#it just sucks

[showtoonzfan]

Are u gonna post the leak on here

#I don’t really have much to say #I just lowkey feel bad for the cast #like at least Viv was being…nice here I guess. #but still the way she replaced them all with Broadway stars #is ridiculous especially for someone who paints themselve out to be pro indie animation casting talented voice actors instead of celebrities #it just sucks #vivziepop critical #spindlehorse critical #helluva boss critical #hazbin hotel critical #hazbin critical

[nonbinary-cherry]

✨✨✨✨I just lost my job✨✨✨✨

So if anyone wants a commission so I can pay my bills please hit me up but know it might take awhile bc I'm still stupid sick :')

#i hate it here #my manager was really nice its not her fault #corporate told her she had to bc ive been unable to work so long #it just sucks

[detransraichu]

broooo not my ex making posts abt how hard it is to come to terms with being conventionally attractive while having low self-esteem issues and how wild it is to get compliments randomly on their appearance when they go out and how they're worried that their new transmasc boytoy is only into them bc they're hot -_- i'm tired... meanwhile i'm just seen as a gremlin now that i'm not hyperfem... they truly have the biggest issues in the world lol

also they were like "omg turns out i'm not ace i just needed a bf lol" and i'm like yeah. i know. you've been lusting after male characters for years. you were horny as fuck just not for me bc i didn't transition. you only made moves on me when you were bored, lonely or drunk. i always asked if that was the case and you were like no baby it's just your insecurities i don't need you to transition uwu. for 5 years. my trust issues are thru the roof now yayyyyy /dies

#lay text #i'm being mean and petty ugh #my heart kinda hurts but talking w my counsellor abt it helped #it rly helps to have a neutral third party to vent to #also i still think my ex is a good person i don't actually hate them i love them as a friend. but i do hate what they did to me #i hate that they went along w us dating bc they're too much of a doormat. i hate that they thought abt breaking up w me for years #but never told me bc they were worried i wouldn't survive without them financially or emotionally #feels so fucking infantilizing #now i'm so much better off without them despite being broke #that was my first and only real relationship my first time my first everything. i'm so embarrassed wtf i was RIGHT i was right all along #i was right it wasn't just insecurities they straight up never wanted me they wanted future transitioned male-passing me #it was all lies!!! from the get-go!!! meanwhile i did so much romantic bullshit and i was wearing rose colored glasses!!!! #and i was a big dyke. being with a woman who identified as a woman would've made me 2000x happier anyway. we could've just stayed roommates #i'm so bitter guys. i feel so jaded but i'm trying not to be :/ #and now they have so much luck in their love life #and i'm just a lonely gremlin dyke who only attracts polyam/casual girls who only want me on the side #where tf is my love story :'( i've been trying SOOO FUCKING HARD to gain my ex's affection for 5 freaking years i was the most loveydovey g #i deserve a love story i think i've really earned it by now!!!!! #so much love to give #now they have it so easy wtf. feels unfair ngl. i'm happy for them obviously they deserve happiness too. but i am still bitter >:/ #trying to process these feels instead of repressing them for once. i have a tendency to bottle up angst bc i think i'm bad for being mad #but nope those r healthy emotions!!! i can work thru this #it just sucks #if you read all of this bs i give you a cookie 🍪 <3

[taylorhawkins]

via Foo Fighters

#anyone else have mixed emotions or is it just me #i guess I just can’t imagine them without Taylor #but I also don’t want them to lose each other #or not pay further tribute to him #it’s not that I don’t want them to continue or anything it’s more so all the comments like ‘rufus!’ like damn y’all gonna move on that fast #i do want them to continue mostly so they can heal #but it’s just weird #it just sucks #it’s kinda like when the rev died #foo fighters #taylor hawkins #dave grohl #rami jaffee #nate mendel #chris shiflett #pat smear

[skijumpingf1]

Love that we collectively hate the hill in Innsbruck

#ski jumping #it just sucks #too short #too windy #no lights for the girls #next to a graveyard

[madigoround]

Every year I’m disappointed at my family for inviting my parents to holiday events and every year about the end of January I block out that that happened for my own sanity, even this year that I’m planning to skip out on the holiday parties because they’re going to be there it still hurts that in their mind it’s not even really a decision to invite the people they have acknowledged abused me and in turn not have me be there or in previous years be there but having a little panic attack, because they will choose the path of least resistance to them over my comfort and safety

#it just sucks #i love my aunt she’s almost like a mother to me but the fact that she’s sending out these group texts saying she wants to clarify plans for #my parents to know what time to show up it hurts #she’s said before that even after all of the terrible things he’s done to his children and the people around him he’s still her brother and #she’s going to include him in things but that that doesn’t apply for my mother #even though they both abused me and she knows that and he brings my mother with him so it’s not like my aunt is going to avoid her either #and after the holiday parties she always complains about them and it’s like she just does it to keep up the status quo but it hurts #sorry for complaining

[skunkg1rll]

when i love someone i WANT to learn abt their past traumas, their insecurities nd pain so that i can learn how to love them right. i want to understand how i should treat, reassure and comfort them. i want to learn their love languages so i can love them the way they need

#but why.... does no one ever want to do that for me? #i always have to bend and reshape so im as little bothersome as possible #and ppl always say stuff like omg u need to communicate nd u need to tell them blah blah blah #ok but what abt when u actually do all of that but no one listens to u???? #i actually do communicate my needs. very clearly #yet... im never heard or listened to #am i just not worth that??? idk.. i dont get it #i just ache to be loved the way i love. bc i know that i love wholly and profoundly #but im gonna run out if i cant receive the love that i need #:(((( #also it just hurts to be so understanding and supportive and want ppl to be comfortable #but then i dont get to take up any space or i dont get to have needs #i should only listen but never ask for anything in return #it just sucks #have i done smth wrong??? or am i just an awful person? delusional? #bc i have NEVER been in a space where im safe to express my feelings #not w my family. not friends. not even my therapists lmao (theyve also criticized nd judged me) #so im starting to think that maybe i actually am wrong #maybe if everywhrre i go im met by this. maybe i just need to suck it up #and be grateful for whatever scraps of love im thrown #bc clearly i am doing smth wrong!!!!!!

