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plulp · 6 months
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IM NOT A DOCTOR BUT I THINK I MIGHT BE ABLE TO HELP
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heycoyotegirl · 9 months
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the writers should've just committed to the one-sided pining daxton, but they're cowards who refused to accept that it's fundamentally impossible to write a version of paxton who is not in love with devi
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shortcakelils · 1 year
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(This is fee asking, my cupsona) is cups free by any chance???? (Idk what to do rn🤣🤣🤣)
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if ur still doing requests pls rem if not das all g
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she’s chrysanthemum-coded to me <3
close-ups ig
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#ask#death note#rem#very messy i apologize#was extra messy here because i was playing with a new brush and by that i mean a default brush that i've never touched before#i actually quite like it very fun i typically like brushes that are 100% or close to 100% opaque but this was fun i like how it layered#i think i'm gonna finalize my idea and perhaps render something fully for once because i feel up to it if flowers are involved#but i promise nothing#drew these left to right btw. there were also like 2 more but they were small and i gave up on them so wjatever#i like the last one the best i think i needed a bit to figure out how i wanted the petals to lay and i like that one the best#the silhouette feels good i like the shape the back i did start trying smth asymmetrical but rem is very symmetrical and i find the symmetr#paired with the wings feels very regal and powerful and almost cape-like as a silhouette which i am a fan of#if i did finish something i might add misa in which case i need to think of what flower she most resembles roses are too easy i need smth#else but i will decide that later bc i am writing this very late at night and now i'm gonna queue it up for tomorrow bc i am going somewher#so goodbye goodnight good day idk what time it is for you. so#WAIT I SHOULD DO RYUK TOO WAIT WAIT soon. soon. he will be a bug yes yessss wait wait if he's a bug i want misa to be butterfly themed#like maybe a beetle of some kind? no no no wasp? ant? i'll think abt it#light would prob be some sort of poisonous plant? idk if u have thoughts idk tell me i'm getting into this bc i'm deprived of springtime at#and it is making me silly :3 teehee anyway i will Think about this and get back to it soon enough#gooddbye bye bye sayonara you weeaboo shits idk. bye
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purgemarchlockdown · 4 months
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On Muu for a bit: Id like to say theres a balance here of not…horrifically demonizing a teenage girl but also not acting as if she doesn't perpetuates some really shit power structures.
Muu T2 VD:
Muu: Wow, poor thing... I’ll teach you! Friends aren’t like that, you know. Rather than using each other for something, we just get along because we’re comfortable around each other. That’s all. Es: Well, I’m sorry about that. Muu: Haruka-kun is really nice! He accepts anything I say, he listens to anything I tell him. For me, that’s really comfortable. Es: And that’s… “friendship”? Muu: What do you mean? Of course we’re friends! Haruka-kun is happy with it, so it only has benefits for both of us! Es: I, as someone who has no friends, can’t judge, of course, but isn’t that just exploitation? Muu: Exploitation…? Um, I don’t really understand, but… I do help him pick out clothes [in return], and I recently gave him a hairpin I didn’t need anymore as a hand-me-down!
Now this isn't the greatest sign but Es and Jackalope have shown to be unreliable and while it might not be entirely Healthy, healthy relationships are like a wild unicorn in this place. I'm a 0308 friendship supporter I can't argue Just On This.
Except...
You know how Haruka's mother keeps tropical fish that showcases how her mistreatment of Haruka is even worse because she clearly has the time and money and doesn't invest it in her child? (Post found! It's this one by red-moon-at-night thanks to @/tokyogruel for informing me!) Muu T1 Interrogation:
T1Q14: Hobbies? A: Taking care of tropical fish. They're small and cute.
Haruka T2 VD:
Haruka: Muu-san is my mother.
