#it wasn't 5sos either way

[unsaid-stardust]

Luke Hemmings has obviously always sounded good but what the FUCK is in the water he's drinking now bc his vocals lately ?!?!?!? ✨exquisite✨

#I'm wondering if it's bc they weren't playing live shows during the pandemic so he wasn't pushing himself vocally #and that allowed his voice to grow??? #either way it has me dead on the floor every time #and me myself and I??? #his VOCALS?! #KILL ME #anyway #this has been a psa #5sos #5 seconds of summer #Luke hemmings #music tag

[calumsargwife]

'my favorite part'

calum hood x fem!famous!reader

summary: you and Calum can't help but love each other on a night out.

warnings: use of alcohol and cigarettes, mentions of weed. (if i let something out let me know!)

word count: 1.4k

note: wrote this after listening to my favorite part by mac miller. this is also the first time i write something. please let me know what you guys think about this and if i should keep writing!! i hope you guys like it!! (English is not my first language so there may be some grammatical errors, sorry!)

The bar was full of people and good music, managing to create a unique atmosphere. You were all in the VIP sector of the place. The 5sos boys and some of them with their girlfriends. One of them was Calum, who had you under his arm in a comforting and firm way.

You raised your head slightly after letting out a big laugh at one of Ashton's jokes. You admired your boyfriend and sighed, unable to believe how much fun you were having. He looked so good, his hair was now longer, after having made the decision to no longer have those blonde highlights, leading to a beautiful and perfect length that let you admire his curls in a way you had never seen before. He had new tattoos and just the whole aura about him had become different, he wasn't a teenager anymore and he definitely didn't look like one. It was obvious that you were really enjoying this stage of him.

You briefly remember the day you met him. Both were on a red carpet at the Music Awards. You had recently released your last album and it was being a complete success. When you met Calum things were different. Your last relationship had ended a short time ago and you didn't really have in mind meeting someone new, you just wanted time where you could focus on yourself, your music and your friends, something you had been neglecting lately. However, meeting the band was something that gave your world a 360° turn. Instantly you all connected and became friends, it was inevitable. They had that incredible Australian charm in their blood that was impossible to resist, not that you're complaining either.

After that night on the red carpet, you hadn't seen the boys again. There were tours in between, which kept you two apart for six months. It's not like you guys kept in touch, you just hit it off one night and became instant friends, but that was it. Or so you thought. After what seemed like an eternity, you met again at the party of some famous person that you can't remember now.

After much back and forth for about a year and a half, you and Calum finally started dating. It was a surprise for you guys, seriously. Calum didn't really think about falling in love again after many broken hearts, he was at that stage where he hated relationships and would rather have casual encounters than have to be vulnerable with someone again. That's why he was so surprised after realizing that he had feelings for you. In this time you had gotten to know each other and the rest of the boys, becoming a constant in their lives.

And here he was, all head over heels for this girl, he couldn't believe it.

But he was so, so happy. Every time he thought about it he just couldn't help but feel this burning feeling inside of him, and he loved the burning, he never loved something so much. And he was glad he finally let these walls he built around him fall. Calum was scared, completely scared. He was so afraid of breaking apart again, he didn't think he could bare another heart break, it would kill him. Especially this one. But after a while, he realized this was the right choice. You were the right one.

And that brings us to today, 5sos had just released their new album, Youngblood. Now everyone was in this bar for a celebration and they really were having one of the nights of their lives. You had drunk a little and so did Calum, which now was making you feel a bit tipsy, but nothing too over the edge. Some of the other guys were already pretty wasted and it was almost 3 am.

You and Calum had dedicated yourselves to making your relationship of almost a year very private, leaving only what had to be known, that you were together.

And you were happy with that, you were really glad that you could have something in your life to just yourself. Your and the guys life was sometimes way too public and you didn't like it at all. So, having your relationship under your control was something incredibly refreshing. You loved Calum and you would protect what you guys have against everything. He was your favorite part of the day and you wouldn't let someone take that away.

Suddenly, you heard the song changing in the background. You smiled at what it got to your ears. 'My Favorite Part' by Mac Miller and Ariana grande was playing right now, and you couldn't believe the timing.

You smiled softly at the feeling. This song has been your favourite since it dropped, loving the way it captured what falling in love the right way was, something that was slow and very nice, without the need to be rushed. The same way it felt for you to fall in love with Calum. He was just so right. The nostalgia of the song came to your mind.

"This life can be so hard, I'd rather talk about you..." You whispered the words of the song in Calum's ear and looked at him with a vague smile due to the alcohol but at the same time with one that looked so in love, you hung a little from his neck with your arms in order that only he can hear you. Calum smiled and lowered his head to the ground as he tried not to blush. For some reason, you always had that effect on him. He had a cigarette and a glass with a drink in the same hand, while his other hand had been on your waist since the night began.

"You just don't know how beautiful you are..." You kept singing in his ear softly. "And baby that's my favorite part..." He looked at you and you had a wild smirk on your face. Calum really doesn't realize the effect on people (especially on you) that he had, he didn't understand how gorgeous he was. He looked at you while raising both of his eyebrows, giving you the 'oh, really?' teasing face that he makes way too often. You nodded at his questioned face with the most confident smirk.

The cigarette and weed smoke in the air made it all make even more sense. Calum smiled at you, he was so in love that was honestly so breathtaking. He sometimes had to gasp for air whenever he was with you. And he loved it, he loved the fact you were his oxygen.

You guys kept singing the lyrics to each other. Calum took a drag on his cigarette and blew the smoke out of his mouth between the two of you, practically in your face. It was something that for some reason you enjoyed too much. You found it hot and you were not ashamed of it.

Once the song came to an end you smiled at each other and he put his hand on your jaw then leaned in and planted a kiss on your lips. A hot but calm kiss at the same time, which was the vibe of that moment. You felt his rings when he lowered his hand to your neck, you guys separated for a second and you admired the tattoos on his arm, loving each one of them and then breathed his cologne. God, you were feeling good.

The night continued for you two, always in that comforting and good vibe. You kept smiling at each other all night and really couldn't keep your hands off each other, always in need of contact.

Who could have told you that the next day, all of Twitter was going to be crazy about a video that someone had taken of you at the bar from last night. That video contained the exact moment you and Calum were singing to each other and then kissing at the end. The song sounds very clear in the background, making it a whole scene. At first it bothered you, but after watching the video, you really couldn't find a reason to be angry anymore. You two looked so good and it showed how wrapped around each other's fingers you were. You loved the look Calum had and also loved the stupid smile on your face. It was honestly a masterpiece.

#calum hood x y/n #calum hood x reader #calum x reader #calum blurb #calum imagine #calum 5 seconds of summer #calum hood #5sos x reader #5sos blurb #5sos fic #calum hood fluff #calum hood imagine #Spotify

[multifandomslxt]

I was about to DM you but then I saw that anon and THOUGHT fuck them. I HOPE they see this and eat shit. I want to say this because I want to get it off my chest. As someone who has been in non poc and non-black spaces before. I can say that your blog is one of my safe spaces for me. It's so refreshing to be in a space that isn't dominated by white people.

I used to read a LOT of Fall Put Boy fanfics when I was in middle school and felt sad when I would see what the MC looked like. Because she was either a blonde, brunette, or a red head that had pale skin and blue eyes. Then it got to a point where it was everything that I read, so I just "ignored" it or would pretend that this was me, and honestly looking back on it, I'm ashamed of it. Especially as a writer myself. It is SAD that I had to pretend as a BLACK WOMAN that I was this white girl who was named Riley or Clare to fantasize about a biracial white passing man.

Then, when I got into KPOP, I found AMBW fanfics, and it was nice, but I felt weird about reading it because it wasn't seen as the normal fanfics I was consuming for the past 3 years. Then I realized that I have black OCs from childhood, and I've imagined myself in stories before. Why am I uncomfortable now? Do I not love being black? I went down a whole spiral and was like well why don't I not describe race in my writing? It'll be easier for me and other readers. That way, it can be for everyone. After I found this on book that I LOVED on wattpad, I realized that I wanted to write this too. I want to write about being a black woman falling in love with an idol and them loving me back.

It wasn't until I was 18 and joined into an all white space that I realized I would and could never belong. No matter what, Fandom, no matter what I wrote or who I wrote for, I wouldn't have anything in common with them. Even when I showed them my AMBW fanfics, they felt like it was a good idea, but they felt uncomfortable because they couldn't center themselves in it.

The moral of the story is that it is HARD for black people and other poc to center themselves in stories that are not for them. The world makes it hard for them to. I want to write more fanfics about kpop idols falling in love with black woman. Or just living life and falling in love. I want to write anime fanfics with a black OC getting into MESS. Every time I get on this app and I see (idol) x blk reader (mostly Johnny) I get so happy or when I I see head canons of (kpop group) washing their black s/o hair it make me happy. It inspires me as a writer.

FUCK YOU ANON you're scary af and @multifandomslxt thank you for working so hard to create fanfics for us. I hope you keep doing it. I hope I didn't offend you by talking about my past issues.

Firstly, no you did not offend me sweetheart 🫶🏿

I’m happy that my fics and works provide people with comfort and happiness because that is exactly what I made them for.

I grew up on wattpad. Reading a lot of 1D and 5SOS fan fictions with white FMC all the time.

