#it is really unbearable

[catmat]

When someone asks me how bad my headache is at its worse, I tell them that if someone offered me $1,000,000 to have this headache, even just for a few hours, I wouldn't take the money. That's how bad it is.

And they'll reply, "Oh, you're exaggerating. It can't be that bad."

Yes it can, and it is.

Believe people's pain.

#i wouldn't wish these headaches on my worst enemy #i cant take meds for it because they cause adverse reactions for me #so i have to endure sever pain for a few days and just ride it out #it is really unbearable #i once saw a documentary on brain injuries #and a woman said i dont fear death but i fear the headaches #and i totally relate to that which is sad #chronic pain #brain injury #disability #post concussion syndrome #disabled #concussion #tbi #traumatic brain injury. #occipital neuralgia

[azertyrobaz]

Pedro ‘I’m average height’ Pascal

#pedro pascal #vanity fair #lie detector test #average height #pink sweater #the unbearable weight of massive talent #tuwomt #my edits #that naked detail was really unecessary

[durchinmultiverse]

stage parents

#din djarin #luke skywalker #grogu #dinluke #clan of three #the mandalorian #star wars #my art #i cant draw normal fan arts #you bet your ass din would record every achievement grogu gets in hd photos #luke is the out and lous stage dad #while din is the silent but really big actions type of stage dad #imagine grogu's first recital #they'd be such unbearable stage parents #coruscant teacher: grogu is gonna have one solo performance in stage #luke: okay #teacher: simple mr. skywalker #luke: of coarse #also luke: (calls the production team behind big show events in the city to make grogu's recital the biggest #most talked about solo show in history) #din: i need the blue print of the stage #teacher: why? #din: i need to install cameras so i can get the best shots of my son's performance

[akaashism]

you know your ship is good when you're perfectly aware that you wouldn't be able to stand being around them in real life because of how obnoxious they are together

#genuinely all of my ships #THEY'D BE UNBEARABLE IRL I'M NOT KIDDING #like yknow that one long suffering character around them who's always done with their shit? #that'd be me #kagehina #merthur #sakuatsu #who else #gojohime #itafushi #drarry #i don't really ship them but bokuroo #i can't think of any more sigh

[studyofawearymind]

this is all i've been thinking about 🥲

#it's about the double breasted jacket #and hair #and glasses #and kind of but not really similar stance #idk but my brain was screaming about this as i tried to fall asleep last night #pedro pascal #tuwomt #the unbearable weight of massive talent #brittpost

[whisky-soul]

Might watch this every day until the movie comes out.

#pedro pascal #the unbearable weight of massive talent #just really feeling this scene #also #Stanislavskyi is he part of the resistance

[shirozora-draws]

Well, class is over now so I no longer have a 4-hour window where I doodle while tuning into lecture. Someone whack me with a spoon if I fail to post any sort of doodle next week.

This week's doodle post contains several weeks' worth of thoughts and ficcery crammed into a canvas after going without doodling for a week. Somehow I've become even more obsessive with the threequelfic half a month after NaNoWriMo. How??? If you bother to read the fine print, you'll now know Din borrows clothes at some point I faked a planet for a long-term setting. Mad as hell that I doodled a better-looking magic deer for Star Wars fic than for my original project. What the hell, man?

One could argue the real big goal of this week's doodle is just drawing Din/Pedro's face with floofy hair. Another is seeing how much of Luke's magical Mark face can I get before I pull up the ref pics. Had to pull 'em out to check the bottom third of his face but it's always nice to know I've nailed the basics of a readable Luke.

Also I wanted to doodle some kissing. This will not be a one-time thing.

