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#it says it's a oneshot but i already started writing a sequel and im not sorry!
asymmetricboys · 9 months
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am i the only writer who does not find comments of “please continue!!” or “we need another chapter!!” to be a compliment on a fanfic and lowkey find them deeply grating instead
like how do i make it clear in my author notes at the start that i don’t write serialized things, i am writing a complete story where the word count is the fucking word count and the chapter count is the FUCKING CHAPTER COUNT, and warn people i get insulted if they ask for more... like it feels like im a chef who made a perfectly portioned meal designed to be the exact correct balance and serving of those ingredients and then someone loudly tells me (usually without even actually complimenting the food first) that I should bring them seconds. and im just standing there like the chef in that murdering chef movie like ‘if u question my fucking JUDGEMENT ON LENGTH u question me as an artist’???
i for real for real 100 per cent know it is not that deep but i cannot help it, my brain goes ‘u think i don’t know when THE END of my own story is???’
like unless i explicitly state in the final author notes that i am thinking about writing an epilogue or a sequel, i just straight up don’t want to see people asking for more. like i KNOW you’re trying to give me a compliment, but please just learn how to tell me something you actually liked about the thousands of words i ALREADY WROTE, i am looking for a crumb of validation here!!!
i understand that there are loads of fic writers who genuinely write more or less of a story based on the demand, because their writing flow IS that they like writing a serialized piece and they can expand forever on the concept until they decide they would like to wrap it up -- but that is not me and i guess i just need to be blunter in my author notes and be like ‘THERE WILL BE NO CONTINUATION’ like if that’s the only kind of comment you know how to leave, just say ‘looking forward to reading the next thing you write!!’ and we’re chill!!
anyway i’m never ever posting a story in more than one chapter ever again, it’s oneshots only for me babe, the commenters know how to ACT in those comment sections
#there's a read more because i KNOOOOOOW im being a bitch lol#only click that if ur also a salty perfectionist who gets insulted too easily#sometimes i just want to be an ASSHOOLLLEEEE and that's what a personal blog is for lol#ace babbles#also to be clear.....if someone leaves a detailed comment on a fic and then also adds 'if you wrote anything else in this verse i would#absolutely read it in a second!'#that person is 100 per cent valid and that's a lovely comment#i'm mostly talking about people who say nothing about the fic and then go 'you need to write more chapters pleeeeaasse'#like do you have any FUCKING manners you're not 8 years old you can give a bitch a compliment before you ask her a favour first at least#like it's not gonna work im not going to write more of a story that is already done but i will see the request as a compliment#instead of a rude comment#if it is at least swaddled in a demonstration of genuine appreciation for the fic that shows you actually read the words#it just.....i know im being irrational#but it just feels like i sculpted something out of a piece of wood and then someone looked at it and went 'hmmmm...can you make it taller'#like????? no i fucking can't i'm out of wood??? do you not know how sculpting works???#and they're like 'oh i saw that dude's clay sculpture and he keeps making it taller'#and im like 'THEY'RE DIFFERENT TYPES OF SCULPTURES MY GUY'#sorry yall it's just i miss the 5sos fandom yall left great comments from my recollection#and i recently posted a two chapter thing in a newer fandom and im swamped with the most disappointing three word comments#just demanding more#blah
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spectral-tentacle · 3 years
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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Danny Phantom Relationships: Paulina/Sam 
Archive of Our Own Link: Makeup, Make-out
Summary:
Sam was still convinced that Paulina was the most shallow creature on earth, truly a wicked witch...but she was a goth, and goths like wicked witches. Plus, it was kind of nice being around someone whose response to a burp wasn't to throw up their hand for a high-five. Paulina showered every day, which wasn't something she could say about her two male best friends.
Or, the one where Paulina really wants to do a makeover on Sam, and Sam somehow lets herself be talked into it.
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therealvinelle · 2 years
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i just read the final chapter and im so pleased! i loved it! im so glad that not all hope is lost. it really tied it up perfectly, and is such a satisfying conclusion! I've also now made my way through all of yours and muffins twilight fics, which is devastating. What other fic ideas are you considering? no pressure to start a new fic but i will happily read whatever you write. :3 It's time to start making my way through your fic recs (and finishing lily and the art by muffin) until then c:
I'm so glad you enjoyed! Those are lovely words. @theoriginalcarnivorousmuffin is surely happy too.
As for other fic ideas, god. So many.
For Twilight:
Arrested Development-inspired Bella/Victoria AU from New Moon, narrated by Aro in the style of Ron Howard
Painting Red Madonnas spinoff, in which Bella and Marcus have a miscommunication with terrible consequences. Cowritten with the Muffin.
Nebuchadnezzar's Dream claustrophobic underwater sequel
Oneshot: The chronicles of a himbo who got catfished by Tanya. Cowritten with the Muffin.
For Star Wars:
Luke time travels back to the prequel era, proceeds to ruin everything. And I do mean everything.
AU: Obi-Wan was injured at Utapau. Padme didn't leave Coruscant, Mustafar didn't happen, and Palpatine pocketed a healthy Vader and the twins. Would have a sequel in which Luke and Leia from the canon timeline get in touch with this new one.
For Harry Potter:
Tom Riddle/Lily Evans: there's a fiend fyre raging in Diagon Alley, no one can put it out, and time travel paradoxes start occurring.
Lily and the Art of Being Sisyphus spinoff: Rabbit enters the canon dimension and befriends Harry Potter.
For Supernatural:
A season six fix-it because I hated how the show butchered the angels. Would ignore canon entirely.
To say nothing of my already begun fics. Bleach on the Brain needs its chapter two, my neglected darling Cat Among the Pigeons has barely begun.
You can see that I'm swamped.
(Thoughts in the notes on particular things people would like first are welcome!)
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sunlightwoo · 3 years
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ღ pairing: demon!mingyu x demon!gender neutral reader
ღ genre: angst, mentions of blood and descriptions of death and murder and this is gonna hurt-
ღ wc: 1572
ღ plot: You were a ruler of the underworld for over a century, no recollection of anything from your past life until he arrives and finds you again, but this time it was different because he wasn’t human anymore.
ღ a/n: The long-awaited sequel/prequel to the one demon!mingyu timestamp is finally here!!! I think I really loved writing this since I came into hone with the overall story of it and Im happy with the turnout of it! I hope you liked this as much as I did, and the inspo for this oneshot for ten happening is based on this pov of psycho by red velvet!! dedicated to the homies @viastro​ and @omgnctchina​ <3
FALLIN FOR YOU MASTERLIST
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Being one of the most terrifying rulers of the underworld was getting boring to you, seeing as though that the idea of everyone being in a state of fear because of your tyranny wasn’t the same anymore. You’ve spent over a century figuring that out, watching as you gave millions of souls every day different death sentences because of the sins that brought them to you in the underworld, including the nasty ones that you had to throw into your lagoon of lost souls.
You were bored.
Picking at your fingers and messed up skin from the amount of times that you were burnt from the times that you had to torture some of the souls with your firey powers, you wondered how much longer you had to stay down here. The reason for why you ended up here in the first place was a distant memory that you couldn’t remember for a while, up until you no longer cared to go back to the human world.
The sound of someone yelling breaks you out of your thoughts as there was someone new being brought in to be presented to you, the sounds of their anger and pain resonating throughout the room that made you curious.
Who was this person that was so filled with fury and rage this time around?
It wasn’t until the sounds of shackles being tossed onto the ground and a person’s grunts after getting their breath knocked out of their system that made you pause for a moment, recognizing who the person was almost instantly. Your heart was pounding in your chest loudly as you looked into the eyes that you were once familiarly in love with at one point, making your stomach churn at the sight of him after so long.
Here in the underworld stood the same individual that was deemed as the richest CEO that got everything because of his successful father up in the human world, the person that you once found solstice in because of his warm nature that you fell for.
“Kim Mingyu.”
His name easily rolled off the tip of your tongue as you stared into his lifeless form, unknowing that he became a demon moments ago when he woke up just right beside the lagoon of lost souls. The both of you were having a wordless match to see who would speak up until you did with your arms in front of you, your stare never faltering as you stood in front of your throne and looked at him.
“How did you find me down here? You shouldn’t be here, Mingyu.” You asked him, not understanding how the human’s soul was able to find you, the ruler of demons in the underworld when he should’ve been in heaven since it has been over a century since you last saw him, you think.
“I didn’t ask to be here this late, sweetheart.” He retorts while giving you a cold glare, making you think about what had happened the last time that you last saw him as you realized that he was right considering if he was already dead, then why did he not get here the same time that you have arrived?
But was he dead?
“Are you dead?” You mumbled while furrowing your eyebrows at the latter and watched as he turned around to show you the bullet hole in his chest, the memory of your last encounter with him as you were now remembering your past life as a human.
“It was your fault that I ended up here in the first place.”
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You weren’t supposed to be here.
It was the late hours of 3 in the morning as you had snuck into the building of your boyfriend’s company, looking for the thing that you needed most at the moment because of the time that you were wasting. Papers are being rustled with and you were becoming more and more stressed as you couldn’t find the exact files that you needed in order to prove your parents’ innocence and to clear your own name.
Coincidence was what you wanted to call it as you were standing in the middle of Mingyu’s office in distress, knowing that you weren’t supposed to fall in love with him because of your morals. It was his family that ruined yours, making you have to scrape the bottom of the economy when all this time, they could have the answers to just clear everything, but you couldn’t find the evidence of it.
Where the hell was it-
“Y/N, what are you doing?” You hear someone say from behind you as you look at the individual in the eye with tears pricking your own eyes, seeing it was Mingyu, who at the time came back to his office in order to pick up extra work for the weekend.
You froze in your spot knowing that you were caught red-handed, seeing as though things were still out of place as there was nothing that could save you right now. There were sounds of police sirens wailing in the background from maybe miles away, and you knew that it must’ve been him that called him because he could’ve known about your plan the entire time. Did he?
“How the hell did you even get in?” He asked in confusion, making you want to stay quiet as you couldn’t bear to tell him that you broke into his office, only to look for the files that you had been looking for all these months in order to save your family from more debt.
“It was left unlocked.” You gulped, not wanting to explain yourself and you could tell that he wasn’t buying your act while he continued to step forward closer to where you were standing as he looked at you with a stern look.
“Were you looking for this?” He suddenly says while holding up a thumbdrive that you easily recognized, making you heat up in embarrassment and you knew that you were done for.
Of course he would have it.
“Mingyu-”
“Did you even love me?” He rasps out in disbelief and puts the item away in his pocket on his shirt as you could see the red rims around his eyes from how hard he was trying to not break down in front of you in the moment, and you were speechless.
“Of course I loved you.” You whispered back, your voice nearly cracking at the tears that were starting to to trickle down your face until you pulled out the metallic item that you had been hiding in your pocket in case it had led to this and pointed it against his shirt pocket, “Which is why I need you to give me the flashdrive, Gyu.”
He doesn't say anything as you continue to hold the gun to his shirt pocket and it was like a stare off as the police sirens continued to grow closer to where you stood in the office. It wasn’t until you pulled him close that you left one last kiss against his lips, one that you decided to give your everything into as you felt him kiss you back and pulled the trigger that was in your hands.