[there-are-many-ways-to-smile]

Can I?

Can I speak?

I can go without McDonald’s or Starbucks, and even Disney.

But what sucks about the boycott is? Media with diversity is suffering.

Like We have a Black Princess that’s going to stay Human for the entire film.

We have a Black Annabeth, A Black Girl in an action/adventure series.

The Marvels features a Black female superhero

This is just such important representation and we can’t even support it.  And you know the big people at Disney are “just gonna be like yeah Black people aren’t profitable,  blah blah blah.” And not take accountability that the reasons why their profits are so low is because they’ve literally donated 2 million dollars to the people that are bombing hospitals and killing people. Families their main demographic. 

#I’m definitely going to pirate #I’m just saying Black girls being the main character #is probably going to be the last for a hot second #wish disney #percy jackson #annabeth percy jackson #the marvels #disney #all these projects would be by the fuckin mouse they couldn’t have been indie projects #ugh #it just sucks and I know there are bigger issues and this isn’t the most important #it just sucks #I knew the mouse was evil but damn #seriously #black characters #black girls #free palestine

[monkee-mobile]

this year has been an actual hell year of deaths and illnesses and back injuries and random job losses, none of which we can afford at all, and we’ve scraped through on seemingly lucky chances, but i’m worried something’s gonna snap next year and the shit’s gonna hit the fan and I’m very scared some people I know aren’t gonna live much longer. and of course right now i’m trying to start my adult life on top of all of this craziness.

oh, and of course today i have to find out that we need to euthanize my entire flock of chickens because they’ve contracted a disease that can spread to other birds in the area but the vet that actually takes farm animals and can make house calls is out of the country for the next month with no warning! nowhere else i could find will take chickens, and certainly not make house calls. I don’t have a car right now, I can’t drive nine adult chickens somewhere. I am in no way equipped to euthanize my own animals at home, certainly not behead them like its goddamn charlottes web like has been recommended. I just don’t have the stomach for that, and I want to make sure they don’t suffer. of course it’s Gertie and my rooster Morestan who contracted it first, the two favorites, and it’s horrible to watch. I’m a mess over it.

i’m sorry for the vent on my monkees blog haha. the holiday season is shaping up to be terrifying. i hope everyone is safe and well right now.

#personal #vent post #tw animal death #i’m sorry i just need to let something out right now and tumblrs pretty anonymous and ventable #to anyone also having a rough holiday season: i love you and good luck #worst part is i often go to my chickens to help when having meltdowns and things. gertie is big and yellow and warm and huggable and #and it just sucks man #it just sucks

[secondbeatsongs]

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#my mom has covid #she was exposed two days ago and didn't tell any of us #I've had a sore throat for a day and I'm worried #I had a negative rapid test today #I'll take another in a day or so #but until this blows over I'm in isolation #my dad refuses to wear a mask and claims he doesn't care #sib and I are both immunocompromised so we're pretty much fucked #I have enough instant soup to last me a few days but not a whole lot else #but I'm gonna just not leave this room for a while I guess #this sucks #it just sucks #personal #covid #covid-19

[nanamis-baker]

Not my periods making me cry bc I don't have a boyfriend 😭😭😭😭

#it just sucks #and every month its a mystery #like what symptoms am i gonna get today??? #tasha speaks 🗣️

[softpine]

Hi! This is a bit of a weird wcif but I remember finding an absolute bop of a song through one of your accounts ages ago (I can’t remember if it was your blog or your Spotify) and I’ve been going crazy trying to remember what it was. Is there any chance you might remember a song about a new ghost talking to the partner they’ve just left behind? I think I remember the album cover being purple and I could’ve sworn it was a Mumford and Sons but going through their stuff I can’t seem to find it.

Sorry for the weird ask, I swear it’s been weeks now that this has been killing me 😭

unfinished business by white lies, covered by mumford and sons for triple j!! unfortunately it was taken off spotify and i haven't been able to find it uploaded by triple j's channel, so all i can find now is this poor quality recording :( it's a reminder that digital content can be taken away from us with no warning and we should backup everything we enjoy

#me and copyright laws are sworn enemies. they literally make me rabid with rage #art is meant to be shared and enjoyed and transformed!!!!!!!! #copyright is killing creativity more and more every day #to be clear i'm not blaming the original band for this because i'm sure they had no control over getting the cover removed #a TON of triple j videos got removed all at the same time #it just sucks #asks #anonymous #nonsims #brandi answers

[nikki-rook]

It’s always a bummer when you like something like a tv show and all you want to do is share it with people. Someone who will freak out and enjoy it as much as you do. And then you watch it with them but they don’t pay as much attention, they just don’t have the same level of enjoyment and, well, obsession. Just sucks

#would really like people I know to be interested in good omens #but I just don’t think they’re gonna care about it as much as I do #and it was wanting family to enjoy the movies I liked #and then it’s my husband and castle #and it’s my brother in law and good omens #it just sucks #text