Every time they mentioned her long straight hair I always said that she was just wearing a 360 lace buss down😂

I didn’t realize until years after how fuxked up it was for me to only have access to books with little to representation of poc especially black women.

The romances that had black women were always rooted in trauma.

No soft loving

No calmness.

just pure chaos

And it made me realize that a lot of people think that black women cannot have love fictionally or realistically w/o it being toxic and chaotic.

I also realized how a lot of people and myself (unfortunately) thought that darker skinned, fat/chubby black women and other poc would always be the last choice for love or as a romantic interest.

I’m glad I grew up and understood that I was beautiful and fucking amazing but with that also came the reality that not everyone felt that way.

Unfortunately there were women out there who hated their body, skin, personality etc. Everything that made them unique.

And so I decided that no matter where I existed I would always make sure to highlight and uplift all my pretty bitches😂🫶🏿

Especially when they think they aren’t.

So yes, @multifandomslxt is a blog created exactly for that purpose and it’s here to fucking stay💕

[leolingo]

🍓, 🛼, ❄️, 🦴

buenas tardes!! i leave these for the ask game. I am such a fan of your writing<333 I hope you have a very wonderful day, besos abrazooos 🫂

sincerly, pm-00, formerly cubitoscubeando

HELLOOOOOOOOO omg i was hoping someone would ask about the inspiration one thank you so much! also i just noticed today that you changed your url lol i clicked on the blog like wait-- OH!

🛼 answered!

🍓 ⇢ how did you get into writing fanfiction? honestly my first experience with writing fic was probably with the ranger's apprentice books and percy jackson but back then i'd just write stuff for myself bc i wasn't really aware of fandom as a sharing space. after that i'm bad at remembering things in the right order but i THINK my first time publishing anything was very inconsistent 5sos y/n stuff on wattpad LMFAO and by god did it do numbers! then i found ao3, probably, and became a haikyuu writer for a while. my BIG break into ficdom was with kpop rpf however (which, i think is somewhat common in mcyt fandom? lol?) i wrote kpop fic for yearssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss and that experience is what really made me love ficwriting i guess

❄️ ⇢ what's your dream theme/plot for a fic, and who would write it best? ohhh interesting question i actually don't think i have an answer? while i do have certain themes and plots im VERY fond of and think about consistently they're not necessarily things id like to see written, more of comfort ideas lol

🦴 ⇢ is there a piece of media that inspires your writing? YES, yes there are. a few, actually. there's 3 main pieces of media i pull inspiration from, somewhat consciously and CONSTANTLY.

(1) nora sakavic's the foxhole court trilogy. not only did this SHAPE ME AS A PERSON it also guides my writing style to this day. i read all three books in 8th grade or something and it changed me dude i carry the dialogue and the pacing with me still i KNOW the way i write things is the way it is today because of this woman

(2) richard siken's poetry <3 all of it influences me, but mostly the poems from 'crush'

>> you may know some of them from web weaves lol

(3) this is an insane thing to say but crimson rivers the 865k words the-hunger-games-au MARAUDERS fanfic . yes i am transgender it is my birthright to despise jkr as much as humanly possible but for as long as fanmade content is not profitable for that woman i will still tentatively interact with it. most of the characters on cr are barely IN the books either way its almost OC content and . it's good. it's really fucking good like i could never lie about this for a whole summer i was OBSESSIVELY reading and re-reading it!!!! the writing is actually so impressive to me and i think about it a lot more often than i probably should. most of all i take a lot of inspiration from the planning -- the foreshadowing and the attention to detail, how all 75 chapters of this thing tie in together at the end its really so fucking sick like you could not experience this through any other medium if not fanfiction

#baring my soul out here #ask game #ask #from: freedom-and-books

[phantompoguefangirl]

NEW STORY UPDATE:

☆WRAPPED AROUND YOUR FINGER☆

[CHAPTER 2: Side Effects]

You throw me around like a rag doll

And throw me away like your cigarettes

Then pick up the pieces of whatever's left of me

They're yours to keep

A million and one ways that I've tried

To turn it around, leave it all behind

But every time you turn out to be one step ahead of me

Lost in reality

I can feel you in the dark when I fall asleep

All that's in my head are pictures of memories, words that you said to me

Hey, hey, Hailey, won't you save me?

Bittersweet chemistry

I can't escape you anywhere even in my dreams

All that's in my head are pictures of memories, words that you said to me

Lost in Reality-5SOS

A/N: Can we just take a moment to appreciate this photo of Michael in the header? 👆 I literally just keep staring at it because HOW IS IT POSSIBLE FOR ONE PERSON TO BE SO PERFECT? 🥺😍😫

Anyway on to chapter 2. ☆Trigger Warning☆: Abuse is talked about in this one and it might be a little intense. Also there is a kind of intimate scene but it's not sexual. If it makes you uncomfy just skip it.

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I didn't hear the front door open over the sound of four spazzy boys trying to talk to me on the phone at once. We were discussing our plan for me to finally leave Jesse. 5 Seconds of Summer's management and lawyers had figured out a way to free me from Jesse on the business end. Now we were just figuring out how I would get out this house quickly and safely. I had already secretly packed most everything I owned and I was planning to try and leave before Jesse got home from work. He was supposed to be stuck in meetings till late tonight so now was my chance.

I rolled my eyes and turned to grab more of my clothes out of the clean laundry pile to put in my bag while I listened to three of them bicker about who was driving the getaway car or something and Michael hissing at them to shut the fuck up and let him talk to me.

Suddenly, I was shoved to the ground by the back of my neck and my phone was launched a few feet away. I tried to stand but a fist connected with the side of my head and I yelped in pain as I hit the floor again. I could hear the boys' confused voices coming from my phone as I shakily looked up to see Jesse towering over me, oblivious to them as rage burned in his eyes. He stomped toward me and I scrambled backward to try to get away from him, terrified.

"Jesse wait-" I was cut off by him yanking me to my feet and punching me again.

"You sneaky little bitch," He growled as he hit me again, repeatedly,"Finding a loophole to get you out of your contracts, like that really means anything. I guess I need to remind you who you fucking belong to."

Suddenly, I jolted upward, gasping for air as I opened my eyes. I looked around, confused and disoriented.

Michael and Tessa were sitting on either side of me, looking really worried. It was then that I realized I had been dreaming, but I also realized I was struggling to breathe and my chest felt like an anvil had been dropped on it. Because it wasn't a dream. It was a memory...

"Hey shhhh it's okay. You're okay, baby," Michael reassured me, pulling me into his arms and stroking my hair softly. "It was just a dream. You're safe now."

"B-but it was r-real. It w-was J-Jesse," I stuttered into his shoulder, still fighting for oxygen.

"It was just a dream, love. He's gone. He can't hurt you anymore," Michael said, rubbing my back. "You're okay. I've got you."

"Yeah and we won't let anything else happen to you. Ever," Tessa added in a gentle voice.

Michael started quietly singing to me like he had the night before, while they both hugged me and soothed me until my panic attack subsided. Which then allowed me to focus enough to remember the pain in my hand. I winced so Michael got me my pain meds and I took them with some water.

"Oh, yeah I didn't get a chance to ask last night. What the hell happened to your hand?" Tessa asked, watching me take my medicine.

We explained and she muttered angrily at what my grandma said but then laughed at the situation with my brothers and Michael. She gave Michael shit for not catching me and he threw sarcastic comments right back. It was pretty entertaining to watch them banter and I loved that they were getting along. I loved that they were always here for me, too.

I was mostly okay after everything with Jesse, but every now and then I still had nightmares about that night and woke up having a panic attack. Trauma is fun like that. I was very lucky to have the 5sos boys and Tessa to help me through it, though.

Those first few months had been the worst because the panic attacks came at all hours of the day or night, but Ash, Luke, Cal and Michael were always by my side in a second to help. Especially since I tended to wake up screaming from these nightmares, which must have been why Tessa was in here. Tessa had called me to check on me a lot and talked me through it over the phone when she could. Now the dreams and attacks came rarely so I usually forgot about them till they happened.

"Thanks, guys," I sighed, pulling my knees up to my chest and resting my arm and chin on them.

"Of course. We love you and we're always here for you," Tessa said, leaning on my shoulder.

"What she said," Michael said, nodding toward Tessa as he placed his head on my other shoulder.

"I love you guys too," I replied, smiling and closing my eyes.

Tessa got up off the bed after awhile and I looked up at her in confusion.

"It's super early so I'll leave you alone so you can try and sleep some more," she explained. "Let me know if you need anything, though."

We nodded and Michael pulled me into his arms again after she left.

He leaned back while holding me so I ended up lying partially on top of him with my head on his chest. I was still tense and unable to fully relax, which he must have noticed because he rubbed my back absentmindedly and I raised myself up on my good arm to look at him. I reached up and ran my fingers through his hair, extra unruly since he'd just woken up. I trailed my fingers down past his mesmerizing green eyes, over his cheek and down next to his dark pink lips, which turned up into a wide smile as I did this.

"What are you doing?" He asked, letting out a small chuckle.

"You're so fucking beautiful, Michael. You know that?" I murmured, gazing at him.

"No, I'm not," He snorted, rolling his eyes and blushing a tiny bit. "I think your pain meds are kicking in or something."