Time freezes as you watch the life leave his own eyes by the time that you pull away, your eyes glossed with tears as you watch the crimson red bleed from where his heart was located. There were no other words exchanged between you both, as you knew that he was already dying and you had to leave before you could get caught by those that were getting closer.
“It’s for the best, Kim Mingyu.” You whisper quietly, letting his body fall limp against his office chair as you made sure to have gotten rid of all traces of what you left behind.
And that ended up being your last moments before you were suddenly sent to the underworld after jumping out of the window from where you last stood.
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Blinking back to reality, you wiped the tear that was slipping down your face away as you finally remembered that you were the one that sent the bullet to the back of his head, killing him before you vanished to rule the underworld once more for a century. You remember how his last words of finding you again to wreak havoc on you haunted you to this day, and you remembered everything the longer that you were looking at the demon in front of you.
You realized then in the moment as well that if he had just arrived in this time period, then where was he for a century?
There was no other words as you continued to stare a Mingyu, who was looking at you with the coldest look that could’ve killed you if it could, and thought about how he could’ve became a demon, unless there was a different circumstance that he could’ve chosen when he was on his way to heaven.
“Did you drink a demon’s blood?” You murmured with widened eyes when you finally came to the conclusion as to how he could’ve transformed, meeting his own eyes as he was now amused at how you were able to connect all of the dots that were right in front of you.
“I had to find a way to find you, didn’t I? Now we can finish what we started in the first place, sweetheart.”
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transhoverfish · 3 years
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What couples will become 100% canon in your fic and which ones will stay implied? And are you planning a sequel?
OK SO theres the pairings already together obvs (danby/ozzy, keen/khasar) and wait are those the only two pairings?? OOPS SORRY FOR ALL THE RELATIONSHIP TAGS WHEN THERE'S TWO COUPLES. AJRHWKRKRB
I GOT SIDETRACKED SORRY so avery/bart/ryley will 100% be together before the final chapter (in fact, they have a Little Scene very soon 👀) and i SWEAR they were gonna get together in survivors but uh. that's a small theme amongst most of the ships tbh. i ended up pushing the relationships to the side in favor of the plot, and i also hate quick forced romances (every movie that has Girl and Guy kiss for no reason at all im looking at you) so avery/bart/ryley in particular kept getting pushed back in favor of the three spending time together first. BUT like a full year at least has passed now so im finally gonna focus in on them. the final 3/4 chapters of awa are veryyy character focused 👀
and as for implied, yu/berkeley are probably gonna maintain that 😔 i once again was totally going to put them together in survivors, held it off, and then i was gonna get em together in awa, and i kinda sidelined them on accident a bit more than i realized i would on first starting to write it. the final chapter of awa is gonna be an epilogue, and i might have them together there, but i also might just continue to say theyre both still oblivious to the other,,,,haven't decided what to do w/ them yet fully tbh 😳
marg/sam will also b very very slightly implied, mostly bc once again the rushed aspect of it. i was planning on having them get together but, the two don't rlly like each other prior to the start of the fic, they don't interact almost at all until halfway through, and they don't have any positive interaction until the end. so they only rlly become friends by the end of the fic. but in the au they do eventually get together! ill just probably never write it
which is,, yeah not making a sequel. i might make a series of oneshots based on the aurora (which means no avery/vesper crew/degasi characters, and probably no ships or very limited implications) but i have no plans at all for another sequel. im not exactly burnt out on the au, bc i really love this au!! and i love these characters a whole lot!! but it is a happy ending/everyone lives au, so a lot of ideas ive had for awa and survivors didn't get used or were changed a lot to minimize character deaths or large consequences just bc i really wanted them all to live. so any more subnautica i write won't be as "every main character is safe" as survivors has been,,, fair warning >:3c
OK I WROTE A LOT IM GONNA GO PLAY POKEMON SNAP NOW.
the tl;dr is basically avery/bart/ryley will get together by the end of awa, yu/berkeley is a will they won't they still bc i havent fully decided, sam/marg is very vaugely implied at the very end!
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my 2020 fic writer wrap-up!!
this is going to be incredibly long (a total of 1.1k lmao) so imma put a cut here, but basically thank you for being here all throughout my 2020! i appreciate you all very much <3
fav kind of fic to write:
i love writing about mutual pining slow burn process of getting together but i have NEVER WRITTEN ONE IN MY LIFE so i hope to change that in 2021
in 2020 i discovered??? humour??? so i enjoy writing about that and when people tell me i’ve succeeded in making them laugh it’s all 😳😳😳 for me
hardest fic to write but also most proud of:
to write you a song was a fic i struggled with from all of april to june which is very long?? to me??? considering i usually sit down and write things in one seating. fully fleshed ideas don’t usually take me thaaaaaat long to crunch out, but for some reason i struggled bad with this bc I really didn’t know where i was going w it lol
LA LA LAND gets an honorary mention of it’s own simply because it was 44k, and it took me all of july-september, but it’s something i still am proud of! to show how difficult it was to write/plot here’s the spreadsheet i had to use to keep track of the scenes and the chapters djkgfsjdfkjhgd
Shout out to kiroiimye , sweet , sirius and krypt for keeping my sanity intact
easiest fic to write:
this genshin impact fic: The Land Favoured by the Wind but its because ive been thinking about this idea for more than a month lol so the actual writing and editing took me less than 3 hours
there were several others too, bc ideas then to hook themselves to me then refuse to let go fjshlfgdfsg
fav fic to write:
Most definitely this sakuatsu monstrosity here by the name of Miya Atsumu's unwavering love for Sakusa Kiyoomi and an unholy amount of terrible food analogies that should not have the right to Exist lol, I only came up with the idea of Atsumu asking Osamu how to make friends bc I was friendship pining for someone at the time and then proceeded to write the entirety of it in a feverish daze! It’s as of rn my top hit / kudoed / bookmarked fic on ao3 and man, thanks for liking this as much as i did :’D
writing sequence:
i have to write from start to finish lmao i cant move on if the fic isnt chronological? the only exception was la la land bc it was too long and i had help from the spreadsheet so i alr knew where i was going i just had to write it down dfhdsfksfksdfhjg
deleting works:
the only fics i remember deleting are both first chapters of a multichap, bc i dont like having unfinished pieces on ao3, and far less if im not sure if ill finish them/if i dont know where im going w it!
if it’s dark history of shit 15 year old me wrote imma keep it there! it is an archive after all. go on, judge my fics from 5 years ago ahahahaha
best writing advice:
not a general thing and might just apply tome, but i tend to write in very convoluted ways and squish a lot in my sentences, or add to many unnecessary commas, so i received advice recently about being more mindful of the pacing and it’s helped me a lot!
worst writing advice:
none at the top of my head djgfkdsjfh if it’s bs to me i just forget it entirelyyyy
collab:
@actuallyasweetpotato​ (also aforementioned sweet) and i did a thing for bokuaka week!!!! you can find it here:  under my breath and into your scarf
wips:
9 unfinished zine pieces, 3 commissions, 1 exchange piece, about 10 or so other things
fav story of another writer:
favourite things 
manly man falls for manliest man krbk fic!!!
gently, like a winter wind iwaoi birthday fic
sunchaser krbk fic
JUNO atsuhina fic
best review:
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dude i cried
and shoutout to tien , sirius for fan art, fan comics, fan animatics of fics ive written, and shoutout to akemiiiii for this song they wrote i am eternaally grateful
worst review:
no negativity today!
prequel/sequel to other people’s fics:
none at the top of my head hm, but if anything probably any of kiro skk stuff 
do i reread my stuff:
yes, but only if they’re old enough for me to go “it’s okay even if i dont like it bc this is old”
published:
hopefully! even though i do take part in zines and i guess they already have been published in a broad sense
fav/least fav chara to write:
no one at the top of my head! it’s instinctive for me to go ahead and think about character motives whenever i come across them, so if i ever write about someone, i usually just put my spin/interpretation of a character in a way that i can comprehend. the pros of this is i can write about many people, and the downside is that these characterisations can come off as out of character to anyone who doesn’t agree w me hehe
deadlines or goals:
if it’s a oneshot that’s under 3k i usually aim to have it done within 24 hours of beginning the fic. even tho i rarely succeed, having that as a goal usually pushes me to get it done faster than i would have if i had no goal altogether! if it’s anything long i aim for 1k a day, tho rn all my deadlines are zine deadlines and on top of that there’s uni, so to say im not stressing about writing would be a lie LOL
fav writers: (am too shy to tag but i swear these people are literal gods)
chonideno (mag): tumblr | twitter | ao3
batman (teesta): twitter | ao3
maplefudge (raei): tumblr | twitter | ao3
trope never written, would like to try:
aforementioned SLOWBURN MUTUAL PINING ANGST W A HAPPY ENDING GETTING TOGETHER!!!
but also royalty au
trope you will never write:
haha loads
how long have you been a writer:
began writing around may of 2014!! it was a horrible piece but im glad i started somewhere
influences:
chonideno/mag is one! maggie stiefvater who wrote the raven boys is also one, among many others
hardest part of writing: 
writing action? writing things that are happening right now, describing people talking, eating
easiest part of writing:
descriptions of people, places, feelings. internal monologues, the like
best part of writing:
sharing how i perceive the world w other people, and discovering other people agree
wip sneak peek:
cw: hanahaki, falling out of love
this was written in a friend’s dms lmao this is why i sound like this
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something unique i bring to all my stories
i had a revelation the other day after talking to all my friends and realised i have really pretentious titles
IF YOU’RE HERE
did you know the wc of this thing is 1k words? idk why you stuck through all of that but thank you. i’ll keep writing in 2021, and all the years after that, and i hope i’ll find you doing things you love too :)
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i was tagged by @ambivalentmarvel!! thank you so much!! all the love to you my friend 💕
name: amy // thinkingisadangerouspastime // faerialchemist on ao3
fandoms: in terms of what i’ve written about… well, in chronological order, it was teen titans, a dash of winx club, fairy tail, a dash of ohshc, fma/fmab, mcu, ml, good omens, tdp, she-ra, a dash of fruits basket, pjo, and finally atla. im most active with atla and tdp right now, though fma/fmab will always be my favorite and i sporadically jump in and out of the mcu lmao.
where you post: ao3, ffn, wattpad, and quotev lol. idk why quotev too tbh but i started writing fic in middle school (which is why you should not. Never Ever. go to my ffn lmao) so i guess i just wanted to cover my bases?
most popular one-shot: on ao3, Inevitable (Avengers Endgame fix-it) has the most hits but There’s a Fine, Fine Line (Flash Thompson character introspection) has the most kudos.
