#it was at like 6pm what

[wcdonaldo]

*girl who wakes up at noon voice* how is it this late already

#the short days make it worse to be clear. but still #i thought it was like 6pm what the fuck

[tubchunk]

did anyone else notice how all the time today, q!tubbo was doing dangerous stuff with no proper safety or armor? he fell off the side of the hole TWICE to the point of being knocked and he had to be saved by sunny, when tallulah dropped the picture, he jumped STRAIGHT DOWN without using the glider. he kept doing dangerous stuff without any real protection....

like it is clear now: he is NOT okay, he is barely hanging on since the funeral, even though he said he needs to close that chapter of his life for his daughter's sake. i wouldn't be surprised if he just grows more and more reckless, making sure everyone around him is safe while he keeps throwing himself into more and more dangerous situations without proper safety. that downward spiral has been happening slowly.

but i think its about to accelerate.

#qtubbo lore today was the worst (best) thing to ever happen to me #like i am not the same person i was before 6pm gmt #mans came in saying “i wanted to mess around with storytelling again” and pulled out THE MOST HEARTBREAKING SHIT EVER #LIKE THIS IS STRAIGHT UP DEPRESSING #he knows that fred was the only one to ever take him seriously. to care about what he wanted. and now he's gone #and he's going to close this chapter of his life and push all the grief and rage and pain down because he has a daughter to take care of no #he has to be there for her. not for himself but for her #q!tubbo the character you are #qsmp #qsmp tubbo

[sergle]

My sleep schedule has been a total bloodbath lately bc of like, the ebb and flow of mental illness, plus having a ton of work to do, plus the fact that I am already literally nocturnal in a way that I embrace. But this is all to say that yesterday, I stayed awake through morning, all the way until about 3pm. I went to bed. I woke up at 5am. Having slept through every cautionary alarm I set.

#it's so jarring. waking up at 5am #i didn't even STIR bro that was my FIRST wake up #otherwise i would've rolled over and noticed the time earlier. but damn. #sergle.txt #this is a weird one no matter if you're on a nocturnal or a diurnal schedule #if anyone's curious my Normal would be like waking up at 6pm and going to bed at around 8am #so. weird no matter what. all wrong from all angles

[junesprince]

when im in a yearning competition and my opponent is toshiro kasukabe

#persona 5 tactica #toshiro kasukabe #we dont talk enough about how pathetic toshiro is when it comes to eri. he just melts #like he yearned for her SO MUCH during the time period when they were separated #like. he always thinks of her and in leblanc he tends to think about her and he even said he always thinks of seeing her again #its so much to the point the physical manifestation of his soul is LITERALLY HER #THATS CRAZY #sorry just yapping rn #even in the 3rd kingdom the clock is stuck at 6pm (eri train accident time) #he just couldnt move on #toshiro said he keeps thinking about reaching out to eri again. but what about eri #did she think of seeing him again too?? #i imagine she tries to reach out every once in a while #but toshiro just. he tortures himself by letting his phone keep ringing with eri on the other line #because he thinks he doesnt deserve to see her again after all that #oh toshiro you dont know how much she loves you. she doesnt hate you at all #and its like. wait I'll try to make this comprehensive #eri found toshiro in their school days. she was the one who came up to him and offered him help #and after the whole train incident toshiro just. pushes himself away because oh god he thinks he did that to her #but no #she finds him AGAIN. and i think thats beautiful #and as toshiro turns around and sees eri THE WHOLE SCENE CHANGES INTO A LIGHT PINK #yes its romantic n stuff but its such a good moment that toshiro realizes that eri still loves him as much as he loves her #AGHHH MY T4TS EVER #and by t4ts i mean toshiros the wife and eri is the husband #its 12am im pulling thoughts from my ass #eritoshi #persona 5 tactica spoilers

[sleepanonymous]

Not me perusing craft supplies online and thinking about making Sleep Token keychains for a ritual I might not even get into in April. Did anyone get legitimate tickets for Phoenix in the ToG presale? All my travel plans/accommodations were solidified over this past weekend so I may as well end up queuing even if I can't get into the venue 🤷‍♀️

