingers over natalie's back again im like oh! #is this gonna be abt when camille got w john and he's trailing his fingers along the skin of her back and she feels comforted by it? :) #i look and it's adora grabbing camille and w one long nail tracing the one circle on her back thats scar free bc she couldnt reach it to cut #''someday i'll carve my name there.'' SCREAM #last time i noted whenever c patted herself on the cheek to self soothe and now i see the crellins kissing/touching each other there i. bruh #im already one third thru in one sitting but im gonna fucking pace myself bc. file under books that make me go a lil crazy in the head!!!! #also it just makes me realise how /good/ the miniseries adaption is. all the little details. the sounds. the trauma cuts. the visceral heat. #insert image of a young feminine girl shrieking i like violence!! aaaaaa bitch!!!! aaaaaaaaaaa