#it is a prize in it's own way

[welcometogrouchland]

[ID: An animatic of Stephanie Brown as Robin set to Tears over Beers by modern baseball. The images are paired with the lyrics. Stephanie as spoiler staring longingly at Bruce, Tim and Cass on a rooftop is paired with "he needed more than me". A compilation of sketches of Steph as robin go with "im friendly and thoughtful and quite awfully pretty". Finally a redraw of Steph's firing as Robin is paired with "but he needed more than me". End ID]

been trying to finish a comic for. Weeks now (just been hitting a lot blocks) and quickly threw this together as a break from it! Do you guys ever think about Stephanie Brown…

#dc comics #stephanie brown #robin #batfamily #read the first issue of her run in the main robin book recently after mostly knowing it via her appearance as robin in the batgirl title #and via snippets of other issues #oughhh bill willingham when i fucking catch you #SHE WAS SO EAGER. THEY LEAVE IT UP TO THR AUDIENCE AS TO WHY BUT SHE WAS SO EAGER #ROBIN WAS JUST HER CONSOLATION PRIZE AND EVEN THEN IT WAS TAINTED BY BRUCES MISTRUST #WHICH ULTIMATELY LED TO HER DEATH #AUGH. THROWING UP EVERYWHERE #^ willingham gets not credit for that as far as im concerned they did not give a rats ass about steph in her robin arc #christ…it makes me wanna read early era timsteph or bg!era steph to just #heal for a minute. I mean those eras are complex in and of themselves w their own pros and cons (i mean i like both tho) #But they dont hurt as much as her robin era knowing whats to come… #sidenote i often see ppl praise the way stephs temper is portrayed in her robin era and while its nice to see her anger factor in #considering its like. A less consistent character trait in the modern era? Its there tho in bits and drabs #im just very cynical of it in her robin era knowing that they’re (partially) using it to set up why shes a doomed robin. Complex feelings #mine

[puppyeared]

if escape rooms as team building exercises became popular im not sure if id be more excited or terrified

#if it isnt already anyway.. i can see it happening as a school frosh thing. idk if it would catch on as a workplace thing #i kind of find the concept of being locked in with strangers and working to find a way out weirdly exhilarating though #at least compared to icebreakers cause i dont have to spend 10 minutes racking my brain for something to blurt out abt myself #as a bonus u could like. put people into groups and give prizes to whoever escapes first second third etc. apparently they also do themed #escape rooms.. maybe let people pick a theme? or voluntary sign up? actually this would be really fun for smth like a blind friend date #although if i found out i was locked in a room with an online friend id be too excited to actually escape LOL #ive never done an escape room before so sadly i cant speak from experience. its like up there on things i want to try next to rug tufting #workshop and visiting new art exhibits or conventions. i seriously need to get out more if it wasnt for the horrors <- school and anxiety #i was planning to invite cass to a drop-in art workshop in town but neither of us could go bc typography is making us go thru hell and back #AND THEY HAD A BUTTON MACHINE TOO #im nostalgic bc i miss working in groups and not being awkward abt it or worrying abt schedule conflicts #i realized that i learn best in groups and its a little corny but i like sharing ideas and talking through a problem #in elementary i could just sit down with friends for review and come out of it energized *and* more familiar with the material #and i could technically still do it now. but as adults we're more picky abt who we work with on top of being way more busy outside school #maybe im lonely. im shy and grew up not talking to ppl unless i absolutely have to so its hard to make friends on my own i guess #only thing getting me thru it is telling myself that humans like helping and that my cringe is overblown in my head. but its hard #hence the escape rooms. i have been able to talk to 2(!!) people though!! mostly abt school stuff but im glad to be on friendly terms #i dont really know how to be happy these days cause im constantly scaring myself abt my portfolio and finding places to work #not being ambitious is part of not wanting to put energy into something that wont work out while also not having the passion to do literall #anything else.. i should probably talk to my counsellor ugh #yapping

[prompt-of-the-day]

Dialogue: #055

"ENOUGH!!!"

"...."

"I can't have one day of peace in this house! Always with the yelling and the fighting! I have had enough!"

".... And what? Do you think I enjoy it? That I like all the screams? That I don't want to leave this place as much or even more than you?! I'm not thrilled with you either!"

