#it was absolutely a gay confession

[bylertruther]

"will shouldn't use a gun in season five because his father probably taught him how to use one and that could be a bad reminder for him" have you considered that will using what was very likely a Bad experience to save his life in what is undoubtedly an even worse experience could be a good thing? have you considered that him using a skill he was forced to learn to save not only himself but (as is likely more important and meaningful to him) the lives of others could give him a sense of usefulness and safety knowing that he isn't defenseless and can stand his and others' ground if need be? especially considering that's a skill that we've only seen hopper and nancy possess, making it that much more valuable and himself more helpful to the group? after everything in s1 and s2, he's probably felt guilty for having endangered them and dozens of other people multiple times, i don't think it'd be out there for him to feel "happy" that he can finally return the favor and protect them for once (especially after having complained about being babied and treated like a doll).

"will doesn't have and shouldn't have powers because that makes him different and he doesn't want to be different" not only are you wrong lol <3 but how have you not noticed that will's entire thing since the very beginning is that he is different and he knows it and while he does get his heart broken over the fact that this means he faces constant unfairness in life, he still refuses to be any other way? will doesn't conform nor does he ever try to even when others try to force or shame him to. he gets frustrated and upset at being treated differently, yes, but he stays true to himself. to battle that feeling he sometimes gets that tells him he's a mistake, a feeling he gets not from his own otherness but from living in a world that Makes it an otherness and thus isolates him for it, he seeks out that which he loves and enjoys and throws himself wholeheartedly at it. will lives his truth and is willing to suffer the consequences for it. he refuses to live in darkness and let it take a hold of him. he holds on to hope and all that makes him feel better for being different. he holds on to art, to dnd, to video games, to his family and his friends, and everything that brings him joy and reminds him that it's okay to be different. in s1 joyce defends will ("he's missing is what he is") and jonathan tells him he shouldn't like things that other people (namely their homophobic dad) try to force him to like, that he should like what he genuinely likes. in s2 jonathan gives will the freak speech and tells him that no one normal ever accomplished anything and mentions bowie. in s3, he doesn't get a speech, (though joyce does tell him that when he falls in love he won't find it gross [avoiding the word girlfriend and leaving it neutral]) but he does face backlash from someone that IS trying to conform and IS shaming will for not letting go of "childish" things aka his interests, what's important to him, and what he wants. does will back down or shy away in shame? no. instead, he lets mike sit in his shame for having said something that hurtful, and he says "yeah. i guess i did. i really did." clearly this is a conversation about what makes will different aka his sexuality bc he goes and destroys castle byers (the safe place he and his brother built once their homophobic dad left which is a place will can be himself unapologetically) with what is likely a bat that lonnie gave him when trying to get him into baseball. he calls himself stupid and donates his dnd books, but i don't see this as an act of conformity (he tells mike as much, suggesting he'll just use his books + if he was ashamed he wouldn't have painted the party as their dnd characters and given it to him of all people lol). he felt stupid because he thought they'd always be crazy together, that they were of the same mind and heart still, and that they had the same brand of "otherness" if you catch my drift. then in s4 we get jonathan's tender "you're my brother and there is nothing absolutely nothing that will ever change that" which is the most direct anyone has ever been about that which makes will different. and he doesn't shy away from it! he doesn't deny it, because we can see from his confession and how he breaks down that he's desperately been wanting and needing to hear that. he accepts that love and allows himself to be held and seen by someone else, as he has every other time. because will doesn't hate being different, he just hates that he has to live in a world where that's seen as wrong and thus makes him feel like he doesn't belong because of it. but he doesn't change himself. he doesn't feel ashamed of it. he doesn't see it as a flaw in himself or others and he never has. will is different and he knows it and he wouldn't have it any other way.

will's story since the beginning has been about being different and going through awful things, and managing to not only find the light in it but also make it out stronger because of it all. it's always been about using what makes him different as a good thing and as something he uses to save himself and others.

will being good with a gun bought him time with whatever kidnapped him. will knowing how to run and hide kept him alive in the upside down. will acted as a spy while possessed and managed not only to save hopper but also tell them how to finish this. will's experiences and senses helped them figure out what was happening in season three. will's love and loyalty inspires mike and manages to bring him to a better place even if just for a moment in the van, and again he's the one that knows vecna's current state, aaaand had he been in hawkins at the time it likely would've gone a lot better because as dustin said "we need will".

