#it was mostly blurry anyway idk why

[biceratops7]

Good omens leak talk under cut, literally just vivid descriptions, keep away unless you’ve seen it and it’s too late:

Ok I have literally been staring at that image periodically whenever I think about it for several days. Because I am normal and like things neurotypically. So here’s literally just a big list of observations no matter how minute. If you read this whole thing then the brain worms have made it to your prefrontal cortex.

Crowley has his glasses on (already explained my theory behind that)

Crowley is obviously the instigator but it’s unclear whether or not Azirphale is currently an active participant, or if he’s still processing. I’m leaning on still processing, but it’s hard to tell with the shadow on his brow obscuring his expression and not being able to see his hands

Speaking of that shadow, what the hell is up with the lighting in this scene?? It’s not bad except for making things in an already blurry still unclear, it’s just strange to have something softly back lit but also clearing having another additional light source else where. It’s an interesting choice because it can lead to inference of the circumstances here.

Second, related question: where the hell are they?? So let’s just take stock of everything BUT Azirphale and Crowley we see here. First of all it’s mostly in shadow, however there is a prominent light source behind Aziraphale, possibly close to him. The light we see on Crowley’s hair is likely from the doorway behind them.

Quick detour, the doorway is the brightest thing in the frame, creating a slight silhouette effect. Silhouettes are often used in film for moments that are a big deal but visually obvious. It shows weight through simplicity because you still know what’s happening and why it’s important with way less visual info than normal. We all IMMEDIATELY recognized what was happening and lost our shits even though it’s in shadow and currently obscured by giant text.

Ok so anyway this all leads me to believe they’re in a mostly dark room with one bright but not very far reaching light. I wanna say it’s almost fluorescent? Or an exposed lightbulb? It certainly doesn’t look warm like a lamp to me.

In addition I believe they’re inside a room to a larger building. The light coming from the door is almost certainly NOT day light. It’s purely white as if it’s a very well lit room or hall. There also is what I think looks like an exit sign near the top next to the doorway, or at least idk what else it could be. Because of that I don’t think this is anyone’s home or small shop.

I find this EXTREMELY interesting because the only prominent location we really see fit that vibe or description is the office building of heaven and hell. This season seems to be particularly highlighting that “neutral ground” between then, with the elevator showing up three times.

Now this one is just me trying to interpret literal blobs, but there either appears to be some sort of rounded extension to the top of the door way, or the walls are just thick. Make of that what you will

the room appears relatively spacious but mostly bare, almost like a holding place. But obviously with such a tight frame this can be hard to tell. I did take note of the fact that you can see some brown lines behind Aziraphale in the first frame, so there is clearly something there.

Alright enough waxing poetry about the damn walls, I know that they're probably standing up. Crowley might be in a position where he can twist into it from a sitting position, but with Aziraphale' shoulders so far forward and his back entirely angled to face Crowley, he'd either have to be straddling a chair or his lower spine is snapping like a glowstick.

Aziraphale is not being pushed against anything, he’s rocking backwards despite the force being applied to pull him forward, so in other words our boy Crowley’s REALLY shooting his shot, lmao

Aziraphale’s arms are confusing. They’re clearly not holding onto Crowley even out of frame, but they also don’t seem fully relaxed at his sides to me either.

WAIT, ok so the standing is still a strong contender, but they could also be sitting across from eachother at a small table. Crowley seems hunched over a bit more than is warranted for Aziraphale’s height, and Aziraphale’s arms could propped up at the elbows supporting his weight.

So damnit this adds a whole new layer to the location question

#this is so unhinged please forgive me #good omens spoilers #good omens #good omens leak #ineffable husbands #analysis #speculation #aziraphale #Crowley #season 2 #biceratops

[sappynapper]

heyy can you do romantic cc!dsmp x figure skater!reader?

plsss i love ice skating!! im gonna interpret this as like, reader loves skating and competes locally so it’s not a famous!reader thing and more about the skating

cws: gn!reader, fluff

Dream

brags about you sooo much

like everyone he knows knows everything about your skating and has seen endless pictures and videos that he takes when he comes to watch you

embarrassing but he’s so proud of you, like he stans you so hard it’s kinda funny

always brings a huge bunch of roses for you when you’re competing so he can present them to you dramatically if you win or make you feel better if you don’t

and ofc he insists on getting you the best skates money can buy and paying your coaching fees so you can get the best person going

he also tries to learn more about it, watching loads of youtube videos and listening in on your talks with your coach so he can understand your passion better and offer advice on your form and stuff during your casual practices

if you’re into skating as a fan too he gets you tickets to watch big skating tournaments / lots of signed memorabilia etc

basically he’ll do anything to support and show interest in your hobby, well almost anything

he refuses to actually skate with you bc he knows how bad you’ll show him up and he’s not about it lol

makes jokes about not wanting to steal your thunder bc obviously he’d be sooo good and that’s why he won’t skate with you

he might secretly get some lessons if you’ve been together a while though, so he can surprise you one day...

Sapnap

can’t understand how elegant you look on the ice, you make it look effortless

like he’s a texas boy so i reckon he’s probably never ice-skated in his life, except the one time you dragged him onto the rink with you

he lasted less than three minutes before calling it and has flat out refused to ever go on again

he DOES love taking you to the skate park tho, and you get into inline skating (bc they’re kinda similar at the end of the day) so you can skate together “on solid ground” as sap puts it

also he can’t get over what you wear for competitions

like he feels kinda conflicted tbh bc obviously you look sexy asl in those skin tight outfits but they’re also just a tiny bit goofy

they remind him just slightly too much of pro-wrestling ??? idk

he’s amazed by you though and his lockscreen is a selfie he took during a competition with him going crazy in the foreground and you doing some insane spin jump in the background

the photo’s kinda blurry and you didn’t actually land that jump but he does not care

you two have a tradition of getting drive through take out on the way back from competitions or difficult practices bc it helps you decompress, and you shit talk your competitors together in the privacy of his car

he also heckles the judges that give you bad scores like he’s at a football game and you’ve had to tell him to stop so he doesn’t get banned

