i made myself so upset just now i’m ridiculous whhejsjskdnd
Might meet my girlfriends family this winter and I’m so nervous about my ARFID making things awkward or offending someone by not being able to eat their food 😩 truly glad I’m not self conscious about the body hair situation anymore but ARFID makes me so panicky and miserable when it comes to anything relating to food in social situations ugurbjfjfnshd I literally will crack and start crying over the smallest amount of food-related stress or pressure
At least i know I’m autistic now and I know that’s the source of my disorder versus several years ago when I had no clue why I was like this. At least now I can try to say “sorry, I’m autistic and it makes eating food difficult but I promise it’s nothin personal” instead of just begging people to understand or saying I’m allergic to random shit or throwing away food when nobody’s looking
i woke up from a dream where i was running my voice raw calling out the corrupt politicians and government of my country to their faces for how fucked up everything is and all they did was stay silent and ignore me
I wanna throw up.
!! literally!! she said she noticed I moved the scale and wanted to know what it said akrkvkskgjs W H Y 👁👄👁
I feel you. Still doesn’t seem real. And the worst part is as much as I want to ignore it and pretend it never happened I can’t get it out of my head…but dramatic but it’s true
Welp it’s time for another guy I’ve been talking to for a while to start ghosting me 🙃
I will absolutely not. Due to personal experiences of having to go on school lockdown before, this is too triggering of a topic for me to write for and for others to read.
Love my dad making a comment about a child checking me out
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Going to look up a celebrity who you look up to’s weight and finding out they’ve struggle with ED fucking hits
15. post the last line you wrote without context.
(already posted the last line so heres a line i wrote recently and liked!)
It was early enough that the light coming through the window was that pretty, watery gold that only came with autumn dawns, and it hit Gene in such a way that he looked as though he were made of light.
17. describe a fic that is still in the ‘ideas’ stage.
ok so. i like a good ghost story and i have been listening to my malarkey playlist on repeat for the past week (especially smoke signals ohmygod) so i thought about a longer fic where skips ghosts starts haunting malarkey once he gets back to the states. i like angst but i dont want this to have a sad ending so im working out the semantics of it, but i wrote a 300 word intro i like so we’ll see where that goes.
19. what’s your favorite character headcanon?
ive mentioned this a couple of times but like. i really like the idea of speirs and lip going on museum dates :) <3 especially the big boston museums like!! i know they would spend so much time with the sargents in the mfa and speirs could take lip through the ancient roman art and talk abt every person portrayed in a bust. and just. the two of them sitting in the courtyard at the gardner, listening to a performance……. speirs drags him up to where the paintings were stolen and spends an hour talking about theories and stuff……..yeah………
I’ve had. Eight shots of espresso today. I feel. Tired. Someone please explain this to me.
Anyone ever listen to something, and you checked the warnings before hand but it all looked fine, then you start to listen and it’s NOT fine?
Learn something new every day I suppose.
I just told my mom that i have an eating disorder and it was so awkward im 🥴
The closer we get to game time the more nervous I get. Wish kick off would just hurry up now
HOW DO I FEEL W O R S E AFTER EATING CAKE