"Stop that," I replied,"I'm serious. You really are the most beautiful person, inside and out, that I have ever met. You have the cutest hair, the prettiest eyes, the kindest heart and most intelligent brain I've ever known."

His face softened and his face turned a deeper red. "Really?"

"Yes, really," I told him, leaning forward and pressing a kiss to his lips. "Though I have to say, that last one is sometimes questionable when you're with Luke, Ash and Cal, but I digress."

"Hey!" He fake gasped, pretending to be offended but unable to help laughing as he tried to work around my injury to tickle me.

"You love me!" I giggled as I sqirmed around and tried to block his hands.

"Oh do I?" He laughed sarcastically as he carefully wrestled me till he was on top of me with his knees on either side of mine and his hands gently holding my arms above my head.

I looked up into his eyes again. "Yes, you do."

"Yeah, you're right, I do," he agreed with a sigh as he leaned down and pressed his lips to mine tenderly

Michael's mouth didn't leave mine as he slid one hand up my arm and intertwined our fingers. After a moment, he released my hand and brought his to my face and then down to my side as he smiled against my lips. He let go of my other arm in order to balance himself and I draped it across his shoulder. I brought my good hand up to the back of his neck, tangled my fingers in his hair and pulled him closer to me, deepening the kiss. We were still tired though, so it wasn't long before it dissipated into tiny soft kisses followed by Michael resting his head on my chest as we finally relaxed and drifted off to sleep.

That is, until the smoke alarm went off downstairs and startled us so much that Michael actually tumbled off the bed with a loud "WHAT THE FUCK?"

"SORRY!" Nate shouted from downstairs.

I helped Michael up and then openeed the door right as Tessa was about to knock on it.

"Oh hey," she said,"Sorry if that woke you up. Nate is cooking breakfast and our smoke alarm gets set off very easily for some dumb ass reason."

"You could have warned us," Michael groaned, rubbing his eyes sleepily.

"Yeahhhh sorry about that. I forgot about it, honestly," Tessa said.

"Michael got startled and fell off the bed," I told her, stifling a yawn and giggling.

"Oh way to go, dingus," she said to him sarcastically, laughing.

"Yeah 'cause I totally did it on purpose," he countered, cracking a smile. "And for the record, Mia got scared too."

I giggled at them as I gravitated toward the smell of pancakes, eggs and bacon wafting up from the kitchen. "Yeah, but I didn't jump so far out of my skin that I landed on the floor, now did I?"

"Do I need to tickle you again?" Michael raised his pierced eyebrow at me.

I just rolled my eyes and took his hand as I made my way toward the stairs. He suddenly seemed to smell the food too and eagerly followed me down to the living room.

"Sorry again about the smoke alarm," Nate said as he offered us plates,"Help yourself to breakfast. There's plenty of food and coffee for everyone."

"Thanks," Michael and I said at the same time. Michael gestured for me to sit at the table, then took the plates from Nate. After a moment, he set our plates down on the table and then went back into the kitchen. He came back with two mugs and placed one in front of me. I took a sip and smiled. He was the only person to ever make my coffee just right that didn't work in a coffee shop. On top of that, I noticed that he had cut my pancakes for me so that I could eat them more easily.

"Awe, thanks love. You're the best," I told him happily as he sat down.

He grinned and nodded, kissing my cheek before he started stuffing his face with pancakes.

I giggled and eagerly dug into my own breakfast.

After we were finished, we went to get ready to go get the rental car from my sister's house and go to the airport. I started to gather my shower things before realizing that I didn't have anything to cover my cast and I also didn't how how my uncoordinated ass was gonna shower one handed. I groaned in frustration.

"Hey what's wrong?" Michael asked, coming over to me.

"I need to shower but, uh,"I held up my broken hand.

"Oh I can fix that problem," he shrugged, smirking.

He went downstairs and returned with a huge ziploc bag and duct tape. He helped me bring everything I needed into the bathroom, locked the door and then helped me take my clothes off. He pulled the bag over my cast and duct taped it on me so it would be sealed. He undressed too and pulled me into the shower with him once the water was on and set to the right temperature.

He turned me around so I faced away him and tipped my head back a little so it was under the water. I closed my eyes and let out soft moans as his fingers gently massaged the shampoo and then conditioner into my curls.

He finished with that and then grabbed my body wash and helped me clean the rest of my body. He was so careful and loving about it and when he was done and also clean, he pulled me close and just held me while we stood under the water for a little while, just basking in each other's presence.

After we got out, removed the bag from my hand and got dressed, Michael sat me on the bed with him. He dried and brushed my hair for me, even going as far as braiding it and putting one of his beanies on my head.

God, he's amazing. How did I get so damn lucky? I thought as I watched him dry his own hair and also put a beanie on.

He caught me staring and winked at me flirtaciously. I just giggled and rolled my eyes.

Not long later, we were all in Nate's car and on our way to my sister's house. we retrieved the rental car and Nate drove it to the rental place. We picked him up there and continued to the airport, jamming to the music playing on Nate's stereo.

In the End by Linkin Park faded into Face Down by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus and the dream from earlier came back to me. A million emotions flooded through me as I sang along loudly. Michael must have noticed because he grabbed my hand and gave it a comforting squeeze as we belted out the lyrics.

The song ended right as we parked at the airport and it took me a minute to compose myself before we got out of the car.

Nate and Tessa hung out with us for like an hour until our flight boarded and then hugged us goodbye before leaving.

"Hey, I just realized you can't play guitar for the tour with your hand like that and I was thinking that I could play for you," Michael suggested as we took our seats on the plane. "I mean, I already know all your songs, since I've rehearsed them with you, so I'm really the only choice you have on such short notice anyway."

"Oh! I didn't even think of that," I answered, as I suddenly realized he was right. "Um, I'd love it if you played for me, but I mean, are you sure? I don't want you to overwork yourself."

"I'll be fine," he shrugged,"It's just a few more songs and I'll have a bit of a break between your set and mine, anyway. Besides, we'd rock the stage together and you know it, babe."

"You're right, we totally would. It's settled then." I agreed, smiling enthusiastically, though my mind was only half present for the conversation. I was still replaying Face Down in my head. I had forgotten how much I loved that song and right now it really hit home for me. I wanted to scream the lyrics from the rooftops so everyone could hear it, honestly.

Wait.

Maybe I could.

"Hey, Michael?" I turned toward my boyfriend as I spoke.

"Yeah, babe?" he replied, looking at me.

"How would you feel about adding one more song to my setlist?"

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#This took forever to update I'm sorry #I really love how it turned out though #enjoy #michael clifford x reader #michael clifford fanfic #michael clifford #michael 5sos #5 seconds of summer #ashton irwin #luke hemmings #calum hood #5sos #the 5sos show tour #the 5 seconds of summer show #wrapped around your finger

[tinyglitterrose]

Wet dream

Lashton, 18+ but just the beginning

Ashton has a wet dream and Luke is there, but then it just kinda gets fluffy at the end? Definitely calls for a sequel😂

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Luke and Ashton were sharing a hotel room tonight. The hotel was booked and so they could call themselves happy that they even found room for their whole crew and the band, even though everyone had to share.

But the boys of course didn't care. They'd share one room for years when they had just started the band and moved to the UK and now, about ten years later, their bond was even stronger. So it was no problem.

The kingsized bed wasn't a problem either. It was big enough to fit both the tall men and that was all they cared about.

Right now, Luke was scrolling through his social media, while Ashton was fast asleep next to him.

Luke couldn't sleep and he was wondering if Ashton's sleep was peaceful, as he had been groaning a little every now and then.

Suddenly, when Luke was about to click on a 5sos meme page on instagram, Ashton's groaning got louder.

Luke put his phone away and turned to look at his friend with worried eyes, when he started trashing around in the bed, little "Mmh, ah, ah" 's leaving his lips. His face was scrunched up, uncomfortable and he looked like he was in pain.

So Luke reached out to touch his shoulder to shake him awake - or that was what he intended to do. Before he could reach Ashton's shoulder that was bare due to his shirt having slipped off it, Ashton released a loud: "Luke!"

Luke jumped, pulling his hand back and clutching it to his chest with wide eyes.

Then all hell exploded. Well, not really, but Ashton started trashing even more, and Luke realized that he wasn't simply moving around, no - he was humping the bed. His middle was pressing down against the bedsheets again and again and on top of that he was moaning. There was no more groaning, he was letting out loud and long moans, whines and in between a constant repeat of Luke's name.

And Luke had no idea what to do.

One of his best friends was having a wet dream about him, what the fuck was he supposed to do? Wake him up? Go hide in the bathroom until he was done?

Oh god, until he was done - was he gonna... Luke gulped, eyeing the other boy warily. Now that he knew what was going on, he noticed the sweat on Ashton's neck and the damp ends of his hair.

His face was pushed into the sheets, mouth open and still letting out these constant sounds.

And just when Luke thought it couldn't get any worse, Ashton started moaning more words than just his name.

"Oh god, Oh yeah, shit ah!", his fists came up and tangled themselves into the sheets, then the right one slipped a little, touching Luke's thigh.

And grabbed it. Luke gasped quietly when Ashton long finger's gripped into the flesh of his thigh, holding on, while he continued to bring his hips down on the bed.

"Mmm yea, oh! Luke! Fuck, Luke ohhhh"

Luke was blushing furiously all the way down to his chest.