George

he just genuinely really enjoys watching you skate

he’ll sit on his own in the stands for hours just watching you practice, or even just scrolling on his phone, but he likes to be there with you anyway

sometimes he’ll facetime karl or somone and show them what you’re doing and he always gets so smiley

he has a lot of fun coming to watch you compete too and he makes a whole thing of it like he’s going to watch a big sports league final or the olympics or something and you’re his favourite team

like holding his breath when you do difficult jumps and spins he knows you struggle with and jumping up and cheering when you land them

of all of them he’s definitely done the most skating, with you and just in general

he’s still not very good but he can mostly stay on his feet and just laughs when he falls over bc fun > ego every time with georgie

loves just holding your hand while he stumbles around the rink with you or holding your hand over your head while you do a lil spin

he thinks you always look the most beautiful while skating: all giddy and smiley from doing your favourite thing and cheeks flushed from the cold and the exercise

Karl

another one who goes way overboard with the cheering just to be a dork and embarrass you

but also bc he is so genuinely proud of you and how hard you work to be good

he can’t make a lot of your competitions or any practice really bc he’s so busy with his work, but when he can be there he makes up for it with a bunch of flowers and gifts, and so much praise and cuddling

celebrates your wins and feels your losses so sincerely bc your success is his success and your sadness is his sadness

he undoes your laces and takes off your skates for you every time he’s there to do it

and after the stream where he drew on those sneakers you asked him to decorate your practice skates with whatever he liked so he could always be there with you in a way

he got so in his head about doing something incredible and you had to tell him you just wanted cute lil doodles and they’d be perfect bc he drew them

they came out like a graffitied primary school desk but with loads of different colours and little hearts and stick figures of the two of you smooching plus some affirmations about how amazing you are

he was so nervous to show you but you ADORE them and would wear them for competitions if you could

#mcyt x reader #dream x reader #sapnap x reader #georgenotfound x reader #karl jacobs x reader #dreamwastaken x reader #gnf x reader #mcyt fluff

[thegeminisage]

ok, it's star trek update time. tonight we watched ds9's "playing god" and tng's "eye of the beholder."

playing god (ds9):

i'm trying. SO SO SO HARD to get into dax and it's just not working

out of the 3 dax episodes we've had so far this one included two of them have been mid and one of them was just slightly better than average mostly for the questions it prompted in my mind palace, not necessarily the questions asked by the episode itself

in s1 dax had basically no personality, but in s2 when she does have a personality it seems to be a different one every time. like in one episode she was very prissy and in others she's just one of the guys! and then at other times she reverts to this very buttoned up bordering on bland science officer from s1 again

and then every once in awhile she'll be like oh yeah i LOVE sex i LOVE being a super hot woman who everyone wants to FUCK!!! i can get whatever i want with my SEX APPEAL even though my hair is WEIRDLY SHAPED. and look i am so happy for her and she should literally get some but it borders on the kind of misogyny that starts genuinely annoying me. it is kind of like that anime trope where the teen boy gets put into a body with tits and he can't stop messing with them. its like. idk reducing her to a body, or reducing her to jadzia's body, which dax is taking for a ride to feel hot and fuckable?? it's very blurry what's jadzia and what's dax

WHICH is the most fascinating part of dax, which is where the trill ends and the symbiant or however you spell it begins, but we don't get into that quite as much as i'd like

anyway i guess a shifting personality is a natural result of living 7 lifetimes but it doesnt FEEL like thats why theyre doing it, it FEELS like they just cant seem to keep her consistent

that said. while i did not like this episode or this little guy dax was showing around i DID like the implication that curzon was actually a huge fucking asshole. i love that he can be loved by many people but was still an asshole. it's complex. and now one of the people he abused (?) or at least was an asshole to is now. his successor. IT'S COMPLEX!!! what are he and jadzia to each other...imagine meeting curzon dax and then just becoming him. that's wild. so, points for that! genuinely. it just feels like the trill thing is fascinating because of trills and not because of jadzia dax in particular. i'm gonna keep trying to like her. maybe once she starts banging worf things will be different

eye of the beholder (tng):

ohhhh i hated this one so much (suicide cw for this one lol)

firstly, i don't trust tng to handle the subject of suicide any more than i trust them to handle multiple personalities, but they tried to very special episode it anyway. all of them were so shocked at the very THOUGHT of it i guess because they eliminated all mental illness in tos?? but it was so funny in the rage-inducing way like "maybe he needed to think of the obstacles in his life as challenges to overcome!" come on.

also lmao picard like ive never had to report a suicide before...........girl you have literally told 2 people to kill themselves

and then they dropped the very special episode plot halfway through for this psychic mystery...

here's the thing. if everyone had been searching for a REASON someone who seemed to be perfectly happy would do this, and in the end the answer was just "nothing was going on, he was just hiding a lot of pain, even if we don't want to believe that" that would have been a STELLAR gutpunch. but there literally was foul play involved

AND NOT ONLY THAT! BUT THEY FAKED ME OUT WITH WORF E DEANNA

my ONLY consolation was that they were finally kissing and then later fucking but NO!!!! all a dream

i was already conflicted because deanna e worf means a temporary breakup from deanna e riker but i wanted it anyway and i was so happy when they gave it to me and then they KILLED IT? maybe the actors hated it because it fucking sucked

like, no wonder everybody let deanna walk around unsupervised when there was a high suicide danger. she was dreaming. no one in real life would ever allow this

i wish also that creepy men would stop coming to deanna's quarters to be creepy to her

final note: was told the creepy man was in spn. clocked him as alistair almost immediately. faceblind WHO

TOMORROW: ds9's "prophet and loss" and tng's "genesis" (dread).

#personal #star trek blogging #ds9 lb #tng lb

[sergeantsporks]

I've always reckoned that the Demons from Christian Mythology were inspired by Demons from The Demon Realm. (Which is probably why Christian demons are called "demons" in the first place, lol.)