#sleep token #teeth of god tour #i'll be at albuquerque too #but won't be able to queue in line until maybe 6pm? #i'm not queuing for snw and i have no idea what red rocks will be like #so phoenix is my only real chance to experience queuing lol #i should update my tog ticket post now too #last i checked laval still had floor tickets (as well as seated) #but I'm not letting myself travel to a different country to see sleep token #at least not in 2024

[dark-elf-writes]

Me: I love this crop top I should wear it

My stomach: *dares to have organs in it*

Me: … I’m upset but I really like the crop top so I will simply have to adapt

#the elf talks #trying to ‘skill issue’ myself into accepting my own body #like I am my own problem and honestly fuck that guy I’m hot and I like my shirt so who cares what they think #bullying my body issues like this is a Fortnite lobby at 6pm on a school night

[whentherewerebicycles]

wow I love my little weights class!! everyone is so friendly and nice and they all joke around with each other the whole time. I still feel some worry about exercising hard in pregnancy (like is he ok in there???) but all the research/guidance seems to indicate it’s totally fine and only positive. I def would’ve been too nervous to go hard in the first trimester but now it does feel like he’s a little more firmly planted yknow.

#I think I’ve decided to just not worry about my weight #I’m up AGAIN today (+12 lbs in 14 weeks) but like literally what else could I do #I’m working out a bunch and eating healthy meals #I could probably cut out the flavored greek yogurt cups since they have added sugar #and I have been periodically giving myself little treats like a fancy coffeeshop drink or a cookie once a week #but like also I don’t want to live a life where I deny myself periodic little treats so #🤷‍♀️ #I keep telling myself it’s all my extra blood sloshing around in there lol #12 lbs of extra blood #weight mention #pregnancy tag #also I kinda bummed myself out thinking oh I’ll never be able #to do a workout class again once he’s here bc nobody #to take the baby #but then I was like wait daycare is open 6am to 6pm #so I could either drop off early and go in before work #or pick up a bit later and go on my way home from work #so that’ll be fine! the real challenge will be $$ lol

[nucrests]

How did I spend my lovely Sunday evening off from work? Oh, I got sucked in the void that is OW2 🤦‍♀️

#started playing at like 6PM today #and now it's 1AM... #what am i doing??? #i literally had plans to do so much more today lmaooo #oh wellllll

[ringneckedpheasant]

this is the second math class I’m taking as an adult & I somehow never learn that even when I understand what I’m doing, math homework is incredibly time consuming

#had all day to get started & even took my ADHD meds & u know what happened? #fell asleep w the lights on at 6pm & didn’t start working until like 8:45 #resigning myself to being up way past my bedtime #😔😔😔😔 #marc.txt

[mokutone]

yamato is the kind of person who itd be a nightmare to text. despite being like what 26 27 hed type like hes 60 just because he doesnt do it often and so its like SAKURA: ok so we're all getting together at ichirakus at 7pm YAMATO: That's O.K. With me... SAKURA: what SAKURA: is something wrong with ichirakus YAMATO: No. I just said it was "O.K."... SAKURA: is there somewhere else youd prefer YAMATO: No. SAKURA: ok. well. glad we got that cleared up, i guess? YAMATO: Sure... SAKURA, at the End of her Fucking Rope: Cool. See you at 7pm.

what she does not realize is that yamato is just smiling fondly at his phone having a very normal conversation with one of his former students, meanwhile she's fighting for her life and dignity on a keyboard smaller than the palm of her hand

#kakashi overuses emojis and not in a way that makes sense #this same convo with him goes down like #SAKURA: sensei remember we're meeting at 6pm. dont be late! #KAKASHI: 👥 #SAKURA: yes. people. a gathering. we are all gathering at ichirakus. #KAKASHI: 🎩 #SAKURA: i dont know what that means. #KAKASHI: 😾🌧 #SAKURA: i hate this game. can you just be normal? can you just say yes or no? #KAKASHI: no #SAKURA: 🇫 🇺 🇨 🇰 🇾 🇴 🇺 🇫 🇺 🇨 🇰 🇾 🇴 🇺 🇫 🇺 🇨 🇰 🇾 🇴 🇺 🇫 🇺 🇨 🇰 🇾 🇴 🇺