most popular multi-chapter fic: i don’t really have a lot of true multi-chapter fics? i only have a couple multi-chapter fics and a few oneshot collections (back when i was worried about posting too many stories; now i have no shame 🥰). No Ordinary Exchange has the most hits (Rayllum College!AU and a true multi-chapter fic) while certainty has the most kudos (Catradora fluff prompts; a oneshot collection)
favorite story you’ve written so far: oh man that’s so hard? i have things i like and things i dislike about all of my fics where once they’ve been posted for long enough it’s hard for me to pick a favorite. i guess No Ordinary Exchange, because it’s the longest fic i’ve ever written (and possibly the only multi-chapter fic i’ve ever completed? lmao) and i just had so much fun writing it. i got to explore a lot of rayllum fluff, angst, and hurt/comfort while also delving into soren’s strained relationship with viren and even introducing some of my ocs, just as a way to explore them! i also got to make everyone queer which y’all know i love
fic you were nervous to post: Sigh No More (Maiko Much Ado AU) because it’s so niche and keep the paper lantern lit (zutaraang week oneshots) because i’d never written an ot3 before
how you choose your titles: mmmmmm song lyrics, randomly thinking of them, texting my best friends in our group chat, and using a significant word/phrase from the fic
do you outline: yes? for shorter fics, i usually just think it through in my head, but for longer fics i’ll either write down an outline (bullet-point style) or type it in the notes app on my phone (i KNOW, pls don’t judge me)
complete: if we go to ffn, where all of my fics are, 21/30 are strictly complete. if you include oneshot collections that are always in limbo between complete and incomplete since i can update them but don’t have to, 25/30. some of those remaining five will probably never be finished 😳
in progress: five fics, two of which are 99% abandoned, another two of which could be completed one day (although the change in my writing style might kill any readers who come across it), and then No Ordinary Exchange, which is written in full and updated weekly.
coming soon/not yet started: a katara-centric fic about her path to forgiving zuko (with a heavy focus on her guilt regarding kya’s death and aang’s near-death, meaning there’s some nice kataangst, too); two sequels to fire lily (young!maiko fluff and hurt/comfort), the first of which will be kinda angsty can’t lie; mai and sokka content (i have a few ideas for mai&sokka and maixsokka babey!!); an aang-centric drabble-esque fic or two; possibly some “outtakes” to my rayllum college!au
do you accept prompts: technically, yes! my ask box is always open. but my rule is very concrete that i am not required to write any prompt i receive and i will only write what interests me.
upcoming story you are most excited to write: im technically already in progress of writing it but my katara-centric fic,, AHHHHHHHHH. and then the sequels to fire lily!! i can’t wait to work on them 🥰
tagging: @justoceanmyth, @penguinsledder, @the-last-cuddlebender, @korvidaee, @irresistible-revolution, @praetorqueenreyna, and anyone else who wants to do this!! just say i tagged you :) and no pressure to those i tagged - only do it if you want to
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antpelts · 3 years
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3, 13, 14 (I know you already answered 3 but I can not believe you didn’t say “I think I need you.”/“‘s not true... but you can say it.”/“I need you.” from soulmates because I think about that exchange every goddamn day)
3. favorite line/scene you wrote this year
oh my godddd yall go feral for soulmates i dont get the hype /lh no but <3 okay ! i mean i feel like the reception is more positive than my own feelings towards it but ill put it here ! also as always feel free to send 3 more times regardless, obligatory link to love isn’t always magic tho.. since its a big oneshot idk how id define the start and end of this scene so kfdgjfdl heres a chunk
“I think I need you,” it came out gently, barely more than a breath. It hung between them, so soft yet so vast.
“‘s not true,” Jared said gently, Evan felt his stomach drop but he knew there was truth there. Jared always wanted to see things for what they were. They weren’t soulmates, he didn’t need Jared. And Jared didn’t need him. Before he could try and take it back Jared was talking again, voice steady, “but you can say it.”
“I need you,” Evan whispered in response. Jared was quiet this time, closing his eyes. Evan could sense a movement coming but he didn’t know what. Closing his own eyes he pictured the glowstars on his ceiling back at home, silently wishing in the split second that whatever Jared did that he just didn’t move away.
Maybe the stars were feeling generous because when Jared was shifting it wasn’t away. The mattress creaked as he inched closer, dipping under his shoulder. Their breaths mixed in the much smaller space between them now. It kept shrinking. Shrinking until their lips were pressing together. Evan was pulled towards him like the tide to the moon and- maybe the moon was in on this too. The universe looking down over them and letting them have this fleeting moment.
13. favorite writing song/artist/album of this year
so.. it depends ! i have playlists for different fics. thunder road really got me through writing.. thunder road lmao. also the playlists we made zoe ! i wont link em but yeah all our playlists for aus/rps are total inspo. of course.. and you will call it treason had its own playlist. and letterman helped me write i’m the rocks ! theres so many but yeah lfdjkgdf. ALSO BC IM LOVE YOU.. the timeloop playlist you made me.. prolly gonna help me write the sequel.........
14. a fic you didn’t expect to write
hmm. probably this dream isn’t feeling sweet ! i wanted to write something for halloween and then so much happened and i wrote like .. most of it in under 12 hours. i mean most fics i expect bc i have the ideas x] yanno what i mean? but this one.. idk ! there was a lot going on and.. yeah !
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sensestinging · 5 years
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Curious (MJ × Fem!Reader)
Pairing: MJ×Fem!Reader, mentions of MJ×Peter, mentions (VERY briefly) of Peter×Reader and Ned×Reader
Warnings: Unrequited feelings, angst i guess?, drinking, swearing
Summary: “I’m just curious/Is it serious?” You have feelings for MJ, but she doesn’t feel the same way despite the secret kisses during sleepovers. One night you’ve had too much to drink after MJ abandoned you at a party to talk to Peter and Ned is pissing you off when the truth comes out.
A/N: this was originally a oneshot angst but im kind of already writing a sequel. So let me know if you like it.
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You don't like drinking, but MJ had found and stashed a bottle of vodka in her room and you had drank almost the entire bottle. You had come over for an average sleepover, but as she talked more about Peter You found yourself eyeing the bottle more and more. You don't exactly know at what point you started drinking, all you know is she had one shot and hated it, but you were so consumed with forgetting that you lost track.
"Y/N." Her voice was a warning as she pried the bottle from you hands. "That's it. You're cut off." 
You whined and reached for the bottle, but gave up pretty quickly when you felt your body buzz with each movement. You looked around the room, looked at all the pictures she had on one of her walls. Thats was what surprised you most about getting close to MJ- how secretly sentimental she was. She always acted so indifferent and uncaring about everything. Sometimes it was true, but she had a tell. You knew her tell better than anyone and it was what made your heart so full.
"I don't want to leave." You mumble, looking at your fingers. The feeling is distant and you wish it was gone. You wish you didn't have to feel anything in that moment. You and MJ were meant to raid a parties kitchen that night, as you usually do on a Friday night. But the more she talked about Peter the more you realized she only wanted to go to run into him.
"Well, you've done a good fucking job securing that, Y/N. I'm not letting you go anywhere this drunk." MJ turned away from you, grabbing some clothes from her dresser and grumbling to herself. She turned back around and threw clothes at you. "Put these on. I'm not letting you sleep in your dirty clothes."
You pout, looking down and pulling your shirt out. "It is not." You lean in and smell, head jerking back in response. "Woah! Ok. Don't know how that happened." 
You both laugh for a moment, MJ more laughing at how useless you were in that moment.
"Hurry up. Turn around so i can change too." She twirls a finger in the air and your heart stops.
"R-Right." You turn around and take a long deep breath before taking your clothes off and quickly putting the clean ones- MJs- on. You turn around and freeze when you see her bare back. You could see her smooth dark skin matched with her light slightly frilly bra, unmatching pair of underwear to go along with. You watch her muscles move and you can't help but feel mesmerized. You watch as she bends down to pull on her pajama bottoms, and you begin to panic as she puts her shirt on. You turn to look at a wall opposite to her quickly enough for her to not notice you staring. Or maybe she did and didn't stop you. You would never know.
"Well, since we're clearly not going to be making that party, why don't you just get comfortable in bed?" She was by your side and you can't remember hearing her walk next to you. 
You nod and she begins to walk you to the bed with an arm around your shoulder and suddenly you're both in bed with some show or movie playing in the background and MJ has an arm around you. You smile to yourself, knowing you may have gone overboard with the alcohol but in that moment you don't care because in her arms you are happy. You wrap an arm around her torso and squeeze, your face burying into her hair and breathing deep. She laughs and brings a hand to thread through your hair.
"Remind me to never let you drink again." She says, putting her phone that you didn't notice down. She turns to look you in the eyes, a genuine and gentle smile laid across her face. 
You sigh and pull away from her slightly, just to get a better look at her. "You're so pretty." You say softly, and you grin as she looks away from you for a moment, trying to hide her smile but you can see through the facade.
"You should go to sleep." Her voice echoes through your head. You shake your head slightly and bring and hand up to cup her face, making her look back to you.
“I don’t want to.” You stare at her lips for just a moment before closing the distance. 
Your lips stay on hers for just a few seconds, longer than you expected. The kiss is filled with so many emotions for you, emotions you didn't anticipate you would feel. Your heart is heavy, almost breaking and you can't figure out why. The kiss was gentle and short. You smile to yourself and keep your eyes closed as you pull away. Your brain doesn’t fully comprehend what you just did until MJ starts laughing. It’s not a light giggle but a roaring laugh that causes her to roll out of your grasp. Your heart sinks further and you frown at her.
“You are soooo drunk.” She says as she composes herself. You swallow and nod.
“Yeah, I guess I am.” 
She turns back to you, pulling you close to her so that your head laid on her chest. You feel her chest rumble, telling you she's talking but you don't hear her. Your eyes are closed and you feel yourself falling asleep. You feel MJ move slightly and kiss the top of your head. "I love you." She says softly.
"I love you too." You mumble out, heart breaking knowing her love was different than yours.
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MJ didn't understand. She would never understand. She never saw the way you looked at her, as if she were the moon on a starry night and you were the tide. She would pull you in behind closed doors, hand holds and secret kisses, but as soon as Peter came around she put enough distance between you two that you'd think your waves would drown the city. 
Staring daggers into Peter, you didn't notice the body that found its way next to you.
"So…" You ignored them, the alcohol coursing through your veins and assuming they couldn't be talking to you. But after a few seconds, they continued. "Peter and MJ ignoring you too?"
Hearing his name made you jump and eyes snap to the person next to you. You groan when you meet Neds eyes, rolling your own.
"We were supposed to be home by now. Peter always ruins everything." The last part came out as more of a low mumble as you stare down at your drink. You didn't think Ned heard you, but he did. He shook his head.
"What's your beef with him, huh? MJ's your best friend and they like each other. Shouldn't you be, like, happy for her?" You whip your head back to look at him, giving him a deep frown.
"My beef, Ned Leeds, is that MJ was my friend first. He doesn't know her like I do, and he never will." You sneer at Peter again, watching as MJ laughs at something he said, looking down and tucking a hair behind her ear. Your stomach turns and you grind your teeth, deciding to down the rest of your drink. 
Ned looks at you, then back to Peter and MJ, eyes suddenly widening. He leans in close and your heart skips a beat. He knows. "Nooo. You like Peter, don't you?"
You let a short, loud laugh, causing some people around you to give you a strange look before continuing their own conversations. Ned turns his head slightly in confusion.
"Sure, Ned." You hop off the counter, making your way to where booze was to get yourself another drink. "I like Peter."
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"Woah."
"Yeah, I know."