Remember what Eda said in the first episode? Just about every myth humans have has been caused by bits and pieces of The Demon Realm leaking into The Human Realm.

YEAH, but I feel like a lot of the ways humans made to deal with them won't work, ya know? Human myths are BASED on the BI, but that doesn't mean everything is accurate. When was the last time you saw a story where griffins had spider breath? Or a centaur having eyes on its chest with a blank face?

And Christian mythos demons are usually more possession based than physically based. While there's a hint that possession exists within the demon realm ("Body swap! It's like possession with the people you love!"), we don't really see that happen, except for Belos possessing Hunter. There are instances of demons destroying stuff in some stories, like uhhhh Job, or a couple of dragons in some stories, but idk, kinda seems like holy water is mostly used for exorcisms rather than just tossing it at a demon who's destroying your stuff.

It would be kinda funny if Phillip tossed holy water at Luz and she lost her titan's powers, but idk if it really counts as "possession", ha. I mean, don't you think if canon Belos could get rid of demons by praying the our father at them, he would have done it already? Anyway, demon realm demons seem to fit more into a category of "monsters" and a sort of animal that would have to be physically slain rather than the Christian concept of "demons," which tend to be more spiritual in nature and can be defeated with holy water and a prayer. Idk, the lines between "demon" and "monster" are sort of blurry depending on who you ask, blah blah blah, witches and monsters are spawn of Satan, blah blah blah but anyway, I don't think holy water would work on 'em.

#asks #witch switch au #toh #the owl house

[str4ng3rdanger]

Caboose's Labyrinth: Version 1

yeah basically obsessed with both how caboose flips out in s17e6 and how we dont see his room in the labyrinth and how underutilized that was so like it has chuckerboose like it always will with me unless i have a specific vision of some kind cool p.s. it is like mostly angst with the minimal concept of comfort eat up babes idk [ Caboose / S17 / Fic under the cut. ]

Everything felt blurry for a moment, and as Caboose blinked, he realized he was standing in front of his best friend.

He was standing in front of Church. “Church! Oh, Church, is—is, is it really you? Oh my goodness, I—you—you can help me! We are currently trying to fix all the clocks by making the time-lines back into time-circles—” Caboose was cut off as he’d been approaching his beloved Church.

“Mmmm, no. I’m…not…Church, actually.” That voice was Genkins’. Caboose immediately stopped in his tracks, even taking a step back. “No, I just really, really, like wearing his body. I think I’ll keep it!”

“Wh—what? You—you can’t do that. You—”

“Why not?”

“You—I already—I told you why! You—you—you were supposed to put his body down! You—”

“I’ve decided against it. It really is a flattering color of blue!”

“Put it down.”

“Roomy armor!”

“Put it down.”

“No, I don’t think I will. I like it. I think I’ll even leave with it!”

“You can’t do that—”

“Stop me, then.” Not-Church began to walk away, and Caboose, filled with rage, yelled and jumped at him. Instead of making contact, and pummeling Genkins from his best friend’s unaware body yet again, Caboose phased through the form of Not-Church. It suddenly gained the glow of Alpha, which caused a weird fuzzy feeling in Caboose’s mind—the odd desire to need them back in his head. He always felt the missing presence of A.I. in his brain, ever since the first time his mind was invaded.

“Wh…wh…what…what…wh–what is going—”

“Can’t do it, can you?”

“What—”

“Just like how you couldn’t save Church?” Caboose felt a pang in his chest and a sudden hollowness in his mind—all his rushing thoughts had stopped for a split second and it made it hurt all the more painfully when the rivulet of thoughts next flooded back. Caboose gripped the sides of his helmet as if in pain, and Not-Church began to laugh.

“Don’t—don’t laugh—” why was he being mocked for missing his best friend, and not wanting his best friend to be disrespected? Church is dead, and his body shouldn’t be tampered with, it wasn’t right! “Put—put it down—”

“Do you know how difficult it is to keep this body? After all, he fights back. It hurts him!” What..? Caboose didn’t want to hear this. He gripped the sides of his helmet harder, shaking as he threw it off. He was quick to grip some locks of his fluffy, blond hair. “I think it’s more fun that way, though.”

“You’re hurting him..? On purpose..?” Caboose stammered, sniffling. He was beginning to sob, even if it didn’t come through in his tone as much as it was showing on his face. “When I said to put Church’s body down?! I just want you to give me back Church! I want you to give him back, and leave him alone!”

Normally, when he was sad, he was the one tormenting himself—when he wasn’t alone, anyway. Tucker would always be able to empathize with Caboose if he was around. Why couldn’t he be here now, with Caboose, riled up as well? He’d know how to fix this, probably—help Church. Why couldn’t Caboose ever handle things on his own, though? Everyone else seemed to figure it out…the same everyone else that would mock him for being stupid. It couldn’t have been Church. Church is dead.

“It’s hilarious how riled up you are over this! I wonder what Church would think of this, though…what do you think?”

“He…he would be mad…he’d been really mad…” Everything flashed for a moment, and Caboose looked up from the palms of his hands, where he had kept his eyes buried. It hurt to look at Not-Church, though he realized as Not-Church spoke that it was the actual Church.

“What the fuck, Caboose? You seriously let some random weirdo possess me? You’re supposed to be strong, or something. Isn’t that your trade-off for being so goddamn braindead—”

“Church?” Caboose said goodbye once, and he didn’t know if he could muster it up again. “Church, is it really—but—but—but…you died?”

“There you go, not making sense again. Christ. I’m standing right here—I’m still pissed, by the way!” Caboose took a shaky step forward to try and hug Church, who recoiled back in a disgusted manner. “What are you doing?!”

“I—I just missed you, is all…I…I…”

“I don’t care—it sounds like you hit your head again.” Caboose tried to step closer again and felt that his knees trembled too much to do so. Instead, being on the verge of tears, he brought his arms to his chest and began to cry freely. Church sneered. “Jesus, what’s wrong with you? At least normally you don’t cry like this.”