#shirozora draws #dinluke #skydalorian #din djarin #luke skywalker #grogu #star wars #the mandalorian #a part of me feels really weird and bad for filling up my blog with story-specific sketches when it didn't start off that way #I'M SORRY ALL I GOT IS A ONE-TRACK MIND I'M A RIDE OR DIE AND I LOVE THIS STUPID STORY TOO MUCH #I have over 20k words about this fake planet it's ridiculous the deer haven't even shown up yet #also recently did a mini marathon and watched the OT and most of The Mandalorian so a lot of stuff is real fresh in my head #fueled the fuck out of these chonky scenes I'm writing of just Din and Grogu #just have 1 episode left of the Mando Show to watch. yes *THAT* episode #and then we're going back to watch the OT again but the despecialized versions that I remember in my hazy childhood #what I really need to do is start designing the OCs that show up more than once for the 1-2 illustrations I plan to do per chapter #ha ha fuck why did i give myself such a fuckoff project #can't believe I'm still here at the end of a crazy year working on one story broken up into three parts #and I can't believe y'all are still here. hello I see you and appreciate you and am also freaking out #the unbearable existential crisis of wanting to be seen and perceived but also not really not at all oh god #get the fuck out of the tags shiro

[heythere-mel]

So you’re telling me we’re getting P in his undies for both the Bubble AND TUWOMT next month?! 🤲🏼🤲🏼🤲🏼

#Pedro hive rise up! #we are really winning y’all #thewaythisis thank you for the top gif as well #the bubble #the unbearable weight of massive talent #pedro pascal

[dollsome-does-tumblr]

help it’s been almost 24 hours since the finale and the agony of living in a world where our flag means death hasn’t been renewed for s2 yet is eating me alive

#unbearable!!!!!! #(maybe if i had slept more than 3 hours it would be slightly more bearable #but c'est la vie) #dollsome's deep thoughts #our flag means death #should we try to coordinate some sort of s2 campaign or concentrated effort or something? #i've not been involved in something like that before so i don't really know how it works #but i want to be for this!!!!

[mosstrades]

Sometimes. Sometimes it's really sweet to think about the way childhood media informed my trans identity... It's so sweet to remember how much of an escape Artemis Fowl specifically was for me, from 11 years old and onwards. To be plucked from discomfort and placed in that boy's head, how right it felt. To be fully transported to his world, and to those imperfect, gripping stories of wit and and kindness and intelligence and stubbornness and magic, how it softened the harsh edges of my mind. I joked once about his dramatic little "Artemis the hunter" speech and how it's no wonder I ended up being how I am, having that series as my favorite during my formative years- but also, yeah.

There's a reason that bit sticks in my head.

#I'm very fond of this dumb book series #very very fond #artemis fowl #and like... man #I think that speech got my little baby egg ass so hard because it felt like relief #The teasing about his name always pricked at me in a very specific way I had no hope of placing back then #and the payoff felt like such a power-move and it made me feel a sense of triumph I also had no hope of placing #and it's just... sweet #I remember those books very fondly #nick.txt #on a less emotional and funnier note it spawned an unbearable and lasting desire to own suits that burns bright to this day #but god DAMN those bitches expensive #Also it matters to me to say that I read them all in spanish and in my humble #(and only a little nostalgia tinted) #opinion #the translation really elevates the text #Spanish is just a delightful language #Like in Spanish he says 'man' not 'male' and that Mattered to me #'Yo soy ese hombre. Artemis el cazador. Y te he cazado a ti.' :'-)

[ticklishbunny]

sadistic lers make my heart go ✨💓thump💓✨

#gods you’re so cute #it’s so precious how much you want to make my world fucking crumble around me #AJSGAKSHSK #i’m sorry let me get back to the actual point of this post #sadistic lers have a special place in my heart and i adore u all #mwah #keep doin what you’re doin #tword torture is truly unlike anything fucking else #as a masochist i truly don’t think there’s anything more unbearable #so the fact that you’re evil enough to want to inflict it on someone? #and not just inflict it. really GO for it and find every spot n tool n trick that makes your lee scream and suffer??? #🤤🤤🤤

[nejihguyas]

ngl its very concerning how literally none of the people in fma fandom who are gleefully rbing gifsets and clearly have watched the movie or at least seen the scar casting have said a peep about how scar's actor is a man in brownface