You and MJ were laying in her bed, facing each other. You always ended up like this; your hand on her cheek, rubbing soft circles as you shared gentle kisses. You can't help but smile fondly at her. Your heart was so full. You knew she didn't, couldn't and wouldn't feel the same way towards you, but you would cherish these little moments forever. These moments after a night in together, where it's deep into the night and you're both tired and MJ is letting her walls down a little more, inviting you into bed and stealing kisses. They always started as quick cheek or forehead kisses, but her lips always found their ways to yours. You held these moments close to you because you knew any second they would be gone.
"Can I… kiss you again?" You rub your lips together and watch as MJ's eyebrows crease for a moment. You could tell she was deep in thought and you hated that she had to think so much about it.
"I'm not sure that's the best idea." Her voice is as low as a whisper. Part of you thinks she's just saying that to protect herself, but the other part knows better than that.You swallow and try not to let your face show how disappointed you are. You force a smile and rub her nose with yours, sitting up quickly.
"Ok." You say, but it comes out as more of a breath. "So, what movie are we watching now?"
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MJ never left you alone at a party this long, and Peter to Ned. Ned was talking your ear off as you downed another drink, going on about how he knew you liked Peter and how it must suck watching your best friend falling for him and you just let him talk. If he kept talking then you wouldn't have to correct him. If he kept talking you wouldn't have to admit to another person you're in love with MJ. Eventually you tried to get away from Ned, only to have him follow you like a puppy. You put your hands over your ears to try and block out his voice which you were now finding annoying. You tried to lose him by going into a room, but the alcohol was making you react slower. 
"What are we doing in here?" Ned says, looking around the room when he turns to you, eyes wide. "Are you going to tell me more about your crush on Peter?" You roll your eyes, moving your jaw in annoyance when he gasps, hands coming up to cover his mouth. "Do you have a crush on me? Is this where your confession-"
You slam the door, getting Ned to stop mid sentence. 
"Shut UP. Oh my god. I don't have a crush on you, and I definitely don't have a crush on Peter. Just stop talking for five fucking seconds." Your hands pull at your hair for a second, before sitting on the floor in front of the bed in the middle of the room. You close your eyes and take a deep breath.
"Oh… Ok." Ned looks around the room for a second before slowly moving to sit next to you.
You open your eyes after a few moments of silence and look at Ned, who gives you a gentle smile. You feel bad and look down at your fingers, picking at your nails. "I'm sorry. The alcohol makes me a bitch sometimes." 
"It's ok, Y/N. If you don't like like either of us, then what's the problem?" You know he's trying to be nice, but you can't help but laugh.
"What are we? Twelve? Crush and like like, Ned? Really?" You chuckle, looking at him and glad to see he has a smile as well. He just shrugs, hoping if he doesn't say anything that you might continue. "I just… God I've never said this to anyone yet." You twist and pull on your fingers.
"You can tell me, Y/N." You squeeze your eyes closed. "I know we don't know each other well, and I'm not very good at keeping secrets, and MJ AND Peter are some of my best frie-"
"I'm in love with MJ." 
And it was out. Your heart stopped and you almost felt Ned staring at you with his dumb wide eyes that he always had. If either of you took a breath you wouldn't have known it with how silent the room was. 
"That… That makes more sense." His voice is quiet to match the silence in the room. The air is thick. So thick it's hard for you to breath. You bring a hand to your chest and swallow hard.
"This is stupid." You grumble to your self. You feel yourself shaking as you run a hand through your hair. Ned put a cautious hand on your shoulder.
"Would… it make you feel better… to talk about it?" You take a breath and hold it for a second. Normally you wouldn't even have to think about it. "Absolutely not! Are you out of your mind! Leave me alone." Is something your sober self would have said. What actually came out was-
"Sure."
Ned nodded and took his hand off your arm. "Ok."
You sat in silence for a few more minutes before you started from the top, starting at your first kiss and then when you first realized your feelings for her, your reaction to MJ and Peter.Ned sat and listened to it all and before you knew it he was rooting for you and sharing in your frustrations. 
"-and I was running my hand through her hair with her head in my lap and she took my other hand and kind of intertwined my fingers with her like this," You lace your own fingers together dramatically, "and then pulls it to her face and kisses it, looking up at me with her beautiful doe eyes when her phone starts to buzz."
"Uh oh." Ned says from his same spot, watching you pace around the room theatrically recounting your relationship with MJ. 
You stop your pace and point to Ned. "Uh oh indeed. And guess who it was?"
Ned bows his head down and shakes it slightly. "It's Peter, isn't it?" 
You shake your head rapidly. "Yup. Peter messaging MJ. And as soon as she sees his name on her phone she lets go of my hand and sits up out of my lap. I ask her what's going on because she sat up pretty quickly and she…" You take a deep breath and put your hands on your hips, looking to the ground. "She said Peter asked her on a date." Ned groans dramatically, but you're too in your head to acknowledge it. "I remember being super taken back and all I could do was just say 'What?' and she started rambling. 'Well, I guess it's not technically a date. We're studying together-' blah blah blah. But I couldn't hear her. My heart was so..."
"Broken?"
"Empty."
Ned pat the floor next to him and you slowly made your way to it, sitting with a thud. "I feel like I should apologize for that one. I kind of gave Peter that idea."
You clench your jaw for a moment then shake your head. "Don't apologize, Ned. You didn't know."
"Well, yeah, but I should have seen it. Hearing your side it just makes everything so obvious. It's funny, actually. Peter and I were just talking about you and we came to the conclusion that you must like him. It never crossed either of our minds that it was actually MJ." You smile to yourself. 
"Well, I'm glad I wasn't so obvious. If you two didn't catch on, she probably hasn't either." You sigh and lean your head back to look at the ceiling, but end up slowly lowering yourself to the ground. He followed your lead and laid next to you.
"What are you going to do now?" He asks, staring at the same spot on the ceiling. You shrug.
"Keep doing my thing, I guess. Keep enough distance that I don't cross too far over the line with her and just enjoy what we have." 
 "You realize that's a terrible idea right?" You let out a little laugh and turn your head to look at Ned, seeing he's already looking at you. 
"Yeah. Yeah it's a terrible idea." You both start laughing but stop when the door opens. You sit up quickly and see MJ walk through the door.
"There you are. Ready to go-what the fuck is going on?" MJ frowns, jestering between you and Ned on the floor, Ned still laying down.
"We were just talking." Her eyes narrow at you and you roll your own. "It's true! Tell her Ned."
Ned sat up and smiled at MJ. "Y/N's having boy trouble so i was talking it out with her." You smack your hand to your face and drag it down.
"No, no I definitely wasn't. He's just making a joke because we were talking about his girl issues." Shaking your head you turn and give a warning look to Ned and he just shrugs.
"Oh… Kay. Weird. I just didn't think you two were friends." MJ crossed her arms, eyes remaining narrow.
"Well, you ditched Y/N and Peter ditched me so we just hung out together." Ned said as he looked at you. MJ was clearly taken back by this and she started sputtering out excuses before giving up. She knew he was right, but him pointing it out just made her feel guilty. She ditched you while you were drinking. No one was there to look out for you because she was too preoccupied with Peter.
"Well, I'm sorry, Y/N." She mumbled out, looking to the ground. Anyone else would have thought this was a half assed attempt at an apology, but knowing MJ it was the best you would ever get. 
"It's cool, or whatever. It was fun talking to Ned." You smile softly at him.
You miss her quick facial changes. Eyes glare at Ned to soft look at you then to the floor sadly. All in just a second. If you were looking at her you would have seen it. You always do. But your new closeness with Ned was jarring for MJ. She was always hearing you complain about Peter and Ned that the idea of that changing in a night was confusing. The look you and Ned are sharing shows you shared a lot while she was gone and MJ quietly kicks herself for it. She couldn't shake away her jealousy. She coughs to get your attention. 
"Cool. I'm ready to go, so let's go. I've got a lot to talk about when we get home." She moves to open the door and jesters for you to come with her. You begin to stand up when Ned pulls you back down.
"Whatever you wanna tell her, you can tell her here. If it's about Peter, I probably already know." Ned crossed his arms and tries to look confident. You look at him like he just grew a second head but he gives you a little thumbs up. You're not entirely sure what his plan is but you decide to follow his lead anyway knowing she's already going to chew your ear off.
You shrug. "Yeah, actually, he makes a point."
"Are you really that fucking drunk? No. Come on, Y/N." She starts to move towards you but stops when she sees Ned move to pat your shoulder. She feels possessive, a thought of telling Ned to fuck off crossing her mind.
"I'll just talk to you later Ned." You give him a tight smile and he nods at you.
"Peter asked me out on a date." Her words pierced through your heart and you were so thankful you were looking at Ned and not MJ. "Like… A real one.." Neds eyes meet yours and he forced a happy look that successfully came off genuine, but he saw your face. How your smile dropped, the light behind your eyes dying. Your eyes close for a moment and you take a quick breath before you turn your head to MJ.
"That's so great. I'm glad it's finally happening." MJ looks into your eyes intensely.
"Are you?" Her tone was different. It wasn't snarky or sarcastic. It was as if she was genuinely asking. There was pain behind her words. If you were sober you might have been able to figure it out, but all it did was confuse you further. So all you could do was nod.
"Of course, MJ. I just want you to be happy." You spend a few moments looking at each other, trying to read the other and failing at it. Ned just watching in silence, long forgotten by both of you.
"So… Are we going home now or are you just going to sit on the ground drunk all night?"
You shake your head and look to the ground, eyebrows pinched tightly together. "Yeah, yeah. Um, I'll be out in a second. I'll-I'll come find you." 
MJ frowns for a second, standing in the door frame looking between you and Ned. She moves slightly to try and meet your eyes but you don't look. You can't bring yourself to look her in the eyes; your heart couldn't take anymore. She shrugs after a moment. "Fine." 
You hear it in her voice. She's annoyed, but you know she will get over it. You'll just have to deal with some passive aggressive responses for awhile, but things will go back to normal.
"That was crazy." Ned stands, walking towards the door and stopping. "I really didn't see that coming."
"Yeah." You picked at the floor in front of you, taking in a deep breath to settle your nerves. Ned turns to look at you.
"You... good?" You look up at him. He's giving you a concerned look and you give him a small smile.
"I'll be ok. I know that I'm nothing more than a friend to her." You stand up. Ned tries to come up with reasons why it could happen, but you just walk past him to the door. "Ned, I really appreciate your help tonight." You give his shoulder a squeeze. He gives you a beaming smile and you turn back to the door, walking out to find MJ.
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The journey home was long and abnormally quiet. Usually the air is filled with laughter and jokes. But not tonight. Tonight neither one of you wanted to say anything out of fear the wrong words would slip out. The silence, however, made it extra easy to sneak back into MJ's. You both were able to slip in and back to her room without anyone suspecting anything. Part of you thought about just not going back inside. Telling her you'll just see her later and going to your own house but you knew that would just cause more problems than solve any.  But once her door closed quietly behind you, you couldn't help but hold your breath for what was about to come.
"I'm going to sleep. Feel free to do… whatever." She walks to her dresser and pulls out some clothes. Instead of pulling out a pair for you she only pulled out one pair for herself.  She quickly changed and got into bed. She didn't make you turn around and didn't try to hide anything like she normally would. She didn't pat the other side of the bed, a silent invite to come in. She just went right to her phone, back at ignoring you. You sigh and make your way to her drawers. You feel her eyes burning into your back as you disrobe, putting on one of her oversized hand-me-down shirts she got from her dad. You reach in a drawer to grab pajama bottoms and find nothing. You sigh and close the drawer, anxiously pulling at the bottom of the shirt before turning around. MJ locks eyes with you for a second before turning away. You feel yourself blush to match hers.