“Shut the fuck up,” a new voice said. Caboose looked up—he knew that voice anywhere. It was Tucker, facing Church. “We don’t talk to Caboose like that. We talked about that, if you remember.”

“Seriously? You’re trying to lay into me about being a little rude to Caboose?”

“Yeah, I am.” There was a silence that followed, Tucker hesitant to tear his gaze from Church as he turned around to face Caboose. “Hey, are you okay?”

“I don’t know what’s going on…I thought that, uh, Church was acting weird because the demon was in his body, but he’s being mean—like—uhm—like back at Blood Gulch, but, but, he means it—” Caboose tried to wipe off his face and Tucker’s brow narrowed. He found something admirable about Caboose’s instinctually way of detecting if someone’s feelings were genuine or not—it’s how he ended up being stuck with Church for so long in the past.

“It isn’t real,” Tucker told Caboose, “that’s not Church.”

“I know.” This surprised Tucker, and left him wondering why Caboose humored this in the first place if he already knew what was wrong. “Church is dead. You told me that—the Alpha has been gone for a very long time, and Epsilon…not as long, but we know he is gone, too. Church is gone…but…I thought…maybe—maybe—maybe I could get another Church, like, uhm, how I got Epsilon after the Alpha?”

“I…don’t think it works like that, man.” Tucker embraced Caboose in a hug, to which he found himself being squeezed by the other blue soldier after Caboose realized what Tucker was doing. The made-up world around them began to fade, and so did the Tucker he was hugging. Furiously, Caboose took his helmet back up off the ground and fastened it back onto his head—he headed off from his room and to the next in the labyrinth.

He would find Tucker and remind him of just how much he loved him.

#red vs blue #rvb #chuckerboose #rvb caboose #rvb church #rvb tucker #season 17 #stranger writes

[cathyshifts]

just gonna post my experience here even tho no one asked

Okay whatever happened was so chaotic. It was a busy day, I went out with my parents since morning, then when I got home i took a nap at like 4pm, and i watched asmr, trying to sleep. I was in and out of sleep, i couldnt actually sleep tho, like i felt sleepy but i could only close my eyes and kept trying to count down so i would actually sleep. at first it was fine, then i would kind of yanked awake (lol i just said i couldnt sleep) a few times, and probably by the fourth or fifth times, i started feeling floaty, but then i started hearing my family outside, talking and doing chores because they have woken up, and i was like ugh im not gonna let them disturb me. So i affirm that i am capable of shifting to my dr, and nothing can stop me, i also said that bc i heard my sister’s footsteps close to my door and i thought she would open it, so i said that affirmation and was just, fuck it. and then i kind of feel myself rolled over (u know that feeling when ur soul and body feel separated?) and everything turned white. (okay so it was all so hazy i cant really tell what happened first. hmm but idk when this happened but there was a moment where i felt my body siting up, throw the blanket away from my body to get up or sth, then i feel my soul or sth just flopped down, lol like literally just flopped forward). So everything turned white? And i started to enter a dream, it wasnt a lucid dream, and idk why but i probably have some beef with Puss in boots or sth, but i legitimately forgot i was trying to shift for miguel and thought i was shifting for puss in boots instead💀 Also i have a friend in that dream, who were talking about shifting, idk who he was, but he was so handsome. Anywho, we started laughing as i finally remember that i shift for miguel, but i cant remember what we talked about tho? Like everything was so hazy yet so vivid??? but then he said sth like, why haven't u gone already? And im gone? Into another dream🙄 still, i think i landed in Nueva York 😟 Anywhoops, cant remember anything other than me finding miguel, and we hug, and i kept kissing him, kissing his neck, although my brain was trying really hard to picture his body lol, and he laughed and we hugged and kissing (god it was sooo weird bc my brain keep picturing my sister as she was the only person i have ever hugged daily💀) i felt happy, but bc i cant imagine well so its all so blurry too.

Anyway back to the dream, it kind of abruptly ended there, going into another place but still in the dream tho. So i was walking in the park, it was nighttime, and then i saw a girl holding a camera, shes filming sth, and then a boy in a wheelchair? and she was filming her, and he was going to a park bench and staying there. So they looked like they were laughing and having fun, until there were some group of bullies? Idk but they were real mean, and they started getting mad at what idk, but they started to get close to her, and she was too afraid so she was still filming them as she looked their way, and lol idk why but i picked up a bicycle near me and throw it on the nearest bully’s face (they were mostly teenagers lol) and then i grab her and try to swing my way out there, but idk i guess my brain forgot that im supposed to have superstrength so we kind of fall into a pit (it feels like we felt into a pit but it was just i couldnt carry her, there was no pit) and then it turned into a full dream, a thrilling, somewhat horror movie, i swing my way through the buildings and sth bad happened, and she still has the camera, so we were back at my apartment watching it and shivering and getting traumatized lol. Then i woke up (what a ride😻)

#reality shifter #shifting #shifting community #shifting motivation #atsv miguel

[b-rainlet]

Do you have any headcanons about the older Die 3 Fragezeichen?

- 🌙

This is such a cute ask to be getting, I feel like I don't really deserve this seeing as *gestures to my blog* you know?

But also, I gotta be honest, idk if I could contribute anything to all the hcs a lot of drei ??? fans already talked about seeing as I really only read the books when I was smaller and my fave versions of them are the one from the American Movies (which are widely seen as not being that popular or in-character but I just. Absolutely adore these movies).

But just from the top of my head:

Let me just say, I don't think they'll stay Die Drei ??? forever or that they'll start an actual detective agency

Mostly because they cannot live off of doing cases for free forever

But they probably cannot help stumbling into cases sometimes anyway, simply because they're so used to it

Bob will be alone at college and just bust a whole ass drug ring going on and nearly die and then go: 'Nothing much.' when Peter calls and asks him what he's been doing the last few weeks.

