Thank you everyone who is showering me with love and attention; I super appreciate it. I've had that fanfiction thought many times before but usually my brain is good at censoring it out and keeping it off tumblr but all day today I've been frustrated and near tears because math and in my moment of weakness my internal censor broke and the thought escaped. Sorry to angstpost, thank you for being super duper nice, but I don't think I can respond to any posts tonight because I have 3 math assignments due in 3 hours and I'm getting literally every math problem wrong on my first try to do it.
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viz angstposting hours because i keep thinking about how much he misses his brother
how do you grieve for someone you killed, when every time you look in the mirror it's his face staring back at you? you miss him but you are him but you're not him you'll never be him but you can't be anything else
what do you do when your family know you're dead and now you're your brother and they call you by the name you always wanted and treat you like the boy you always wanted to be but they still don't see you. no-one can see you. because you're wearing a dead man's skin.
the only person who could ever have understood is right there but he's you now and you can never talk to him again. every time you open your mouth you hear his voice.
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Just know when I’m angstposting like this it’s because I’ve been awake for 16 hours akhfgjkkjasa
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haha imagine if tomorrow’s episode started with this
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