#it tore me to pieces

[hwkgrass]

#anime older than me tore me to pieces and now i'll never recover #revolutionary girl utena #anthy himemiya #utena tenjou #utenanthy #rgu

[stargirl230]

I’m so late to this but i started watching ofmd and jim has stolen my whole heart 🍊

(no reposts; reblogs appreciated)

#my art #artists on tumblr #art #fanart #digital art #ofmd #our flag means death #ofmd jim #jim jimenez #vico ortiz #jim can stab me actually #i know the jim/oranges art has been done a billion times but that's because it's a lovely take so here's mine #this was overall a super fun piece to work on #especially during finals week... #im actually insane for starting a painting during exams #but we don't talk about that #what we do talk about: this entire show oh my god #currently on s2 and the part where jim says life used to mean something??? and later when archie tells them it's just life?? #tore my bleeding heart out!!! peeled it like an orange! #there's also just so much unapologetic queer joy in this show and i love it

[reggie-gremlin]

"What's it about?"

"Basically about my experience being aromantic and asexual. Like, being in a world where romance and sex are prized above everything when you don't feel those forms of attraction. Growing up feeling that something about you is different, but you don't have the words to describe what that is. But then, freedom. The euphoria of freeing yourself from those pressures and expectations."

- Heartstopper, Season 2, Episode 7

#this tore me into tiny little pieces and scattered them in the wind #i didn't realise how much aroace isaac meant to me until we got him #this is why i love heartstopper so much #you're gonna find yourself somewhere eventually #alice oseman is the reason i figured out so many things about myself #i was about to cry watching this scene #heartstopper #alice oseman #isaac henderson #aro #ace #aromantic #asexual #heartstopper season 2 #and with crush culture in the background too

[lizard-dumbass]

so The World Of Mr Plant is actually rly cool

Image ID: a digital illustration of Mr Plant from the web series The World Of Mr Plant. He is sitting on a white bed and is looking at the "camera". Behind him is an open doorway cloaked in pitch black darkness. The room is dimly lit and the lighting has a distinctly purpley blue color to it.

#lizard dumbass's art #the world of mr plant #ashur gharavi #mr plant #this random ass tiktok dreamcore horror series is now taking up space in my brain so i had to draw him #tbh this was more so an excuse to get myself to draw more because i rarely ever make a full proper completed illustration and its been #making me feel inadequate as an artist :') #anyway im fairly pleased with how this came out #i tried to capture the liminal dream-like vibe of the series #also i got this done in 1 day which is neat ig since i tend to draw very slowly and it can take days for me to just draw #a simple character render #its also during the process of this art that i realized that mr plant's current flower petals are different from the ones in the first ep #i think ashur might have replaced them after the babysitting episode where one of the flower babies tore a piece of a petal off #twomp #mr plant twomp

[stafsar]

L. Lawliet is a gifted photographer who believes he has understood the light and its secrets. Light Yagami is a young, unstable and slightly crooked model. Together, they kill time.

I had a bookcover design assignment so obviously I chose @devilinthebox's literary masterpiece of a fanfic Our Bodies, Possessed by Light

#I actually hate this already but its mostly because nothing I could ever draw couldnt even begin to describe the beauty of this fic #The way this fic is EVERYTHING to me #It literally tore me to pieces split in my face made me cry then cradled me and gave me a forehead kiss then threw me into cold water #over and over again #I could talk about it for hours #I love every single character so so much #my favorite portrayal of naomi EVER #also the fact that Beyond is turkish and speaks of his turkish mother missing İstanbul so dearly #literally made me cry #I love him so much #sorry Beyond is canonically turkish now and its my whole personality #anyway maybe I'll ramble more about how much I love this fic on another post sometime later #the photos on the wall are mostly my old art #I thought about doing an A portrait but I have no idea what she looks like #anyway yea #my art #lawlight #l lawliet #light yagami #our bodies possessed by light #obpl #lawlight fic #lawlight fanart

[chaixhi]

day 6 favorite female character// nico robin

#one piece #30 day op challenge #nico robin #one piece art #I was so torn between her and nami this tore me apart #Robin was my first love though I cannot deny #I never draw her though because it’s so… so hard

[kuroshika]