Through association we can infer that Muu probably thinks of Haruka as "small and cute, like a pet"
Here's a question: Why do abuse victims stay in abusive relationships? There's a lot of very complex answers for this because of the nature of the question but here's two possible reasons:
The victim feeling that the relationship is a mix of good times, love and hope along with the manipulation, intimidation and fear. The victim's lack of knowledge of or access to safety and support
We already Know Haruka is Willing To Let Himself Be Hurt if it means Staying Together With Muu.
Haruka: So what if she’s using me? Isn’t it a good thing to be used? For someone to think of me as worthy enough to use me… isn’t that something to be happy about? Es: Haruka… you… Haruka: If you don’t forgive Muu-san, I’m going to kill you. Es: You really have no learning ability whatsoever. You can’t kill me. Haruka: Ah, right… Then… I’ll die.
And We already know Muu has a history of participating in these sort of structures as the perpetrator of them.
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I don't think Muu would PURPOSEFULLY mistreat Haruka. I don't even think Muu is a master manipulator or anything. Muu can be as Nice and Genuinely Helpful as she wants but, that doesn't mean she Cannot harm Haruka.
I'm not going to Say she is, but it is something she did Before, and I think we gotta keep that in mind when it comes to how she and Haruka interact.
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phantombloods · 2 years
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I hate to be like every other “stardust crusaders needed some filler” person, but just having any amount of down time being shown where we actually got to see the characters talk to each other would have been like… decent. Araki’s writing style though definitely is more focused upon going from event to event and I think it works for the most part too, especially BC the stakes of sdc IS the most important thing, though I also do yearn for getting more of characters and interactions we just didn’t get because of this.
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yo9urt · 4 months
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mutuals i may be on the verge of becoming a gamer...
#not really LOL not like a serious one at least but umm this could be huge#mine#ok i realize i havent made a personal post in a while so let me explain...#for a while now ive been wanting to get a proper pc so i can play games and also do other stuff (<- macbook air owner)#but i was like ill just wait til i move out cause money and moving etc etc and then i was like well maybe ill get one for black friday#and then i was like no i don't have space and i need to be frugal and it'll be easier to move out if i don't have a pc to worry about#but i still want to play games...COUGH bg3. i really wanna play bg3...and minecraft and stardew valley and the yakuza games also#possibly other games too but anyway i was beginning to lose hope and then i saw someone on some thread somewhere mention the steam deck#and i was like oh yeah waht is that thing (i had never considered it before bc i thought it was more of a serious gamer thing but i also#didnt really know what it was at all anyway back on topic) so i goog'd it and it's like exactly what i need?#it's in my budget + small and portable + can run all the games on my list#(it doesn't run bg3 WELL...you have to be a bit careful with the settings and the framerate is a little messy#but i'm willing to accept that honestly it doesn't bother me i just want to play the game i'll lower my standards)#and with winter break coming up i'm like umm. i need something to do....#plus they just came out with the oled version and after doing research#even though i want to be frugal i honestly think the 512gb oled seems like the right choice#so. i might order it tomorrow LMAO
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lepidoptlangka · 12 days
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Hii, meet Leif and Tove, my two Hilda ocs!!! I posted about them a bit ago but have onto finally made sheets and I guess properly written traits and stories. Might expect me posting about them a fair bit. They’re girlfriends. :) Witch and fairy ship dynamic (Wife (the-hilda-librarians-wife) was so right when she brought that theory up).
‘Leif’ is pronounced ‘layf’ (Xian (咸) is approximately a sharp ‘sheyen’), and ‘Tove’ is pronounced ‘toe-vah’.
Warning this is very long.
So Leif’s first and last name are both from her dad’s side, and so is her accent (and her dad has the same accent, but her mum as a thick filo accent <3) which I know what it sounds like because I’ve heard it but imagine a Swedish accent that’s a bit tonal? Maybe I’ll link it if I find a video. (Most likely will not find considering I can’t even find a macau accent video.)