#daily prompt #writing prompts #dialogue prompt #gender neutral mc #Is this a couple on the way to divorce? #Sound more like family fighting though #but who knows #Still... They better find a way to live apart for their own good #It's giving “Well alright I'm bad but then you're no prize either” vibes

[sysig]

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2:30 PM: SCII - Helix

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2:30 PM: SCII - Helix

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2:30 PM: SCII - Helix

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2:30 PM: SCII OCs

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#Weekly TV Guide #Hey guess what I was up to this past week #If you guessed ''Editing 150+ individual pieces to stitch together into the next Month's worth of queue posting'' you'd win the prize #Absolutely sickening amount of editing lol but I did it! #I really wasn't sure if I was going to be able to since there was like - a lot lol #I realized there's like seven steps to my doodle posting wegh that's a lot of steps #But the system's been keeping things moving! Slowly but surely #I'll need to set aside a bit more time to work on my second behind-the-scenes project yet >:P #But I think I'll be able to! Patience bleh #Anyway! Finally starting to round out the Handplates stuff! #There'll still be some here and there :) #But for now the focus has shifted to Helix lol #Even right now - y'know how the queue is behind by like a month? Yeah lol #I set it down for a bit and now it's back again! It's convenient in its own way haha #And no we're still not into 2024 yet lol #Technically anyway - some of these were started at the end of last year and only finished recently!

[dutybcrne]

Kaeya has a habit of stealing and hoarding little things from people he loves. Small seemingly innocuous items going missing at random? Chances are, Kaeya is behind it.

#hc; kaeya #//It's in the little things #//Makes him feel like he's keeping little parts of them for himself #//And boy does his guy have one helluva sleight of hand when it comes to stealing things #//Had to learn how in a pinch; considering his travels with his dad #//Did so for a bit with the Ragnvindrs; foods and things he might wanna take with him if he needed to run away #//But then it became a way to connect with them in a way #//Stealing Crepus' ties; Diluc's hair ribbons; a kerchief from Addie; a coin from Elzer #//The coin he has is that very one; keeps it on his person bc of how dear Elzer is to him #//Like the brother that actually stayed #//No I am not over the fact that Elzer has said he saw Crepus as a father figure too ;-; #//The older Kae got; the more he took; esp if the items had ties to Important Memories #//That was just in case his memories of them starting mucking up; be it bc of the Curse or his usage of Abyssal energy messed with his head #//Some of his most prized possessions are a bottle of Crepus' cologne & the bloodstained tie he'd swiped from his body the day he died #//A bottle of scented oil he stole from Jean's desk when he'd comforted her after Diluc left #//A perfumed letter from Lisa after he'd intervened and vetted her capabilities over Nymph #//A grubby; shriveled philanemo mushroom--the very first Klee ever gave him when they'd met #//A crystal he'd snatched off Albedo's experiments that he'd intended to investigate but wound up treasuring #//He still uses one of Diluc's stolen hair ribbons to tie that lock of his; one he stole off him the very day BEFORE the Heckening #//From Huffman; he'd stole...his heart. Jkjk; he stole a pair of gloves from him. Wears them over his own when in Dragonspine #//Nabbed the first time Huffman told him they were friends; Kae was ECSTATIC to have finally made one for himself (outside Luc & Jean) #//The biggest item he's taken is one of Addie's shawls; that she'd wrapped around him some time after Diluc left #//Still uses it as a comfort when he's upset. He knows he only has it bc she let him keep it & never asked for it back #//She was prolly most aware of his little habit; bc everything he snatched within the household tended to be replaced Real Quick #//Prolly knows just how much the little items mean to him; so never stopped him

[lauranthalasah]

Orym had to tell Keyleth about Imogen... he had!

The only other option he had was to tell her in secret, but he chose open honesty.

Notice he didn't say anything at first when Liliana was mentioned, but then Imogen starts talking about maybe Liliana saving them IN FRONT of Keyleth... and Keyleth was watching! (Matt did that check that Liam and Marisha clocked) Now, maybe Imogen was just stating a doubt (she might even be right) but Keyleth has no context for this and she could think Imogen was making excuses for Liliana.