[angelsdean]

i think dean is someone who really panics when he the people he cares about aren’t in his line of sight / presence. like watching people leave (not even in the dramatic sense, like. just leaving the house / where he can see them) freaks him out. he’s gotten used to masking it really well at this point so like. no one knows but it manifests in little controlling actions and anger which obvs is annoying to other people like dean NEEDS to know where sam is going when, when he expects to be back, he NEEDS cas to check in when he’s gone for longer than a few hours and it’s yes, deeply rooted in his abandonment issues but also. extremely rooted in his fear as a child that whenever john walked out the door might be the last....like he literally was a little kid waiting anxiously and scared shitless for his dad to come back from hunts, knowing that it was very very possible he might never come back. like kid dean has bobby and pastor jim’s numbers memorized and knows that if john’s not back / doesn’t check in after three weeks (long, long after the grocery money has run out) he’s supposed to call them. anyways. yeah...so dean seeing someone walk out the door. instantly flooded with anxiety and freeze response 

#which is partly why. 'i didn't stop you i just let you go' bc like. he was frozen he was angry he was panicking !! #thinking like. oh god he's leaving oh god what if i never see him again he's leaving for good he's not gonna call he's not gonna check in !! #but yeah so like. in general tho he's really really a control freak abt knowing where ppl are #when people don't check in he gets. SO mad and most of them don't get it bc of course dean WILL NOT explain it #he doesn't even really fully understand it himself bc obvs he's never sat down and analyzed the inner workings of his mind lol #but yeah like sam especially gets so annoyed and thinks its like. a controlling older brother thing #cas doesn't get it for a long long time bc he doesn't think anyone would ever worry abt him :( #but once they get together he always always checks in! #the one time he forgets bc he got caught up chit chatting with one of the vendors at the farmers market....is catastrophic #like dean's worried out of his mind blowing up cas's phone (which died bc he was taking so many videos of jack at the petting zoo) #dean would've come to the market but he wanted to work on restoring the barn #anyways so like. yeah he's freaking out jumping to the worst case scenarios thinks something terrible's happened to cas and jack #when they finally walk thru the door at like 6pm dean starts sobbing and wraps his arms around his family like. why why didnt u call? #he's both sad relieved and a lil pissed like. obvs logically he understand once cas explains but he's still like. #channeling some of that fear into anger bc it's a hardwired habit he's still struggling to break #so there's a bit of grumping and cold shoulders while he's making dinner but then once they all sit down together he's like. i love you #got carried away w these tags whooops #dean studies #vic.txt

[arsonist-chicken]

I think my university should pay me for emotional damages for having to write a thesis exposé. To the amount of whatever I need to go on a short trip to Helsinki to recharge from this bs and to get a tattoo and a coffin full of Fazer chocolates.