#masks off i guess but WOWWWWWWWW #like why do i continue to be surprised that people literally don't care about racism in fandom #its just kind of annoying that this fanbase prides itself on how progressive fmab is re:ishval #even though it really isnt #and then it goes and sees literal brownface and nobody cares not even a comment in passing #its grossly revealing abt the type of people in this fandom and the way the actual plots of fma theyre so proud of are nothing more than #brownie points for them #anyway yall are disgusting and this fandom has become unbearable. good riddance #fma #fmab #fullmetal alchemist #fma live action #mackenyu #scar #scar fma #you people make this fandom unsafe for poc. you need to know that.

[maxsix]

#tomorrow x together #txt #yeonjun #beomgyu #Choi Yeonjun #Choi Beomgyu #i just really love this stage so much #they all looked so good on this day #look at YJ's face tho #he always looks so proud whenever BG does anything #he's either proud or.......resigned lolz #BG is like a 2 yo child.....really really really annoying most of the time #but when he does something cute #it's unbearably cute #and you're so proud #lol #maxsixgif

[bytebun]

📒!

Put “📓” or some other version of a book emoji into my inbox and I’ll explain the plot of a fanfiction that I haven’t written but daydream about. You remember how that concept art for sw had force-sensitive padme (as a side-effect of being pregnant with the twins) with visions, and also of her showing up to mustafar with a knife?

Yeah, that fucks. But I mean, this would be a padme looking at her two great loves, both of them slipping from her grasp, and chooses… not anakin. Which is very different from my beloved vision of canon padme, which is to say - a good woman, to be sure. But not an angel. (and can we blame her for it? Perhaps from a distance.)

So Padme dies on Mustafar, choking on her husband's love.

Padme wakes in the bed of her marriage, visions of death like ash on her tongue. Her husband sleeps next to her, face soft and open in the moonlight - not for long. Anakin's always been a light sleeper.

She doesn't know what her face looks like, as he wakes. But he's asking Padme, love, what's wrong. Reaches out a hand to comfort her.

She flinches from it. From him.

She regrets it immediately, of course - her Anakin would ever hurt her. Just nightmares, she says, it was just a nightmare. Buries her face in his shoulder before that expression of surprise can be replaced by -- anything else.

She knows he's dangerous, of course, the same way any Jedi is, all power crackling just beneath the skin. But the point of being a Jedi is that they would never use it - not on anyone who didn't deserve it.

The hand cradling her shoulder is warm.

Dreams pass in time. She sends him off to the temple just before the sun rises, watches the plume of his tail lights till she loses him in the rest of Coruscant's morning traffic. Puts on her outfit for the Senate. Puts her head down and works.

She meets with her committee just after noon, the handful of delegates representing thousands sitting about her living room. If she hesitates to go the Jedi - Bail agrees as well. And the odd turning-over she feels in her gut when their committee meets with the Chancellor - well, it's not unusual for a pregnancy. She hides it with her usual grace.

It means nothing. It doesn't mean a thing. She puts her head down, tucks away her fear and her fury, and works.

And then - and then -

Smoke rises in the distance.

Padme runs. She'll never make it like this but - she crashes into Bail in the hallways of the Senatorial apartments, and then both of them are in his Tantive, speeding down the road to the temple.

There are clones. Padme is fast, and desperate, and a damn good shot when she needs to be. She doesn't - can't- look at the bodies in the hallways. She makes it to the inner chambers, ducks silent behind a doorframe, and there -

There's Anakin, 'saber a violent slice of blue in hand. In front of him there are -- children.

One hand clutched to her belly, she runs and falls to the ground between them.

"Anakin," Padme cries, "Anakin, please. Don't do this." She begs him to come with her, leave all this and raise their children, and for a second it seems as if it might work. "Come back to me -- I love you."

But love won't save her, he says.

He whips around, a bolt pinging off his 'saber, and she gets a flash of Bail's pale drawn face around the doorframe. Then she hits the wall with a crack, and she can't breathe -

Padme dies in the Jedi temple, choking on nothing.