Orym has known Keyleth all his life, she has always been just. Unless Imogen does something to betray them, he has no reason to fear for her, and all the reason to tell the truth, explain the situation, and vouch for Imogen in Keyleth's eyes... which would help to maintain the trust Keyleth has on him.

Look at the table at that moment, no one was surprised. Laura thought Liam was gonna talk about Vax instead of Imogen's connection with Liliana, but she was not surprised by Orym sharing that information.

Right afterward he does that, we find out Keyleth was suspecting already. Orym made the right move! The smart one! He, and Bell's Hells too, can't afford misstrust from their allies! At that moment, the best option was honesty.

The only alternative was Imogen explaining on her own, but she suggested to Orym a change of theme instead of coming clean, the chance was right there, and she didn't take it. Orym hasn't talked with Imogen since their reunion. Before the fight with Ludinus, Fearne and him were planning what to do in case Imogen got tempted by her mother and Ruidus and all that. Let's be honest, Imogen herself has admitted she has felt tempted by the power, and we don't know how much control she has over all of this... Orym has reasons to be concerned, and Imogen trying to change the topic of the conversation instead of saying what it's kinda obvious (she and Liliana look alike), don't assure those concerns, hid best move... in every direction, was to be honest. Putting all the cards in the table.

Keyleth tells Orym what to do in case of betrayal in front of the whole group, so everyone knows where everyone stands. Like, if Imogen has no intentions of betraying them, then she has nothing to fear at all. If she has that intention, she now knows that she'll have to fight everyone else except maybe for Laudna (if she attacks Orym, she'll have to fight Fearne, if she attacks Fearne she'll have to fight Chet and Ashton, is she attacks Ashton and go against the gods she'll have to fight FGC*), and I say "maybe Laudna" because I've noticed a trend of them been tempted by power and the darkness on their own... but not wanting that path for the other, in fact Imogen made an interesting change the time they were apart, she is the one trying to fight the temptation now and keeping herself and Laudna away from the darker path.

* I know that maybe others would jump to protect Orym and start this domino, but the one person I have no doubts it would do it, is Fearne.

#critical role spoilers #bells hells #Orym #i know that some are going to assume my posts are only cause Orym is my favorite #but to be honest... I'm starting to get frustrated over how the people “defending” Imogen (and Laudna with the Bor'Dor shit) #they are taking away their agency! #Imogen and Laudna decided to do the things that made other people take decisions of their own #Imogen starts kinda maybe trying to defend Liliana in front of the leader of Orym! #of course he had to come clean!! #Laudna does not regret killing Bor'Dor! #she regrets the prize she might have to pay for doing that the way she did! #Orym and Ashton were... and are... perfectly ok with Bor'Dor's death #Liam said Orym would have done it if Laudna hadn't gotten to him first #I think both of them also regret what is costing Laudna #but to be fair... they respected her choices then and now too #these two women are adults and capable #they have a right to make the choices they want to make #but every single character has to deal with the consequences #like... Imogen is compromised... SHE IS! #the same way Orym is! #he has admitted he can not be objective about the philosophical discussion #these people killed his family #he doesn't care if they have a point... he is gonna killed them if he can #by admitting to this he allows the rest to know that they will need A LOT to change his mind... which may never happen #I think Imogen has changed a lot in their time apart #i think the only thing remaining in her is a hope that her mother could/would choose her (understandable) #and a slight temptation over power... that she is fully seeing as dangerous and wrong now #Imogen and Laudna are far more interesting characters than some people made them by making them victims at every single turn!

[active-mind-15]

Masaomi being too strict of a father with the activities his son did led to him not experiencing the canon dad event of trying to keep your family together at a theme park in this essay I will—

#if you're asking what sparked this post #i was looking at old family pics on my usb #and seeing my dad trying to navigate a waterpark alongside his brother and his wife with their twin 1 y/o boys #my mom and her sister with her 3 daughters one of which was 3 months old #and then my mom's brother's son #on top of my parents trying to keep their own three kids together #it makes me laugh thinking about the struggle they must have gone through #masaomi should have experienced that #he needs to know the struggle of making sure your kid is not lost or drowning or both #also those shitty inflated waterpark prices for food #and also his kid heckling him for money to try winning prizes at the game booths #and then eventually dealing with his kid crying on the way out of the park because he doesn't want to go home #he missed out on a key element of dad lore #a travesty #kuroko no basket #akashi masaomi

[aquietanarchy]

I love you random.org, I love you oblique strategies, I love you websites like seventhsanctum and springhole, I love you procedural generation, I love you fractal art, I love you dice, I love you tarot, I love collaborating with the random chaos of the universe to create meaning!!