"Is this ok?" You whisper. You don't mean to be so quiet, but catching her stare at you has made you suddenly nervous.
"Oh, uh, yeah. That's cool." She gulps and focuses on her phone, trying her best not to look at you. You nod and make your way to the bed, sitting softly on the edge facing away from her. You look around the room, trying your best to come up with something to talk about, but all you can think about is her date with Peter. You don't want to ask about it, but you decide that's just what needs to happen.
"So," You cough, gaining MJ's full attention, "you…. Excited for your date with Peter?" 
She's quiet for a minute and it makes you uneasy. You feel your phone buzz in your hand but you ignore it. Your only focused on the deafening silence around you.
"I, um, I don't know why I said that. He didn't actually ask me on a date. He just asked me… um yeah. It wasn't a date." You look at her with a confused face. She scratches the back of her neck, eyes flickering to yours for just a second before staring at the wall.
"Why would you say it then?" 
"I don't know. I guess to get Ned off your back?" You close your eyes.
"How would that get him off my back?"
"I don't know, Y/N!" She exclaims, tossing her phone to the end of the bed and standing up. "I didn't exactly think it through, did I?"
"You really didn't." You chuckle at her and a sense of relief goes through you for just a moment. Even though her back was turned away from you, you could see the tension in her shoulders release, meaning she was likely smiling too.
"I guess I didn't like you getting to close with Ned." Her confession took you off guard. You stand to join her and cross your arms.
"And why's that?"
She taps her foot quickly and twists her fingers. "You're my friend and I guess seeing you act with Ned how you do with me… I don't know. It made me jealous." You smile, uncrossing your arms and walking over to her. 
"You have nothing to worry about, MJ." You take her hands, intertwining your fingers and pressing your forehead to hers. "You're amazing and beautiful and smart. You're funny and charming and I'm so lucky to have you in my life. I'm not going anywhere."
She smiles at you, gripping your hand tighter. "Good. Because I… need you. In my life." 
You fell into a comfortable silence, enjoying the other embrace. Unspoken emotions surrounding you, but you felt they didn't need to be said. Holding her so close was enough. She does feel the same. You lean in and give her a gentle kiss, one that electrifies your whole body. One had leaves her hand and holds just under her jaw, thumb pressing against her cheek and rubbing softly as you pull away. You look into her eyes and your smile fades. MJ is frowning. 
"I don't want us to change." She whispers. Her words hold so much pain behind them. You rub her cheek softly and give her a reassuring smile.
"Why would we change?"
"Peter…" Your hand drops from her face. 
"MJ, why do you keep lying to me?" You start to step back away from her but she holds your arms.
"I don't want you to get hurt."
"Why would I be hurt, MJ? You keep saying that, but you're my best friend and all i want is for you to be happy." You shale out of her grasp and step back from her. "Please, for once tonight, just tell me the truth. I didn't think I'd ever have to ask that."
MJ looks at the floor between you two and swallows. "Peter… Peter didn't ask me on a date. He asked me to be his girlfriend and…. And i said yes."
You continue to stare at her face and take a deep breath, nodding "Ok." 
"Ok?" 
"Ok. Thank you for telling me the truth." She smiles back at you and takes your hand again. You hesitate, but return the hold. 
You lay in the bed, making sure to keep a respectable distance between you but you know you shouldn't be there anymore. Not when she's now dating Peter. And if she really was dating Peter, why did she let you get so close to her? She must have known you were going to kiss her. Why would she let you do it? 
You fall into a comfortable silence and when you hear the gentle breathing from MJ, you gently roll out of bed. You quietly slip your pants back on, opting to change back into the shirt you were wearing before and folding MJ's and placing it on top of the dresser. You grab your book bag and begin heading to the door. You take one last look at MJ sleeping peacefully before making your quiet escape.
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klaroline-fantasies · 5 years
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(Me waves from under the bed)
Don’t throw stones at me!!!
I’m bacckkkkkkkk :D
Ok i’m not exactly back but ya know, I got a foot in the door!
I’m not taking any cover requests, the ones I did have i deleted them, and if whoever sent them still want the cover requests when I reopen my requests you can send them back but I got stuff I’m doing.
I had migrated from tumblr back to IMVU. My name there is Beches and for those of you who know Beches and my catalog (HIIIIIII) 
A while ago I decided to read some fanfiction to pass some time and the more I got into it the more I kept reading more and more and then I found some inspiration to write. Now I’m not publishing anything until it’s finished because I still have ideas that I wanna get done too so I’ll be dealing with stuff one at a time. Because I still have my shop on IMVU to take care of as well as my real life and if anyone wants to know feel free to message me (if you even remember me)
I see the Klaroline Awards are still going on so Im glad for that.
I want to confirm some of my fanfiction stuff for you guys to give yall some hope!
SENIOR YEAR- Definitely continuing it. I have alot of chapter layouts that Ive done since Ive been gone so I can’t NOT do it. I already know how it’s going to end and everything so I HAVE to finish that story
REVENGE- Definitely continuing it. I also did chapter layouts and I actually finished the chapter layouts it’s just to write it out in a fanfic format. The reason why I haven’t been working on it is because someone left a review and it had me thinking. They said that basically Caroline is winning too much and Klaus is not only older but much more wiser despite her extra powers and darkness and I agree with this person. So I’ll be LIGHTLY rewriting it, to be a bit more OC in regards to Klaus because Caroline can catch him offguard with her wit and darkness but she can’t be so smart and so better than him all the time, he is of course a thousand years old)
SILENCE BY DARKNESS SEQUEL (Yes I did promise I’d be doing a sequel to this oneshot and I already started on chapter layouts but I decided it would be a short story with long chapters because I want this story to be told. I have a HUGE Fan of the Spartacus Series and no matter what I do I’ll always want to do this fic just because of Spartacus and the inspiration it gave me)
Pride & Prejudice- yall know I’m finishing this. Pride and Prejudice is my FAVORITE movie of ALL TIME and I’m not letting this go. I just have one more chapter to finish out tho.
I also have some upcoming fanfics I put on my fanfiction page and I want to address some of them.
SnowWhite Oneshot- I’ll publish this when I can because I think I finished it, but I’m not all the way sure. But I promised a sequel to it as well. I started chapter layouts for it but I don’t think I’ll be continuing it. But I’ll keep the chapter layouts of it in case I change my mind.
A Vampire Cinderella Story/Maiden- For those who had been reading my stuff since day one you know that my first story EVER was named A Vampire Cinderella Story based loosely on the story of Cinderella. Now it never even made it anywhere close to Cinderella based lol but I’m working on it. I rewrote it heavily. I changed the title to Maiden and for those who had a taste of Maiden before I removed it, SORRY. But I’m working on it! and I want to finish it before publishing. I have a good bit of chapters in but I still wanna wait till its finished.
Always & Forever Sequel- Not doing it. I feel that I best leave that story where it ended. Sorry for making you guys wait tho!
I mentioned a story on my fanfiction page about a story based on an indian serial I’ve watched and while I started it and I will be working on it, it’s not necessarily based on the series, but moreso it’s a story compiled of different ideas from bollywood movies and series into one fanfic. I’ve done like a couple of chapters already but it’ll be one of those short stories with long chapters type of thing but right now I have no inspiration for it and publishing it with no ending and making you guys wait seems cruel so ill keep it till i finish it obviously. It has Klaroline, Kalijah, Kennett, Stebekah, Delena.
I promised a short story/one shot of Caroline being possessed by a greek goddess and I started it and it’s reached like 20,000 words but it’s not finished but I do plan on finishing it. There’s just alot I added in it. Like, if yall know my fanfictions, yall know I like bringing people back from the dead lol.
I planned on doing a short story based on Tyler Perry’s The Have and the HAve Nots but I haven’t started it. Also it’s not really going to be based on that show but more or less it will be drama centric, like the bold and the beautiful and stuff like that. So it might be a one shot, three shot or something.But on a scale of one to a hundred on whether I will be doing it...a solid 50% cause I do wanna do it but TIME
Humanitate Eius Apicem- I will finish it off because I AM doing a sequel and it’s been plotted out majorily so I kinda have to do it cause I can’t plot out that amount of story and NOT doing it. So most likely ill try to end HEA in like two chapters and hopefully do the sequel and because it’s plotted out, hopefully it won’t take long to write because majority of the writing is thinking out the story and plotting it so because ive done that I’m HOPING it would be a breeze to write. so just hope I don’t add any shit and complicate shit lol.
I also have some oneshots that I was working on that I plan on finishing and publishing. Two of them is Kalijah, one is Kalijah based on Being Mary Jane but you know me nothing I say thats based on something is ever really based on something I just took the Being Mary Jane concept and ran with it. I started a time travel piece but ... I don’t think I’ll finish it. I also started a college oneshot and I think ill finish that and I also started a oneshot based on the last season of Charmed where Coup (the cupid who fell for Pheobe) came in and their storyline gave me inspiration and I plan to finish it. I don’t know how it will end but I do plan on finishing it.
Last but certainly not least because this one is the biggie.
An Originals Fanfiction. 
Basically It will be my take on what I think the story should have went. I basically did chapter layouts and plotting for a season 1 and a season 2 already. It will be long chaptered but not much chapters, like 10-12 chapters at most. I want it to be mainly about the Originals and them coming together as a family, dealing with family issues  that they never got to deal with and family relatives that they never got to deal with.
 I won’t be including the family relatives that has been introduced in the Originals series as I have not been watching nor will I ever.
 There will be no Hayley baby, however Hayley will be in it. I wanted to write her out of it but maybe I can write her in a way that people might like her, idk. 
KLAUS AND ELIJAH WILL MOST DEFINITELY NOTTTT BE KILLING THEMSELVES.
 I will not be adding any canonverse stuff from the Originals, well I might but not the strix whatever and those kind of stuff. It will be mainly Originals...featuring Klaroline and other ships.
It would start from Season 5 of TVD and Episode 1 of TO. I’ll keep some stuff canon but after that I’ll go my own way from there. 
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5 Taylor Swift songs that remind you of Jily and why? 💜
First and foremost, the fact that I am receiving and have answers for this question is entirely @petals-to-fish‘s fault. I would also like to make the disclaimer that I’m a tswift convert, so a lot of earlier songs are not going to be on here; my knowledge is incomplete. That being said here are my answers with lots of fun links and surprises!!!
Delicate- omg this song. one of my favourite off reputation. 
The last fic I wrote before retirement was based on this song (it was for Petal’s birthday go figure. its also the title of the most recent chapters in her slytherin!lily fic BUT ALSO THE TITLE OF A ONESHOT SHE WROTE BACK IN AUGUST BECAUSE I COULD NOT SHUT UP ABOUT WRITING HER A DELICATE FIC SO SHE WROTE ONE HERSELF ITS GREAT BUT SHES DELETED IT HERE ARE THE FIRST FEW PARAGRAPHS???)
im pretty sure the answers to this ask will all also be referenced in the fic.
