#it looks completely different every day

[front-facing-pokemon]

#oooohhh hell this generation is gonna be reeeeaaally rough on me. the textures on these models are Completely different from the 3ds #versions. and i do not!!! know how to do it!!!! #grookey #ANYWAY. welcome to generation eight!!! this generation will always hold a special place in my heart because it's the one that #reintroduced me to pokémon as a whole #i've talked about this multiple times in small references in the tags so i'm sure you all already know this but #when i was younger‚ i had a Passing interest in pokémon. didn't really need to play every new game or know every pokémon #but when i turned 18‚ on the SAME day pokémon sword & shield released‚ i ended up getting it for my birthday #mostly because my parents hadn't figured out what to get me for my birthday and heard that the new pokémon game came out the same day #which‚ now that i look it up‚ apparently it actually came out 5 days before my birthday. and i was just Told it came out that day #who knew. anyway‚ i got swsh for my 18th birthday. and i played the shit out of it. hyperfixation material #and that's what got me back into pokémon Properly. back into it as an Autism Special Interest type beat #and now it's stuck with me ever since. so swsh is probably always gonna be one of my favorite games in the series‚ and gen 8 one of #my favorite generations just because of what it means to me personally #gen 8 was also the last pmd game we ever got so .

[stop-breaking-my-heart-telltale]

What can I say? They're my favorite.

#twdg #twdg clouis #clouis #twdg clementine #twdg louis #sometimes they creep back into my mind and i'm like 'ah yes' like a crow admiring a pretty stone they found years ago and kept #also thank you pi for the screenshots. i used to have a whole folder full of them but that was when i was doing themed nights #the source for these is me i just have a random document full of dynamics and ship things i enjoy because.....i dunno i like keeping track #and so many of them apply to clouis but there's also an overlap of with clouis and rose/alistair [my warden from origins and alistair] like #alistair's romance route is like an evolved matured and extended version of clouis sksksks gee i wonder if i have a type #look you present me with a character who deflects with humor and isn't taken seriously by the rest of the group and the longer you know the #the more you realize how high they've built a wall around themselves and how *unwell* they really are and how they're not as sunshine #as they present themselves and also they avoid leadership and responsibility until they grow closer with someone who pushes them #and they end stronger and more balanced as a person while finding the affection they've craved #and also there's the daddy issues #present me with that character as a romantic option and i'm in no questions asked okay i don't want the mean broody one that's meh to me #i want the one that has every reason to be broody but chooses not to be because they have a completely different defense mechanism #and a warped sense of themselves and self-esteem issues they leave unaddressed until forced to face them #i'm just saying i'm aware that i have a type i'm always going to gravitate toward clouis nearly checks all the boxes #also the lack of clouis these days? my crops are thirsty and i have too many ongoing projects to do anything about it other than this sksks #so until i make time to finish my long ass louis/clouis analysis this is the best i can provide for now

[deafeninggardenerpanda]

woke: thinking drawing the mages weapons is hard

woke: thinking drawing the mages bodies and clothes is hard

woke: thinking drawing the mages hair is hard someone please for the love of god give me a tutorial this isnt a joke im suffering so hard someone help

#why did hal decide one day to make them objectively the hardest dream friends to draw #in every way #mages fans keep losing #actually though im not kidding on the hair tutorial thing #zans hair only looks good from a few angles and she looks sort of bald half the time #flams hair i have Never been able to figure out how it works so i just draw it my own way #fran. help. help me. help. i cant draw long hair. ive been struggling for years #I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW TO PART HER HAIR ANYWHERE #*gardening noises* #actually i would be down in general for everyone to post how they draw the mages #for funsies #its like dedede in that everyone draws them completely differently #its kinda cool to see

[nicky-jr]

Hehe UM for the requests- early S1 Glenn in this piece if you please! 👉👈

(Presumably altered a bit at the bottom lmao)

🫡 thank you for sexualizing that old man o7! 💜

[Also if you'd rather not like full-on lingerie just lmk and I'll send you something else hahaha]

proud to serve my country o7

also ermm demon version under the cut bc i straight up missed that u asked for early s1 glenn until i was about to post it. so i just quickly edited out the demon features and called it a day HAHA