taking something awful and turning it into a good thing and a source of strength is a wonderful trope. it's inspiring and empowering not only for the character but for those that could use that hope and reminder that there's always a silver lining, that life isn't all darkness and shadows and hurt. not only that, but it's something that they've literally always done for will since the very beginning. he is the prime character for that. his entire message has always been that it's okay to be different and that you can find strength and peace in that; that the things that make you different aren't a detriment, they're precisely what make you strong. like... i'm sorry, but have you not been paying attention at all whatsoever this entire time or... :/

#some of u heard 'sometimes it makes you feel like a mistake' and just forgot every other season ever it seems like #but idk maybe IM the outlier here lmao #characters like mike steve and eleven i can see the conformity argument for #BUT WILL?!?!?!? #will who has always drawn and listened to his music and wanted to hang out with his friends and play dnd and who #gets made fun of for so many things even by those that mean the world to him but has never ONCE tried to change #anything about who he is over that..... THAT'S who you think thinks being different is a bad thing!?!?! #will who has never lied about being a loner or what he likes or what he wants in life or has dressed like other people want him to #will who specifically has received multiple It's Okay To Be Different speeches and came out of them believing them is the character #that you think hates being different? will who loves mike's nerdy self and thinks the absolute world of him and TELLS HIM AS MUCH AND #CONFESSES HIS GAY LOVE TO DESPITE THE SUMMER OF HOMOPHOBIA AND THE AIRPORT FIASCO AND THAT DREW A #FUCKING HEART ON HIS SHIELD UNABASHEDLY AND CONFESSED IN FRONT OF TWO OTHER PEOPLE TOO ON TOP OF THAT #IN THE EIGHTIES!!!!!!! TO MIKE!!!! WHO COULDNT TOUCH HIM AND HAS A CONSERVATIVE FAMILY AND DIDNT TALK TO HIM FOR A YEAR #IS WHO YOU THINK HATES BEING DIFFERENT . HELLO #literally everything that he goes through is turned into something 'good' because that's the POINT!!!! #HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE NORMAL!!! HE IS NOT THE CHARACTER U SHOULD BE MAKING THOSE ARGUMENTS FOR LMAO #jus say u don't want him to have powers bro don't be lying on my blorbito's name like that 😭😭😭😭😭 #anyway. crazed frenzy is over im normal now <3 #u kno how the long and all too passionate bordering on Is This Bitch Okay mobile posts go #back to being offline now byeeeee 🏃‍♀️

[barracuda677]

Supernatural is one of the most wonky shit I've had to consume with my brain ever in my life;

also happy destiel canon day

#supernatural #destiel #dean winchester #deancas #dean x castiel #castiel #destiel canon #destiel confession #im losing my mind #im absolutely losing it #gay

[hannibal-confessions-nbc]

my least favorite part of hannibal (and mayhaps.... dare i say..... the fandom) is nobody for one second says (except u alana but only for like a second and kinda not loud enough) NOBODY SAYS "hey will. ur attachment to this 18 year old you literally do not know and helped orphan is fucking weird dude like yeah i know you want to embrace the familial thing and crave that unconditional love and also have weird complicated feelings bc of killing hobbs and also how much yk he like. infected ur brain but DUDE. dude. weird" it's weird!!!!! leave her alone!!!!! and i 😭😭😭 hate that she can't even get a break in the fandom "murder family" ohhhhh my god leave her out of this. give me the fics where she fucking dips out on their asses, steals a million dollars, then lives care free on the coast pursuing a degree. she shanks them both and hands me back the shiv i gave her (popsicle sticks i've chewed down to a point in my angry lamentations over her treatment as a literal fucking object. a chess piece!!! a goon!!!!) anyways. i feel deeply about this. forgive me.

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#hannibal confessions #nbc hannibal #hannibal #will graham #abigail hobbs #truest. inthink wills attachment to her is a little more complex than that but it is absolutely weird. i also hate the murder family concept #abigail deserved to get back at their homoerotic gay asses.

[theinfinitedivides]

'just die now instead. because i cannot watch you break apart piece by piece. so just go and die right now instead. because of you... i think i'm going crazy.'