Anyway, I love the vulnerability of this song? I think it’s really the thesis of this album:
my reputation’s never been worse, so you must like me for me. 
It’s also an incredibly visual song which is why I know that “dive bar on the east side where you at?”  is in the East Village in New York and NOT LA IDC WHAT IN THE MUSIC VIDEO. 
Jily’s a great ship because it goes through two, very, intense, sides of the relationship coin. Ultimate enemies-to-lovers (though enemies-to-firends-to-lovers is also great…I mean this is my OTP gimme ALLL the tropes!) I’m personally of the camp that Lily had a standing crush on James as well, at the very latest by the end of 5th year (because HELLO HAVE YOU READ SWM???) Still, they start off outwardly, for the most part, antagonistic to each other. They grow up, mature, the world is quickly changing around them, and feelings change. Or maybe they don’t but maybe their feelings are ready to be expressed differently.
At this point there is the oh so dramatic irony, because our lovely little ship are SOULMATES, CANON SOULMATES. I mean, if you’re already writing/reading for a ship that’s probably a given for you, but stepping back from or finding the ship, this is makes it special. So for them falling in love is this big risky thing. 
Is it cool that I said all that?Is it chill that you’re in my head?
They have to overcome their past, which will be difficult and also probably very embarrassing (giant squid chucked you, then Lils?) and their future is so uncertain and terrifying. They’ve gone through Hogwarts together but they’re still from very different worlds (do the girls back home touch you like I do?) It’s their last year, and war is right on the other side of graduation. 
We know it’s worth it. We know it’s worth the risk. But they don’t. It’s tricky.
it’s delicate
ISN’T IT ISN’T IT ISN’T IT????
SPARKS FLY- my favourite taylor song, so goooddddd ah im vibrating
the way you move is like a full on rainstorm, and I’m a house of cards
I mean, if that aint the greatest first line of a song ever.
Like, this is it, this is that magical first lightening bolt of love. its here but you’re still so impatient? Suddenly you can see everything in front of you and you want it so bad drop everything now but you’re still at the beginning, and really, the beginning is a beautiful place to be. 
Drop everything nowMeet me in the pouring rainKiss me on the sidewalkTake away the pain
This song takes them through a lot of their relationship. Like 2nd verse we have hogwarts jily. getting together after so much build up and anticipation and finding that the risk was worth it. 
My mind forgets to remind me, youre a bad ideaYou touch me once and it’s really something You find I’m even better than you, imagined I would beI’m on my guard for the rest of the world But with you I know its no good 
There’s also the idea that this love’s created a little haven, a little wonderland, which in the context of jily really fits. The world is going crazy around them, but they go crazy together ;) but can always bring each other back to center (THAT BRIDGE THOOOOO)
I run my fingers through your hair And watch the lights go wild Just keep on keeping your eyes on me Its just wrong enough to make it feel right And lead me up the staircase Won’t you whisper soft and slowI’m captivated by you babe like firework show
In the middle of the despair and destruction of war, love is something that fortifies them and heals
ALSO LISTEN TO THAT BOPPING CHORUS THAT IS 100% DECICATED TO LILY EVANS’ EYES AND JAMES POTTER’S FREAKING SMIRKKK
Get me with those green eyes, baby As the lights go down Gimme something that’ll haunt me when you’re not around ‘Cause I see, sparks fly, whenever you smile 
The Story of Us if you haven’t danced around your room with this song on repeat you are LYING TO YOURSELF (im doing it RIGHT NOW)
First off, have you seen the music video for this? its classic having a freak out in the stacks of the library at my boarding/private school but TEENAGE ANGST!!! FEEELINGS!!!! 
i’ll admit i have a sucker for fics in which Jily breaks up before getting back together (obvs) In my own headcanon, all that angst happens pre-relationship, but I love reading about it. (sidenote I think this song is relevant to the next Comm chapter but I could be remembering that wrong?)
The lyrical motif of stories/storybooks (FIRST CHAPTER)  is so sassy and fitting too, from our perspective. They’re from books but we also deal in the various versions and manipulations of their story over and over again. Its classic…it’ll never go out of style ;)
Oh, a simple complication Miscommunications lead to fall out So many things that I wish you knew So many walls up I can’t break through
the conflict of the song is perfect for the kind of trouble for hogwarts era Jily. they don’t have to deal with the real world issues quite yet, and they’re busy being their own worse enemies. I’d tell you I miss you but I don’t know/howI’ve never heard silence quite this loud.  like omg can the goobers get it together?
AND AGAIN, THAT BRIDGE
This is looking like a contest Of who can act like they care less But I liked it better when you were on my side The battle’s in your hands now But I would lay my armor down If you’d say you’d rather love than fight
Like, they’re are still petty babies who don’t know how to TALK and COMPROMISE, but they’re also a bit scared. Lily and James spent so long thinking they were on different sides and old habits die hard. They’re young, everything seems all or nothing for them, and they’re worried they might not make it through this. BUT THE DRAMATIC IRONY IS THAT WE KNOW THEY CANNNNNN :DDDD
Call it What You Want-  if you haven’t already, please listen to this mashup of of CIWYW/You’re in Love. You’re welcome.
If I ever write a sequel to Delicate it’ll be for this. (I’ve yelled about it to someone over text…which is as close to writing as I get these says. Reputation as a whole, is a very Jily album (obvs if you look at Petals current masterpiece-in-progress) I think it’s because it has a through-line of a single, good relationship, the others might have a through line for Taylor, but that doesn’t really serve our shipping purposes here. 
I’m tempted to make this mashup specifically my choice, because while I love these songs individually (jily or no jily) I’m obsessed with the call and response of this BRILLIANTLY DONE mashup. (if you need convincing, the music AND lyrics are woven through out, its not just the music of one and the lyrics of the another like many are) 
The question: what is it?  
(you knew what it was….)/so call it what you want/(… he is in love)
The answer: It’s love. (Call it love? ;))
Or another clever one. They come together:
/I’m the one he’s walking too/(You can feel it on the way home)
There’s a lot of these back-and-forths in the mashup and AHHHHHH
But Call It What You Want  specifically presents such a….satisfying relationship. Its also very insular, even though the lyrics sort of seem to address a third party, as create a comfortable, loving, fun space in which the relationship exists.
I’m laughing with my loverMaking forts under coversTrust him like a brother
It’s playful, its sweet, and after so much antagonism between Lily and James, and even after that Sparky beginning, here’s this snapshot of them when it’s easy and it’s good. I like to think this is some time after graduation but before the wars gotten too rough. (MAYBE RIGHT BEFORE A PROPOSAL) They’ve been through struggles and survived, (brought a knife to a gun fight/took the crown but its alright) and they know they can get through the future together. (You don’t need to save me/But would you run away with me)
Setting it right before the proposal also adds in this little tidbit/headcanon to unpack:
I want to wear his initial on a chain round my neck, chain round my neckNot because he owns meBecause he really knows me
And so Lily Evans becomes Lily Potter
Get political all you want, but name changes are a big deal. Lily (canon and fanon) is Strong, Independent. ITS THE 70′S. This name change is hugely important. 
Also I love the visual of James on a broom- my baby’s fly like a jet stream/high above the whole scene.
I may also be obsessed with this line STARRY EYES SPARKING UP MY DARKEST NIGHT (the url of my main blog is youreyesinstarsabove, if that helps explain things) (also THAT SPARK)
Holy Ground- OOOOAAAAEEE OOOOAAAAEEE somewhat shared with State of Grace because of this cover by broadway actors  where they cleverly add it into the end. But the original version is a JAM. Also @shining-jul-of-hope wrote a fic for this song (also for PetalsDay2k18) that basically encompasses all my Jily feelings for it
I don’t know SoG much outside of this cover but I just listened to it just now and that THAT BRIDGE THOOOOOO (taylor always killing my in the bridge) 
This is a state of graceThis is the worthwhile fightLove is a ruthless gameUnless you play it good and rightThese are the hands of fateYou’re my Achilles heelThis is the golden age of something good and right and real
I feel like this could become a favourite, but it’s still too soon, also this is supposed to be TOP 5 and I’m already cheating. But this covers everything they’re up against, that they’re fighting for their world and for each other. 
But HOLY GROUND! omg I’m having flashbacks to me spinning and dancing around my dorm room at 3am trying to finish my thesis (which involved jily fic askfhlsdfregia) Which coincidentally is relevant to the lyrics and also my favourite thing to do: dancing like an idiot in New York City
Spinning like a girl in a brand new dressWe had this big wide city all to ourselves
This is AU Jily for me. Like thematically this song is Sparks Fly and Story of Us put together, it goes over the magic of falling in love and the nostalgia for it. 
The start of the fairytale (sparks fly): 
Back to a first-glance feeling on New York TimeBack when you fit in my poems like a perfect rhymeTook off faster than a green light “Go”Yeah, you skipped the conversation when you already know
When the story veers off course (story of us):
And I guess we fell apart in the usual wayAnd the story’s got dust on every page
This is Jily in a muggle AU. Our magical, spunky, canon soulmates stuck doing something domain, working the grind, paying taxes, washing the dishes without magic, and then they run into each other (BONUS POINTS IF THEY ACTUALLY RUN INTO EACH OTHER) 
Its got that same idea of Jily and their relationship creating a safe haven just for the two of them, apart the judgement of other or the real world struggles (which thinking about my fics and WIPs is like….a big theme for me??)
We blocked the noise with the sound of ‘I need you’And for the first time I had something to lose
They’ve found something important, there are stakes now. Stakes are always important in a good story. 
And then the end is just…..MAGNIFICENT! It’s complete release, a leap of faith. The song starts off spinning so carefree and the song ends choosing to embrace that freedom and possibility. 
Tonight I’m gonna dance for all that we’ve been throughBut I don’t wanna dance if I’m not dancing with youTonight I’m gonna dance like you were in this roomBut I don’t wanna dance if I’m not dancing with you
/and I never saw you coming….and I’ll never be the same…/
Wheew. Wow. There we go. Narrowed it done best I could (lol but really I tried) I love music and the narrative power it carries, which is probably why I only ever write songfics lol. There’s undoubtedly more I could say so send and thoughts along if you want. Hope this was amusing? I had fun putting it together
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Also I guess this is just in time before Taylor drops some kind of TS7 bombshell on us
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kaisooficrec · 6 years
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Hi, I was wondering what kind of fics you guys, the admins are currently reading. It's nice to see what interests other people bc it broadens our views. Thank you
Admin [d]o: my reading time is limited with work and school but here’s a few of the things I’ve read recently and am attempting to keep up with
no buts, only beauty - my little heart was not ready. gorgeous, heartbreaking/warming little fic. i can’t even. i’m still waiting to marry flowergirl. speaking of, this fic made me wanna reread another flowergirl fic
good graces - rereading this is a trip because i know jongin’s pov this time around and ugh the miscommunication and feelings and ugh. world building, bless her every single time it’s flawless. also she adds little bits and sequels and stuff to all her fics so there’s always something new to read!
Yes, Alpha - i just found this and didn’t realize the wolf au post had already gone up and that is how it escaped my list! i have brought shame upon my entire family and our cow. i will never forgive myself. 