Justus - who's working as a translator and who especially loves trying to decipher ancient greek and latin and stuff - doesn't even blink when Peter sends him a blurry picture of words scribbled on a wall going: 'Help, Erster??' at like two am

Aside from that though, they're leading a pretty normal life

I can see Justus doing semi-professional swimming competitions in his free time and to everybodies surprise, Jelena is the one attending most of these

Nobody is sure whether they're..Friends? Dating? They keep bickering but also Justus takes Jelena to every Vernissage Bob organizes as his plus one so???

Btw, Bob did get a degree in journalism but he's taken on a job organizing different events for artists and musicians

He's mostly working with lesser known people but they all agree that he's a joy to work with and that they feel like they're being taken seriously by him

(Bob also had a phase in college where he tried writing his own songs but he's mostly given up on that. It was enough to endear some girls toward him, but definitely not enough to have his big breakthrough and he's fine with that)

And my favourite hc is that Peter is a Youtuber

Yes, I am serious

It started out as Peter and Jeffrey making short work out videos and talking about different sports they're interested in but because of a very - very - stupid dare that was totally Jeffrey's fault, they ended up going to a haunted house

For fun

And that was the single most popular video on their channel for several months so Peter very reluctantly agreed to do more of these

More like, he's trying to talk his way out of going until the very last minute, he's arguing about turning back while they're already standing in front of the haunted place of the month

(The thing is, they don't try to fake any ghost appearances, so nothing much supernatural happens in any of these videos. Most viewers simply think it's super amusing to watch Peter nearly pee his pants because of wind blowing a window shut or something mundane like that)

Peter still insists on making videos about sport though

'That's why we made this channel in the first place, Jeff!'

Also, it's not spelled out or anything, but based on some of their vlogs, it seems pretty obvious that Peter and Jeffrey are dating

(Jeffrey has called Peter 'Babe' before during one of Peter's 'Why on earth are we always fucking with the ghosts' meltdowns)

These were just things I came up with on the spot, hope you enjoyed.

#die drei ??? #die drei fragezeichen #ask tag

[woofdrm]

Asega I have Thoughts and you're the only one who I feel safe to express them to.

There's a post talking about George's sexuality again and I love it I agree with 99% of the points made and I understand the thought behind it but idk I'm just conflicted I guess because a part of me screams inside "yes he doesn't owe us anything" but there's another part of me scarred with real people shipping like "I can't invade his privacy I can't assume therefore im gonna go with what he he said before".

I feel like it's again another situation that's isn't just black or white. It's complicated. in my mind, both of those extreme mindsets are bad in their own ways. I want to support George's decision if he is queercoding himself, but I don't want to be cancelled over the fact that I said George is straight when my mum asked about it. I'm all for abolishing heteronormativity and the struggles of coming out but I also slaping a different label when he's clearly said he's straight (even with all the reasons why those instances would make the answer illegitimate) feels wrong.

all of this is stupid and doesn't ultimately matter. George can do whatever he wants and i'll love him regardless. This convo being brought up again is just making me upset, sorry for the vent.

Here’s the thing that I’ve always thought with the whole “George’s sexuality” shit show that I unwittingly became a voice in. I don’t care what sort of things you’re saying about his sexuality, what sort of assumptions and stereotypes and “clues” you’re picking up on, as long as you keep that stuff off… twitter, mostly, but basically anywhere that is easily accessible. I don’t think these kids who grew up on tik tok understand that being outwardly queer is still fucking dangerous, and George is an immigrant living in fucking Florida.

Now that my blog probably isn’t being stalked by the 404ers who want to string me up by my toes I can say this: I do, in fact, think George is queer. But the fact of the matter is, he has only publicly stated that he is straight, and so until he does something of actual substance to counter that (and no, laughing at being called a twink and not vehemently denying that he’s gay in a disstrack made about him by a friend doesn’t count) no one should be running around on twitter dot com getting thousands of likes on a tweet about how he’s totally gay and people are homophobic for thinking otherwise (this was ironically the tweet that I responded to that got me in such trouble in the first place).

And as you said, it’s still a complicated topic, because the line between using homophobic stereotypes to assume someone’s sexuality and just… being For Fucking Real can be blurry. Additionally, I will argue against the idea of a real person being “queer coded”, as that feels rather dehumanizing considering queer coding is generally for characters within media, not real people. Also, we as people looking in cannot begin to guess what sort of “queer coded” actions are intentional, and which are not. And it is not our job to do so. Doing that is fucking weird.

And unfortunately, that is the thing that is so common in this fandom, especially towards George. Which yeah, I do think is based on homophobic stereotypes and fetishization, I won’t lie. And it pisses me off quite a bit, to the point where 404twt now knows me as “the girl who is super passionate about George being straight” because of how I was dragging them over the coals about it. Despite the fact that, as I said… I don’t think George is straight lmao.

Anyway, the whole thing is a bit of a mess, so I think people just… shouldn’t really talk about George’s sexuality? If it’s relevant, a simple “he’s only ever said that he’s straight” is fine. I think gay truthing him on main is weird. I think a lot of what people do looks like they’re trying to drag someone out of the closet, when doing so could put their safety in jeopardy.

Anyway, if you want to link the actual post then I can respond a bit more specifically, but that’s my overall thoughts about the whole topic. Sorry to ramble right back at you hahaha.

#offerings #discourse

[loreofthefritz]

37 :)

37. Share a secret

This ask made me walk in circles in my house because I, too, can't think of any secrets of mine that I haven't shared with one person. Tbf, i dont think i have secrets because given that i remember something or if someone asks, I'll instantly overshare. But, let's see...

This is a little complicated to explain and may be not what you expect or what you want to hear but I guess a secret of mine that I remember right now is the fact that I've had 3 unusual dreams where I wake up after I'm placed in a capsule like thing that's long enough for me to lie down against my back on---after I say goodbye to my parents. It's beginning to bother me the third time I have it and the more time passes, but I haven't told this to anybody yet because... 1. I don't think anyone would believe I could be having the same installment of a dream; and 2. I'm still thinking about what they mean (and I'm starting to get invested).