Padme wakes in the bed of her marriage, husband sleeping next to her.

--

So basically, I asked myself, how do we go from canon!Padme to concept art!Padme? the tenative answer: brute force application of extreme time loop shenanigans. girl, aren't you tired of going apeshit :) don't you want to go another flavour of apeshit :)

#padme amidala #anakin skywalker #star wars #are these getting longer. maybe. maybe #ask meme #thanks for playing! : D #the implication is /bail/ tries to shoot anakin when he realizes this boy crazy crazy & de-escalation isn't working #& he's abt to go right back to killing children #unfortunately he's not as good a shot as commander cody in the other ones rip to padme & literally everybody else #don't quit your day job; bail! #padme is so so much fun when u realize she's just abt as willing to completely throw away her good sense as anakin; #to keep what she wants #like she's very young stupid & in love. & kinda like made an identity for herself as a politician and she's got nothing & nobody really #outside of that. bound to make a girl go a lil wild #she's lost the republic. she can't lose anakin; too. #a padme who actually kills anakin has nothing left; right. she /can't/ give up on him #cuz that would mean #all the goodness all the hope all the trying & all the love in the galaxy couldn't save anything at all #how is she supposed to go on after that. it's unbearable to think abt #that's reserved for weirdos like obi-wan #bytebun writes #sort of #bytebun rambles

[cheesy-kitten-liveblogs]

Imagine you’re just at dinner with your friend and his parents, and all of a sudden his mother’s face just starts cracking open. I’d be horrified, too. I do love that there apparently was no reaction to a second fucking jaw? What they’re willing to accept is so funny to me. 

Of course, since this is all very cartoon-y, some of the horror is lessened, but imagine if it were more realistic. 

#I do like how you can see her grimace as she gets up #really gives the sense of how unbearable and uncomfortable it is to be in this fusion #su liveblog #s1e32 #fusion cuisine

[searidings]

my sister & i were talking about unending love, and i was immediately reminded of "i'll take the desert, you take the coast", so i pulled it up and read some of it to her, and i got to the line "even if she still can’t look at a bunch of fresh kale without a deep twinge of something she’d prefer not to define," and golly and knocked me over, i was tearing up about it all. so good. so all that to say, thanks for writing beautiful words :)

bro this message has fucked me all the way up i'm so 🥺 truly and honestly thank you so much for this

#im beyond honoured that you would think of that in that kind of discussion like !!!! wow #if anyone needs me i'll be over here having a heart attack #i rly love that little fic actually like in terms of economy of language while still having it Hit i think that's one i'm most proud of #i know it's probably too bittersweet for many but im really happy with how it turned out and for once in my life #i actually don't think there's anything superfluous in there like i think every sentence has something to say #which is very unusual because i am extremely wordy and simply do not know when to Shut Up #but with that one i held myself back and it turned into something near and dear to my heart #and to hear that it's something that exists in your mind too is just like. wow. yeah. 🥺 #thank YOU so so so so so much for this message it means a tremendous amount to me #and has made me unbearably warm and fuzzy inside #this ask has knocked ME over #hope you're having the best day of your life today #asks #theghostofpreston

[adhd-sweetdreams]

odd question, but I tried to google spoons made for sensory issues and they’re all wide, flat spoons which is the opposite of what I need-- anyone know of any good spoons that are small/round/deep? 