They’re not exactly friends to lovers, more like they kind of immediately bond and really connect and they don’t know why because they’re young (they initially know eachother from 13-15) and also aren’t the best at understanding people, but then they get close and realise what they have isn’t like the friendship Leif sees at school or Tove sees in the Isle, so they realise maybe they like each other. It’s more ‘falling for each other without realising it’ than friends to lovers. But of course they are really good friends.
Their dynamic is like- they’re dedicated as hell to each other and always with each other but not attached. They could spend eternity just sitting and watching the clouds and the stars, because together they just feel like they’re really understood? It feels so calm. But they’re also very considerate of each other and are okay with being apart. But there’s also like- their own personalities which get in the way, especially at 15 and then at 17 onwards. Don’t get me wrong, they’re very healthy!!! But there’s always got to be something, you know. Idk how to explain it too well and I’m going to make art of this, so- it’s like Tove’s song for/to Leif is Graceland Too (also the folk-ness of it is very much Tove’s vibe) and Leif’s song to Tove is Rue. Since Tove leads a generally good life apart from troubles with the entity and she’s a bit of a loner because she doesn’t have any ‘proper’ friends back home, and Leif is very much that messed up complicated family life person that just hides it all until someone notices and asks and she can trust them. So Tove cares a lot for Leif and doesn’t mind, but Leif doesn’t want to be a burden and feels bad that it happens. So that complicated things sometimes, but it’s always okay. Yeah they’re not love songs, but that’s okay because their friendship is just as important.
More on that -v
So the thing about Leif and her parents is that because they’re actually present in her life (and pay for ballet class so it’s that whole ‘but they support that interest and provide for you!’ dilemma) it’s much more complicated with them not being good parents/people to her (but relatively decent or even good to everyone else). Good things have happened amongst all the bad, they’ve had those close moments, and also there’s that element of culture; she gets it from them and shares it with them, she was raised in it, she loves it, but it is forever connected to them and they are the only people she knows that accept her in that. It makes her feel like if she ever says anything about the bad, no one will believe her. So that’s why all she does is run. But in this way, her friendship with Kaisa means that little bit more because of it. Here comes this adult who immediately is nice to her and when she gets to know her actually appreciates her and becomes her friend, and she believes her and understands despite Leif’s own worries about it; it’s the first time she’s known someone like this so it means a lot to her. The Witches Tower is like her refuge. In a way it’s like Tove realises the trapped  nature with the fairy entity (13 age and fae conflicts remember), but she has to stay in fairy country, she feels trapped even when she gets to leave, she’s trapped because she has to stay, and at 17 she spends almost all her time in the human world, but her parents (who are lovely, bless them) stay in the isle because it’s all they know, so she still has to go back to that place. The entity is okay with her parents because they’ve lived their lives as normal, but Tove’s just that kid who can’t help but- not do that (tism allegory lol). Tove feels trapped by the entity, and Leif feels trapped by her parents because she knows she’ll never be able to leave. Anyway, the ballet thing- there’s probably been a moment of her parents not showing up (when she’s like 16) but Kaisa does?? As it says in the photo, Kaisa and Leif are that older/younger friend who act like siblings, and also Leif is there in return for Kaisa (especially w/witch stuff)!!! As the years go on she’s (Leif) home less and less not just for witch studies (uses witch studies as an excuse to herself, lol (her parents don’t know obviously)), she’s smart as hell and excels in school but also it’s hard to cope so she kinda just does her work and passes out lol. She’s not falling and she’s more than managing, but that’s just a mask over what really happens, also autism so she’s also just lost in that sense. School doesn’t have friends, and when Tove is gone she only really has Kaisa so she really does just spend her time in the witches tower practicing the hell out of her magic + studies it super hard, and maybe she’ll do normal homework there, and she’ll wait for the library to close to say hi to Kaisa then goes home at night. Her parents don’t question it because they don’t care.
Okay, now for the fun stuff!!!