And then suddenly: "Oh Luke, yes! Don't stop, aaah! Al-almost ngh- aaah, fuck, fuck me, Luke yes!"

Did he just say 'fuck me'?

Curiously he bent down to be level with Ashton's ear and whispered: "You want me to fuck you?"

He didn't know what had come over himself to do it, but Ashton's answer was worth it to him: "Yes! Oh, please Luke, fuck me, don't stop!"

Yup, Luke would definitely make fun of him later for this.

"How do you want it, huh?"

"F-fast!", the older's head whipped around, closed eyes and open mouth facing Luke, "G-god, Luke, fuck me good"

Luke giggled a little. Fuck him good? He had never considered Ashton to be on the bottom. Never. And well, maybe this was just his subconscious talking, but it was still interesting to find out. And disturbing, Luke remembered. Because this boy right next to him was dreaming about him.

And he shouldn't be feeding into this dream he had, he shouldn't be asking how he wanted to be fucked. Because he didn't want to do that to him.

He - he didn't, right? Luke bit his lip, staring at his bandmate and his scrunched up face.

"But I don't want to fuck you, Ash", he mumbled, watching as a confused expression washed across his best friend's features and his rutting slowed down.

"But", he whimpered into the sheets, hips lushing upwards like he was chasing after an imaginery force that was drawing away from him, "I - no, please. Luke, mmh no, please"

"No, Ashton", Luke said in a louder more steady voice and suddenly the other's eyes blinked open, adjusting to the light before meeting Luke's own blue ones.

Confusion spread over his face and he rubbed a hand over it, before speaking up. "Are you okay?"

Luke cocked an eyebrow in response.

"You look", he interrupted himself with a yawn for a moment, "like you're upset about something."

"I am", Luke said, "You never told me you were gay"

Ashton's eyes widened in shock and he sat up in the bed, pulling his shirt back up his shoulder.

"Do the others know?", Luke continued.

"What - Luke, I'm not gay", the older laughed nervously.

"Oh, so you're not gay, but you dream about men fucking you in the ass?" That was so mean of him, Luke wanted to take it back as soon as it had slipped out, but it was too late. And he felt horrible for having said it, having used the tone he did, and the harsh words. Ashton looked hurt by them.

"I mean - no, you just -", Luke sighed, ruffling through his own hair, "You were having a wet dream about that and I just thought - I'm sorry, that was stupid of me to assume. You can't influence what you dream about."

Ashton stared at him wordlessly, biting his lip.

"No, you're right.", he finally said, barely above a whisper, "I am gay."

"Oh" Luke said. "I mean, I - that's totally cool, Ash, I don't mind. Yea it's cool, we all have our preferences, right? And if you bottom, you bottom and it's okay that it was me who did it in your dream, it's yea, cool, all good"

He stopped his rambling when Ashton's facial expressions turned from embarrassment to pure horror.

Shit. He had just told him that he had dreamed about his best friend in such private ... 'actions' and that he had heard all of it.

Ashton's face had turned bright red, gulping repeatedly.

"I'm so sorry, Luke"

Luke smiled awkwardly, mumbling about how it was fine and then they both turned away from each other, each on opposite sides of the bed.

---

Ashton didn't talk to him the next three days. Not when it wasn't necessary and had nothing to do with work.

And Luke finally had had enough, when Ashton stood up to leave the lounge area of the bus when Luke joined the rest of the band in there.

Ignoring Michael's question of whether he wanted to join him playing a game on their Playstation, he walked right out of the room again, following Ashton into the small kitchen area.

He was making tea, so he didn't see him coming and standing right behind him.

"Ash", Luke said.

Said boy jumped, almost knocking the boiling water over, but didn't turn around.

"Ash", Luke said again, this time more quietly, "We need to talk about this."

"Luke", Ashton sighed.

"You're ignoring me and I don't understand why"

"I'm not-", he turned around then, his eyes displaying hurt, "I'm not ignoring you, Luke. I just don't want to get in your way, so you don't have to be reminded of how much you hate me now."

"Ignoring and getting out of my way is basically the same thing.", Luke shook his head, leaning closer to the shorter boy, their toes almost touching, "And I don't hate you. I could never hate you."

"You should, though."

"Well, I don't."

Ashton didn't respond to that. Instead, he averted his eyes and stared at the floor.

"Stuff like this happens, Ash, it's okay ."

Ashton heavily shook his head, when Luke tried to lift it up with his fingers.

"But it's so embarrassing and I will never be able to express nust how sorry I am that you had to see and hear that."

"Well, maybe I liked it."

The curls bounced as his head shot up again, his eyes meeting the cheeky grin and shimmering blues in Luke's face.

"Shut up", he grumbled then, a blush spreading over his cheeks.

But Luke meant it.

Ashton didn't know that, but Luke meant it and he was still thinking about it, replaying in his mind the way his body had moved, the way his face had scrunched up in pleasure and the sounds he had made.

"What?", Ashton's voice was crooked, breaking off at the end.

"Huh?", Luke responded dumbly.

"You just - you just said -"

Oh. Shit.

Really really shit.

Luke had not just - didn't this only happen in really bad cheesy books? How had he actually just said all of this out loud?

"I'm - uh"

Both boys stared at each other, one more in shock than the other and yet both shocked the same. It had to be the modt awkward thing, Luke had ever experienced and Luke being Luke he had experienced quite a few.

"So are you..."

"Yup, we've had a band meeting about this, Ash, shouldn't be a surprise that I'm gay."

"Oh...right"

Ashton's curls fell over his eyes again, shielding them from Luke as he bowed his head once again. Was it weird that Luke wanted to carress his curly hair, stroke over his soft stubble and kiss him?

Was it possible to fall for someone this quickly? Especially after having been around them for years with no romantic thoughts towards them ever in all that time?

"I ...maybe we could..."

Ashton softly blinked his eyes up at Luke again and the taller one gulped audibly.

"I - um...I don't know if-"

"Oh no!", Ashton's curls bounced yet again as he shook his head, "No! I meant like - we don't ...no, we, I don't want that right away, but I thought maybe, if...if you liked it, then maybe you liked me and we could, umm..."

A smile spread across Luke's face and he interrupted the stuttering boy: "Do you wanna go on a date with me?"

Ashton stopped his stuttering and blinked repeatedly, before a grin spread across his face as well, bearing his dimples.

"That would be awesomey Lukeypoo"

"God, shut up, I hate that name"

"I know", Ashton grinned widely, pushing past him and running up the stairs, shouting something about going to get changed.

Luke was a bit shocked by the sudden turn of events, standing unmoving in the kitchen for a few moments. Suddenly everything was fine again. Maybe even better.

He jumped and squieked in an unmanly high pitch to which he could Michael errupting with laughter in the living room area, when the tea kettle made a loud noise to let everyone know that the water was done.

#5sos masterlist #ashton 5sos #ashton imagine #ashton irwin #bottom ashton #fanfic #imagines #5sos gay smut #ashton irwin smut #ashton smut #luke hemmings smut #luke hemming imagines #luke smut #luke 5sos #luke hemmings #lashton smut #lashton #5sos fluff

[berlinini]

All the other artists who want to be taken seriously go with ‘I am dark, deep, moody and depressed’ and then there is Louis, ‘I am full of optimism, my tour got cancelled but it can’t get worse than this let’s move on’.

I do want to say the fact that Louis is still keeping his ticket prices low in this current environment is admirable. He hasn’t thrown the towel in and said I can’t help it this is how everyone else is doing it. Also, all the 1D/Harry fans who keep saying he had to keep the prices low because he doesn’t sell that well that’s not true, his core fans will buy more expensive tickets as can be seen based on 5sos ticket sales which are comparable to Louis but they had no issues putting in VIP and ripping their fanbase off. It’s always a choice and when people make good choices everyone takes it for granted.

Well he's talked about wanting to give everyone the opportunity to attend his shows a few time now. It's true that higher prices mean a more homogeneous crowd.

I would just like to nuance that it's not exactly like all FITFWT tickets are 25$ either. I think he definitely asks the price range to be the lowest possible, but it seems like they vary a lot by venue and bigger venues mean higher prices. E.g., I was looking at the prices for my shows. The Montréal venue is quite big but it's not the biggest in town. I got a good seated ticket for 55$ + fees but the GA is 75$ + fees. I'm seeing AM in September at the biggest venue and the ticket was 70$ + fees, for a seat comparable to the one for Louis'. So that's a 15$ difference, but for me going to the Bell Center for AM is way more convenient that the venue for Louis. Likewise, my ticket for the Vancouver show wasn't exactly cheap (90$+ fees) but it's an excellent seat. Again, a 15$ difference with my ticket for AM there but it's another venue and different seats. So I guess it varies with the cities and the venues. But all the tickets I've bought to shows recently were cheaper that Louis'. It was all smaller venues and I guess you could argue Louis is more famous... It's hard to compare because right now he's doing mid-size venues and the shows I go to are either smaller venues (like LTWT) or arenas. Maybe it's also the Canadian market that's different. But my tickets for the US shows were more expensive this time around. Red Rocks wasn't exactly cheap.

Anyways. You're right that he could probably put higher prices and we'd still buy tickets. And it's clear it's a conscious decision Louis has made to keep prices as affordable as possible and not create tiers of fan experiences by having VIP tickets. And we love him for not using dynamic pricing!