#tiny soup spoon (affectionate) #like my mom has an old vintage soup spoon from her grandma and its PERFECT but i cant find them online #no really though if anyone knows any.... my roommate and I only have these super large ones #and its not unbearable but if i can get different smaller spoons for myself and it helps then why not #sensory issues #actually neurodivergent #actually adhd #arfid #neurodivergent

[angiestown]

what’s the deal with lettuce why is this plant that both tastes horrible and feels horrible in your mouth on every single sandwich and sandwich-adjacent food at every restaurant and fast food place why do people like it

#tried lettuce again a few times recently and it's just like the worst possible thing #it's so bitter and has the worst kind of crunch possible #can you imagine eating a salad why would you subject yourself to that #been trying to branch out to new foods lately trying more veggies but lettuce is still unbearable #in other news I started putting tomato on things and while I wouldn't say I /like/ it it's not bad #tomato also has some of that bitter vegetable taste but it's mild enough I can mostly ignore it #but it doesn't really add much either I probably will just stop picking it off things #(this only applies to tomato chunks. ketchup and tomato sauces are great)

[heythere-mel]

THE TUMMY 😍😍😍

#they’re just really out here cutting prime scenes huh?! 🥲 #the unbearable weight of massive talent #javi gutierrez #pedro pascal

[wiseartbookslibrarieslover]

I'm not trying to start anything here but I'm genuinely curious/confused. I get shipping destiel as in oh yeah they're cute and flirty but how can you seriously ship them like they're so in love and would die for each other because I don't see it. I guess Cas would die for Dean (I also believe he would do the same for Sam or even for some random person because the guy has some seriously overblown sense of duty, not unlike Dean, except it kind of is but not the point here) but I don't think Dean would do the same for him. More importantly, I truly believe Dean is incapable of having a long-term (as in more than one hour) romantic relationship because he could never even pretend to care about anybody more than he cares about Sam. If he had to choose between saving Sam and literally anybody else, Sam would always win. (Although you might argue that in the first season or at least pre-series, John might have been more important but I don't think I have enough information to really judge that.) I'm not saying Castiel isn't his friend or that he's not important to him. I'm also not saying Dean's attracted to or in love with Sam in any way because I don't think he is, but you don't have to love somebody romantically to value their life more than somebody else's life's not that simple (or (pseudo-)romantic, this isn't Romeo and Juliet).

In other words - how can anybody seriously think destiel could ever be cannon while Sam is still breathing? And even if Sam died, Dean wouldn't just stop being Dean. He'd probably sacrifice himself (can we call it indirect suicide because that's pretty much what it would be), throw himself headfirst into some reckless fight with a vampire or some other monster and be happy to die because I don't think he even knows how to live without his brother anymore. Regardless of whether Cas was still alive or not. But if it was the other way around, I don't think Dean would deal with Castiel's death any worse than with Charlie's or Benny's or any other character's that was important to him but wasn't Sam (again John might be the exception here but there's more to it than just him being Dean's dad, it's also Dean blaming himself for his death).

Fanon is one thing, I don't care what you ship, but people are so adamanet that Dean and Castiel are in love and it's so obvious and I don't get how we can watch the same show and get such different impressions of what kind of guy Dean is and what his priorities are??? Especially because, while I'm not crazy about Castiel, he seems to be aware of what a weird, codependent relationship Sam and Dean have, and I can't even imagine him wanting to get between them. He's not blind, nor is he an idiot, I can imagine him wanting to be with Dean, but he'd know that Sam always comes first and I think he'd be cool with that (not sure I can say the same about Dean but again that's not that important right now).

#supernatural #gencest #wincest #not really #if you want to insult me can you please be creative about it #insults are bad but boring insults are unbearable #i do enjoy the occasional original insult though its nice to know people can still come up with new ideas #oh i havent watched the finale yet #i think cas does die? #at some point before that? #im on season 12 but i dont think anything could change my mind in 3 seasons #i wouldnt say im anti destiel as such i can see how it could work but its far from this perfect made in heaven match that some people see #and it would be painful for cas #and probably dean who hates feeling like hes not good enough #i also think dean is straight #characters are allowed to be straight #as are people irl #but even if hes bi why would you want anybody to suffer having to be in a relationship with somebody who could never care enough #because they care too much about somebody else #i see the typos but i dont care #again i dont think wincest is cannon but sam is the most important person in deans life and nothing could change that #maybe if he had his own kids but im not convince #putting sammy first and taking care of him is the most basic part of deans personality i dont think anything could change that