Cafe Eau Laid - don’t even get me started on this fic istg even indigomini herself is probably sick of my obsession with this fic. 
eventually (i fall into you) - jjokkomi has a new chaptered fic and i’m just slowly working through a list of various religious figures to make sacrifices to in thanks.
my list is accidentally almost all wolf!au whoops… 
Admin J: i usually finish oneshots or fest fics (no matter how long they are) in one sitting so these are multichaptered/ongoing fics (in terms of what i’m currently reading):
Let’s Play - chaptered smut and jUST jgdjf it’s arosoo *screams*
Unexpected Mate - wolf au, big age gap (like 13 years ehuvhefrh), alpha soo + beta nini and it’s so cute i’M :(
P.S. You’re Cute - tinder au + university!au, jongin is on tinder and there he recognizes ksoo as someone he sees on his campus everyday, he accidentally swipes right n then panics fdgjsg it’s been rly great so far i’m excited!!
A Song To Say ‘I Love You’ - high school au, popular kai + nerd soo, jongin approaches kyungsoo and asks him to write jongin a song for his upcoming showcase
Across - the author has decided to add new chapters to it omg!! i’m rly into it rn, it’s psycho n both of them are no angels :-)
By Your Side - i’ve just finished reading this oh my :’’))) wolf au, mpreg, omega!nini was born in a family of alphas only n they hate him bcos he’s an omega and he’s in love w a human :(  
What the Nightingale Spies - i loooove spy au and this is A+ stuff!!!
Admin H: kjsfksfkd im following both these fics bc of admin j 
Fingers Laced to Crown - royalty au, jongin is married to a prince from another country and they say that the prince is “mad”
Maintenance - coming of age au, jongin comes from a v religious family but he’s attracted to his brother’s friend kyungsoo
Admin I: Golden Leash, Gladiator Crown - gladiator au inspired by thor ragnarok aye ;)
what we’ve read recently/ r currently reading: NHE fics, HEA fics!!!
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jennycalendar · 6 years
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2017 fic roundup
tagged by the incredible @catty-words!! which is a delight bc 1) cori is amazing and 2) i LOVE talking about my writing. so here goes
Total 2017 Word Count: 252,499 (.......that’s a lot wow) Total 2017 Hits: 7,515 Other 2017 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 653; Comment threads: 197; Bookmarks: 76; Subscriptions: 49.
Total 2016 Word Count: 61,766 (oh my GOD in COMPARISON i wrote. so much this year) Total 2016 Hits: 4,651 Other 2016 AO3 Stats: Kudos: 360; Comment threads: 55; Bookmarks: 38; Subscriptions: 15.
links and titles to 2017 works
i wrote. um. a lot. like a lot. didn’t realize how much until i had to compile an actual list and now it’s like....wow.
orpheus (4,721 words) that one time i wrote a giles/jenny orpheus & eurydice au. set during....s5-ish? i had fun with this
determination unmatched (1,576 words) set during school hard; ft. giles and jenny in the library and jenny panicking over her Commitment Issues.
the sunnydale high mortality rate (1,722 words) i’m PRETTY sure i wrote this in 2016 for jenny calendar day, but i posted it again as a standalone in january so. still counts sort of. jenny’s musings on life and death in sunnydale.
on gambles (5,577 words) a tara/faith au of the office; tara is a shy receptionist and faith is a flirty paper salesgirl.
bravery (50,445 words) IM GETTING NOSTALGIC because last time i did this fic roundup thing my goal for 2017 was to finish bravery??? and then i did??? and it was beautiful??? fjsfsdljk do i even need to summarize this fic; u all heard me talking about it at Some point or another....it’s a giles/jenny becoming au. i reread it recently and i feel like i’ve really improved since then, but it was a landmark fic for me and the first multi-chapter fic with a complex plot that i actually finished (and last lmao whoops). i love it still
first steps (5,740 words) the follow-up to bravery!! set during dead man’s party. kinda fluffy & pointless but it was still super fun to write
second chances (9,371 words) oh boy this fic is the only one from early 2017 that i’m still genuinely really proud of. set during s6; jenny comes back as a ghost, and only anya can see her.
impromptu vigil for the dead scooby mom (3,226 words) jenny dies in chosen instead of in passion, and giles copes.
missing (13,402 words) s3 jenny, from a world where giles died, forms an accidental supernatural connection with s3 giles.
conscious choices (6,708 words) MY CHEESY ROM-COM FIC. i love this one so much so much so much. told through emails, phone calls, and texts, giles and jenny fall in love (again, sort of) in s4 when jenny comes back into town.
mermaid magic (13,140 words) some anon sent me an ask once upon a time re: jenny as a mermaid and that ask spiraled into a lot of asks and then a tag on my blog and finally this fic. it was inevitable, really.
grand romantic gestures (10,558 words) this was without a doubt my secret masterpiece of 2017. femslash calendiles, set after passion. while attempting to cope with jenny’s death, gil stumbles across something surprising, and then things just start spiraling from there.
restraint (4,305 words) a prequel to on gambles, though they could be read in any order. faith attends the dundies and pines over tara (though she definitely doesn’t want to call it pining). also there is of course some jenny/giles content because i’m Me
forever (4,031 words) kind of still in progress?? various femslash oneshots (faith/tara, willow/buffy, and willow just being a lesbian in general)
irredeemable evil (5,919 words) jenny tries to get used to being a vampire. giles is desperately in love.
on heroes (6,054 words) look i GET that slayers have to be the one-girl-in-all-the-world thing but i hate the cpr scene with romantic undertones so like. i wrote this. with semi-gratuitous mostly-platonic jenny/giles because i’m Me.
fortune favors the bold (2,768 words) jackaby fic!!!! for my traumatized ghost girl and her mess of a paranormal detective boyfriend, who both very clearly have no idea how functioning relationships work, but they love each other so they muddle through. written before i read book 4 bc i was afraid jackaby and jenny wouldn’t get a canonical love declaration & kiss. everyone please read jackaby 4 me
loving parents (6,259 words) am i ever going to finish this? who knows? giles and jenny are expecting a baby in some alternate v happy s5. literally just scooby shenanigans and wish fulfillment.
closeness (1,532 words) my headcanon for giles and jenny’s first kiss!! soft and tentative.
friends with extras (788 words) leverage; sophie/nate and pillow talk. not my best work and i don’t think i really Got their dynamic, but i think someday i might return to write fic for them? maybe? canon gave me so much already so i don’t really feel the need. 
many kinds of magic (2,394 words) my favorite thing about this fic is the fact that i felt 0 need to explain why jenny was alive. she’s just There. willow and tara fall in love, aided gently by jenny. except not really bc lbr willow and tara need NO help to fall in love, so jenny just listens and offers advice.
imperfections (76,843 words) someday i really will come back to this. maybe. hopefully. i wrote it while i was sorting through Sad Feelings and i don’t......have.....those feelings anymore, which is Excellent for me but kinda bad for this fic. anyway. faith and jenny form a friendship in s3 (or: a braveryverse rewrite of season 3 where jenny is alive).
pint-size potential (7,212 words) the first fic in what will hopefully be a series of short fics!! giles is charged with the care of baby buffy summers, a potential who isn’t likely to become a slayer (according to the council).
adapting (3,327 words) sequel to pint-size potential! giles adjusts to his life in sunnydale; buffy throws things and gets excited about animals
inevitability (4,881 words) post-chosen faith/buffy; soft and hesitant and frightened but both of them are still determined to try.
Favorite Fic: DEFINITELY grand romantic gestures. like i love all these fics (and i feel like the calendiles day fics were some of my best. jenny as a sarcastic smitten mermaid??? giles and jenny passive-aggressively emailing?? jenny and buffy forming a tentative friendship over the fact that they both loved giles???) but grand romantic gestures was swoony and gorgeous and sapphic and incredibly romantic. i’m so so proud of it and i want it to get Lots of attention but it. does not. so like...please go read & review
Hardest Fic: definitely missing, because i was writing it under time constraints and i felt like it wasn’t good enough the whole time. but it surprised me by turning out to be really nice!! i went back and reread it and. solid work celia.
Do You Plan to Take Prompts in 2018? oh totally!! i don’t know if i’ll Complete them but i’m definitely down to take them.
What was the best thing about 2017? wow this is hard. this is hard and i really like that this is hard. the best thing about 2017 is 100% that i cannot decide what the best thing about 2017 is. i have a lot of options and a lot of friends and a lot of happy things that i did not have last year. i feel very good about that.
What was the worst thing about 2017? that i didn’t Actually meet robia. but there were so many good things that balanced it out!!
Any last thoughts for 2017? i’ve been saying for a while that 2017 felt like a stepping-stone year towards something better for me, but i think it was actually a damn good year as a whole. i think i need to stop thinking of things as a journey towards happiness and start just...enjoying whatever journey i’m on.
Goals for 2017
FINISH THE TOP-SECRET DETECTIVE AU and find a title and start posting it!! it’s intricate and gorgeous and i can't wait to show it to u all
write more femslash!!!!
stop telling myself i’m not writing enough. i was telling myself that all this year aND I WROTE OVER 250,000 words SO CLEARLY I AM DOING PRETTY DAMN WELL WHEN I’M NOT EVEN TRYING
tagging @regenderate and um i’m not sure if i can think of other people that cori didn’t tag?? i love my small corner of the buffy fandom but it’s. difficult 4 tagging people. so like if u see this ur tagged congrats
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nightwingswing · 7 years
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”STALKER” (Jonathan Crane x Reader)
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Hello, my little wings!!
I hope you enjoy this oneshot! I love writting for villains of dc comics! if you got any prompt for any villain let me know!
Request: Do you write for Jonathan Crane? If so, can you write one where he stalks the reader because he loves her and then she finds out and you decide what happens from there? If that makes sense
Requested by Anon!
WARNING!!!! THIS CONTAINS MATURE CONTENT!!!  A STALKER CHARACTER, VIOLENCE, IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE SCROLL DOWN.
Tagging: @hamsterforlive and @plethora-of-things 
If you want to be tagged, message me any time!
Hope you enjoy!
 Part 1 ( here1) Part2   Jay’s ending  Jon’s ending [Sequel!]
You were an exchange student from (y/c) and had come to Gotham for researching Arkham for your thesis in psychiatry. Your parents refused, saying it was too dangerous but you liked the thrill and you were really curious of meeting the infamous Arkham inmates.
You fixed your skirt before entering the shady asylum. In the entrance, a brunette woman waited for you.
“Hello, (y/n) (l/n), right?” She asked
“Yes, a pleasure.” You said
“My name is doctor Mel. I’ll be your tutor thought this and I’ll assist you in every interview. If you have any question you can ask me. As for the rules, we are very strict with the rules. There will be some inmates you won’t be able to talk with more than a few minutes, for your safety. I suggest you to don’t fraternize with the inmates. Everything clear?”
“Yes, doctor.” You nodded and clutched your bag harder. The doctor’s eyes softened, she put a hand on your shoulder.
“Don’t you worry, miss (l/n). Nothing bad will happen to you.” You let a shaky breath as she guided you to your first interview. As you passed the hall where the cells where you clutched your bag closer.
“HEY DOLL, COME CLOSER! I WANNA SEE YOUR PRETTY FACE!”
“IM SURE HER FACE LOOKS BETTER IF SHES CRYING!!”