From 13-15 they are the BEST of friends. They travel to each other’s worlds and they listen to music and watch clouds together. Tove loves to play games and tell stories, and Leif loves to tour Tove around the city and show them ‘normal world’ life, showing infrastructure and transport and stores etc. Tove is a nature traveler and Leif is a city traveler. Oh, and Leif kinda rants about ballet sometimes to Tove and Tove just thinks Leif is very interested until Leif has her over while her parents are off somewhere and Tove finds a box of ballet shoes and is like ‘???’ - she is shocked in a funny way and ends up watching at least one recital (then ends up ranting to her parents about it). (<- That’s when they’re 13-15.)
Oh, and more dynamic stuff that is yeah 13-15 but much more so when they’re 17. - They are also very comedy with eachother. Tove literally has no strength in her arms whatsoever so Leif (who I should probably point out wears knee braces (will show in a future post) and alternates between using forearm crutches and not) has to carry most things that have weight to them. If she’s just around witches or they’re by themselves she’ll magic/levitate whatever it is instead though. Leif has great leg and arm strength (she does ballet come on), but they’re also flexible to a fault. Also Tove disliking fighting and combat isn’t an angsty thing, it just becomes kinda funny when she’s there when Leif has some witch thing or is fighting something, she’s hiding in the back not fearing for her life but scared and feels like a dog with a vacuum cleaner.
Also I cannot stress enough how yeah Leif is a nerd and yeah she’s a dedicated witch, but SHE’S LITERALLY A TRAINING BALLERINA. Yeah she’s wanted to be a witch for ages because she’s known about it because of her mum’s relative and her mum knows basic stuff, BUT SHE’S ALSO SUPER HARDWORKING WITH HER BALLET LIKE PLEASE GUYS SHE IS GOOD I PROMISE, I KNOW SHE DRESSES LIKE A 1900S MALE BUT SHE IS GOOD AND SHE LOVES IT.
But yeah, Leif and Tove. A complete overloaded nerd and her nature loving weirdly good at horticulture girlfriend.
Okay so notes on where I got some inspo from:
-Only the most minor stuff is based off things about me which is part of Leif’s heritage, her weird music taste, and her being physically disabled :) (the first and last thing I was HEAVILY debating on not putting in because I was kinda scared to, but I having a character that had these little pieces felt really important.). (I mean there’s their autism but that was not a choice when I was creating them, that just happened.)
-Leif’s friendship with Kaisa!!! Their dynamic (which includes the friendly teasing but also unafraid realness/honesty) is inspired by my friendship with someone and I kinda cherish that sort of friendship and I thought Leif would need someone like that, and who knows, Kaisa could too.
-Everything else is pretty much random.
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So the whole ‘they reunite after s3’ thing is basically me taking my ‘why the hell could Phinium and Lydia not leave when the bargain was changed AND THEY WERE MEANT TO LEAVE?’ and in that wanting them to get to be there for Hilda and Johanna, and hence making up some door portal thing based off of whatever Astrid and Phinium were talking about, in which Hilda basically is talking about it (the separation) with the crew at the library and of course Kaisa hears because she hears kriffing everything, and she’s like ‘I think I have an answer to this.’ but instead of giving them a book she presents them with Leif who is then filled in on stuff and is liek ‘Okay, yeah, I think I can make another portal. And for this purpose I’ll do it/I’ll try because family.’, but she makes Hilda ask her mum because does Johanna want this or does Hilda think she does and Johanna doesn’t really know but she agrees and so somewhere in the library in the hidden rooms BEFORE it reaches the witches tower, everyone kinda gathers and Leif has a hell of a lot of spell books and also fairy magic books with her and she essentially with her wand + the fairy magic in Hilda and Johanna, magics a door that’slike etched into the wall and has inscriptions and stuff, and mushrooms kinda grow at the bottom to show that it’s active/can work because kinda like the mounds I guess. (I have a design for this by the way lol.) (also for my fellow sketchbook shippers, Kaisa is just staring at Johanna the whole time like ‘:0 damn, this woman’ (also maybe she’s kinda helps to convince Johanna to dot his very reassuringly idk)) Yeah Hilda + Johanna + Leif go into fairy country and Leif is just there to make sure everything works, and really this is all me I guess doing a ‘fix-it’ so Johanna’s parents can still visit and be there for her and make up for lost time etc. Literally this whole door thing was just for that. But then I realised I could use it to my own advantage and have Leif and Tove happily reunite lol.