“i can feed the caterpillar, i can whisper through the chrysalis, but when it hatches, it follows its own nature and that is beyond me” okay so i need to see every single analysis that compares this line to how hannibal guides will into his becoming (“feeding” his encephalitis and his more twisted thoughts, speaking through the curtains to appeal to the darker parts of him) and how will has always instinctually known what fate laid ahead of him

#BECAUSE #when will threw the gun aside and tore into dolarhyde with his bare hands?!?!! #when he told hannibal that killing garret jacob hobbs felt good?!?!! #‘how would you kill me?’ ‘with my bare hands’?!?!! #will has ALWAYS been driven by his instincts #just like the butterfly hannibal refers to in that scene #hannibal could cater to and feed the caterpillar (the man in front of the curtains) until his becoming (the chrysalis hatching) #and wills darker sides have always been pure instinct #his instinct wasn’t to stop garret it was to kill him #arghhhh #kallie disappears for a month then comes back and drops an incomprehensible piece of meta #hannibal nbc #nbc hannibal #hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #will graham #mads mikkelsen #hugh dancy #hannibal parallels #kuroshika.txt

[onepiecefashion]

Outfit for Nami

Delpozo Spring 2017

#nami #nami one piece #one piece #one piece fashion #delpozo #yellow #orange #this reminds me of her coat she lent to luffy on drum island #the one that luffy tore the sleeve off of #it's also kind of like the dress she wears in the last episode of the live action netflix show

[hawkeyeslaughter]

i don’t really like bj because “ what are you talking about ? you’re not dying . “ is literally ingrained into me forever

#why did he do that #WHY ? #😂😂😂 #that shit tore me into pieces . literally murdered me . #i was never ever the same again #m*a*s*h #mash #mashposting #mash 4077 #mashblr #bj hunnicutt #lgbt #lgbtq

[vvelegrin]

positive affirmations. i can be trusted to reinstall stellaris. i will be responsible with easy access to stellaris and sometimes do things other than play stellaris when i have reinstalled stellaris. i will allocate realistic amounts of time to have some fun with the video game stellaris but also stop playing stellaris when i don't feel like playing stellaris anymore instead of continuing to play stellaris when it is unpleasant and want to be doing other things and not playing stellaris. i will be normal about maybe getting one or perhaps two of the dlc on steam winter sale for stellaris to enhance my stellaris experience so that i may enjoy my responsible video game time playing stellaris.

#prattling about the self #we'll see #i want to play it some and i think my brain stickiness has been relatively better this past week or so #closer to my baseline level of brain stickiness i think #so will hopefully be able to uh enjoy in moderation #or nnnggg maybe will grab the sacred and profane dlc for old world #this post also goes for old world lmao but stellaris just tore me to pieces recently and made me frantically uninstall many games #video games are just. guy who doesn't have a good sense of time to begin with engages in the activity that makes time go away #and then expects a net positive experience

[theparadoxart]

Ace's last words, "thank you for loving me"..all his life he just wanted to know whether it was right to be born..finally he got the answer from the people who risked their life to protect him...

#seeing luffy scream and lose his sanity after his brother's death tore me apart #i cried like a baby when this scene came in anime #and i cried again while reading the manga #this has got to be one of the most heartbreaking deaths in all of the anime history #one piece spoilers #portgas d ace #ace death

[cynical-mystic]

I just finished Murtagh, and realized something about myself. It isn't the first time I've realized this, but maybe it'll stick this time. 😅

All of my favorite ships (kyoru, zelink, zutara, kyoharu, claudeleth, claudevain, claudelix, claudesylvix, barney x robin, booth x brennan, and now Murtagh x Nasuada) are based on the core premise of someone seeing and experiencing someone else at their worst and loving them anyway. Being willing to die, to live, for them anyway. Being willing to fight for them anyway, even if you can't actually be together.

And that's all I really want from my own relationships. People who see me at my darkest and will love me anyway.

But it's more than that, and this is the reason why I just can't get behind ships like k@taang or dimileth. It's more than just the seeing of the darkness; it's also about the recognization of it and the conscious decision to accept it and love me in spite of, and maybe even because of, it. I don't want people who will try to bend me to their will for me; I want people who will challenge me to challenge the darkness in myself and come out better for it.

If someone has a word for it, please let me know. It's like devotion and loyalty, but it's not blind faith. It's knowledge and acceptance and love. It's steadfast and strong, and not necessarily dependent on romance, but does strengthen it immeasurably.