#creativity #oblique strategies #random generators #im bad at decisions! but im good at building algorithms and refining + editing the outputs #like. ive been using random.org to help me choose outfits since i was a teen! i have an algorithm for clothes based on season and weather #and ive been editing it as i need to #i have a doc thats basically an art randomizer. i make rolls for subject matter size and media. it's weighted based on my interests #and im never beholden to the results of the random rolls it just gets my brain started #(like if i *know* i want to push something specifically i wont roll for it. ive been focusing on digital art lately because i really want to #nail down my workflow for that) #coming clean! i used to use colormind.io to give me random limited color palettes for digital art #and i learned so much about what colors i like to use so over the past few months ive been developing my Own color palette #i have 10 colors now that i love and i make random rolls to narrow it down to 5 for any given piece #maybe you neurotypicals out there can just Make A Decision but thats not me #anyways. this post generated because the aipocalypse has brought up a ton of ableist rhetoric in the art community 🙃 #and for a moment there i was bogged down by the imposter syndrome. but then i had a Think #and decided i would rather Celebrate the way my mind works instead of hiding in shame because i dont work the way people think it Should #this is all so tied up in the autism for me #anyways. i love you diffusion models #tag rant #if you actually read all that um. i want to give you a prize or somethin lol #yarrow speaks into the void

[bonesandpoemsandflowers]

the problem is that I've been disowned three times in my life and two out of those three were for saying stuff that was just true, and once you get kicked out of the house at 2 AM when you're 17 and banned from ever going home again, you sort of lose the ability to fully care about anyone else getting mad about your astute observations on human nature

#you think i would maybe prize Truth as a virtue more but i really do not #most of the time you should just shut up and mind your own business imo #what is it then if not truth for the sake of it? just can't stand a certain kind of bully i guess? #pathological need to point out You're Not Fooling Me? idk #anyway i do not recommend this personality trait #i think lying is awesome #i think i should do more of it #like i probably won't in the ways that matter but boy howdy. i should.

[pepprs]

beaver gnawing on wood noises

#purrs #delete later #this is gonna be a bad / hard post and i’ll have to delete it. like it feels like in making it im invoking cosmic forces to show me karma or #idk like being an ingrate or whatever. but sometimes i find myself on social media rabbitholes looking at instagram pages of.. women who #like really genuinely appear to be good moms to their kids. and love them for who they are and don’t try to make them anything different. #and who celebrate their quirks and stuff. and even share interests with them at the bare minimum. and it just makes me want to sob. like the #knot in my throat. i shouldn’t do it bc i just hurt myself but it’s like. im so lucky i have a mom and that she provides for me. and i know #there are valid reasons for that being all she can do. but also why can’t she… idk.why can’t she ummm love me. or celebrate me. or find #magic in me. or at the very least accept my humanness and be open to me like giving her feedback on stuff. even tonight at this panel this o #one woman was like yeah my two daughters call me on stuff and im like you’re right. if i called my mom on stuff (and i do) she would give me #the silent treatment (and she has) or eviscerate me (and she has). and people in my work life and on here call me endearing and say all #these things. but it’s like none of it can fill up the absolute aching pulsing void that is… my mom. my mom!!!!! is just a person i live #with anr resent most of the time. who has hurt me so badly. and i could have had a mom who like. let me sing and didn’t mock me for it. #and who came in and said goodnight to me and my sister instead of leaving us to o ur own devices because we’re twins and we had each other. #and 14 years ago today was the day that fully cemented in that she could not be that kind of mom and would never be. and i know she tried so #hard and i know she has been hurt and is still hurting. but i just want to scream. like everyone deserves a mom who loves them for who they #are and shit. and how fucking unfair is it that.. like it sounds so selfish and entitled. b it how fucking unfair is it that i got a mom who #im afraid of and then there are people like fucking… m*lissa err*co and sh*ron wh*atley (those are just the famous ones) who by all #appearances seem to be like.. not only loving but open. seeing their children as human and magic all at once. instead of a war prize and a #symbol of their own hardships or whatever. like it’s just so fucking unfair. i hate that this is the way things are for me and that it will #never change and that if it ever does i have to be the one to change it or i have to heal from it and let go of it. like FUCK that! i want #love from my mom! FUCK the fact that she can’t give it to me!!! she has to!!!!!! but she won’t. idk. delete post <3 #like so genuinely i should not be even typing these words bc god is gonna smite me now lol. but my heart is howling #and the shitty thing is i don’t think i’ll be able to be that kind of mom if i ever become one bc of how badly all of this has hurt me. and #bc of all that i don’t even think i want to become a mom anymore bc i don’t want to be the reason a child feels this way or grows up to.