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smply-sktchng · 1 year
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keeping cool / staying warm
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ghoul-haunted · 9 months
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I mentioned in the tags of that comic I posted with caesar and cassius that the second panel was inspired by a scene out of the abracadabra mv, but what I didn't mention was I almost did something with the milk thing but I looked at the rough draft and went, 'buddy, we gotta dial it back a bit, we haven't posted dead romans in a month. chill. relax. be a little bit normal on main for a second.'
anyway,
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That hate anon i got is still really funny to me lmao
#I deleted the post but still it was so funny#*points* TWITTER USER#I would post it but I don’t want it to get attention plus I talked about it some last night#But I deleted it but most of y’all saw it anyway#But it was so funny I could just TELL they where a Twitter user from the race in bio part and thinking I was cultural appropriating#Btw I think everyone should watch OctoberrKs video on it bc they have a really good channel and videos go support them#They go over the topic well#Tldr anon said I was doing cultural appropriation with basing pogo on WELL KNOWN mythology with care and thought put into it-#-just because I didn’t have my race in my bio#Like?? Do kids now just NOT know Internet safety like I swear to god#But yeah it was funny lmao me and some friends had a good laugh about it#Like by the anons logic any kind of god of lighting or god of the underworld is cultural appropriation of Greek mythology#Also nyakuza metro is like RIGHT there just saying like bestie idk how to explain it but Ahit in canon has Japanese influences right there#Just wanted to make a new post considering the one I did last night was a bit messy and now I have a chance to organize my thoughts#Diversity win I got my first hate anon and they weren’t even correct about what they where talking about!!!🥳🥳🥳#Lmaoooo#grace post#Might delete this post too later? Idk I don’t wanna stir up anything even if the anon was in the wrong still I don’t like drama#I can see where they got the idea from but like??? Bro that’s not what the word means#Having a character based on another culture with care thought and research put into them is different then being intentionally malicious#Like I said *points* TWITTER USER
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My neighbors might hate me because I love singing while doing everything. Playing phone games? Music. Cleaning? Belting like I'm performing a concert. Walking? You can bet your buttons I have a karaoke track playing.
But I also have the horrible habit of playing one song on loop, and if I don't know then I learn it by picking up that way. But I only know certain lyrics for most of it.
So my neighbors have been hearing bits and pieces of Chronically Cautious all morning. Mostly "So if I'm honest, I think I'm beginning to question how much I want this," which I'm sure is not how they pictured their morning going. And I ended up playing a karaoke track, so that they got to hear the full thing about four times.
At least I'm a decent singer?