In Bones on Fox, Sweets wrote that the core of Booth and Brennan's love for each other is based on their deep friendship and trust in each other. I want a love like that.

Murtagh, and Sylvain, and Zuko, and Kyo, all have such compelling senses of self-loathing that it makes it that much more meaningful when they do find love.

This is a huge part of the reason why I write fanfiction. I want to capture this feeling myself, hold it in my hands and experience it, if only for a moment. And maybe, just maybe, help someone else to feel it too.

#mystic writes #introspection #Murtagh #this book tore me to pieces and built me back up again right alongside Murtagh and Thorn

[gotyouanyway]

lol the other day i told my pt i always use my knee brace at work (3x 4 hour shifts a week, sometimes less) bc if i don’t then i’ll be in significant pain and she told me off for it bc i’m “relying on it” too much and it’ll make my muscles weaker and make things worse in the long run. and when i said “i understand that so i don’t use it all the time. but you told me to use it when i’m in pain or standing/walking a lot.” she said “i only meant to use it right after our last appointment because you were in a lot of pain. only use it when you’re in extreme pain” and i said “but if i don’t use it Then i’m in extreme pain. idk what you want me to do” and she literally said “okay” in her “defuse the aggro patient” voice and moved on. like truly these people do not give a fuck about your day to day quality of life they only care about your long term statistics

#this is after she saw me with crutches last time and instead of being like ‘oh you must be in a lot of pain’ she literally just told me off #bc ‘those are for people with real mobility issues’ #and then spent the last 10min of that appointment explaining to me like i was 5 that i shouldn’t be in pain bc my xrays look ‘fine’ #(they don’t.) #oh AND she ignored me when i said WHY i wasn’t doing my exercises (having a hard time mentally) and just lectured me about consistency #then she recommended me a meditation app. LOL. #oh plus the ‘learn to pace yourself ^_^’ info packet from last time that i tore into pieces bc i was so mad it was so insulting lmao #anyway that’s why i keep crying after all my appointments with her #but i can’t fire her! bc she’s seeing me for free and i can’t afford to go see someone else without relying on my dad #which i don’t want to do bc he has insane ideas about medical care #p

[changeurfuckingcar]

Guys, I just found out that my dad's dream when he was younger was to become an F1 engineer and I-

He is an engineer now a days, but he went into computer engineering. In another universe, I could be married to one of the F1 boys...

One carreer move on my dad's part and I'm writing fanfiction about them instead of marrying them...

Give me 2-10 years to process this pls.

#f1 girls #f1 grid #in another life #depressed fr #i will never let him live this through #how could he do this to me? 😭 #im kidding i love my dad but this just tore my heart into pieces

[stayatsam]

hey btw if you tag stuff like this on any of my art i instinctively get annoyed with you

youre not funny for it, be respectful to stuff i work really hard on and pour my heart and soul into

EDIT: providing additional context, i mean this for like OC pieces mostly. fanart stuff like calling Varre stinky garbage man under there is fine (that's what he is, anyway) LOL

#sam crying #i hate when some tumblr funnyman tries to make jokes until my artwork #i read all the tags and i just roll my eyes everytime some bozo tries to crack a joke in the tags #sorry if i sound mean here but i do not joke along on my art this stuff is so personal to me #like that one piece of a character by a body and fridge got so many funnyman tags on it when its like #an extremely personal piece that i tore my heart out to paint

[fruity-phrog]

I cannot express the way the “He’s a human being” scene in Why Women Kill makes me feel. Just the human need to scream when you’re talking to a group of people, begging them to help you, because there’s no reason why they shouldn’t, they are watching a man suffer before their very eyes as a hate crime is displayed in front of them, but they all just stare. Simone’s desperation and voice breaks and lurches into the crowd to find someone to help while clearly not wanting to stray too far from Karl - tore my heart to pieces.

#AND SO SOON AFTER THE EMILY DEATH SCENE #Beth Ann’s raw visceral screaming #first when she saw the body and then again as she hugged her to her chest #tore my heart into pieces and then Simone stomped on the remains #Lucy lui and Ginnifer Goodwin absolutely destroyed me this season #BUT NO SPOILERS I HAVENT WATCHED THE LAST EP OF S1 #OR ANY PF S2 #cedar crap #why women kill #Simone grove #Karl grove #Lucy lui