The dream starts in different places all the time with some semblance of fighting, like a war. On one dream, I have weapons that are like guns but it shoots some kind of laser??? Hard for me to tell really. There's this other dream that I have some bracelet or watch that made me have fire powers?? And my gloves and shoes(?) can help me climb up a wall. These dreams have a huge gap between them so I don't remember the first one very much (I also didn't think much of it).

My troup always consists of mostly women and femme people and I even have a gf that I wanted to "retire" with and she's like our leader/captain or something but we never got actual romance in the battlefield, I just know she was my gf (or maybe dream me was delusional). Anyway, I'm her second in command of some sort and she trusts me with her whole heart, that's what I can tell. But we can't retire or not fight and idk why. [These details, I'm just picking up on different parts of these dreams; also, I think she died :( i dont even know her name :'(]

Anyway, we're fighting either machines or actual men but theyre covered head-to-toe with uhhh something resembling of military clothing but not really??? Iirc, it's kinda really blurry and they're wearing something unusual and hard to move around with. But these are overalls and I hated them. Idk why dream me hates those clothes.

So yeah a lot of things happen at the middle of the dreams but mostly like it's always loud and it makes my head spin. But they end up somewhat the same way. With my parents tearfully saying goodbye (they look like my actual parents kinda). Twice, they were happy but there was one time they were really sad (I think that was at the same dream I've known my gf died???). And then I lie down this capsule thingy, and just wake up on my bed feeling kinda weird.

SORRY FOR THE DREAM DUMP!! I literally cannot think of one secret right now other than this one.

But since I've told this now, that leaves me with no secret (that I can remember!)

#im genuinely fine if anybody calls bs on this bcs honestly i woild too #im also fine if anybody like give me a dream interpretation too maybe my subconscious has just been #trying to tell me something important that i cant seem to get that's why it's tried again twuce #BUT THANK YOU SM FOR THE ASK!! #sorry it took long to answer #answered lore #lores of fritz #check this tag to find the ask game -> #ask lore

[mothlegs]

had the same nightmare 3 times in a row =_=

sweet home except it's in the greenhouse with me/hyun-su, the ripped shirt guy, K(adult where i live), a fusion of the big sister in Sweet Home and Avin (child in wheelchair from Genshin), and some randoms from nothing

at some point A was there and i said something like "if you're autismphobic, why are you autistic?" cause he did something common in autism and hes expressed Less Like for autistic people than allistics

but the dream. greenhouse apartments, i had the second on the opposite side of where i lived irl, it was in twooo floors and i was a university student

it kinda switched between this and having a sister and living with K i think? idk

huh was i babysitting my sisters at one point..?

my mom was there and then she leaves and the babies show me the outlet is on fire so i quickly blow it out and then see another is also on fire so o blow that out too

then someone(k?) says the neighbours house is on fire too and i ring on the doorbell and try to get in but cant. i considered breaking the window but didnt

kinda blurry here. something with ripped shirt guy, i think this is the start of him being murderous. i have a big fight scene w him.

i dont know where the Avin stuff was except i was told she was abandoned by her mom but she came back for her? and she had a normal job by day and was a prostitute by night cause she was so poor

but anyways. shirt guy has an axe and wants murder. we fight in the hall then my apartment then his apartment and then i escape to my apartment and lock the door

Avin's mom was there and was becoming a zombie/monster..? so was shirt guy maybe... K was like a more significant character than i remember, like 3 times i thought abt calling 911 but didnt until i was with him. they were hesitant to come until i told them abt shirt guy trying to axe murder me

then something abt going to the city where my sister was? but we had to stay away from an area cause she was setting something up there, but i wanted to buy her a gift

we go to her friends but in doing that i noticed her, and she was spacey and i just knew she was a zombie/monster, but that was like Real Me that saw and knew not Dream Me. so we go to her friends and theyrr bitches and assume she ditched them to play some waifu game?

then. go home sorta. im in some room. and i watch tv for a bit? and i know shes in there with me, coming for me, but the room is pitch black besides the tv. very scary. think i manage to grab my phone but struggle to turn on the light, have to turn off the tv too or someone will get mad at me

i guess i manage to wake up here? every time i thought abt calling 911 i woke myself up on purpose too but fell back asleep into the dream, so all of this was technically across 3 dreams. there was also more stuff before the dream becams sweet home, like the stuff with A and also more setting up my sister? she wasnt there at all in the mid part but was at the start and end

at some point i was organising my med box? and E (adult where i live) ate hell mushrooms from my lap (it was insanely weird in the dream too)

also. the apartment designs were very pretty and i love them very much i wish they were real

oh ew. i dreamt i watched a movie where brad pitt watched furry porn and like. flattened his dick kinda.? like it was a laptop and there was just enough space between the keyboard and the screen to fit his dick in and he Did. what the hell. and his wife was begging to be let in cause she was horny and he just wouldnt let her cause he was watching furry porn??? in the background of the wife begging was emily from stardew valley, think she was making tea. i was mostly just thinking about how gross the laptop was getting and why emily was there

#dream #dreams #dream log #dream journal

[spade-club]

Ive been off tumblr mostly for a few days and had the best week of my life (fri-wed)

Anyway, my friends and I are the absolute cutest. We played spin the bottle, just the five of us, and kept going around and around (to be fair we made some fucked up rules so not all of us even kissed eachother really. Others of us kissed 7 times o.o) And idk. I wish I could explain how much fun ive been having this week but its all so blurry and I may or may not have been high for the past 4 days straight which is not a feeling I've felt at all, before about four days ago. Which sounds like addict behavior, and it is, but it'll go away until it comes back later! Later me's problem! No one will be here to give me endless weed in literally two days, and im not here for the hunt, so whateves.

