#it really helps with my burnout and executive dysfunction if the creative outlet is related to a fixation

[mcmactictac]

My urge to make a live action version of a SAD-ist animatic is so high. Like I don’t know enough people who’d be willing to do it to pull it off properly but if I could? It would be my pride and joy. I think that would be so cool. Most of the stuff in them is easily achievable to do and the rest seems easy enough to edit. But NOOO I have to be hyper fixated on a minecraft server that the general population deems “socially unacceptable”.

#this is just a rant tbh #idk it makes me so sad #cause i get such good creative inspiration/motivation to do projects with my hyperfixations #it really helps with my burnout and executive dysfunction if the creative outlet is related to a fixation #but everyone wants original ideas which I totally get but guys I’m not the idea person #i just execute thoughts and plans that are already there #i quite literally handed in an excerpt of an AU fic I wrote with the names changed for my uni application #but no I get inspiration and I have to go big or go home and everyone I know irl looks at me like #are you okay. like what #guys I’m just vibing please