#answered ask #anon #ticketing

[lukemichaelcalumashton]

2022 WRITING EVALUATION

i started answering these questions because hazel @allsassnoclass tagged me, but i took forever so now i’ve also been tagged by amanda @lifewasradical and taylor @jbhmalumm too lmaoo thank you guys <3

i’m gonna do as you suggested, hazel, and include my non 5sos fics here too instead of doing this again in my 911 blog @buckleyseddie it’s easier this way!

1. number of stories posted on ao3: 13 (9 5sos fics, 1 stranger things fic, 3 911 fics)

2. word count posted for this year: 73,269 for 5sos, 36,154 for 911 and 9,223 for stranger things, so a total of 118,646!

3. fandoms i wrote for: 5sos, stranger things, 911

4. pairings: i have malum (2), mashton (1) lashton (1), cashton (2), muke (1), ot4 (1) and my favorite luke/suffering (1) lmao, steve/eddie from stranger things (1) and buddie (3)

5. story with the most kudos/bookmarks/comments: overall it's the first buddie fic I posted, but for the 5sos fics bookmarks and kudos is Off-stage, comment threads is fueling the fire until we combust

6. work i’m most proud of (and why): i think it’s if i could say the things i want to say (i’d find a way to make you stay), my muke fic for the 5sos fic exchange at the beginning of the year, it was my first long fic and i was very happy about how it came out, there were many times when i didn’t think i would be able to finish it, also it was my first muke fic and i was nervous about getting the dynamic right and there was a deadline so. lots of pressure!! being able to finish it (and getting very nice comments and feedback on it) was very important for me

7. work i’m least proud of (and why): i think i’m actually proud of all of them because this year writing was a Struggle so being able to post every single one of these fics feels like something to be proud of! 

8. share or describe a favorite review you received: i can’t think of one in particular right now but anyone who has ever complimented my characterization or said that i got a ship/friendship dynamic right please know that i love you! this year i wrote quite a few fics for ships i’ve never done before and it made me very nervous whether or not i did it right so any comments like those made my day for sure

also i think the comments on mating call might be some of my favorite comments ever because, let’s face it, that fic is ridiculous svdfdf and people still read it and they left the nicest comments calling it funny and calling me funny and it was very nice to see people enjoying it, especially considering it was the most fun i had while writing a fic i think EVER 

9. a time when writing was really, really hard: can i say the entire year??? there were maybe 2 or 3 fics that i posted this year that didn’t give me a hard time, but the rest of the year i was Struggling either because i had no time or no motivation or writing simply wasn't happening. i’m actually impressed that i posted 13 fics because at times it felt like i wasn’t getting any writing done this year 

10. a scene or character you wrote that surprised you: well i definitely didn’t expect to end up writing for 911 or stranger things, so that was a surprise! i also didn’t expect to write lashton again! and i didn’t expect to write a luke/suffering fic! all of them were fun surprises though 

11. a favorite excerpt of your writing: i thought about this for a while and then i had to skim through my fics because i couldn’t remember what i wrote oops but i really like this excerpt from i wanna hold your hand while we’re growing up so let’s go with this one

Michael focuses on their hands.

The contrast between their skin, Calum’s chipped black nail polish, Michael’s finger tattoos, the difference in their size.

It wasn’t always like this. Calum’s hand used to be smaller, Michael’s fingers used to be less calloused, but it’s still familiar, after years of doing this.

And maybe it’s the fact that Calum looks tiny like this, hurt and scared, but his hand feels smaller in Michael’s hold, like it did the first time he held it. Back then, Calum also needed reassurance and a friend, and Michael was there for him, the same way he is now. Just like he didn’t let go of Calum’s hand then, during the entire field trip, he doesn’t let go of it now; holding tight to it while he talks to his mother, while they wait for the doctor, while she explains to Calum that it’s going to be a long road towards recovery and he’s going to need his friends.

Michael squeezes his hand to make sure Calum knows he’s here. Michael will always be here.

12. how did you grow as a writer this year? well apparently i wrote 45k more than i did in 2021? which feels so fake because like i said i felt like i didn't post as much and i felt like i struggled a lot. also i wrote 4 fics over 9k which was my highest word count for a fic in 2021

more importantly i also learned (or at least i’m still trying to learn) that sometimes you just can’t force writing. i have to admit i’ve missed writing 5sos lately but i’ve stopped trying to force myself to do it because it takes away all the fun and i don’t want that. i’m hoping that the motivation to write for this fandom will come back, but i’m trying to write what i want to write and right now that’s not 5sos and that’s okay

13. how do you hope to grow next year? i just really want to enjoy writing again and like, let go of the pressure because it doesn’t make the process enjoyable at all. even if i’m proud of what i accomplished this year i spent so much time stressing!! and life is already stressful, i want writing to be fun!!

14. who was your greatest positive influence this year as a writer (could be another writer or beta or cheerleader or muse etc etc)? oh there’s quite a few! i think i owe most of the fics i posted this year to my friends??? like, maya @calumsash was so supportive while writing my muke fic, she gave me great ideas, listened to me complain and hyped me up so much when i would send her snippets (which she always does <3), her and jess @daydadahlias never fail to hype up my cashton fics or ideas!! talking with amanda was what made me write a lashton fic again!! and she gave me ideas/feedback on one of my malum fics too!! then there’s taylor of course who’s always down to talk about ideas that may or may not turn into fics and i’m not only lucky to be able to talk about 5sos fics with them but they also encouraged me to write my stranger things fic and had very nice things to say about it and then i managed to get them into 911 (maya too!) and now i get to talk to them about fic ideas for buddie too

15. anything from your real life show up in your writing this year? hm i don’t think so? all i can think about is the fact that calum loves chocolate milkshakes in one of my fics and michael doesn’t get why (which is based on me and taylor having that same argument once lmao) 

16. any new wisdom you can share with other writers? write what you want but also accept that sometimes a fic idea doesn’t have to become a fic, sometimes it’s just fun to talk about it or daydream about it or make a moodboard for it! it’s not exactly writing wisdom but it makes having fun a little easier!! less pressure!!

17. any projects you’re looking forward to starting (or finishing) in the new year? i have two long cashton fics that i really want to finish but like i said the motivation to write for the boys hasn’t been there, but hopefully at some point. i have quite a lot written for both so maybe i can make it happen. one is a fake relationship au and i’ve always wanted to write that trope so i really really want to finish that one!! and the other one is the one that me and maya affectionately refer to as the storm au, i’ve sent her so many snippets and there’s so much that i love about what i have written and that i really want to share!! also i have a few ideas for buddie that i think have a higher chance of happening in the near future because i’m so obsessed with them right now lol there’s one that i want to post before they come back from hiatus so i’m hoping to focus on that one for now!! we’ll see!!

18. tag some writers whose answers you’d like to read: pretty sure everyone has been tagged already, but if you haven’t and you want to do it, then i’m tagging you <3

#i genuinely forgot everything i wrote this year when made it to the excerpt question #but it doesn't matter because i liked skimming through my fics #writing might have been a struggle this year but i liked what i posted and that's nice #2022 writing evaluation #tag game

[jinhyun]

Strong is a good one too🤍it's so wild how lyrics to some of these songs hit harder as we get older🥺

I so get you OMG😭 I was HEAVILY obsessed with Niall in an unhealthy way💀

Thank goodness I'm anonymous because this little confession I'm about to make still haunts me to this day.

I innocently came across a post that said 'on this day in February, you can propose to someone in Ireland and they can't say no' I whole heartedly believed my 11 year old self could marry a whole 20 year old Niall😭 dead serious. Like my dream was to fly to Ireland and marry Niall...specifically Niall😭 And this wasn't even the worst of my obsession💀

Omg yassss. a Luke girl🥵 same. but I was originally a Micheal girl until after some time lol. And my cousin would gate keep Calum so there was no way I was allowed to like him but at the same time I couldn't say I don't like him💀

5sos really do still make great music🥺and I am so INCREDIBLY sad that they are performing in Aussie but just not where I am😭 and I am a broqué uni student so there's literally nothing else for me to do😭

And tell me why my dumbass only realised that they were Australian years after stanning them😭it only hit me in like 2019

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omg i know :( although tbh it was more bc of the rhythm/harmony idk what to call it? like the sound of the song as a whole was very comforting to me for a reason 🤧

omg i had never heard of that irish thing?? you were 11 tho so it was kinda wholesome 😭

dude i was so delulu over luke. like i started stanning them back when they would only post covers on youtube so i felt closer to them somehow, and he was the epitome of my type back then in every sense of the word, plus we listened to the same bands and whatnot and i was like so in love with him it was not healthy 💀

and then i remember 5sos being in their groupies era back in like 2013-2014 and i am only one year younger than luke so i genuinely believed i could pull him 😭😭😭 but i lived in latam so i was only left getting all the rumors of them in the us and europe and my heart just 💔 it's so funny now tho bc i've seen videos on tiktok of other girls in my exact same situation with them back in the day and it's like... okay so it was a collective delulu feeling besties 🤧✊🏻

michael tho :( and what was it with people gatekeeping calum, my best friend would gatekeep him so hard i wasn't allowed to look at him either KDÑAKDÑS

oh? wait they're touring rn? and you're from australia and didn't know they were australians?? i would've cried ngl kdñajs. let's hope you get to see them one day then 🥺