“HAHAHAAHA”
“HEY, LADY! COME ‘ERE AND LET ME OUT! I’LL BE NICE I PROMISE!!”
You keep your eyes on the door in the end of the hall, doctor Mel gided you to the room.
Once you where there, Doctor stopped.
“Your first interview will be Crane, Jonathan. As he was interested in meeting you. I forewarn you, Crane doesn’t look dangerous but he is. Don’t take anything from him, and if he starts getting inside your head, press the button in your visitor wristband.”
You nodded and entered the room, a guard opened the door and waited until you were comfortable, once you nodded at him he leaved. You waited for a few moments until another guard brought the scarecrow.
“Be careful” gruffed the guard “I’ll be outside, scream and I’ll come in” You smiled and nodded in appreciation.
“Well, well,well…What brings a student here? Oh, dear…why won’t you look at me?”
“Am I talking to Doctor Crane or to The Scarecrow?”
He, for a moment looked taken aback, he quickly recomposed himself and smirked.
“Does it matter?” he sassed
“As a matter of fact, it does. Doctor Crane I’ve toughly studied your research in the concept of “fear” and I find it really interesting, I even dare to say it revolutionary. I, myself find it appealing. Have been victim of a severe Anxiety that causer Paranoid thoughts, your study discovered a new concept of the illness to me. Sadly the way you choose dirtied your brilliant future-“ Crane hand hit the table and his teeth where clenching.
“THAT’S THE PAST! THERE IS NO CRANE NOW, ONLY SCARECROW!” He yelled.
You took notes of everything before nodding.
“Very well, mr Scarecrow. Would you be so kind as of answering some questions?”
His face calmed. “Okay”
“Great, now.” As the interview went on Crane found himself enchanted by you. You beauty made him weak in the knees, your intelligence made him swoon. Never had he found himself so at ease, so understood. Even the scarecrow gave him a break!
He smiled as a bit of blush covered his pale cheeks.
“Well, we are done Mr. Crane. I’m very thankful in your willingness to cooperate in my research, I’ll be sure to credit you in it.”
“I hope I can read it soon” He tried to smile charmingly.
You brushed his hair out of his eyes.
“I hope so, Mr. Cane. Well, it was a pleasure to meet you, I’ll call the guard so he can escort you to your cell.”
His hand quickly grabbed yours, scaring you.
“W-Will we-I mean I see you again?” his eyes looked mad.
“um, I seriously doubt it, Mr Crane. As I will be attending other inmates until I leave to (y/c) in approximately three weeks.” His eyes widened in horror and his hands tightened around yours.
“W-What? Already? I have more data you could use! I’m sure you could maybe, come to see me again” His smile twisted. You released your poor hand from his tight hold.
“Sorry Mr. Crane. I’m allowed to see each inmate only once-“
“But I can show you the world!” He tried to get up but his bonds didn’t let him. You came closer to the wall as he started to become violent. The two guards came in and reduced him, cuffing him and dragging him back.
“NO! YOU CAN’T GO! YOU UNDERSTAND ME! NO ONE DOES BUT YOU! NO MISS (Y/n)! DON’T LEAVE ME HERE!” Crane shouted as he unwillingly was being “escorted” back to his cell.
You let yourself fall to the ground, speechless as Doctor Mel approached you.
“Are you ok, miss (y/n)?” She worried.
“I-I am. Let go with the next one-“ You breathed.
“You sure?”
“I am.” With adrenaline pumping into your veins you attended the next patient.
////*\\\\\
Crane approached the table where the Joker was. He often never teamed up with him, nor asked for favors…but he needed out of here.
“Well,well,well…what’s brings you here Johnny boy?” The joker laughed.
“I heard you had a plan of escaping Arkham.” Crane said, unfazed.
“My, my you want to join us? Wow Craney boy! It’s that student, isn’t it? My my, cute little thing! Those pouty lip! Make a man go mad-“Crane’s fist punched the table hard, making everyone silent. That silence was broken by the joker’s cackle.
“Shut up.” He snarled. And the Joker’s smile widened.
“We leave at midnight!” The joker smirked.
////*\\\\
You had lied, you had at least two months of classes at Gotham University.
Bad, bad (y/n)…
As you were archiving the new data you got today you felt someone watching you. You looked around, but you found nothing.
You shrugged and continued writing on your computer.
Outside your windows, Scarecrow was pushed against the wall outside your house.
You almost caught him.
He had been stalking you for about 2 weeks.
And he found himself falling more and more in love with you.
“She’s so beautiful…” Jonathan sighed.
“She is. And her mind! Oh!” Scarecrow said.
“yes” Jonathan followed your silhouette to the bathroom. You had prepared yourself a relaxing bath after dealing with Killer Croc.
You sighed as your clothes fell from your body. Jonathan bit his lip as his hold on your window tightened.
The scarecrow sighed in his mind at the same time you sat, the warm, steamy water moving around you.
“In a few days, it will be us there with her!” Scarecrow whispered to Crane.
“yes” Jonathan sighed.
“ She’s ours! As we are hers!”  Scarecrow yelled.
“No one will separate us…” Jonathan bit his lip harder as his hand traveled down his pants.
////***\\\\
You were dress in a comfortable pants and sweatshirt as you gazed down Gotham highest building.  The harsh air of Gotham dried your lips, as you applied your lip balm, a tall shadow loomed over you.
“Good night Batman.” You said.
“Good night, miss (y/n). You said you wanted to meet me?” Batman gruffled.
“Yes actually” Turns and looks at him “ I have some questions for you”
“Hn” Batman said, and you had the feeling this wasn’t going to be productive.
At the same time, an angry jealous Scarecrow glared at the bat.
“see, Jonny boy? We have to destroy the bat! He’s trying to steal her from us!” Scarecrow feed Crane’s madness.
“Yes” Crane glared at the hand you laid on the Bat’s shoulder. “She will be ours.”
“By any means necessary” Jonathan smirked.
///***\\\
You were walking downtown Gotham when you were pulled against a wall when soft lips ravaged yours. You tried to push them away but they hold your hand above you head.
“Miss (y/n)….” Scarecrow moaned in your ear, but the distortion of the fear gas made you unable to identify him. “You look sooo beautiful…that terrified face…” Your scream was silenced by crane’s lips that were smashed against yours, his long fingers grabbed your hair as his tongue fought yours. His other hand that grabbed your face softly was being soaked by your tears.
“SHHHHHH, my love….shhh….it okay, it’s okay! Your soulmate is here…shhhhhh” Jonathan hugged you, kissing your sweaty cheeks and forehead comfortably. You whimpered, as the effects of the drug passed you passed out, Crane grabbed you and carried you to your room.
Crane set you on your comfortable bed, and covered your body. He get up to grab a wet towel to wipe your sweat, he sat next to you and wiped it lovingly.
“She’s so beautiful…”
“And her screams were like sweet honey”
“Her lips were soft like clouds…”
“Her skin was so warm and delicious...”
“sighs”
You turned around, facing him. He laid next to you, hugged you and kissed your eyelids.
“I love you”
///*\\\
You waked up, startled.  
Huff, it was a nightmare…
You get up and saw warm (f/b) in your table, a (f/f) sat inside a vase. A note was beside it than said:
         Good Morning my love
Last night you passed out in my arms so I carried you back home. Here you have your favorite breakfast, exclusively for you.
Love
Your soulmate,
-JC
You let the note fall to the ground, you covered your mouth and fell to the ground.
Someone entered in your apartment.
Someone was watching you.
You started breathing heavily.
Oh god
Oh f*ck
Oh-
An overwhelming pain invaded your chest as your door opened.
“(y/n)!” Yelled Jason Todd, your boyfriend. He ran to you and cached you, hugging you and rocking you, calming you down. “Shhhhh, I’m here…I’m here…” You hugged him, crying on his neck.
“Shhhh, I’m not letting them hurt you…”
As Jason calmed you, Jonathan looked at you two. Jealousy blinded him.
“If you aren’t mine, nobody will have you” Crane said.
///*\\\
It was time to go back to (c/n) and Jason and the outlaws decided to go with you. Well Jason came with you, Roy and Kory came once in a while.
You calmly wrote your thesis as Jason read a book on your couch.
“Babe, im boooooooooooored!” Jason said. “Come and hug me?”
“Almost done….” You typed the last words and saved it. “Done!” You laid above Jason as he kissed your lips softly, his hands burying themselves in your hair.
“mmmmh” Said Jason as his phone went off like crazy. He keep kissing you until you stopped him.
“It seems urgent, you should get it” You smiled and Jason huffed. He answered the phone.
“Dick…what?....seriously?!....shit….ill go….fine…see you” Jason sighed.
“What’s wrong, jay?” You asked worried.
“I have to go back to go home.” He sighed.
“What happened?”
“All Arkham escaped…the league is stretched tight. I have to go” He kissed you.” Okay?”
“Okay” You kissed back. “Be careful…” You kissed him softly.
“I love you” He said.
“I love you too.”
///*\\\
Its been month since Jason returned to Gotham, and you had enough.
You bought a ticket to Gotham but weren’t expecting to find it under Scarecrows control.
“What…What happened?”
“The scarecrow got the control of the city. Batman disappeared. You have to go back girl. This ain’t safe!” A man said as he ran away from something. You looked behind the commotion to see Bane.
“Oh god-“You started running away but Bane cached you.
“The scarecrow will be happy” He knocked you out and carried you away.
///*\\\
“Scarecrow, I got a present for you” Bane said as he entered the dispatch.
“hmm?” Crane looked at Bane, unsure. “What is-“ Scarecrow stopped mid-sense when he saw you knocked out body.
“This girl…is the one you wanted” Bane said.
“Let her down” Crane approached your body tentatively. “Go” Bane obeyed, leaving Crane and you alone. He immediately ran to you, holding you close.
“Look, my love! I builded our own empire! So we can rule it together! Are you proud!!?? “ He carried you to his bed and laid next to you. “ I read your thesis, it was brilliant my love! How you explained your experience….ahhh just-just orgasmic!” He moaned as he kissed your neck. “I missed you, so much! I took care of that dirt you called boyfriend! You wont see him again!” He kissed your lips and you slowly waked up.
“H-huh? J-JAY?” When your eyes were completely open you looked at the crazy eyes of the Scarecrow and screamed. He covered your mouth with his lips.
“Shhhhh, my love…..” He kissed you again. “Please, don’t scream… I made this all for us! For us and our unborn child!” His grin widened in one you could only describe as crazy.
“Please let me go!, please! I didn’t do anything!!!” You panicked.
“Shhhh, my darling. I won’t hurt you! I love you! We will be together forever!”
“Jas-“
“Your petty boyfriend won’t come” He smirked.” Now…”
He started unbuttoning his shirt.
“Im going to show you, how much I love you…”
He kissed and bited your neck as your terrified tears fell
“Shhhhhh, we will be together forever…”
Bonus.
“No shit, bats! The crazy got my girlfriend! I won’t let him hurt her!”
“Jason don’t be rash” Batman said. “We can’t interfere just now!”
“I WON’T STAND HERE WHILE THAT BASTARD IS HURTING HER!”
“JASON, NO! YOU WILL BLOW OUR COVER!”
“I DON’T FUCKING CARE!!! IM GOING TO RESCUE HER!”
To be continued???
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