#tv: my dearest #my dearest #mbc my dearest #namgoong min #nam goong min #kim yoon woo #kdrama #local gay watches My Dearest (and is subsequently f*cked up).txt #local gay watches k-dramas.txt #closest our asses are getting to an actual f*cking confession unless Ryang Eum pulls some sh*t and surprises us by hard launching #the coming out session. holy f*ck i am not normal about this at all bc not MY ass writing a line eerily similar to that in my fic #months before this scene aired. not me getting inside his head like that hello!!!!!! #said what he had to say slammed the door behind him AND like every gay had a flashback of broken/unfulfilled promises by #a straight man we are going through it beloveds #'what is the use of getting married? listening to you sing for the rest of my life is enough for me.' = 'i cannot leave without #my lark. how else would i get this back' the latter being also a line from my fic. either way he is a LIAR!!!!!!!! #and not Ryang Eum tracing the outline of his face bc he still cannot touch him dear God. 'how handsome.' not him #branding himself to get rid of the absolutely f*cked up scar his master left on him bc he will never be anyone's but Jang Hyun's #dear God why #don't even know how he's walking down the hallway at this point i would have thrown myself off something #and now he's f*cking pissed Gil Chae's going to get blows Jang Hyun do you see what you are doing!!!!!!! you are preventing #my frenemies arc Jang Hyun!!!!!!!

[outlawbutterfly]

Ok just finished Good Omens 2 and uh, Neil? Quick question WHAT THE FUCK

#good omens #good omens season two spoilers #I am unwell #was full on ugly sobbing #my mother was concerned #ineffable husbands #I can’t believe they’re doing a divorce arc #if I had a nickel for every time a ship with a gay angel had an absolutely heartbreaking love confession I’d have two nickels #I’m gonna cry more now #face down on the floor

[blorboconfessions]

this ask is so so long. i am sorry. in my defense im entirely incapable of being normal about my ocs but oughhhh if i ramble about them on my main then all my mutuals i rp with (hypothetically -- i havent had the confidence to start something big in years pff) will know all about all their lore and ill be so so sad about it. so i am not naming any direct oc names. to keep the mystery

that being said. uoggh auhghh eve my boy eve houggg he is so important to me. poor pathetic former-alcoholic current-smoker meow meow whos last known location being a blood puddle outside a bar he is my everything. the religious trauma one queer ass man can have. the depression the repressed emotion the SHEER HOMOEROTIC ENERGIES i have bestowed upon this man. the energies are homoerotic by default bc hes gay dont worry about it

and the only reasons he doesnt go back to his adam being that hes currently presumed dead and even if that wasnt the case he feels too inadequate and ashamed of himself to return to adam. eve desperately wanting to forget, adam desperately clinging to the memory. adams camera. eves magician bullshit. they work the same job in different divisions. their reunion is inevitable. a man thrust into a situation he can never recover from. his lover having to recover from a situation he could never have predicted. eve looks down into the void he must now hide within from his heartbroken adam. adam looks up to the stars he wishes upon for the life and return of his heartbroken eve. fuckin!!! love them!!!!!!!!! im inconsolable. and it was neither of their faults too!!!!! eve was in the wrong place at the wrong time and adam was simply unexpected collateral damage. and eve can leave literally whenever but he DOESNT because he assumes that adam will HATE HIM and its like GIRL JUST COMMUNICATE WITH YOUR BOYFRIEND........ i made eve a total trainwreck and i regret none of it. the doomed yaoi. the sydney and jedidiah of my ocs. the original sin. i die

and its even funnier bc eve used to just be a character i had no intention of expanding upon for like at LEAST a year and a half. then literally 5 years ago i ended up revealing who he was early because i wanted to actually develop him as a character. and now im so autistic and a little gay for this man. fuck. FAUCK!!!!!!!!!! he used to just be mysteeeerious notes left at peoples feet and now hes my freak of the week. by now anyone who knows me has probably caught on to my typing style and can guess who im talking about so to anyone reading if you know me shhhhhh shh shhhh no you dont ive said nothing. no witnesses /silly

- 🎉 (since i plan to show up to this blog a good few times im adding an anon tag. i am confetti anon. i use it/he prns and i am exceedingly abnormal)

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#🎉 #🎉 anon #Also hiiiiiii 🎉 I'm glad you're planning on being a regular #I love seeing people talk about their favs. Like. The happiness you guys have talking about it so far transfers to me #Love you all <333 #confession #tw death #(?) #I love adam and eve together btw. They are gay and inlove and absolutely precious to me despite only knowing what you've written in this as

[hoperays-song]

Imagine a scene where Johnny's singing Elton John's "Your Song" and he keeps looking at Ryan 🥰😍

YEEESSSSSSSS!!!!! I LOVE THIS IDEA!!! ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

Not only would this be an amazing song to hear (it was one of my favourites when I was little lol), it would be awesome to hear Johnny sing another Elton John song, especially since he's apparently based off of him.