#ask #🌱 anon

[mosviqu]

aaaa okayyy amazing🥳🥳 MY THOUGHTS ARE A MESS DUDE i feel like a pretty vital information about me is that i'm a huge engene if that wasn't clear before now it is lmao ITS THEIR BEST ALBUM OUTTHERE AND IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY TO SEE THEM BE SO PASSIONATE ABOUT THIS ALBUM!!! ALL OF THE SONGS SLAPPED SO HARD!! ALL ENHYPEN INTROS EAT AND FATE JUST DID THE SAME THING!! enhypen intros my beloveds🤭FOR BITE ME WE HAVE THE SAME EXACT THOUGHTS THEY WENT OFF SO HARD WITH IT!! THE VAMPIRE VIBES ARE SO THEREEE!!! and like nikis and sunghoons lower tone (?) parts just wahhhhh i love the song!! SACRIFICE IS JUST THAT SONG!!!! THEY WENT OFF SO HARD WITH IT ITS JUST SUCH A SCRUMPTIOUS SONG!!!! AND UR REVIEW OF IT IS JUST SJDHFJJF SO TRUE THEY ATE!!! CHACONNE JUST MAKES UR WALKS FEEL LIKE A POWER WALK ISTG I WAS LISTENING TONIT WHILE WAKING HOME AND I JUST FELT THE POWER LMAO BUT MY GOD THAT SONG THE VICALS THE EVERYTHING ONE OF MY FAVES ACTUALLY!!!! BILLS THEY WERENT ERONG WHEN THEY SAID THIS IS GOING TO BE AN AMAZING SONG AND WE SHOULD BE THE MOST EXCITED FOR THIS ONE!!!! ACTUALLY MY FAV SONG FROM THEM ALONG SIDE WITH SHOUT OUT!!!! I JUST KEEPNON REPLAYING IT IST SO ADDICTINGGGG!!! KARMA!!! KARMA IS ALSO JUST THAT SONG!!! AND SO TRUE ITS SO ATTENTION PLEASE VIBES!!!! SIBLINGS FORREAL!!! LOVE IT SO MUCH BUT I WISH THEY WOULD HAVE LET THEM CUSS IT WOULD HIT SO MUCH HARDER!!! and the way u said disney channel camp rock vibes could never explain this song better if somebody tried to my god!!! i have zero final thoughts other than i won't be listening to anything else for a while other than this album lmao (i'm sorry for the long review of it lmao i'm just stil ahhdhdjf about it)

I FEEL HONORED ACTUALLY LMAO WE ARE BESTIES IN MY MIND AS WELL🤭

he is a cat but the strawberry>>>>> i hope he stays as a strawberry!! same very same i hope they can save the newer boy groups reputation by putting out the best album!!

I AM WITH U ON THAT ONE LOVENJOYER FIRST AND MOST IMPORTANTLY!!! the amount of people i see shocked that either the lead singer from lovejoy is a minecraft youtuber and vice versa is so hilarious to me😭 I WILL BET A LOT OF MONEY OF IT BEING YOUR NEW BOYFRIEND and he is so right for that as ur brother should!! wilbur's parody songs>>>

i genuinely hope we see this hair style more but it was so funny that i saw those pics and idk how long after i just see him with a wet shirt sleeves tucked up on stage and i just went goddamn the duality of this guy!!! I SAW I SAWWW tbh it made me think of u cuz i saw that u are in ur seventeen era and i was like bet bar saw this and is very happy about thishdhhfnf

and thank u i appreciate that😭 i will change it one day for something better hopefully cuz i'm just dissatisfied with it🥸 (oh god it really shows how much i watch british people godddamnn they do be rotting our brains😟 mum is the superior way of spelling it ngl) (liebestraum anon💕)

you might just be the biggest engene ive ever met im cackling AHAHA thank you for the review i enjoyed it. i am so glad that they are passionate about the album !!!! intros eat indeed but i never listen to them bc it just sounds like slam poetry after a while im so sorry AAJKDFA. did u see engenes boycotting the choreo- i cant. if they remove the female dancers its not gonna hit as hard >:((( someone on tiktok said chaconne has teeth by 5sos vibes and....i kinda see it but i also kind of don't hm. bills is one of the best songs of the album i wholeheartedly agree >>>> KARMA WOULD HIT HARDER IF THEY COULD CUSS ISTG !! its a good good song but it still screams camp rock vibes jUST A LITTLE to me i am so sorry. i enjoy listening to it a lot though AHAHA over-all a very good album i agree with you on so many levels

i REALLY hope zb1 debut with a fresh concept ngl because if they debut with another generic 4th gen noise im gonna lose it. bring back boys being cute and happy in their debut songs please we NEED it. save kpop zb1 im manifesting </3

NO BECAUSE I GET IT. like u tell me someone finds a lovejoy song randomly and then they find out the lead singer is a mc streamer. i'd be baffled too. thankfully i found him as a streamer first and then the band bc i think that would throw it off for me AHAHA ((the wilbur brainrot used to be so big and i didnt even watch his streams i-) AND YOURE RIGHT IT WAS THAT SONG AHAHAHAHA

the duALITY. like i am so ashamed to say that the clip of junkyu pouting water on him was on loop for like 2 minutes before i realized. a bitch was masmerized. he's hot and he knows it :( AWWWH thats so cute of you i am ALWAYS in my svt era i love them sm and the clip made me so happy but also he was so cute i cant. treasure super cover when ??? i know yall are carats so give it to us

mum is the superior spelling thanku. i am NOT calling my mum mOm like thats so ugly. also sometimes my inner english voice gets a british accent and im like O.O okay where did that come from. looking forward to seeing your new theme i bet it will slap

#liebestraum anon

[writingfortoomanyfandoms]

So i just saw my spotify wrapped and my top artist this year is 5sos and my number one song is teeth and that's all on you thank you

bahahaha - they were also my number 1 and I was in the top 0.5% of listeners so it’s okay dude, we experienced that together haha

#I think my number one song was either Slow Hands or SKOD #it wasn't 5sos either way #court talks #asked and answered #angiefangirlworld-2

[allsassnoclass]

I feel like you just write the early 5SOS days so well and that’s why I’m coming to you with this idea cause I just thought about it.

Remember when they were talking about the show they did on the tennis court at the school with the fairy lights surrounding the stage and Micheal’s guitar falling and breaking in 2012 and after they went to the hotel place and Luke was just so elated and happy and when it was time to sleep they all decided to push the beds together and sleep together cause Luke said he was scared of the dark (or sleeping alone??)

absolutely charmed that you think i write the early 5sos days well!!!

was that all the same day????? lots of notable things happened that day lol it's such a cute story!!! the image of all of them piled onto mattresses together, room to spread out but still right next to each other, just enjoying the feeling of being with each other and present together in that moment as their lives are taking off is so cute. there are so many things about their friendship that make me feel warm and fuzzy inside and that is definitely one of those moments. they were just best friends!!! they were young and embarking on a wonderful adventure together!!!! and things were taking off and they got to experience it all together but they still got to do fun stuff like push the beds together like they're little kids (because they were children!) and have a huge sleepover with their best friends and also all follow the same dream!!!! i know "just the four of us" is a big deal in this era but thinking about it in the context of the early days is just as impactful too, in my opinion. they were four kids chasing the dream, getting through every high point and low point as long as they were doing it together!!!

#ask #anon #babe did you... want me to write this? #i feel like that's what's implied but it wasn't outright stated #you just asked me if i remembered that story so i told you some of my feelings on it #either way thank you for this :') young 5sos hits me at a very specific place in my heart

[phantompoguefangirl]

Wrapped Around Your Finger

CHAPTER SEVEN: Holding On

You're not alone, together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know, I'll take your hand

When it gets cold and it feels like the end

There's no place to go, you know, I won't give in

No, I won't give in

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say (nothing you could say)

Nothing you could do (nothing you could do)

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through-Keep Holding On by Avril Lavigne

A/N: I added a detail about Calum and Mia's friendship because I feel like in every 5sos story that is not explicitely about him, Calum is always just kinda there. Like he doesn't really do much other than be background support or whatever and he deserves better than that.

Also the song Michael wrote and sings for Mia is Broken Home but I wasn't sure if putting the lyrics in would be triggering to anyone so I left them out.

Oh and I hope y'all enjoy the cute collage of Michael with his acoustic guitar. He's so baby I can't even 🥺🥰

Anyway, here we go!

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MICHAEL P.O.V:

The next few days were the worst days of my life. Mia came out of surgery okay but was unsconscious for days and we were all absolutely terrified she wouldn't wake up.

The boys and I never left her side if we could help it. The doctor said she could probably hear us so we talked to her and I played music for her, which the guys sometimes helped with.

Ashton had bonded with her over books so he would read to her a lot too. He read her Percy Jackson and the Olympians, because he knew that it was one of her favorite serieses and it was entertaining enough for the rest of us to listen to and not get bored.

Luke fixed her hair and did her nails and whatnot while updating her on life and telling her about a new store he found that he wanted to take her to when she woke up.