#i can hear one neighbor playing video games 24/7 amd another likes to slam his cupboards like they wronged him#so i dont feel too bad#and i keep it within decent noisy times#its noon rn and i started at about 11 or 11:30#ive been hella productive this morning which has been lovely#i got like six hours of sleep and then took an Adderall so today is going to be great#i showered. washed my face. did an exfoliating face mask (that didnt do much of anything. my skin might be beyond saving)#cut my nails. practiced Chronically Cautious about 50 times while getting dressed#i got dressed in cute af cozy clothes#now im about to go to the coffee shop to do some work on my computer#i have to be the most fuckable person at the coffee shop obviously#eventually i have to clean my tub and tidy and make dinner and a couple other things#i havent had an appetite lately... whovh is bad because i use Hellofresh#they send meals every week and my meals have kind of been stacking up because i dont feel like eating#i should do my dishes...#if i were rich. ill be honest. i would hire someone to clean for me#im a bit of a messy person and it just stacks up#especially since my apartment is pretty small. theres nowhere for the mess to go except places that a mess doesnt belong#especially my table... thats pretty bad. and my dishes. and laundry all over the floor#i have my apartment divided into spaces for different things. right.#table is for eating. desk for working. rug for recreation/crafts. bed for sleeping (im srill bad at not using my phone there tho)#but my table gets messy so its hard to eat there and my rug gets laundry so i dont want to sit there (and i need to vacuum it)#i need either an actual Adderall prescription (im used ti get it from a coworker but we dont work together anymore so im almost out of it)#or a bigger apartment. or enough money to hire a housekeeper#none of these are very feasible#but at least im productive today. so maybe ill get some cleaning done#i just realized im addicted to parentheses today#maybe i should get a library card... i live right next to a library why dont i have a library card?#sorry that was fairly unrelated. anyway have a good day i love you all
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nabilfekir · 1 year
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psg are so rancid rn like everything about us stinks but then hakimbappe is like when middle schoolers would do gym and not shower but spray cologne like they’re a spritz of perfume on a giant log of doodoo
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noxtivagus · 2 years
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looking in the mirror rn wowow i think i give tall vibes
#🌙.rambles#HELP WHSJFJSK I'M JUST LIKE 5'4 or smth tho T_T#ngl i swear i felt so short today at the con#looking at pics tho today i'm#ARGHHH I LOOK SO AWKWARD#at home i swear i'm all girlboss n all but#in public places. around other ppl#I'M SO SHY that my confidence does Not show T_T#hoping that tomorrow when my family goes out again#we go to conquest again for a bit bcs i might as well make use of this weekend pass (tyvm again AAAA) n enjoy the con both days#YOOO ISTG I'M SO AWKWARD T_T#my hands look like they have no idea what they're doing#n my hair's messy T_T tbf my hair's always messy 🤕#i pose awkwardly bcs i'm too SHY#n bcs of that i only look good at home bcs i am natural and have no anxiety#yk i really try my best to love myself but yeahhh i can't deny that i have insecurities w how i look T_T#when it comes to my personality tho. i know i'm top tier 🤩 /lh#damn i really need to take better care of my health tho#WAIT I'M GETTING OFF TOPIC#a lot of my friends (from way back before highschool n the pandemic started) are shorter than me ehe#one dynamic in particular that i rmber well was a friend i had in gr 6 who was in softball varsity#she's short than me so i tease her abt that often n she always says she's 'average height' which is true but her reactions are just cute#same goes for my two closest friends hehe#i rmber one of them used to be a whole head short than me but now's she's grown so much 🥺 (still shorter than me tho)#i rmber another childhood friend that i'd tease abt her height whenever we'd meet up n all bcs our parents are friends#+ i rmber that long lost friend during summer swiming lessons from way back (that i reconnected with during the summer#like we just talked for one night LMFAO then no more interaction but we have each other's discord's lmfao)#they used to be shorter than apollo and i but now they're 5'10 💀#speaking of apollo T_T sobs i'm the older twin but she's taller 😞#yk what i'm gna fix my sleep sched n grow taller while i still can ✨
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llycaons · 2 years
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MAN ttbc already has more palpable lesbian sexual tension than the entirity of priory, including the scenes of that book where two women have actually do have sex
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klemencydrake · 23 days
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The duality of wanting to share ship art while being afraid/uncomfortable to do so depending on what it is 🥲
Made a cute Piercy doodle that's mostly lovey-dovey than nsfw but it's still a bit intimate so brain goes bbrrrr about sharing.
Doesn't help I mostly get interactions from strangers on other things like Frontiers of Pandora photos or reblogs instead of ships/OC content. And part of me doesn't want to get stranger weirdos around for something very mildly nsfw, or make others uncomfortable (which is dumb, I should just do my thing regardless).
I think it's mostly something I witnessed somewhere else recently that kinda shocked and upset me stopping me now :')
I'll ponder my orb a little before maybe posting. At least there should be options to make it discreet here.
Ergh
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