And the lyrics fit Johnny and Ryan so well, it's amazing!!! The whole idea is just perfection shgdjhkfjgkhjfgdhfjsgdj I love it so much!!!

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Favourite Lyrics I Feel Make This Idea So Great:

I don't have much money, but, boy, if I did I'd buy a big house where we both could live

I know it's not much, but it's the best I can do My gift is my song, and this one's for you

I hope you don't mind, I hope you don't mind that I put down in words How wonderful life is while you're in the world

You see, I've forgotten if they're green or they're blue Anyway, the thing is, what I really mean Yours are the sweetest eyes I've ever seen

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This is the greatest idea ever and I love it so much, I swear I'm going to learn to animate just for this! ❤️❤️❤️

#sing 2 #sing rynny #sing ryan #sing johnny #rynny #johnny is apparently based off elton john #which makes sense due to the piano songs and name #rynny has my whole entire heart #i love them so much #johnny would absolutely be the type to confess in song form #and the fact that ryan has green eyes makes this fit so much better than i could have even planned #you are amazing spacelion #seriously great idea #it may or may not have just inspired a one shot I now really really want to write #fuck it im writing it #and like Johnny is canonically poor so that fits as well #like half this boy's song choice have been gay pride songs or by queer artists #this is perfection and I'm in love with it

[williamrikers]

wouldn't it have been good and meaningful if at the end of between us, team had told win "i'm not afraid anymore" and kissed win in front of all their friends? wouldn't that have completed his emotional arc? i'm just saying it might have been a lot more satisfying to watch that than the finale we actually got

#between us #i keep thinking about it why was the finale so boring and meaningless #and i think this is the reason. team never actually got to grow as a person in a way that we could really see #in the beginning he's understandably reluctant to let the world know about his feelings #and the scene of him and win finally confessing to each other was absolutely beautiful #but from a character perspective it would have been just as meaningful for team to tell his friends the truth #they're all gay anyway like who's gonna judge him #*mine

[keebwee]

"youre aroace?" "you're single?" "you must be so sad and lonely" im literally thriving. society when people are happy being who they are and not being in a relationship

#i see so much shit about relationships that is just so. uncomfortable and unpleasing to me #the only good relationship i had was basically platonic (HI BELLA) and the one before that was shit #turns out im aroace and goddamn its so nice not feeling like youre a failure for not being in a relationship #aroace and proud baby #ALSO IT IS SO FUNNY TO TURN PEOPLE DOWN #i unfortunately get a lot of people who confess to me. or just act all flirty with me. and its hilarious to shoot em down #there's this one guy and im just WAITING for him to confess so i can tell him 'what? wh no absolutely no way dawg. no' #brcause i hate his transphobic ass #HOW CAN YOU HAVE A CRUSH #ON A TRANS BOY #WHEN YOU ARE A GAY AND TRANSPHOBIC BOY #he also dated my friend who is a trans girl #but the guy claims he's 'fully gay' #you are dating a girl #if you dont see her as a girl fuck you #because this guy like. expresses his dislike towards women being attractive #i fucking hate him OHHH MY GOD

[lobpoints]

Really talked about Benjamin with my friend for an hour

#talking about the fact that in LC he legit said straight up that he wanted to be Ayin's special someone #and hold an absolute belief that Ayin's suffering and trauma doesnt mean anything in face of their bond together #and his big promise to Ayin is just that he wanted to stay by his side even if he think he isnt good enough #and him confessing in the end of LC that majority of his decision making was put on a vebrose font of ideal and redemption and protection #but in reality it mostly because he couldnt bear to part with Ayin again #him wanting to take care and be a consoling figure for ayin always and forever #and just #wondering how people reading into Benjamin's behavior if they dont believe that he is a gay man #normal straight guy who only wants to support his bestie on his grand ideal #while claiming that he has always wanted to be the most important person in his bestie life and he is the only person for him #like just bro thing ig