#mia cant read (canon) #dndads #dungeons and daddies #glenn close #suggestive #not safe for daddies #pinup #i really need to make a personal ref of glenn one of these days #bc i swear he looks completely different every time i draw him #ANYWAY thank u for the request <3 this outfit is lovely #my art #requests #also i think this is tame enough to not need a community label but lmk otherwise

[littleseasalt]

i think bbhs and bagheras council idea made perfect sense lore wise but whenever forever talks about the things he's talking with the admins as the president I can only think of how much of a headache the council would have been and how long it would take for stuff to get done

#qsmp #this is no shade towards bbh and bagheta btw #i myself would have voted for baghera #but then forever talks about how he cant just go oh i want this mod #and he essentially needs to like group multiple mods to be added #and its not just mods but plugins #i can just imagine like how long it would take with the council #cause like first of all they would need to select the people to form the council #then they would need to do a reunion WITH EVERYONE OF THE COUNCIL ONLINE #just that part already gives a headache cause it manages lots of different schedules #then they would need to propose mods #and discuss every single one of them #which would probably take multiple days #and then multiple days in between of their schedules not matching #how long would it take voting too. voting for every single mod and plugin #up until they come with a complete pack to be added #and then there would have the chance of the admins DENYING #which would have them doing all of that over again #like meta wise in retrospect it looks like it would give such a headache and it would take so long for stuff to happen #again this is no shade towards bbh and baghera #i love them with my heart #I'm just rambling in retrospect based on what forever mentions on his streams

[sadkois]

thinkin about the animatic trilogy i wanna do with nishki

#i will do it one day u guys. and itll be great #i say trilogy cause itd be 3 videos with 3 completely different songs. but they are like continuation of each other? #i h ave a lot more animatic ideas with nish but this one i especially really wanna do #first two videos are canon events #with some added stuff :) #but the third one is all canon divergence... an au even i guess #but i think itll flow very nicely #i need to do this. i have to do it. #delete la ter #also one of the songs is super obvious lmao... i feel like it is in every nish playlist. the first one is kinda too actually #but not as much as the third one. #now the second one. i dont think its obvious but yea lmao #look at me bein super ambiguous about all of this #ps. i feel the need to clarify every single part of these videos is already planned. is just the. drawin part that is hard haha #and the havin time to do it part. hAHA

[noellewrxtes]

It was hard to neatly quantify Shisui’s feelings on the whole affair, but if he had to try it would probably go something like this:

The first and most obvious bullet point was that Shisui loved Itachi, and had for a long time. He loved the way his lashes cast delicate shadows across his cheeks in the afternoon sun. He loved the way he leaned his weight against Shisui after a particularly rigorous sparring session, boneless and completely at ease. He loved the sound of his voice, the subtle changes in pitch that indicated tone, how it raised a note when he was amused, how it lowered and slowed when he was drowsy, drifting in and out of sleep. He loved the gentle line of his shoulders, the curve of his spine, the way he looked delicate to the point of seeming fragile but was strong enough to hold his own against some of the most powerful shinobi in the world.

So Shisui loved Itachi, but the thing was that he also loved him in the normal way, the way a best friend should—his sense of humor, dry and cutting and so bizarre at times that one could miss the joke entirely if they didn’t know him; the faces he made when Shisui teased him and the way he always knew the verbal punches to throw back to make Shisui bark out a laugh; the fact that he knew Shisui better than anyone in the world, that they were so familiar with each other that they could share an entire conversation in one glance, and that bone-deep, lifelong friendship was more important to Shisui than anything. It wasn’t difficult for him, then, to make peace with the fact that Itachi didn’t seem to return his more romantic feelings and wasn’t likely to start any time soon. That was fine.

Life went on. He dated other people. He buried his feelings as best he could, and if his overt acts of affection for his best friend sometimes danced too close to the line between amicable and amorous—well. Itachi never seemed to mind, so why should anyone else?

But then Itachi had kissed him, and things got a lot more complicated.