#i've been in the library since 6pm or so and have not gotten a single letter done #because i genuinely Do Not Know what to write about this #i don't WANT to write a thesis; having to write a thesis will be my last straw to a break-down if that terminography seminar doesn't do it #and i don't get the point of a thesis anyway. no one but me and my advisor and maybe two examinors will read it #i'll not bring forth any important new knowledge to use #even if i did magically discover some groundbreaking new way to teach second languages - which is not the focus of my paper #like i wanted because the head of institute said no - it would still mean nothing because no one's gonna read it anyway #i'm literally just some rando with subpar grades and papers and motivation and dedication to my studies except for the classes i like #and feel like i'm actually learning something important #which is another point: I'm studying translation and interpreting. I'll do a final translation exam in both language directions. #why is that not enough for a degree? it's literally what I study. i couldn't give less of a shit about scientific theories about translatio #yes you should hear about them sometime and it can be useful. but i don't give a single fuck about research etc. #i want to translate and subtitle and maybe at some point interpret. and add a second language besides english because well #the job market but also very importantly my own interests #can't take the swedish course because it interferes with another class; can take a ukrainian class but it's very low-level #can't take a polish or bosnian or serbian or croatian class because they only have higher levels right now #could take a chinese or japanese class but it's... a lecture? with 40+ people in it? how are you supposed to learn a language from a lectur #tried a portuguese class once but the teacher was absolutely awful. nice but so bad at teaching. #and every now and then i think maybe i should learn how to teach a language to someone because oh my GOD would i love to help people #coming here to learn german in ways they'll actually use and see them improve and help them be excited about learning! #or go somewhere else and teach german maybe while also learning the language of the country i'm in #and i thought maybe writing a thesis about second language acquisition and teaching would be a nice way to find out how interested #i am in that actually. but no. my topic now is... hold on. hmmm. #man i'M not even sure. i submitted something and my advisor wrote me an email with a different suggestion for the title #and idk what i'm supposed to write about. not saying the depression isn't playing a role too but damn am i not excited about this #which is. a great start to writing a thesis when 90% of your work ethic comes from being excited about something or interested init #'The preparation of translation-oriented language competence at school using the example of English lessons at Austrian High Schools' #ah yes. someone help me write an exposé about that. #i don't know how and what to include and I don't want to either #come onnnnnn two days ago being at the library helped at least a little bit but now i've been here 3+ hours and i've got nothing

[transfemgeorgecostanza]

the way i live my life makes it hard to achieve anything, which perhaps implies that i should change the way i live but it's difficult bc i really have a strict schedule

#wake up - usually around/before 8am #brush teeth make tea have first cup then gay little workout #then watch a film or tv series depending on whether i have to leave the flat before noon. today i dont #film is over around 11/12 #do dishes #make lunch/breakfast #play a bit piano #go for a walk #lego time or cleaning time depending on state of flat #then its like 6pm #which means its movie time again #watch movie #go to bed #read a bit #listen to cabin pressure (i always listen to cabin pressure in december. 26+1 episodes with the last two being christmas related so its lik #an advent calendar for me #like where would there be time to like #i dont know #see i dont even know what to change #(obviously this is for days where i dont want to do anything social and dont have to work)

[staytheword]

tomorrow 👀

#THIS IS SO IMPULSIVE ASIOFAHOSFASF #but i really want to share it with you guys!!!!!! #idk what time i'll post i have no idea what time is ideal #maybe like around 6pm (est)?? #<3

[q-starhalo]

Hey guys. Why the f★ck is Bad live at 2.

#I HATE THIS I WANT MY 6PM STREAMS BACK 😭 #I'M NOT HOME UNTIL LIKE 3:40 OR SO WHAT IS THIS 😭 #qsmp #qsmp liveblogging #badboyhalo #YOU GUYS KEEP ME UPDATED JUST. just tell me in my inbox or something I'm done with him ToT

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#love that when ur stressed and having a bad time it makes ur menstrual pain worse so you feel even more awful #like. yes. id love to get things done but unfortunately i need to go home immediately at 2pm bc i feel physically ill. vibes wretched. #im considering sleep here at 6pm but 2 b fair i think i only slept 4hrs last night. woof. tomorrow is gonna b interesting #i think the allergic reacting is abt over now tho. like im not really itchy anymore. the rash is still visible but i think its just dry now #bc of the cold. so was i ever reacting to the tatto0? or was it all the medication? im so interesting in what happened #would i not have had a reaction if i hadn't got a bunch of holes poked in my skin? or was it just a coincidence #that the rash started on that arm? ugh. so frustrating. and i think the psychiatrist forgot to actually book my appointment from when we #last talked so idk. maybe if i watch t4skmaster over and over it will heal my soul #ay. its all very frustrating. and i still dont have fucking autoclave access. fuck off. just give me the fucking key code #i just wanna pour plates 🫗 lol that actually looks a lot like pouring solid media. i dont wanna have to steal someone else's card to open #the door. who even locks up an autoclave??? they didnt at my old school and u could wheel a body into that thing. im pretty sure it was #bigger than this one. also there's another unlocked on on campus. why?! i ask ppl and fucking no one knows. that's just how it is #ugh. i should go to sleep. my tummy hurt #unrelated