[bylertruther]

ok now tht i’ve gotten my mushy gushiness out can i just say.... that it is soooooo funny tht midlevens FINALLY got their i love you after four seasons..... and it.... lmao... i can’t even say it 🤭... it was... 🤭 bdjshfbdj based on a literal boldfaced lie that mike’s boy best friend told him and it was that boldfaced unbelievable and so painfully clockable lie that made mike feel loved and seen and safe enough to give eleven what he previously could not and stubbornly would not and that even when he did finally give her his speech after his boy best friend told him to it just made the vines around her neck tighten and was filled with things that the show itself refutes and proves to be yet another lie. because even when he says it... he isn’t saying it. he can’t say it. not really. not to her. not in the way she wants. LIKE LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO 🫣🤭💀

#byler #so insane. rip in peace to eleven tho and max who literally died bc of mike's gay ass. other things too bt im ignoring tht rn. BDFHJBDJHBFJD #thinking abt how mike has tried to recreate moments he had with will with her but failed [which implies tht they are romantic and moments he #felt were important to him and ones that he believes you should have with a lover which makes u wonder why he had those with will #when HE'S the one that initiated said moments with will and claims tht they're just friends seriously JUST friends but ok..] #and when she begs him while crying to please tell her he loves her he cannot do it and refuses to do it because mike is NOT a liar #and he won't lie not about this and not to her which is why he won't even WRITE it as a goodbye he's never said it #bc he knows the way that she'll take it and he knows he won't mean it that way #and it's only when his boy best friend who is JUST his friend and ONLY his friend confesses his love and makes him feel seen #for the very first time in his life probably and shows him that he IS worthy and he IS MORE than enough and that he's so very loved #and SEEN and WANTED that he goes and does it but ONLY after being pushed to by said boy best friend who's JUST a friend #and then when he DOES tell her he loves her finally his speech is a direct response to his boy best friend's confession that contradicts #everything that she wants and is and needs and lies because he's scared and overwhelmed and doesn't want her to fucking DIE #because if SHE dies if SUPERMAN dies then they're ALL dead and it's like season one when mike CANONICALLY says that they need her #because they're no use without her #and they can't fight this evil in hawkins and save the literal world without eleven #but like. yeah. okay. midleven rulez and she's definitely NOT going to dump his ass and that painting and entire confession is #definitely NOT EVER going to come up again not even ONCE not even in PASSING nope absolutely not surely bc midleven is endgame<3 #bc of course the girl who just went through an entire fucking journey this season to AS SHE SAYS WITH HER OWN MOUTH find out who she is #is going to want to go back to someone that she CANONICALLY does not need and has not spoken to and tha #--t made her feel like a monster at her lowest and that simply does not see her as anything other than the weapon they found in the woods #of course she wants to go back to someone that idolizes her and it's totally meaningless that the memories she thought of #while reviving max were 'not hopper. not mike. you.' and 'there's more to life than stupid boys' literally right after tht monologue. #like im srry bt. girl what world are u living on<3 #the crazy together scene was planned before the kids were cast it was part of the audition dnd is canonically code for mike and will #eleven literally thinks tht mike is going to be her brother in s1 and everything that she asks him to do or that everyone expects him to do #for her is something that he UNPROMPTED does for will without hesitation and their first kisses were put in bc of millie not written in #but yeah. ok. midleven is endgame. sure. ofc. yes. ur so right. mr shawn 'nothing is an accident' levy is wrong. the duffers r wrong. yup. #[and mike does love her platonically n see her as a person bt. she's superman before she's el hopper. he idolizes her. max sees her. u kno?] #mine

[inmyarmswrappedin]

I'm so so so happy that One Piece fans get to have a really great live action adaptation. I've never read or watched One Piece because even a 2-hour movie is pushing it for my attention span, but One Piece is THE shonen manga of the last couple decades, and deserves only the most dedication and love. I've been pretty satisfied with how some of my favorite series (Prince of Tennis through 2.5 musicals and Rurouni Kenshin through movies) have turned out, but productions with US involvement have been uhhhh... terrible (Dragonball Evolution pls die in a fire 💛) so the One Piece show is a HUGE win, and hopefully paves the way for other live action adaptations.