#aftermath #more snippets #i literally work on this nightmare of a fic every day #i don't think i've looked at another fic in weeks #i have written and rewritten every scene at least three or four times #i could actually write an alternate aftermath at this point #with the same premise but a completely different series of events #because i have so many different versions of each scene #i don't know why this specific fic is so damn hard but it is determined not to be completed #anyway it's kicking and screaming and raising hell #but it is coming along #noelle writes

[serialreblogger]

fun fact! did u know the batman villain "mad hatter" is a villain because he has an intersex condition, and taking testosterone shots "permanently damaged his mental stability" making him psychotic and therefore evil?

comic books are great bc i can't think of a quicker summary of how queerness, intersex, neurodivergence, drug use & disability are all lumped together in a world that wants us dead

#gonna use this to once again yell about solidarity #also for the record? this is all since 2011 #this ain't ''people were mean in the 60s'' or w/e #this is ''a character who was almost completely inoffensive & tbh a pretty endearing antihero if u squint got rebooted into a hate crime'' #the new 52 did this a lot (riddler now tormented by ocd anyone? king croc has a disabling skin condition?) but like #wow i am apparently still capable of being astonished by the sheer *intent* of comics bigotry #like fr half the reason i enjoy batman is the sandbox of it all & the ability to tell stories like myth with shared characters #& the other half is bc batman especially & comics in general are *such* a damningly overt outline of social trends #who we hate. who we want to be allowed to hate. who we still think of as monstrous #we are every one of us monsters. those who don't think right or act right or look right or perform gender correctly #not that their hatred elides our differences or that said differences don't mean that hatred impacts us in different ways & places #but that at the end of the day it's all the same hatred. at the end of the day we are all monsters to them #we stand together #dc comics #dc #comic books #ableism #queerphobia #interphobia #linden's originals #linden in the tags #think i should prolly start a new tag since this is like the third time i've made a post just to rant abt dc so #hate crimes in the funny pages #how's that

[screambirdscreaming]

ok this is a long fucking shot but does anyone out here know anything about. Allergies but rather than having itchy runny-nose symptoms you just feel systemically like shit. Like fatigue, nausea, vague headache, moderate-to-severe excercise intolerance, that sort of thing. But correlated to like, pollen exposure. Or just air quality in general?

The best ballpark diagnosis I have is asthma, but I've never actually had An Asthma Attack so I don't know if that's.... right. And even if it is, I can't really find good research or resources on managing systematic effects of asthma at this like... non-acute, non life-threatening severity.

Sometimes with weird medical shit like this, there's information that exists if only you can find the right keyword to search.... maybe somebody's got something?

Or even just, it'd be nice to hear if anyone elae deals with this and I'm not, like, completely insane*

*for this. other insanity unspecified.

#every day for the last week I've woken up and my immediate first thought has been #Ugh i wanna take a nap #Not even like “i didn't sleep enough I want to sleep longer” #But like. I need a completely different kind of sleep. That makes me rested. #In a way that neither sleeping or any type of restful activity or non-activity I've tried has accomplished. #fatigue is stupid!! It sucks!! #And every time I have had a bit of energy I've immediately totally overdone it and fucked myself up #Because I'm BORED I'm TIRED of being too fucking tired to do anything!! #Finally just put together today that it might be the same goddamn allergies that always get me #At this time of year. #After going outside to walk around in the sun and look at plants (always good for my brain) #And getting lightheaded and short of breath #So that's super cool and completely unhelpful. I already take daily allergy meds #And they help! But only so much #I've tried an inhaler and corticosteroid spray but the side effects suck #So it's just. Untreatable unless it gets bad enough for the side effects to be worth it I guess? #I feel like I should be more grateful it's not more severe. #I know a lot of people have it worse. #But it's frustrating also to be stuck in a place where it's not bad enough to *do* anything about #Ugh sorry this is very long and self-involved #And i will possibly delete it in a minute #I just gotta yell into the void here

[faeymouse]

My favorite art advice are those small details that feel like absolute nonsense until you use them and then it’s like oh my god these are holy texts.