btw this paragraph is tmi sex stuffs ewwie look away if u dont want to know. But yea, I'm like, really understanding why people do these things. I mean, I am still a trauma sponge, so my enjoyment is very closely tied to how sober I am, but I am still understanding and craving rn, two things I didn't know I was capable of! I have never really Got The Point of sexual interactions, but no one has ever made me Feel Like This so uh, hehe, I'm starting to get it. Endlessly, I am grateful for my person <3 I am also so glad they're so understanding and kinda always the right amount of involved when I tell them things. They take what I say at face value and dont assign extra reasoning to things. If I say, "I got triggered during sex but its not your fault, and its okay," they go, "okay, thanks for letting me know!" And that's that!! Now, they sometimes ask me for pain updates during and also take those answers exactly in the way I mean them!!! & then they adjust accordingly and we move on!!! They dont let their insecurity or fear make me feel bad! And they dont make shitty assumptions on my character for no good reason!! I might be falling in love with them... but that's another tangent. I could go on about them for ever and ever

My friends and I have decided that the five of us are a "mostly platonic polycule," which has absolutely short circuit my brain bc that's all I've ever wanted, really, and it's really nice?? We all adore eachother and we paint together, and we kiss eachother, and go on five person dates, and have sleepovers, and cuddle in the back seat of the car while the other two jam to the music, and refer to a group as 4/5 or 3/5 if someone is missing. Idk, it's just nice, I know it's to be short-lived as we would not survive as a couple without the friend who came to visit (and may not be back again for months.) We will fall apart without her. We're all still good friends tho and im excited to see what does happen next!!

I have so many more songs to relate to now lol

#woa that one was a lot of ramble #hopefully incoherent enough no one has to see too deep into my brain #singing two trucks with ur homestuck bf in the backseat of a car while they have one arm around u and one around ur friend is an experience #okay anyway I'll save my other rambles for uh idk

[nightmanatee]

Hi, how are you doing?

I would like to ask you for a favour since I consider you a certified Chibnall-era specialist. Obviously, you can say no, but I thought it could be fun? Anyway, I am mostly curious but I might also need it for a fic:

Could you please rank the fam (+ Dan) on the cat person/dog person spectrum?

I also made a chart in case you want to use it :)

meaning I made two charts, one with colour and one without

...and the quality got killed by tumblr. Oh well.

(I can also send you the latex code I used if you'd rather have that than blurry pictures)

I hope you are having a great day!

HI! i AM having a great day bc i've finally started playing games again (genshin impact is such a nice game sd;flksdjf). I'll explain my chart below but first things first:

0. I am a dog person but something more of a Ryan. I like dogs more doesn't mean i hate cats but i just like dogs a little bit more (and my pug definitely *doesn't* play any role in this dlfkjsdlfkj). So yeah this chart might not be 100% accurate since i can't find anyone who might hate dogs (fear them? yeah. hate? idk).

Dan defo likes EVERYONE. Dan is THE man i like Dan bc Dan likes everyone. maaaybe slightly more of a cat person since he works day and night and might feel guilty for not having time to walk with the dog but i can see him adopting EVERY pup in the whole world.

Idk why but i feel like Grace is more of a cat person and Graham loves Grace so whoever is their pet he accepts it.

I CAN picture Ryan with a BIG dog and i can picture him going for a walks and training. Still - if Grace has a cat Ryan love this cat too s;dflksjdf;lj.

Yaz definitely must like dogs. They're LOYAL (ha! do you get it?) and she's definitely feel something towards Hachi movie (hello 4 years of waiting). She also likes cats equally untill seing 13 hissing on them.

Oh btw 13 still tries to forget that one time when Rose chose a cat instead of THEM. So yeah. 13 might just sliiightly like dogs more. I mean... they're loyal (get it? ha). (okay actually she likes cats)

#hopefully i'm not too late s;dflkjsdf;lkj #send a link once you're upload your fic bc i'm interested! #13th doctor #dw #doctor who

[moogghost]

i'm. sorry this is a long post just about myself (your uh. friendly scissors gijinka introject saxen who the brain just chucked into the headspace at one point because "fuck you you need a humanized pair of scissors") and the consideration of a personal sideblog because i don't feel particularly bothered to make a new whole-ass email for another tumblr account summed up so feel free to read if y'all want details SDFGHJ

ik we have a separate system blog for a reason and i mainly use it just because it still feels weird mentioning system stuff or plurality when most of our followers on here are singlets but,, am thinking of potentially making another sideblog specifically for myself and my own interests because i front too often to not have one i think i deserve it <3 and idk it isn't going to be system centric if i did make it it'd be my own specific interests (...it could literally be a combination of just several images of snakes, swords, cats, some source content from this blog since idk i don't feel that comfortable reblogging other's content on another blog specifically with my own individual interests even though i'm pretty sure most people would be understanding)

issues: i don't know what to fucking name it (i'm. not naming it after myself or my source i frankly just feel a little too nervous doing that simply bc anxiety </3 i definitely love my source and do enjoy the fandom itself though don't get me wrong like half the time if you are interacting with us. it's very likely you have talked to me before or at least in co-front with ivy and i haven't had a really bad experience atm? then again i could be downplaying some things because y'know i mainly formed after the wings of fire wiki shit </3), i don't have enough energy to do that both just in general and also i just got my wisdom teeth removed :), and also i just. ngh yeah we're a system that's really blurry at times so idk if it's worth it because sometimes everything feels like one big introject soup ASDFGH (y'know i. might actually look into more of those guides because the endo community has already helped us a lot with handling our own plurality and that might help us too. discord and tupperbox definitely helped but i was thinking we need more and i do have uh. other reasons for wanting to be more separate but they are slightly embarrassing maybe </3)

idk like. while it's usually ivy and me in co-front atm since. max just only fronts when we're 1) being ridiculous/"fighting", 2) needs to calm me down and ivy or day can't (which he is. good at. i don't get it he's younger than me in our perceived innerworld why), or 3) we need to have a schedule he is the only one with a sense of schedule in the system besides maybe natalie. he was the saving grace for our standardized testing and finals being finished, honestly. the others are here or there usually, so it's mostly just me and ivy reblogging shit and posting art on here anyways. i mean she technically has her wings of fire blog i should have my own i think. maybe i might have the others help or co-front because i'll be blunt while i do try my best i am. not the best person sometimes! so it's probably going to be a mix of just trying and hoping people will be patient with me ig if i go with it