Calum had found out shortly after meeting Mia that she knew how to play soccer because her older brother, Mason, played growing up and Mia liked to either play with Mason in their free time or copy his moves from the sidelines at his team practices. Luke and Ash worked out and stuff but I was not even close to athletic and none of us really liked to play actual sports so Calum was super happy when Mia was down to kick the ball around with him. That became their thing and while Mia was unconscious, Calum had been in our large backyard whenever he wasn't at the hospital, practicing some move Mia was trying to help him perfect. He didn't like idly waiting and he wanted to do something for her. Whenever he was with her at the hospital he would tell her about his progress and he gushed to her excitedly for awhile when he finally got it down.

Sometimes the boys would give me time alone with her, which I appreciated much more than they would ever know. I would hold her hand and talk to her about anything and everything. I would have brought my Nintendo DS or PSP to play games, but I couldn't bring myself to even think about playing videogames at a time like this. I would bring my guitar though and play whatever came to mind for her.

One day, when the others had left, I played Mia a song I had written a song about my family. I wasn't ready to share it with the band yet, but Mia understood what I went through better than anybody and I wanted her to be the first to hear it, even if she couldn't respond yet.

I broke down crying halfway through it and set my guitar aside before burying my head in my arms, which were now resting on the bed next to her. I was still crying when suddenly I felt something bump my hand softly then rest on top of it, followed by the most beautiful sound I had ever heard.

"M-Michael?" Mia stammered hoarsely, causing me to yank my head up to look at her in shock.

"Mia? Oh my god!" I nearly shouted as I jumped up and carefully wrapped my arms around her. She weakly hugged me back for a moment before I got her some water and sat back down.

"Wha-where-what-how" Mia stuttered, beginning to hyperventilate.

"Hey, hey it's okay. You're safe," I reassured her, leaning over her and trying to comfort her.

She was shaking and looking around desperately while making tiny panicked noises, so I very gingerly climbed into the bed beside her and held her until her breathing began to go back to normal.

Mia looked up at me and I could see a million emotions swirling around in her gorgeous multi colored eyes. I started to feel myself breaking down again.

"Fuck, I missed you," I breathed through my tears as I snuggled her carefully. "I was so scared that I was gonna lose you."

"M-me too," She responded, her words muffled against my chest, her body still trembling a bit, "Is he-"

"He's gone. He'll never see you or touch you ever again, I promise," I told her, knowing what she was asking before she even finished the question. I briefly explained what happened when we got to Jesse's house that night.

She nodded and started quietly sobbing into my shirt.

I wept too and held Mia some more, giving her water and whatnot until the nurses came to check on her.

I didn't want to leave her, but they made me go out in the hall, so I decided use this time to call and let the boys know she was awake.

They rushed back to see her as fast as they could, Ashton being in the lead, of course. He was the first back into the room once the nurses gave the okay and he immediately hugged Mia. By the time they got there, she was speaking full sentences.

"Awe there's my Dimples," Mia said, matching the wide smile Ashton had on his face as he pulled back to look at her.

"God, you don't even know how relieved I am to hear your voice," he managed to say before he embraced her again.

"Us too, Mia. We were so worried about you," Calum said, pointing to himself and Luke, who fervently agreed while holding up the bouquet of Tiger Lilies and stuffed panda they picked out for her on the way here, with my help over the phone, of course.

"Awwwe guys," Mia responded, attempting to hold her arms out to them.

They excitedly hugged her and gave her the gifts. Her eyes welled up as she accepted the flowers and the plushie.

"How did you know?" Mia asked, looking down at her gifts.

"Michael told us that you liked them so we picked these out for you," Luke answered, "He would have gone and got them with us, but he didn't want to leave you."

Her gaze shifted over to me and I felt the heat rising in my cheeks.

I shifted my weight from one foot to the other in the doorway before taking a nervous step toward her bed. "You told me a couple of times about the house you grew up in having a flower bed that wrapped almost all the way around it, which your mother filled with tiger lilies, and you told me how much you loved them. Not to mention, you get ridiculously excited whenever you see pandas anywhere."

"You paid attention? I-I was just rambling,"she replied, smiling softly. Was I imagining things or was she blushing now too?

"Well, what kind of friend would I be if I didn't?" I said, grinning and trying to sound nonchalant as I sat down next to the bed.

"Thank you," Mia said, before turning to the others. "All of you. For the gifts and for....everything. If you guys hadn't been there...."

"Don't even mention it. You're still here and that's all that matters," Luke said before she could finish that thought. He squeezed her hand gently and smiled.

She turned to Calum. "I heard you talking. You figured out the Hocus Pocus move?"

"Yeah, I reckon I did. I can't wait to show you when you come home!" He said, grinning at her.

"I can't wait to see....I'm so proud of you, Cal!" She smiled back, but then her smile contorted a little bit as she shifted uncomfortably.

"You okay?" I asked, immediately worried.

"Hurts....fuck," she groaned, trying to move again but stopping and placing her hand on her ribs.

"I think her pain meds may be wearing off. I'll go get a nurse," Ash offered, jumping up and leaving the room.

The nurses came back and checked on Mia before giving her more pain meds and leaving again. Mia began to relax as we kept talking to her. The doctor came in and said they wanted to keep her a few more nights for observation, but otherwise her injuries and surgical incisions were healing nicely and she was able to eat soft foods like pudding and jello and apple sauce. They just needed to see if she could walk and stuff by herself before she left so they knew if she needed any physical therapy.

The guys left when it got late, but I wasn't ready to leave yet so I stayed for a little while longer. I gazed at her, still feeling a tornado of emotions blowing around inside me.

I reached out to hold her hand, but before I could, she slowly raised it and pressed it to my cheek just below my right eye. Her thumb softly brushed away a stray tear.

"I heard your song, by the way," She said,"It's beautiful."

"Really?" I asked, feeling unsure about it because it was so personal.

"Yes," she replied, holding back her own tears,"Every word felt like I said it to my own parents."

"I was hoping you'd like it," I said, my voice showing more of my emotions than I intended. "I knew you'd understand."

"Can you play it again?" she asked, lowering her hand weakly.

"Of course," I answered, picking up my guitar.

I took a deep breath to calm myself and softly began to play.

We were both fully crying by the time I finished so she asked if I could play a different song to cheer us up. A random idea popped into my head.

"We're sooarin', flyyyin'," I sang, grinning as I strummed my guitar strings.

Mia let out a strained giggle and tried to sing along, but she was still hoarse and recovering so it was difficult. We just kept going though.

"There's not a star in Heaven that we can't reach, if we're tryin', so we're breaking free!"

We continued till the song was over and then Mia got more meds so she started to get sleepy.

"I should probably go so you can get some rest," I said, though I really did not want to be away from her.

"No, wait...," she mumbled, reaching out to me with one hand. "Keep singing.... please?"

"Oh, um, okay," I said, unsure.

"Sorry...it's just...your voice is...um...," She took a deep breath as she seemed to search for the right word to use. She looked up at me. "...Soothing."

Her eyes said far more than her words did so I wracked my brain for a song and then started playing again.

"You're not alone, together we stand

I'll be by your side, you know, I'll take your hand

When it gets cold and it feels like the end

There's no place to go, you know, I won't give in

No, I won't give in

Keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through

Just stay strong

'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you

There's nothing you could say (nothing you could say)

Nothing you could do (nothing you could do)

There's no other way when it comes to the truth

So keep holding on

'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through"

I meant every word as I sang for Mia until her eyes fluttered closed and her breathing slowed to a pace that meant she was fast asleep. I carefully stood up, put my guitar back into it's case and walked toward the door.

Right as I got to the doorway, I stopped and looked at back at Mia. I set my guitar down then, without thinking, I went over and placed a very light kiss on her forehead. I touched my forehead to hers gently for a moment, then grabbed my case and went home.

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[wastelandcth]

In the Mountains - cth

summary: who would've thought hiking with the boys would have ended up being so eventful? as the fifth member of 5sos with a crush on a certain bass player, you’re about to find out. 

author’s notes: thanks to @calumspupils for sending this request in! I hope you enjoy it!

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You didn't really know how you'd gotten to this point in your life. How you had ended up in a band with four people you'd give the world to, it all still seemed like a fever dream. Most mornings you'd wake up either on a tour bus or in a hotel room miles from home wondering if this was your real-life and it wasn't until you were sat at breakfast with your bandmates that you realized how grateful you were for the twists and turns that had led to your crazy life.

Some days you'd play shows and feel like you were on top of the world, rocking out on stage with your best friends. Some nights the views from the airplanes you'd grown used to being on took your breath away for so long you were afraid you'd actually imagined it all. That all the cameras flashing and fans screaming out lyrics you'd written with the four guys on stage next to you were a figment of your imagination and you'd wake up one day to find it all gone.

"Hey, I know you don't love hiking but...I'm sure we'll make it fun," Calum's voice rang out in the car, bringing you back to the moment at present, "And I'll be there to tell you all the jokes and point out cool rocks," he said with a wink.

Calum Hood. You'd turned your head to face him, the California sun was hitting his skin and making him glow. His bright smile adorning his face as the sunglasses he was wearing slid down his nose to reveal those brown eyes you'd fallen for. His soft voice and gentle teasing bringing warmth to your stomach that always seem to linger whenever you two were alone. It was something that you thought you'd kept to yourself, a little secret, but the comments online only left you a blushing mess.

If you were being honest, you'd been in love with Calum since the first months you'd spent with the band, getting to know each other and making sure you'd be a good fit into the group. those weeks had been filled with outings together where all five of you would spend hours on end telling stories about growing up and then laughing over how the internet blew up when they introduced you to their fanbase. But those few weeks were also spent trying your best to not make a fool of yourself in front of Calum, who seemed to always be at the right place whenever you stumbled or when your voice would crack while you were practicing alone.

