Life has been, well, really hard lately. I haven’t had time to even really brainstorm RP things. It’s just… it’s been rough. This took a backseat.
Sometimes, when there’s big change and you’re also big neurodivergent, you lose the ability to lose yourself even in your favourite things. I’ve been teetering on the edge of autistic burnout and sensory overload for weeks. And the house is being renovated so it’s just. It’s hell right now.
I’d like to get back to RP on here, but you can always find me on Discord (chaosfaery#6905) in the meantime 💕
the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
they should invent a new type of "staying in bed for 2-3 hours after you wake up repeatedly opening and closing apps on your phone" where it makes you feel awesome and energized and emotionally fulfilled