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honestly it feels ridiculous to say this, but stede giving up being a pirate is a good thing. i don't know how anyone could watch ofmd 2x07 "man on fire" and come away from it thinking that what stede really needed was to continue a life beset by danger for the sake of gaining infamy, and that him giving it up to stay with ed by s2's end was bad, somehow.
we all watched stede sitting at a bar declaring a bunch of strangers singing his praises his "friends" all the while his lover and found family were leaving him. infamy in the pirate world is cold and lonely and dangerous and it does not spare room for love or true acceptance. we learned this with ed and the persona of blackbeard. it is conditional, in the same way acceptance in traditional society is.
stede, briefly, performs well enough to gain that acceptance, but it is unsustainable, and in the end, it is hollow. and it's not too hard to infer that stede comes to this conclusion by the episode's end and into 2x08, in between getting his ass kicked by zheng in a self-destructive spiral. ed leaves, his crew starts leaving, and then everything goes to shit, and the infamy stops fucking mattering. all it's done is bring danger and drive the people he really cares about away.
him giving up piracy is not him giving up his lifelong dream purely for ed's sake, or anything like that. it is equally for himself.
The Tarsus Nine being a group of people that seem like mostly kids that survived the unsurvivable will always get me. Even when I’m not on my Star Trek Bullshit.
i know the date has passed but one of my super pedantic pet peeves is that claudia's birthday is not september 21st, that's just the day she became a vampire and i like to make that distinction bc the bit where she talks about it in qotd is so fucked up to me and very important for her character
like she doesn't have a history. or at least any biographical details assigned to her are only given to her based on how relevant her new guardians deem it to how they conceptualize her life. the day she was born into the world doesn't matter to them, that would hint at the reality that she existed for any amount of time before they knew her. the only thing that matters to them is when she became part of their little family
customer and I talked abt the Barbie movie and she said she interpreted that Barbie had thoughts of death “on purpose, because she hated her life and wanted to be with Ken desperately but she was unsatisfied with nobody in BarbieLand having genitals” and “the reason why she didn’t love Ken was because they didn’t have sex everyday”. and THEN she told me the reason why she went to the gynecologist was to “acquire a vagina” and she was so serious. Her rant was like 15 minutes about Barbie becoming a human solely for sex??? Then she asked what I thought of the movie and asked if I agreed with her.
But I had to take a moment to process all of that before gently telling her the exact opposite of everything she said
I don't know how people manage an unwavering faith in God because I see slavery and its effects And I see "every woman in human history is doomed to be subservient to men and have terrible, sometimes traumatizing labor pains in a range of shitty environments bc the First Woman was not smarter than Satan" and I'm like oh this is the loving god, the merciful god? Okay
And u point out the violence people get away with and enact and you get "god is good but we also have free will" but God has been shown time and time again to be willing to override free will. God has straight up dropped people dead before for breaking a rule. If you don't think god can do anything against free will why ask that no weapon fashioned against you shall prosper. Why were trafficked people's prayers met with a no but their traffickers demands were met with yes over and over and over again, for centuries? That's love and mercy?
Do you answer all the durgetash anons that pop through your inbox?
Pretty much, yeah.
Sometimes people send poorly worded ones, or ones that I actually don't agree with...but I'll still reply.
You can definitely tell which ones I like more than others, though, based on how complex my answer is. Or if I say something super gay, vs. more evasive or going completely off on a tangent.
But I don't want anyone to feel bad, which is why I'll answer them anyway. Don't want to shut anyone down.
having an all or nothing attitude is rediscovering your comfort fandom from 10 years ago and plowing through a new fanfiction with a 400k word count and now it’s 4am
finally caught up with work. time to read fic before bed and tomorrow I'll hopefully get to spin the wheel of what will I check off my to-do list today
current to do list below the break
- WRITING -
joking abt kissing but then actually kissing PatPran ask prompt
to you my footsteps fall toward
a look in your eyes i long for
here we bond over the colors
of the beautiful tapestry of earth
beneath our spark and those before
spiraling down into our blood and core
quakes reverberating encore
as again the act begins once more
heaving another breath without thinking
speaking another word without blinking
at the twitch of the brow
or tightness of the face
the haunches raised
restrained intake
plastic refuses to rot quickly
when laid to rest in land and sand
discarded product of a hand
shaking and clenched
gentle yet brisk
for you my footsteps retreat away
as yet again there comes a day
when wholeness comes to picture dreamed
context idealized as ignorance rings
deafening within that hollowed chasm
landfill soil covered painful spasm
for a place i long for
never found nor strode toward