Favorite personal examples that changed the game for me (and ofc these can be broken as needed, that’s the fun of art):

-The feet are the length of the forearm

-The line angle of the nose and mouth always match the line angle of the chin

-The hand can cover the face

-The ribcage is an egg

-The elbows are parallel to the belly button

#babbles #faey draws #idk what it is about this sort of advice that sticks so well in my brain but it does #99% of any growth i exhibit as an artist is bc of this sort of stuff #the other 1% is getting hyperfixated on one particular media and getting better through sheer volume of stuff #like legit im not kidding i thought people were outright lying when they said you improve just by drawing every day #but you do??? idk i was looking through some work from back in april when i really got back into drawing again #and im seeing the difference and im like wtf it was true it was all true #granted i also dug out a bunch of old anatomy books and my favorite genre of youtube vid that isnt vid essays #are people just drawing or explaining drawing so i mean #speaking of slightly off topic but not but i got this little $4 sketchbook back in april with no expectations of filling it out #and man i only have one page left in it now and im like oh my godddd #never completely filled a sketchbook out before its such a cool feeling i even decorated it and everything #i think im gonna become a sketchbook girlie

[serkonans]

the way we handle medical leave in the states even for people with good benefits is cruel

#the number of hoops i have to jump through. the way that my requirements for one surgery are apparently different from another surgery #even though there's nothing in the paperwork to indicate any need for that and the surgeries don't differ all that much #the way that they lost my initial letter and now i'm up against my deadline next week and they haven't even told me what day next week #so i'm worried that it's literally tomorrow #the way i am not receiving ANY pay for an entire month because of all the delays so i'm having to live off my savings #the way that every single person i've talked to has said something different about what is and isn't required #the way that for a lot of this i had to be navigating it while high on painkillers immediately post-surgery #the way that the group my employer contracts through has two different emails and names and flips between them constantly #the way that my healthcare provider does it differently than every other healthcare provider so i need special forms from them #instead of the leave group but then the leave group doesn't seem to accept the forms that they send #the way that the doctors office has seemed incredibly confused by my requests #the way that the ROI office told me they'd send over a completed form and never did #the way i literally don't even know who to call next to try and sort this out or if it's possible TO sort out #like i guess i'll call the leave group tomorrow and cry and beg for an extension. i guess i'll grovel bc it's the difference #of getting a few thousand dollars or not and i can't just be like oh well guess i won't get my short term disability pay #especially bc none of the hospitals have billed me yet and i'm getting scared bc i don't know what my ER bill is going to look like #bc they did xrays and a CT scan and they gave me a splint and a sling and a lot of drugs #so i do need the money. just sitting here like. idek what to do lmfao. #not tagging this bc i'm on desktop and i can't do the accent mark easily and idk where my phone is rn sorry

[sysig]

Things discovered: Charm is stupid amounts of fun to draw in the WOY style (Patreon)

Bonus:

Spider bites are already round and soft-shaped!

#Doodles #Villainsona #Just Desserts #So here's a fact for funsies: I gave this style a go once and then set it down for a couple days 'cause I thought it didn't work for Charm #But I simply hadn't experimented enough yet! What a fool I was! #The first four - well really three but the eyes-touching was a later attempt lol - kinda put me off my attempt #But not completely :3c ♪ #It was actually going back and looking at Princess Demurra's eyes that were the final piece of the puzzle #The eye shape for sure but mostly the fact that she has those big blue irises as well as big pupils - that's it that's what I needed lol #Like Charm's cute with just the large pupils but that extra circle makes all the difference in actually wanting to keep drawing her lol #And I super do! This style is like?? Shockingly perfect for her I super didn't expect it #Reminds me a lot of that time I ran her through the Lalaloopsy filter haha just missing the button eyes similar proportions #I based her body quite a lot on the Fleas with I guess? Binglebop legs?? haha just a tiny little lad! #She's very proportionally fun because she's basically a parallelogram with a big head and nub arms lol ♪ #I eventually opted to drop her fingers altogether but I don't mind if they show up every once in a while lol #I also think candy people would fit the WOY aesthetic fairly well :D I especially like how her swirls turned out haha very defined shapes #I also gave her fluffy hair 'cause while I very much enjoy the rounded fluff shapes I'm not very good at them yet :') Sylvia in point lol #It's only particularly obvious in her TVAU form! Her classic hair shape is very fitting! Haha #Too bad this opened the floodgates to more TVAU ideas in that case hehehe ♪ #She looks hecka-cute however :) #Oh and Spider bites of course! I haven't drawn Spider Bites in this style but hhrnn it's tempting!