[thescorpioracesfestival]

The Scorpio Races Festival 2023: Giveaway Prizes

Congratulations to our winners! All prizes were designed by the lovely @denimwingsface!

Our 1st place giveaway winner, @vintervittrannerd, has won a notebook!

Our 2nd and 3rd place giveaway winners, @solidaritetwatson and @lucimiir, have each won a button and a sticker! (Please let us know when you message us which horse you would prefer for each item.)

Rules:

The winners have one week to claim their prizes after being notified. Please message us here at @thescorpioracesfestival

Prizes will be shipped directly from Redbubble to our prize winners, so you must be comfortable sharing your shipping address.

If you are under 18, you must have your parent’s permission to provide your shipping address.

Open internationally.

#tsrf2023 #the scorpio races festival #from your mod #tsrf2023 announcements #tsrf2023 prizes #thank you to all who participated this year! and thank you especially for your patience with us mods as life got in the way of the races #please do continue to tag us in posts if you're still finishing up your own personal race season <3 we will do our best to reblog! #you are all wonderful and we are once again privileged to help facilitate such a great community event!

[capfalcon]

something i do find kinda uncomfortable like as part of our society is that we've accepted that other people's stories are ours to tell?

like coming out stories, or disclosing information about people that could be personal. for me, the one i notice the most is people who know addicts, they tend to talk about the experiences as if it's theirs to share, which, in some part, is, but in others, isn't.

and i don't know why this is, i have lots of thoughts about it, but mainly it just feels very performative and exploitive in certain ways. other people's stories and lives aren't always up for public discussion.

#i've seen people talk about addicts and stuff like #explicitly naming what they were doing/etc when it didn't involve them whatsoever #often in a very deragatory way #and i understand the vitrol! i do. most of the time it's coming from a place of hurt #and a place of personal turmoil #however. those stories can be #so harmful to share without being sure who you're sharing them to #there's a reason anonymity is so prized in recovery #because who you are as an addict isn't who you are as a Person #and it's dangerous #for so so many reasons. #and idk. i just don't like this attitude that we can publicize everything about everyone all the time #people have a right to privacy. yes even the people you know. yes even the people you dislike. yes even the people who do things you frown #upon. or even if they DO affect you. people still have a right to own their own stories. #jordan talks #tw addiction

[theres-whump-in-that-nebula]

Currently resisting the urge to blackmail my father into therapy

#At this point I’ve almost said “well if you don’t talk about your Jehovah’s Witness trauma with someone; I will #because yours is directly related to mine due to having vented on me about it since I was six” #I’ve almost said it ten times within the past hour #exjw #And this is the congregation he thought was our family’s eternal salvation from my apostacy. Ha! #“Jehovah is guiding us here” Jehovah didn’t do shit for you except give you PTSD-induced gout and kidney stones; come off it #Get out of her my people #I’m not even sorry for him. What the elders said to him wasn’t his fault; but he 100% got himself into this mess #for my benefit (to strike the fear of god into his disgusting homosexual sinning boygirl daughter with raging hormones) #And his homophobic rant he went on… please just call me a faggot #I’m having it out with him before I go for no other reason but my own satisfaction #ex cult #”I can’t talk to a worldly therapist because they won’t want to worship Jehovah when someone preaches to them” #Why — pray tell — will they react in that way? Because it’s a cult #Cult: spelled “C-U-L-T.” You didn’t listen to the content of my diaries (which you read against my will) and now you’re suffering #Play stupid games win stupid prizes #He’s the most traumatized out of the two of us as a direct result of him trying to “fix” me… #also because I don’t keep touching a hot stove after it burns me. JWs are a toxic cult; so I no longer believe them #My mental health is better as a result #I have worldly comfort media and I swear liberally (which is proven to soothe physical pain) #I’ve accepted myself as queer. I’ve accepted my dark tastes in music and media. #I’ve started doing something with my life to get out ASAP. #Life isn’t good but it’s gotten better once I changed my mindset and stopped being a close-minded homophobic asshole #Just because a couple gay guys were creepy towards you doesn’t mean they’re all like that #Straight guys have been creepy towards me and I never said I wished death upon all straight men #A creep is a creep is a creep; sexuality doesn’t make you a creep — being creepy makes you a creep