#long post #idk ig i just kind of want my own space to post about my interests? #because like...i do have 'em even if it's. hard to tell who's fronting #plus it'd also be sort of an excuse to be annoying about the fact that i'm snakekin and catkin have i mentioned that yet <3 #also i'm like. one of the more separate headmates i think for lack of a better word #not to mention we don't have a host so really none of us have any obligation to just use this singular main if we don't want to... #you know family accounts. yeah it's like that except we all share a body ASDFGH #anyways feel free to scroll past this i'm mostly just thinking out loud #i might do this anyways because i did see that it might be able to help us with our. lack of distinction #(which i mean you can kinda tell when i'm more in front than ivy but. yeah wsdfgh) #ghost whispers

[hospitalterrorizer]

diary94

12/14-15/2023

thursday - friday

home late.

we did practice today, for the noise set, the setup mostly works, which is fun/nice.

i've just been reading theory of the young girl because i've got myself involved in the dumbest game of telephone ever over it. some guy wrote a book that's essentially a response to the tiqqun book, i have my own misgivings re: the book (i can't tell what the point of it is, a critique of tiqqun isn't worthless on its own but the absorption of / repositioning and then re-gendering (or simply, the gendering) of the young girl as a concept (as it was, originally, not actually gendered but about a broader circumstance everyone faces), feels off, i however can't read his book, i can't/won't buy it, i can only sit, distantly absorbing it or whatever). but my friend who finds the young girl a rather powerful work, immediately read his work, just the blurb, the idea, as immediately sexist/explicitly misogynist. for whatever reason, i decided to tell him, and also tell him how awful his existence made her feel, basically. something about it struck me at the time. i don't know why, but i also don't think she's wrong. i think this sort of work probably requires anyone to be willing to be hit w/ that kind of response, and the necessity of being able to absorb that, or predict it, and think about what you are writing. even fiction, is like this. it feels important to really mull these things over, not to be right, it's not about being right, i think, just to not miss your own point. i guess w/ anyone who is writing, and whose work i find frustrating, i have no way of really knowing how to tell them something seems off, in a deep way, beyond like, craft concerns, but the method of thinking could use reflection upon. and i guess i didn't read it but if all i have is this outsideness, and also whisperings of others who read it, talking about parts about irony/sincerity, irony as a shield, or whatever, it gets annoying. i hate that exact conversation, because, though i have not read it all, at this point (i've started and stopped on young girl, idk why), the young girl seems to have a response to this kind of discussion:

maybe the irony part is more complex, maybe it's got something to do with the dual obsession but even then it feels tired. the issue of irony or sincerity, of people being ironically detached sincerely, i've had thoughts about that since highschool, this isn't to say i'm a genius, it's so say, this has been the internet (as the book seems largely about the internet, essentially), it's just like, where does this thinking go. is this about that impossibility? i dunno if i trust him to articulate that i guess. that's on me, i've really only caught his theory in off-side ways but i don't really, i dunno, feel like it's accomplishing anything other than being part of discourse online which minimizes/absorbs this kind of stuff to spit it back out, create shadows in the distance so people can argue longer. a condom on life or something.

anyway, the game of telephone though, is bad taste on my part i suppose. i'm not nice maybe. i can't say whatever to that, i feel literally awful about it, not the telephone game, just not being nice like i could be. it's my largest regret in my own life. but i don't want to be surrounded by certain things, and at the same time, i don't want to just remove myself from it, i feel like something has to be confronted, even if, to me, it's my own incredulity, and then another person's voice who might not be heard, that ought to be surfaced. or maybe not. but it's like, what else is there. there is a frustration, deeply, about where this could point people.

that direction being just, i dunno, discourse, it feels like. tiqqun end their preamble in young girl with an awareness of the blurriness of the work, it has no vice on display for condemnation and it's not a whole theory, it's only a vision of what people have to do/believe now, or at least a certain type of person. it does not seek to convert, only observe, and offer people tools for analysis/disarming the world we caught in.

his work seems to want to catch you, or by positioning itself as the gendered response, it will capture, by placing the young girl as an alibi, rather than a process that was seen, and creating an oppositional like this, i dunno, it seems bound for that.

maybe i am hysterical and stupid. i would like to be. i don't think the book matters so much. my being a bad person matters more, and the sense both people on either side are both unhappy and misunderstand me in some way, also bothers me. i will never be understood, i will never be nice.

that's hyperbolic.

i just feel so stupid, no one made me. i don't know where the compulsion comes from entirely.

i just hope by putting this all here i can just put it behind me more easily. i maybe just want the rush of being annoying to someone who has created something i feel strongly might be wrong.

still the compulsion remains opaque. i am just full of evil pulsions.

i don't want to say that though. i don't want to be evil.

some other quotations from tonight's reading:

anyway:

byebye!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[melodygatesauthor]

can I say something really stupid but that's been ailing me all day. I hate how c.ai has no like profiles for creators?? Like. Idk about others but I refuse to interact w creators of Stuff if they don't have an age listed above 18 and it feels kind of a blurry line of if AI counts as inherently Stuff but... it feels weird still to think it could be a minor making. Anyways all this to say. I think more people should advertise their bots as if they're a creation bc w all the work that goes into them they definitely are.

I know what you mean. Like they kind of do??? But not like…really. Here’s a pic of what my “profile” looks like:

And under that is just a list of characters I’ve made. But that’s it.

I agree it would be weird to use bots by someone underage. I personally only use mine, mostly because I just really like the ones I’ve made, but I think at least having a profile that shows if someone is an adult or not would be helpful.

And yes a lot of work does go into creating the bots for sure. More work goes into my fan fictions though and for some reason the AIs still seem to be the thing I get the most inbox messages about 🤷🏼‍♀️ idk why

#melody answers #melody makes ai #also I think c.ai should start paying me? #I have so many interactions! it’s time!