Tumgik
#it’s 4:30am
dreaming of you
-cigarettes after sex
the two of you take turns drinking from the bottle you stole from the kitchen, the night is warm, the breeze is soft against the trees, it’s peaceful. an hour had gone by as the two of you talked and talked on the balcony of your mutual friend childes (derogatory) house,
you had both momentarily escaped the party you had been dragged to and enjoyed the moment to yourselves. while the blasting music was still audible from where you and albedo were sat, the noise was much more bearable than inside. the atmosphere was relaxed as it always had been with him,
he takes a swig at the green tinted bottle turning his head and handing it to you, shit, how can someone be so pretty?
from the moment he met you, he couldn’t help but admire how easily you got along with your peers, how you always knew what to say, and how you always treated him the same as everyone else. all his life he had been alienated, all the people around him thought of him as this high and mighty genius, who knows everything. not you though.
the notion ‘love at first sight’, its stupid, really, how can you love someone you don’t know? love at first sight.. well it just takes away all the meaning behind the word love, no?
then what was that feeling he was so overwhelmed by all those years ago. when he first saw you in eighth grade honors english, surrounded by classmates alike, when you had realized he had been sitting alone at his desk, when you called him over and he met eyes with you.. your eyes, he could get lost in them, archons know he already has countless times before,, that warmth they expressed, the big toothy grin you gave him, the grin you gave him.. love at first sight? no, because it was after that day that he started falling.
when he walked you back to your house every day after school in ninth grade, when you would grab his hand to pull him along as you ran after (harassed) stray cats on the way home.
and when he would read the note you passed to him during class in tenth grade, he saved all the little doodles you drew him, you don’t have to know though..
it was when he’d help you study for midterms in eleventh grade, every time you got a question right, you’d be awarded a singular m&m, every time you got one wrong, well.. he still gave you candy, ‘for the effort’ he’d think to himself, trying to justify his denial
and, how could he forget, when you had both got accepted into the same college, and after twelfth grade finished, you had both moved in together in an apartment near campus, when you had been through so much with him. over the years, being there through tears and laughter and promises and silent wishes, through longing and want. that was when he fell in love, and goddamn did he fall hard.
“you okay ‘bedo? you keep spacing out” you slurred, he was staring again wasn’t he..
“..hm, yes i’m alright, i think we’ve had enough to drink..” he speaks slowly,
all these thoughts running though his head, but it’s 12 am already, and he should probably call an uber to get the both of you home.. maybe some other day, but for now. he want to keep loving you from a distance, just in case, because maybe someday he won’t be able to anymore. just for now, he can always tell you later.
46 notes · View notes
ohhhitsval · 15 days
Text
.
8 notes · View notes
mata-aetara-if · 1 year
Text
Mokoto & their mom 😂😂
32 notes · View notes
onlyflowersinhell · 4 months
Text
I had coffee at 8:30pm so that means no sleep for me
12 notes · View notes
pianocat939 · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
I got the bros done~
Mikey doesn’t look like his color that much but either way I love them.
Leo’s turned out really cleannnn
Also idk why I didn’t fill Donnie’s eyes in…It was the first one I suppose.
51 notes · View notes
squeegeeweegerton · 1 month
Text
there’s a fuckin tornado.
3 notes · View notes
macaronichewtoyz · 1 day
Text
Goddd the beta is done. I don’t even care. It’s done. I can breathe again
3 notes · View notes
So just when I was sorta on a roll for writing I have woken up sick
101 F (38 C) fever
Good times
5 notes · View notes
screechingweezlesblog · 11 months
Text
the most “older sibling” thing i’ve done tonight is stare at FindMy and watch my sibling’s contact icon slowly move as they arrive home.
7 notes · View notes
ohtobeleah · 6 months
Text
The fact I’m starting work while the STARS are still up is just a concept I’ll never get over.
2 notes · View notes
isnt-that-grape · 9 months
Text
Gotta love
✨ Insomnia ✨
4 notes · View notes
whateveronfilm · 2 years
Text
so I’m working on requests but I may have just impulsively spent an ungodly amount of time editing eddie into a scoops ahoy uniform 🥴
20 notes · View notes
ededoesstuff · 1 year
Text
Tumblr media Tumblr media
uh oh he transmigrated again
10 notes · View notes
spacey-png · 11 months
Text
I need to do financially irresponsible things sooo bad
3 notes · View notes
fluff-e-boy · 9 months
Text
I’m going to riot
2 notes · View notes
formula-niall · 11 months
Text
Tumblr media
Let’s do this sprint shootout
2 notes · View notes