[youremyonlyhope]

How to tell I am currently emotionally unstable:

I’m crying over the finale of a teen Netflix sitcom (Alexa & Katie) that I decided to binge over the last few days on a whim. Whyyyyy

#alexa & katie #alexa and katie #anyway guys if you're looking for a cute show you can finish in about 3-4 days or less (i only watched on nights) #that may or may not make you cry at the end then i highly recommend #very cute. very corny. got some legitimate laughs out of me not just a 'sensible chuckle' but an actual 'AHAHAHH' every now and then #also now i really feel the need to move on with my life. move out. do something completely different since i never have done that.

[waugh-bao]

Bordeaux: Days 1-4

#I swear I’m not completely nocturnal #I just like to get up early (6 am-ish) to run #and the sun doesn’t start coming up until around 8:30 here #which is cool with me #less cool is the whole ‘jet lag = no appetite’ thing that always happens with me #so I’ve just been going to a different boulangerie/café every day after I finish at the Archive de la Gironde #and buy myself a treat #because that’s pretty much all I can handle for the day and I know from #experience that that’s the way to go in France #I still need to do holiday shopping #and one more day at the archive #b/c they can’t find the entire ‘Culte et Collection Juife’ and claim all the call numbers are defective #which means all I’ve been able to photograph is the ‘Intendent: Juif’ collection #not terrifying at all #I’m not great at being forceful in English #which means I’m even worse in French #but I have to beg them to look again tomorrow #not the stones #me stuff #france #bordeaux #also got Vietnamese food #b/c it’s always so damn good in France #Bò Tái Chanh for the win

[redtippedcanines]

you only do the things you do for me out of obligation

#that's the difference between you and me. #u do something to help me and only stay as long as you need to and do just enough for u to check it off as task completed #and then u leave. always. #you don't actually enjoy spending time with me or anything. you just want to makd sure i stay alive #and it's frustrating because it just makes me feel guilty and shitty and want him to stop it and leave me alone forever. #like when your friend is away and leaves you in charge of their pet so you come by to feed them whenever you remember #like yh u care on some level because it's a cute dog and you'd be sad if it died but at the end of the day #it's just another item on ur to do list. #but for me hes my whole life. i wanna look after him because i would do anything to increase my interaction with him in any way #and i love every second of it. im happy to force him to go and make his food and sit down and eat because i like spending that time w him #and i want to be there for him. i genuinely enjoy it #like making sure he eats and takes his medicine when hes sick and encouraging him to sleep at a normal time #i genuinely like doing that stuff bc i like him and i will jump at the chance to have anything to do with him #but when he does similar stuff it just feels. awkward. we don't talk like we normally do and it just feels like he's monitering me #and it doesn't feel like we're spending time together. it feels like he's carrying out an obligation. which he is. #it feels so fucking wrong and uncomfortable. i cant stand it #i like when im helping him. that feels so natural #it's never awkward and i can enjoy spending that time with him #until im forced to leave #. fuck #❣

[t4tdanvis]

dante, travis, vylad, and aphmau qpr makes zero sense outside of my rewrite and that is a tragedy

#❄.txt #earlier i was think that itd be really funny if they played never have i ever and dante was like 'never have i ever been attracted to my #friends sibling'. vylad is like 'ok well fuck you too man that was so clearly targeted'. and then travis is like 'well damn. i cant lie' #'... TRAVIS????' 'look ok-' 'EXPLAIN YOURSELF' 'GENE IS HOT' 'IM GONNA KILL MYSELF' #also consider: all four of them trying to play ultimate custom night (it was dantes idea) together and failing horribly #the more adhds u shove into a room together the more braincells they lose /j #'check the ve- FUCK' 'GOD DAMN IT WE WERE SO CLOSE' #all four of them just become a cuddle pile on the couch whenever they watch movies together #they also have wildly different tastes in everything so it takes them like 2 hours just to decide on what kind of food to order #every few days dante tries to explain the fnaf lore to them. vylad just goes 'hey man *kisses him on the mouth* shut the fuck up ❤' #it started out as a joke and dante was completely shocked the first time #anytime they invite over other people and do that running bit without thinking they both very quickly explain 'no no its a bit i swear-' #anytime they play minecraft together aphmau likes to shout 'GET YOUR HEAD IN THE GAME' anytime dante and travis get distracted staring #into each others eyes or whatever. vylad likes to shake his head and mutter 'i fucking hate gay people' under his breath #i have a billion more thoughts about them btw