HOW ARE YOU COLOR CODED ?
PURPLE CODED. purple, the color of wealth, prominence and owing your life to a king and crown, whether literal or metaphorical. you believe yourself above it all, believe that nothing can stand in your way and everything will go according to your master plan. but at the end of the day, you're terrified. terrified of what this quest for fame and glory might cost you. terrified of what you may lose in the rise to fortune. terrified of being alone even when you have so many smiling faces around you. you want truth, you want sincerity, you want... what DO you want, really?
tagged by: @undyingrogue
tagging : @daekarys , @doloridis , @lcerys , @betraal , @sinfyre
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The fact ao3 has no Home Field Advantage fics feels like a crime. Yes I know the book has only been out a week, but I crave more of Jack and Amber and Malcolm and Miguel and I want to Dan Sanchez get what’s coming to him. Just this book feels like everything high school me would have wanted even though I hadn’t really figured out I was queer yet. It’s a cliche romance that finally lets me understand and love the cliche of the quarterback/cheerleader romance. And yet it’s so much deeper since it deals heavily in both misogyny and homophobia while making it clear forced outing is never a thing that is going to happen.
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starting to think im a bard of void instead of being a knowledge class. i have the whole bardic crisis thing (oct 13 2013. sunday) the whole opposite aspect thing before that (Gifted Kid TM where part of my personality was bring smart. is very lightcore) and just how i seem to destroy everything i touch.
my aversion to lying and how terrible i am at it because its on a physical level in my body and i have to script it in advance (yes this is mostly autism) and not liking to keep secrets and being a blabbermouth. destroying void.
destroyed by void. getting FADED with weed. self isolation and most of my time being spent gaming or on the computer/phone. my awful terrible recurring dreams (dreams are void) that i have a fucking tag for. but the horrors have become almost mundane with how repetitive they are in my dreams and thats why i dont call them nightmares
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was looking for songs to make up shinobu's playlist and i found one that! fits jiyu so well, especially in regards to g'raha it makes me SOOOOOOOOO
I grew up tough as a nail and I've never backed down from a fight
I've fought pirates and demons alike
But these feelings I have won't go down with a strike
You make me nervous and I'm not too sure why
I don't do emotions, but it's hard to deny
And I look at your lips and think how do they taste
I'm not the type to say how I feel
I'm a warrior, my feelings are bloodlust and steel
I've travelled far and I've loved once before
But that didn't end well, so I'm scared love to more
I can't do words, I'm so bad that it's cruel
So I tried to write a poem, but I sound like a fool
I've got darkness within me, but you see right through
And if anyone could love me, it's you
I'M GOING TO SHIT AND DIE why did i give jiyu the world's worst crush like alright ok i'm going to go die now!!!!!!!
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