You two had clicked instantly, both stuck to each other's hip as you took on the world. You'd write together, spending hours on a couch drafting out possible songs and humming along to tracks that had potential in matching the band's sound. You'd even become neighbors at one point when you'd first moved into the city to be closer for band work. He'd helped you move into the apartment next to his and you'd spent many weekends at each other's place, laughing over the awkward silences when you'd both caught each other glancing for a few seconds too long.

So you were in love with your bandmate, your best friend, with Calum Hood. How bad could it be?

Apparently, very bad. You and Calum had never been the subtle type and although you both pretty much knew there was more than friendship between you two, no one made a move to make it more. Ashton had asked you once when you two had gone out for lunch after a studio session.

"I just can't understand why you two haven't already gotten over it and got together. You'd thought about it, he's thought about it. Just do it," Ashton huffed, shaking his head as he watched you tense up and shake your head.

"The band is what's important, Ash. We can't let our feelings get in the way of fucking up what all five of us have created. He knows that and I do too," you'd replied, laughing quietly as Ashton only shook his head and mumbled something under his breath.

But Ashton was always one to try and make others happy in his own special way. And that's how you found yourself in the car with Calum on the way out of the city for a hike you were less than excited about. You knew Ashton was up to something when he'd texted the group saying that you and Calum would have to drive to the trail together since you wouldn't fit in his car with Luke, Mike, and their partners. As a form of payback, you'd purposefully told Calum to pick you up thirty minutes after the original time to make sure you were the last ones to get there because there was nothing more than Ashton hated than being late. And that's how you found yourself driving out of the city with Calum, lost in your own head over how beautiful he looked.

"Mhm, you always make things fun," you chuckled and winked back at him, "We're gonna need it especially now that we're late and Ashton will definitely kill us."

The hike had gone surprisingly good considering three of you were not the most athletics and Luke and Michael had constantly been racing seeing who could go the farthest faster. Ashton had tried his best to keep everyone on track until you and Calum had teased him about being the mom friend as he'd set up his phone on a rock to shoot an update video for fans to let them know about the band had been up to. It had all been going according to plan until you moved closer to Calum and twisted your ankle, ending up on the floor staring up at the blue sky.

"Oh my god, I'm going to die. Just leave me here to die because I'm not making it," you cried out, "This is the end of me!"

In a matter of seconds since your back had hit the ground, four familiar faces hovered above you, one of them looking more concerned than the others. The pain shot through your spine and down your leg, your eyes closing as you tried to stop the tears from falling down your cheeks. Soon enough you found yourself being lifted up from the ground and a warm body pressed against your back. You could hear all the guys fighting over what to do, which meant your ankle wasn't twisted backward since none of them had screamed or puked their guts out. Their voices all mumbled into one as you breathed through the pain and it wasn't until Calum's warm breath was hitting your ear that you felt yourself take a deep breath in and open your eyes.

"I'm gonna stay here with you until Ash and the others can get a ranger to bring a car or something like that, okay?" he mumbled softly, his hand rubbing at your back as he helped you sit back against a rock.

"Please don't let my leg fall off, I need it to run on stage and to kick Michael when he steals my food," you whined.

"That's not gonna happen, okay? I think you just twisted it and it's all going to be okay, sweet girl," Calum mumbled and kissed your forehead, "Promise."

The sun was still high in the sky by the time you started thinking Ashton had left you both in the desert. You'd both been sitting on the ground together, watching as  your ankle grew and grew in size as the time passed by. The pain had dulled and your head was resting on his shoulder when your brain had started to think of the worst.

"You know, this wouldn't have happened if you were Australian. Us Aussies are known for our athleticism," Calum chuckled as he nudged your side with his elbow, "It's a well-known fact."

"I can do a better Australian accent than all four of you," you scoffed, rolling your eyes as you smacked his thigh, "And I can outrun pretty much all of you except Ash."

"Except right now."

"Calum Hood, I swear if you don't stop making fun of me-"

"What? Are you gonna hit me again? I dare you-"

You don't know what came over you. Maybe it was the heat of the sun beaming down on you both. Or maybe the fact that you were thirsty since Michael had taken the only backpack with water with him before you two realized it but Calum's lips looked very nice and it took no self-restraint for you to lean in and stop him mid-sentence.

"Maybe you should twist your ankle more often, huh?" Calum chuckled as you both pulled away, "Or bully you more often."

"Shut up and kiss me again, idiot," you laughed and pulled him back in for another kiss.

"Who knew all I had to do was get you two alone on a hiking trail for you to finally kiss, huh?" Ashton's chuckled made you both pull away, making you both look like a deer caught in headlights.

"Oh shut up, I'm never going on a hike with any of you again," you huffed and gratefully took the park ranger’s hand as he helped you on to what looked like a golf car.

It was a short trip back to the medical center, where they treated your very swollen ankle with ice while you downed all the water you could get your hands on. But you were grateful that Calum hadn't left your side once, his hand in yours as you squeezed it whenever you'd hit a bump or when the park ranger wrapped your ankle. His hand was still in yours as you both drove back to the city and it never left yours even when you both laid on the couch in his living room that night, drifting off in each other's company for once accepting that maybe, just maybe, this could be more than just stolen glances.

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[bookwyrminspiration]

Hey Quil! Heathen here!

Not much to say except Teeth by 5sos for Fintan/King Dimitar

Heathen! Hello! I will be honest I'm not sure if that forward slash between Fintan and King Dimitar is meant to indicate that the song could apply to either of them, or if you're saying it applies to their relationship. Given the context of the song, I'm going to assume it's the second but if I'm off on that please correct me !!

Okay, so from the lyrics, this song seems to be mostly from King Dimitar's perspective of the deal he made with Fintan, so "Only thing that's burning when the nights grow cold" fits in more ways that one. First, Fintan is literally a pyrokinetic and can burn through the night, representing a savior in this perspective. Being the only thing burning, he is the only glimmer of hope anyone in that cold has (in this case Dimitar), he's safety, he's comfort, he's the future. That's a more literal interpretation. Second, we can see this as him being the only think standing up (burning) to the system (the cold), the only one willing to take on the odds and continue forward, the last soldier standing against the complete control of the elves. Because if things continued the way they were (and without Sophie in the story to bring many things to light), they were well on their way to being in charge of basically everything. Dimitar doesn't want them interfering in ogre business, so someone (Fintan) still burning against the cold, fighting back despite the conditions, is enticing and he wants to be part of it.

Then we've got these other lines, "Fight so dirty, but your love's so sweet / Talk so pretty, but your heart got teeth," which I've singled out because it's reminiscent of another line that Fin loves to bring up. "Don't make my mistake and be fooled by his pretty lies. He'll offer you the sun and the moon—so long as you do his bidding. In the end, you'll have nothing to show but grief and ruin." (quoted from Fin's blog but I don't remember which book it's from). But you can see the similarity here with the "talk so pretty" and "his pretty lies," indicating how charismatic of a person Fintan can be, how convincing and how well he can frame his argument in support of his actions. He fooled Dimitar, bringing him "grief and ruin" because that love he offered wasn't gentle, wasn't...easy? Unsure how to phrase it. There's a backlash, his "heart [having] teeth" and when he lets people in, it's with that promise of future pain that they don't recognize. But his ideas are intoxicating, the "but your love's so sweet" is like an acknowledgement that there's parts of Dimitar that recognized that there'd be a risk, that he'd be opening himself (and his species) up for something awful, but, but, despite that, Fintan's promises and pretty words were too good to let pass by. He had to have a part in it, and now that he did it's ruined him.

Then there's also the element of being used, as Fintan didn't really need Dimitar, he just happened to be the person who had access to other things Fintan wanted. The power, the influence, the intimidating presence and a people others avoid going against. he could've gotten support from other species, but his personal plans appealed best to the mindset of ogres and their vindictive streak. If we look at the line, "Something in the way you're looking through my eyes / Don't know if I'm gonna make it out alive" seems like it oculd relate to how Fintan didn't need Dimitar at the end of the day. He didn't need him or his reputation to survive his plans; he needed him termporarily, so if Dimitar was suspecting this, he might've wondered whether through Fintan's gaze, through his plan for the world, Dimitar and the ogres would truly be on the other side. But then again, he's a sweet talker and convincing when he needs to be, his confidence key, and the ogres already had a weakness, a inclination towards his plans anyways (not specifically his plans, but their goals and the format).

This is an excellent suggestion!! It encompasses a lot of the destruction of their partnership, yet how it was impossible to resist, enticing for Dimitar to let himself be drawn in despite any reservations he may have had. I'm curious how any future interaction between them would go down, but I doubt that will happen.

#fintan really had pretty poisoned lies and dimitar went alright I'll ruin myself for this #well not really how it happened but it's a fun way to phrase it #it was more him risking everything for this and then loosing #but that's a whole other thing about the balance between success and loss in a character and how it changes based on relevance to the story #back to the point!! #fintan and dimitar's relationship is very subtext but absolutely fascinating #kotlc #keeper of the lost cities #quil's queries #kotlc character analysis #kotlc music #fintan pyren #kotlc dimitar #king dimitar #heathen nonsie