[stinkrascal]

theres nothing i want more than for an older millennial couple to adopt me and my boyfriend i want to be friends with two millennials so badly

#imagine theres a couple who are in their early 30s #the man is a techbro but not in the annoying cryptofascist way just in the i work in the tech industry way #and the lady is a quirked up autistic housewife who obsesses over video game franchises and has 100 ocs #and they have that cringeworthy yet oddly charming millennial humor to them where theyre always using reddit catchphrases #fucked around and found out! #play stupid games win stupid prizes! #ERMAGERD! #that kinda stuff #and we'd have dinners at each others houses #but mostly the millennial couple's house cuz they actually own their own house and we're just renters #they could tell us about idk their animal crossing island and what episode of friends they're rewatching #and we could tell them about the intricacies of the plot of one piece and what new skins we got in fortnite #and we'd all be slightly confused about the other's interests but we'd still respect our love for nerdy shit #and whenever we take selfies they post the pictures to their facebook because to them facebook is still a viable form of social media #and the captions are like 'babysitting these dweebs!!' to poke fun at the slight age difference #and me and bf would make comments like 'i'm gonna put you in a nursing home soon' in retaliation #and we'd have a cool discord server where we play minecraft together. because that is the one thing all generations can agree on #which is that discord and minecraft are just kinda epic #that's all i want. is that so wrong

[khalesci]

re-reading the chapter of dany's early days with the d.othraki is absolutely horrifying to me bc I'm sorry how do we keep glossing over the fact that it was so bad for her that she decided she would rather k*ll herself???? until she had a dragon dream that gave her the strength to go on and try to claim some measure of control over her life?????

#suicide tw #♛ ooc. ⊱ ❝ 𝘖𝘩 𝘯𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘔𝘢𝘳𝘪. ❞ #did dany flourish for a time with the d.othraki? yes but not because it was such a Great Life for her #it was because she had to adapt to survive like she always did #yes she got to taste freedom and power but guess what? all of that was taken away from her in the blink of an eye #because none of that power was actually hers. it was all drogo's. dany only ever had the *illusion* of power with the d.othraki. #and from the point that drogo dies and her dragons hatch she is on her own as a queen and THAT is when she gets her first taste #of real leadership and agency #outside of the gilded cage of her marriage #and also I'm just gonna say it. drogo did not love her and dany did not love him! not the way it gets portrayed in fandom a lot #drogo cherished dany as you would cherish your most prized possession. that is what she was to him. #he barely spent time with her unless he was h*rny :\ #and dany's 'love' for drogo only came about because of his position of power over her #he was her protector and provider and everything she had she only had because of him #psychologically that kind of dependence is not healthy and creates an imbalanced and exploitative bond #I absolutely *do* think they respected and grew to care for each other. but love? that was not love.

[oatbugs]

do u ever feel rly rly proud when someone completely unrelated to u seems rly happy or achieves smth great bc u feel like it's a collective human W if even one of us is happier

#like someone in their element smiling and they seem genuinely happy its like yeah . one of us is happy nice high five #feel like a bee in a hivemind in a good way #i was watching a video of a musician on stage directing their audience to sing along w them and they seemed so #entranced by what they were doing . like big smile and fully absorbed in it..and i was just like...yea bro one of us is doing is smth rly #rly cool rn thats so good. were doing good #absorbing ppls achievements by proxy of being a human being also #whenever i think abt the nobel prize its the same thing..like obviously that person on their own is absolutely amazing but also its like #everything u do is something that human beings as a whole can claim their species has done #idk