Okay but... how much blood does a D&D vampire need every day, simply "once a day" is not greatly helpful in and of itself! Am I looking at, like... a city of 50k people to support 5k vampires sustainably where they only need a very small amount, or one of 500k going off real world blood donation amounts, or like 5 million if it's an entire person's worth of blood daily ffs, did anyone actually think through the logistics of this when they put it in the game?
I'm not actually convinced the Underdark has that many people living in it, if it's the latter. I'm not even convinced the entirety of the Sword Coast does! How the hells was Cazador feeding all these vampires enough to keep them alive for so long in the centuries leading up to the Rite?!
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I've got another colestyramin update.
so I've been taking the chewable tablets for a while, but I feel like maybe they don't work quite as well? either way, I don't like them that much - they're convenient for when I'm not at home, but they're still really annoying (and gross and it takes me forever to chew them)
I found a different version of the powder that comes in a big jar instead of individual packets. I asked my GP if I could try that (she was really weird about me taking this medication at all - asked if I want to take it forever and about how fast I eat and all that. which we already went over several times. and which... kind of... won't fix the issue which is caused by my non-existent gallbladder?! I could not possibly eat any slower, and changing what I eat didn't help at all. I guess I could just stop eating altogether, that would certainly fix this one issue :))) ).
anyway. she prescribed it to me, and I just had my first dose. oh my god it is so fucking bad. it's much more disgusting than the one in the packets, and the texture is horrible. there's two versions of this, one with more sugar and one with more of something else (can't remember the name). I asked for the one with more sugar, she prescribed the other one (and I noticed too late). maybe that's why it's so incredibly disgusting?
but. what's way worse than that. is that it.. had the absolute opposite effect of what it's supposed to do 🙃 tmi, but, it instantly gave me very bad diarrhea (which happens when I don't have this medication and eat for the first time in the day, and after most other meals too). that.. did not happen with the other ones. to be clear - I didn't eat anything yet. soo. I'm not sure what to do now. I guess I'll keep taking it for a few days, and if it doesn't get better I might ask if I can get the other version? but I don't know if she'll do that. so far she's always said I have to use up the previous medication first 🙃
what I really, realllly want. is the one that is just regular pills that you swallow. I don't care that they're apparently huge. I hate the texture of every version I've tried so far (the taste is horrible too, yeah, but the way it feels is the real issue). but that is apparently not officially approved for bile acid stuff in Germany, and I don't think my GP will try to help me get it.
she recommended I see a gastroenterologist (only because she thinks I shouldn't be on this medication long term), I just have to make an appointment. it'll probably be months until I get one, though.
ugh this is so frustrating! if I get the other version of this medication, I think I'll have tried all the ones that are available here.
my GP has zero interest in helping me figure this out. she said that it's bad if I keep taking this medication because it makes it so some vitamins can't be absorbed (as if having constant diarrhea after eating anything is better somehow?!), and when I asked if it would make sense to do a blood test to see if I have any deficiencies, she just asked if I had lost weight, I said not really, maybe a few kgs, and she said I should look into which ones can't be absorbed and that was that. cool. I get that she doesn't have time to look into everything for every one of her patients, but, I've been the one who informed her about everything related to this so far, and she won't even do a fucking blood test?!
I feel completely alone with this and I do not have the time or energy to figure this out right now!! I need to finish my thesis somehow, how am I supposed to research this at the same time?! and how am I supposed to do ANYTHING if I have to spend hours every day in the bathroom again, and be in pain the rest of the day?!
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uncharitable: it sorta weirds me out how many friends from University never left University City, (and some moved away but went back)
like, it is a whole-ass city, it doesn't revolve around the university, it does other things. but it's weird!
i could've had many lives but i don't think any of them would've been there
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What's your interpretation of the weird/annoyed look Five gets on his face when Tegan announces that she wants to rejoin the TARDIS at the end of Arc of Infinity? I know it was probably meant to be played for laughs, but it annoys me every time i watch that episode and i'm curious what headcanons people have about it.
My favourite thing I've read about it pointed out that the cybermen specifically used Tegan as a weakness against five, that she's what it took to manipulate him (and through no fault of either of them, Adric's death was part of those consequences.) The novelisation really goes in to the descriptions of the doctor transfixed with the blood running down Tegan's chin from her bitten lip, the building tension as the cybermen get closer and closer to killing her and he's shaking trying to hold himself back from admitting his hearts are so easy to twist, just by threatening his friends. (Does Nyssa ever leave the TARDIS when it's on the spaceship? The cybermen don't even know she exists til they come onboard do they?)
As for why he looks so annoyed? hmmm. Does anyone want someone around that constantly needles them? Really, I think pre Arc of Infinity that even though Tegan had chosen to stay, they still had that power imbalance or even just tension between them that she had not come on board willingly. So five is expecting that to be the continuing, I don't know, continuing manner between them and it hadn't been good. It had its moments (mainly in the audios) but as an arrangement it was not ideal as friends to explore the universe together, all that terrible beauty and awesome monsters.
But it doesn't continue on in that manner - oh they bicker and make faces at each other, sure, but Tegan's conscious decision to step back onto the TARDIS irons out those imbalances, removes that bitterness and the past of her aunt's death. So when he makes that wee face, it's in expectation of the previous status quo. And never let it be said that Tegan's one to do exactly what's expected of her.
Anyway I really hope this makes sense and I may add some more thoughts later but it's 1:50 am Christmas Eve and I couldn't sleep for thinking about this.
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It's 2am I'm back. I feel like there's also this uneasiness in five about tegan, that mirror that no one likes being held up to themselves. Their similarities but the starkly different ways they express them must be exhausting to five. and here she is back again. To push and prod and challenge and be brashly beautifully glorious. wait. that last bit was the two am shipper coming out. Anyway they draw strength and resolve and anger from each other and Tegan was vital to five, from his first moments till his very last.
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