I didn't even think of watching it, but Iñaki Godoy's infectious energy and irl shonen manga lead positivity has won me over. He's def a win for every Latin American otaku who has dreamed of somehow being a part of their fav anime.

(Unfortunately Knights of the Zodiac doesn't appear to have been spared gvhvv that trailer looks like dogshit. Though I did enjoy the homage to Kurumada's INSANE eyebrow and eyelash game with that opening shot.)

#SHOCKING CONFESSION: anime was my first love #dragonball evolution #knights of the zodiac #one piece #also loved the reactions to buggy from non fans #from the clownphobes to the clownphiliacs #dare I dream of an absolutely batshit insane adaptation of FAKE? #or is that ryan murphy-helmed cop show enough for gay cop lovers

[lil-vibes]

he has come to a few conclusions

#bsd #bsd spoilers #dazai #bsd sigma #soukoku #skk #dazai u dumb gay bitch #love ch 101 for the confession that it was #sigma is done #give him his gun back and watch the arc come to an end #love him #chuuya my absolute beloved #I hope he gets to wreck shit later :] #art #fanart

[dashiellqvverty]

its like. yes EYE have known since season 1 or at least 2 that will has a crush on mike but like at this point in the narrative (mike and el being Fully Together and it being a jealousy thing etc) its like. one of the WORST possible ways to actually make will gay and i would almost rather they not do it

#like dont make it about Who He Likes he just Is Gay #hes been clearly gay since s1 but i dont think the mike stuff was there til s2 #from what i remember #r.txt #to be clear there would absolutely be far worse ways #but i think its really important to think about gay characters as being gay outside of their specific gay crush #which is something i think straight writers struggle with #which is WEIRD bc obviously the duffers KNEW in s1 that will was gay and there was no crush on mike stuff #it was just part of the story he was a young kid who was gay in the abstract #and it can stay in the abstract! not unconfirmed i mean but like. not tied to a specific person #im just tired of characters coming out by confessing a same sex crush instead of just like. coming out. #on the other hand it might be easier to say out lout that you like one person than to identify yourself as gay #its the 80s etc etc like idk if will is as ready to say I Am Gay as he'd be to tell someone he likes a specific boy #but i wish it was some random new boy from school i truly do #EVEN THOUGH I HAVE KNOWN HE HAS A CRUSH ON MIKE like YES obviously he does obviously thats real #but i cant even be glad theyre committing bc its gonna be so shitty

[hoperays-song]

The Papers

Ummm... did anyone else notice that there’s a letter on the table in front of Johnny in Sing 2′s promotional photo? And that we can make out a bit of it? Because I just noticed.

The Paper (What’s Legiable):

---t the keys/heys    city

--d they’re        white

---t- join ab       traffic

--d party of

--t my órror/árnor (this is the only bit i’m not certain of)

--d my lyrics

-ull up in you

Meet me on t

Crack another

We will never

Everybody 

shout

We

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Is it just me or do these seem like song lyrics? Did Johnny write a song? And what’s more, it seems like a love song. Maybe he was supposed to sing an original love song in his scene, or was planning to, or he just wrote it for someone. Whoever it was clearly didn’t get to hear it. Those words were never said during the movie, much less sung.

It might just have not been ready judging by how it seems to be handwritten on pinter paper, so it could be a rough draft. Does that mean we could see an original love song if/when Sing 3 comes out? And there’s a second page! The song is much longer than the bit we see. 

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Now, this is my theory. Who, in the context of the movie, would Johnny be singing this to in his scene? Who does Johnny actually sing a love song to in the context of his scene? Ryan. He sings it to Ryan. A song about falling in love despite the risks, of star-crossed lovers. Yeah... this song was for his scene, a confession love song to the boy he was falling in love with despite everything. 

#sing #sing 2 #sing johnny #sing ryan #sing rynny #rynny #johnny x ryan #johnny writing love songs is such a sweet idea tho #that's absolutely how he'd confess #imagine a performance where johnny's singing this and ryan who's performing with him slowly realizing that it's about him #and just the final moment of realization would be perfection #sing promotional art #johnny is gay and in love #he is very clearly queercoded #and ryan was very clearly meant to have a bigger role #they're love interests y'all #it just makes sense ok #ryan is gay and in love